I sometimes have brief visions, specially when I remember a very very young memory about my life, this happens to me a lot with for example movies I used to watch with 2-3 years old, I can see how I used to felt back then, who I was, and I have a feeling I just can't express
So, inspired by this young memories, I sometimes feel like I can remember where I was before being borned, I never see it clearly, I never have it like a real experience, but I can see like for some brief moments of remembering... a perfect manifestation of expresion of myself, that was existing in complete darkness because I was not in physical existence, I feel like a lot happened before I was borned, if I think about it a lot it just gets covered but sometimes, by surprise, I can see very very far in the time, and I don't know if these are my imaginations, or if it's just the feeling that I was as a child that feels magical and I am projecting it to this experience of knowing more than I know, maybe it's just a memory, maybe it's something else
and in those moments of new inspiration when I can remember far away I feel the conection, like the most pure and authentic conection to everything, in the present I feel something similar with not being the mind, just stopping the thought that my mind think are so important and must be said just after something
as I said I don't know if it's a projection, but I feel like I want to die and leave this body so the fun can start (just joking)
have you even experienced this feeling of remembering yourself as a very young being in life and tring to connect that with the place that we all come from?