DAY 41
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Temptation is Not Damnation?: DAY 41
The Soul of Fear - Part Seven
Energy as Authority - Part Eleven
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Twelve
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Three
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing walking the Deal with the Devil and the Offering of our Souls, within and as the manifestation of ourselves as the Mind Consciousness System within and World-System of Money without – that had become possessed by and as our own Fear of and as survival as Energy within and Money without, eternally damning ourselves and generations to come to the Energy-Authority within and Money-Authority without. And why and+ how we have no directive-principle, will and choice in ourselves and this existence – as it now belongs to the Devil as Energy-Authority within and Money-Authority without as the reverse of ourselves we accepted and allowed ourselves to create/manifest in and as our accepted and allowed self-interest of possession of and as Energy within and Money without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – my Deal with the Devil (separating myself from God/Life/Substance) and the Offering of my Soul (consuming the Soul/Depth of Life/Substance through and as the consequence of separation manifested as friction/conflict to transform into Energy), from and in the beginning: for me to get/have the instant satisfaction of saturating myself with and as my own possession of and as power as Energy for me to be my own God/IGod unto myself – manifested me into and as an constant, continuous existence of and as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life -authority for energy/Devil-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy-Authority and positive-energy experience awareness to exist: and protecting and defending only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract/Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the eternal damnation I accepted and allowed with my Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul for me as Energy to possess/empower me and Survive eternally. With the consequence of my Deal with the Devil, and the Offering of my Soul for me to eternally possess Energy of and as me, for my own empowerment into and as IGod, being: the eternal damnation of my Soul/Awareness of Life of and as equality and oneness manifest, transformed into and as the Consciousness of Energy as Fear; where Fear became my Soul of and as Energy, my Conscience of and as Energy – existing to ensure/secure my possession and survival/empowerment as Energy within and as the nature and action of me as the Devil, as deliberate Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification – so sustaining my contract/deal with the Devil for me as Energy to continue existing/survival eternally.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how what exist as this physical-existence, my physical-body and my Mind Consciousness System is and has been the manifested-consequence outflow/price of my accepted and allowed Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul in the beginning, where I still – to this day, exist-as the Deal with the Devil, Offering my Soul for me as Energy to survive in the possession of me through and as my nature and action of deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life -authority for energy/Devil/Mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy/Mind) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind-Authority and positive-energy experience awareness to exist: and protecting and defending only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract/Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul; and so continuing – throughout time, to this day with accepting and allowing consequence, for only me as Energy/Mind to continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to – throughout time, throughout generations, within and as my re-emergence/re-birth into and as existence, and this physical-existence; accepted and allowed myself to continue with my Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul for me as Energy to survive with and as the manifested-consequence of eternal damnation for the eternal possession/survival of me as Energy. Energy that eternally damned me as Substance/Life within and without, for the eternal possession of me as Energy - to the evolution of myself into and as the Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical-Body and the manifestation of and as the World-System of Money relationship to this Physical-Existence, where:
In this, the manifested-consequence of my Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul that I had accepted and allowed from the Beginning as the eternal damnation of Life/Substance of and as equality and oneness, for the eternal Possession of Energy: That I had in that moment with the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul – made my decision based-on the tempting experience of and as the positive energy experience accumulation, where the fear of losing that tempting experience of and as the positive-energy experience, sealed the deal/contract with the Devil as the Offering of my Soul eternally for the eternal possession/pleasing/temptation of me as Energy as the positive-energy experience.
And so – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I Lead myself into Temptation: Lead = Deal – as the very Deal with the Devil, as the consuming of substance to transform into Energy manifested as the Offering of my Soul, Lead me into and as the manifestation and accumulation/empowerment of and as the positive-energy experience as Temptation, with Temptation as the Tempting/Temporary Saturation of me as Energy as the Positive-Energy Experience. And so – I made the Deal with the Devil, Offering my Soul eternally with the signature as decision signing that Deal into eternity: my Fear of Loss of losing my Temptation as Positive-energy Experience and so I would eternally damn me as Life/Substance, for me to possess and not lose my temptation as Energy/the positive-energy experience and equally as one damn me into and as an existence of and as Fear/Fear of Loss – to so always ensure/secure that I possess/survive as Energy.
In the next post, we’ll continue with walking Temptation – the Temporary/Tempting Saturation of self as Energy/Money into and as the positive-energy experience/accumulation of and as Money. How we have from the beginning, to the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money – accepted and allowed ourselves to deliberately continue existing in and as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of our Souls within and as the starting-point Signature/Signing as Fear of Loss/Losing. Where we would eternally accept and allow the Damnation of Life/Substance/Physicality as our Physical-Bodies and this Physical-Existence, for us to survive as Energy and Possess our Temptation as the positive-energy experience within, and money-accumulation experience without.
I commit myself to show, how – we, as all of humanity have lead ourselves into and as our own temptation as Energy as the Mind Consciousness System manifest within as the positive-energy experience and the World-System manifest without as the money-accumulation experience – where Energy within and Money without has become our Temptation that we still accept and allow ourselves to lead ourselves into for the pleasing/saturation and empowerment of our own survival/possession of Energy within and Money without. That we’re accepting and allowing in this – the damning of the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, for us to please/saturate and empower ourselves as the Mind within and the World-System of Money without.
I commit myself to show, that as long as one exist as the Mind Consciousness System as Consciousness as we exist, and as long as we accept and allow this World-System of Money as it exist: one is still existing as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of one’s Soul as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence. Because: as the Mind consume the Physical-Body to transform into Energy, as the World-System of Money exist, consuming Physicality to transform into Money – reversing Life/Physicality within and without for the saturation, pleasing and empowerment of ourselves as Energy possession/survival within and Money possession/survival without.
I commit myself to show, how – there exist the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of our Soul within and as the signing Deal signature of Fear/Fear of Losing our temptation – and thus, that self will only accept and allow self to continue existing as the Mind Consciousness System/Consciousness and continue accepting and allowing the World-System of Money – defend and protect it within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification: if there is a personal-interest/possession as Temptation that self is deliberately not wanting to release/let-go of, but will continue accepting and allowing the eternal damnation of the Physical-Body and this Physical Existence and all and everything and everyone within and as it, for self to secure/ensure only the possession/survival of one’s own Temptation.
I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to identify, expose and face – my wants, needs and desires, from the future, to relationships, to sex, to money – that I am deliberately still accepting and allowing myself to hold-onto within and as my Mind as MY Temptations/Possessions; that would possess me to such an extent; that I would damn my relationship with myself, my body, this physical-existence and all of existence as me: just to saturate, empower and please MY Temptation(s) within and as MY Mind; and so continue accepting and allowing myself to exist as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul within my physical-body, and so equally as one, accept and allow the continuation of the World-System of Money as the existence of the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of the Soul as Physicality to consume into and as Money.
I commit myself, to assist and support me – to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application - transform/stop my Possessions/Temptations of and as Mind/Energy, as my relationship to the future, relationship, sex and money that had manifested within and as the starting-point of me as Energy to please, saturate and empower ONLY ME as energy/mind:
To re-aligning my relationship with me as the Physical in and as the starting-point of equal and one living, and so re-align my relationship to the future as LIVING HERE with and as breath and living for and as a World that is and will be best for all in and as every moment of Breath, to re-aligning relationships/sex to Agreements of and as Equality and Oneness as Practical Equal and One Living with the Physical-Body and other Human-beings as self, and so equally as one – re-align the World-System of Money to an Equal Money System of and as equality and oneness.
Where I walk my process of transforming Temptation of Energy Possession within Self-Interest – that has damned me, my physical-body and this physical-existence, to Practical Living of and as Equality and Oneness, with me, my physical body and so this Physical-Existence to birthing Life from the Physical.
