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Who I Am as Money – continued
In this post, we’re going to have a look at the origins of our natures as beings, as Spite and Blame. Spite and blame as the action and justification we’ve become, in spiting ourselves and blaming others for our ‘who, what and how’ we are/have become in and as our within and without and our creation(s) of and as ourselves. To in the action of spiting ourselves and justification of blaming others for our ‘who, what and how’ we are in our within and without and our creation(s) of and as Energy as ourselves: Validating and excusing our existence/ownership/possession of and as ourselves, in our within, without and creations as Energy to so not change/have to change.
In this, Spite and Blame as the components of enzymes in and as the fruit of and as ourselves as part of the Tree of Life/Humanity, that has been rotting away our beingness physicality and this physical existence as substance-manifest as the Tree of Life/Humanity, as we’ve become the rotten fruit/rotten children – produced from the Rotting Tree of and as Humanity from and of those that has gone before us, rotting Life away from and of our rotten existence as Energy, that consume Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as Energy, now manifest as a Mind Consciousness System of and as Energy, that consume substance/physicality for me as Energy to continue existing for a finite moment within and as existence as a whole.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – the only way for me to accept, allow and become such deliberate abuse as Energy:
From the beginning as my conception of Energy deliberate abuse unto and towards Life as substance-manifest, as my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence of and as equality and oneness that I consumed for me as Energy to exist/survive, equal to and one with now as the Mind as the deliberate abuse unto and towards my physical-body and beingness that I consume for me as the Mind/Consciousness of and as Energy to exist/survive, equal to and one with my creation as me as the deliberate abuse unto and towards this physical-existence that me as my creation as the World-System of Money manifest that consume physicality to transform into and as Money for it to continue existing/surviving: that the only way for me to accept, allow and become such deliberate abuse as Energy in my within, without and creations as me - is through and as the starting-point nature, action/living of me as Spite and Blame – to through and with Blame and Spite as me: excuse and validate the existence of me as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that for me as Energy to continue existing/surviving, I have to continue consuming substance of and as me. That the very act of consuming substance, is the accepted and allowed abuse, misuse, manipulation of and as substance for me as Energy to exist/survive. Thus, the very act of me (how I am) having to abuse, misuse and manipulate substance/life for me to continue existing/surviving as Energy – equally as one, manifested the nature of me ‘what I am’ as abuse, misuse and manipulation in and as the ‘who I am’ as Energy. Thus, the very who, how and what of and as me, has become abuse, misuse and manipulation.
From this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate my beingness and manifested-singularity, through manipulating substance-itself into and as Energy as me, with this manipulation as the consuming/transforming substance into and as Energy through misuse and abuse: to serve my interest as Energy. With this deliberate manipulation through misuse and abuse of and as substance into Energy that has become my who, what and how of and as Energy:
Man – I – Pull – Elevation (manipulation): as the action of me as Energy, pulling as consuming “Man”/ the MANinfestation of me as substance (from and of my beingness/manifested-singularity and from and of existence as a whole) into and as me as consuming and so transforming substance into Energy as me, so abusing substance (through the deliberate friction/conflict I manifested towards it) and misuse substance (in transforming it into energy) for my service, in serving my interest of and as the creation and accumulation of and as energy, to accumulate energy and so elevate the existence of me as Energy into and as the positive-energy experience of and as the MORE of and as me.
Abominable-use (Abuse): within and as the very act of and as manipulating as consuming substance to transform into Energy to serve my interest as Energy, for me to manipulate substance – that very act of consuming substance to transform into and as Energy, I do within and as the nature of and as abuse as abominable-use, as:
A-bom-enable – where I manifest deliberate friction/conflict (bombing substance) to enable/empower (enable) me as Energy, through and in that bombing as friction/conflict to/towards substance, transform substance into and as Energy for me. And so, deliberately and literally, abominably using substance/life, through and as manipulating substance as consuming (abusing) substance and transforming it into and as Energy to serve my interest (misusing) as Energy survival and optimum Energy-awareness as the Energy-experience of and as positive-energy.
