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Re: Amanda's blog link

Postby AmandaRichert » 19 Apr 2012, 02:29

Aggravation in PMS- Ending blame of my thoughts, feelings, and emotions on everything but me

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Postby AmandaRichert » 20 Apr 2012, 04:17

Day 3 on my 7yr journey to nothingness: 'Don't give up!'


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Re: Amanda's blog link

Postby AmandaRichert » 21 Apr 2012, 06:15

Day four: Self forgiveness for "Don't give up"
I am pushing through the tough times, not allowing my past experiences and decisions to dictate me now.

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Re: Amanda's blog link

Postby AmandaRichert » 21 Apr 2012, 20:08

Day 5 Journey to LIFE: Now more be-LIE-veing her opinion!
I am not going to take another's opinion of me seriously as if it were truth, a reality, because it is only a judgment of the mind.

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Re: Amanda's blog link

Postby AmandaRichert » 27 Apr 2012, 02:12

Day 6-I need some quiet time!
Finding peace within me no matter how noisy the surroundings.




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Re: Amanda's blog link

Postby AmandaRichert » 27 Apr 2012, 02:15

Day 7 - Desire to Satisfy
Topic of being satisfied with not being enough to satisfy my partner with sex and redefining the word 'satisfy'.


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Re: Amanda's blog link

Postby AmandaRichert » 27 Apr 2012, 02:18

Day 8 - "Left Behind"
I don't want to feel left behind on my journey! Ending comparison in process with others.


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Re: Amanda's blog link

Postby AmandaRichert » 01 May 2012, 19:26

Walk - don't run!

Its been a while since I've written in this thread so I decided to "say hello" again! I have been focusing most of my attention on my public blog, and posting links for that under the mambers blog links section. I just thought I may not have enough to write about doing BOTH, but when I think about that, it is kind of silly, because I have years of accumulated bullshit to write about, and that's not counting the bullshit I allow my mind to go through on a daily basis! So I am "stepping up" to writing even more. WOW! I can do this, as I know it will become easier and easier the more I do write, and I am allowing myself the chance to learn to trust in myself that I can do this, all of this, the DIP, my seven year journey, my blogs and vlogs, and this thhread of writing self forgiveness on the forum. I owe this to myself because I deserve this, to push myself as far as I am capable, without expectations, but with perserverance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think "I cannot write on the forum, complete my DIP assignments, and blog my seven year journey, that is just too much"
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect a sudden extra amount of work to the thought "I cannot write on the forum, complete my DIP assignments, and blog my seven year journey, that is just too much".
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a sudden extra amount of work to exist as a trigger point within me that triggers the thought "I cannot write on the forum, complete my DIP assignments, and blog my seven year journey, that is too much".
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to doubt myself and within doubting, giving up on myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to expect/desire change without all the effort when I realize that the more devoted I am to my self process, the more I will see/experience progress and change.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the desire to change without all the effort to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the thought "I cannot write on the forum, complete my DIP assignments, and blog my seven year journey, that is just too much" to an emotional experience of disappointment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate within an emotional experience of disappointment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into an emotional experience of disappointment because I realize that there is no quick, shortcut way to improve in my process and that it takes work and time.

When/as I have extra work to do that I begin to percieve as "too much" - I stop, I breathe, and bring myself back to the physical, I do not accept or allow myself to "whimp out" from lack of determination and self doubt, or to judge my capability to do the amount of work as "unable". Instead I stay focused on each step as part of an accumulative process, in which I must do myself in order to actually see and experience progress/change and I keep myself out of my thoughts and jugments, as I breath, bringing myself back here and completing what needs to be completed step by step. I realize that I cannot run away from my "problems" or my work, but I must WALK this process.



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Re: Amanda's blog link

Postby AmandaRichert » 01 May 2012, 19:27

Oop! I didn't mean to post that under this thread!



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Re: Amanda's blog link

Postby AmandaRichert » 21 Jul 2012, 02:22

"Fear of performing instrument and voice together"
http://www.amanda-richert.blogspot.com/ ... ument.html



"Fear of growing old and wrinkly"
http://www.amanda-richert.blogspot.com/ ... kly-i.html




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