Heaven's Journey to Life
Re: Heaven's Journey to Life
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Re: Heaven's Journey to Life
by SunetteSpies » 26 May 2012, 18:22
DAY 42
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Energy as Real Creator: DAY 42
The Soul of Fear - Part Eight
Energy as Authority - Part Twelve
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Thirteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Three
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re walking Temptation – the Temporary/Tempting Saturation of self as Energy/Money into and as the positive-energy experience/accumulation of and as Money. How we have from the beginning, to the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money – accepted and allowed ourselves to deliberately continue existing in and as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of our Souls within and as the starting-point Signature/Signing as Fear of Loss/Losing. Where we would eternally accept and allow the Damnation of Life/Substance/Physicality as our Physical-Bodies and this Physical-Existence, for us to survive as Energy and Possess our Temptation as the positive-energy experience within, and money-accumulation experience without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have from the Beginning, given up Eternal Life as equality and oneness with and as Substance, for the Temporary/Tempting Saturation experience of myself as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have from the Beginning signed the Deal with the Devil as the Offering my Soul/Life/Substance, within and as the signature of and as Fear/Fear of Loss of losing my Temptation as Energy as the positive-energy experience, where the Deal Lead me into and as Temptation eternally to possess me as Energy and to survive as Energy within and as the consequence of eternal damnation of me as Energy and as Life/Substance, changing me from the Soul of Life, to the Soul of Fear as Consciousness, changing me from Living/Live to the reverse as Survival/Evil as I will eternally accept and allow an existence, where my nature and action of me and relationship to Life stand within and as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life -authority for energy/Devil/Mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy/Mind) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind-Authority: to protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract/Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul; and so continuing – throughout time, to this day with accepting and allowing consequence, for only me as Energy/Mind to continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how, in the Beginning – the moment I accepted and allowed my separation from and of the whole of equality and oneness as me; that manifested me as the Devil/Evil as the reverse of Live/Life as I consumed substance/Life and transformed it into Energy, leading myself into and as Temptation as the positive-energy experience, where I sealed/signed the deal to please/saturate/possess only me as Energy within and as the signature of and as Fear/Fear of Loss: That Fear/Fear of Loss would be/become my Soul evolved into and as Consciousness that would become my directive-principle, control, will and choice from that moment throughout existence - as that Fear/Fear of Loss as signature on the contract/Deal with the Devil as Offering my Soul as consuming substance to transform into energy within and as the nature and action of Blame as Spite, excuse and justification: that signature damned me as Energy to an existence of evil/survival, and so damned Life/Substance to be consumed into Energy for me as survive/possess my Temptation as Energy-manifest.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, I have not in fact Created me, I have not in fact Created existence: I as the centre starting-point in and as equality and oneness with me as All within myself, and so with and as the without as myself, had not – from the beginning, moment by moment, step by step in absolute awareness with and as All as me in the within and without as myself: Created me and existence as a whole.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – I as Energy, as my Relationship to Substance/Life – within myself and as the without as myself as my internal and external manifestation of my existence as Energy: Came to be through Consequence/Consequence Outflow as Cause and Effect within and as the relationship between Accept and Allow. With:
Cause/Acceptance as Consequence: From the moment of conception of separation manifesting the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience – that manifested the Cause of me as Energy that I Accepted as ‘me’ and so I as Energy manifested the Consequence of me as Energy in and as the Relationship between Cause and Acceptance.
Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow: From the moment I experienced the Consequence of me as Energy from the Cause/Acceptance relationship of and as the conception of separation that manifested the negative-energy experience friction/conflict – the Effect of that relationship manifest into the Allowance of the accumulation of me as Energy into and from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive-energy experience as Consequence-outflow of me as Energy.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become the Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow relationship – with no control, directive-principle, will or choice in me within and as this accepted and allowed/Cause and Effect relationship of me as Consequence/Consequence-outflow as Energy to Substance/Life - because:
I had been the Cause of separation as conception of me as separate from and of the whole, that accepted this Cause as Separation for me as Consequence/Energy to exist/survive within and as the Effect (that manifested from the Cause/Acceptance of and as Separation) as Consequence-outflow as the negative-energy experience friction/conflict that accumulated/Allowed me as Energy from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive.
Where, from that moment: my existence, from the Beginning to the Mind Consciousness System, to this World-System of Money, would be in and as the manifestation of me as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for me as Energy as Consequence and Consequence-Outflow to exist and survive.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the ‘fine print’ of the Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul for me as Energy to possess my Temptation as Energy/empower me with Energy-experience and so manifest me as a ‘God’ unto myself Only: that my existence as Energy in and as possession and survival through and as my Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul with the signature of Fear/Fear of Loss as the Details of that Deal and Offering – the ‘fine print’, was:
I would give-up my directive-principle, will and choice to the Controls of the relationship between Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow as the relationship of Energy to Substance that would maintain my Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul for the pleasure, saturation and empowerment of my Energy-Temptation to be a God unto myself only. In this – making Energy-itself Authority through and as the relationship to Life/Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow – with my Soul of Fear/Fear of Loss manifesting me into and as the nature and action of and as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life -authority for energy/Devil/Mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy/Mind) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind-Authority: to protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract/Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul; and so continuing – throughout time, to this day with accepting and allowing the relationship of Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-Outflow, for only me as Energy/Mind to continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I had given up/signed away my responsibility and ability to Create with and as Life in and as Equality and Oneness, through and as directive-principle, will and choice in absolute awareness of and as equality and oneness, where I would have been able to measure the relationship between cause and effect, acceptance and allowance as Consequence and Consequence outflow within and as the Equality-Equation of always considering what is/would be best for all in every moment/step of my nature and action.
But instead - because my starting-point had become of and as Separation, I separated myself from the very Cause and Effect relationship that Energy now had taken Control of, with the Cause as the Acceptance of separation and the Consequence of Energy for the empowerment, pleasure and saturation of only me as Energy within myself to be a God/possession unto myself only – with the Effect as Allowance of and as the negative-energy experience friction/conflict that manifested the Consequence-outflow of me as Energy from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive and so would always only consider/regard the Cause/Effect relationship within the context of my own Interest as possession/survival of me as Energy Only.
And so – I did not Create me/Existence as me: I CAUSED/ACCEPTED me as Energy as CONSEQUENCE-manifest, that MANIFESTED the EFFECT/ALLOWANCE as CONSEQUENCE-OUTFLOW, where Energy had become the AUTHORITY/Control of me and existence as me; and so had given up my directive-principle, will and choice of and as Creating/Creation of and as Life in and as Awareness for Energy-Authority/Consciousness as Fear to exist FOR me within and as the relationship of and as Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow.
In the next post, we’ll continue with how we had given-up/signed away Creating within and as Awareness of and as Equality and Oneness with and as Life – to the relationship of Energy-consequence/consequence-outflow as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for the possession and so survival of and as Energy/ ourselves as ‘Gods’ unto ourselves only; and in this: ourselves as Energy, internally and our existence of Energy externally as our relationship internally and externally as Mind and Money to the physical-body and this physical-existence had manifested through CONSEQUENCE and not through CREATION.
I commit myself to show – how and why, we do not know the details of our own entire existence as the Mind Consciousness System, from the Unconscious, to the Subconscious and to the Conscious-Mind, and everything and all that our Minds as ourselves consist of and exist as: because we did not in fact CREATE ourselves, we manifested ourselves through Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Energy within the relationship we manifested as Energy to the Physical-Body within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance.
I commit myself to show – that we’re Responsible for what we are as the Mind Consciousness System as the manifestation of consequence and consequence-outflow from and of the relationship of Energy to the Physical-Body in and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance, because: we ourselves in and from the Beginning, made the decision to manifest ourselves into and as such an existence as the relationship between Energy and Substance and Mind and Physical-Body – within the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss to survive as Energy to possess our Temptation as Energy/Energy-empowerment to be ‘Gods’ unto ourselves only. In this, our responsibility: we made the Decision to be Gods unto ourselves as Energy only, to make Energy the Authority with the manifestation/details of that Decision being the continued existence of ourselves as Consequence/Consequence-outflow being controlled within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for Energy-Authority to survive and for us to Possess our Temptation as Energy/positive-energy experience.
I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application; assist and support me to align myself with and as The Decision as starting-point of and as Life as what is/will be best for all – so that I can assist and support me to always consider/regard my nature and actions of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow within and as equality and oneness / what is/will be best for all, to so be/become the living directive-principle and will of Life-Authority; and no more accept and allow Energy-Authority to exist FOR me in controlling the relationship between Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow for only it to survive and possess itself that has manifested the consequential relationship between the Mind and Body, and so also the World-System of Money to this physical-existence.
I commit myself to show, how – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, is the living action and application of The Decision as Life/Life-Authority – to re-align me into and as Responsibility and Self-Directive Living, as through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, I step by step, point by point, part by part of and as me as my Mind Consciousness-System; take each point/part and align me to take directive-principle and so responsibility for it, for it to no more exist in and as autopilot/automation that control me, but that I became the directive-principle of and as it, and at the same time – re-align it from an energy-consuming point/part, to a physical-living word of and as equality and oneness.
I commit myself to show, how – writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application is the process of actual creation of self and self’s living, as self will walk/apply/live with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application in every moment, every step, every point and every part in and as awareness of self, self’s body and so self’s world/reality – will have the physical-evidence of self walking self’s process of creation from Consequence to Creation, from the Mind to the Physical, and so from Survival to Living. Manifesting the creation of equality and oneness and what’s best for all as Life as self – within and without, as what it had supposed to have been from the Beginning, and really bringing Heaven to Earth as Self – it all starts with me.
