I think this question is very important, because i can accept that not being attached to the mind, being a silence, that is good and healthy, seeing the reactions of your mind and noticing them instead of being them as an asleep person, but i also see here in desteni something that disturbs me, something that trascend my logic so much that i feel like i want to remain as me, a silenced me, but a me, with this i don't mean i am against detaching the mind, but as i say there is something in here in desteni that disturbs me... i mean if this was only silenced people, sharing wisdom, that would be great, but there is something else here... like people who perceive themselves as other entities, they become other thing, their entire presence is replaced by other that controlls them, i consider myself an open-minded person and i find that idea crazy, maybe that is how the portal works, you know the absolute reality about something and you become that something, i accept the no identity to a certain point, but beyond that i feel it would be a corrupt thing to lose myself completely believing im him or her or it and letting other that is not me controll me, it's something that goes beyong my logic of sanity or functioning as a human being, how can i know there is a world of logic beyong the logic that i have created? how or why would i replace the place where i bring everything into creation? if i go beyong that, i feel i would lose myself in a world where the logic doesn't exist anymore, and that is a scary idea, it's like saying goodbye to reality, reality is the logical and thefore real order of the things
i find crazy to perceive myself as other, and here in desteni it's "normal" to be anu or whatever
i don't know if this makes any sence to you, any guidance? did i misunderstand anything?