Rozelle's Journey to Life

[Rozelle de Lange]

Day 36 - The Justifier CharACTer
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Justifications are statements made that validate (or authenticate) a Belief, Idea, Assumption, Opinion, Judgment etc. - which are all components of all of the charACTers I have created and allowed myself to exist within/as in order to play this game of Hide and Seek with myself.

Therefore, justifications manifest from 'charACter idENTITY components' such as Beliefs, Ideas, Assumptions, Opinions, Judgments etc. which all play a part in defining the chrACTers I have created, in order to validate the charACTers as real.

So why would I require justifications in order to support and validate these 'charACter idENTITY components'?

It's because these the 'charACter idENTITY components' are ILLusions I have created, accepted and allowed in order to support the main illusory charACTers I play within the movie of my life. And being that they are ILLusions, they cannot stand on their own, and thus they require Justifications in order to support their ILLusory existence - they are not substantial within/as themselves. They only exist for the purpose to serve as charACTer idENTITY support points in order to shape and form my definitions of self as the Characters I have separated myself into - and this charACTer building all takes place within/as my mind.

So it's clear that when/as I justify - what do I know? - That I am busy with trying/attempting to validate a my existence within/as a charACTer. I am trying/attempting to make my Beliefs, Ideas, Assumptions, Opinions, Judgments etc. valid and real. This in itself proves that they cannot be real as they were never real to begin with. Commonsense! Yet, why do we not see this?... It's because we are all in charACTer - we are all blinded by the layers of bullshit we have covered ourselves with, in order to keep our ILLusions EVIL (or sorry - I mean 'aLIVE').

Self-Forgiveness on the Justifier charACTer I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as to follow. 

[Rozelle de Lange]

Day 37 - The Justifier CharACTer - Self-Forgiveness
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the justifier character in order to become it within moments when I feel that my belief systems are being threatened or compromised. From this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that by/through allowing myself to cling to and defend my belief systems and furthermore allowing myself to justify them, I am within this compromising and spiting life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within/as the justifier character, for the sole purpose to validate, support and protect the characters I have created in order to separate myself from myself so that I may be able to go on a journey to find myself. Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to no see, realize and understand that this seeking and searching for myself is yet another character I have created in order to keep myself pre-occupied within/as my mind, so that I can evade taking responsibility for what I have allowed myself to create as manifestations of absolute abuse towards life here in the physical through my acceptances and allowances during my absence from life here in the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to validate the characters I allow myself to exist within and as, from fear of not knowing who I will be without them, as I have separated myself so far from reality through defining myself as them. From this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that the world as it exists today is a mirror of myself and shows me directly what I have accepted and allowed within my existence within/as characters in separation from life here in the physical, and that to allow myself to justify the reflection I see of what my characters manifest is to be a deliberate abuser of life, period.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify abusing life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify my existence within/as characters and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to beLIEve these characters to be real in anyway whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify my character identity components as beliefs, opinions, assumptions, judgments, with the intention of validating and authenticating the characters of illusion I have created in self-interest in separation from life here in the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that the reason why I have created the justifier character, is to support and validate the existence of the main characters I have created within dimensions of my mind. From this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to no see, realize and understand that this implies that if I stop justifying , and continuously participating within/as beliefs, opinions, judgments and assumptions in order to support the main characters, that they will cease to exist - thus proving that they were never real/life to begin with.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in moments when I am unsure of myself as who I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become within the beliefs, opinions, judgments and assumptions which I have accepted and defined myself by, through immediately jumping into the justifier character as a character protection mechanism instead of allowing myself to breathe, and face what I have allowed myself to be/become and directing myself towards taking responsibility to change my self-definitions which are based currently within/as illusions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within/as the character of self-righteousness when/as I stand within/as the justifier character, through projection an assertiveness within my body language and communication with regards to that which I am defending/validating/protecting as the illusions which exist within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to defend and protect my beliefs, opinions, assumptions and judgments and characters with all my might through justifying them because they are what I have defined myself as.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created and manifested justifications within/as my physical body to be activated as immediate response patterns when/as I see that my self-definition within/as character identity components is being threatened in any way whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have obSERVEd and copied the examples I saw as others within my world existing within/as the justifier character, without having investigated and moved myself to understanding what justifying really means and the consequences it manifests.


To be continued…

[Rozelle de Lange]

Day 38 - The Justifier CharACTer - Self-Commitment Statements
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This is a continuation to Day 36 - The Justifier CharACTer and Day 37 - The Justifier CharACTer - Self-Forgiveness

I commit myself to stop manifesting consequences of abuse by/through committing myself to stop existing within/as the Justifier charACTer.

