Heaven's Journey to Life

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DAY 101

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Character Creation – Review: Day 101

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – Part Eleven

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

For a moment – let’s Review:
We started off with walking the creation of ourselves as Characters in the Mind and how we do this from and of existent memories within ourselves of our parents, and from external reality present-moments that is manifested as memories within our Minds, and the role that imagination play in how we establish ourselves as Main Characters within the Memories we accumulate/store within our Minds/Physical to so design, program who we are and how/what we live in and as our mind-physical existence and so within this, essentially – create/manifest our lives, our relationships and our experiences within that.
Within this, we started walking the design of the ‘Suspicion-Character’, to within this starting-point understand, see and realise the very nature of the process of Character-Creation in our Minds that comes to define ourselves and our living, regarding why and how it is that we exist in such fear/resistance to/towards each-other/ourselves, why and how we exist as a protection/defence system within our relationships, why and how we align ourselves within particular friendship and eventually partner relationships and within this, why and how we as a humanity have not been able to co-exist in and on this Earth in equality and oneness.

In this, we continued with walking the relationship between Friend A and Friend B, where at the moment we’re in the process of walking the relationship between Friend A and Friend B, with starting with Friend A and how she’s developed/manifested herself into and as a particular Character that aligned her into a particular relationship with Friend B.
We’re walking this process as such, to understand the following points:
How we create ourselves into Characters
How we create/program our Character’s thought patterns, internal conversations, reactions of emotions/feelings and behaviour
How/why we align ourselves into and as particular-specific relationships
How and why we – when/as another human being Change, immediately go into protection, defence within fear of survival, instead of realising another human being as equal-to and one-with ourselves and what we can learn from their change in expanding, growing and developing who we are into and as living beings that contribute to the life of this Earth and Humanity.

Thus, to understand the dynamics within and between relationships of Characters, we first have to walk how Friend A created herself in her Mind, how Friend B created herself in her Mind – to within this, understand the process and consequence of Character creation, and within this – what happens when relationships change, why we as human beings don’t ever in fact change, but approach change with fear/resistance – holding onto, memories/past and never in fact evolving as living beings, but evolving within methods to protect/defend our memories, definitions and past.
This we will walk within this example of Friend A and Friend B with regards to what happens in relationships when one being change, what/why/how is it that the Suspicion Character activates and what’s the processes that manifest in the Mind as the Characters we exist as.
This we’re going to walk with, for example Friend A and Friend B initially existing as Conservative Characters and what happens to the relationship when Friend B change/transform her Conservative Character to the Promiscuous Character and why/how Friend A would so extensively react/fear/resist this change instead of understanding/realising/seeing the change.
To within all of this – change our approach/living to ourselves and each other, where we can transform relationships into platforms of agreements to in fact grow, develop and expand as LIVING BEINGS that contribute to the lives of humanity/this earth as the generation of humans that will emerge, to from self – in fact lead the way/show the way as living examples to the change of this world/humanity as ourselves.

So, now that we have walked Friend A – in her Character-creation from ONE MEMORY within the want, need and desire for and of relationship, where she’s in the process of copying/imitating her Mother’s Conservative Character – from language, to voice-tonality, to emotions/feelings, to thought patterns, internal conversations and behaviours, she’ll accordingly align her life/living to particular friends and eventually partners that stand equal-to and one-with her father, so that she can materialize/manifest that one moment later in her life. This process that we’re walking in detail is how we create Characters from childhood and will have many more examples to come. For the moment, we’re walking the detailed components and process of the construction of Main Characters we come to live-out within and throughout our lives.
In this, now that we have walked how we Sculpt Behaviour from the one being we’re in the process of copying/imitating from childhood, where primarily this process manifest through taking present-moment ‘live pictures’ from our Physical-Mind eyes into our Character’s unconscious-mind platform; accumulating references of emotions/feelings and behaviour from Memories of our parents in our Minds and/or manifesting quantum-integration of behavioural systems into and as our mind-physical existence.

Thus, in and from this post – we’re going to have a look at the detail of how, for example Friend A will develop, create and manifest her Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body, regarding why/how she would thus have the same reactions to promiscuousness within her thoughts and internal conversations/backchats to/towards promiscuousness as her Mother. So that when/as we come to the moment of Friend A’s relationship with Friend B, with Friend B changing into and as the very Promiscuousness that Friend A created a resistant/fearful relationship to/towards in her Mind within her Conservative-Character: one will be able to see, realise and understand how thought-patterns and internal conversations/backchats as ‘voices of others’, essentially within our Minds that we’ve believed is ‘who we are’, consequentially influence/control our relationship with ourselves and others – with thoughts/backchats some of the primary components/manifestations of the Mind that is limiting/confining our living into our minds.
In this, furthermore – see, realise and understand how our Primary/Main Characters will exist within a polarity of positive-negative, always having an/the positive/friend as the Main/Primary Character and the/a negative/enemy as ‘arch rival’ of our Primary/Main Characters in our Mind and will accordingly, with anyone in our external reality embodying/resembling our enemies/negative in our Minds – will resist them and protect/defend ourselves against them, for essentially the survival of our Characters in our Minds.

So, before we continue with the detail of the creation/manifestation as programming of our Character’s emotional/feeling body, and so also internal conversations/backchat and Thought Patterns, we’ll be walking some self-forgiveness on some of basic, yet multi-dimensional consequences of our relationship to the Mind and our Characters within it.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I have come to exist as Characters in my Mind, as different ‘players’ in this ‘game of life’ as ‘my life’ in this world that I share with this Earth and Humanity and all the beings within it – great and small, but where none of that exist in my awareness within me, as my preoccupation had come to be limited only to my own ‘selves’ in my Mind that keep me busy throughout my life in my Mind, diverting my attention away from me, the physical body and so this physical existence as a whole.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to align my attention and awareness to me, the physical body and so eventually this physical existence, in standing equal-to and one-with me, the physical body and eventually this physical existence as a whole, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to finally stand with that which I have used/compromised to serve only my ‘selves’ in my Mind; blinding me from seeing/living the/a equal and one solution to me as all as me in and on this Earth and so return to the directive-principle of life/living to the physical, this physical existence to serve/stand with all in equality and oneness so each as all may have an equal and one opportunity to life/living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate my oneness and equality of and as my beingness into and as the Mind/Consciousness that has split me into and as different selves/characters – each with its own ‘agenda’ as secret want, need and desire – spending most of my life in the confines of my Secret Mind, strategizing my ‘plays’ within the various Characters; using/abusing people, the physical and this physical existence to satisfy/saturate only my personal wants, needs and desires; in this – not seeing, realising and understanding my equal and one contribution to the current accepted and allowed state/condition of this world/humanity.
I commit myself to, assist and support me to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – identify the characters in my mind, the selves I have split/separated myself into, identify the wants, needs and desires that has consumed my attention/awareness into my Mind, that’s abused/manipulated/compromised my physical, and relationships in my world – to, character by character, align me, my beingness into and as equal and one physical-living with and as my physical body, until I am HERE as me, as the living example that stands to direct myself and so all as myself, in showing/revealing the consequences we’ve created to ourselves and all in our mind-physical relationship, to transform consciousness to life-awareness so that we can finally see, realise and understand our responsibility to ourselves and all as ourselves, take/live that responsibility and stand up for ourselves as for all as ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed to within and throughout my life, ever question my relationship to me, to other human beings, to this Earth – but automatically accepted and allowed the ‘easy life / excuse’ of ‘only living MY life’, which is ‘only taking care of my selves/characters’ wants, needs and desires’ as MY Mind, never questioning / considering what it is that is making this ‘my life’ in MY Mind tending to MY character’s wants, needs and desires possible as the money I own, the clothes on my body, the food in my belly and the roof over my head – where my only concern is materializing/manifesting my Characters into the Physical; while what is making my life/my characters/selves in my Mind possible to the extent to which I’m living them, tending to them – is at the sacrifice of billions of beings’ lives in humanity and on earth. Thus – how can who I am be real, when it’s dependent on money and the sacrifice of billions of lives; when none of who I am in the characters in my mind would exist if I’d suddenly find myself on the outskirts of this World-System.
I commit myself to show – the extent to which the Characters/selves as definitions is/has become dependent on Money/the World-System at the sacrifice of billions of lives on this Earth/humanity; and thus why/how the definitions of Characters of those with Money is Illusion as it’s only existent at the cost of Reality, and will cease to exist when the Reality-connection as Money/material possessions cease to exist. Thus, I commit myself to through writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – identify which characters I have defined according to and as Money, where I would accept and allow the World-System to continue existing as-is in its relationship to humanity, just to serve/maintain/secure my definitions/characters in my Mind.
And so I commit myself to establish an equal and one relationship with Money, where Money does not define who I am – but commit myself to walk with the Equal Money System in establish an equal and one World-System. I see, realise and understand that it’s not about severing my relationship to money/this World-system, this is not the solution. The solution must be who I am in my relationship to money, and that correction is practically walked with internally letting go of character-definitions to/towards money within my Mind, as I will only resist an Equal Money System when the current relationship I have with money is serving particular characters/definitions in my mind as personal wants, needs and desires. So the process is to simply change/transform my relationship to money WITHIN ME and commit myself to as I walk in this world-system and working with money, to know within me that I am committing/aligning myself to implementing to bringing forth the awareness of the solution to the current World-System as Money.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how – within me existing in the limitation of my various selves/characters; that what/who I am within me is all that I will see as myself, others and this world/reality as myself. At the moment, thus – only seeing/viewing everything/everyone through my characters/mind rooted within my personal wants, needs and desires and will not/cannot see the solution right HERE as me to this world/humanity within and through me simply aligning who/what I am to the physical in equality and oneness to finally see, realise and understand my responsibility to the consequences of humanity/this world I had accepted and allowed within and from my own accepted and allowed consequential relationship between the mind and the physical that have used my body, manipulated my body for resources to animate characters in my Mind that serve only me.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support me to see beyond the veil of the Mind/Consciousness and so the limitation of the characters in my Mind I have defined me as to in this at the same time establish self/physical awareness and realise my equal and one responsibility to me, as all as me. And so align me/my living to the purpose of establishing a world that is possible if all but realise, see and understand the limitation of the Mind/Consciousness and the evil we’ve becoming in reversing live for the purpose of only satisfying personal wants, needs and desires for and of the characters in our minds as our creation we’ve become enslaved to and slaves to as we serve these Characters within and throughout our lives, within and as our accepted and allowed abdication of responsibility to ourselves, the physical and all as self within existence.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 102

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Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 102

