Cool Cody - cool to see you moving yourself.
Consistency starts with the breath - and writing, self forgiveness, and corrective application - this is our responsibility.
Cody, in this moment
Re: Cody, in this moment
So im here writing today about figuring out how to dig deeper.
So lately i have been observing myself, my thoughts my reactions, and its kinda difficult to start but i did have an experience today when speaking with my grandma.
We were talking about how i had left some DVDs out on the coffee table and she said that there was three, from what she thought that there was three guitar lesson DVDs, which i knew there wasnt, and in the middle of our conversation i saw myself getting irritated, i noticed the tone in my voice change because of this, i took a second to see what i was doing, realizing i was getting irritated for not really any reason at all, we were just talking. So, i took a step back and i changed my tone of voice and my feelings on the situation, i explained to her that there was three DVDs but not all of them were for guitar, two of them were p90x, so i walk into the other room and show her where i was keeping them, that cleared up the confusion.
So i would say that it was self corrective of me to notice how i was reacting, take a step back and change the situation, instead of getting irritated because i didnt know what she was talking about and letting the confusion of the situation get to me..this was kinda the first time i really did this so i would say progress is being made.
Also, i had a few points i was curious about....so when your programming yourself, for instance, im studying the new We Came As Romans, Cd. Im learning all the songs and lyrics so it can help be become a better musician/ vocalist so that i can perform better in that way, would it be considered self intrest? And at what point do thoughts become self directed verses not?
So lately i have been observing myself, my thoughts my reactions, and its kinda difficult to start but i did have an experience today when speaking with my grandma.
We were talking about how i had left some DVDs out on the coffee table and she said that there was three, from what she thought that there was three guitar lesson DVDs, which i knew there wasnt, and in the middle of our conversation i saw myself getting irritated, i noticed the tone in my voice change because of this, i took a second to see what i was doing, realizing i was getting irritated for not really any reason at all, we were just talking. So, i took a step back and i changed my tone of voice and my feelings on the situation, i explained to her that there was three DVDs but not all of them were for guitar, two of them were p90x, so i walk into the other room and show her where i was keeping them, that cleared up the confusion.
So i would say that it was self corrective of me to notice how i was reacting, take a step back and change the situation, instead of getting irritated because i didnt know what she was talking about and letting the confusion of the situation get to me..this was kinda the first time i really did this so i would say progress is being made.
Also, i had a few points i was curious about....so when your programming yourself, for instance, im studying the new We Came As Romans, Cd. Im learning all the songs and lyrics so it can help be become a better musician/ vocalist so that i can perform better in that way, would it be considered self intrest? And at what point do thoughts become self directed verses not?
Re: Cody, in this moment
Hi Cody, I suggest to hear these interviews in order to support yourself within the 'figuring out how to dig deeper.'
2011 Beginners: Conscious-Mind Thought-Manifestation Writing
Beginners: Conscious-Mind Thought-manifestation
2011: Beginners Conscious-Mind Thought-manifestation Self-Forgiveness
From there you can start writing Self Forgiveness in relation to all the reactions you experienced -
Our mind is very specific - it is a system - thus the process here is to walk our mind in specificity through writing in order to go correcting ourselves in detail on how we have previously 'lived' in an automated mode, accepting and allowing all types of reactions and experiences without questioning them. Now that you start seeing what you're experiencing, applying Self Forgiveness is like 'tackling' the point in specificity to ensure that you do take Self Responsibility for it.
The interviews will support you to walk through the points here and I suggest that once you've done that - as well as hearing and reading any other interview/ blog/ vlog in relation to writing self forgiveness and writing yourself to freedom as this will allow you to take examples on 'how to do it.'
For that, reading through the posts and stuff shared here on the forum is supportive as it allows us to see how to apply self forgiveness and self-directive writing in order to establish common sense and self honesty.
A
See, there is no 'right' or 'wrong' within this process - each one walks their own process to see who and what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become, what are our 'real' motivations to do what we do, what drives us, who are we without performing such actions? These questions are a cool way to open up points for yourself because: we rarely ask to ourselves our starting point of doing things. We usually take them as part of 'who we are' without questioning it, hence this is the process wherein you get to know yourself in detail for the very first time.
So, share with us what you find within this all. Thanks for sharing!
2011 Beginners: Conscious-Mind Thought-Manifestation Writing
Beginners: Conscious-Mind Thought-manifestation
2011: Beginners Conscious-Mind Thought-manifestation Self-Forgiveness
From there you can start writing Self Forgiveness in relation to all the reactions you experienced -
It is cool that you noticed how your voice changed and how you were in essence reacting to the whole point - however, the process is to write out the event and the Self Forgiveness according to the points shared in your writing - why it is suggested to do this? Because even if you notice your reaction as in 'stopping being irritated,' it is only a momentary realization that still requires to be walked through Self Forgiveness and writing Self Corrective Statements in order to ensure that it doesn't only become a momentary 'stop' or realization of what you were participating in as a reaction, but make sure that you lay it out in front of yourself through writing and Self Forgiveness, which is the tool to assist and support yourself to take Self Responsibility.So i would say that it was self corrective of me to notice how i was reacting, take a step back and change the situation, instead of getting irritated because i didnt know what she was talking about and letting the confusion of the situation get to me..this was kinda the first time i really did this so i would say progress is being made.
