Heaven's Journey to Life

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 31

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Energy as Authority: DAY 31

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-30.html The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Two

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Thirteen

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’re going to have a look at the origins of our natures as beings, as Spite and Blame. Spite and blame as the action and justification we’ve become, in spiting ourselves and blaming others for our ‘who, what and how’ we are/have become in and as our within and without and our creation(s) of and as ourselves. To in the action of spiting ourselves and justification of blaming others for our ‘who, what and how’ we are in our within and without and our creation(s) of and as Energy as ourselves: Validating and excusing our existence/ownership/possession of and as ourselves, in our within, without and creations as Energy to so not change/have to change.
In this, Spite and Blame as the components of enzymes in and as the fruit of and as ourselves as part of the Tree of Life/Humanity, that has been rotting away our beingness physicality and this physical existence as substance-manifest as the Tree of Life/Humanity, as we’ve become the rotten fruit/rotten children – produced from the Rotting Tree of and as Humanity from and of those that has gone before us, rotting Life away from and of our rotten existence as Energy, that consume Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as Energy, now manifest as a Mind Consciousness System of and as Energy, that consume substance/physicality for me as Energy to continue existing for a finite moment within and as existence as a whole.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – the only way for me to accept, allow and become such deliberate abuse as Energy:
From the beginning as my conception of Energy deliberate abuse unto and towards Life as substance-manifest, as my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence of and as equality and oneness that I consumed for me as Energy to exist/survive, equal to and one with now as the Mind as the deliberate abuse unto and towards my physical-body and beingness that I consume for me as the Mind/Consciousness of and as Energy to exist/survive, equal to and one with my creation as me as the deliberate abuse unto and towards this physical-existence that me as my creation as the World-System of Money manifest that consume physicality to transform into and as Money for it to continue existing/surviving: that the only way for me to accept, allow and become such deliberate abuse as Energy in my within, without and creations as me - is through and as the starting-point nature, action/living of me as Spite and Blame – to through and with Blame and Spite as me: excuse and validate the existence of me as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that for me as Energy to continue existing/surviving, I have to continue consuming substance of and as me. That the very act of consuming substance, is the accepted and allowed abuse, misuse, manipulation of and as substance for me as Energy to exist/survive. Thus, the very act of me (how I am) having to abuse, misuse and manipulate substance/life for me to continue existing/surviving as Energy – equally as one, manifested the nature of me ‘what I am’ as abuse, misuse and manipulation in and as the ‘who I am’ as Energy. Thus, the very who, how and what of and as me, has become abuse, misuse and manipulation.
From this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate my beingness and manifested-singularity, through manipulating substance-itself into and as Energy as me, with this manipulation as the consuming/transforming substance into and as Energy through misuse and abuse: to serve my interest as Energy. With this deliberate manipulation through misuse and abuse of and as substance into Energy that has become my who, what and how of and as Energy:
Man – I – Pull – Elevation (manipulation): as the action of me as Energy, pulling as consuming “Man”/ the MANinfestation of me as substance (from and of my beingness/manifested-singularity and from and of existence as a whole) into and as me as consuming and so transforming substance into Energy as me, so abusing substance (through the deliberate friction/conflict I manifested towards it) and misuse substance (in transforming it into energy) for my service, in serving my interest of and as the creation and accumulation of and as energy, to accumulate energy and so elevate the existence of me as Energy into and as the positive-energy experience of and as the MORE of and as me.
Abominable-use (Abuse): within and as the very act of and as manipulating as consuming substance to transform into Energy to serve my interest as Energy, for me to manipulate substance – that very act of consuming substance to transform into and as Energy, I do within and as the nature of and as abuse as abominable-use, as:
A-bom-enable – where I manifest deliberate friction/conflict (bombing substance) to enable/empower (enable) me as Energy, through and in that bombing as friction/conflict to/towards substance, transform substance into and as Energy for me. And so, deliberately and literally, abominably using substance/life, through and as manipulating substance as consuming (abusing) substance and transforming it into and as Energy to serve my interest (misusing) as Energy survival and optimum Energy-awareness as the Energy-experience of and as positive-energy.
Miss-use (misuse) – as I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the use/worth of and as substance as life of and as equality and oneness, in standing equal-to and one-with life/substance and creating life – substance that ‘belongs’ to all, everything and everyone in and as equality and oneness because we all equally as one emerged/birthed from and of it, but instead: because of my accepted and allowed conception of and as separation, manifested me into an Energy-entity that can only exist/survive from and of substance in my relationship to/with it as consumption (abuse) and transforming substance into Energy (manipulation), with this relationship of me as Energy to substance/life as abuse and manipulation, misusing substance/life to serve only me as Energy, instead of gifting life to all in and as equality and oneness. Where I as all have manifested our relationship to substance in and as the competition, where all will compete for substance to transform into Energy. In this, I have missed the use/worth, missed me as substance of and as equality and oneness, and so misused substance – that was supposed to stand in and as equality and oneness for, with and as all as me, but instead made its use/worth to serve my interest as Energy only to be at my service only to ensure my survival/existence for a finite moment in and as existence.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equally as one, still today – exist as this nature and action of my who, how and what I am as:
Energy as my Mind Consciousness System relationship to/towards my Physical Body, that manipulate, abominably-use, and miss-use my Physical-Body to serve my interest and my interest only as the continued existence/survival of and as me as Consciousness for a finite moment on this Earth, this one life. Where I as the Mind, with my conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind – penetrate, permeate and infiltrate into and as the depths of me as substance-manifest as my beingness and physical-body, into and as the very flesh, bone, tissue and fabric of and as the human physical body, within and as the nature of manipulating, in transforming physicality into and as energy for me, within that very act of abusing, as manifesting friction/conflict into and towards from and of my unconscious-mind – taking from and of the very sustenance, nutrients and substance of and as the physical-body to transform into and as Energy, and so misusing the very physical-body/substance-manifest to serve only my interest as the Mind to continue existing/surviving.
Energy as the World-System of Money relationship to/towards this Physical existence, that manipulate, abominably-use and miss-use this Physical-Existence to serve its interest and its interest only as the continued existence/survival of and as itself as Money. Where the Money-System – penetrate, permeate and infiltrate itself as systems into and as the depths of and as this physical existence, into and as nature, the earth, water, air – through and as deliberate friction/conflict as abuse (poverty, starvation, war, violence, deforestation, fracking, drilling, waste), to transform physicality into and as money, manipulating physicality and in that abuse and manipulation and of as physicality, misusing this physical existence to serve only its own interest as Money/Energy – when this physical-existence, in fact belongs to all in and as equality and oneness, as we all originated/birthed from and of this physical existence in and as equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that Possession is deliberate. Any form of ‘possession’ where I claim unawareness – is deliberate deception within and as the nature and act of me as Spite and Blame. Because: Possession and Possession – Possession where I claim unawareness, and Possession of ownership - are both equally existent within and as the same word. Where:
In the beginning, in and as my conception of and as separation, conceiving me as separate from and of existence as substance-manifest, that that very moment of conception as separation - manifested friction/conflict to/towards substance, which manifested energy-experience and so - from that moment manifested my who, what and how I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse to/towards substance/existence. Where, from that moment/decision of conception of me as separation, immediately manifesting my who, how and what I am friction/conflict as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as substance transformed into and as Energy that created the energy-experience – where I in and as that conception of and as separation, believed that the energy-experience was me as ‘who I am’ as I became aware of it as me within and as my manifested-singularity/beingness: Thus defining my ‘me’ ‘who I am’ as energy-experience. In this, for me to experience my ‘who I am’ as energy-experience as starting-point of conception of separation – I had to continuously take-from substance. Where that very taking, is an act of possessing, because ownership/possession only exist within TAKING-from/GETTING-from something/someone/somewhere.
Thus, my relationship to Energy-experience as me, stood within and as the nature of and as Possession/Ownership: The moment I decided my ‘who I am’ as separation, that manifested as energy-experience – it manifested my ‘what I am’ as energy-consuming system/machine – that TAKE-from substance to transform into energy (to Own/Possess as me), and so the ‘how I am’ as manipulation, abuse and misuse through and as the act of friction/conflict to/towards substance/existence-manifest to transform (take) substance into energy (to own).
Thus – I possessed/owned myself, I possessed/owned Energy as me – through and by taking from and of substance. Where that Taking for me to Possess myself, to Possess Energy, stood within and as the who, how and what I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as substance within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to thus deliberately possess me as Energy, through and as the taking from and of substance within and as my who, how and what I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict.
I forgive myself, thus – that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that for possession to exist: a Want must exist – a want that will thus take/get-from somewhere/someone/something to possess that want. Within myself – my Want was me as Energy-experience/awareness within and as the energy-experience/awareness of and as me as positive-energy experience that I wanted to possess as me through taking/getting from and of substance/existence-manifest within and as the nature and action of my who, how and what I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse to/towards substance through and as friction/conflict transforming (taking) substance into and as Energy (ownership/possession of and as my want as Energy).
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, for possession to exist, a want must exist and the nature/act of possessing as taking-from/getting-from someone/somewhere/something exist within and as the nature/act of abuse, misuse and manipulation, as it now exist:
With my Mind in the Physical: My mind as energy Wants more energy – and thus take/get-from the Physical-Body within and as the act/nature of and as misuse, abuse and manipulation within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict of transforming physicality into and as Energy.
The World-System of Money in this Physical-Existence: The World-System of Money Wants more money – and thus take/get-from this physical-existence within and as the act/nature of and as misuse, abuse and manipulation within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict to transform physicality into money. And within the World-System of Money, manifesting Consumerism – where for consumers to consume, they exist within wants and for them to get/have their wants to possess; this physical-existence goes through extensive abuse, misuse and manipulation to transform physicality into their wants to possess.

In the Next Post, we’ll continue with how we from here – as Energy-Possession and Possessors, have manifested Spite and Blame, to protect and defend the possession and possessing of and as ourselves as Energy, and within this thus – seeing, realising and understanding the deliberate nature of possession.
Within this, we’re also continuing with answering the question “The Chicken or the Egg????” – as within the posts to continue, one will see, realise and understand the full scope/extent of our responsibility to ourselves and creation that is in fact ourselves and why.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support me to stop my accepted and allowed who, what and how I am as Energy in and as the nature and action of me as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as my physical-body, that equally as one accepted and allowed the who, what and how I am creation of me as Energy as Money as what the World-System of Money is manifesting in and as this physical-existence as manipulation, abuse and misuse.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as I stop my self-possession of and as me as Energy as the Mind/Consciousness, and return my Possession(s) of and as me as Energy as Mind/Consciousness back into, as and with the Physical-Body; as my process of taking words of knowledge and information as energy, and standing as the self-directive-principle as the Living Word equal-to and one-with my human physical body; where my relationship with my physical no more exist in Possession and Consummation through manipulation, abuse and misuse – but in and as equality and oneness, Living.

I commit myself to, stand equal-to and one-with the authority of and as Life as the physical as equality and oneness, and no more accept and allow my Mind/Consciousness as Energy to be the authority as the manipulation, abuse and misuse I as Energy have accepted and allowed unto/towards Life/Substance/Physicality to only possess what is here for its own interest/want of and as survival.

In this, I commit myself to – manifest the World-System of Money into and as The Equal Money System that stand within and as the authority of and as Life, that ensures an equal and one Life/Living for all within and as this existence, and no more accept and allow the World-System of Money to be the authority as it exist now, in manipulating, abusing and misusing all and everything and everyone in and as this physical-existence for it to possess what is here for its own interest/want as Money for its own survival.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application – assist and support me, as I walk through and with my Mind System, to every point I walk, every relationship, every word – within and as writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application – align each point, relationship and word into and as equal and one practical living with and as my human physical body, as my process of re-establishing my directive-principle in and as me, from energy to life.