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – Part Twelve

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

Now that we have walked the two primary methods of how we Sculpt Behaviour for and of Characters in our Minds we within and throughout our lives come to physically embody/live-out, and tweak/change/alter as we become exposed to society/the World-System – we’re now continuing with how we from childhood develop, create and manifest our Character’s emotional/feeling body, as well as thought-patterns and internal conversations with walking the example of Friend A that is in the process of creating her ‘Conservative Character’, that was initiated from One Micro-Chip Memory in seeing her Mother in relationship to her Father that becomes the One Memory that will define who she is within herself in relation to relationships and so eventually her relationship to Friends and future/prospective partners.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the internal mind-processes/mechanics involved with creating/programming and manifesting my emotional/feeling reactions/experiences within and as particular/specific Characters within my Mind. Where, with continuing walking the example of Friend A:
With each Primary Character, consisting of a micro-chip memory that activate an entire internal ‘body/personality suit’ with its own personalized compartments for/of a conscious, subconscious and unconscious-mind, to organize/categorize the particular Character’s thought-patterns in its Conscious-Mind, internal conversations/backchat in its Subconscious Mind and its Unconscious Mind as the accumulated data/memories with specific reference to the Character of the body/personality suit that will be used as the building-blocks/schematic to emerge as the roots for/of this Character within and as this body/personality suit/Main Character. And so, from here – within and from the Memory-references within, and physical-reality references without, will align the entire personality/body-suit with behavioural-systems/-imitations copied from internal and external resources/sources that will define the Character’s living in and with the Physical-Body.
With walking the creation/manifestation/substantiation of the Character’s personalized emotional/feeling body, the emotional/feeling body platform within a personality suit/body - consist of/exist as a structural design of three primary circular formations/balls that’s initially ‘empty’ and structured in a triangular position. With the centre ball manifested in the centre of the body right below the diaphragm which holds ‘neutral energy’, the ball to the bottom left positioned parallel to/in front of the left kidney holds the ‘positive-energy’ and the ball to the bottom right positioned parallel to/in front of the right kidney holds the ‘negative energy’.
Thus, initially – this emotional/feeling body is ‘empty’, but when/as the Micro-Chip memory is positioned within a personality-suit/body that activate, with and as the being within their mind-physical relationship/existence manifesting the decision of who they are/will be/become: Consciousness from the Main Mind Consciousness System platform – will transfer from its entire Mind-Physical connections/relationships/roots within the physical-body, pure-energy into and as the emotional/feeling body of the personality-suit/body as ‘mini mind system’, that essentially fill the three balls with pure energy. That will become neutrally, positively, and negatively charged as the lining on the inside of the balls is aligned with frequency-programmes that will, as pure energy enter the balls, will neutrally, positively and negatively charge the pure energy within the balls, respectively.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, see, realise and understand what must be understood here, before continuing with the activation of the emotional/feeling body of the specific Personality suit/body with the transfer of pure energy: is the one energy-experience that will come to define this Conservative-Character of and as Friend A. Which starts in/as the moment Friend A was seeing her mother with her father in the external display of relationship where she made her decision of being/becoming the definition of that memory within and as a particular-specific energy experience; for example: that moment of seeing the Relationship evoked an energy-reaction/experience of ‘Love’ within her mind-physical-beingness existence. This ‘love reaction’/experience coming from memories within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s Unconscious-Mind from/of her parents’ transferred memories. But, this energy-reaction was so overwhelming, because – the moment that present-moment manifested into/onto her glass-window pane within her Unconscious/Physical-Mind: this activated memories within and from/of both parents’ Minds regarding their reactions/experiences to such displays of relationships within and throughout their lives.
And, as we continue within and as this process of Character-creation, one will see, realise and understand why/how it is that the points of relationships, sex and money is/has become the primary points we from childhood used to create/construct/manifest our primary/main characters from/of within specific wants, needs and desires and energy-experiences attached to them. As what we inherited from our parents’ minds as hidden/secret desires, wants and needs charged with so much energy in their minds that they couldn’t live-out in reality/the physical that is then transferred into the child which the child will then again attempt/try to physically live-out/embody within their lifetime. All of which was mostly/prominently in relation to relationships, sex and money as these fields are the primary points within and as which the Mind evolves itself/its characters in its relationship to physicality/substance; and so why/how these three primary points becomes human beings’ mind-possessions within and throughout our lives.
And so – with this point of relationship, for example being so charged in both parents’ Minds within and throughout their lives, now transferred into the child; literally all of the parents’ experiences to such instances of relationships accumulate/activate in the child which overwhelm the child in the physical/substantiate the child in the physical with and as the experience of ‘love’ – a more ‘intense love’ than what the child experience in their relationship to their parents, for example. But, what must be noted here is that this ‘love experience’ is attached as an ENERGY to PICTURES/Memories. And so, love within human beings is essentially limited to mental pictures/images that everyone throughout their lives attempt/try to materialize/manifest in the physical, wasting our lives trying to animate an illusion. Thus, with Friend A being overwhelmed with this energy-experience and seeing her parents in their external display/presentation of relationship, Friend A within her mind-physical-beingness existence attribute this reaction to what they’re physically seeing as an epiphany/sign of “this is what I want/how I want to be when I grow up”. And so in that moment the memory of her parents and the overwhelming charge of energy experience as ‘love’ is charged within the memory itself as the connection of the beingness as energy to the memory as the relationship self thus form of self’s ‘love experience’ to a memory that self will attempt/try to animate within and throughout one’s life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood, thus – with the Micro-Chip Memory being connected to our beingness, within our mind-physical existence, with and as the energy-experience of and as ‘love’: the moment the Micro-Chip memory centres itself and activated the personality suit/body, the ‘love experience energy’ will form a lining within and as the entire personality-suit/body of and as the Conservative-Character as the primary energy-experience that initiated the activation of the Conservative-Character, as the primary energy experience that defines the want, need and desire of the being for/of relationship, and the one primary energy experience that will drive/motivate the Conservative-Character’s existence, in developing the conservative-character, in establishing relationships that secure the conservative character to so ensure the eventual alignment of the Character’s relationship to a partner to so materialize/manifest that memory into reality later in life.
And so, with the Character’s personality/body-suit being aligned with the love energy-experience within and as and from the Memory – so, one can thus for example see one’s beingness merged with the energy experience of love, connected to the micro-chip memory within a personality suit/body within the Mind; with the energy experience lined within and as the body/suit and primarily situated within the positive-energy ball of and as the emotional/feeling body of this Character’s personality body/suit that is in the process of programming/creation. And so, the first feeling experience is activated.
Within this, the child may/may not initially be aware that it is in fact “love” that they are initially experiencing, the only reference they have is the experience of this energy and how this energy felt for their Mind – which was ‘positive’. That, thus – it was/is never in fact ourselves ‘feeling’ with and as our beingness/physical body, but what does feel as its relationship to the various / primary frequencies of energy is in fact the MIND, what the mind likes/dislikes. As obviously the mind likes the positive energy experience as this means MORE energy; and the Mind – as one will see in processes to come, the Mind establish most of its energies from and of our primary definitions/relationships to/as relationships, sex and money. Which is all that our lives have come to consist of/exist as, which is why/how this world / humanity is in the state/condition it is in at this stage; because we’re all possessed within energy experience to relationships/sex and/or money as survival; instead of committing ourselves/our living to a purpose more than serving our personal wants, needs and desires – such as standing up/living to the contribution of this world/reality/humanity within an equal and one starting point of and as what’s best for all.

We’ll continue in the next post with commitment statements of the self-forgiveness statements we have walked today and so continue the process of how we created, automatically accepted and allowed energy-experiences/reactions within our mind-beingness-physical existence, not ever questioning whether it is in act ourselves in our beingness/physical that feel/express/experience…when it is/always has been in fact more the Mind experiencing itself, than us ever having discovered what it really means to express/feel in the equality and oneness with our beingness and so our physical.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 103

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Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 103

Friendship-Suspicion Character – Part Thirteen

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous-post, we’re continuing with the commitment statements of the self-forgiveness statements we have walked and so continue the process of how we created, automatically accepted and allowed energy-experiences/reactions within our mind-beingness-physical existence, not ever questioning whether it is in fact ourselves in our beingness/physical that feel/express/experience…when it is/always has been in fact more the Mind experiencing itself, than us ever having discovered what it really means to express/feel in the equality and oneness with our beingness and so our physical.

I commit myself to show – how what we feel/experience as emotions/feelings/reactions is a system of energy of the Mind/Consciousness that has from childhood, merged with the substance of the physical, that in this merging-relationship between the Mind’s Energy Body and the actual Physical-Body: created an organic-system, that when it activate as our energy-experience connections/relationships to, for example our thoughts, memories, internal conversations/backchat and/or behaviour as our internal environment and so also our external environment; this activate the “physical experience” of energy we’ve come to beLIEve/perceive means that we “exist / are alive”. That, thus – what we have done, instead of accepting and allowing ourselves to live here, in equality and oneness with our beingness and physical body, with breathing here, expressing here with and as the physical as the reality of life/living: we’ve separated our beingness into the entire mind consciousness system components and parts, animating them with ENERGY that consume substance/physicality as Reality to animate the Illusion as the Mind as the System we have created as the manifested-separation of and as ourselves, and power/charge it with and as energy to give its existence validity through and as experience/energy, referencing ourselves/our living to/as ENERGY EXPERIENCE instead of actual physical living with and as that which in fact gift us life/living.

In this, I commit myself to show why/how it is that we’re not Living, because how can we in any way in fact LIVE when our very Mind/Energy exist from and of the infinite continued separation of our beingness into and as pixels/parts/components as various characters/personalities consisting of thoughts, memories, emotions/feelings etc. And where that very separation of ourselves, now existent/manifested as the entire Mind is dependent on energy’s relationship to substance, dependent on the sacrifice of the physical, our beingness to animate/construct the Illusion as the Mind of Energy/Experience. That’s within its very existence/nature/manifestation Illusion as it’s dependent on physicality to SURVIVE and thus it’s a system of survival and not in fact a system of living, and when the physical end, so does the Mind and so does the being as nothing of who they were as characters/personalities of the mind remains in death.

I commit myself to show why/how the Mind/Consciousness is in fact Illusion, walking the detail of how we in fact abuse the Physical in our relationship to the Mind/Consciousness in valuing energy-experience/illusion more than life/physicality/reality – which within this is proven within our relationship to/as the current World/Money-System. Where, as has been mentioned before: how can any being in the current Money System, especially the Elite claim that they are living, when their very lives/experience of their lives is dependent on the sacrifice of the physical/other human beings. Not seeing/realising and understanding that in this – themselves, their lives is an illusion/an EXPERIENCE in their OWN MINDS as it’s dependent/created within their mind’s relationship to Money, and the material/physical possessions they own that validate their internal definitions/experiences/living in their relationship to money within their minds, with the owning/possessing of material/physical possessions validating their illusionary experience of life/living is existent at the sacrifice of the physical/earth/animal/human’s lives.
In this, I commit myself to establishing an Equal Money System – where each as all have an equal and one opportunity to life/living, no more separation between the haves and have-nots, where life is not an experience in the mind and in the physical that is dependent on money, with the experience actually in fact existent within survival, more than actual living; and so –transform the current system of abuse, competition and survival with a minority and majority separation, to an equal and one humanity of life/living on and with this Earth; where living is VISIBLE, is REAL, is HERE as each individually and together in their within and without, contribute to the well-being of all.