Our mind is very specific - it is a system - thus the process here is to walk our mind in specificity through writing in order to go correcting ourselves in detail on how we have previously 'lived' in an automated mode, accepting and allowing all types of reactions and experiences without questioning them. Now that you start seeing what you're experiencing, applying Self Forgiveness is like 'tackling' the point in specificity to ensure that you do take Self Responsibility for it.
The interviews will support you to walk through the points here and I suggest that once you've done that - as well as hearing and reading any other interview/ blog/ vlog in relation to writing self forgiveness and writing yourself to freedom as this will allow you to take examples on 'how to do it.'
For that, reading through the posts and stuff shared here on the forum is supportive as it allows us to see how to apply self forgiveness and self-directive writing in order to establish common sense and self honesty.
A
I suggest that you write out more about this point, not as a question in order to get an answer, but writing yourself out to see 'who am I within learning this song/ lyrics' - how does it 'make me feel' - what do I enjoy about it? am I doing it for myself or for others? What is driving me to learn this? Is it for the sake of entertainment, to impress others, to become 'better' myself? Who am I in the moment of playing/ singing these songs? Is learning this supporting myself? - Writing out the entire experience in relation to any point is how we walk the writing in itself - then if you see points wherein you identify such self interest, you then apply self forgiveness to take self responsibility and direct that point toward a supportive point of expression as yourself.lso, i had a few points i was curious about....so when your programming yourself, for instance, im studying the new We Came As Romans, Cd. Im learning all the songs and lyrics so it can help be become a better musician/ vocalist so that i can perform better in that way, would it be considered self intrest? And at what point do thoughts become self directed verses not?
See, there is no 'right' or 'wrong' within this process - each one walks their own process to see who and what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become, what are our 'real' motivations to do what we do, what drives us, who are we without performing such actions? These questions are a cool way to open up points for yourself because: we rarely ask to ourselves our starting point of doing things. We usually take them as part of 'who we are' without questioning it, hence this is the process wherein you get to know yourself in detail for the very first time.
So, share with us what you find within this all. Thanks for sharing!
Re: Cody, in this moment
Thanks for the support. Im working on it.
So today a few points came up but ill start with the first one-procrastination
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to procrastinate
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to think that there is nothing to do within the day
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to give in to lazyness
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not push through resistances
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to use other people as an excuse not to get out of bed
Here, i found that there are alot of things tied to procrastination. In my writings i have found procrastination to be linked to lazyness, fear of responsibility, and fear of change. i know theres more to it, but this is what im writing about.
So, procrastination is "putting something off" wanting to do it later. This first of all shows irresponsibility for not dealing with a certain point here equal and one to me in that moment, creating separation within me and that point by time. Within fearing responsibility i am also fearing change, fearing to be responsible and not wanting to take the nessesary effort to change and justifying being lazy. Now for being lazy, I have accepted and allowed myself to give in to the energy of the feeling of being lazy, which is another resistance to change, to do something, to walk through a point and face it one and equal to myself. Thus, using the action of others to also justify being lazy, by creating agreements according to other people actions and not taking responsibility for my own being and my own process as getting up and starting my day at an earlier time so that i can be more in sync with other beings time of living, now there is also probably alot of points within being in relationship to others and time, but for now i am expressing my findings of myself as procrastination, lazyness and irresponsibility.
So today a few points came up but ill start with the first one-procrastination
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to procrastinate
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to think that there is nothing to do within the day
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to give in to lazyness
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not push through resistances
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to use other people as an excuse not to get out of bed
Here, i found that there are alot of things tied to procrastination. In my writings i have found procrastination to be linked to lazyness, fear of responsibility, and fear of change. i know theres more to it, but this is what im writing about.
So, procrastination is "putting something off" wanting to do it later. This first of all shows irresponsibility for not dealing with a certain point here equal and one to me in that moment, creating separation within me and that point by time. Within fearing responsibility i am also fearing change, fearing to be responsible and not wanting to take the nessesary effort to change and justifying being lazy. Now for being lazy, I have accepted and allowed myself to give in to the energy of the feeling of being lazy, which is another resistance to change, to do something, to walk through a point and face it one and equal to myself. Thus, using the action of others to also justify being lazy, by creating agreements according to other people actions and not taking responsibility for my own being and my own process as getting up and starting my day at an earlier time so that i can be more in sync with other beings time of living, now there is also probably alot of points within being in relationship to others and time, but for now i am expressing my findings of myself as procrastination, lazyness and irresponsibility.
