Hi, my name's James. Currently 26 years old, from Scotland. And, I feel like I'm just beginning life.
I actually found Desteni when I was 18 years old (2009) and was in process for a couple years until I had a bad break up at that time. Just recently I have slowly been getting more and more interested in Desteni again. I never really applied self-forgiveness, didn't seem to work for me back then, nor did the ''interdimensional'' aspect of Desteni really interest me because it was nothing I could prove to myself. But, the self-honesty, self-analytical, psychology aspect of Desteni really intrigued me and was something I could apply and test and prove for myself. This is why I am here, to understand the mind, the self, who I am, who I am not, how all of this functions, etc.
I have struggled with addictions for many years now. Primarily porn, masturbation and alcohol. I have begun dealing with this and delving into my own psychology to understand the why's and the how's. I started a recovery journal on a porn recovery website called ''NoFap'' nearly three weeks ago where I try to be as open, honest and raw about what I am experiencing and how I'm dealing with it. If you're interested, feel free to have a look here - https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?t ... ode.91302/
If there is somewhere here I can post about addiction related content or help in regards to overcoming addiction, that would be cool. I hope to begin Vlogging at some point, maybe when I feel a little bit more confident lol.
Any advice or suggestions on where to start here in my process would be much appreciated. Thanks.