I commit myself to show that where justification exists within/as a being, it indicates that the one justifying is protecting his/her charACTers within self-interest with no consideration for life within the physical reality HERE.

When and as I see that I am justifying, whether within spoken words or within thoughts and backchat - I stop and I breathe and I do not allow myself to participate any further as I realize that by/through allowing myself to climb into and become the justifier charACTer, this shows that I am trying/attempting to validate my existence within/as separation from reality HERE within/as breath. Within this I commit myself to not participate within/as the thoughts/backchat of the justifier and instead I commit myself to direct myself within/as breath to investigating the point I was attempting to validate, and from this I direct myself to apply self-forgiveness for separating myself into the specific belief/idea/assumption/judgment identified and move myself to scripting a practical livable solution which stands within the principle as what is best for all.

I commit myself to breathe through any justifications which arise within/as me within this realizing that I have placed these justifications within/as me in order to be used as a character protection mechanism, thus from this I commit myself to breathe and face myself directly within/as everything which I have accepted and allowed myself to create and manifest as consequence by/through existing within/as the characters which I have been fighting for within justifying them.

I commit myself to showing that when/as one justifies a belief/idea/opinion/judgment/poverty/the debt system/animal abuse/child abuse/manipulation/war/starvation/elitism/jealousy/hate/religion/family systems, that one is defending and standing for charACTer creations which manifest consequences which are not best for all and thus when one justifies, one is spiting life through justifying the abuse which exists within reality in the physical HERE.

I commit myself to deleting the justifier charACTer within/as me and from this I commit myself to investigating and deleting each character which I have created in separation from life here in the physical and for which I have created a protection mechanisms as justifications in order to validate their existence within/as me.

[Rozelle de Lange]

Day 39 - What Mowgli Syndrome shows us about Parenting
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Within this blog post I will be investigating Mowgli Syndrome.
 
So what is Mowgli Syndrome?
- The term originates from the character Mowgli, a fictional feral child from Rudyard Kipling's The Jungle Book.
It is used as a descriptive term for feral children.
 
A feral child is a human child who has lived isolated from human contact from a very young age, and has no (or little) experience of human care, social behavior, and, crucially, of human language.
 
Within these writings I am not going to highlight or even touch on the points of why and how feral children have come to exist, such as the points of abandonment by parents, child abuse etc. Instead I am going to be investigating the point of how the child takes on the behaviors of the animals which it has been living with, and showing what this suggests with regards to parenting and how the current parenting ‘skills’ on earth are the reason for the ongoing disregard for life here on earth.
 
Here are a few cases of feral children:
 
Feral girl, 5, found living with a herd of cows can 'only communicate by mooing'

First picture of neglected 'Mowgli' girl, 5, who was raised by dogs
 
Oxana Malaya aka Dog Child
 
What these stories show us about learning and our environment is that CHILDREN COPY and IMITATE their SURROUNDINGS in ABSOLUTE DETAIL.
 
It is obvious commonsense that by observing the world within its totality as how it exists and how we have cre-Hated it – that the patterns which parents have actively taught as well as lived as examples for children to copy/imitate for generations, has resulted in all of the atrocities existent in the world - Parents determine the nature of this world.
 
It is clear that parents determine and create the charACTer of the child, and the children then go onto play the charACTers which were taught to them on the world stage which results in the charACTers we have manifested today on earth which all ACT out the beLIEfs they were taught, resulting in the devastations within this ongoing Game which is made out of life where within this there is NO consideration from the parents in teaching the children to live as self-responsible equals within this world.
 
Who I am today is merely a conglomeration of PATTERNS which I have copied and imitated from my PARENTS and all other PARENTS within my world/reality.
 
It is accurate to say that there are NO living human beings on earth – only PATTERNS created by PATTERNS as PARENTS. And so we continue creating and manifesting absolute destruction as we continue existing within/as these patterns from which we have created charACTers and accordingly defined ourselves by, so that we can claim innocence in our joint part of the manifestation of destruction and absolute abuse of life, by claiming “but this of who I AM”/”this is ME”/”This is my charACTer”.