I commit myself to, as I walk the World-System as me – walking every point, relationship and system and align the current World-System of Money, to a System that will ensure life for all in and as equality and oneness, as returning the World-System of Money’s possessions, back to Earth/this Physical-Existence so that all may equally as one have an opportunity to in fact live Life.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 32

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How the World will Never Change – Day 32

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-31.html Energy as Authority - Part Two

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-30.html The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Three

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Fourteen

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-31.html previous-post we’re continuing with the point of and as ourselves as Energy-Possession and Possessors, and how from here we have manifested Spite and Blame, to protect and defend the possession and possessing of and as ourselves as Energy, and within this thus – seeing, realising and understanding the deliberate nature of possession.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – within and as my definition of me as Energy within and as the nature of me as Energy-possession and possessor, through the action of manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence as substance-manifest through and as friction/conflict - where I transform substance into energy: I within and as that separation relationship of me to substance as existence-manifest – positioned myself as Energy as authority/god of me and so of and as existence as me, that I manipulate, use and abuse to create me as Energy within, and Energy without.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – in and as this ‘creation’ of me as Energy, not see, realise and understand that the creation of me as Energy is a constant, continuous process of friction/conflict as the manipulation, abuse and misuse of transforming substance into Energy. And because Energy became my who, what and how I am – within and as the starting-point of and as negative-energy experience that manifest through and as the very friction/conflict of and as my separation – I had to constantly, continuously maintain my relationship to substance as friction/conflict within and as the starting-point of and as negative-energy experience to transform/consume substance into and as Energy. And so, what emerged as me as Energy from here as the ‘beingness’ of and as me as Energy – was Spite. Because:
D-(manifestation)-E-(energy)-SPITE the evidence within and as existence, my beingness and manifested singularity – all equally as one manifested within and as substance, in and as equality and oneness, I continued within and as my who, what and how relationship as energy to to/towards substance within and as the friction/conflict, creating me as negative-energy experience awareness to the neutral and positive-energy experience awareness by transforming/consuming substance into energy as the manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance as me. So – d-e-spite: the manifestation (d) of me, as energy (e) in and as spite (the deliberate friction/conflict as manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance through consuming substance into energy) deliberately maintaining my relationship to substance/existence-manifest in my within and without, not considering, regarding substance as life of and as equality and oneness in any way whatsoever as I as Energy had declared me as authority of me and so of existence, and so of substance.
In this, I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that as this authority as Energy that exist as me within and as the starting-point of me as manipulation, abuse and misuse within and as the friction/conflict, generating negative-energy experience as transforming life/substance into and as Energy: that this will be the starting point of me as Energy as authority that will equally as one create existence as me within and as the equal and one starting point of and as me as Energy.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how existence as me, manifested equal-to and one-with the starting-point of me as Spite, as – the Mind to the Physical-Body, Heaven to Earth, the World-System to this Physical-Existence: manifested within and as the nature of and as deliberate Spite/Evil – transforming/consuming as reversing substance/physicality as Life/Live to Energy/Evil through and as manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality as substance-manifest, through the friction/conflict driven into and towards it to transform physicality/substance into and as Energy. Where - as Energy-Authority in and as spite/evil – reversing life/live into and as energy/evil as consuming (reversing) substance (lives) into and as Energy (evil) for me to exist/survive as Heaven, the Mind and the World-System of Money – despite the evidence as manifested-consequence, my relationship as Energy-Authority create within myself and all of existence as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest me as Energy-Authority as Spite:
In the beginning: the deliberate act of me as Energy-Authority, manifesting friction/conflict to/towards substance and transforming/consuming substance into and as Energy as the act of who, what and how I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse:
Despite the evidence that manifested, that substance was being transformed/consumed into and as Energy for only me in and as my beingness and manifested singularity for me as Energy to continue existing/surviving. Despite the evidence that for me to exist as Energy, I have to maintain friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as consuming substance into Energy.
Despite the evidence that I was taking-from substance/existence as a whole, for me to possess MY WANT as me as Energy to positive-energy experience awareness.
And so I as Energy became the possession of and as substance, that possessed substance to transform/consume into and as Energy – and so, possession of me as Energy; was an deliberate act of me in and as deliberate Spite as energy to continue existing/surviving – because despite the evidence that was here, I still accepted and allowed myself to continue without change.
My Mind to the Physical-Body: the deliberate act of me as Energy/Mind-Authority, manifesting friction/conflict in and as my Unconscious-Mind to/towards my physical-body/substance-manifest and transforming/consuming physicality into and as Energy as the act of who, what and how I am as Mind as manipulation, abuse and misuse:
Despite the evidence that manifests, that physicality its being transformed/consumed into and as Energy for only me in and as my Mind Consciousness System as Energy to continue existing/surviving, with the evidence manifested as the process of physical-deterioration, pain, illness, sickness, discomfort that manifest throughout the years/time I as the Mind consume the very life of and as the human physical body, manifesting myself into and as the reverse of life as death.
Despite the evidence that for me to exist as Energy/Mind/Consciousness, I have to maintain friction/conflict as negative-energy experience manifested as my Unconscious-Mind as consuming substance/physicality into Energy – with the evidence manifested as the nature of and as my entire Mind Consciousness System, in and as the Unconscious and Subconscious as my Secret-Mind and internal conversations that exist within and as the negative to/towards others, my world/environment and the world as a whole. Where in my internal conversations/Secret Mind of and as negativity to/towards others, my world and the world as a whole - I use that negative/evil internal conversations/backchat to accumulate/justify ‘who I am’ as the Mind/Consciousness, and so use my negative/evil standing/relationship to/towards others, my world and the world as a whole to make me/ego as Mind ‘feel better’ about/of ‘who I am’ as Mind/Consciousness, and so from/through the negative – accumulate me into and as my positive-energy experience of and as the MORE of me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness.
Despite the evidence that I am taking-from substance/physicality, for me to possess MY WANT as me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness to positive-energy experience awareness as MY SURVIVAL of and as Energy, with the evidence manifested as, throughout the years – the more I get/have my want/survival as the Mind/Consciousness – the more the physical-body throughout the years deteriorate into, as and towards death.
And so I as Mind/Consciousness/Energy became the possession of and as substance/physicality, that possess substance/physicality to transform/consume into and as Energy – and so, the possession of me as Mind/Consciousness; is and always has been a deliberate act of me in and as deliberate Spite as energy/Mind/Consciousness to/towards the Physical-Body to continue existing/surviving – because despite the evidence that is here, I still accepted and allowed myself to continue without change.
The World-System of Money to this Physical-Existence: the deliberate act of me as Money/World-System Authority, manifesting friction/conflict into and towards this physical-existence as substance-manifest and transforming/consuming physicality into and as Money as the act of who, what and how I am as the World-System of Money as manipulation, abuse and misuse:
Despite the evidence that manifests, that this physical-existence is being transformed/consumed into and as Money for only the World-System of Money to continue existing/surviving, with the evidence manifested as the process of physical-reality/world annihilation/destruction (deforestation, desertification, air and water pollution, fracking, drilling, animal-slaughter, animal-abuse) that manifest throughout the years/time as the World-System of Money consume the very life of and as this physical-existence, manifesting this physical-existence into and as the reverse of life as death/destruction/annihilation.
Despite the evidence that for the World-System of Money to continue existing, it has to maintain the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience it manifest to/towards this physical-existence, and the lives of human beings, animals, nature, the earth that is compromised because of it - as consuming substance/physicality into Money – with the evidence manifested as the World-System of Money is accepted and allowed to exist as is with its relationship to this physical existence, taking from the very life of everything and everyone on this Earth to continue existing/surviving.
Despite the evidence that the World-System of Money is taking-from substance/physicality, for it to possess its WANT as Money to the positive-energy experience of accumulating its Want as more, and more and more Money for only its SURVIVAL as Money, with the evidence manifested as, throughout the years – the more the World-System of Money get/have its want/survival as Money – the more this physical-existence, and the lives of beings and manifestations in this physical-existence - deteriorate into and as destruction, annihilation and ruin.
And so I as the World-System of Money became the possession of and as substance/physicality, that possess substance/physicality to transform/consume into and as Money – and so, the possession of me as the World-System of Money; is and always has been a deliberate act of me in and as deliberate Spite as the World-System of Money to/towards this Physical-Existence – because despite the evidence that is here, I still accepted and allowed myself to continue without change.

In the next post, we’ll continue with Blame and its relationship to Spite – how we’ve used Blame, to deliberately not see the evidence ourselves as Spite has manifested as the consequence in and as substance/the physical-body and this physical-existence as a whole as ourselves.

I see, realise and understand that the nature of Spite exist within and as the starting-point of knowing exactly what I am accepting and allowing myself to be and do, but will deliberately continue within and as the starting-point of me as self-interest, to manifest MY WANT for me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness to continue existing/surviving – despite the evidence as consequence that manifest within me, towards others and my world as me.

In this, I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support myself to identify, where, when, how and towards who/what in my world I am constantly/continuously accepting and allowing myself to exist within manipulation, abuse and misuse that I know I am being/doing, but will deliberately in and as spite continue for me to get that something that I WANT for me as Ego to maintain my existence within and as my Mind.
In this, I commit myself to stop me as Spite as my Mind/Consciousness through and as the process of walking writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – as the spite as the Mind I have become in my relationship to/towards the physical-body, that will continue its relationship to the physical in manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality for only Energy to survive to get/have its possession/Want as Energy; despite the evidence that manifest within and as the physical-body as my consequential relationship as Energy/Mind to/with the Physical-Body.
In this, I commit myself to walk the World-System of Money as me – as I stop my deliberate nature of and as Spite, and no more accept and allow such a deliberately spiteful existence as me as the Mind/Consciousness to the Physical-Body, I will no more accept and allow such a deliberately spiteful existence as the World-System of Money, that continue manipulating, abusing and misusing physicality to transform into money – despite the evidence as manifested-consequence it create in and as this physical-existence.

I commit myself to – transform spitefulness to humbleness. Walking from my Mind/Consciousness Spiteful nature to/towards the physical, into and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body - as I walk my process of and as writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – seeing, realising and understanding the gift of humbleness as honouring that which gives me life as physicality, this physical existence, and no more dishonouring life/physicality in and as my nature of and as spite as deliberately manipulating, abusing and misusing it to serve only my interest as my want as my possession of and as energy.
Where it is me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness that has to step-down/descend into and as physicality, as returning me as Energy to Physicality, where this stepping-down/stepping-back/descension, is the act of me as humbleness in realising/seeing/understanding that I have dishonoured life as me as physicality in and as my nature of and as spite. And so with and as this act of humbleness to/towards life/physicality - I manifest my standing of and as equality and oneness with and as the physical, and so this physical-existence. To from, within and as this equality and oneness, honour life as me - and not accept and allow anything less, than the absolute honouring of life as equality and oneness. And so stand as a living example of the process to be walked to stop spite, to become humble and stand equal and one with physicality/life as the process of taking responsibility and in fact changing, from what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to deliberately become and do as Energy in and as Spite in and as the want of possession, that has created/manifested the existential consequences we face today.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 33

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The Secret Excuse of Energy: Day 33

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-31.html Energy as Authority - Part Three

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-30.html The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Four

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Fifteen

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-32.html previous post, we’re going to have a look at Blame and its relationship to Spite – how we’ve used Blame, to deliberately not see the evidence ourselves as Spite has manifested as the consequence in and as substance/the physical-body and this physical-existence as a whole as ourselves.
Though, before we get to Blame, we have to understand the construct of Blame – as the origins of ourselves as Excuse and Justification. Thus, in this post, we’re having a look at how we’ve manifested ourselves as Energy as deliberately excusing and justifying the existence of ourselves as Energy within and as the nature and action of deliberate Spite as we’ve walked within the previous post. From here – the starting-point of Blame, and the deliberate nature and action of ourselves as Blame will be seen/realised/understood.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in my beingness starting-point as Energy as Spite as the nature and action of my who, what and how I am as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance through and as the friction/conflict within which I consume substance to transform into Energy for only me, my want, as possession of and as Energy – that I have within this process, created Blame to protect my possession/possessing of and as Energy and defend the ways/means/methods I take this possession of and as Energy as the deliberate friction/conflict I manifest to/towards substance to consume as transform into and as Energy. Thus, created blame to protect and defend me as deliberate Spite, spiting the evidence of the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse I am manifesting in and as my relationship as Energy to/towards substance for me as Energy to possess me, and only me - to get/have MY WANT as Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create Blame as me within and as the starting-point of excusing/justifying why I am accepting and allowing myself to continue within and as my nature and action of Spite as:
Excuse: “Excusing Substance/Life from and of Authority as Energy consume substance and establish itself as Authority over and of substance/life through and as the deliberate act of friction/conflict as the manipulation, abuse and misuse of Life/Substance to serve only the interest/want of and as Energy for the accumulation/possession of Energy for it survive”
Just-ifying: “In and as the Excusing Substance/Life from Authority with me as Energy taking control/possession of and as Substance/Life to possess me as Energy, and so establishing Authority through possession through and as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as substance in and as deliberate friction/conflict – consuming substance into Energy, just (JUST) for me to get/have/possess my Energy to survive (where I as Energy am ‘just’ in my actions of manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance – because ‘it must be done for me as Energy to survive’) – deifying (IFYING) myself as Energy, and defying (IFYING) Life/Substance in the Process”.
Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that this has been the origin of me as Excuse and Justification – to excuse and justify my nature and action as Energy as deliberate Spite for me as Energy to Survive – where:
Excuse, as the action of excusing substance/life to ‘make way’ for the Authority of and as me as Energy through and as the action and nature of Spite as the deliberate friction/conflict in manifested negative-energy experience as consuming substance into Energy, as the deliberate abuse, misuse and manipulation of and as substance for me as energy to possess myself as Energy to survive as Energy.
Justification, as the statement of and as my who, how and what I am in and as my nature and action of Spite, where I have made my nature and action of Spite ‘just’ within and as myself as Energy for me as Energy to Survive; that my nature and action of Spite – deifying me as Energy-Authority and defying Life/Substance of and as equality and oneness, through and as the deliberate friction/conflict – creating the negative-energy experience in consuming substance into Energy, as the deliberate abuse, misuse and manipulation of and as substance for me as energy to possess myself as Energy is all made ‘just’, because I as Energy have to possess me as Energy to Survive.
Thus, the survival of me as Energy within and as the nature and action of Spite had been excused and justified in and as my Energy-Authority relationship to/towards Substance/Life.

