Is it possible?

[William]

Shit, forget what I said, it's bullshit.

Lol.

Arnold... slow yourself down. Your idea of process has triggered many fears and in turn created more false perceptions and outflows.

Recommend having a laugh at yourself from time to time to release anxiety,

Welcome here and enjoy your process

[kim amourette]

Hey Arnold,

welcome to the forum.

To add to the support that was already given by Marlen, I made a video a while back where I share my experience with feeling confident in my world yet very empty at the same time, which may be of assistance for you to realize how your current experience of yourself is in fact ego: The Trap of Desiring the Experience of Confidence

I also walked through the point of walking my process alone and not participating in the forum, wherein I pushed myself into situations in my world to apparently prove to myself that I am 'self-honest' or 'self-realized' based on a belief that I had about what it means to be 'self-honest' and 'self-realized', never realizing that I was stuck in ego that eventually drove me to a point where I had to face the consequences that I created to step down from my pedestal and become humble within the realization that we are all in this process together and there is no one that will 'transcend the mind' and be 'done with process' and leave all others behind. We stand within absolute responsibility for all that exists here - thus, to experience boredom is a clear indicator that you are stuck in a mind-program of perceived superiority over reality and are definitely missing out on life as yourself as reality

Kim

[Arnold]

Thank you, great support.

I do laugh at myself all the time because I see I'm the only one that is having problems such as this in process.

I tend to try and do things as fast as posible without even understanding/taking the time, maybe it's another point I have to face.

I did become crazy for a quite some time because of not taking the time to uderstand every single point, but I am trying to recover from that and take responsibility.

This process is so much better than having emotions and punishing myself in my mind.

[Marlen]

Cool support Kim, thanks

This process is so much better than having emotions and punishing myself in my mind.

Exactly, this is precisely what we have to write and vlog/ blog about -why on Earth have we literally trapped ourselves to believe that having all forms of mind generated experiences is actually something 'natural' and 'living' when it is clearly always keeping us in a roller coaster that we can simply decide in one single moment to just stop and not go in for a ride anymore. If one by one we start realizing this and Sharing about it, we can continue creating an impact about the importance that it is to literally, laugh at yourself, at everything that we have become and then take yourself by the hand to walk in this physical process, wherein breath, writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application are the only tools that will allow you to remain sanely-ground on Earth.

Thanks for sharing - the forum is here precisely to keep yourself grounded and cross referencing yourself and your process, we cannot possibly do this without having support - so, here it is.

[kim amourette]

Cool Arnold,

not sure if it has been mentioned already, but a cool way to go about the desteni material and apply yourself in a structured manner is to walk the DIP - and if you cannot afford to pay for it, there is always the blogging for sponsorship.

So, if you haven't already, I would suggest to consider it.

Kim