The point to see, realize and understand is that in order to change the world into an expression of what is best for all, it is imperative that we change the PATTERNS in this world as ourselves.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize by believing that a Higher Feeling of Frequency or Intent would somehow Overpower the Patterns Parents Teach Children as the Character of this World is in itself the Character of Ignorance as Root Cause of the Conditions Prevailing on Earth as evidenced in the Graven Images of the Beloved Good Heartedness in the Graveyards around the Globe where the Lobes of Ears were Earthed six feet under to Return to Dust Blowing in the Wind as Life Wasted without ever understanding the Designed Nature of Man as Patterns through which Parents could have Changed the World Pattern to a World Characterized to What’s Best For All Life as the Living Word Pattern that Jesus suggested as Giving as You would like to Receive and to Love Your Neighbor as Yourself, instead Jesus was Defined as the Pattern of God with God as the Parent without any of the Followers Becoming the Pattern of Jesus One and Equal, to be the Parent that ensure that  Every Child Born becomes the Pattern as the Living Word, as the Living Flesh that Jesus demonstrated so that Life on Earth could be the Effective Pattern Desired by All to be the image of Heaven on Earth. - Creation's Journey to Life

 

Self-Forgiveness to follow.

[Rozelle de Lange]

Day 40 - Parenting Patterns - Self-Forgiveness
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This is a continuation of Day 39 - What Mowgli Syndrome shows us about Parenting

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that children copy and imitate their surroundings in absolute detail, and that this means that they copy the behavior viruses which are lived as examples by their parents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world wherein parents have no understanding of how to effectively assist and support a child to be an effective, practical living being here in the physical.
 
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by/through allowing children to copy our behavior viruses as the multiple characters we exists within/as in separation from life here, that we are in fact the living expression of child abusers.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that children born into a world in which self interest is the order of the day, results in the children copying/imitating what they see around them in absolute detail, thus perpetuating the Sins of the Fathers as what we live as examples of abusers of Life Here in the Physical by/through allowing self-interest to override that which is best for all life here.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by/through allowing children to copy our behavior viruses as the multiple characters we exists within/as in separation from life here, that we are creating children which abuse themselves as they live that which they learn from us.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that parents determine and create the charACTers of the children, and that the children live within/as these charACTers beLIEving the charACTers to be who they really are, while as the same time through this creating a world of devastation where charACTers reign within their minds while reality goes to shit due to a lack of self-responsible equals living together as one within the principle of living what is best for all within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world wherein the patterns which parents teach are copied by the children who live them as self-abusive expressions of themselves, from this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world where the patterns of parents are imposed onto reality and through this manifest the abuse which exist within this world today.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that parents determine the nature of the world in FACT, and from this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to hold each parent accountable for what they have created as the patterns they have taught to children, and from this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to hold myself accountable for the patterns which I have accepted and allowed myself to live within my world/reality as what has been shown to me by my parents as the patterns they exist within/as.

I commit myself to show others that the only way to change the world is by/through changing the PATTERNS in this world as OURSELVES.

I commit myself to change the world into an expression of what is best for all by/through changing the patterns in this world as myself.

I commit myself to show that we have allowed ourselves to be/become cre-HATERS of life by/through allowing behavior viruses as the patterns our parents taught us to override life here in the physical, and from this I commit myself to stop each and every pattern as myself to show that one is able to stop living the LIE which breeds devastation and abuse.

I commit myself to expect nothing less than who we are as life from each and every charACTer here, including myself, and from this I commit myself to not accept and allow any justifications for existing within/as charACTers in separation from life here, as I see, realize and understand that charACTers as patterns taught by parents only breed suffering, abuse, manipulation, hate, rape, secrets, lies, reactions, thoughts, desires, opinions, beLIEfs, war, greed, starvation, competition and self-interest.

I commit myself to stop the generational cycle of patterns which have been taught to me, HERE with me, by walking myself into life through changing myself as the patterns I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within/as through applying self-forgiveness and living self-corrections as me so that I am able to be here as life without living in the movie in my mind while at the same time being infected with and infecting others with behavior viruses which make the world sick literally.

I commit myself to drop the lies as beLIEfs that have been imposed on me.

I commit myself to SHOW that the fact that Children are Just Programs are In Fact Known by ALL on Earth yet Deliberately Ignored and in this Way Hate is Created in Every Way it exist, which then again is Used to Create Love So that this Love Can again Create Hate. Only Ignorant Fools will Deliberately Deny their facts and be the Reason Why Hate will Continue on PLANET Earth. (Creation's Journey to Life)

I commit myself to showing people that we are turning our children into more extreme versions of ourselves and that we are responsible for ensuring that our children to not become monsters who abuse themselves and others. (Activist's Journey to Life)

I commit myself to SHOW the Role Parenting Plays in Perpetuating the Lie as  the Nature of the Human. (Creation's Journey to Life)

[Rozelle de Lange]

Day 41 - Energetically Charged Decision-Making
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I am currently looking at what I want to study next year for university. Here I am going to walk you through my decision-making process and the realizations that came from it.

