What I have personally found throughout my process - the past 11 years, observing myself and also others is that: two distinct types of people / minds stood out. The first being those who immediately "hears", who immediately naturally "sees" what we write / speak through videos, recordings and documents. Yes - they do have MANY questions along the way, but overall naturally listens, reads, understands and then asks in a way of EXPANDING their awareness and understanding in a way that can support them more in their personal and life process / journey. Secondly, being those who don't INITIALLY 'get it', become 'confused and perplexed' and/or more extremely go into emotional reactions / judgments / resistance.
What I have noticed within your question, I could recognize within myself - as I would categorize us in the Second type of people in the dimension of "not INITIALLY getting it, becoming confused and perplexed". Because it's not like you are COMPLETELY RESISTING and EMOTIONALLY REACTING to the material in videos and writings, who I'd classify as the 'haters' who do not at least have the time and patience to push themselves to get to know themselves within the material, the videos and writings. Nor are you naturally / immediately 'getting it' in a way of understanding / seeing and then rather asking for more clarification / perspective / supportive - but there is a level of being perplexed and confused, with a tinge of emotion / frustration.
I will do more recordings on this point in EQAFE in time to come, but for the moment: even in my initial process and journey within Portalling, I became exposed to SO many different beings, who back then, still spoke their own language, sound, symbolism that I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND AT ALL - like, I didn't get it. I couldn't understand them, couldn't communicate with them - even though MANY spoke english interestingly enough, they spoke within a depth, a dimension I couldn't relate to AT ALL. This is primarily what you will INITIALLY find with reading and hearing the Desteni Material of the early years when the Portal opened. Even though I, also the beings Portalling through me, have SPECIFIED our speaking / writing into and as dimensions that the Mind / Consciousness in people can HEAR and SEE - it took me, as well as them, some to develop this skill - to speak and write and do things in a way that can be HEARD and SEEN through the mind / consciousness. This you will find in MANY of the most recent EQAFE recordings in the past year - our communication has expanded, specified and developed to cater to everyone on earth. I will expand on this more in the EQAFE recordings to come, how the portal, the beings, including myself specified our communication - because we initially spoke within and from TOO A DEEP DIMENSION within our BEING and this existence - so deep, not many could hear or see.
So, back to my process: I initially became emotional because of not understanding the other beings, but then realised - I did not take the step / responsibility to ALIGN MYSELF with them, to stand EQUAL and ONE as them to be able to UNDERSTAND and SEE and HEAR. Nor did they. So, what we did was to 'stand in each other's shoes' - become one another for a moment, so they could understand why I was not hearing them, and they could understand why they could not hear me. Once this was done - I EXPANDED cause they helped me EXPAND into DEEPER DEPTHS of WORDS and SOUND, and I helped them to REALISE there are MORE DIMENSIONS to words and sound they haven't been exposed to yet. This could be done in heaven - on earth, yes lol it's a whole other process that takes a lot more space and time - but doable!
So, to share: yes - sometimes it is challenging to see / hear - because you haven't as of yet, in your lifetime, been exposed to the depths of dimensions we venture into through the beings and Portalling and the ACCESS we have through the PORTAL. Therefore, do not be alarmed, nor react - but when you do react, take a breath, slow down and ASK here in the forums for more insight / perspective. This is why the forums are here - to SUPPORT with needed insight and perspective. So, by all means - whenever you read a post, or a paragraph or listen to an interview and some words you do not understand: ASK. As they say: "asKING is the KING of all questions!!!" The more you ASK the more you will be supported and SO MANY OTHERS as well!!!
I will post the EQAFE recordings I do on this topic here in this thread for anyone who's interested. Also - will leave you with this YouTube video I did explaining the process and experience of "AS WITHIN = SO WITHOUT / AS ABOVE = SO BELOW": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ulrMefeBFE