Hallo, I'm from Africa but living in Western European. I came across Desteni in a funny way, I was telling my West European, WHite Baby Mama that my dad used to be a spirit medium/shaman, when I was growing up and that he would enter spiritual possessions and talk in strange voices or languages, going into the past or the future, healing, whatever... And that later, my mom started going to these APostolic Faith Mission churches, where the people would "catch the Holy Spirit" and start speaking in tongues, and basically doing the same stuff as my dad used to, more orless, but in the name of Melchisedek the High Priest of Salem aka Yahweh Elohim aka the Father the SOn and the Holy Ghost...
Of course, my WE Baby Mama didnt believe me. She said that pagan stuff is all rubbish (she is a very ardent Christian, you know, the kind that doesnt pray, read the Bible or do anything CHristian really, but, Shhhhhh!)
Anyway, I was looking for videos on spiritual possessions and stuff and I came across the video of the young lady from South Africa, when she's speaking on psychics. First of all, I had to laugh because of her South Africa, Boer accent (yeah, I'm from a neighboring country). Then I watched the video. Then I started watching more and more of her videos and I became fascinated by the story she was telling.
For me, its like, I'm curious. I knew from a very early age that most stuff in our lives is built on hypocrisy, lies, deception, self -deception, trafficking in illusion, delusions of grandeur, greed, selfishness, ego.... My mom was a teacher and church preacher and she was an expert at manipulating people, especially my dad. My dad meanwhile was a cop and a bully and a very nasty, evil person (though he hid this and was very widely liked and respected). Now, my mom specialized in cleaver, devious manipulations and my dad specialized in brute force. He was one of those cops you can send to go and brutalize other folks and he will do it and feel very superior.
So, the things my parents did to me and what I saw them and their folks doing to others caused me to lose my naivety. To cut a long story short, I have no problem at all to think that the "stuff" being said at Desteni could quite possibly be true. At the same time, you know, by the time I was 12, I had read Frank Herbert, Isaac Asimov, EE Doc SMith... Those guys write huge volumes of books, with long, complicated SF stories that work very well. So, you know, this whole "Anunakki" thing could also be the work of a creative, very intelligent mind. (The dry humor displayed by "Jack" and "Anu" in their interviews is great but makes me feel kind-a suspicious, because I would do it like that, and when Jack gets raw and talks directly to "us" ridiculing us, I mean, its almost too good.
Basically, I've read on and kind of investigated many religions and theories. So far, the Annunaki one is the best, in that it covers a lot of the loopholes you find in Christianity, Islam and a bunch of religions or conspiracy theories. The problem is that like all the other stuff out there, there is no actual proof for it. Why didn't Jack and them let ANu "come" and manifest himself and get on his throne at least for a couple of days, so we would have proof.
I mean, if you give a very talented writer the "raw" material, then he could come up with a similar story. In fact, one could say the Anu story from Desteni is an attempt to plug the huge loopholes left by the Bible, the Koran and other religions, and an improvement of the SItchin stuff. So, why should I think that this is not just another illusion within an illusion, created for people who don't fall for the usual "light stuff." I went to church for a while after my mom died, because I messed her and I thought, "Hey, maybe there is really a heaven up there, okay, lemme really get into this. About a year later, I was thinking maybe I should open my own church because I could do a better job of scaring, conning, duping and fleecing the congregation.
I mean, its kind of ridiculous, isnt it, for Anu to create us the way we are, and to con and dupe us heavily with religion, lies, illusions, and then to come and say, "Hey guys, its me again, this is not a trick or illusion this time, I'm speaking to you through a "dimensional portal" and that's this here lady and hey, just trust me and believe me. Its really me, you know. YOu cant see me or hear me, but right now, its ME!"
So, hey, why not, yunno, find some emphatic and very clear manner to reveal himself and the whole truth to everyone on the planet and say "Alright guys, listen, this is me, the Big Boss, blah, blah, blah..." I mean, I can even give him some suggestions on how to do that, but since he is a billion times smarter, I bet he could come up with even better ones... And why doesnt he and his boys just come in and at least, yunno, reign in their evil hounds that are ravaging humanity. I don't know.
I mean, I have lied and manipulated people when I had to and its very easy (my mom was a great teacher) And well, I find it very amusing when people are duped and conned and don't get it, and in fact, the best is when they refuse to admit it.
Basically, I would be thankful to communicate with folks that would give me some straight answers. I personally believe that anything and everything is possible and could happen, but that doesnt mean that its happening.
Ooops, this ended up getting long, but I wanted to give an impression of who I am and what I have been through,
Thanks for reading this.