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by Joseph Stein
29 May 2017, 07:35
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
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Day 19 Hey everyone, not many reactions to weed today. Still sticking to breath and willing myself to live the decision I have made. I did realize that I shouldnt be so quick to think I am done with weed or anything I am working on. I dont want to get to comfortable and get distracted and forget ab...
by Joseph Stein
28 May 2017, 07:17
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
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Day 18 Hey all, so today after work M and I were waiting at the bus stop. He lit up a blunt and I almost asked him to pass it so I could smoke it lol. It was a split second thought but then I remembered my commitment and my challenge and everything I have been through so far and how far I have come...
by Joseph Stein
27 May 2017, 03:33
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
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Day 17 Oh man another day to write was missed. Ive just gotten another job and I actually have been pretty busy lately. I am finding myself doing things I would never be doing if I was still smoking weed. Ive been so busy lately that I just want to get home and rest. Ill know that I have to write b...
by Joseph Stein
25 May 2017, 06:13
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
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Day 16 Today I noticed that when I smell weed I have a resistance to breathe. I smell it and a thought comes up about smoking it and Ill start to breathe but then Ill think "no I am inhaling it I cant breathe right now" lol. First of all I do not get high from it and second I am not turni...
by Joseph Stein
24 May 2017, 22:38
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think about how I will ask a girl for her number. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making a big deal about asking a girl for her number. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting nervous when I think abo...
by Joseph Stein
24 May 2017, 03:23
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 99
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Day 15 Hey all, I missed my writing yesterday. Does it feel like I failed? No definitely not. I didnt get home till late and today I was out all day working. Ive been feeling pretty clear and I am starting to feel the benefits of stopping smoking weed. My body feels more fresh and awake throughout ...
by Joseph Stein
22 May 2017, 04:06
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
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Day 14 Hey everyone. Ive kind of lost my goal for this 21 day challenge or at least its changed from focusing on weed addiction to the underlying causes of addiction. But I see Im addicted to so many things I cant possibly take them all on and stop them all in one go. Right now with weed I barely h...
by Joseph Stein
21 May 2017, 03:39
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 99
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Day 13 Hey all today was a productive day. I didnt let my reactions bring me down or affect me to the point where I get nothing done. I went with my brother to his job to apply and had a mini interview and then I hung out with a good friend. All of these I wouldnt have done if I was smoking weed an...
by Joseph Stein
20 May 2017, 07:28
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 99
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Day 12 Today I woke up and moved myself to do things that I seen needed to be done such as the dishes and applying for jobs. I have a real resistance to doing things like the physical side of things. Like actually getting up and walking to the kitchen to do the dishes or going to the job to get an ...
by Joseph Stein
18 May 2017, 23:04
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 99
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Day 11 Hey Marlen, yes I can see how I have been fighting the addiction and placing all my focus on the addiction. This fighting is tiring me out and I can sort of see how I am still putting blame on the addictions. I have wrote about and touched upon the underlying points of addiction but I just n...

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