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Day 4 – Judging people
Day 4, I am going to talk about something I have next to me.
In the past, I would have an answer for everything, to judge a person. I would literally “see” everything about a person an decide who is this person who is in front of me, and decide how good or bad is the person. This was an ego way, for me to separate me from the people, to believe myself as superior, to reaffirm the existing judgements about myself in myself, and to support something that is unffair in this world.
What has changed for me? It changed the moment I realized, oh shit, I am ego. Not just my “ego part”, but me, I literally was ego. From that moment I saw, how to really work on myself, how to bring honesty to every part of me, and this had a big impact on the people around me. I would no longer consider myself as different, I would not separate myself from my equals, I would be able to see who am I, within myself, separated from my ego mind, and then see everyone else. And honesty started to come through. Now I know that in the same way that I don’t want to be judged for my mistakes, because they are not really me, I won’t judge others, in fact I know within myself that I am a very good person much more than I can accept, how if I can’t even accept who I am, am I going to try to see who is other person, that I don’t know, that I probably will never trully know, because that person is the only one living his/her reality.
So no, I am not separating myself form the rest anymore, I understand we live in the same way, in the same responsability with this world, we share the same duty, we all feel this in our hearts, and I am treating you just like if you were me. And I can’t even treat myself properly, so…
So now I have inverted the situation, and if I see another person I will see how I judge myself, and I will do the proper work to set me free, and every time I do it I feel more and more clean. And I can see how, with people that I have judged in my past, I can see how if I open myself they are open too, and we are the same. I can see my judgements walking around, and I can say I do what is right, and I grow as a person here. And since then I am supporting myself and others in a more effective way. Everytime I see a resistance, towards helping other person, or sharing my truth (I sometimes do because of ego), I know I am doing it to myself, because that person will be thankfull, because she also feels like “me” you know, I am not the only me in this world, we are all mes, and so everybody deserves to be a complete me, and there is even people that I know they deep inside don’t care about me, they wouldn’t help me in the same situaton, and that is fine, there is something missing in them, a perspective of honesty, and I am not going to rest until you and I are the same, and I wish I had ever denied this, denied you, but I believed myself as more than, I believed I was missing, and now when I help you I know that I am helping me, and I would like that you felt the same way, because I exist, and I deserve that you recognize this, I would like to say let’s fight together! Let’s help each other! Let’s get this world back! Let’s share this gift and defeat the evil!!!! I get too inspired with this energy sorry hahahahaha I feel like something is pulling my chest more and more when I get into it.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate me from others
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge people
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to feel superior