Who am I as Music? Projecting vs. Living Potential
In this vlog I'm sharing about a point I recently changed myself within, in relation to music and self expression within making music.
I realized I'd been defining my 'who I am' in relation to music / musical expression, mostly according to 'finished products' created by others - that contained some sound or expression which I could relate to / see in myself. This created a constant underlying emotional experience of 'missing out on myself' / 'not experiencing my musical expression', as I was essentially saying 'who I am is those finished products' - in this separating myself from the creation process - seeing the 'process' as a limitation and obstacle to me 'experiencing who I am as music'.
Through seeing and releasing myself from this design, I realized I can now channel and direct my potential into the actual LIVING of my self expression in the ordinary, practical, necessary physical actions of creating / developing my expression for real. And in this also opening up the ability to appreciate and enjoy music without 'desiring to be that / experience myself as that'.