Ella wrote:Hi:
I need your help. I have been going through my process and have seen many things reveal themselves to me -- for example my own truths, own Self-Dishonesties in various aspects of my life etc. I, prior to 'discovering' Desteni, have had some Self-Realizations. For example, I had all belief systems collapse in front of me (though all this was not of physical nature -- obviously) to which since then, things like God/spirits/evil etc all were revealed as false systems and therefore not real. Since then, neither does the word or belief of God/evil/spirits etc who want to harm you exist in my vocabulary. In essence, the entire thing of that nature collapsed within me in an instant. My experience had many other things too but this one is what I wanted to highlight as it is related to what I am asking assistance for.
As per above, you now see where I stand with regards to spirits etc. Since about a few weeks - probably over a month now, I have been feeling a presence around me. This presence was totally uncalled for. When I first became aware of this presence, I did not pay much attention to it. But then, it gradually became more prominent. I notice that this presence 'manifests' whenever I am quite in the clear and therefore not thinking of anything in particular. (I did all that self-check before coming here to post about this ). I investigated myself to see if I was having any thought, feeling or emotion in particular when this presence manifested in case I was just projecting such mind manifestation outside of myself in this manner. I have investigated so far and consistently noticed that I was always in the clear when the presence is felt.
Now this thing is getting frankly quite annoying in that it feels as though whenever I am minding my business say in the kitchen or even doing something as easy as making the bed or simply relaxing, this sensation of the presence seems to hover around me -- at some point, I feel it entering the back of my spine and literally feel something sort of 'enter' my spine for lack of better words. As you may have guessed, I am not interested in having this kind of sensation around me. My question is: what could that be?
As far as I understand, people who die go straight to the dimensions. Therefore, they do not linger around beings nor do any interdiemensional beings hover around people like that. So what on earth could that be and most importantly how do I get rid of it. I just don't like it at all hovering over and around me like that. Am I right in thinking that everybody who dies whether they are human or animal -- they go straight to the dimensions and are never 'lost' and do not need help to 'find the way' to the dimensions anymore??
Your reply would be much appreciated.
Thank you very much.
p.s. btw I have never ever experienced any presence hover over me like that.
Hi Ella
Such “presences” experiences is unconscious-mind mind-entities of energy that we’ve accumulated over time through particular thought-patterns, that then shifted into the subconscious-mind to construct / create personality where those thought-patterns towards something/someone that became energized/accompanied with feelings and emotions, and with the thoughts become more energized/personalized with reactions – the mind would take that merging and construct/build a personality. From there it evolve into internal conversations that one have to/towards that something/someone and from the internal conversations would start influencing/determining your behaviour in the physical. When it reach this stage – where from thought, it evolved to reactions, to internal conversations and controlling behaviour – you becoming the living-embodiment of your mind-experience towards that something/someone and one’s entire mind-relationship towards that something/someone becomes “automated”. Then, the more and more you participate in and physically live-out that personality – the more your energy-experiences accumulate in/as your human physical body to eventually create a whole ‘energy body’ of your personality.
All your mind-personalities has energy-bodies that accumulate/build in and layer within the human physical body – because the mind use the accumulated energy you generate through personality-participation/living to regenerate itself with.
So – with this “presence” coming when you experience yourself as “clear” – would mean you are generate this energy-entity of a mind-personality when/as/while you are not “clear”, so – with you stopping within yourself for a moment, not engaging in your mind/personalities – you then “experience” more the reality of yourself/mind in the physical.
To assist/support yourself with identifying what personality’s energy-body as entity you are accessing/becoming aware of within your human physical body – you have to investigate the nature of the “presence” – meaning, what do you experience from it. So – for a moment, when/as you access that energy-entity – have a look at defining its nature.
Then, when you have the words – have a look at where within your world and towards who do you have such experiences towards as the nature of the presence. So, let’s say for example you determine the nature / experience of the presence to be “invasive”, you ‘bring that back to yourself’ and see how you created the energy-experience/entity of “invasiveness” within yourself through having a look at where and towards who in your world you access/react in “invasiveness” – that, every time you’re in that environment/with that person, you generate the energy of invasiveness that’s created this energy-body in your physical.
From there, you assist/support yourself to see why you react in invasiveness towards the person/situation, what memories activate, what are the thoughts, reactions, internal conversations – because in investigating that, you will see the whole ‘personality’ you become in a moment that fuels the reaction of “invasiveness”. And, you may find, for example that a person activated memories from your past where the current situation/person reminded you of a past event/person that you hadn’t faced/dealt with. Then, you can assist/support yourself with walking self forgiveness in releasing yourself from the memory where you initially created the experience of invasiveness within you, and assist/support yourself in writing and with breathing to not react in invasiveness but approach the person/event in stability/clarity to not disempower you in a moment, but gift yourself with the ability to direct it effectively.
Here is a lay out of how you can approach this point. If you’d like – I can walk this through with you practically, step by step in the forums. Meaning, where you start with identifying the energy-entity and its nature, and from there we walk it through to identifying the personality that created it in the first place, and so also assist/support with writing and self forgiveness.
Ask if you have any further questions.