I commit myself to show, why/how energy-experience is in no way any reference for self in fact being alive, but only a reference for/of the Mind being ‘alive’ and why/how the Mind that we have become is now existent as a parasitical organic-system that consume physicality for its continued Survival. And as long as one exist within energy-experience, one is existing in the very acceptance and allowance of self’s own limitation in one’s separation from oneself and the physical to keep Consciousness alive as energy the more and more self continue accepting and allowing self to give attention, validation, recognition to the Mind/Consciousness, continuing to accept and allow energy-experience as a sign/reference of ‘being alive’. Which within this – separates self from giving the required attention, consideration and regard to who self is in one’s within and without, one’s physical body and so this physical existence as a whole. Now, all human beings’ existence is confined/limited to giving a system-representation/Mind of themselves attention, recognition in believing energy to mean life/living and whatever is existent in our minds to be our definitions/our lives/the entirety of ‘who we are’; never in fact living HERE in the physical in actual PHYSICAL reality.
As has been mentioned before – if we’d spend as much time in reality, as we do in our Minds and really working together with ACTUAL PEOPLE in conversations/communications, rather than the extent to which we talk to ourselves in our thoughts/backchat, spending as much time giving attention to solutions in this PHYSICAL WORLD that consider/regard all equally as one, rather than spending the time on giving attention to our own interests of wants, needs and desires: This world could have been an entirely different scenario than what we’re facing now.

I commit myself to show – the detail of how we create/manifest our emotional/feeling body-systems, how from one primary emotional/feeling body system of the Mind Consciousness System, we create multiple energy-bodies, a personalized emotional/feeling body for each one of our Main Characters we come to live as within/through the physical. And in this process – how even our OWN apparent SELF experienced emotions/feelings is/has been copied/imitated from others as those that has gone before us, and even within and throughout our lives still continue copying/imitating reactions of emotions/feelings from/of others. That not even our emotions/feelings as reactions are our OWN/who we are – and this also goes for the detail of our thoughts, memories, reactions, behaviours: everything of who/what we are now – come from the past, from living memories of the mind/consciousness as those that has gone before us. And so claiming that ‘I am me’ is illusion, cause what self in fact had become is ‘I am the past of all those that has gone before me’.
And it’s not that – for example, any one is to blame, or that self is an illusion in the sense of simply make a quick statement of ‘I am real’ and then everything suddenly change…No. We have created ourselves as Illusion into Reality – organic SYSTEMS as we’ve merged energy with substance and weaved/created/manifested our mind-physical relationship interdependently to such an extent that we’re Living Illusions. In this, simply stating ‘I am real’ will in no way change the reality of the illusion we have come to live and accept and allow as ‘who we are’ that has become our entire Mind-Physical energy experience existence that is the reality/truth as illusion of/as who/what we are and have become.
What is existing in and as our Mind, is a direct mirror of who/what we are, and can only change this illusion-reality relationship and the consequence of and as it with walking the detail of the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application. Walking part by part we have separated ourselves into and as, walking equally as one what we have done to ourselves – we separated ourselves part by part, piece by piece from reality into illusion and so we have to piece ourselves together part by part, piece by piece – until all the pieces/parts of ourselves as the Mind is returned / here equal and one with and as our beingness/flesh and so be/become reality as the physical and finally align our attention, consideration and regard to what matters as PHYSICAL MATTER.

I commit myself to show – that, yes –we may be copies/imitations of and as parents/those that have gone before us, where we developed our entire Mind, our thought-patterns, internal conversations, reactions, behaviours from and of the framework/platform of our parents’ minds, and our external world/reality, that nothing of who we are in our mind-physical existence has been CREATED/initiated/directed by/as self in absolute equal and one self-awareness. But, the responsibility still remains with ourselves, as we have ACCEPTED ourselves as this Mind we have come to exist as and physically embody in our mind-physical relationship, and so in this acceptance, allowed the existence of this mind-physical relationship we’ve become and so the consequences within this. And thus, within this acceptance and allowance – it is each one’s individual responsibility to take responsibility for what we’ve become and done, to change ourselves and our living, for ourselves and for all as ourselves.
Our existence is/always has simply been duplicates from the past, layering time/generations of humanity from and of those that have gone before us, layer by layer, generation by generation, duplicating/copying the past over and over and over again. With all of humanity on this earth and never seeing the solution of physical equal and oneness – as all of humanity has been lost in the possession of the mind as energy-experience; and thus in this – how no one can claim SELF-awareness, if from childhood in one’s mind-physical relationship, self had in no way been aware of the emergence of the mind as duplicates from/of those that have gone before self, how one’s Mind developed/emerged without one’s self-awareness but automatically emerged/manifested as what we as beings throughout lives/generations accepted and allowed from the beginning of the inception of the mind, reincarnation and the relationship between heaven and earth.
And so; this process of walking with Desteni, is the process of establishing – for the first time, actual SELF-awareness, where one really get to know self as the Mind/Consciousness, see/realise/understand how self came to be who self is, what/how self live/behave in the physical, one’s experience in relationships, to the world, the past, present and future and simultaneously within this, see, realise and understand the consequences of our existence as the Mind, in its limitation and the extent to which human beings have diminished their potential to contributing/living in this world/on this earth.
In this, I commit myself to – walk my process through, within and as the Characters in my Mind, identifying the Characters as the thoughts, reactions, backchats/internal conversations and behaviours, to no more accept and allow myself to exist in and as the automated system I have separated myself into, and given all my power and directive principle to/as that only exist for the purpose of its own survival. But align all the parts/pieces into and as equal and one living within and as the physical, and align me/my life to the purpose/directive principle of all as me. Starting first with myself – as I can only stand that responsibility to/towards all as me within this world/reality, if I have equally as one walked the responsibility within all the me’s within myself as my own Mind; and so walk the 7 year Journey to Life, the Desteni I Process as the processes I walk from Mind/Illusion to Physicality/Reality to for the first time really rebirth ME, here. No more existing as a personalized imitation/copy from/of those has gone before me, but know and live who I am and in this ensure that my living in this world/on this earth is visible/real in being/becoming a living example of how we as human beings, individually and together can change this world, through the taking of responsibility of who we are and what/how we live in alignment/starting point of what’s best for ourselves as all, instead of the self-serving interesting of the illusion of consciousness/mind that’s come to destroy the opportunity of life/living in this world/reality.

In the next post, we’re continuing with more detail regarding how Friend A, from the one energy-experience of ‘Love’ that formed the primary energy-experience alignment/activation within their Conservative-Character within the want, need and desire for/of relationship: created/manifested an entire emotional/feeling body-system that would come to define herself/her experience of herself as this Character.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 104

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The Sound within the Energy-Body of a Child – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 104

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 4 (Self-Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with more detail regarding how Friend A, from the one energy-experience of ‘Love’ that formed the primary energy-experience alignment/activation within their Conservative-Character within the want, need and desire for/of relationship: created/manifested an entire emotional/feeling body-system that would come to define herself/her experience of herself as this Character.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, Energy and Substance, the Mind and the Physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the processes involved in creating/manifesting the personalized emotions/feeling I experience within and as the Main/Primary Characters in my Mind, with for example continuing with Friend A:
Emotional/Feeling Body Construction: Where, the first instance of the activation of the Conservative-Character Personality Body/Suit within and through the micro-chip memory, where her primary/main connection to that Memory exist within an energy-experience of and as ‘love’. With the energy-experience of ‘love’ activating from/of her parents’ minds/memories/characters within herself, where this moment – with connecting her mind-beingness-physical relationship to the memory of her mother and father in an external display of relationship, activating the overwhelming energy-experience of love: is the instance/moment where a child from their external and internal reality; manifest the generational-loop as the child will in that moment: create, design and manifest her mind and so her living equal-to and one-with her parents, in essentially re-walking the life of her mother as she’s come to align one of her Main Characters/personalities to/towards her mother, within who she is within herself and so also her relationships which within that: define her life.
Now, with the Main/Primary Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body being aligned with its Primary energy-experience of ‘love’ as the first energy-experience that will be filled within the positive-energy ball of the emotional/feeling body of the Conservative-Character’s personalized Mind. With this energy experience manifesting a lining within and throughout the body-suit/mini mind-system of the Conservative-Character: Friend A will from here continue developing/evolving the Conservative-Character’s personalized emotions/feelings, as experiences/reaction that belong specifically to only the Conservative Character, that will be experienced within particular frequencies/definitions within, and within particular situations/contexts/relationships without. So, with the ‘love’ energy-experience manifesting as the first lining within the entire personality body-suit/mini-mind of the Conservative-Character – as Friend A’s initial purpose/intention of manifesting a relationship with a prospective partner in the Future: this energy-experience initially becomes ‘unconscious’, as it’s the first energy-experience alignment that forms the first ‘Energy-layer’ within the personality-suit; so also with the Memory – the memory will initially become unconscious, as it’s the first memory that will be aligned within the Unconscious-Mind of the Conservative Character’s Mind. As, the more and more energies and memories Fiend A accumulate from/of the initial memory/experience: the initial energy experience and memory will become layered with more and more and more energy-experiences and memories to the extent where: the being will thus not remember, why/how it is she has particular friendships and particular preferences to/towards males, why and how it is she behaves, thinks, speaks and experience herself to/towards friends/partners the way she does – as the Mind layers and stores information in dimensions from the Unconscious, to the Subconscious and Conscious Mind as it build, construct and create its Characters through memories and energy-experiences the being eventually comes to believe is ‘who they are’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the existence of this positive-energy experience of ‘love’ that Friend A became overwhelmed with from/of mostly unfulfilled memories, fantasies and experiences of and as both her parents’ Minds within herself in relation to their desire/positive-energy experience definition/connection to/towards relationships.
Where, for the Mind – it does not define energy within the context of ‘positive and negative’, the knowledge and information definition within our Minds in the experience of ‘positive and negative’ is/has become existent in the evolution of Consciousness to define the energies / the velocity/extent/amount of energies it accumulates in its mind-physical relationship to align the human being into/towards the ‘positive energy’, that is really simply an ACCUMULATION of energy within the Mind in its relationship to the physical. And so consciousness would within the knowledge and information definition of energy as ‘positive/good and negative/bad’ maintain more easy/simple control in directing the human’s attention to the positive/good energy – whether it is created from actual physical-events/internal mind-fantasies; to within that ensure control of the accumulation of energy in the Mind for its survival.
And, so why/how at this stage – most human beings’ positive-energy experiences now come from internal Mind fantasies/delusions, because the reality of this world/the physical is deteriorating at such a rapid pace, where only a minority can fulfil a positive energy experience in their mind and physical with their relationship with money; and in this process – destroying the rest of the world. And so the rest of the world is conditioned to mostly getting the positive energy experience through fantasizing in their minds; as we as humanity have limited our living to the confines of our Mind. And so with Friend A – most of her parents’ positive-energy experiences had been confined to their Minds in their fantasies to/towards relationships, as the Mind develop a myriad of ways, means and methods to lure the being into the Mind to develop positive-energy experiences within their Mind-Physical existence. Because the world is not presenting the necessary resources for human beings to create their world into a positive-energy experience, so our Minds are filled with various fantasies to get/have/obtain a positive-energy experience body, so that the Mind can survive. And thus, why/how Friend A will be overwhelmed with positive-energy experience, as all that the parents fantasized about in their relationship to sex/relationships in their Minds as the extents/extremes the Mind took them in their own Minds to initiate/create the needed positive-energy experience for its continued Survival.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent to which individual human beings are so preoccupied with the positive-energy experience in fantasies within the secrets of our Minds, spending so much time on just experiencing the positive – and how much of this time/resources in our mind-physical existence is wasted, ruined/destroyed to have a positive-energy experience only confined to our Minds, instead of aligning ourselves/our living in equality and oneness with the physical/this physical existence to ensure/secure that each one, equally as one has a life on this Earth/in this World – that is not dependent on an positive energy experience, but is a physical, visible reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood; how:
As Friend A from childhood develop a ‘close relationship’ with her Mother, with this ‘close relationship’ being her ‘Conservative Character under construction’-attraction to/towards the Mother’s conservative character to in that ‘closeness’ / ‘attraction’ imitate/copy the Mother’s conservative-character in as much detail as possible. Which within this brings to question the entire ‘being close to someone’-paradigm, because the ‘reality’ of closeness is literally standing right next to each other and/or obviously within and during sex, but mostly: closeness has become an energy experience/projection in the mind based-on FEELING, with the actual reality of ‘feeling close to someone/attraction’ is/has the particular intention/purpose within/behind it that is actually existent within self-interest. Even from childhood, as the only reason Friend A is attracted/close to the Mother is for Consciousness/Mind to in as much detail/specificity as possible – imitate/copy the Conservative Character for the purpose / pursuit of happiness of relationship, and so – the closeness/attraction is in no way in relation to who the mother is within her entirety as a being, but in fact everything to do with the child in the process of their own intentions/purposes of desire. And so, in this ‘close’-relationship, the child/Friend A will also – together with the Behaviour-Sculpting, commence with the processes of the Emotional/Feeling Body construction that manifest where, for example:
Friend A is having supper with her Mother and Father, and Friend A observes the presence/nature of the Mother as she in a soft/soothing/gentle voice speaks to her Father, and caresses his arm with her hand, sitting cross-legged leaning slightly towards him. This is one of the first instances that Friend A had seen such an physical display expressed through the mother’s voice and body, especially the voice. Where in and from the mother’s voice: Friend A could experience the energy of gentleness, care and affection together with this physical-display of these/such energies as presented/expressed to/towards the Father. What especially caught Friend A/Consciousness’s attention is the SOUND of the mother’s voice, but the sound was in fact the EXPERIENCE of the energy within and as the words from and of the Mind of the Mother within her Physical that was essentially voicing/speaking energy/mind within and through the Physical.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, that what is not seen, realised and understood, is that our Words have become the words of energy-experiences/mind as knowledge and information definitions that we have from the Mind, the energy experiences and knowledge and information definitions of the words, come to physically-manifest/live-out. Where, our words have become containers of energy that is sounded/voiced through the physical and embodied within and through the physical in our mind-physical existence. Where – even within the words we speak as energy and physically move as energy within our physical-bodies, not 100% of the truth of the words/energy and physicality of who we are within the words is physically expressed; as the actual intentions/secrets/definitions of words, the energy and definitions within them, is existent within and as the Secrets of the Mind. Where, Friend A, for example – may have experienced the 1% of the energy of care/affection coming from the sound/energy experience of the words that moved her mother’s physical-body to/towards her father in the way that she did; but the 99% within/behind the energy and physical display of the words is/was existent within the Mother’s secret mind as the reasons/why’s/intentions of such an action to/towards the Father.