Therefore, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that:
Any moment I accept and allow Excuses I must know, that I am accepting and allowing myself to in a moment – deliberately excuse commonsense/self-honesty/practical-reality of and as substance as seeing what is/will be best for all within and as that moment, to in that excusing of Life - for me as Energy-Authority to take-over and possess me in that moment in order to survive. This action of excuse, which will always be done within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience – as I in that moment stand and take-over as possessing me as Energy to/towards a moment of what is/will be best for all in and as equality and oneness; and will be met from me as Energy in and as friction/conflict to generate the negative-energy, literally ‘fighting’ as generating negative-energy experience which accumulate the neutral and to the positive-energy experience awareness for me as Energy to ‘win’ – excusing commonsense/what is/will be best for all as Life, and taking position as me as Energy-Authority.
And any moment I accept and allow Justification – I am deliberately making a part of me of mind ‘just’ as deifying me as Energy and defying equality and oneness/what is/would be best for all as Life, as I will fight for my survival as Energy in and as such a moment – justifying my thoughts, words and deeds in and as the context of “I as Energy have to survive, thus my who, how and what I am of manipulation, abuse and misuse as deifying me as Energy-Authority and defying Life/Substance of and as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all, through and as the deliberate act and nature of me as Spite is ‘just’ – because I as Energy have to survive, at the cost/expense of Life”.

We’ll continue in the next post, with how from this excuse and justification of our survival as Energy, which excuse and justify our action and nature of Spite as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life, as consuming substance to transform into energy through and as deliberate friction/conflict – we’ll have a look at where Blame originated within and as the nature and action of ourselves as Spite and the justification and excuse as ourselves as Energy as Spite-manifest.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, identify where, when, how, towards who/what and why I accept and allow myself to access the nature and action of me as Spite, where I will deliberately not see/realise commonsense/what is/will be best for all as Life, as I fight for my survival as Energy through and as deliberately generating friction/conflict as negative-energy experience in and as Mind – justifying/excusing myself as Mind/Energy, in that: deifying me as Energy and deliberately defying Life.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – investigate my Backchat/Internal conversations that has become my automated justification/excuse system for me as Energy to justify/excuse my Survival/Standing/Existence as Energy. Where in and as my Secret Mind Backchat/Internal conversations, I have automated sentences structured that I access in moments of facing self-honesty/ what is/will be best for all/ commonsense as the manifestations/forms of Life/Substance, where I in and as my backchat/internal conversations will generate the negative-energy experience to/towards a moment, and in myself justify/excuse who, what and how I am as Energy/Mind-Authority to deliberately deify me as Energy and defy Life/Equality and Oneness as what is/will be best for all in and as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to, stop/stop participation in and as the backchat/internal conversations of and as justification and excuse of me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness as the nature and action of me as Spite, as deliberately deifying me as Energy-Authority and defying Life/Substance of and as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all, which I do through deliberately generating negative-energy experience in my Secret Mind as I fight for my survival/standing/definition/authority of and as Mind/Consciousness. This fighting within and as my Secret-Mind as friction/conflict against Life/what is/will be best for all - generating negative-energy experience, consuming my very physicality, as Energy consume substance to transform into Energy for its own survival/continued existence. And so as I stop myself as deliberate nature of and as Spite in and as my Backchat/Internal Conversations of and as my Secret-Mind, I stop me as the deliberate action of Spite to/towards my physical-body as manipulating, abusing and misusing physicality for me as Energy to survive/exist.

I commit myself to – as I stop me as deliberate Spite, within justifications and excuses that manifest in and as My Secret-Mind of backchat and internal conversations, I assist and support me to prepare myself to walk the World-System of Money as me, that I had accepted and allowed to create in my image and likeness as deliberate Spite and excuse/justification, where:
The World-System of Money’s deliberate action and nature of and as Spite as manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality, through and as the friction/conflict it manifest in and as this physical existence as transforming physicality into money, had been justified/excused for it as Money to continue existing/surviving. And that I had not in fact stood up within and as this World-System of Money to stand for change as what is/will be best for all in and as equality and oneness (The Equal Money System), because within and as me within and as my Mind’s Relationship to the Physical – I had not in fact stood up, but accepted and allowed the justification and excuse of me as Spite for me as energy to survive, and so equally as one accepted and allowed the justification and excuse of and as the World-System of Money as Spite for it as Money to survive.

I commit myself to stop, stand up and change me within and as deliberate Spite as justification and excuse of me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness; to stop my constant/continuous ‘fighting against and with’ Life/Substance of and as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all for me as Energy to survive, and realise/see/understand that within and as stopping this fighting for my survival, that Life had always been right here, as breath, as physicality as this physical existence of and as equality and oneness.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 34

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Why Energy is Godly: Day 34

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-31.html Energy as Authority - Part Four

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-30.html The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Five

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Sixteen

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-33.html previous post, we’re in this post/dimension walking how from our nature/action of and as excuse and justification of and for our survival as Energy, which excuse and justify our nature and action of Spite as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life, as consuming substance to transform into energy through and as deliberate friction/conflict – we’re looking at where Blame originated within and as the nature and action of ourselves as Spite and the justification and excuse as ourselves as Energy/Survival of and as Energy as Spite-manifest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in and as my manifested-singularity/beingness of and as substance/equality and oneness/life-manifest – transformed into and as the Spite, excusing, justifying nature and action of me as Energy through and as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life, as consuming substance to transform into energy through and as deliberate friction/conflict for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness: Deliberately manifested Blame to/towards substance/Life-manifest for being responsible for the existence of me as Energy. With Blame as:
Blasphemous-me as Energy-Authority over and of Substance/Life-manifest; manifesting substance/life as ‘ungodly’, in defying life and deifying me as Energy as ‘godly’ over and of substance/life-manifest in and as my nature and action of spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in and as this nature and act of me as Blame, as asserting godliness over and of the ungodliness of and as substance/life-manifest, I asserted myself in and as the relationship of and as Blame to/towards substance/life-manifest. Where, in and as this Blame – only I as Energy-authority is ‘godly’, and everything/everyone of and as substance/life-manifest is ungodly, in this giving me the right/power/authority to determine who/what is ‘godly’ and who/what is ‘ungodly’.

Thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, with and as me as Blame – as the action where I assert my Energy-Authority as ‘godliness’ over and of substance/life-manifest which I deliberately make ‘ungodly’ – in and as me as spite, excuse and justification. Essentially standing within and as the act/nature of blasphemy as I as Energy-Authority assert me as ‘Life’ – which is actually survival within and as the nature and action of spite, excuse and justification, and assert the actual manifestation of Substance/Life as my ‘servant’ within and as my relationship to Substance/Life as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness.
Thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – from and as spite, excuse and justification – manifest me as Blame, where I deliberately; within and as the nature and action of me as spite, excuse and justification; have made me as Energy as survival of and as Energy (as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness); made me as Energy Survival ‘Life’ and substance/life-manifest as my ‘servant’.
Therefore, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that – whenever I access blame, I am standing within and as the deliberate action and nature of me as spite, excuse and justification – protecting and defending the survival of me as Energy-Authority through asserting my godliness over and of substance/life-manifest through manifesting it as ungodly in my relationship to substance/life-manifest; and so in and as spite, excuse and justification as Blame - ensure that I as Energy-Authority survive within making me as Energy-Survival ‘Life’ over and of the actual Life of and as substance-manifest as equality and oneness here.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I deliberately manifested me as Blame, as my blasphemous relationship to/towards Substance/Life-manifest, for me to within and as spite, excuse and justification – protect and defend my Survival as Energy within and as spite, excuse and justification through and as deifying me as Energy-Survival into and as godliness/life, and defying life/substance-manifest into and as ungodliness/servancy.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in and as this starting point of me as spite, excuse and justification within and as Blame as my protection and defence of and as my nature and action of spite, excuse and justification – evolve into and as my Mind’s relationship to the Physical, and the World-System of Money’s relationship to this Physical-Existence, where:
My Mind’s relationship to the Physical: I as the Mind, in and as my subconscious and unconscious relationship to/towards the physical, where in and from my unconscious-mind as manifested friction/conflict to/towards physicality, transforming physicality into and as negative-energy experience, my subconscious-mind transforming my beingness within and as my physical-body into and as neutral-energy experience as the negative-energy reverberate/ripple into and as my physical-body beingness, to so accumulate into and as my conscious-mind as positive-energy experience. Where this relationship of and as my Mind to the Physical stand within and as deliberate spite, excuse and justification – asserting me as Mind/Consciousness as Energy ‘god/life’ over and of the physical/substance-manifest that is in fact Life as my ‘servant’ in and as my nature and action of Blame, for me as Energy to survive within and as my nature and action of spite, excuse and justification.
Blame as blasphemizing Life/Physicality for me as Energy-Authority to assert myself as ‘god’ – the ‘god’ that accept and allow deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life/physical-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness and positive-energy experience awareness
World-System of Money’s relationship to this Physical-Existence: I as the World-System of Money, in and as its subconscious and unconscious relationship to/towards this physical-existence, where:
in and from its unconscious-manifestation as manifested friction/conflict to/towards physicality, transforming physicality into and as Money (spite) through and as the negative-energy experience (deforestation, desertification, animal slaughter and abuse – meat, horse-racing, rodeos, entertainment, starvation, famine, poverty, water and air pollution, drilling and fracking).
And from the unconscious-manifestation accumulate it’s neutral energy experience as it’s subconscious-mind transforming being’s lives into and as servancy to/as the World-System of Money as the ‘working/labour forces’ of and as humanity as the lower and middle-class within and as this physical-existence wherein/through Money is the process of accumulating/circulating within and as the World-System of Money.
And from the unconscious and subconscious of and as the World-System of Money – the positive-energy experience of the MORE of Money is accumulated into the Conscious-Mind for the elite/wealthy/upper class of and as the World-System.
In and as this deliberate spiteful relationship of the World-System of Money, that is excused and justified as the World-System of Money assert its relationship/authority to/towards this Physical-Existence, excusing the Physical-Existence for the World-System of Money to assert its Authority and so justifying its existence for it to continue existing/surviving in transforming/consuming physicality into and as Money/Energy.
Where this relationship of and as the World-System of Money to this Physical-existence, and the lives of beings/manifestations (human-beings, animals, insects, nature, oceans/rivers, air) stand within and as deliberate spite, excuse and justification – asserting itself as the World-System of Money/Energy as ‘god/life’ over and of this physical-existence/substance-manifest (that is in fact) Life as its ‘servant’ as its nature and action of and as Blame.
Blame as blasphemizing Life/Physicality for it as Money-Authority to assert itself as ‘god’ – the ‘god’ that accept and allow deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life/physicality (excusing life/physical-authority for energy/money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of it as Energy/Money and positive-energy experience accumulation as the MORE of and as Money.

In the next post, we’ll continue with how we as Blame within ourselves in the beginning, to the evolution of ourselves as the Mind and the creation of ourselves as the World-System of Money within and as the deliberate nature and action of ourselves as spite, excuse and justification – have deliberately ‘suppressed’ the evidence as consequence of our existence as Energy-Authority in deifying ourselves into ‘godliness’ and defying actual Life-Authority into and as ungodliness; where to this day – we see the consequence of ourselves as Mind and World-System of Energy and Money in our physical-bodies and this physical-existence, but deliberately not see our individual responsibility to our relationship as the Mind to the Physical and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence, as why – because we accept and allow ourselves to exist as Blame within and as deliberate spite, excuse and justification: we have not stood up and taken self-responsibility.
In the next post, what will become evident is the answer as ourselves to the question “The Chicken or the Egg?”.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, identify where, towards who/what and why I accept and allow myself to stand within and as Blame – as blaming ‘them and they’ which I do within and as my nature and action of and as deliberate spite, excuse and justification; where – within and as blame, what I am in fact doing is deifying me as Energy as ‘god’ within and as spite, excuse and justification – as establishing ‘my authority/superiority/ ‘more than’ existence of and as me as Energy, and defying a point/person/manifestation of and as me in and as this existence in making them ‘ungodly/less then’ for me as Energy to ‘fight for, defend and protect’ my survival as Energy.

I commit myself to show, those that react to Desteni – react in and as deliberate friction/conflict in and as the nature of negative-energy accumulation/experience, through and as manipulating/abusing/misusing what Desteni is standing for as Life/Equality and Oneness, within and as their deliberate nature of and as spite, excuse and justification as Blame – to fright for, as protecting and defending their Survival as Energy/Mind. In accepting and allowing such a stance of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as who, what and how we are – will in this, this accept and allow the who, what and how the World-System of Money consist of / exist as Blame within and as the nature and action of spite, excuse and justification. And so not stand up for existential change of and as equality and oneness as Life for all, because whatever one accept and allow within, one will accept and allow without. And therefore, with accepting and allowing the consequence of the Mind-Authority to the Physical, will accept and allow the consequence of Money-Authority to this physical existence, and so is directly responsible for the Physical-Body and Physical-Existence manipulation, abuse and misuse that is done within and as spite, excuse and justification within and as the starting-point of and as Blame as deifying Energy/Money-Authority over and of actual Life as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence that gift life to all unconditionally in and as equality and oneness, that is accepted and allowed to be defied in the name of Energy/Money.