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Energy as Real Creator: DAY 42
The Soul of Fear - Part Eight
Energy as Authority - Part Twelve
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Thirteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Three
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re walking Temptation – the Temporary/Tempting Saturation of self as Energy/Money into and as the positive-energy experience/accumulation of and as Money. How we have from the beginning, to the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money – accepted and allowed ourselves to deliberately continue existing in and as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of our Souls within and as the starting-point Signature/Signing as Fear of Loss/Losing. Where we would eternally accept and allow the Damnation of Life/Substance/Physicality as our Physical-Bodies and this Physical-Existence, for us to survive as Energy and Possess our Temptation as the positive-energy experience within, and money-accumulation experience without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have from the Beginning, given up Eternal Life as equality and oneness with and as Substance, for the Temporary/Tempting Saturation experience of myself as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have from the Beginning signed the Deal with the Devil as the Offering my Soul/Life/Substance, within and as the signature of and as Fear/Fear of Loss of losing my Temptation as Energy as the positive-energy experience, where the Deal Lead me into and as Temptation eternally to possess me as Energy and to survive as Energy within and as the consequence of eternal damnation of me as Energy and as Life/Substance, changing me from the Soul of Life, to the Soul of Fear as Consciousness, changing me from Living/Live to the reverse as Survival/Evil as I will eternally accept and allow an existence, where my nature and action of me and relationship to Life stand within and as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life -authority for energy/Devil/Mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy/Mind) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind-Authority: to protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract/Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul; and so continuing – throughout time, to this day with accepting and allowing consequence, for only me as Energy/Mind to continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how, in the Beginning – the moment I accepted and allowed my separation from and of the whole of equality and oneness as me; that manifested me as the Devil/Evil as the reverse of Live/Life as I consumed substance/Life and transformed it into Energy, leading myself into and as Temptation as the positive-energy experience, where I sealed/signed the deal to please/saturate/possess only me as Energy within and as the signature of and as Fear/Fear of Loss: That Fear/Fear of Loss would be/become my Soul evolved into and as Consciousness that would become my directive-principle, control, will and choice from that moment throughout existence - as that Fear/Fear of Loss as signature on the contract/Deal with the Devil as Offering my Soul as consuming substance to transform into energy within and as the nature and action of Blame as Spite, excuse and justification: that signature damned me as Energy to an existence of evil/survival, and so damned Life/Substance to be consumed into Energy for me as survive/possess my Temptation as Energy-manifest.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, I have not in fact Created me, I have not in fact Created existence: I as the centre starting-point in and as equality and oneness with me as All within myself, and so with and as the without as myself, had not – from the beginning, moment by moment, step by step in absolute awareness with and as All as me in the within and without as myself: Created me and existence as a whole.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – I as Energy, as my Relationship to Substance/Life – within myself and as the without as myself as my internal and external manifestation of my existence as Energy: Came to be through Consequence/Consequence Outflow as Cause and Effect within and as the relationship between Accept and Allow. With:
Cause/Acceptance as Consequence: From the moment of conception of separation manifesting the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience – that manifested the Cause of me as Energy that I Accepted as ‘me’ and so I as Energy manifested the Consequence of me as Energy in and as the Relationship between Cause and Acceptance.
Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow: From the moment I experienced the Consequence of me as Energy from the Cause/Acceptance relationship of and as the conception of separation that manifested the negative-energy experience friction/conflict – the Effect of that relationship manifest into the Allowance of the accumulation of me as Energy into and from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive-energy experience as Consequence-outflow of me as Energy.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become the Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow relationship – with no control, directive-principle, will or choice in me within and as this accepted and allowed/Cause and Effect relationship of me as Consequence/Consequence-outflow as Energy to Substance/Life - because:
I had been the Cause of separation as conception of me as separate from and of the whole, that accepted this Cause as Separation for me as Consequence/Energy to exist/survive within and as the Effect (that manifested from the Cause/Acceptance of and as Separation) as Consequence-outflow as the negative-energy experience friction/conflict that accumulated/Allowed me as Energy from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive.
Where, from that moment: my existence, from the Beginning to the Mind Consciousness System, to this World-System of Money, would be in and as the manifestation of me as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for me as Energy as Consequence and Consequence-Outflow to exist and survive.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the ‘fine print’ of the Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul for me as Energy to possess my Temptation as Energy/empower me with Energy-experience and so manifest me as a ‘God’ unto myself Only: that my existence as Energy in and as possession and survival through and as my Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul with the signature of Fear/Fear of Loss as the Details of that Deal and Offering – the ‘fine print’, was:
I would give-up my directive-principle, will and choice to the Controls of the relationship between Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow as the relationship of Energy to Substance that would maintain my Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul for the pleasure, saturation and empowerment of my Energy-Temptation to be a God unto myself only. In this – making Energy-itself Authority through and as the relationship to Life/Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow – with my Soul of Fear/Fear of Loss manifesting me into and as the nature and action of and as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life -authority for energy/Devil/Mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy/Mind) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind-Authority: to protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract/Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul; and so continuing – throughout time, to this day with accepting and allowing the relationship of Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-Outflow, for only me as Energy/Mind to continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I had given up/signed away my responsibility and ability to Create with and as Life in and as Equality and Oneness, through and as directive-principle, will and choice in absolute awareness of and as equality and oneness, where I would have been able to measure the relationship between cause and effect, acceptance and allowance as Consequence and Consequence outflow within and as the Equality-Equation of always considering what is/would be best for all in every moment/step of my nature and action.
But instead - because my starting-point had become of and as Separation, I separated myself from the very Cause and Effect relationship that Energy now had taken Control of, with the Cause as the Acceptance of separation and the Consequence of Energy for the empowerment, pleasure and saturation of only me as Energy within myself to be a God/possession unto myself only – with the Effect as Allowance of and as the negative-energy experience friction/conflict that manifested the Consequence-outflow of me as Energy from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive and so would always only consider/regard the Cause/Effect relationship within the context of my own Interest as possession/survival of me as Energy Only.
And so – I did not Create me/Existence as me: I CAUSED/ACCEPTED me as Energy as CONSEQUENCE-manifest, that MANIFESTED the EFFECT/ALLOWANCE as CONSEQUENCE-OUTFLOW, where Energy had become the AUTHORITY/Control of me and existence as me; and so had given up my directive-principle, will and choice of and as Creating/Creation of and as Life in and as Awareness for Energy-Authority/Consciousness as Fear to exist FOR me within and as the relationship of and as Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow.
In the next post, we’ll continue with how we had given-up/signed away Creating within and as Awareness of and as Equality and Oneness with and as Life – to the relationship of Energy-consequence/consequence-outflow as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for the possession and so survival of and as Energy/ ourselves as ‘Gods’ unto ourselves only; and in this: ourselves as Energy, internally and our existence of Energy externally as our relationship internally and externally as Mind and Money to the physical-body and this physical-existence had manifested through CONSEQUENCE and not through CREATION.
I commit myself to show – how and why, we do not know the details of our own entire existence as the Mind Consciousness System, from the Unconscious, to the Subconscious and to the Conscious-Mind, and everything and all that our Minds as ourselves consist of and exist as: because we did not in fact CREATE ourselves, we manifested ourselves through Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Energy within the relationship we manifested as Energy to the Physical-Body within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance.
I commit myself to show – that we’re Responsible for what we are as the Mind Consciousness System as the manifestation of consequence and consequence-outflow from and of the relationship of Energy to the Physical-Body in and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance, because: we ourselves in and from the Beginning, made the decision to manifest ourselves into and as such an existence as the relationship between Energy and Substance and Mind and Physical-Body – within the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss to survive as Energy to possess our Temptation as Energy/Energy-empowerment to be ‘Gods’ unto ourselves only. In this, our responsibility: we made the Decision to be Gods unto ourselves as Energy only, to make Energy the Authority with the manifestation/details of that Decision being the continued existence of ourselves as Consequence/Consequence-outflow being controlled within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for Energy-Authority to survive and for us to Possess our Temptation as Energy/positive-energy experience.
I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application; assist and support me to align myself with and as The Decision as starting-point of and as Life as what is/will be best for all – so that I can assist and support me to always consider/regard my nature and actions of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow within and as equality and oneness / what is/will be best for all, to so be/become the living directive-principle and will of Life-Authority; and no more accept and allow Energy-Authority to exist FOR me in controlling the relationship between Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow for only it to survive and possess itself that has manifested the consequential relationship between the Mind and Body, and so also the World-System of Money to this physical-existence.
I commit myself to show, how – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, is the living action and application of The Decision as Life/Life-Authority – to re-align me into and as Responsibility and Self-Directive Living, as through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, I step by step, point by point, part by part of and as me as my Mind Consciousness-System; take each point/part and align me to take directive-principle and so responsibility for it, for it to no more exist in and as autopilot/automation that control me, but that I became the directive-principle of and as it, and at the same time – re-align it from an energy-consuming point/part, to a physical-living word of and as equality and oneness.
I commit myself to show, how – writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application is the process of actual creation of self and self’s living, as self will walk/apply/live with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application in every moment, every step, every point and every part in and as awareness of self, self’s body and so self’s world/reality – will have the physical-evidence of self walking self’s process of creation from Consequence to Creation, from the Mind to the Physical, and so from Survival to Living. Manifesting the creation of equality and oneness and what’s best for all as Life as self – within and without, as what it had supposed to have been from the Beginning, and really bringing Heaven to Earth as Self – it all starts with me.