So I was looking through the Universities' Curriculums and after some investigation into the modules covered within the points I had considered taking, I had finally decided on 2 possible routes. One being in the direction of Economics (there were a few options to study for this) and the other being Psychology.

I had a huge resistance attached to the Psychology route and without having first investigated this, I allowed myself to settle for going into the Economic direction. In discussion with someone about what I was looking at studying, I had mentioned that Psychology was still a possibility but that I had resistance to it. So the person asked what the resistance was. In this moment it was the first time I actually allowed myself to investigate to see what the resistance was within its make-up. What I found is that I had made the decision to not study Psychology based on memories of someone telling me stories about their experience of it, and I had in those moments attached a negative energetic charge to the point.

So, going back to the point of when I was looking through the Universities' Curriculums, I had within and during that moment made a decision to not study psychology based on this negative energetic charge I had imprinted into and as me along with the memories I had held onto of this specific being and what they had shared of their experience with studying psychology. Essentially I was looking through a veils of energy as emotion within this situation and I allowed myself to be guided and directed by the negative energetic charge I attached to the point of studying psychology.

So again, to bring it back to the point of origin - Within the moments in conversation with the being who had shared their experience of psychology with me, I had essentially programmed myself to respond to psychology in a negative way through having allowed myself to judge (give a negative value) to what the person was saying about psychology.

When I realized what I had done within my decision-making process, I clearly saw that I had in fact not made a self-directed decision at all as it was all based on energetic charges which I had programmed myself to respond to. So I then went and allowed myself to remove all of the memories of what I had heard about psychology as well as the negative energetic charges I had attached to these memories, and then went back to the curriculum book to re-look at the psychology point.

This was really cool because I was investigating the point for the first time in fact.

How many 'decisions/choices' have we made within our lives which are based on and directed by energetic charges?
Our world as it exists today is clearly the result of making decisions based on energy.
Time to stop and investigate how we exist as characters which are moved by energetic charges - charges we have deliberately programmed into ourselves to keep ourselves hoodwinked.

Self-forgiveness to follow.

[Rozelle de Lange]

Day 42 - Energetically Charged Decision-Making - Self-Forgiveness/Correction Statements
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make decisions based on memories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by energy to make a decision.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach a negative energetic charge to the stories I heard about psychology from another and from this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my decision about what to study on this negative energetic charge,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rush the process of decision-making within/as myself without allowing myself to analyze each point within my decision-making process outside the parameters of energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to program myself to react to psychology based on the negative energetic charge I allowed myself to attach to the point of studying psychology when/as I judged what a being was sharing about their experiences of studying psychology.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have gone through life beLIEving that I was making self-directed choices/decisions, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I have only allowed myself to be guided and directed by energetic charges as positive and negative energy charges.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge what the person was sharing about psychology as negative.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my decisions on someone else's experiences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust energy to direct me.

When and as I find myself investigating points in order to make a decision, I allow myself to slow myself down to see if I am reacting to any of the factors within my decision-making process, and if I find that I am reacting to a point, I move myself to investigate the origin of the reaction and direct myself to remove the reaction by/through applying self-forgiveness. Then I come back to the same point to live the correction by not allowing myself to be moved or directed by reactions as energetic charges of negative(emotion)/positive(feelings) when/as I am in the process of making a decision - thus practically establishing an effective self-directed decision making process for myself.

When and as I see that I have memory/memories attached to a point which I am basing a decision on, I move myself to identify the memory/memories as well as the relationship I have created with the memory/memories as the energetic charges I have attached to the memory/memories, from this I direct myself to apply the tools of self-forgiveness and self-corrective application in relation to the points I have identified before proceeding with process of making a decision .

I commit myself to show that we have never made self-directed decisions, but instead have allowed ourselves to be directed by energetic charges of positive and negative, feelings and emotions which we have programmed into ourselves through having accepted and allowed ourselves to copy/imitate this way of existing from those who have gone before us.