We’ll in the next post continue with the commitment statements of the self forgiveness we have walked in this post, and then from there continue with how Friend A will imprint the feelings/emotions of care/gentleness/affection as what she will equally as one display in her words/physical as the 1% of who she will be as such energy experiences, and how she will create/manifest in her secret Mind the 99% intentions/purposes of ‘who she is’ in/as such energy experiences of care, gentleness / affection. In this, seeing, realising and understanding how we use words, and who we are within them and how we live them through the physical – to serve our own interests and how even our words and our behaviour within them, is in no way and has no relationship to anything/anyone else, but serving our own wants, needs and desires.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 105

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The Sound within the Energy-Body of a Child – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 105

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 5 (Self-Commitments)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

We’re continuing with the Self-Commitment statements of the Self-Forgiveness statements walked in the previous post:

I commit myself to show, how we recreate the lives of our parents from the/their past existent within ourselves and from/of the past existent in the without of ourselves as this world that those that has gone before us is shaping, creating and manifesting in humanity’s relationship to the World-System and so left-behind as their past-manifest that we as children walk-into. And so, as children – we utilize the resources from/of the Mind within and the World-System without that is the construction/manifestation as remnants of those that has gone before us. Not seeing/realising/understanding how, as a child – with using the past within and without as the examples that is currently here as Humanity and the World-System, we within the very construction/creation of our beingness/nature, will become personalizations of the past left behind for us. And in this; only becoming evolutions from the past within ourselves and the without of ourselves as what the child will use to develop who they are in the within and without of themselves.

In this, I commit myself to show the detail of how we from childhood manifest ourselves from existent examples in the within and without of ourselves and thus why/how it is our individual and collective responsibility to recreate the fruit of life as children, instead of rotten fruit from/of the sins of the past as ourselves in our mind-physical relationships within and our world-system of money relationship with out. Where what has been born from ourselves as the examples in this world of the tree of life/humanity is/has been rotten fruit, children that in now way represent life/living as the evil of man is possessing the very nature of children, that’s supposed to have come into a world of life/living, but is now being born into fear and survival with the chances of whether their lives will be lived and secured in full: being slim to nothing. And with children developing in accordance to their examples within and without – it is thus our responsibility that’s been here on this earth, to prepare ourselves (Desteni I Process) and so this world (Equal Money System) to produce fruit/children of life/living and within that, a world in which they can in fact live and have a secured life from birth to death.

I commit myself to show the extent to which a positive energy experience can limit/define one in/as the Mind, and not see the reality-consequence of holding onto/wanting to materialize a positive energy experience, as the extent to which, for most of humanity: the positive had come to be defined as an energy within the Mind, while this WHOLE world had gone into the opposite as the negative. With only a select few having the resources to manifest SOME of the positive-energy experiences into reality/experience the positive-energy experience from reality. While, everyone – each individual human being have positive-energy experiences in their Mind that’s being entertained, given value to in fantasies/daydreaming; the more and more and more this world/earth is sacrificed for a Minority’s positive-energy experience in their Mind and in the Worlds. Instead of the majority of this world standing up/standing together for an equal and one life for all as stood within the Equal Money System, they’re instead more and more going deeper into the mind, fantasizing about positive-energy experiences instead of in fact committing themselves and their lives to a visible, physical change for all, equally as one. Where, the positive-energy experienced fantasies even evolved to the extent where they are so far-fetched from/of actual reality – BUT, due to/because of the extent of human beings’ self-definition to energy/mind, will rather spend their lives fantasizing in the mind, than actually physically living/contributing to this earth. Thinking/believing there is no consequence in death for the accepted and allowed abdication of responsibility to this earth/existence for deliberately fantasizing in the mind, and destroying the physical in the process. However – I commit myself to show, with the continued material produced by Desteni and the Interviews walked through the Portal – how/why there is/never will be an escape from consequence, not here nor in the hereafter.

I commit myself to show, how – with the proliferation of this earth’s consequence, the more human beings cower into their minds into fantasies of the positive, instead of utilizing the time, the physical-breaths of committing oneself/one’s life to self and all and to for the generations to come: each one individually and together is responsible for this world/earth/humanity as long as we accept and allow ourselves to only fantasize about THE LIFE in our Minds, instead of actually physically putting in the effort, will and commitment to establishing it, not only for self, but for all as self. Not saying, in terms of that all self’s fantasies in the Mind will materialize with an Equal Money System, I mean – one must be PRACTICAL, so many of the Mind’s fantasies is sooooooooo FAR from REALITY due to the extent the Mind sucked the human being into the illusionary reality of the mind within fantasies and then making the human believe that such a life in the mind is worthwhile.
What we are saying is – to see, realise and understand the consequences that self is manifesting for self, one’s life and the lives of all of humanity within just this one point of valuing the mind more than life/living for self and for all. And how we can individually and together change this world with changing that one point, of valuing life/physicality equal and one and committing self / self’s living to establishing a better world for all as self, that takes actual living and standing in practical, physical reality. That, the desires/fantasies of illusion in the Mind only exist to the extent that it does, the more and more we separated ourselves into the Mind from actual physical reality, living in/as/with what is REAL. No-one else is making this life difficult in this world, and the uncertainty of our children’s lives – but ourselves, and so we’re the one’s that have to stand up and stand together so that we know that when we leave this world, our children will have a secure life to be lived in the fullest and that they’re cared for and taken care of from birth to death.

I commit myself to show/walk through the detail of how we from childhood, create/manifest energy-experiences from/of the words and behaviour of the examples that have gone before us, where our very words, sounds and behaviour have become living-embodiments of energy-experiences of Mind/Consciousness. That we’ve literally become Organic Robots of consciousness, automatically thinking, behaving and speaking with no awareness of the consequences we’re creating in every breath towards ourselves, each other and this world as a whole.
And so, I commit myself to show, the consequences of who we are/what we live in our automated Organic-Mind Robot existence, so that human beings may have an opportunity to finally see through the veil of Energy/Mind/Consciousness into/as REALITY, see the consequences and so also learn how to take responsibility for consequence and change who we are from living in unawareness, to establishing self-awareness and in this process being self-aware LIVING beings that align ourselves/our lives no more in the serving interest of only the Mind/Consciousness’s survival of Energy at the sacrifice of the physical, but really manifest a world/life of heaven on Earth.
In this, I commit myself to show – the process of being/becoming the living word, where we are our words as physical visible living expressions, where we’re no more unconscious living beings, being controlled by words of energy, knowledge and information of and as consciousness, layered within a conscious, subconscious and unconscious existence with no idea of how our very words/mind-relationship to words are creating/manifesting our within and without. And, with being/becoming the living word – we know who we are and live who we are in absolute self-awareness, where our within and without is equal and one, and not existent as the deception that we are where 1% truth is lived externally and 99% is internal secrets with our own agendas within our mind-physical existence.