Miss-use (misuse) – as I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the use/worth of and as substance as life of and as equality and oneness, in standing equal-to and one-with life/substance and creating life – substance that ‘belongs’ to all, everything and everyone in and as equality and oneness because we all equally as one emerged/birthed from and of it, but instead: because of my accepted and allowed conception of and as separation, manifested me into an Energy-entity that can only exist/survive from and of substance in my relationship to/with it as consumption (abuse) and transforming substance into Energy (manipulation), with this relationship of me as Energy to substance/life as abuse and manipulation, misusing substance/life to serve only me as Energy, instead of gifting life to all in and as equality and oneness. Where I as all have manifested our relationship to substance in and as the competition, where all will compete for substance to transform into Energy. In this, I have missed the use/worth, missed me as substance of and as equality and oneness, and so misused substance – that was supposed to stand in and as equality and oneness for, with and as all as me, but instead made its use/worth to serve my interest as Energy only to be at my service only to ensure my survival/existence for a finite moment in and as existence.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equally as one, still today – exist as this nature and action of my who, how and what I am as:
Energy as my Mind Consciousness System relationship to/towards my Physical Body, that manipulate, abominably-use, and miss-use my Physical-Body to serve my interest and my interest only as the continued existence/survival of and as me as Consciousness for a finite moment on this Earth, this one life. Where I as the Mind, with my conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind – penetrate, permeate and infiltrate into and as the depths of me as substance-manifest as my beingness and physical-body, into and as the very flesh, bone, tissue and fabric of and as the human physical body, within and as the nature of manipulating, in transforming physicality into and as energy for me, within that very act of abusing, as manifesting friction/conflict into and towards from and of my unconscious-mind – taking from and of the very sustenance, nutrients and substance of and as the physical-body to transform into and as Energy, and so misusing the very physical-body/substance-manifest to serve only my interest as the Mind to continue existing/surviving.
Energy as the World-System of Money relationship to/towards this Physical existence, that manipulate, abominably-use and miss-use this Physical-Existence to serve its interest and its interest only as the continued existence/survival of and as itself as Money. Where the Money-System – penetrate, permeate and infiltrate itself as systems into and as the depths of and as this physical existence, into and as nature, the earth, water, air – through and as deliberate friction/conflict as abuse (poverty, starvation, war, violence, deforestation, fracking, drilling, waste), to transform physicality into and as money, manipulating physicality and in that abuse and manipulation and of as physicality, misusing this physical existence to serve only its own interest as Money/Energy – when this physical-existence, in fact belongs to all in and as equality and oneness, as we all originated/birthed from and of this physical existence in and as equality and oneness.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that Possession is deliberate. Any form of ‘possession’ where I claim unawareness – is deliberate deception within and as the nature and act of me as Spite and Blame. Because: Possession and Possession – Possession where I claim unawareness, and Possession of ownership - are both equally existent within and as the same word. Where:
In the beginning, in and as my conception of and as separation, conceiving me as separate from and of existence as substance-manifest, that that very moment of conception as separation - manifested friction/conflict to/towards substance, which manifested energy-experience and so - from that moment manifested my who, what and how I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse to/towards substance/existence. Where, from that moment/decision of conception of me as separation, immediately manifesting my who, how and what I am friction/conflict as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as substance transformed into and as Energy that created the energy-experience – where I in and as that conception of and as separation, believed that the energy-experience was me as ‘who I am’ as I became aware of it as me within and as my manifested-singularity/beingness: Thus defining my ‘me’ ‘who I am’ as energy-experience. In this, for me to experience my ‘who I am’ as energy-experience as starting-point of conception of separation – I had to continuously take-from substance. Where that very taking, is an act of possessing, because ownership/possession only exist within TAKING-from/GETTING-from something/someone/somewhere.
Thus, my relationship to Energy-experience as me, stood within and as the nature of and as Possession/Ownership: The moment I decided my ‘who I am’ as separation, that manifested as energy-experience – it manifested my ‘what I am’ as energy-consuming system/machine – that TAKE-from substance to transform into energy (to Own/Possess as me), and so the ‘how I am’ as manipulation, abuse and misuse through and as the act of friction/conflict to/towards substance/existence-manifest to transform (take) substance into energy (to own).