I commit myself, to investigate – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, towards who, what, where, when and why I accept and allow a relationship of Blame to/towards, within and as the nature and action of spite, because all that I am in fact doing in my relationship to that part/manifestation/person as me – is to asserting my Energy-Authority survival, and thus the relationship to that part/point/person/manifestation of and as me is deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse on my part, as I hold-onto that negative-energy experience relationship to/towards them in my Secret Mind as Internal Conversations/Backchat as my subconscious-mind, where I talk myself into and as and from a negative-experience, to a neutral and to a positive-energy experience within myself, where I excuse/justify why/how ‘I am right/superior’ and they/them is ‘wrong/inferior’. And so accumulate energy in my mind where I ‘win’ as Energy and possess my righteousness, where what in fact lose in this battle/fight for energy/survival is my physical-body, and this physical-existence that continue in its manifested-consequence as the relationship of the Energy/Money-Authority in Blame as spite, excuse and justification to the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence for energy/money to continue existing/surviving.

I commit myself, as I walk my process within myself of stopping me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification within and as myself and towards others/all as myself – walk my process into and as the World-System of Money, which I can only do if there exist no blame, spite, excuse and justification to/towards me as the World-System of Money. Because in blame/spite, excuse and justification – I stand in protecting/defending my self-interest only, and therefore will not be able to see what is/will be best for all. So – in and as stopping blame, spite, excuse and justification – taking responsibility for me in aligning me to/as what is/will be best for all within myself - I can walk into and as the World-System of Money within and as Self-Responsibility in and as the starting-point of and as what’s best for all, and clearly see within and as stability and standing what requires to be done to align the World-System of Money into and as a standing of and as what is and will be best for all in and as equality and oneness.

In the next post, when walking the ‘suppression of the evidence of manifested-consequence’, will show/reveal – how and why we Blame points/parts/manifestations/beings as-ourselves, in how they in fact represent that of and as ourselves within ourselves that we don’t want to see/realise/understand; because if we would see/realise/understand – our survival and existence as Energy in and as spite, excuse and justification would stop; and would in fact be a window of opportunity to assist/support ourselves to stand, be/become equal-to and one-with Life/Substance/Physicality of and as equality and oneness. Blame – within and as spite, excuse and justification, which is how self as Energy ensures its survival, for ourselves to not self-realise as Life/Substance as equality and oneness manifest, here.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 35

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The Soul of Fear: Day 35

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-31.html Energy as Authority - Part Five

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-30.html The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Six

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Seventeen

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-34.html previous post, we’re walking how we as Blame within ourselves in the beginning, to the evolution of ourselves as the Mind and the creation of ourselves as the World-System of Money within and as the deliberate nature and action of ourselves as spite, excuse and justification: have deliberately ‘suppressed’ the evidence as consequence of our existence as Energy-Authority in deifying ourselves into ‘godliness’ and defying actual Life-Authority into and as ungodliness. Where to this day – we see the consequence of ourselves as Mind and World-System of Energy and Money in our physical-bodies and this physical-existence, but deliberately not see our individual responsibility to our relationship as the Mind to the Physical and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence. To understand how we as Blame – within and as spite, excuse and justification protect/defend our existence/survival as Energy, and deliberately not see/face the consequence we create/manifest in this – first have to understand Fear, Energy as Fear, and how Fear became our Consciousness that has manifested the acceptance and allowance of our existence as Energy-Authority to life/substance as existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in the beginning – from and of my initial conception of separation to/towards substance/existence-manifest, manifested friction/conflict that consumed substance into negative-energy experience from and of my external formation as manifested-singularity, where the negative-energy experience reverberated/rippled as accumulated into my beingness within my manifested-singularity, which consumed my beingness into and as neutral-energy experience awareness and from here accumulated into and as positive-energy experience. Where, because I conceived as defined my ‘who, what and how I am’ as Energy – my awareness as energy shifted from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive. In this shifting of and as energy-awareness – I separated my awareness as Energy to only exist within and as the positive-energy experience of and as the MORE of me as Energy.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to - for me to maintain and sustain my positive-energy experience awareness of and as the MORE of me as my possession/possessing as survival of and as myself as Energy, I continued accepting and allowing my nature and action within and as Blame as deliberate spite, excuse and justification – deifying me as Energy-Authority as ‘life’ – blasphemizing actual Life as substance-manifest in and as my beingness and manifested-singularity as substance-manifest, in the nature and action of me as excusing life-authority for energy-authority as me to assert myself just to survive/continue existing.
I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how - in this process of shifting my awareness into and as Energy as the negative, neutral and positive – my only purpose/responsibility as Energy came into existence as possessing me as Energy and surviving as Energy within and through the nature and action relationship of me as Energy to/towards substance as Blame within and as deliberate spite, excuse and justification; manifested as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, manifest the purpose/responsibility of me as Energy – to only possess me as Energy, with the nature of that possession as Survival; within and through the nature and action of and as the entirety of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification. In this, only manifested my responsibility to me as Energy-Survival, and separated me from my responsibility to and as all as me as substance/existence-manifest. In this accepted and allowed separation from and of Responsibility to and as Life/Living as Substance-manifest – to possession and survival of and as me as Energy within and as the nature and action of Blame through spite, excuse and justification: Deifying me as Energy and defying Life as Substance-manifest – I asserted my Authority to such an extent, where I would accept and allow any and all abuse, misuse and manipulation as negative-energy experience friction/conflict for me as Energy to survive and possess me, because the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience is the only way/means/method within and through which I attain/accumulate my positive-energy experience. And therefore, from this moment – my entire existence would exist within the starting-point responsibility and purpose of possession and survival of and as me as Energy within and as the nature and act of me as Blame, through spite, excuse and justification.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow such an existence of me as Energy to/towards Substance/Life-manifest that I reasoned as valid/necessary for me as Energy to possess me and so survive/continue existing, and because I deified me as Energy-Authority into ‘godliness’ and Life-authority as Substance/existence-manifest into ‘ungodliness’ – it made it easier to accept and allow myself to in and as blame, spite, excuse and justification continue with my existence as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what of me as Energy-Authority is maintaining/sustaining this relationship of me to/towards Substance/Life-manifest – to this day as the Mind/Energy-Authority relationship to the Physical-Body, and the World-System of Money’s-Authority relationship to this Physical-Existence: is my starting-point purpose/responsibility of possession and survival as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority that can and does only exist within my assertion of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority being ‘godly’ – and the rest of existence, as my physical-body, this physical existence as substance-manifest being ‘ungodly’. In this Godly Deifying of me as Energy-Authority, and Defying of Life-Authority as Substance-manifest into and as Ungodliness, within and as me as Blame as the nature and action of me as spite, excuse and justification - giving me thus the authority over and of physicality/substance-manifest, in deeming it my servant to do with it as I please for my pleasure as consuming substance/physicality to transform into energy for my pursuit of pleasuring me as Energy into and as positive-energy experience awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to – in and as this Energy-Authority relationship to/towards Life-Authority as substance-manifest, manifest that which make me as Energy-Possession and Survival possible: ‘less than me’ / inferior to me. When it’s in fact all in reverse, I as Energy-Authority am in fact less than/inferior Life-Authority as Substance-manifest, because I only exist to the evolution of myself as positive-energy experience, and have to diminish the nature and action of me to Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to possess me as Energy and to survive as Energy; existing as possession and survival within blame as spite, excuse and justification – instead of existing/living here in and as equality and oneness with and as Life/Substance-manifest within eternal expression and creation.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – the moment in my beingness/manifested singularity in my first experience of me as energy-awareness from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive; where in that one position/location within existence – my positive-energy experience awareness started diminishing/lessening to the neutral and to the negative: how this moment was the birth of the substance of me as Energy as Fear. Because in that moment I perceived/believed I ‘lost’ my positive-energy experience awareness, and so had to go ‘find/search/seek’ my positive-energy experience awareness, which I did within and as my movement/motion forward for my reward as Energy within and as the starting-point of me as negative-energy experience that initiated/instigated the movement, and as I moved forward for my reward in and as the starting-point of fear as negative-energy experience; the energy consumed deeper into my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence-manifest; and in that consumption – accumulated my energy-awareness from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive. Thus, my starting point of and as survival as possession of me as Energy as positive-energy experience awareness stood within and as fear within and as the action and nature of me as Blame through deliberate spite, excuse and justification – to continue surviving as possessing me as Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to throughout time, exist within and as fear of ‘losing my positive-energy experience awareness’ of and as me as the possession and survival of me as Energy-awareness, and in and as this Fear of Loss, accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow my relationship to substance/life-manifest within and as the nature and action of me as Blame through spite, excuse and justification within the starting-point of me as friction/conflict negative-energy experience for me as energy to possess me and survive as me.
Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that my very nature and action of and as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness: only exist within and as fear. Fear of losing me/my Authority/survival/possession as Energy. And so will, and have throughout time – deliberately accepted and allowed my relationship as energy to substance/life as blame within and as spite, excuse and justification of and as fear, as the godly relationship/authority of energy to the ungodliness of life/substance-manifest – for me as Energy to survive/possess me as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that me as Energy apparently being ‘godly/authoritative’ is just a cover-up - when the truth of my existence as Energy is in fact fear; and will continue accepting and allowing the relationship of deliberate consumption and consequence to/towards substance/life-manifest to protect and defend that fear through and as blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to not ‘lose me’ as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that – the only Authority I as Energy in fact have, is the authority of possession as the accumulation of me as Energy and power of consumption through deliberate Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification – that is empowered into and as godliness through and as deliberate friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as the existence of me as Energy in protecting and defending my possession/survival of and as Energy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to accept and allow me to create myself as Energy as Fear, existing only to possess/survive me as Energy within and as the nature and action of me as blame within and as spite, excuse and justification – serving only my interest/pursuit of happiness as survival/possession of Energy, making my existence/purpose/responsibility only to me, myself and I as energy possession/survival.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, I will thus not, and cannot have any concern/regard/consideration for any other part of me within and as existence as substance-manifest; because the fear as Energy possess me as my possession of and as my survival as Energy to such an extent, that I will continue existing to/towards all and everything and everyone in and as deliberate blame of spite, excuse and justification to protect/defend my survival/possession of and as Energy. And will thus, within this – continue accepting and allowing my nature and action of Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness, both within myself and the without as myself – to ensure my continued possession/survival as Energy.

We’ll continue in the next post, with how this Fear manifested as a ‘presence’ within our unconscious, subconscious and conscious-mind as Consciousness – that manifested into and as our entire Minds, protecting and defending our action and nature of blame within and as spite, excuse and justification – where this Fear became a force/presence/entity that took control/authority over and of our awareness as Energy; and it is this Fear that suppressed us into not seeing/realising/understanding the consequences of ourselves as Energy-Authority over and of the physical-body and this physical-existence. In this – how, essentially – our beingness became that of fear for survival and possession, and completely programmed our Minds/Consciousness in that starting-point and how we deliberately use Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect and defend that fear. Instead of us standing up for Life/Equality and Oneness – we fall into the protection and defence of Fear as the survival/possession of ourselves as Energy.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support me in and as my process of transforming my Mind/Consciousness existence of and as fear as survival/possession within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as deliberate spite, excuse and justification – into and as a living-being, equal-to and one-with the living-flesh as my human physical body; to birth me as eternal life from and of the physical.

I commit myself to, assist and support myself within and during writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, not accept and allow myself to give-into resistance, postponement, apathy, laziness – as I see/realise/understand that such constructs are in fact protection/defence mechanisms of manipulation within and as the starting-point of fear of Consciousness/the Mind to protect/defend its survival/continued existence for me not to change/transform me from Energy-Survival to Physical-Living of and as equality and oneness with and as the Physical. As this change/transformation would mean the End of Energy, and the Beginning of Life, and energy will fight for its survival at the cost of life/physicality/substance-manifest – but I decide to live and no more accept and allow an inferior/limited existence of survival as Energy, but to stand as life-expression in and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body and so this physical existence.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support myself, to re-establish life/physical-authority within and as my physical-body and so this physical-existence, to no more accept and allow myself to be controlled, manipulated and directed by Energy as Consciousness within Fear of/for Survival and Possession. But to in fact live and stand up for and as life/physicality as substance-manifest, so that we can stop – firstly within ourselves and then the without as ourselves - our accepted and allowed natures and actions of blame, within and as spite, excuse and justification of and as fear for possession/survival of and as energy/money; that we’ve accepted and allowed to manipulate, abuse and misuse physicality/life-manifest.