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Re: Heaven's Journey to Life
by SunetteSpies » 29 May 2012, 14:46
DAY 43
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Energy –the Mask of the Devil: DAY 43
The Soul of Fear - Part Eight
Energy as Authority - Part Twelve
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Thirteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Three
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re walking how we had given-up/signed away Creating within and as Awareness of and as Equality and Oneness with and as Life – to the relationship of Energy-consequence/consequence-outflow as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for the possession and so survival of and as Energy/ ourselves as ‘Gods’ unto ourselves only; and in this: ourselves as Energy, internally and our existence of Energy externally as our relationship internally and externally as Mind and Money to the physical-body and this physical-existence had manifested through CONSEQUENCE and not through CREATION.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in and from the Beginning, with the Deal with the Devil and the Offering my Soul – with the Leading of myself into Temptation as Energy empowerment/saturation within and as the signing of and as Fear/Fear of Loss; where for me to be a ‘God’ unto myself as Energy: I manifested the relationship of me as Energy to Substance as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance – existing in and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification, with Consequence and Consequence-outflow that would be/become my existence of and as Eternal Damnation from that Moment, to who, what, how I am now as the Mind relationship to the Physical and the World-System of Money relationship to this Physical-Existence.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – that Moment, in the Beginning – was the Moment of Eternal Damnation, that Defined me and my existence from that Moment into Eternity. Where from that Moment – my entire internal and external existence would manifest through and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as the Consequence and Consequence-outflow of and as Energy; controlled within and as the starting-point of and as Fear/Fear of Loss through and as the nature and action of me within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority: to protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract/Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul; and so continuing – throughout time, to this day with accepting and allowing the relationship of Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-Outflow, for only me as Energy/Mind/Money to continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how from that Moment, in the Beginning – I have throughout existence, had no directive-principle, will or choice of who, what and how I am, as the entirety of me within myself and my existence had come to manifest as Control, as the Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul for me to be a God unto myself, where in and as this Control – I am subject to an existence/relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Affect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Energy/Mind/Money to Substance/the Physical-Body/this Physical-Existence which is controlled through Fear/Fear of Loss and maintained within and as my nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification that I still consist of and exist as to this day as the Mind Consciousness System within and the World-System of Money without – to only Survive and ensure the possession of me as Energy/Mind and Money.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – from that Moment, in the Beginning: I had given Energy Authority over and of Life as Substance/existence, that still exist now as the Mind-Authority over the Physical-Body and the World-System of Money Authority over this Physical-Existence, where:
The existence of Energy-Authority exist within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow, within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss - to survive as Energy within and as the nature and action of and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification to possess itself as Energy and so control its Authority/Godhood unto itself. In this existence of Energy-Authority – it controls its existence automatically – that has now become the automated Mind Consciousness System and World-System through and as Consciousness/Soul of Fear as the Mind/Energy and the World-System/Money to ensure its own survival and possession of Temptation as positive-energy experience/money-accumulation and, within that – its Authority/Godhood.
Where now, as the Mind Consciousness System: Consciousness as the Soul of Fear, controls all the processes, mechanisms and functioning of my entire Mind Consciousness System, from the Conscious, to the Subconscious and the Unconscious FOR me, where my nature and action of deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification is automated, within and as Fear/Fear of Loss to always ensure the survival and possession of me as Energy within and as my Mind Consciousness System.
Where now, as the World-System of Money: Money as the Soul of Fear of the World-System controls all processes, mechanisms and functioning of its entire Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious existence FOR Humanity/this Physical-existence within and as its nature and action of deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification being automated within and as Fear/Fear of Loss to always ensure the survival and possession of itself as Money for the World-System of Money.
Where, as the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money – the relationships between Energy/Money and the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, is constantly, continuously being controlled within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Energy and Money Controls its survival and possession through and as its nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification to survive and possess itself and manage its Authority/Godhood – with no SELF being HERE in and as this existence, process and manifestation of Energy and Money as we had abdicated/given up all directive-principle, will and choice to the Authority/Control of Energy and Money that only serve its own survival and possession of its Temptation/Authority of Energy/Money/Godhood.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how I have purposefully, deliberately – made the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul to keep my possession/Temptation as Energy to be a God unto myself only, signed within and as Fear/Fear of Loss that would eternally ensure that I control my existence as Energy through and as Fear/Fear of Loss in and as the deliberate nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow. Where that Purposeful/Deliberate Deal, became the Purpose of my existence as Energy, that would eternally exist in damnation as Survival within and as Fear/Fear of Loss through and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification in the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my Purpose as Life, as Creator as Creation of and as equality and oneness with directive-principle, will and choice, to and as the Purpose of and as Survival, within and as the starting-point of and as Fear of Loss manifested in and as the nature and action of deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification through the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow for me to possess my own Temptation/Energy as Godhood unto myself Only.
I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how Energy-Authority – with its Purpose of Survival within the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, through and as the nature and action of Blame, as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for it to control its Possession/Godhood-Authority unto itself: Only served itself – its own survival and possession and never, throughout time – from the Beginning: considered/regarded the implications of its Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Energy within and without. Because its own purpose was Survival and Control of its Authority/Godhood within itself, it could not SEE, consider/regard the Consequence and Consequence-outflow it manifested in the within as my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence as a whole, as it was Possessed by itself, its own Survival, to where we are now:
As the Mind Consciousness System: we as Consciousness with its Purpose of Survival within the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, through and as the nature and action of Blame, as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for it to control its Possession/Godhood-Authority unto itself: Only serve itself – its own survival and possession and never, consider/regard the implications of its Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Energy within the physical-body itself and without as the relationships to others and this physical-existence. Because its own purpose is Survival and Control of its Authority/Godhood within itself, and so cannot SEE, consider/regard the Consequence and Consequence-outflow it manifests in the within the physical-body, as it is Possessed by itself, its own Survival.
As the World-System of Money: Money with its Purpose of Survival within the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, through and as the nature and action of Blame, as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for it to control its Possession/Money-Authority unto itself: Only serve itself – its own survival and possession and never, consider/regard the implications of its Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Money within and towards this physical-existence. Because its own purpose is Survival and Control of its Authority/Godhood as Money within itself, and so cannot SEE, consider/regard the Consequence and Consequence-outflow it manifests in the within this physical-existence, as it is Possessed by itself, its own Survival.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that I have lost all control, directive-principle, will and choice that I had abdicated to Energy-Authority/Mind/Money – that now control and have automated my entire internal and external existence through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for it as Energy/Money to survive and possess itself within and as its Godhood/Authority Position as Energy within and Money without. And so lost all control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of the Consequence and Consequence-outflow the Mind within and Money without manifest in the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence through and as its relationship of Cause/Acceptance (existing in separation) and Effect/Allowance (manifesting the relationship of negative-energy experience of friction/conflict to accumulate the neutral and positive-energy experience).
We’ll continue in the next post, with more detail into the Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical-Body, where – because we have to exist in a Cause/Acceptance (separation) and Effect/Allowance (manifestation of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that accumulate the neutral to the positive); for Energy to exist: we within that accepted and allowed relationship lost all control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of the Consequence and Consequence-outflow that relationship of Energy to Substance/Mind to Physicality manifest. And thus, how ourselves and this existence manifest /has manifested through Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the manifestation of ourselves as Energy as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance – just for ourselves as Energy to survive and possess ourselves to control our Authority/Godhood within ourselves. With no consideration, regard for our physical-bodies and this physical-existence that the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance of Energy to Substance manifest, because our purpose had just become to Survive as Energy/be God unto ourselves as Energy.
I commit myself to show, how – in accepting and allowing ENERGY of the Mind/Consciousness to exist, we’re in fact existing within and as the Purpose of Survival – to possess ourselves as Energy, and be a ‘God’ unto ourselves only, and so continue existing within Fear/Fear of Loss as the Deal with the Devil and the Offering of our Souls, and so is continuing existing in the relationship of Cause/Acceptance (as separation) and the Effect/Allowance (as manifestation of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that accumulate the neutral to the positive) – with no directive-principle, will or choice this relationship of the Mind to the Physical is manifesting as consequence and consequence-outflow.
I commit myself to show – how and why, human beings that profess Positivity/Light/Love as energy/energy-experiences/vibrations is serving the Devil/Energy-Authority within and as themselves as the Mind, in fact serving their own Authority/Godhood unto themselves, with no consideration, regard for their Physical-Bodies/this Physical-Existence, because: to experience that Energy of Positivity/Light/Love – they exist within and as the Energy/Mind relationship to the Physical-Body within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance and so will continue existing in separation, in and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as the Mind to the Physical, to accumulate their energy from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive within and as the Evil (reverse of Live/Life) nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification to consume physicality to transform into Energy. And in this, why and how they will not and cannot make any substantial change to this Physical-Existence – because their very nature and beingness as Consciousness exist in survival and possession and are so actually doing the reverse of what they’re professing: they’re only possessed by their own empowerment/saturation of Energy/Godhood, and in no way SEEING the actual consequence and consequence-outflow they as Energy-Authority is manifesting to the physical-body and this physical-existence.
I commit myself to show, how – we have become servants to the Devil/Energy-Authority for ourselves to only WITHIN ourselves manifest our Authority/Godhood unto ourselves, where our existence had become completely internalized and automated within ourselves as Mind/Consciousness – only existing to survive and possess ourselves as Energy; with no substantial living action visible to bring about a change of ourselves within and without.
In this - I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, speaking and sharing – walk the Visible Action of The Decision to no more accept and allow myself to Serve the Devil/Energy-Authority within and as the Cause/Acceptance of accepting separation, and Effect/Allowance of allowing the relationship between the negative, neutral and positive energies of Mind; but align myself into and as equality and oneness with and as the human physical-body, to stand with and as Life-Authority of and as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for All, as my process of taking directive-principle as responsibility for who, how and what I am in every moment of Breath, and so no more exist in and as the automation of Consciousness that has become the authority over and of me, the physical-body and this physical-existence, but in fact walk in and as Awareness, here in every moment of Breath.