Thus – I possessed/owned myself, I possessed/owned Energy as me – through and by taking from and of substance. Where that Taking for me to Possess myself, to Possess Energy, stood within and as the who, how and what I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as substance within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to thus deliberately possess me as Energy, through and as the taking from and of substance within and as my who, how and what I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict.
I forgive myself, thus – that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that for possession to exist: a Want must exist – a want that will thus take/get-from somewhere/someone/something to possess that want. Within myself – my Want was me as Energy-experience/awareness within and as the energy-experience/awareness of and as me as positive-energy experience that I wanted to possess as me through taking/getting from and of substance/existence-manifest within and as the nature and action of my who, how and what I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse to/towards substance through and as friction/conflict transforming (taking) substance into and as Energy (ownership/possession of and as my want as Energy).
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, for possession to exist, a want must exist and the nature/act of possessing as taking-from/getting-from someone/somewhere/something exist within and as the nature/act of abuse, misuse and manipulation, as it now exist:
With my Mind in the Physical: My mind as energy Wants more energy – and thus take/get-from the Physical-Body within and as the act/nature of and as misuse, abuse and manipulation within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict of transforming physicality into and as Energy.
The World-System of Money in this Physical-Existence: The World-System of Money Wants more money – and thus take/get-from this physical-existence within and as the act/nature of and as misuse, abuse and manipulation within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict to transform physicality into money. And within the World-System of Money, manifesting Consumerism – where for consumers to consume, they exist within wants and for them to get/have their wants to possess; this physical-existence goes through extensive abuse, misuse and manipulation to transform physicality into their wants to possess.
In the Next Post, we’ll continue with how we from here – as Energy-Possession and Possessors, have manifested Spite and Blame, to protect and defend the possession and possessing of and as ourselves as Energy, and within this thus – seeing, realising and understanding the deliberate nature of possession.
Within this, we’re also continuing with answering the question “The Chicken or the Egg????” – as within the posts to continue, one will see, realise and understand the full scope/extent of our responsibility to ourselves and creation that is in fact ourselves and why.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support me to stop my accepted and allowed who, what and how I am as Energy in and as the nature and action of me as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as my physical-body, that equally as one accepted and allowed the who, what and how I am creation of me as Energy as Money as what the World-System of Money is manifesting in and as this physical-existence as manipulation, abuse and misuse.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as I stop my self-possession of and as me as Energy as the Mind/Consciousness, and return my Possession(s) of and as me as Energy as Mind/Consciousness back into, as and with the Physical-Body; as my process of taking words of knowledge and information as energy, and standing as the self-directive-principle as the Living Word equal-to and one-with my human physical body; where my relationship with my physical no more exist in Possession and Consummation through manipulation, abuse and misuse – but in and as equality and oneness, Living.
I commit myself to, stand equal-to and one-with the authority of and as Life as the physical as equality and oneness, and no more accept and allow my Mind/Consciousness as Energy to be the authority as the manipulation, abuse and misuse I as Energy have accepted and allowed unto/towards Life/Substance/Physicality to only possess what is here for its own interest/want of and as survival.
In this, I commit myself to – manifest the World-System of Money into and as The Equal Money System that stand within and as the authority of and as Life, that ensures an equal and one Life/Living for all within and as this existence, and no more accept and allow the World-System of Money to be the authority as it exist now, in manipulating, abusing and misusing all and everything and everyone in and as this physical-existence for it to possess what is here for its own interest/want as Money for its own survival.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application – assist and support me, as I walk through and with my Mind System, to every point I walk, every relationship, every word – within and as writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application – align each point, relationship and word into and as equal and one practical living with and as my human physical body, as my process of re-establishing my directive-principle in and as me, from energy to life.
I commit myself to, as I walk the World-System as me – walking every point, relationship and system and align the current World-System of Money, to a System that will ensure life for all in and as equality and oneness, as returning the World-System of Money’s possessions, back to Earth/this Physical-Existence so that all may equally as one have an opportunity to in fact live Life.