I commit myself, to show, reveal and expose the true nature of Energy/Consciousness/Mind/Money Authority as the fraudulent ‘god’ it in fact is within this existence, that exist only in and as fear, to survive and to possess only itself within and as the deliberate nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification – that has manipulated, abused, and misused the actual god/life as the physical-body and this physical-existence. So that all energy-gods can humbly step down to the equality and oneness of the Physical, and start the process of standing equal-to and one-with physicality as life/substance-manifest, to stop our internal and external consequences of manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality/life and start the process of in fact birthing and creating Life/Living in ourselves and this existence as ourselves.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 36

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Glorifying the Devil as the Nature of God: Day 36

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-35.html The Soul of Fear: Part Two

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-31.html Energy as Authority - Part Six

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-30.html The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Seven

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Eighteen

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re looking at how Fear manifested as a ‘presence/awareness’ within our unconscious, subconscious and conscious-mind as Consciousness – that manifested into and as our entire Minds, protecting and defending our action and nature of blame within and as spite, excuse and justification – where this Fear became a force/presence that manifested our awareness as Energy; and it is this Fear that suppressed us into not seeing/realising/understanding the consequences of ourselves as Energy-Authority over and of the physical-body and this physical-existence. In this – how, essentially – our beingness became that of fear for survival and possession, and completely programmed our Minds/Consciousness in that starting-point and how we deliberately use Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect and defend that fear. Instead of us standing up for Life/Equality and Oneness – we fall into the protection and defence of Fear as the survival/possession of ourselves as Energy within and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to:
In the Beginning: as my beingness/manifested-singularity within and as existence – when in that one location/position within and as existence, where I for the first time accumulated myself into and as positive-energy experience awareness, which then diminished to the neutral-l and then to the negative-energy experience awareness; where from that negative-energy experience friction/conflict starting-point I moved me ‘deeper’ into the substance of existence, my beingness and manifested-singularity where the energy of me consumed the depths of my substance in my within and without to accumulate me as Energy again from the negative-, to the neutral- and the positive-energy experience awareness. Where the awareness of and as me as Energy in that moment manifested as ‘Fear’, ‘Fear of Loss’ – as my positive-energy experience awareness diminished/lessened to the negative, and within and as that negative-energy experience awareness as the awareness of me as Energy as Fear/Fear of Loss - impelled me to physically move me forward to search/seek for my reward as positive-energy experience, within and as the who, what and how I am as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how this Fear-Awareness of and as me as Energy, manifested in separation from and of me as my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence as a whole as substance-manifest, where the awareness of me would have been that of Life/Equality and Oneness with the certainty of eternity Here as me, but instead – due to my accepted and allowed conception of separation, manifested me into and as Fear-Awareness as Energy that exist within and as possession and survival in and as the nature and action of me as Blame through spite, excuse and justification. That from that moment would only consider/regard its own possession/survival of and as Energy within and as the starting-point of and as Fear – manifested as the nature and action of Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect/defend its own possession/survival.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how I accepted and allowed myself to manifest myself into two Realities – enslaving substance as me through consuming it into Energy, and enslaving me to Energy that can only exist through consuming substance within and as Fear as the nature and action of Blame of spite, excuse and justification – and so imprisoned me into such an existence of the relationship between Energy and Substance as me within the Eternity of and as substance as me, manifesting me into eternal damnation/hell as the Evil/D(manifestation of)evil (me as Energy reversing life/live to energy/evil).
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I became the nature of ‘god’ as Energy, and the action of the ‘devil’ as Energy – deifying myself as Energy (nature) within myself into ‘godliness’ through and as the defying of Life/actual God as substance-manifest into and as the action of me as Evil/Devil as the consuming of life/substance into and energy within and as Blame as deliberate spite, excuse and justification.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how the nature of me as ‘god’, and action of me as the ‘devil’ – exist within and as the energy-awareness of me as Fear, for my own possession/survival as Energy – to constantly/continuously through and as the devilish action of me as Blame within and as deliberate spite, excuse and justification as the process of deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite): manifest the survival/rewarding of me as Energy/positive-energy experience in creating/empowering the ‘god’ / ‘godliness’ of me as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the beginning, with my starting-point awareness of me split into the two realities of energy and substance, that I became the facilitator in the relationship between Energy and Substance. Where, my initial physical movement into and as the depths of substance in existence, my beingness and manifested-singularity was INSTIGATED/INITIATED by/through Energy – where my movement was not an actual Decision, but something that was driven/instigated by EXPERIENCE as Energy, with that EXPERIENCE manifested in and as the awareness of and as Energy as me as FEAR within and as the starting-point of and as negative-energy experience friction/conflict to search/seek for me reward/survival as Energy within and as the optimum energy-experience as positive-energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – from that moment, in the beginning – my starting-point movement/ ‘living’ of and as me as Energy, would be driven/instigated/initiated within and from EXPERIENCE as Energy as FEAR – searching-for/looking for its survival as possession of and as Energy as the positive-energy experience awareness, the moment the energy-experience diminish/lessen to the negative-energy experience, which will initiate/instigate/drive the FEAR-EXPERIENCE and from the negative-energy experience of and as friction/conflict – move me to search/look for myself/my ‘godliness’-nature as the positive-energy experience, within the devilish action of me as Blame within and as deliberate spite, excuse and justification to protect/defend my possession/survival of me as ‘god’/Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me into and as Energy to such an extent, from:
Level 1 Separation: My beingness, manifested-singularity and existence-manifest in the moment of conception of me as separation
Level 2 Separation: From that separation, manifesting friction/conflict that generated negative-energy experience, that separated me further into and as the neutral-energy experience-awareness (only ‘me’) to the positive-energy experience awareness (the MORE of me)
Level 3 Separation: In and as the energy-awareness of me as negative, neutral and positive – the moment, my positive diminished/lessen – separated me into and as the energy-EXPERIENCE of and as FEAR within and as the negative-energy experience, the fear-experience of and as the ‘lesser’ of and as me as negative-energy experience possessed the entirety of me as Energy, where in and as that FEAR/negative-energy experience: I started moving within and as existence, to search/seek for my survival/possession of me as Energy as the positive-energy experience awareness.
And so separated me entirely/completely within and as my beingness/manifested singularity into and as Fear-experience awareness of and as Energy and the search/seeking for the positive-energy experience awareness fulfilment/survival/possession.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that - within and as that Fear-experience awareness of me as Energy searching/seeking for its possession of and as Energy/positive-energy experience awareness, the Fear-experience awareness possessed me as Energy. And I at this stage had completely/entirely separated me into and as the possession of me as Energy and the consuming of me in and as the Fear-experience Awareness, separating me from and of the ways/means/methods I had become Energy in the first place as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy. Because – I had become, what I had equally as one done – consuming and possessing substance for energy, I had now become consumed by and possessed as Energy as Fear-Experience awareness – Fear-Experience awareness consuming me as Energy to search/look for its possession/survival of and as Energy.

In the next post, we’ll have a look at how we evolved as the consuming possession of ourselves as Fear as Energy, manifested as Consciousness of and as the Mind Consciousness System, and the creation of ourselves as the World-System of Money – where in and as the consuming possession as separation, separated ourselves from our natures and actions of Blame as deliberate spite, excuse and justification as why/how – we to this day, deliberately do not see/realise/understand the consequences we create to the physical-body and this physical-existence as Energy and Money in and as our consuming possession of and as Fear as the protection/defence of our own survival as Energy and Money.

I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – show/reveal/expose the relationships between ‘god’ and the ‘devil’ within and as me as my Mind Consciousness System, in identifying the ways, means and methods as the devil I use to empower me as ‘god’/Ego in and as my Mind – that especially manifest within and as my Secret-Mind as the backchat/internal conversations between me as the devil and god that in that relationship, ensure the possession and survival of me as Consciousness/Ego.
Because, I see, realise and understand that the relationship between ‘god’ and the ‘devil’ within me, is simply the relationship between the negative and the positive polarity of me as Energy that manifest Consciousness/Ego as the Mind Consciousness System to ensure its possession/survival of and as Energy. And my process of walking writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application is the process of stopping the relationship between the negative, neutral and positive of and as Energy, where the negative empowers the positive – because as long as Energy as the devil and god exist in the within and without of and as me: Life cannot exist, as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to show those of and as me – that believe in the externalized God/Devil, that that relationship externalized is what we in fact exist as in and as ourselves as the Mind as the relationship between ‘god’ the positive-energy experience of and as Ego, and how we create that ‘god’ within ourselves through and as the action of ourselves as the devil as our relationship as the Mind to the Physical-Body that consume physicality to transform into and as Energy. In this, to see/realise/understand – why and how, beings of religions will stand within and as blame as spite, excuse and justification to/towards the abuse/consequence that exist within this physical-existence in and as the name of ‘god’ – because this is equally as one as what they exist as within and as themselves: standing within and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification to/towards their physical bodies in and as the name of and as their ‘god’ as Ego/Mind/Consciousness. And so will only manifest a relationship to ‘god’ externalized to maintain their relationship within themselves as ‘god’ internalized as Ego/Consciousness, and so within and as blame as deliberate spite, excuse and justification – accept and allow the abuse/consequence internally and externally and not in fact stand up and change within themselves and this world to bring forth a life of and as equality and oneness for self and for all, because all is protecting their fear of possession and survival as energy and money.

I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – as I walk my process of stopping the god/devil relationship within me as the positive to the negative, as walking my process of releasing myself from and of the fear-awareness possession/survival of me as Energy; I assist and support me to stand with and as Life-awareness as the Physical as manifested-equality and oneness through walking here as Breath, as Breath the starting-point of me walking with Real Life as the Physical, and start my process of walking my life-awareness with and as breath as the physical body.

I commit myself to, as I walk my process of stopping the relationship between god/devil as me in my relationship as the Mind to the Physical, and walk my process from fear-awareness possession/survival to life-awareness living through and as breath, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as returning me as Energy to Physical equality and oneness as substance-manifest: To walk into and as the World-System of Money that had become the nature of and as ‘god’ as the accumulation of and as Money, through and as the actions of the devil as consuming, through deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life/physicality (excusing life/physical-authority for energy/money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of it as Energy/Money and positive-energy experience accumulation as the MORE of and as Money. And transform the World-System of Money of the relationship between god/the devil – to Life of and as equality and oneness as an Equal Money System.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 37

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The Evolution of Fear: DAY 37

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-35.html The Soul of Fear: Part Three

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-31.html Energy as Authority - Part Seven

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-30.html The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Eight