I commit myself, to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, stop Consciousness-Automation and establish Life-Awareness, as the process of stopping my loss of control of Consequence and Consequence-outflow and become a self-directive, physical-living being with the will and decision of walking with and as Life-Authority in and as my physical-body and this physical-existence as a living-example of showing the process required to be walked, to re-establish our directive-principle, will and choice to bring about actual, real, substantial change for ourselves and so for all, that can and will only be done through actual, real Visible Action – writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application, speaking and sharing, and not through possession and survival of and as Energy-Authority as Mind/Consciousness.
I commit myself to show, how and why – beings that profess positivity/light and love, will not practically consider a global change to the nature and beingness of human-beings and so also to and as the World-System of Money, but will only lead human-beings into and as the temptation of Mind as Energy as positive-energy experience/light and love; as they are the Devils in Disguise, that lead human beings into and as the Mind/Energy-Authority within, to be Gods unto themselves only, with no consideration, regard to their physical-bodies and this physical-existence/humanity as a whole; and so do not in fact care about anything or anyone but their own possession and survival of and as Energy. And so will accept and allow the World-System of Money to continue as is, as it exist equal-to and one with their image and likeness: accumulating money/positive-energy experience for its own possession and survival.
Thus, I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, release myself from the possession of Energy, and the temptation of the Devil/Evil as Energy as the reverse of Life/Live, stand equal-to and one-with my physical-body and eventually this physical-existence, and stand for and as a Global change as the Equal Money System – that will ensure that all equally as one Live on this Earth, with no more possession/survival; with no more beings being ‘Gods’ unto themselves only, as all consider/regard themselves and each other and all within and as this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness.
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Energy –the Mask of the Devil: DAY 43
The Soul of Fear - Part Eight
Energy as Authority - Part Twelve
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Thirteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Three
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re walking how we had given-up/signed away Creating within and as Awareness of and as Equality and Oneness with and as Life – to the relationship of Energy-consequence/consequence-outflow as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for the possession and so survival of and as Energy/ ourselves as ‘Gods’ unto ourselves only; and in this: ourselves as Energy, internally and our existence of Energy externally as our relationship internally and externally as Mind and Money to the physical-body and this physical-existence had manifested through CONSEQUENCE and not through CREATION.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in and from the Beginning, with the Deal with the Devil and the Offering my Soul – with the Leading of myself into Temptation as Energy empowerment/saturation within and as the signing of and as Fear/Fear of Loss; where for me to be a ‘God’ unto myself as Energy: I manifested the relationship of me as Energy to Substance as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance – existing in and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification, with Consequence and Consequence-outflow that would be/become my existence of and as Eternal Damnation from that Moment, to who, what, how I am now as the Mind relationship to the Physical and the World-System of Money relationship to this Physical-Existence.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – that Moment, in the Beginning – was the Moment of Eternal Damnation, that Defined me and my existence from that Moment into Eternity. Where from that Moment – my entire internal and external existence would manifest through and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as the Consequence and Consequence-outflow of and as Energy; controlled within and as the starting-point of and as Fear/Fear of Loss through and as the nature and action of me within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority: to protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract/Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul; and so continuing – throughout time, to this day with accepting and allowing the relationship of Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-Outflow, for only me as Energy/Mind/Money to continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how from that Moment, in the Beginning – I have throughout existence, had no directive-principle, will or choice of who, what and how I am, as the entirety of me within myself and my existence had come to manifest as Control, as the Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul for me to be a God unto myself, where in and as this Control – I am subject to an existence/relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Affect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Energy/Mind/Money to Substance/the Physical-Body/this Physical-Existence which is controlled through Fear/Fear of Loss and maintained within and as my nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification that I still consist of and exist as to this day as the Mind Consciousness System within and the World-System of Money without – to only Survive and ensure the possession of me as Energy/Mind and Money.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – from that Moment, in the Beginning: I had given Energy Authority over and of Life as Substance/existence, that still exist now as the Mind-Authority over the Physical-Body and the World-System of Money Authority over this Physical-Existence, where:
The existence of Energy-Authority exist within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow, within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss - to survive as Energy within and as the nature and action of and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification to possess itself as Energy and so control its Authority/Godhood unto itself. In this existence of Energy-Authority – it controls its existence automatically – that has now become the automated Mind Consciousness System and World-System through and as Consciousness/Soul of Fear as the Mind/Energy and the World-System/Money to ensure its own survival and possession of Temptation as positive-energy experience/money-accumulation and, within that – its Authority/Godhood.
Where now, as the Mind Consciousness System: Consciousness as the Soul of Fear, controls all the processes, mechanisms and functioning of my entire Mind Consciousness System, from the Conscious, to the Subconscious and the Unconscious FOR me, where my nature and action of deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification is automated, within and as Fear/Fear of Loss to always ensure the survival and possession of me as Energy within and as my Mind Consciousness System.
Where now, as the World-System of Money: Money as the Soul of Fear of the World-System controls all processes, mechanisms and functioning of its entire Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious existence FOR Humanity/this Physical-existence within and as its nature and action of deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification being automated within and as Fear/Fear of Loss to always ensure the survival and possession of itself as Money for the World-System of Money.
Where, as the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money – the relationships between Energy/Money and the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, is constantly, continuously being controlled within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Energy and Money Controls its survival and possession through and as its nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification to survive and possess itself and manage its Authority/Godhood – with no SELF being HERE in and as this existence, process and manifestation of Energy and Money as we had abdicated/given up all directive-principle, will and choice to the Authority/Control of Energy and Money that only serve its own survival and possession of its Temptation/Authority of Energy/Money/Godhood.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how I have purposefully, deliberately – made the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul to keep my possession/Temptation as Energy to be a God unto myself only, signed within and as Fear/Fear of Loss that would eternally ensure that I control my existence as Energy through and as Fear/Fear of Loss in and as the deliberate nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow. Where that Purposeful/Deliberate Deal, became the Purpose of my existence as Energy, that would eternally exist in damnation as Survival within and as Fear/Fear of Loss through and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification in the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my Purpose as Life, as Creator as Creation of and as equality and oneness with directive-principle, will and choice, to and as the Purpose of and as Survival, within and as the starting-point of and as Fear of Loss manifested in and as the nature and action of deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification through the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow for me to possess my own Temptation/Energy as Godhood unto myself Only.
I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how Energy-Authority – with its Purpose of Survival within the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, through and as the nature and action of Blame, as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for it to control its Possession/Godhood-Authority unto itself: Only served itself – its own survival and possession and never, throughout time – from the Beginning: considered/regarded the implications of its Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Energy within and without. Because its own purpose was Survival and Control of its Authority/Godhood within itself, it could not SEE, consider/regard the Consequence and Consequence-outflow it manifested in the within as my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence as a whole, as it was Possessed by itself, its own Survival, to where we are now:
As the Mind Consciousness System: we as Consciousness with its Purpose of Survival within the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, through and as the nature and action of Blame, as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for it to control its Possession/Godhood-Authority unto itself: Only serve itself – its own survival and possession and never, consider/regard the implications of its Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Energy within the physical-body itself and without as the relationships to others and this physical-existence. Because its own purpose is Survival and Control of its Authority/Godhood within itself, and so cannot SEE, consider/regard the Consequence and Consequence-outflow it manifests in the within the physical-body, as it is Possessed by itself, its own Survival.
As the World-System of Money: Money with its Purpose of Survival within the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, through and as the nature and action of Blame, as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for it to control its Possession/Money-Authority unto itself: Only serve itself – its own survival and possession and never, consider/regard the implications of its Consequence and Consequence-outflow as Money within and towards this physical-existence. Because its own purpose is Survival and Control of its Authority/Godhood as Money within itself, and so cannot SEE, consider/regard the Consequence and Consequence-outflow it manifests in the within this physical-existence, as it is Possessed by itself, its own Survival.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that I have lost all control, directive-principle, will and choice that I had abdicated to Energy-Authority/Mind/Money – that now control and have automated my entire internal and external existence through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for it as Energy/Money to survive and possess itself within and as its Godhood/Authority Position as Energy within and Money without. And so lost all control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of the Consequence and Consequence-outflow the Mind within and Money without manifest in the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence through and as its relationship of Cause/Acceptance (existing in separation) and Effect/Allowance (manifesting the relationship of negative-energy experience of friction/conflict to accumulate the neutral and positive-energy experience).
We’ll continue in the next post, with more detail into the Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical-Body, where – because we have to exist in a Cause/Acceptance (separation) and Effect/Allowance (manifestation of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that accumulate the neutral to the positive); for Energy to exist: we within that accepted and allowed relationship lost all control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of the Consequence and Consequence-outflow that relationship of Energy to Substance/Mind to Physicality manifest. And thus, how ourselves and this existence manifest /has manifested through Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the manifestation of ourselves as Energy as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance – just for ourselves as Energy to survive and possess ourselves to control our Authority/Godhood within ourselves. With no consideration, regard for our physical-bodies and this physical-existence that the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance of Energy to Substance manifest, because our purpose had just become to Survive as Energy/be God unto ourselves as Energy.