We’ll in the next post continue with how Friend A will imprint the feelings/emotions of care/gentleness/affection as what she will equally as one display in her words/physical as the 1% of who she will be as such energy experiences, and how she will create/manifest in her secret Mind the 99% intentions/purposes of ‘who she is’ in/as such energy experiences of care, gentleness / affection. In this, seeing, realising and understanding how we use words, and who we are within them and how we live them through the physical – to serve our own interests and how even our words and our behaviour within them, is in no way and has no relationship to anything/anyone else, but serving our own wants, needs and desires.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 106

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Mind-Energy Filters in Children – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 106

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 6 (Self-Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

We’re continuing with the self-forgiveness statements from DAY 104, in walking the detailed process of how we create our own emotional/feeling bodies from/of memories within ourselves and the without of ourselves as our examples that have gone before us, developing ourselves into energy beings of Mind, instead of living beings in/as the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, Energy and Substance, the Mind and the Physical – from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood how/why it is, that especially through the Sound(s) of the voices of the parents, together with particular-specific behaviours/mannerisms within and through the physical-body: the child will manifest, create their emotional/feeling body. With the emotional/feeling bodies manifesting as a directive/authority within the main Mind Consciousness System as well as within and as the personality bodies/suits (mini-Minds) that influence/affect and design behaviour; through energy as words. Where, the reactions/experiences of energy that is evoked within us with the speaking/behaviour of others, is in fact also existent from/of the hearing of the Sounds/energy within the words that human beings speak. Where physically we hear the sound of the words, however mentally/as the mind we hear the energy-experience of the words; and so within our two-world existence as the mind and the physical: we hear sound with and as energy as the sounds of the words we speak/hear have become an organically-merged system of in fact hearing the energy within the words more than the actual words/sounds of the words through/as the physical as the ‘who we/others are’ within and as the words we speak/hear. With this, thus – that whenever we for example experience reactions to others words/sounds, it is in fact more ourselves as our MIND reaction in energy/responding within and as energy-reaction to the energy within the words/sounds of other human beings; and will base our decision of another in our relationship to/towards them, based-one what our MIND HEARS as the energy within the sound of the words/the definitions we attributed/connected to words within our Minds, instead of us standing here, equal and one with and as the being and actually seeing who the being is in the totality of and as the words/sounds/energy and behaviour of and as words, hearing WITH them – instead of filtering it all through our own definitions/energy-reactions of our personalized Minds.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that; with us as human beings existing in our own Minds - we do not ever in fact ‘pick up/feel/experience’ another human beings’ beingness/essence/presence/nature within ourselves when in conversation with them. What we are in fact picking up/feeling/experiencing within/as our mind-physical existence is what the sound/energy of the words of other human beings are activating within our Unconscious/Physical-Mind of/as our main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body and definitions/memories of words in our Minds. With our emotional/feeling bodies, for example – that is/has been layered with/as a lining, consisting of/existing as a database-reference of the child’s/Friend A’s parent’s emotions/feelings as how her parents defined the mind’s energy experiences within/as the Physical in relation to words/memories. And thus, we’re never in fact picking-up/experiencing anything/anyone else but ourselves within a pre-existent emotional/feeling/definition database transferred from/of our parents, and/or according to memories of energy-experiences/reactions we accumulated/defined within/throughout our lives that was activated with/as the Mind hearing the energy-experiences/frequencies within the sounds of the words of other human beings. And so – we in fact always only experience what is/has been existent within, as and of ourselves as it is in fact only ourselves existing within ourselves in our own Minds in our own bodies.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood, how – as Friend A was listening with her physical-mind ears, with the system of the Mind that is merged within the passage-ways of the ears/brain connections, where: we will not hear the sound of the words as the being speaking in their entirety within and as their mind-physical existence, but the sound and the energy within it, will be filtered through/as the Mind into and as our Unconscious/Physical-Mind and accordingly assess our internal mind-response to/as/towards the other person’s words/energy within this words. That we so, thus – never in fact HEAR the WORDS as the BEING that is speaking to/with us, but only HEAR the energy/definitions within the WORDS/Sounds as how we defined it within our own Minds and so only HEAR the words according to the definitions/attachments/knowledge and information we created/manifested to/as those words within our own Minds.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the processes that thus manifest within the child/Friend A, with not yet having developed a vocabulary/definition for/of words/sounds in relation to the energy-experiences she experience when hearing/experiencing other’s words, will initially only become aware of/be aware of energy experiences in defining them as either ‘good / bad’, as ‘feeling good’ / ‘feeling bad’. Where, what’s happening within her Mind-Physical relationship, with this present-moment of her mother and father, for example – it will move into and as her glass-window pane, as a memory where consciousness will be scanning it and seeing its alignment equal-to and one-with the micro-chip memory of/as her own Conservative Character’s personality/body-suit. And with the alignments of the memory being equal-to and one-with her Conservative-Character, will then activate her Conservative-Character. From here, because the Conservative Character is still ‘under construction’, consciousness will align/dissect the memory of the mother and father, her mother’s words, energy and behaviour - into/as the Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body, behavioural platforms and so also vocabulary; where – essentially the words, energy and behaviour of the mother in/as that moment in/as her relationship to her father, will manifest within/as the child’s Conservative Character, where Friend A will equally as one in the future manifest such a moment to/towards her prospective partner with the energy in/as the words and behaviour. And so, the memory is resonated to start building/constructing Friend A’s conservative-character’s emotional/feeling body, vocabulary/words and behaviour, and so also additional characters within the Conservative-Character that Friend A will use in our living of and as the Conservative-Character, as supporting/additional characters that will manifest in certain-specific moments within/throughout her life.
Now, what must be seen, realised and understood is that – one’s Main Character, has various characters that additionally is manifested/merged within and as the Main Character platform, with such additional characters that is multi-dimensionally layered within the Main Character platform. For example, this instance with the mother to the father would represent a dimension/character the mother accessed that is an extension of the Main Character as her ‘Conservative Character’, with this extension-character being used to assist/support the Main Character’s existence/evolution. So, for example – this character the mother is embodying in that moment could be referred to as her empathic-character, that is a minor/supporting character to/as her main/primary Conservative Character that assist/support upholding/maintaining/evolving her Main/Primary Character as her Conservative Character. And so: we develop/create/manifest additional characters in the multi-dimensions of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind to assist/support and/or evolve our Main/Primary characters. (For the moment we’ll focus on Primary/Main Character evolution and will continue with the multid-dimensionality of characters in posts to come)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood the detail of the processes in friend A’s mind-physical existence that manifest, as she hears with her physical-mind ears; where the sound/energy within and of the words of her Mother will resonate within and through her mind-physical existence; which is why/how we within ourselves “experience” words in/as energy, why/how we “hear” words within the database of definitions of memories, thoughts that activate within our minds when the words/sounds/energy of other’s resonate within and as our physical-mind. Instead of in and as each word walking with the being, that is not based on an experience of energy that activate, nor based on our minds that activate, but based on a comprehension, a seeing where one in that moment ‘become’ the being within self and actually see with them as the words they are speaking.
But, instead – as Friend A is listening to the mother as she’s speaking to the Father, what’s activating in her Mind-physical existence is the energy-alignments within/as her main Mind Consciousness System platform’s emotional/feeling body/system that is aligned with her parents’ transferred emotions/feelings. And so, consciousness would with what resonate through the ears into and as the Mind, from the sound/energy of the words spoken by the mother: that resonance is transferred firstly into/as the Unconscious-Mind / energy-body of the Main Mind Consciousness System to assess/analyse the database of energies existent in the Mind of Friend A from/of the parents. And if/as consciousness find any energy-experiences within the database of Friend A’s emotional/feeling body of her Main Mind Consciousness System emotional/feeling body that is similar/same, to the energy experience within the sound resonating into her Mind from her mother’s words: would merge the heard resonance/experience, within and as the main Mind Consciousness System emotional/feeling body where there is a similar/same energy already existent.
Once that merging manifest, the energy experience is ‘activated’ within the Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body, as an “active energy experience”, where initially the database of the parents’ emotions/feelings in the Main Mind’s emotional/feeling body is ‘dormant’ and only ‘activate’ when/as the child will hear/experience from their external world/reality similar/same energies that is dormant in the database of her Main Mind Consciousness Systems’ emotional/feeling body.

We’ll in the next post continue with self-commitment statements of the self-forgiveness we have walked in this post, and from there – in DAY 108, continue with expanding on how the emotional/feeling body of characters are created, in the interrelationship between the physical-mind eyes and ears, as we see through the mind and hear through the mind, and so – always seeing the reality of the Mind, and never the reality of the physical/ourselves. Where, we’ll continue walking the point of how – from the memory that was dissected by consciousness into Friend A’s Conservative Character personality suit/body, the energy-experience that activated within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body will then also align/transfer/imprint into and as her Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 107

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Mind-Energy Filters in Children – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 107

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 7 (Self-Commitments)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

We’re walking the Self Commitment Statement of DAY 106 Self-Forgiveness Statements in also expanding on the multi-dimensional processes/consequence in our relationship to words through the Mind, instead of actual equal and one Living.

I commit myself to show the detail of the processes involved in how we develop seeing, hearing and sensing through, within and as the Mind-Reality, instead of in actual equal and one physicality. Meaning: what will be seen, realised and understood is how we developed in the physical as an interdimensional-physical system as the Mind. Which is why/how, for example – when hearing other people’s words, seeing other people’s behaviour – we would never in that moment consider ‘who the being is’ in the words they speak/behaviour they embody. ‘Who the being is’, meaning – how did they throughout their lives develop their relationship/experience in and as words/behaviours, what within and throughout their lives and minds influenced the definition of themselves, the words and behaviours they use to express themselves through. We do not HEAR another’s words as the person/individual actually speaking them, from the perspective of – being able to in each word see the detail of the being in their conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind existence, what of themselves is existent within/behind the words, and so also with behaviour; what’s existent within and behind the behaviour. We only HEAR and SEE what we want to hear and see as how we REACT to human beings in our minds based on what we hear and see, within our own frames of reference, definitions and experiences of words and behaviours from and of memories in our own Minds, where we’ll either react in positive and/or negative. With this reaction always founded within self-interest as we’ll filter people’s words and actions through our Characters in our Minds and accordingly assess whether the words/actions of another is synchronized with our Mind or not. Never in fact seeing, getting to know, understanding another person in the totality of themselves.

I commit myself to show the detail of the processes involved in how we develop seeing, hearing and sensing through, within and as the Mind-Reality, instead of in actual equal and one physicality. Meaning: what will be seen, realised and understood is how we developed in the physical as an interdimensional-physical system with and as the Mind; which can also be seen in our relationship to/towards our physical-bodies, this physical-existence – where we will have knowledge and information definitions and experiences to/towards physicality IN OUR MINDS, where even our mind-relationship towards physicality will be in alignment to what serves characters/self-definitions of ‘who we are’ within our Minds. The consequence of this, not seeing, realising physicality as equal-to and one-with self, that one is in fact able to directly communicate to what is here, what is physical, that it’s aware – as is proven through the communication of existence through the Portal; but no-one can hear/see/realise this equality and oneness/awareness, as we’re all limited/confined into the dimensions of the Mind, instead of the physical, here.
Furthermore, that we would thus, with this knowledge and information/definition/mind-reality relationship to actual physical-reality, excuse, justify and validate why/how we can use/abuse physicality to appease our Mind/Character’s pleasures/fantasies, wants, needs and desires – which is more and more proving to be/become more convenient for humans to continue such an deliberate separate relationship to physicality/all that is physical/real, to within the secrets of our Mind fulfil only our self-interested pursuit of happiness, instead of actually considering, regarding, honouring all that is physical equal-to and one-with ourselves.

I commit myself to show, how we have developed a Mind-Physical vocabulary, communicating mostly within and as the vocabulary/language of the Mind as the components/manifestations of thought, memories, fantasies of pictures, images, scenes, internal conversations/backchat imbued with energy-reactions, where we’ll show how even the internal conversations/backchat are attached to memories/past experiences defined IN THE MIND within the starting-point of protecting/defending self-interest as characters of Mind. And so, our communication predominantly exist internally as the Mind, the vocabulary and language we use to communicate ourselves with is the MIND. The mind meaning – our words and behaviour originate from energy-experiences and memories in the MIND, with no direct equal and one relationship to/as our living of words in the physical, who we are as beings in the living/expressing of words in equality and oneness with ourselves, our physical. Where, at the moment – our words are aligned with the self-interest serving of only our minds that we accordingly live-out/enforce into/onto the Physical, with most of our communication existent in the secrets of our minds and our words and behaviour existing with hidden/secret agendas as we can exist in two worlds while communicating with others, saying one thing on the outside and another on the inside.
In this, I commit myself to show – why/how we’ve become a humanity divided within our very relationship to words and our communication within and as it. Where, we’re individually and together – not even in the closest relationships, family, friends, partners – 100% equal and one in our within and without, as most of our communication is existent in the secrets of our Minds, with our own personalized hidden/secret agendas of wants, needs and desires that is only disclosed into/as the Mind. In this, there exist no trust within ourselves/with others – as we’re not even 100% aware of the totality of who we are in words/behaviours that automatically emerge in our Minds within/as our automated existence as consciousness. In a way – always existing in an unexpected fear, unconsciously – resonating within/throughout our entire mind-physical-beingness relationship as we do not know what our mind/consciousness is going to throw at us in any given moment within ourselves. And this fear of ourselves we project onto/towards everyone else, as we try and suppress/control most of our Mind within the secrets of our Mind, but what human beings aren’t seeing, realising and understanding is that: what manifest in our minds – IS OURSELVES, and not going to change/go away unless we actually face it, deal with it, direct it and change ourselves as it. And so, we exist in fear and control, instead of living and expression.