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Another point i was facing today was self judgment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel as though i should already be "better"
I forgive myself for accepting and allowign myself to doubt myself
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself because of self judgment as in not knowing what to say/ how to interact with other beings.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel as though i should already be "better"
I forgive myself for accepting and allowign myself to doubt myself
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself because of self judgment as in not knowing what to say/ how to interact with other beings.
Re: Cody, in this moment
Hey Cody
Quite cool that you are seeing how procrastination and laziness stem from fear - a point there that can be looked at is fear of judgment/ fear of being wrong as well, as well as the other fears you have mentioned.
Here's a quote:
Cool self-observation - thanks for sharing and if anything comes up, share it as well
Quite cool that you are seeing how procrastination and laziness stem from fear - a point there that can be looked at is fear of judgment/ fear of being wrong as well, as well as the other fears you have mentioned.
Here's a quote:
So, you basically see the points already. Now we get to describing the judgment in specificity. This is writing out the event/ memory as the moment wherein you see laziness or procrastination coming up, and apply Self Forgiveness for the points wherein you see the reasons/ excuses/ justifications to not move yourself in the moment. Then you write out how you will direct yourself once you have spotted the thoughts that lead you to procrastinate or 'give into' laziness. This self-directive writing is the necessary correction wherein you write How you will be practically you to stop procrastination, to stop the thoughts, breathe and physically direct yourself to do that which is required to be done.Bernard wrote:"Laziness is the suppressed version of self-judgment. So - find the self-judgment, set yourself free from the judgment itself and then you won't need laziness to hide in. Remember, that - the desire that forced you into judgment, and eventual laziness is still your master. Don't judge your master - serve your master, until you are equal to your master and then decide how to direct yourself."
Cool self-observation - thanks for sharing and if anything comes up, share it as well
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Re: Cody, in this moment
Cody wrote:Hey guys, today i want to talk about a point of consistancy and procrastination
Imyself have had a problem with this pretty much my whole life (other than programming lol) but idk what it was i just had a hard time staying consistant and doing things on time. Like in school i never really cared about it, i didnt do alot of my homework when i needed to, by the end of my senior year i was getting up last minute so i would get into the class as soon as the bell rung and i almost dropped out. Perhaps it was lack of self responsibility and the ways i were tought. My trainer was a big influence of my life, he kinda "woke me up" in a way of showing me "spirituality". Which is kinda weird cause i look back at everything now and its kinda like his influence or rather my allowance of his influence is what took me down the road to hating the world and doing drugs to escape myself is where all that started. I saw the world as a fucked up place and i would run away from it, i would hide behind my beliefs and drugs to somehow i dont even know now that i look at it. I was just going in a downward spiral, not doing anything to help myself and not doing anything to help anyone else, besides i suppose the drug dealers i was paying almost everyday to get high...which they dont help anyone else, besides the people who are most likely not helping themselves or anyone else other than "getting high". So i guess that could be something that i was consistant with lol but thats because its easy to hide, its easy to look the other way when you know fucked up shit is happening but yet you neglect it. And you neglect yourself from not facing what you in fact created in and as this reality, wether it be hiding behind bullshit beliefs of "everything happens for a reason" which you use to justify as you just walking a predetermined path and you have no say in it. Yes, Everything does happen for a reason in the sence that we ourselves have accepted and allowed our reality to exist as it does currently, therefore we must take RESPONSIBILITY for what we have done, use the statement as a self realization, yes this happened becaused you did this- you got a girl pregnant because you both got drunk at a party and had irrisponsible sex- or that the world is a certain way because you dont want to accept that YOU are also a part in this world so therefore YOU have power to change, and stop hiding behind thoughts and beliefs that "im just ONE person, so therefore i cant really do much" that is just giving up your power...and to who are you really giving your power to really? the mind? the Beleif that you cant do something just because your ONE person is bullshit. Look at Hitler, yeah alot of people would say hes "evil" or whatnot but thats a perfect example of what one person can do. Now i realize that this rant was moreso about responsibility rather than consistancy lol but in terms of consistancy, breathing is your best friend, breathing can never lie to you or decieve you because it is just there, it doesnt think, it doesnt assume, it simply is.
what you experienced in terms of study and information effectiveness are due to a lack of processing skills --It is imperative to advance your skills with words and reading to a high level of consistency in all areas so that no knowledge and information is too much for you or has the pwoer to dictate to you what is best for all life
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Re: Cody, in this moment
Cool point! - it is something that i have faced as well, the experience of feeling like reading a text/book is a heavy task and almost too much for me to handle. So i have created a habit of not reading and thus not educating myself properly and then believing that i already know everything there is to know as a point of justification for my ignorance.what you experienced in terms of study and information effectiveness are due to a lack of processing skills --It is imperative to advance your skills with words and reading to a high level of consistency in all areas so that no knowledge and information is too much for you or has the pwoer to dictate to you what is best for all life