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Nineteen

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re in this post having a look at how we evolved as the consuming possession of ourselves as Fear as Energy, manifested as Consciousness of and as the Mind Consciousness System, and the creation of ourselves as the World-System of Money – where in and as the consuming possession as separation, separated ourselves from our natures and actions of Blame as deliberate spite, excuse and justification as why/how – we to this day, deliberately do not see/realise/understand the consequences we create to the physical-body and this physical-existence as Energy and Money in and as our consuming possession of and as Fear as the protection/defence of our own survival as Energy and Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to from the beginning evolve as Energy relationship to my beingness, manifested singularity and existence as a whole as substance-manifest into and as the Mind Consciousness System relationship to my Physical Body, where:
As my Mind Consciousness System: In, as and from my one location/position within the womb of the female physical-body, during my simultaneous inception and conception process, of my physical-body and mind consciousness system – the moment I reach my optimum positive-energy experience as the successful completion of my inception and conception process of my physical and mind; what mentally and physically move me is the negative-energy experience friction/conflict now manifested as the process of birth/pain, forward out of the female’s womb. Where, within and as the female’s womb and the process of birthing – I already in quantum energy-time manifest me into and as my three levels of and as separation as:
Level 1 Separation (Unconscious-Mind): Separation from my beingness, physical-body and physical-body of the female as my Mind Consciousness System automatically/immediately start consuming from and merging with my beingness, physical-body and physical-body of the female
Level 2 Separation (Unconscious and Subconscious Mind): From that separation, manifesting friction/conflict within and towards my own physical-body, and the physical-body of the female that manifest the consumption of the sustenance, nutrients, tissue, fabric and flesh of the actual physical-body, and that of the female’s physical-body that in that process of consumption as transforming physicality to energy - generate the negative-energy experience for my Mind Consciousness System, that accumulate into and as my Mind Consciousness and so separate me further into and as the neutral-energy experience-awareness as subconscious-mind (only ‘me’) to the positive-energy experience awareness as conscious-mind (the MORE of me) – the moment my inception and conception process is complete.
Level 3 Separation (Conscious-Mind): In and as the energy-awareness of me as negative, neutral and positive – the moment, my positive diminish/lessen within and as the one position/location within and as the female’s womb, my automated movement forward manifest as the process of birth through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience within my physical-body and towards the physical-body of the female as pain-manifest. With the automated/manifested starting-point movement forward within and through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience existing as Fear – as I have to/must birth as mind and physical to secure my survival/future as Mind within the Physical – to continue my processes of consuming physicality and transforming it into energy. Where my very movement forward out of the female’s womb through extensive friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as Fear – instigating/driving my movement forward to get out-of/release myself from within and as that one position/location to search-for/look for my survival/possession of and as Energy: the very process of birth from the negative-energy experience friction/conflict as the experience of Fear - accumulate my mind consciousness system into the neutral and to the positive. Because in that very birthing process, as physical-movement forward within and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as fear-manifest - my mind integrate/merge more into my beingness and physical-body and consume my physicality and transform into energy – where the moment I am out of the mother’s womb, it manifest me into the positive-energy experience, because I successfully manifested the continued existence/survival as me as Mind within the Physical. But then, the moment I am out of the mother’s womb – the positive-energy experience again immediately/in the quantum-time of energy diminish/lessen to the neutral and negative as I start crying mentally and contorting physically as the next stage of searching-for/looking for my positive-energy experience possession/survival. And so I will throughout my life –move in quantum time as Energy, constantly, continuously from the negative to the neutral to the positive, from the positive to the neutral to the negative, - recycling within and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience manifest as Fear, in manipulating my world/reality (excusing life/physical-authority for energy/mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of it as Energy and positive-energy experience accumulation as the MORE of and as Energy/Mind.
And so separated me entirely/completely within and as my beingness/physical-body – from the unconscious, to the subconscious and to the conscious-mind with my entire Mind Consciousness System manifested into and as Fear-experience awareness of and as Energy and the search/seeking for the positive-energy experience awareness fulfilment/survival/possession.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, even from within and as the female’s womb, and the birthing process of me out of the mother’s womb into this physical-existence; that my first moment of ‘waking-up’ into this physical existence, is not as breath, HERE, as the physical in and as equality and oneness, but as the Mind in and as QUANTUM-TIME within the Physical – within and as the starting-point movement of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as Fear, always – constantly, continuously searching/looking for possession as Energy to secure my survival as Energy; with Fear as my awareness with the context of that fear existing within and as fear of loss that ensure, the moment I reach the negative-energy experience awareness as ‘losing’ my energy/positive-energy experience – I immediately/automatically activate/initiate my survival process, nature and action as physical-movement within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification to accumulate energy for my possession and survival within and as manipulating, abusing and misusing my physical-body and my world/reality and others within it (excusing life/physical-authority for energy/mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of it as Energy and positive-energy experience accumulation as the MORE of and as Energy/Mind.
(We will within posts to continue – go more into detail about how exactly we in and as and with the mind and the physical, manifest from fear experience the love experience – and the interconnected relationship within this as fear of loss and love of gain – both existing within the starting-point of possession and survival, where fear initiate possession and survival and love secures possession and survival)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to from my Mind Consciousness System relationship to my Physical-Body, create and manifest the World-System of Money relationship to this Physical-Existence in my image and likeness, where:
As the World-System of Money: In and from its one location/position on this Earth as the structures/buildings/constructions - it networked itself into, through and as and on this entire Earth/Physical-Existence, as its physical-movement forward/inward through and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as Fear that drives/motivates its survival for its possession as Money into and as Earth/this Physical-Existence to consume physicality into Money, where:
Level 1 Separation (Unconscious Mind): As the very separation of the World-System of Money from and of this physical-existence and the lives of beings/manifestations/parts of, within and as this Physical-Existence – as the World-System of Money disregard life/physicality through and as consuming, through deliberate friction/conflict as negative-energy experience – the physicality/lives of beings, manifestations and parts within and as this physical existence (fracking, drilling, starvation, poverty, war, violence, deforestation, pollution) as physicality in this way is consumed and transformed into money for the survival/possession of the World-System of Money – that within its relationship to this physical-existence, through the friction/conflict it manifest as negative-energy experience – manifest fear within and as all of this physical-existence, and equally as one – all’s relationship to the World-System of Money exist within and as fear as negative-energy experience.
Level 2 Separation (Subconscious-Mind): From that separation, as starting-point friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that it manifest within and as this physical-existence within and as the context of fear as securing/ensuring its possession and survival as Money, continuing accepting and allowing the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality/lives within this physical-existence to accumulate more money, the World-System of Money divide/separate this physical-existence further into its neutral-energy experience-awareness (labour force, workers, lower/middle class) to the positive-energy experience awareness (Elite, upper class)
Level 3 Separation (Conscious-Mind): And so, from the Level 1 and Level 2 separation – the World-System of Money Elite – secure its positive-energy experience accumulation of Money, and so will constantly/continuously within and as Fear of Loss, accept and allow the Level 1 and Level 2 manifested-separation as the consequential origins/sources of the accumulation of Money to secure their possession/survival of and as Money within and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life/physicality (excusing life-authority for energy/money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality to transform into Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of Energy/Money and positive-energy experience awareness of the MORE of Money: all of which only exist within and as fear. Fear of losing me/my Authority/survival/possession as Energy/Money.
And so separated me as the World-System of Money entirely/completely within and as this physical-existence and the lives of all and everything and everyone within and as this physical-existence into and as Fear-experience awareness of and as Energy/Money and the search/seeking for the positive-energy experience awareness fulfilment/survival/possession of and as the MORE of Money.

In the next post, we’re walking the conclusion of the Soul of Fear – how we as Fear as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification – accept and allow the deliberate physical-abuse of the Mind to the Physical, and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence for our survival/possession as Energy/Money. And within this - how the manifestations of ourselves as ‘Space and Time’ and ‘Quantum Time’, have separated us – where we do SEE what we’re doing, accepting and allowing; but we don’t STOP – because we have accepted and allowed ourselves to make ENERGY as FEAR Authority over and of LIFE and LIVING.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support myself to stop participation in my thoughts, as I see/realise/understand that my thoughts exist in quantum-energy time; where it will constantly/continuously move within and from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive in and as my Conscious-Mind as the automated system that generate energy, from this movement of my thoughts – constantly, continuously securing the possession and survival of me as Energy to the positive-energy experience. Where, as long as I accept and allow myself to exist in the quantum-time of Thought as the Conscious-Mind, I see/realise/understand that I am not HERE in and as and with the Physical as Breath, walking me in and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body as Breath, and thus am walking in the Mind with Energy, and not in and with actual, real reality.

I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support myself in stopping participation in my Backchat/Internal conversations in moments, as I see/realise/understand that my Internal conversations/Backchat in and as my Secret-Mind of my Subconscious-Mind only exist to serve me as Energy; where the nature of my Backchat/Internal Conversations in moments exist in and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification – to from the negative, accumulate me into and as positive. And as long as I accept and allow myself to in moments participate in Backchat/Internal Conversations, I am not in fact HERE in actual reality with and as breath, equal-to and one-with another, the moment, the environment and the situation and can so not see what is/will/would be best for all in the moment in reality, because I am preoccupied in the quantum time of energy, accumulating energy for me as the Mind serving only my self-interest.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to become aware of my physical-body, behaviour and habits/patterns as the Unconscious-Mind; to see/realise/understand how I would deliberately move within and as my physical-body as the Mind in certain ways/methods/positions as I would physically manipulate, abuse and misuse my physical-body to serve my interest of and as Mind for my possession/survival of and as Energy/positive-energy experience accumulation. As I see/realise/understand that such behaviours/movements as habits/patterns in and as the physical only serve the Mind/Ego/Self-Interest and indicate/signify that I do not in fact have an equal and one relationship/standing within and as my Physical-Body.

I commit myself, to – as I walk my process within and as my Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind, into and as physical equality and oneness as the Living Word, living HERE and no more in quantum-time energy possession and survival that manipulate, abuse and misuse the Physical, I equally as one assist and support me to walk my process in and as the World-System of Money – to realign its conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind into and as physical equality and oneness, through and as the manifestation and implementation of and as the Equal Money System, that will stop the manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality and lives of all and everything and everyone within it of fear, survival and possession, where all will equally as one live on this Earth, in and as equality and oneness and so have an opportunity to in fact LIVE.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 38

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Flying HIGH – Crashing HARD: DAY 38

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-35.html The Soul of Fear: Part Four

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-31.html Energy as Authority - Part Eight

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-30.html The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Nine

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous-post, we’re starting the process of walking the conclusion of the Soul of Fear – how we as Fear as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification – accept and allow the deliberate physical-abuse of the Mind to the Physical, and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence for our survival/possession as Energy/Money. And within this - how the manifestations of ourselves as ‘Space and Time’ and ‘Quantum Time’, have separated us – where we do SEE what we’re doing, accepting and allowing; but we don’t STOP – because we have accepted and allowed ourselves to make ENERGY as FEAR Authority over and of LIFE and LIVING.

To walk this process, of how we’re SEEING consequence, but not stopping within and as our relationship as Energy-Authority as Mind and Money to the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, we’re going to have a look at an analogy, where:
We’re in a plane – flying in ‘quantum time’ high above the earth as physical space-time. With the plane as the manifestation of the mind/energy as ‘quantum time’, separated from and of the earth by ‘space and time’.
Where in and as the plane, we do see – when looking out the window/through the eyes of the physical/reality what is happening on Earth as the manifested-consequence – but we don’t stop/land the plane of and as ourselves as Mind/Energy, to stand here on and with earth/this physical existence to take responsibility for our consequence to the physical-body and this physical-existence that we as the Mind and Money accepted and allowed to manifest. And instead preoccupy ourselves in the plane/mind with thoughts etc., and controlling when we looking outside the windows/through the eyes of the physical/reality at the manifested-consequence we create to the physical-body and this physical-existence, while primarily choosing to preoccupy ourselves in the plane/mind, and not look out the window/through the eyes of the physical in and as equality and oneness. But, what we do not see/realise/understand is that - eventually the plane will have to land, due to it being dependent on fuel. Equal-to and one-with how we in and as the mind/energy is dependent on the fuel of and as the physical-body to transform/consume into energy, equal-to and one-with how the World-System of Money is dependent on the fuel of and as this physical-existence to transform/consume into money – where: as the plane run out of fuel – the Mind run out of physical-fuel. And so, eventually we ‘crash and burn’ as the Mind in the Physical and manifest our own death. Then, our landing as the mind/energy back into reality/physical comes with a crash/death – not ever realising how we created our own death in the physical through the mind.
Thus, the process of walking writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application is assisting and supporting the plane as the mind to land with ease into and as the physical body, realising our responsibility to the physical body and this physical existence.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – I have:
In the Beginning: within and as my conception of separation within my beingness/manifested-singularity – separated myself into and as energy consuming substance, where energy became the plane I took off with within myself, fuelled by/through my substance within and as my beingness/manifested-singularity. In that moment of taking-off, ‘flying away – yet within and from’ substance in and as my beingness/manifested-singularity: I separated me from and of my standing HERE in and as equality and oneness with substance/existence-manifest, abdicated my directive-principle and responsibility to all in and as equality and oneness, as I was ‘flying high’ within myself as Energy as ‘quantum time’, from HERE in and as existence as substance-manifest.
Where, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to throughout time, I evolved my plane as Energy and my experiences/relationships with myself in and as the plane as Energy, and whenever it felt like the plane/energy was running out of fuel/losing energy as going into and as the negative-energy experience fear of loss/crashing/dying, it would instigate/initiate my movement/process of survival, and would refuel the plane of and as Energy through consuming more and more substance into and as the depths of my beingness/manifested-singularity.
Where, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to in this relationship I manifested as flying high in my plane of energy as quantum-time, separated from the HERE of and as equality and oneness: I had separated me into and as the plane, flying high within and above substance as my beingness/manifested-singularity below, so preoccupied with maintaining my survival as energy/flying high in the plane as the positive-energy experience through reaching the heights of flying, higher and higher and higher as experiencing the MORE and MORE and MORE of me as energy as positive-energy experience: that I did not see/realise/understand the consequences/origin of me I was creating/manifesting below me in and as my beingness and manifested singularity as the nature and action of me in and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification as consuming substance, through and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as I was only concerned with me reaching the heights of my own experience as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how the more and more, throughout time, I separated me from my beingness/manifested-singularity and existence as a whole in and as equality and oneness, where:
For my plane as energy-experience to fly higher and higher as the positive-energy experience as the accumulation of the more of me as energy, to reach those heights as energy, energy consumed the depths of me as substance within myself, and so the higher I was flying in quantum time into the positive-energy experience, the more I was separating myself from the HERE of and as equality and oneness with and as substance/existence. And so would never see/realise/understand the consequences I was in fact accepting and allowing in the depths of me as substance, because I was chasing after the heights of flying/positive-energy experience. Until eventually, there was no more substance/opportunity left for me to consume unto the depths of me to the heights of myself as energy, and energy would start consuming itself, until nothing remain of me or energy as me that I had accepted and allowed myself to be/become; ending as I had begun – consuming me as substance for energy, and eventually consuming myself as energy for energy…