[Rozelle de Lange]

Day 43 - Self-Forgiveness regarding Psychology Studies
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that I am not capable of studying psychology due to having attached the belief to it that only intelligent people are able to study psychology.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel inferior to intelligent people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that I have to be intelligent to study psychology.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto memories of when I was in school, and allowed myself to compare myself to my class mates with regards to our grades, and from this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as less than my class mates because I could never achieve getting straight A's like those I compared myself to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with others to be a winner/a top achiever within the schooling system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the memory of when I was selected as one of my high school's top achievers wherein I was chosen based on having achieved above 80% for each academic term. From this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an expectation of myself to always be a top achiever when it comes to academic points, without seeing, realizing and understanding that by/through doing this, I created a future projection of myself to always succeed at being a top achiever and from this I allowed myself to be disappointed with myself when/as I didn't meet the appointment I had created for myself as the 'future me' to always succeed at being a top achiever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist studying psychology based on the judgment I have attached to the way in which psychologists exist within the world today, which is that they are doing more harm instead of assisting and supporting beings in a practical way within what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I will not have an adequate vocabulary when/as I start studying psychology. From this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I am able to assist and support myself with expanding my vocabulary when/as I come across words in my study material which I do not understand.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project a fear into the future of failing any subjects within my walking of studying psychology. From this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by/through creating and projecting this fear into the future, I will thus manifest this as a possibility to be faced within/as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project myself into the future with regards to studying psychology, and within this creating an expectation of myself instead of walking breath by breath, and applying myself within each moment as breath here without creating a mind reality which I impose onto my physical reality here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge psychologists as 'snobby' and from this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist studying psychology based on this judgment I have attached to psychologists and people considering to study psychology.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach a picture of a person with their nose stuck in the air in a self-righteous manner as if to say "I know it all" to psychologists and people studying psychology, and from this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist studying psychology for fear of being seen like this by others within my world and reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by memories, ideas, pictures, beliefs and judgments about psychology and psychologists within my decision to study psychology.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that studying psychology does not define who I am, but instead that I am the one who decides in each moment of breath who I am and thus I commit myself to always decide and live that which is best for all, always in all-ways.

[Rozelle de Lange]

Day 44 - Self-Commitment Statements regarding Psychology Studies
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I commit myself to let go of all of the pre-conceived ideas, beliefs, opinions, memories and pictures I have attached to the point of studying psychology.

I commit myself to stop projecting expectations of myself into the future with regards to my studies and instead I commit myself to walk here and work with what is here practically and physically.

I commit myself to stop creating resistance towards studying psychology by/through stopping my participation within thoughts, memories, pictures, beliefs in relation to studying psychology when/as I see that the thoughts, memories, pictures, beliefs are here to be faced within/as myself as moments of opportunity in order to walk a real-time living correction of stopping them physically.

I commit myself to expand my vocabulary if/when required to do so in order to understand a certain specific point which I am investigating within any given moment and within this I commit myself to do so without allowing myself to go into resistance of doing so.

I commit myself to not allow myself to be influenced by any resistances I may face with regards to studying psychology, but instead I commit myself to breathe through any resistances faced within studying and to within this move myself through the resistance until I am here.

[Rozelle de Lange]

Day 45 - Deliberately Mind-Fucked by Myself
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Looking here at the point of Deliberateness within how we as human beings deliberately accept and allow a world of absolute suffering to continue existing.

Obviously I will walk this point as myself as how it exists within/as me, to show how it is that we collectively create and perpetuate the abuse within this world.

Everything I do, participate within, accept and allow is deliberate. It could not possibly exist if it wasn't so. Many times within my life I have claimed innocence and ignorance to this fact by stepping into the 'I don't know charACTer'. However this too is deliberate, because I know what I am doing, but I have created all of these support-charACTers to keep myself in hiding because I don't want to SEE what I am doing, why I am doing it and how I am doing it - all to be able to come back to the point of being able to apparently claim my so-called innocence within the creation of the world's fucked-up-ness as all of the ongoing AB-normal-USE that exists within the world today. So what does this show? That it is a deliberate ACT within this charACTer I have created to be able to evade one thing - TAKING RESPONSIBILITY TO CHANGE MYSELF AS THIS WORLD INTO A PHYSICALLY MANIFESTED LIVING EXPRESSION OF WHAT IS BEST FOR ALL LIFE HERE IN THE PHYSICAL.

"So, we have to change our DELIBERATENESS, to deliberately changing - instead of deliberately accepting and allowing ourselves to recreate consequence."
- Sunette Spies

"So, understand - there are no coincidences - all events, experiences and decisions are always planned meticulously through characters to take place deliberately. And therefore, one is always responsible for everything, in every way. Because, without you - it wouldn't have happened exactly the way it did."
- Bernard Poolman

In posts to follow I will be going deeper into the 'HOW' it is that I live out this Deliberateness to not change myself and I will assist and support myself to walk into actual change in the moments I have as opportunities in/as breaths to do so, through first walking the self-forgiveness and then LIVING the CORRECTIVE APPLICATION in fact, as I understand that to not do this is a deliberate act of perpetuating the AB-normal-USE towards life here.