I commit myself to show, how – in accepting and allowing ENERGY of the Mind/Consciousness to exist, we’re in fact existing within and as the Purpose of Survival – to possess ourselves as Energy, and be a ‘God’ unto ourselves only, and so continue existing within Fear/Fear of Loss as the Deal with the Devil and the Offering of our Souls, and so is continuing existing in the relationship of Cause/Acceptance (as separation) and the Effect/Allowance (as manifestation of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that accumulate the neutral to the positive) – with no directive-principle, will or choice this relationship of the Mind to the Physical is manifesting as consequence and consequence-outflow.
I commit myself to show – how and why, human beings that profess Positivity/Light/Love as energy/energy-experiences/vibrations is serving the Devil/Energy-Authority within and as themselves as the Mind, in fact serving their own Authority/Godhood unto themselves, with no consideration, regard for their Physical-Bodies/this Physical-Existence, because: to experience that Energy of Positivity/Light/Love – they exist within and as the Energy/Mind relationship to the Physical-Body within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance and so will continue existing in separation, in and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as the Mind to the Physical, to accumulate their energy from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive within and as the Evil (reverse of Live/Life) nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification to consume physicality to transform into Energy. And in this, why and how they will not and cannot make any substantial change to this Physical-Existence – because their very nature and beingness as Consciousness exist in survival and possession and are so actually doing the reverse of what they’re professing: they’re only possessed by their own empowerment/saturation of Energy/Godhood, and in no way SEEING the actual consequence and consequence-outflow they as Energy-Authority is manifesting to the physical-body and this physical-existence.
I commit myself to show, how – we have become servants to the Devil/Energy-Authority for ourselves to only WITHIN ourselves manifest our Authority/Godhood unto ourselves, where our existence had become completely internalized and automated within ourselves as Mind/Consciousness – only existing to survive and possess ourselves as Energy; with no substantial living action visible to bring about a change of ourselves within and without.
In this - I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, speaking and sharing – walk the Visible Action of The Decision to no more accept and allow myself to Serve the Devil/Energy-Authority within and as the Cause/Acceptance of accepting separation, and Effect/Allowance of allowing the relationship between the negative, neutral and positive energies of Mind; but align myself into and as equality and oneness with and as the human physical-body, to stand with and as Life-Authority of and as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for All, as my process of taking directive-principle as responsibility for who, how and what I am in every moment of Breath, and so no more exist in and as the automation of Consciousness that has become the authority over and of me, the physical-body and this physical-existence, but in fact walk in and as Awareness, here in every moment of Breath.
I commit myself, to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, stop Consciousness-Automation and establish Life-Awareness, as the process of stopping my loss of control of Consequence and Consequence-outflow and become a self-directive, physical-living being with the will and decision of walking with and as Life-Authority in and as my physical-body and this physical-existence as a living-example of showing the process required to be walked, to re-establish our directive-principle, will and choice to bring about actual, real, substantial change for ourselves and so for all, that can and will only be done through actual, real Visible Action – writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application, speaking and sharing, and not through possession and survival of and as Energy-Authority as Mind/Consciousness.
I commit myself to show, how and why – beings that profess positivity/light and love, will not practically consider a global change to the nature and beingness of human-beings and so also to and as the World-System of Money, but will only lead human-beings into and as the temptation of Mind as Energy as positive-energy experience/light and love; as they are the Devils in Disguise, that lead human beings into and as the Mind/Energy-Authority within, to be Gods unto themselves only, with no consideration, regard to their physical-bodies and this physical-existence/humanity as a whole; and so do not in fact care about anything or anyone but their own possession and survival of and as Energy. And so will accept and allow the World-System of Money to continue as is, as it exist equal-to and one with their image and likeness: accumulating money/positive-energy experience for its own possession and survival.
Thus, I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, release myself from the possession of Energy, and the temptation of the Devil/Evil as Energy as the reverse of Life/Live, stand equal-to and one-with my physical-body and eventually this physical-existence, and stand for and as a Global change as the Equal Money System – that will ensure that all equally as one Live on this Earth, with no more possession/survival; with no more beings being ‘Gods’ unto themselves only, as all consider/regard themselves and each other and all within and as this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness.
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Re: Heaven's Journey to Life
by SunetteSpies » 29 May 2012, 14:47
DAY 44
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Are All Choices Damned?: DAY 44
The Soul of Fear - Part Nine
Energy as Authority - Part Thirteen
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Fourteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Four
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post – we’re continuing with walking more detail into the Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical-Body, where – because we have to exist in a Cause/Acceptance (separation) and Effect/Allowance (manifestation of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that accumulate the neutral to the positive); for Energy to exist: we within that accepted and allowed relationship lost all control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of the Consequence and Consequence-outflow that relationship of Energy to Substance/Mind to Physicality manifest. And thus, how ourselves and this existence manifest /has manifested through Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the manifestation of ourselves as Energy as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance – just for ourselves as Energy to survive and possess ourselves to control our Authority/Godhood within ourselves.
Within this, having a look at the implications of accepting and allowing Energy to be Authority over and of Life…
I forgive myself, that I have accepted and allowed myself, to from the Beginning – give Energy Authority over and of Life/Substance, manifested as the signing of the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul in and as Fear/Fear of Loss for my addiction/temptation as temporary/tempting saturation/empowerment of and as Energy/Positive-energy experience, that bedevilled my nature and action into and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority: to protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself through and as the entire Relationship of me as Energy to Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that MY only Purpose as Energy-Authority is Survival within and as Fear/Fear of Loss through and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow – where I’ve manifested me as an acceptance of separation, and an allowance of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience accumulation, to the neutral and positive-energy experience; that is and has become my automated existence as Energy-Authority. And within that acceptance of separation, and allowance of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience accumulation: abdicated my ability of responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice; where throughout time:
Responsibility as Energy-Authority: Response-Ability – diminished/limited to the ability of me only responding to my Fear/Fear of Loss the moment my energy-experience awareness of the positive lessen to the neutral and to the negative, that automatically instigate/initiate my movement inward and forward for my reward/empowerment/saturation as addiction/temptation of and as positive-energy experience. Thus, my responsibility was only to my own survival – with no consideration/regard to Life/Substance as the means/ways/methods within and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as manifesting deliberate friction/conflict to consume substance and transform into Energy for me to survive.
Directive-Principle as Energy-Authority: As Energy-Authority, my Directive-Principle manifested as Control – where I manage the relationship of Cause/Acceptance (acceptance of separation) and Effect/Allowance (the manifestation of that separation as the friction/conflict that manifest the negative-energy experience) as Consequence and Consequence-outflow to ensure that I as Energy fulfil my responsibility of Survival unto myself only. Where, within this Control – I control only me within myself, and thus have control of only me within myself within and as my limited/diminished functioning of maintaining the relationship of me as Energy to Substance within and as separation and the friction/conflict manifesting the negative-energy experience.
This Control that has now been automated by and as Consciousness with its Responsibility of ensuring Survival within and as Fear/Fear of Loss within and as the Mind Consciousness System, that now Control my entire Mind Consciousness System FOR me, managing the constant/continuous relationship of Cause/Acceptance (acceptance of separation) and Effect/Allowance (the manifestation of that separation as the friction/conflict that manifest the negative-energy experience) as Consequence and Consequence-outflow to ensure that I as Energy fulfil my responsibility of Survival unto myself only.
Will as Energy-Authority: My Will as Energy-Authority exist as automated initiation/instigation by and through the negative-energy experience within and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend my responsibility and control of and as Survival unto me as Energy only; where the moment my energy-experience awareness lessen to the negative-energy experience; it instigate/initiate as motivate my movement inward and forward for my reward/temptation/addiction of and as Energy/positive-energy experience empowerment/saturation – through and as the process of consuming substance to transform into Energy within and as the deliberate nature and action of me as Blame of spite, excuse and justification and the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance of Consequence and Consequence-outflow.
Choice as Energy-Authority: Where I had in the beginning manifested my Choice in and as my who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority, manifested as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul – that manifested me into and as the eternal damnation of my internal and external existence, as I will eternally exist within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority: to protect and defend my responsibility and control of and as only my SURVIVAL/possession through and as the entire Relationship of me as Energy to Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, abdicate:
Responsibility: to protecting and defending only my Survival/Possession as Energy
Directive-Principle: to Controlling only my Survival/Possession as Energy
Will: to Automated motivation as instigation/initiation of and as Fear/Fear of Loss of and as the negative-energy experience awareness of me for my Survival/Possession as Energy Only
Choice: to Eternally Damn me and existence as me for Only my Survival/Possession as Energy Only, where I had made the choice, eternally of who, how and what I am as Energy within and as the manifestation of and as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate, an existence of Life, of equality and oneness of responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice of Living and Creating – to an existence of Energy and Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation of Evil and Survival; that has become the existence of me, from the Beginning, to the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money – not seeing, realising and understanding; how and why: my nature and action of and as deliberate Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as expecting change, waiting for change, praying for change, wishing for change: is in fact me deliberately Postponing the Change of Me as Energy-Authority – as I will continue in and as Energy and Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation of Evil and Survival to remain as Energy-Authority/Mind/Money for me to continue existing as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority. And will only not take the responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice of and as Life-Authority of and as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all; because I deliberately regard me as Energy as the Authority over and of all of existence; and in this deliberate refusal and postponement of me as Energy-Authority not changing: I am the Devil Incarnate, and regard my possessions/survival of and as Energy-Temptation/Empowerment, more than the equal and one opportunity of life/living for all of humanity within and as equality and oneness.