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how throughout time I had evolved my high-flying plane of energy into and as the Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical, where:
The Mind Consciousness System: In and as the Mind Consciousness System Plane of and as Energy-Manifest as quantum-time flying, I have separated myself from and of my physical-body ‘space and time’ that is walking the HERE of and as equality and oneness, manifested as BREATH. Where: in and as the Mind/Plane – I am automatically flying-high in and as quantum-time in separation from and of physical space and time as substance-manifest of and as equality and oneness, where: as the Mind, I now exist within and as the Conscious (Pilot/First Class), Subconscious (Business/Lower class) and Unconscious Mind (Engine/Fuel). Because I had separated myself into and as quantum-time energy from the Unconscious, to the Subconscious and Conscious-Mind – I now only exist within and as the energy-awareness preoccupation of and as the Conscious-Mind (Thoughts), with my Subconscious (Business/Lower class as my automated personalities/internal conversations/backchat) and Unconscious Mind (the process where my Mind consume physicality to transform into energy/fuel) being automated to automatically consume physicality when and as needed to ensure my survival as energy the moment my entire Mind Consciousness System is low on fuel/energy.
Thus - I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to see/realise/understand how now, as the Mind Consciousness System – my plane is flying on autopilot in and as quantum-time, with my Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind automatically consuming physicality and transforming into Energy, as I the pilot in and as my Conscious-Mind continue the flight and experience of flying high above, in separation from and of my physical-body space and time as manifested equality and oneness. With my entire plane as the Mind Consciousness System, being automated to ensure my constant/continuous ‘flying high’ above, and in separation from and of my physical-body – I in my Conscious-Mind as Pilot/First Class, simply sit back and let the Plane as the Mind of Energy ‘fly itself’ as my entire Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind had become automatic to ensure its own survival as possession of and as energy from and of my physical-body.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to see/realise/understand, how in and as this autopilot of and as me as the Mind Consciousness System as Energy-Manifest, flying-high within and as my Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind, in separation from and of my Physical-Body – I ensure that I do not land, into and as equality and oneness with and as physical space/time as Breath, but throughout my life have my Mind/Plane fly FOR me as exist FOR me; as it fuels itself from and of consuming substance from the physical, which I don’t see/come into contact with, because I am too preoccupied in my Pilot/First Class status of and as my Conscious-Mind Thoughts as reaching the heights of my positive-energy experience; that I do not see/realise/understand the consequences of my flying high on autopilot as the Mind as what my Subconscious-Mind and Unconscious-Mind is in fact doing to/towards my Physical-Body within and as the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience it manifest as consuming physicality to transform into energy.
And, furthermore - I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to see/realise/understand, how with my Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind seats preoccupied with knowledge and information, thoughts, memories, emotions, feelings, personalities etc. – which only exist to ensure my survival as energy, as FLYING HIGH above the earth/the physical-body through consuming physicality and transforming it into energy: Where in and as this Plane as the Mind – my only interest is FLYING HIGH in and as quantum time – and I will only now and then, look out through the windows of the Plane/the windows of the Eyes of the Physical and SEE my physical-body as the pain/discomfort it experience, SEE the physical-consequences as abuse/violence/war within this Physical-Existence. But I do not in fact LOOK in and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body and this physical-existence as me. Because my SEEING is within, as and from the Plane/Mind apparently FLYING HIGH above the physical-body and this physical-existence in and as absolute separation, and so I SEE through the eyes of the MIND, and not through the eyes of the Physical-Body in and as equality and oneness, and not through the eyes of existence in and as equality and oneness. And thus, All I SEE through the Mind/Plane is within and as the starting-point of me as Energy/Mind, and so I will only see the physical-body and this physical existence as an opportunity for me to consume physicality to transform into energy for my own possession/survival of and as Energy/Mind/Consciousness. And not SEE the consequence I as the Mind/Money create/manifest to/towards the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, because I am too busy FLYING HIGH in and as quantum-time, and not HERE, landed, grounded and earthed in and as equality and oneness with my Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as me.

We will continue in the next post with the analogy of the plane and the Mind/the World-System of Money in more detail, as the process of walking the Soul of Fear, and how we as Fear that drives/fuels the Plane/Mind/Consciousness will deliberately continue with our natures/actions of Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect/defend our survival/possession as experience of FLYING HIGH as positive-energy experience. And in and as this Fear – deliberately not see the consequences we create as the Mind/Money to the physical-body and this physical-existence.

I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support myself to land my plane as the Mind gently/securely back into and as the physical-body equality and oneness space and time as Breath. As I see/realise/understand that my Mind/Plane controls/systems had become automated – I as the Pilot of and as me as the Mind have to take control of the systems, which I do through walking ONE POINT at a time, ONE SYSTEM/PROGRAM/BUTTON at a time, to first get to know how the Plane/Mind in fact works that I had accepted and allowed to become automated, and through writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application as getting to know the Mind/Plane, align the controls/systems to eventually land the entire Plane/Mind into and as earth/the Physical-Body, as I will descend slowly but surely from the Heights of quantum-time, back into and as my Physical-Body equality and oneness space and time.

I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support myself to – simultaneously as I am walking my descend from the heights of my mind as Energy, into and as physical equality and oneness here, assist and support myself to see through the eyes of the physical-body, to see through the eyes of and as this physical-existence, in seeing/realising/understanding the consequential relationship between my Mind and the Physical and this World-System of Money to this Physical-Existence.
Where, practically – I assist and support me to walk as Breath in and as physical space/time HERE, and in and as breath – no more accept and allow myself to fly high in separation from my body/this physical-existence, using/abusing my body/reality to serve only my interest of energy accumulation. But SEE how I can assist and support myself to in fact LIVE HERE, grounded and stable with my physical-body through and as LIVING WORDS, and so ground/stabilize myself to walk into and as the World-System of Money and SEE how I can assist and support the change of the World-System of Money to LIVE HERE and ensure an equal and one Life for all.

I commit myself to descend back into and as Reality of Physical Equality and Oneness, as I see/realise/understand that the ascension of me into and as Energy-Heights, in fact consume the depths of me as substance/physicality. And that if I accept and allow myself to continue ascending into flying-heights of energy, I am in fact equally as one accepting and allowing myself to create/manifest my own eventual crash/death where I will come to nothing/no-one, because for me to reach those heights of energy, my mind consumes the depths of physicality.
And, so – I commit myself to land myself securely and stable as my Mind back into the Physical, to no more accept and allow an existence where beings crash and burn as the Mind in the Physical, as the mind eventually reach reality/the physical when the mind consumed all the substance available in and as the physical-body.
In this, I commit myself to show that the Mind’s relationship to the Physical is not Life, that flying high in energy is not living, because one is using/abusing the physical that in fact give life, and standing equal to and one with the physical as descending from the mind into the physical, is the process of learning, really – what it in fact means to live with life as the physical in and as equality and oneness.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 39

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Consciousness is Autopilot: DAY 39

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-35.html The Soul of Fear: Part Five

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-31.html Energy as Authority - Part Nine

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-30.html The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Ten

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-One

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the analogy of the plane and the Mind/the World-System of Money in more detail, as the process of walking the Soul of Fear, and how we as Fear that drives/fuels the Plane/Mind/Consciousness will deliberately continue with our natures/actions of Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect/defend our survival/possession as experience of FLYING HIGH as positive-energy experience. And in and as this Fear – deliberately not see the consequences we create as the Mind/Money to the physical-body and this physical-existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to from and of my Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical-Body, manifest, accept and allow the World-System of Money relationship to the physical-existence, where:
As the World-System of Money: The World-System of Money as the Plane – that fly high above, yet within this physical-existence, with its Conscious-Mind/Pilot/First Class (Elite, Corporations, Banks, Industries), with its Subconscious (Business/Lower class as Middles/Lower class society) and Unconscious Mind (the process where Money-System consume physicality into money – starvation, famine, poverty, deforestation, pollution, fracking, drilling, desertification). Where, as with my Mind Consciousness System – the World-System of Money relationship to this physical-existence had been automated, and the Pilots within the First Class as the Elite of, within and as the Money-System as the Conscious-Mind – see the manifested-consequences in its Subconscious and Unconscious categories/manifestations, see the physical manifested-consequences that manifest when they see into this world/earth through the windows/physical-eyes, but this seeing is not in and as equality and oneness with the physical-body and this physical existence, this seeing is through the eyes of MONEY within and as the plane of and as MONEY and so will deliberately not see/realise their direct-responsibility to the manifested consequence their flying-high/accumulation of money as the positive-energy experience directly-manifest to this Earth/Physical-Existence and the lives of beings/manifestations/parts within and as this physical-existence. This deliberate not seeing in and as equality and oneness with the physical-body and this physical-existence, because of the deliberate action and nature of Fear that drive them / the constant/continuous friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that manifest in the Unconscious and Subconscious, consuming physicality and transforming it into Money within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification to protect/defend their survival as possession of and as the MORE of Money. Where, the Elite’s flying high within and as the world-system of money as accumulation of positive-energy experience of and from and as Money – living in ‘quantum time’ experience with and as Money, separate them completely from the space and time consequences within and as this physical-existence. Comfortably situated within the First-Class/Pilot seat of and as Money – they do not see/realise/understand what is happening ‘behind’ them / ‘below’ them on earth/within this physical existence, simply because of the separation between ‘quantum time’ money-experience, and the physical-consequence manifested in ‘space and time’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – from the beginning, to the evolution of my Mind Consciousness System and the manifestation of the World-System of Money – I had accepted and allowed myself to become possessed by Energy as my possession, with the substance of the Energy consisting of and existing as Fear, that from my negative, neutral and positive energy awareness - separated me further into and as the Fear-Experience: Where my layers and continued existence of me as Energy of and as the negative, neutral and positive energy-awareness had been automated through, within and as the Fear-experience awareness. Where this very fear-experience awareness of and as me as Energy – automated my existence as me through and as the constant/continuous nature and action of deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as protecting and defending my survival as possession of and as energy-awareness within and as the negative, neutral and positive.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – from the beginning, the fear-experience of and as energy, as the fear of loss of and as my energy-awareness definition as the negative, neutral and positive-energy experience, evolved into and as the manifestation of Consciousness of, within and as the Mind Consciousness System, where:
Consciousness exists as the conscience/awareness of and as Energy-itself. Energy now manifest as my entire Mind Consciousness System. Where Consciousness as the conscience/awareness of Energy as the Mind-manifest – within and as the nature/beingness of and as Consciousness existing as Fear-experience: Consciousness as Fear-experience awareness regulate and control the mechanics/processes and functioning’s of the Unconscious (negative-energy awareness), Subconscious (neutral-energy awareness) and Conscious Mind (positive-energy awareness) – to always ensure that physicality is transformed into energy to accumulate into and as the MORE of energy to so protect and defend the survival and possession of and as Energy through and as nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what had automated my existence as energy within the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious-Mind as the Mind Consciousness System – has been Consciousness, existing in and as the fear-experience, that will always in all ways ensure/secure its Energy survival and possession through controlling the mechanics/processes and functioning’s of the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind. That I had separated me into and as the hierarchical existence of and as Energy-itself, with Consciousness as fear-experience as the Authority of, within and as the layers of separation of me as the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious energy-awareness’s, where Consciousness-Authority will regulate, control and direct the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious to ensure the entirety of itself as Energy continue existing/surviving as accumulating energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what had taken over the controls of and as my entire Mind Consciousness System Plane, into and as manifesting my existence as the Mind on autopilot: is and has been Consciousness, that had established itself as THE Energy-Authority of and as the entire Mind Consciousness System, to ensure/secure its survival and possession of and as Energy. Where all my mechanics/processes and functioning’s of the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind is and has become automated, with no control or directive-principle or decision in and as any of my processes, functioning’s and mechanics of and as me ENTIRE Mind Consciousness System, as I had abdicated my responsibility and directive-principle and choice entirely and completely to Energy as Consciousness within and as the entire Mind Consciousness System, existing constantly and continuously in and as Fear within and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that as Consciousness as the awareness/conscience of Energy within and as Fear-experience, that only exist to survive through possession of and as Energy within and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification: that in and as the Physical-Body that I now exist within as Consciousness through and as the Mind Consciousness System – I had become possessed by my own possession as Energy as Consciousness as the Mind Consciousness System. And, so – all I will see through the eyes of the Physical, is through the eyes of Consciousness as Energy within and as my Mind Consciousness System in and as the Physical-Body. Where I now exist only in the Possession of and as Consciousness – furthermore separated from my Conscious-Mind, to the Subconscious-Mind and the Unconscious-Mind, as Consciousness as me took possession of and automated all the mechanics/processes and functioning’s of the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand why and how everything of my entire Mind Consciousness System had become automated – thoughts emerging automatically, internal conversations/backchat emerging automatically, behaviours/mannerisms/patterns manifesting automatically – with no actual awareness/directive-principle/control as decision of what emerge/manifest within me, as me and within and as my physical-body. As Consciousness as the awareness/conscience/Energy-Authority had taken absolute control/directive-principle/authority over and of my entire Mind Consciousness System, and will regulate/control/direct the entire Mind Consciousness System to only do one thing: protect and defend its survival and possession of and as Energy as driven/motivated/instigated by and as Fear within and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness. And will exist within and as Fear as ensuring/securing its survival/possession of and as Energy – no matter what.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – in and as this absolute Fear-experience possession and manifestation of and as Consciousness as Energy, regulating, controlling my entire Mind Consciousness System as me, I had completely internalized my self-existence to ONLY ME, within and as the Plane of and as myself and will see, approach and live in my physical-body and this physical-existence within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification – driven, and motivated by constant, continuous Fear as Consciousness to protect and defend only MY SURVIVAL and possession of and as Energy – and so always FLY HIGH above my Mind, the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as Consciousness, in absolute separation from and of all as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that as Consciousness, due to the extent of my separation from my Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious Mind and Physical-Body – I had entirely, completely abdicated all responsibility, directive-principle, will, choice to and as Consciousness as me that automated my existence as Energy as the Mind Consciousness System FOR me, and so walk through my life in this world/reality with no responsibility, directive-principle, will or choice as I had been completely automated by, through and as Consciousness as Energy-Authority; and so will have no responsibility, directive-principle, will or choice in and as my physical-body and this physical-existence, due to the extent of my accepted and allowed separation into and as Consciousness; driving the entirety of me into and as autopilot.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – the Soul of Fear is Consciousness-manifest, Consciousness/Fear that has ensouled Energy as the conscience/awareness of and as Energy as my entire Mind Consciousness System manifest, and that the nature of my Soul as Fear as Consciousness-manifest within and as the Mind-Consciousness System manifest my constant/continuous nature and action of and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification that exist only in the self-interest of protecting and defending my survival as possession of and as Energy, with absolute abdication of control, directive-principle, will and choice within myself, my physical-body and this physical-existence, as I had given all authority of control, directive-principle, will and choice to and as the Energy-Authority of and as Consciousness within and as the Mind Consciousness System.