I commit myself to assist and support me in my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to walk myself from mind words/language/vocabulary of thoughts, memories, reactions evolved into characters/entities existing for me that use/abuse the physical, my relationships and so my relationship to/towards this physical existence to serve my interests/purposes/intentions of secret wants, needs and desires and/or suppress the truth/reality of what in fact exist as me within and as my Mind; and so to walk myself from Mind-slavery to Physical Living as living words.
Living words, meaning: where – with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application I see who I am as the words of/as the Mind I have come to embody as the characters/personalities that have come to define me, so that I can see/learn from myself – how I created who I am and what I live and the consequences this has created/manifested for me, my relationships with others and so my relationship to my own physical body and the physical existence as a whole. To in this, no more accept/allow myself to within me exist unconsciously/unaware of who I am in/as the words I use and live in my current mind-physical existence, that has come to shape/manifest my within and without, with no control over myself/my life – blaming who/how I am on everything/everyone else but realising I am the only one within me, my mind and physical and that have made the decisions of who I am/what I live in me/my life.
And so, with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, in really getting to know who I am as the words I exist as – to in this process, develop me into self-awareness with and as words, for the first time really making a decision of who I am in/as the words I speak/live and so know who I am, through and through in my within and without. That I no more exist as Characters in the Mind as an automated organic robot, but commit me/my living/expression to stand with me as the physical/this physical existence as me living in contribution to all as me. As I see, realise and understand that what I have been existing as, as the Mind-Physical relationship has for me and humanity, isolated us individually into our Minds only, with no equal and one relationship with ourselves let alone each other, as we’ve been busy suppressing/keeping secret the reality/truth of ourselves in our Minds, only revealing 1% of who we are with the rest of the 99% hidden/suppressed. And so, the process to face self, face the 99% to be able to really develop intimacy with self and so with another; as we can never establish that trust, intimacy realness with another, if we haven’t yet established that with ourselves.

I commit myself to show, why/how Agreements, equal and one agreements will be the future of this world for humanity within the context of relationships, starting first with SELF-agreement, getting to know who self is as the mind-physical existence, establishing self/self’s living into equality and oneness, and so be able to really face another human being with one’s within and without equal and one. Where our agreements with ourselves and each other as partners will be with developing an equal and one vocabulary, agree on words to live that assist/support self, self’s living and so each other, redefining communication, living together, intimacy, working together – really an agreement vocabulary, a living agreement vocabulary that assist/support self and each other.
And, as more individuals walk this for themselves and with their partner, we start establishing the platform where we as a humanity can come to an equal and one agreement of our living in our within and without and so also together, a ‘world vocabulary, a world living’ within the starting-point of equality and oneness as what’s best for all.
(This process of establishing/walking in learning how to effectively stand within a self-agreement and/or agreement with a partner is walked within the from Relationships to Agreements Course available within the Desteni I Process, a process that can be walked with self alone, or with a partner.)

We’ll in the next post continue with expanding on how the emotional/feeling body of characters are created, in the interrelationship between the physical-mind eyes and ears, as we see through the mind and hear through the mind, and so – always seeing the reality of the Mind, and never the reality of the physical/ourselves. Where, we’ll continue walking the point of how – from the memory that was dissected by consciousness into Friend A’s Conservative Character personality suit/body, the energy-experience that activated within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body will then also align/transfer/imprint into and as her Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 108

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Parental Input in Child Character-Building – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 108

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 8 (Self-Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

Continuing with walking self-forgiveness from DAY 106, from where – Friend A’s Consciousness ‘dissected’ the ‘live-memory’ of the mother’s behaviour, words and sound/energy into and as her Conservative Character’s personality/body-suit, all of which manifest through the Physical-Mind Eyes. And then the Physical-Mind Ears, where the sounds/energy experiences within the words of the Mother is utilized to activate the emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System and/or specific Characters/Personalities within a being.
So, in DAY 106 we walked the process of how the memory of the mother and father activate into the Conservative Character personality body/suit, and as well as how the energy experience in the Mother’s words/sound activate the Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body, and now we’re walking how these two processes will meet to activate the Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood how the Physical-Mind Eyes and Ears work-together in constructing/creating Characters/Personalities within and as our Mind-Physical existence. Where with our Eyes and Ears we’ve come to serve the Character’s in/as our Mind, within this why/how we do not ever in fact see and hear the reality of physicality; but only see/hear what we want to see/hear as that which will serve our survival/evolution as the Mind.
And so, within continuing walking the process of Friend A – with her Physical-Mind Eyes, where the memory of her mother and father at the table is aligned into and as Friend A’s Conservative Character personality body/suit, as Consciousness assessed the alignment of the memory equal-to and one-with the Conservative Character’s micro-chip memory. From where Consciousness would take the memory and move the components/parts as the behaviours, words and energies into and as the particular-specific compartments/dimensions within/as the Conservative Character’s personality body/suit (We’ll walk this process of how consciousness dissect a memory into specific compartments/dimensions within posts to come). Additionally/simultaneously within this process, the Physical-Mind Ears is utilized to establish/build/construct the child/Friend A’s emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System, and also Primary/Main Characters’ emotional/feeling bodies within/of the child. Thus, the Main Mind Consciousness System, essentially stands as an entire ‘back-up’ / ‘main database’ of all memories/energy experiences captured through the Eyes and Ears and are from there directed/aligned into/as our Main/Primary Characters we create/manifest from/of the main Mind Consciousness System, as the various different ‘selves’ we come to create/embody, utilizing our external world/reality with a myriad of characters as other human beings/this world-system to evolve our mind-physical existence and so secure our self-definitions, wants, needs and desires.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood how the Memory of the mother and father, dissected into/as Friend A’s Conservative Character, and the emotions/feelings within the Mother’s words/sounds that activated within and as Friend A’s Mind Consciousness Systems’ emotional/feeling body – align together to additionally activate the Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body:
With taking the specific ‘energy experience’ within the sound of the Mother’s words as ‘gentleness/care’, which as an energy-experience in the Mind is physically experienced as a ‘light energy’ that feels like it soothes the muscle/fabric of the physical-body, as though the body goes into a ‘relaxation/release’ in the experience of the energy as ‘gentleness/care’ as the Mind in the physical, together with a slight sense of ‘excitement’. This is the particular-specific energy-experience that Friend A experienced within her body, the moment this energy ‘activated’ as an ‘active’ ‘feeling-energy’ within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body containments/holders that also exist within the neutral, positive and negative energy-balls/holders/containments within and as which her parents’ emotional/feeling body database was transferred into and as. And, Friend A would thus, have a ‘physical-experience’ of the ‘energy experience’ of the gentleness/care when/as it officially activate within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body, as the entire emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System and so also eventually the Personality Suits/Bodies, are multi-dimensionally/parallel infused/merged into, as and with the physical-body flesh/fabric/structure/substance. Which is why/how one will thus have a ‘physical experience’ of energy-experiences of the Mind. But what we would in this thus never in fact ‘experience’/ walk with / be with is what the actual physical in fact experiencing/what the experience/expression of our actual physical-bodies are, that within and during energy-experience activations of the Mind/Personalities in fact go into/as contraction/pain. Because the moment an energy-experience activate, resources are consumed from physicality to transform into energy. But, because we’re existent in the Mind-dimension primarily within the physical-body, we’ll only experience what the Mind experience and not in fact what the actual physical go through in the very fabric/manifestation/substance of its existence.
And so, Friend A would be ‘overwhelmed’ with this gentleness/care energy experience that is in fact the experience of the Mind…and not the Body/Physical. In this showing/revealing: the extent of our accepted and allowed separation from/of the Physical.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood why/how that energy of/as care/gentleness that activated in Friend A’s main Mind Consciousness System emotional/feeling body will also come to be aligned with her Conservative-Character’s personality suit/body’s personalized emotional/feeling body; as the Physical-Mind eyes and ears ‘work together’:
Where, when/as the physical-mind eyes take that moment of her parents and activate Friend A’s Conservative Character, the physical-mind ears will simultaneously take the energy-experience within the words of the mother, activating Friend A’s Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body as the energy-experience of care/gentleness. And because the memory of the parents’ activated her Conservative-Character, she’s in that moment as her activated Conservative-Character, aligned parallel to/with the Main Mind Consciousness System. Within this alignment/simultaneous activation of her Conservative Character and the Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body activation; the energy-experience in her entire physical-body will thus resonate with the Conservative Character’s Personality body/suit, wherein the already organized/categorized emotional/feeling body of the Conservative Character’s Personality body/suit in/as which the energy of/within the memory was manifested/transferred: will activate.
Thus, initially the energy of/from the Memory that was stored/categorized/organized into the Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body is ‘dormant’, it is simply only stored/aligned into its emotional/feeling body as a reference/energy to/towards the particular-specific memory of the mother and father sitting together at the table. When/as the Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body ‘activate’ and resonate into/as the Conservative-Character, the dormant energy-storage ‘activate’, with the energy of care/gentleness that will thus encompass the entire personality suit/body the moment the energy activate in the personality suit/body from/of the energy-activation within the Main Mind Consciousness System. And the moment this happen/manifest where an energy becomes ‘activate’ in a Character System/Personality body/suit: this energy of care/gentleness for example will become a defining energy-experience that ‘belongs’ to the Conservative Character that will only be expressed, for example in contexts of being close to partners in the future.
And so this character/personality suit/body will start moving more and more and more parallel to the Main Mind Consciousness System and Physical Body, as the process of how Characters created from system suits/bodies in the Mind Consciousness System, is integrated more and more and more into the physical through ENERGY, primarily. And so, that moment where an energy within the main mind’s emotional/feeling body, merge with an energy dissected into the emotional/feeling body of a Character from a memory; which connect the Character System/ Personality body/suit, directly to the Main Mind Consciousness System and so closer to the physical body. And literally, when looking at how this process unfold interdimensionally-physically, one can see the position of the Character-System/Personality body/suit ‘shifting’ in the Mind-Physical relationship, where initially it’s existent more dimensionally in the Mind, and more and more move/integrate into the Physical, the more the emotional/feeling bodies of Characters/Personality Systems’ develop.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand where, thus – essentially, the being will come to define, for example care/gentleness as an ‘energy experience’, for example connected in one’s Mind to/towards a particular-specific MEMORY of other’s relationships. Such as for example Friend A’s parents, and will thus connect care/gentleness to relationship within a specific context as a specific character with specific behaviours. Where in this thus:
We never as children learn to develop an equal and one relationship WITH OURSELVES, in what it means to care for self, self’s body in equality and oneness as a living expression of self as the word ‘Care’. And from living this word as SELF, it becomes an expression that self will thus live in/as one’s world, and not conditioned to only certain characters, within certain behaviours and energy experiences within one’s MIND. Where care, for example in the Mind: is conditional / conditioned to only serve the interest of self’s own pursuit of happiness. And so all human beings have come to exist, where we do not know how to in fact live care with/as/towards ourselves, will for example search/seek for it only in relationships instead of gifting it to ourselves as a living word that is ourselves, that is not dependent on anyone/anything as it’s who we are in ourselves/our living. Where it thus becomes an expression, a self-aware decision we make in our relationships/interactions with others, the environment/the world and not something we conditionally use to only serve our interests of wants, needs and desires. In this, thus – why/how actual care does not exist in this world/humanity, why human beings do not in fact care about what’s happening to humanity, this earth and all and everything within it, as care – for example, is locked into the Minds, held there within characters waiting to be materialized into reality when/as a want, need and desire opportunity arise where care will emerge/exist as an energy experience/manipulation to pursue a desire/happiness that only serve self, and self alone.