I commit myself to – stop postponing the change of me from Energy-Authority Survival/Possession within and as Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation, as I see, realise and understand, that: the longer I postpone – the more the consequence and consequence-outflow of me as Mind/World-System will manifest in my physical-body and this physical-existence as me; that only exist as I have abdicated my responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice in and as the choice with the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul that had limited/diminished me into and as an existence of Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation – damning me and all as me, within and as me continuing to exist as the Choice of Damnation as Energy-Authority over and of Life-Authority.
I commit myself to through, within and as the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application change:
FROM Protection and defence response-ability of only me as Energy within and as the polarity competition between the negative, neutral and positive-energy experience managing my survival as Energy, TO response-ability, where I get to know me as my entire Mind Consciousness System and be able to effectively stand/respond to me within and as my Mind, where I no more exist in automation as Consciousness, but in fact have the ability to stand/respond/direct me within myself in and as self-awareness of and as equality and oneness with and as my human physical body to in fact Live.
FROM Control TO self-directive principle, where – in and as the process of getting to know my entire Mind Consciousness System, as the process of standing equal-to and one-with it and taking responsibility for it as me, I in the process of changing me from Automated Consciousness, where I release myself from knowledge and information and reactions, to LIVING WORDS – I become the self-directive principle of me as me, as I direct me as the Living Word, equal to and one with the physical, within and as the Principle of and as Life/Life-Authority as what is/will be best for all.
FROM Motivation within Fear/Fear of Loss for Survival TO the Will/Expression of Life, as I commit myself to walk my process of standing up/birthing me as Life from the Physical and no more deliberately postpone the change of me from Energy-Authority Evil to Life-Authority Living
FROM Choice of Damnation TO The Decision of and as Life – as I commit myself to walk in and as every moment of breath, every point/part as step through and as my Mind, until I am in fact living proof of and as the living word in and as equality and oneness with my physical-body and eventually this physical-existence, where this Decision – is the decision I make for myself as for all, to stop damnation and birth Life from the physical – for me as for all.
In this, I commit myself to implement the Equal Money System – that will exist within responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice for and as all of humanity and this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness, and no more manifest an existence of damnation to humanity and this physical existence in its current accepted and allowed state of Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear to serve only its own survival/possession of and as Money and the consequence/consequence outflow it manifest to all within existence.
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-44.html
Are All Choices Damned?: DAY 44
The Soul of Fear - Part Nine
Energy as Authority - Part Thirteen
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Fourteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Four
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post – we’re continuing with walking more detail into the Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical-Body, where – because we have to exist in a Cause/Acceptance (separation) and Effect/Allowance (manifestation of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that accumulate the neutral to the positive); for Energy to exist: we within that accepted and allowed relationship lost all control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of the Consequence and Consequence-outflow that relationship of Energy to Substance/Mind to Physicality manifest. And thus, how ourselves and this existence manifest /has manifested through Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the manifestation of ourselves as Energy as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance – just for ourselves as Energy to survive and possess ourselves to control our Authority/Godhood within ourselves.
Within this, having a look at the implications of accepting and allowing Energy to be Authority over and of Life…
I forgive myself, that I have accepted and allowed myself, to from the Beginning – give Energy Authority over and of Life/Substance, manifested as the signing of the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul in and as Fear/Fear of Loss for my addiction/temptation as temporary/tempting saturation/empowerment of and as Energy/Positive-energy experience, that bedevilled my nature and action into and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority: to protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself through and as the entire Relationship of me as Energy to Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that MY only Purpose as Energy-Authority is Survival within and as Fear/Fear of Loss through and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow – where I’ve manifested me as an acceptance of separation, and an allowance of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience accumulation, to the neutral and positive-energy experience; that is and has become my automated existence as Energy-Authority. And within that acceptance of separation, and allowance of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience accumulation: abdicated my ability of responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice; where throughout time:
Responsibility as Energy-Authority: Response-Ability – diminished/limited to the ability of me only responding to my Fear/Fear of Loss the moment my energy-experience awareness of the positive lessen to the neutral and to the negative, that automatically instigate/initiate my movement inward and forward for my reward/empowerment/saturation as addiction/temptation of and as positive-energy experience. Thus, my responsibility was only to my own survival – with no consideration/regard to Life/Substance as the means/ways/methods within and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as manifesting deliberate friction/conflict to consume substance and transform into Energy for me to survive.
Directive-Principle as Energy-Authority: As Energy-Authority, my Directive-Principle manifested as Control – where I manage the relationship of Cause/Acceptance (acceptance of separation) and Effect/Allowance (the manifestation of that separation as the friction/conflict that manifest the negative-energy experience) as Consequence and Consequence-outflow to ensure that I as Energy fulfil my responsibility of Survival unto myself only. Where, within this Control – I control only me within myself, and thus have control of only me within myself within and as my limited/diminished functioning of maintaining the relationship of me as Energy to Substance within and as separation and the friction/conflict manifesting the negative-energy experience.
This Control that has now been automated by and as Consciousness with its Responsibility of ensuring Survival within and as Fear/Fear of Loss within and as the Mind Consciousness System, that now Control my entire Mind Consciousness System FOR me, managing the constant/continuous relationship of Cause/Acceptance (acceptance of separation) and Effect/Allowance (the manifestation of that separation as the friction/conflict that manifest the negative-energy experience) as Consequence and Consequence-outflow to ensure that I as Energy fulfil my responsibility of Survival unto myself only.
Will as Energy-Authority: My Will as Energy-Authority exist as automated initiation/instigation by and through the negative-energy experience within and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend my responsibility and control of and as Survival unto me as Energy only; where the moment my energy-experience awareness lessen to the negative-energy experience; it instigate/initiate as motivate my movement inward and forward for my reward/temptation/addiction of and as Energy/positive-energy experience empowerment/saturation – through and as the process of consuming substance to transform into Energy within and as the deliberate nature and action of me as Blame of spite, excuse and justification and the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance of Consequence and Consequence-outflow.
Choice as Energy-Authority: Where I had in the beginning manifested my Choice in and as my who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority, manifested as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul – that manifested me into and as the eternal damnation of my internal and external existence, as I will eternally exist within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority: to protect and defend my responsibility and control of and as only my SURVIVAL/possession through and as the entire Relationship of me as Energy to Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, abdicate:
Responsibility: to protecting and defending only my Survival/Possession as Energy
Directive-Principle: to Controlling only my Survival/Possession as Energy
Will: to Automated motivation as instigation/initiation of and as Fear/Fear of Loss of and as the negative-energy experience awareness of me for my Survival/Possession as Energy Only
Choice: to Eternally Damn me and existence as me for Only my Survival/Possession as Energy Only, where I had made the choice, eternally of who, how and what I am as Energy within and as the manifestation of and as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate, an existence of Life, of equality and oneness of responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice of Living and Creating – to an existence of Energy and Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation of Evil and Survival; that has become the existence of me, from the Beginning, to the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money – not seeing, realising and understanding; how and why: my nature and action of and as deliberate Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as expecting change, waiting for change, praying for change, wishing for change: is in fact me deliberately Postponing the Change of Me as Energy-Authority – as I will continue in and as Energy and Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation of Evil and Survival to remain as Energy-Authority/Mind/Money for me to continue existing as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority. And will only not take the responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice of and as Life-Authority of and as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all; because I deliberately regard me as Energy as the Authority over and of all of existence; and in this deliberate refusal and postponement of me as Energy-Authority not changing: I am the Devil Incarnate, and regard my possessions/survival of and as Energy-Temptation/Empowerment, more than the equal and one opportunity of life/living for all of humanity within and as equality and oneness.
I commit myself to – stop postponing the change of me from Energy-Authority Survival/Possession within and as Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation, as I see, realise and understand, that: the longer I postpone – the more the consequence and consequence-outflow of me as Mind/World-System will manifest in my physical-body and this physical-existence as me; that only exist as I have abdicated my responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice in and as the choice with the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul that had limited/diminished me into and as an existence of Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation – damning me and all as me, within and as me continuing to exist as the Choice of Damnation as Energy-Authority over and of Life-Authority.
I commit myself to through, within and as the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application change:
FROM Protection and defence response-ability of only me as Energy within and as the polarity competition between the negative, neutral and positive-energy experience managing my survival as Energy, TO response-ability, where I get to know me as my entire Mind Consciousness System and be able to effectively stand/respond to me within and as my Mind, where I no more exist in automation as Consciousness, but in fact have the ability to stand/respond/direct me within myself in and as self-awareness of and as equality and oneness with and as my human physical body to in fact Live.
FROM Control TO self-directive principle, where – in and as the process of getting to know my entire Mind Consciousness System, as the process of standing equal-to and one-with it and taking responsibility for it as me, I in the process of changing me from Automated Consciousness, where I release myself from knowledge and information and reactions, to LIVING WORDS – I become the self-directive principle of me as me, as I direct me as the Living Word, equal to and one with the physical, within and as the Principle of and as Life/Life-Authority as what is/will be best for all.