In the next post, we’ll continue with the equal and one relationship of the World-System of Money and the Soul of Fear as the Consciousness of and as the World-System of Money as Money-itself, and how Money-Authority exist as the Consciousness/Soul of Fear of and as the World-System of Money that had taken complete control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of all within and as this physical-existence. And within this, the consequence of Energy-Authority as Consciousness as the Soul of Fear within the Mind and the World-System; and how we have accepted and allowed ourselves to manifest ourselves and this existence through consequence; instead of actual creation as creators within and as equality and oneness as Life/Life-Authority.

I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to stop the auto-pilot existence of me as consciousness within and as the Mind Consciousness System, and re-establish my directive-principle, will and decision with and as life-authority as the physical and this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness.
In this - I commit myself, to walk this process through walking from my Conscious, to the Subconscious and the Unconscious-Mind – point by point, as my process of stopping the automated/autopilot existence of me as Consciousness, and taking directive-principle over and of the mechanics, processes and functioning’s of and as my Mind Consciousness System, as the process of walking me out of Energy-Authority as Consciousness, into and as Life-Authority as the Physical, as the process of walking me out of Fear, into and as actual equal and one living and responsibility of me within myself.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support me to change my existing from Energy-Authority as Consciousness that has become my automated/autopilot existence of directive-principle, will and choice – and stand with and as the directive-principle, will and choice/decision of and as Life-Authority, that will only accept and allow what is/will be best for all in and as equality and oneness. Where, in this – I further commit myself to in and as my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as the process I walk, point by point of and as my Mind Consciousness System – to walk myself through and from my separation-layers as Consciousness, to the Conscious, the Subconscious and Unconscious, where as I walk each point and layer: I assert my standing of taking responsibility for me as Energy/Consciousness/the Mind Consciousness System that had manifested because of my accepted and allowed separation from and of it.
And so, for me to stop the autopilot/automatic existence of me as Consciousness/the Mind, I first have to stand equal-to and one-with it which I do through writing, self-forgiveness to get to know me as Consciousness/the Mind that I had separated me from/of. And in this simultaneous getting to know of me as Consciousness/the Mind through writing and self-forgiveness – I stand within and as the starting-point of Life-Authority and align me / my living from Energy, to actual Physical-Living as living words through self-corrective statements and self-corrective practical living, as my process of landing me from quantum-time energy, to physical space time living.

I commit myself, to – as I walk my process of getting to know me as Consciousness/the Mind Consciousness System that had become my automated/autopilot existence of and as possession and survival within and as Fear, through my process of walking writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application of taking responsibility for my accepted and allowed separation where I had abdicated my directive-principle, will and choice: to equally as one walk the World-System of Money as me that I had separated me from, get to know how it works/functions/operates as it exist now, and simultaneously stand within and as the starting-point of and as Life-Authority and align the World-System of Money to a system that will ensure that all equally as one in this existence as an equal and one opportunity/certainty of Life and Living in and as equality and oneness with the physical and this physical-existence as a whole.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 40

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The Deal with the Devil: DAY 40

The Soul of Fear - Part Six

Energy as Authority - Part Ten

The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Eleven

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Two

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the relationship of the World-System of Money and the Soul of Fear as the Consciousness of and as the World-System of Money as Money-itself, and how Money-Authority exist as the Consciousness/Soul of Fear of and as the World-System that had taken complete control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of all within and as this physical-existence. And within this, the consequence of Energy-Authority as Consciousness as the Soul of Fear within the Mind and the World-System; and how we have accepted and allowed ourselves to manifest ourselves and this existence through consequence within and as Energy-Authority; instead of actual creation as creators within and as equality and oneness as Life/Life-Authority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow the World-System of Money manifestation in and as my image and likeness, equal-to and one-with me as the Soul of Fear as Consciousness of and as the Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical Body of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life/physical-authority for energy/mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy/Mind and positive-energy experience awareness – in this, protecting and defending only MY SURVIVAL, where:
The World-System of Money – with its Consciousness as Money-itself, instigated/initiated and driven by, within and as the force of and as Fear, protecting and defending its own survival/possession as and through the accumulation of Money. And within and as this Fear as the Consciousness-manifestation of and as Money-itself, the World-System of Money as Plane that FLY HIGH above, yet within this physical-existence, will continue consuming physicality and transforming it into Money; through its own eyes – only seeing MONEY and SURVIVAL = equal-to and one-with the Mind Consciousness System Plane FLYING HIGH above, yet within the physical body through its own eyes only seeing ENERGY and SURVIVAL – will deliberately only see through its own possession of and as Energy and Money. And in and as this possession of and as Fear as Consciousness as Energy within and Money without, will deliberately continue with the accepted and allowed Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life/physical-authority for energy/money-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy/Money and positive-energy experience awareness: protecting and defending only its SURVIVAL as Energy-itself and Money-itself at all cost.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in manifesting Energy within and Money without as Authority of and as the physical-body and this physical-existence, I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest my existence within and without as ‘autopilot’, with Fear as Mind-Consciousness and Money-Consciousness within and without as directive-principle, control, will and choice that exist FOR me within myself and the without of and as myself: protecting and defending only its possession/survival as Energy and Money within and without within and as the deliberate nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how, in separating myself into and as the layers/levels of energy-awareness, from the unconscious, to the subconscious, to the conscious and to consciousness, automating my entire existence as energy-authority - from and of life-awareness/physicality: I have in and as this separation, abdicated my responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice to Energy-Authority within and Money-Authority without; with this Authority existing as Mind-Consciousness within, and Money-Consciousness without – driven, instigated, initiated and motivated by and through Fear within and as the nature and action of Blame, as spite, excuse and justification – always existing to only protect/defend its OWN possession/survival of Energy and Money.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have, within and as myself, made a deal with the devil, offering my soul for my own personal gain of power and wealth – and so manifested my own eternal damnation, that has become my existence as Energy/Devil Authority within and Money/Devil Authority without where:
In the Beginning: Within and as the conception of me as separate from and of the whole, manifesting the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience – that moment I consumed substance/soul/depth of life within and from my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence as a whole: I accepted and allowed myself to bind myself into and as the contract with the Devil as the manifestation of me as the reverse of life/live as evil/Energy, and in that – offered by soul/depth/substance of and as life of and as equality and oneness, to and as the Devil (as the manifestation of the reverse of me as life/live as evil that manifested as Energy) with reversing/consuming the substance/soul/depth of life and consuming/transforming it into and as Energy. And in that offering: gained the experience of power as Energy as being/becoming my own ‘god’ unto and within myself, in separation from and of God as Life of and as equality and oneness. Where within and as that binding contract and the offering of my soul/depth/substance as life-manifest to and as Energy/Evil through consuming substance for Energy; the consequence would manifest as the Eternal Damnation of me within myself and existence as me: because for me to continue accumulating/having my power as energy as IGod with the contract with the Devil (as the manifestation of the reverse of me as life/live as evil that manifested as Energy) and the offering of my soul (consuming substance/life into and as Energy), I had to continue accepting and allowing my existence of separation to/toward all as me within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification within and as constant/continuous fear – protecting and defending my possession as power as energy and survival as IGod. And in this existence of me – the contract with the Devil and the offering of my Soul: manifested my nature and action as the Devil itself, as the reverse of life/live; and so manifested my internal and external reality/existence equal-to and one-with me as the Devil as the reverse of life/live for my internal and external reality to serve only my possession of and as power as Energy and survival of and as me as my own God (IGod) unto myself only.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in the beginning - see/realise/understand the consequence as eternal damnation that would manifest in and as my contract with the Devil and the offering of my Soul for the empowerment as survival and possession of only me as IGod of and as Energy, eternally damning myself into an existence of survival and possession within and as fear as the nature and action of blame as spite, excuse and justification as the existence of me as the contract with the Devil and the offering of my Soul that would become the internal and external existence of me as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life -authority for energy/Devil-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy/money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness: protecting and defending only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract with the devil and the offering of my soul.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I had become the living/existent manifestation of and as the Deal with the Devil and the offering of my Soul, where the consequences of this deal with the Devil – as consuming substance/life for energy, had to offer my soul of Life for me to get/have the possession/experience of my own energy-empowerment of and as only me as Energy; which then transformed my Soul of Life into and as the Soul of Fear. Because - Energy can only exist and survive within and as constant, continuous Fear – regulating, controlling and directing my Energy layers/levels within myself to ensure I as Energy constantly, continuously consume substance/life to transform into and as Energy. Where, for me to have my energy-empowerment/experience – I had to exist in and as constant/continuous fear driving/motivating my survival as Energy, and so my soul transformed into the Soul of Energy as Fear; that manifested my nature and action of blame as spite, excuse and justification and will eternally exist to only protect and defend my survival and possession of energy within and as me: as the Soul of Fear as Energy became the Authority of me, of Life. Damned to eternal Hell of possession and survival within and as Fear, instead of living Here in and as equality and oneness with and as Life as all of and as me.

In the next post, we’ll continue walking the Deal with the Devil and the Offering of our Souls, within and as the manifestation of ourselves as the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System – that had become possessed by and as our own Fear of and as possession and survival as Energy, eternally damning ourselves and generations to come to the Energy-Authority within and Money-Authority without; and why and how we have no directive-principle, will and choice in ourselves and this existence – as it now belongs to the Devil as Energy-Authority within and Money-Authority without as the reverse of ourselves we accepted and allowed ourselves to create/manifest in and as our accepted and allowed self-interest of possession of and as Energy within and Money without.

I commit myself to show – that the externalized conception/projection of God and the Devil, only exist because it exist within and as each human being/humanity as a whole; and that the external existence of God and Devil came from within human-beings; that – because we separated ourselves from ourselves as Life/Source/Substance throughout time to such an extent, that we’ve been externalizing ourselves as what we exist as within, to SEE into and as the Mirror of and as ourselves as the external, as what we’re in fact existing as internally.

I commit myself to show, how we have from the beginning of our existence – already damned ourselves into eternal damnation throughout the generations of ourselves as beings within existence and humanity on this earth, within and as our original starting-point of and as ourselves as Energy that evolved into and as the Mind and manifested into and as the World-System of Money: made a deal with the Devil and sold our Soul for the empowerment/wealth of ourselves as Energy within and Money without as what/who we’re currently existing-as in and as our very nature and action of and as the Mind and the World-System within and as possession and survival of and as Fear through and as deliberate Blame, as spite, excuse and justification of and as our continued existence as Energy-Authority and Money-Authority within and without.

I commit myself to show, how – there is no external God/Devil in existence, we’ve become our own God and our own Devil within ourselves, the God of Ego as Energy-Authority within and the God of the World-System as Money-Authority without, where Energy and Money has become the Authority of Life/Equality and Oneness that maintains its Authority through and as the nature and actions of and as the Devil, as the possession and survival of and as itself within and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification. And that the God/Jesus we’ve been waiting for - for our forgiveness/salvation from and of the eternal damnation we’ve accepted and allowed to manifest within and as our Deal with the Devil and the Offering of our Souls: will not come.

I commit myself to show, why and how – it is only through writing, SELF-forgiveness and self-corrective application that we will stand within and as the salvation/forgiveness of and as Life as God of and as equality and oneness. As writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application is the taking of SELF-Responsibility, for what SELF accepted and allowed in the making of the Deal with the Devil and the Offering of our Soul/Life to and as Energy Authority within and Money Authority without. As within and as the walking of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – self walk the process out of the manifested-consequence the Deal with the Devil manifested that has become our entire Mind Consciousness System manifest as the consequence of our abdication of responsibility as Life-Authority. And so in and as taking self-responsibility through and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application release ourselves from and of the Deal with the Devil, stopping the continuation of and as offering our souls/physicality/life to and as Energy, and walking the process of aligning our living to and as Life/Life-Authority as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, out of the possession and survival of power within ourselves as Energy, and into and as the Equal and One living of and as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence.

I commit myself to show, that – waiting for Jesus/God for salvation/forgiveness is Ego, because we as humanity have been the one’s that had manifested our nature and action within as the Mind and without as the World-System of Money within and as who we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to be/become, and that it is thus us, ourselves that must stand humbly in forgiveness before God/Physicality for what we’ve accepted and allowed to do unto/towards it in and as our accepted and allowed self-interest of the desire, want and need to possess our own power as being our own Gods, through and as making the deal with the devil and offering our souls that has damned ourselves and the physical body and this physical-existence to and as eternal damnation just to serve our own possession of and as Energy and Power. And that the only way to restore our relationship to God/Physicality, is through and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application within, as aligning ourselves into and as equality and oneness with and as God/Physicality, and so equally as one restore our co-existence within and as this entire existence as a whole through and as the Equal Money System.