Im Sadoon

[Sadoon]

i have been trying to stand for a long time but keep falling. i came across desteni material maybe a couple of years ago but i never thought much of it. i was wrapped up in judgments and beliefs towards them. then in browsing the web, i kept coming across more material. i would agree on some points but would resist loosing any beliefs i had and therefore chose to disregard applying self honesty, self forgiveness and self correcting.

recently, i have been able to realize various ways that i willingly allow myself to disregard improvement, by applying the material regarding self honesty, self forgiveness. from this i have seen some of the ways i keep hidden motives in control and im trying to remind myself of breath. i have began to slow down and have made a decision to walk toward a point of stability.

im trying to stay self honest in studying desteni material but i still catch myself jumping to beliefs and judgments but try and contemplate on why i do such things. anyway i have found all the material consistent and supportive and is continuously giving me more perspective on my allowed shortcomings. i look forward to learning from the people and material on this is forum.

[Maya]

Hi Sadoon and cool that you are here.

As you've seen for yourself, one can really realize oneself when and as walking and applying the tools such as Self Forgiveness and Self Honesty. Otherwise, all the knowledge is useless.

Thus, I suggest that you start your own thread of writing yourself to freedom as well as your own thread of Self Forgiveness application. It would also be cool if you walk with us the 7 years Journey to become Life. We have started 2 weeks ago to walk our daily Self Forgiveness application which has already proved as beneficial and effective to many.
I suggest that you read through the Self Forgiveness application that is shared in our blogs and as i've said, start your own 7 years journey to become Life.

Also, please go through the Forum guidelines

Enjoy the ride!!!

[Ann]

Welcome!

[Kristina]

Welcome Sadoon - glad you are here and are applying the tools for yourself - instead of allowing your beliefs and ideas about 'who/what' desteni is - and investigate for yourself. Cool to see you share after so many years.

Like Maya said - it's up to each individual to realize for themselves the validity of the Desteni Message - as it's been said, "Desteni Honesty is not Self Honesty" - this you must find/live for yourself. Desteni is simply here showing 'they way' as to how we actual Realize who we in fact are - in relation to all that is Here.

Again - cool you are hear and willing to see through the pre-programming and actually Hear what is HERE!

[Maite]

Hi Sadoon, welcome here.

im trying to stay self honest in studying desteni material but i still catch myself jumping to beliefs and judgments but try and contemplate on why i do such things.

I had a perception before I started writing and applying self-forgiveness, that I needed to first read through all of the articles and watch all of the videos before starting the application of it. I realised I was just postponing my self-application out of fear of doing it wrong - when I saw that, I just started. So - as you're studying the Desteni material and you see beliefs and judgments coming up - there's no need to 'contemplate why you're doing this' - simply apply the tools you've been studying: Write about the judgments and the beliefs and apply self-forgiveness to release them. You'll find that if you take on the judgments and beliefs that come up as you're studying the Desteni material - it will eventually become easier to read and grasp the message - because those judgments and beliefs are your mind's way of trying to distract you from what you're reading, so that you won't see or hear the common sense within what is being said.

[Lindsay]

Hi Sadoon - cool support you've received thus far.

So - let's walk!

Enjoy

[Cathy]

Cool you're here Sadoon - Enjoy your process

[KimKline]

Hey Sadoon!
Welcome !

[Anna]

Hi Sadoon

Welcome to the forum!

[Rozelle de Lange]

Hi Sadoon

Welcome to the forum.