Now that we have walked the process of how the emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System activate, how the emotional/feeling body of a character form from a memory, how a character emotional/feeling body activate and the process of how a Personality system/suit integrate more and more into/as the physical, we’ll have a more specific/detailed look at the relationship between the mind, the physical and ENERGY within this process in walking the mechanics/processes of our mind-physical relationship in how the Mind utilize energy/energy experience in its process of evolution from and of what is Seen within the Physical-Mind Eyes and heard from the Physical-Mind Ears.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 109

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Parental Input in Child Character-Building – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 109

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 9 (Self-Commitments)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

Continuing with the Self-Commitment Statements of the Self-Forgiveness statements walked in DAY 108:

I commit myself to show, how from childhood within/during our evolution as the Mind in the Physical, where our childhood/human-experience in this world has essentially become that of the Mind’s evolution within and as ourselves, with the principle of the Mind’s evolution standing within its relationship to Character/Personality creation. Where we’ll have existent within our Minds, our Main Mind Consciousness System Platform, Main/Primary Characters that emerge from the Mind Consciousness System Platform database of our parents’ downloaded/transferred Minds, and then additionally within the Main/Primary Character/Personality Systems - there is existent a myriad of additional sub-characters within the Main/Primary Characters/Personality Systems that evolves the Main/Primary Characters/Personality Systems and so the Mind Consciousness System as a whole. Where this process of evolution is essentially the Main Mind Consciousness System’s survival in this World of Characters/Personalities as Minds as human-beings, with survival as the Mind’s incentive to be the best/superior/winner in this game of Minds within our internal and external world/reality of competition for us to make the best and be the best in ourselves and our worlds in our relationship to the rest of Humanity.
Where, obviously this game has its restrictions in the minority in this World at the moment that is existent as the ‘winners/superiors’ in their Mind-Physical evolution within and without in their relationship to Energy and Money, with the rest of humanity in their internal and external processes of Mind-physical evolution to attempt/try to be/become the Elite in this World-System. Where there is only so much MONEY externally to/towards which the Minds/humans must compete to survive/evolve in their external world/reality, with this exact same competition manifesting internally with/as our Main/Primary Characters of the Mind and all the sub-characters within that, as the Mind within-itself compete for Energy from/of the resources of the body to distribute to the rest of the Mind/ Main/Primary Characters/Personalities, as energy is the substance/power the mind need to evolve within, as money is the power/manifestation that the Mind/human need to evolve itself without. And so, with energy and money – the game of survival/evolution of the Mind as humanity: IS ON.

In this, I commit myself to show – how, with our very internal existence as the Mind/Characters/Personalities existent in the nature/game of competition for energy for evolution as survival, has equally as one become the creation/game of competition in the World-System of Money in our external existence for money for evolution as survival, manifested in our image and likeness as a direct-mirror representation of how we exist as our Mind-Physical relationship: how we have come to an internal and external existence of ‘competing for survival’ instead of ‘contributing to life and living’.
And so to with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support ourselves to change our Mind-Physical relationship from the internal separation, competition dynamics for the survival/evolution of the Mind. Where what we’ve evolved within our Mind-Physical relationship is how to survive through creating/separating ourselves into more and more characters/personalities in our Minds to attempt/try to win in this ‘game of life/energy/money’, in evolving in all sorts of deceptive, dishonest, secretive ways, means and methods to secure/ensure our existence/self-definition in our internal and external reality. Which has equally as one become the existence of humanity to the relationship of the World-System of Money: evolving in all sorts of deceptive, dishonest, secretive ways, means and methods to secure/ensure our existence/self-definition in our internal and external reality; that we’ve as individuals and collectively: instead of contributing to the evolution of LIVING/LIFE for ALL in equality and oneness, have secluded ourselves into our Minds as our own ‘secret agents’ to materialize/manifest only our individual wants, needs and desires in our process of evolution WITHIN OUR OWN MINDS. And so the extremes we’d go to in our mind-physical existence to protect/defend the evolution/survival of our own Minds/lives alone.
Instead of realising the simplicity: changing/transforming our relationship to ourselves as the Mind within and the World-System without, with each one changing this relationship of themselves within themselves, to self-equality and oneness, to what’s best for all, to changing this relationship to the World-System of equality and oneness/what’s best for all, which stop this dynamic of individualized competition/evolution/war to aligning ourselves and our living to contributing to/as the evolution as development/growth/expansion of our living with ourselves and each other in equality and oneness here. Where, thus – the change in our within and without for this world/reality, starts with each individual’s self-responsibility, as we’re the one’s within ourselves and the without, individually and together: creating ourselves/our lives – personally and collectively.

I commit myself to show, how we have ‘missed the obvious’ in our mind-physical relationship: that each individual human being is existing alone in themselves, that everything that is existent/experienced in the Mind is parts/pieces of ourselves we’ve separated ourselves into and as, from/of the Mind Consciousness System as various different selves/characters/personalities, and tactics/game-plans/processes as an entire internal ‘war/competition system’ with strategies of how to evolve our mind-physical existence/definition/living to protect/defend/secure our life/experience/living in this world for ourselves and ourselves alone.
In this, individualizing our existence to only serve the creation/evolution of the Mind WITHIN OURSELVES, and so: I commit myself to show, how/why we really thus are ALONE in our Minds and why/how whatever we EXPERIENCE, whatever MANIFEST in/as our Minds – is ourselves, is representative of ourselves and ourselves alone. And thus, why/how – we never in fact “experience / pick up” another human beings’ energies/minds/experiences; that whatever we react to, to/towards another human being is coming up from WITHIN ourselves AS ourselves, that it is SELF REACTING to/towards another human being. And why/how thus this point of apparently experiencing another human being is conveniently used/abused as BLAME to not face/expose/have to deal with the reality of self within self, in seeing, realising and understanding that everything that is existent WITHIN self IS SELF. And will within this Blog, walk the detail of how self create self as the Mind, as Characters/Personalities – how we have throughout time evolved ourselves as an INTERNAL SYSTEM that only serves self at the sacrifice of the physical body, as the World-System of Money only serves the Elite/Minds at the sacrifice of this physical existence. And we as the majority can only change this relationship within and without, through realising that we have to take responsibility for ourselves in our mind-physical existence, stop blaming others for who we are within ourselves and really investigate what we are/have become, stop our conditioned acceptances and allowances within our internal and external existence, and change ourselves from beings of Consciousness competing for evolution/survival, to living beings in equality and oneness here, and align ourselves to developing solutions for ourselves/our lives and so this World-System of Money, to stop fighting ourselves and everything/everyone else, and direct ourselves/our living to contributing to the life of ourselves and all as ourselves and so the generations of children to come. Stop fighting, and become a Living Solution.

I commit myself to show, how/why we do not have an equal and one relationship with and as the physical-body, why/how we have not even considered this equality and oneness with the physical-body/physical-existence as-ourselves, as the extent to which we’ve come to, accept and allow our relationship/definition/existence as the Mind in its relationship to the Physical. And within that – accepted and allowed the automation of our Mind-existence in the Physical in our processes of self-separation into and as various ‘selves’ as Characters/Personalities we come to create through and as the Mind, from and of the Physical.
How, within this thus – we utilize our eyes not to SEE, we utilize our ears not to HEAR, but use our Eyes for the I of the mInd within/through which we filter what we physically see, transforming it into MEMORIES where we even change the memories of the reality of what we see to suit/serve our mInd’s evolution of characters/personalities. And so with the Ears as we filter what we physically hear into and as energy-experiences to suit/serve our mInd’s evolution of characters/personalities: Changing/transforming actual physical-reality with our eyes and ears into and as an internal Mind-reality that has become our separate existence within this actual physical-existence.
And, so I commit myself to show the detail of how we create/manifest our internal Mind-Reality, from/through our Physical-Mind eyes and ears as the process of how we use ENERGY EXPERIENCE to merge the Mind into the Physical, being/becoming a living-mind through/with/as energy, memories from/of the physical within and without. Seeing/hearing only that which serves our mind’s evolution, and why/how we do not ever in fact SEE / HEAR the pain/suffering/consequences of/as this PHYSICAL reality and the lives of all that is sacrificed for a minority to win in their game of life/living as evolution of mind/energy and money in the mind’s evolution in the within and without of their lives. As even what we do SEE/HEAR: is in some way or another justified/validated/excused in the Mind of those that can/have the ability/opportunity to make a difference/change to self and so this world as self. That we’ve used ENERGY to evolve the Mind, used MONEY to evolve the WORLD-SYSTEM, instead of LIVING in equality and oneness with ourselves, our bodies and so all that is physical, instead of aligning this World-System of Money to contribute to the life/living of all of humanity in/as equality and oneness. And so is this process: to stop existing as energy evolving the mind, and our accepted and allowed relationship to money evolving the world system, establish what it means to actually live, equal and one and so really align ourselves to the actual PHYSICAL, to change ourselves and so this world as ourselves.
And as long as we exist in/as the Mind, seeing and hearing through the Mind into the physical: nothing will/can change, and so the process of change is to stop seeing/hearing through the Mind, but in/as actual physical equality and oneness. To in fact hear/see with another in equality and oneness, cause if we were in fact equal and one, in seeing the pain/suffering/sacrifice of another as ourselves; we as humanity would not have accepted and allowed such an existence as we are now, as we are at the moment only accepting and allowing it, cause we’re using whatever we see/hear to serve/evolve the MIND, instead of actually SEEING, HEARING with and as what is here and coming up/manifesting a LIVING SOLUTION to all that is here as ourselves.

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DAY 110

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The Future of Parenting: DAY 110

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 10 (Self-Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

We have thus far walked the processes of Behaviour Sculpting and Emotional/Feeling Body creation within our Mind-Physical existence as Characters/Personalities we come to physically live-out and the consequences within this existent relationship within/between our Mind and the Physical. We will in DAY 110 continue with more specifics in the relationship between Energy-Experience and Mind-Evolution within the Physical-Body which will thus conclude the Emotional/Feeling Body Creation process, from where we will continue walking how we create/manifest our Thought Patterns and Internal Conversations/Backchat in where they come from/how they come to manifest/exist in/as our Mind.
For the moment, we’re going to walk some Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitments in having a look at parent-child relationships in our responsibility as parents and children in this world/reality regarding the consequence that exist in our nature/living as human beings and within the consequence, the solution to preparing ourselves within and without for the future of this World/Earth as the children of/as ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to beLIEve that energy/energy-experience, that was existent within me, experienced within me from childhood is the total defining nature of ‘who I am’ in the “experience of me”. Not seeing, realising and understanding that with me “experiencing me” as energy, was in fact me as the mind “experiencing itself” and as long as I exist within/as “experience as energy, existent only within/as the mind as me in separation from/of the physical”: I am not in fact living, not in fact here in REALITY. As the “experience” of me as energy is created/conditioned into, as and from memory-interactions within and as my MIND-REALITY, in separation from/of Physical-Reality, with the “experience of me” existent as reactions to/towards my external world/reality. And as long as I exist as energy from memory/mind, reactive to/towards my external environment/reality: I am not in fact here in actual physical real-time as breath, moving equal and one with/as my world/reality; and so why/how we have become a reactive humanity, reacting to the world from memories in our minds as energy-experiences, and so not living equal and one in physical real-time to develop solutions for ourselves and for all, as we’re too preoccupied reacting / “experiencing OURSELVES” in our own Minds.

I commit myself to, with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me, to as I am walking my characters/personalities as all the different selves I have separated me into and as that has become me as the Mind in my relationship to the physical, and simultaneously within this process align me to/as/with the equal and one living of me with and as the physical-body to align me into and as physical real-time living with and as breath, walking each breath in self-awareness of who I am as I become the directive-principle of me in physical living, and no more conditioned/limited to a reactive-being of emotions/feelings that activate from memories in my Mind to “experience only me”. To in/as this process investigate the triggers in my external and internal reality, in what activate REACTIONS, to in this see, realise and understand how/why I REACT, instead of in that moment investigating/changing the REACTION to solution. And in/as this self-responsibility walking of/as me - prepare myself to eventually walk into and as this World/World-System and Humanity, stop reacting to what is here and really see the REALITY of what is here as me and in/as this equality and oneness with and as REALITY: develop/establish and implement SOLUTIONS. As I see, realise and understand that transforming this world from REACTION to SOLUTION starts with the transformation of this relationship within me; as the process of taking responsibility for me as I stop reacting to myself and all, stop the possession of energy-experience separating me from myself, the physical and so my external world/reality and live the solution as me in being/becoming a self-aware directive being that is not subject/enslaved/possessed by my mind internally and world externally, but see through the veil of energy, into reality and so see the solution to me as all.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand why/how my existence as “energy experience” as the Mind in the Physical is a beLIEf, when looking at the nature of beLIEf is accepting and allowing without question, as I had never, from childhood questioned who I am in/as what I experience within myself/my body. As even those that have gone before me as my parents/peers did in no way understand the intricacies/nature/existence of the Mind and Energy and how we as children create the Mind as ourselves, especially – based on what we physically see, hear and EXPERIENCE as how experience as energy is activated, resonated and imprinted into and as our physical-bodies as children within/as/through what we see, hear and sense through and as the physical. And with our parents/peers existing within/as the merged relationship between the mind and physical, what manifest through their very behaviour, sound and physical presentation is resonating the mind/energy expression, and so we as children will architecturally construct ourselves in equal and one image and likeness to/as what we externally observe/see/hear/experience as the mind within the physical. And so what is imprinted into and as the very physical of ourselves as children is the very foundations/blueprints/structures of the mind that we then physically experience and because it’s existent/experienced in our physical, we beLIEve it’s who we are and so we imitate/copy/mould/shape/align ourselves as the mind in the physical without question within the reference of ‘self experience’ as energy/mind. With the parents not seeing, realising and understanding the extent to which their mind-physical existence in behaviour, tonality and resonance of what emanate from/of their entire physical-bodies as the mind: is imprinted into and as the physical of the child that becomes their internal reference for constructing/building/creating ‘who they are’ as a Mind/energy experience.
And so, why/how as children we do not/cannot question our existence as the mind-physical relationship, but exist as the consequences of what has been passed on-to us from those that have gone before us, that was/is supposed to have seen children as their mirror in investigating the history of themselves in/as their children that come from/of who they are in their mind-physical existence. But instead blamed the nature of children on everything/everyone else but ourselves, in not seeing, realising and understanding the extent of the parent’s responsibility and the world’s responsibility in what we leave behind for them in developing children in their within and without.

I commit myself to show, the extent of responsibility existent in parents and so this World System we accept/allow that we’re birthing children into/as – in the development of who they become/live in their self-existence. That we as those that have gone before them was supposed to LEARN FROM THEM as our mirrors regarding what we’ve accepted and allowed to be/become, what we’ve accepted and allowed the world-system to be/become and so develop solutions to changing/transforming our children into effective living beings in their within and without. Instead, we as the children’s examples are so unconscious/unaware of the totality of our mind-physical relationship, so possessed in our relationship with money, where time = money, instead of time/here = the living/development of life/living.
And so children in the totality of who they are, what they go through and experience EVERY SECOND/MILISECOND, every BREATH is in no way seen, realised and understood; beLIEving that we simply automatically became ‘who we are’ in our mind-physical existence, no realisation/awareness of the extent we programmed the mind into the physical from birth throughout our lives; how education, for example plays a minimal/minor role in the develop of the child within WHO THEY ARE as the majority of our development manifest from what we’re exposed to as children from our PARENTS/external world/reality/environment. And so parents simply teach the children the external basics, how to speak, walk, eat, sleep, dress, send them to school ‘hoping’ to make it in this world, with NO understanding of the extent of dynamics that’s existent in the Mind-Physical processes of the development/manifestation of who they are/will become/live as copies/duplicates of the parents/this current World-system, as parents do not even understand the extent and consequences of our own Mind-Physical relationship. And so, because of this – most of humanity struggle/fight in their relationship with themselves as there’s no education existent in what the Mind is/how it works from childhood throughout our lives, as everyone is just prepared/educated to survive in the world of money. With the majority of humanity not making it in any way whatsoever in this World System, but enslaved to conditions of poverty/suffering/hunger and pain simply because they don’t have an education, to survive to MAKE MONEY. So many countless human beings that can be utilized to contribute to the development of this world/earth for all of humanity and themselves in equality and oneness, but because life/living had been conditioned to money/survival, with no education on self living/contributing to this world/reality – we all, individually/together become insignificant, replaceable in the eyes of the World-System of Money as what we’ve accepted and allowed life/living to be/become limited/confined to/as.
In this, I commit myself to show why/how it is thus that so many human beings are becoming possessed/insane in this world/reality as living examples of how little we understand the mind-physical existence. As all the attention has only been tunnel-visioned into money and survival with NO ATTENTION given to children from birth in the development of their mind-physical relationship, how to effectively develop themselves as living beings within who they are/what they live. And so again we come to the equation of the 99% and 1%, all attention is given to the 1% of what we exist as, as money and survival and the 99% of ourselves existent as the MIND is given NO ATTENTION, development, direction, understanding in ANY WAY whatsoever. And so, now we’re coming into a world where children are born into a world-system with NO GUARENTEE of a life/living, with no education on how to stabilize their mind-physical existence when facing a world without money and what to do to survive. And so why/how the Mind simply short-circuit into insanity/possession and human beings are not given the means in themselves in what to do with a life with no money and the pressures/fears etc. that go with it. And then those with money/elite protect themselves from those that go insane/into possession with not knowing how to deal with themselves/life in what manifest in their Minds; instead of us all questioning what the hell is going on and actually GOING BEYOND THE QUESTION and INVESTIGATING within the starting-point of SOLUTION in looking at the mirror of ourselves as humanity, we keep them locked up/locked away; not seeing, realising and understanding our responsibility to/as them in what we’re accepting and allowing as this Money-System, parenting and the examples we set for children in not educating them in the extent to which the mind exist/what is involved in this world of life/living and how to deal with it all effectively.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent to which money-stability = mind-stability within/as most of humanity, in for example parents with their relationship with children, the extent to which who they are in their physical living is because of/due to MONEY, and so the child will align their mind in relationship to money as the parents did, and so presumably have a stable mind/self. But when/as money is taken away – the mind goes into absolute disarray with most human beings not able to cope/survive; cause the mind had not been conditioned/prepared with programmes with regards to how to survive without money and so the being as the mind lose absolute self-definition without its external connection to/as money.
In this, the extent to which the mind exist in its relationship to money, as the extent of the consequence of the world we have created, where self-stability only exist within money-stability, where life/living SELF-DEVELOPMENT, SELF HERE should have been the stability, that could be possible within an EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM, which will allow all practical physical needs of all to be taken care of/cared for so that we can really start focusing on OURSELVES, WHO WE ARE, developing LIFE education, cause TIME then is not linked to SURVIVAL/MONEY , but utilized as every breath to develop ourselves individually and together to living beings that in all ways, always contribute to the life/living of all.
It is really time for human beings to start waking up to this relationship between the Mind and Money and so see, realise and understand the solution as the Equal Money System and the problem as the current World-System and within this, our individual relationship to ourselves as the Mind; to open our eyes WITIN and WITHOUT and see, realise and understand the extent of problem as the Mind we individually accept and allow and the World-System we individually/collectively accept and allow and accept and allow as a life/living for children in this world/reality.

I commit myself to, with the availability of the Desteni I Process, Desteni, the interviews walked within EQAFE and within this Blog, the Equal Money System – to walk the detail of the existence of ourselves as the Mind, the extent of the responsibility of the parents on the development of the child, that the parents should have learned from the children as themselves in seeing, realising and understanding their living examples as children as direct mirrors of themselves and questioned ‘who we are/ what/how we live’ and not blamed anything/anyone else but really looking at self’s direct relationship to, with and as them. And should have really taken the responsibility in/as this world that we leave behind for them, that we humanity should have collectively come-together for the CHILDREN, children that do not discriminate between race, ethnicity, culture, language – all of this is trained/imprinted into/as them by/as/through those that have gone before them, that we should have come-together for ALL CHILDREN in equality and oneness and developed a world for them where they can live in/as that equality and oneness.

And so, I commit myself to with/through Desteni I Process, Desteni, the interviews walked within EQAFE and within this Blog, the Equal Money System walk the detail of how we exist as the Mind, walk the detail of our individual and collective responsibility to/as this World-System so that human beings can understand who we are/what we have become, how/why children and humanity as a whole as the nature/living of them reflect as a mirror what we individually and collectively accept and allow as the Mind within and the world-system without. To within this present an opportunity for parents/ parents to be / prospective parents to take within the palm of their hands, the hands of god - their children, this world they leave behind and take the responsibility of preparing themselves and this world into and as children that become living beings, that is secured a certain life from birth to death in/as an Equal Money System. In seeing, realising and understanding that this responsibility starts with SELF and self’s living within and without, to start the process of getting to know the mind, transforming self from mind-living to equal and one physical living and be a LIVING example for the children and so align self/self’s living to contributing to implementing a World-system where their living can/will be absolute. And so, within this – to start the process of LIFE-Education, first with understanding the mind and the world system to understand how it works to in this understanding be able to change ourselves/this world into and as the potential that is here as ourselves individually/together with just changing the starting point and so the living of who we are within ourselves and our relationship to/towards everything/everyone else.