FROM Motivation within Fear/Fear of Loss for Survival TO the Will/Expression of Life, as I commit myself to walk my process of standing up/birthing me as Life from the Physical and no more deliberately postpone the change of me from Energy-Authority Evil to Life-Authority Living
FROM Choice of Damnation TO The Decision of and as Life – as I commit myself to walk in and as every moment of breath, every point/part as step through and as my Mind, until I am in fact living proof of and as the living word in and as equality and oneness with my physical-body and eventually this physical-existence, where this Decision – is the decision I make for myself as for all, to stop damnation and birth Life from the physical – for me as for all.
In this, I commit myself to implement the Equal Money System – that will exist within responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice for and as all of humanity and this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness, and no more manifest an existence of damnation to humanity and this physical existence in its current accepted and allowed state of Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear to serve only its own survival/possession of and as Money and the consequence/consequence outflow it manifest to all within existence.
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Re: Heaven's Journey to Life
by SunetteSpies » 29 May 2012, 14:48
DAY 45
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Is Any Choice Ever Free?:DAY 45
The Soul of Fear - Part Ten
Energy as Authority - Part Fourteen
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Fifteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Five
Who I Am as Money – continued
In this post, we’re continuing with having a look at Choice – and how we in fact do not have Choice and do not make Choices within ourselves, within how we have – when in the beginning, making that Deal with the Devil as the decision to reverse Life/Live as consuming substance to transform into Energy/Evil, Offering our Souls: Energy-Authority became the Authority that regulates/controls all our choices within the context of and from the Original Choice of the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of our Souls that manifested us into an existence of consuming substance for energy, within the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow and damned ourselves within our very nature and action to Blame as spite, excuse and justification to protect and defend our survival and possession of Temptation/Empowerment as Energy to be Gods unto ourselves Only.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the Beginning, with making the One Choice of who, how and what I am with the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul: that all my Choices from that moment will stand equal-to and one-with who, how and what I am as the One Choice I manifested and made as me within my who, how and what I am. That all my choices from and of that One Choice will stand within and as the starting-point of defending and protecting my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of and as energy through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that the One Choice has become who, how and what I am, and thus – all choices I make, will reflect and stand within and as the starting-point manifestation of me as the One Choice I had made in the beginning of who, how and what I am.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that – with all my other choices, reflecting and standing within and as the starting-point of and as the One Choice I had made in the beginning as my who, how and what I am: that I am not in fact making Choices – because they all stand equal-to and one-with the ONE CHOICE I had made in the beginning, and thus all Choices is in fact validating the ONE CHOICE I had made in the beginning as protecting and defending my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of Energy for me to be a ‘God’ unto myself only. That all my choices will be done and made within and as the who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority as defending and protecting my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of and as energy through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority.
I forgive myself that I as Energy/Mind-Authority haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that my relationship to ‘Choice’, that ‘I have Free Choice’, that I own ‘Choice’, that I can make ‘Choices’: is me as Energy/Mind-Authority in fact validating my who, how and what I am as Energy/Mind-Authority. Because every moment I have the opportunity to make a ‘Choice’, and every moment I apparently do make a ‘Choice’: I am in fact giving me the power to empower me with my energy-temptation and so protect and defend my existence as Energy-Authority through and as giving me the freedom to continue defending and protecting my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of and as energy through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority. Where, I know – that as long as I have ‘Choice’ – ‘Choice’ is the way, means and method I use to in and as every Choice – establish my Authority as Energy over and of Life/Physicality and this Physical-Existence as me, because every Choice will be made to only serve me as Energy/Mind-Authority in consuming substance/physicality to transform into Energy and empower/saturate only my temptation as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that, throughout existence, with the relationship of me to myself within myself, to others and to existence as a whole: I have never made any ‘New Choices’, ‘Alternative Choices’ to who, how and what I am. But what I would do is internalize myself, others and this physical-existence into myself through reflection, and stand within the Choice of who, how and what I am within the starting-point of and as Energy-Authority as protecting/defending my survival and possession of temptation and empowerment of and as Energy for only me to be a ‘God’ unto myself only; and so all ‘Choices’ I made was only from and of that One Choice I made of who, how and what I am and that I thus did not in fact make any Choices from the Beginning, as all choices were made within and as and by Energy-Authority to protect and defend only its survival and possession as temptation and empowerment of Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that – the ‘empowering’ energy-experience that manifest within my Mind, in my physical-body when making a ‘Choice’: is in fact the empowerment of and as Energy/Mind-Authority in that moment; as within that moment of ‘Choice’, I am validating and manifesting/establishing me as Energy/Mind-Authority within confirming my who, how and what I am as Energy/Mind-Authority as that choice is and always will be made within and as the starting-point of and as the One Choice I had made in the beginning of my existence of and as my who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority, deifying itself through and as the friction/conflict as consuming substance to transform into Energy, to own its possession/empowerment of and as Energy at the cost/expense of defying Life/Substance for it to continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – from the Beginning, I have always in all ways only made Choices within and as the One Choice of and as who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority, and that every moment I make a ‘Choice’ of protecting and defending my survival as possession/empowerment of and as my Temptation of and as Energy: I am deifying me as Energy and defying Life within, as and through the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that the One Choice in the beginning of my who, how and what I am was done in Fear/Fear of Loss – that signed the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul and so damned me into and as an eternal existence of and as that One Choice in and as Fear/Fear of Loss – where from that moment, all my Choices will stand within and as that One Choice of and as who, how and what I am; and so will from that moment – never be Free to make a Choice of who, how and what I am in and as Life, of and as equality and oneness, as I had enslaved me as Energy-Authority in and as Fear/Fear of Loss to and as the One Choice of and as who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority that will only exist and make choices to protect and defend my survival as possession/empowerment of Energy, at the cost/expense/consequence to Life.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – every ‘Choice’ I make is manifested within and as Fear/Fear of Loss, and done through and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect and defend the survival as possession/empowerment of my Temptation as Energy/God-Authority unto me, myself and I only.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the nature of and as ‘Free Choice’ within and as the existence of me as Energy/Mind-Authority in its relationship to Life/Physicality: where I as Energy/Mind-Authority am ‘Free’ within myself to continue existing within and as my enslavement as Energy/Mind to Life/Physicality, in having the internal ‘freedom’ of continuing my accepted and allowed existence of enslavement within and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend my survival as possession/empowerment of Temptation as Energy within and as my nature and action of and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification to continue my finite existence as Energy/Mind for as long as I can sustain my existence from and of Life/Physicality until I’ve consumed it and myself to nothingness.
In the next post, we’ll continue walking the point of ‘Choice’ – and the consequence of Energy-Authority as Choice, in our current accepted and allowed relationship to and manifestation as ‘Choice’, and how this relationship and manifestation of ourselves as ‘Choice’ manifested the consequences we now exist as, as the Mind relationship to the Physical and the World-System of Money relationship to this physical-existence, and how and why no-one and nothing will change, as long as we believe we have Choice, as long as we continue accepting and allowing the existence of Energy/Mind/Money-Authority as ourselves, within and without.
I see, realise and understand that as long as I accept and allow myself to exist as the Mind/Energy-Authority: that all my choices will stand within the context and starting-point of only protecting and defending my survival as possession/empowerment of Temptation as Energy, and that I am enslaving myself – and so all as myself - within the very concept of ‘Free Choice’ as giving the Mind/Energy Authority over and of Life/Physicality of and as equality and oneness, in giving it the Freedom to continue its own Enslavement to Survival.
I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to align me as the Mind/Energy into and as equal and one Physical-Living, as the practical application process of aligning me from the One Choice of and as Energy-Authority, to and as The Decision of and as Life-Authority in and as equality and oneness, so that I will eventually stand where every decision I make, will stand within and as the principle of Life as what is/will be best for all in and as equality and oneness; and so stop me from only existing in Choice-enslavement of Survival to serve only my Interest of energy empowerment/possession, and Live as the Decision for and as and of Life.
I commit myself to show, how – giving up ‘Choice’ as ‘Free Choice’, as the process of stopping Consciousness/Mind/Energy-Authority and becoming an equal and one living being as Living Words in and as and with the human physical body, and eventually this physical-existence in and as standing as The Decision for and as Life: is the process of giving up one’s enslavement as Consciousness/Mind/Energy, is the process of giving up one’s enslavement to Fear/Fear of Loss, is the process of giving up the One Choice that has eternally damned/enslaved self and all as self within and as existence – and is thus, in this – the process of gifting self, and eventually all Freedom within the context of in fact living in absolute equality and oneness with self as all, and in fact manifest Heaven on Earth as ourselves.
I commit myself to show, how – everything is in reverse: that, the experience of freedom within choice, in how choice currently exist within our who, how and what we are as Energy/Consciousness/Mind-Authority is in fact the enslavement of ourselves as Energy/Consciousness/Mind in and as Fear/Fear of Loss as Survival, that is manifesting the consequence to our physical-body and this physical-existence, and that the process to Freedom, to Living, to Life from the enslavement of survival and possession: Is assisting and supporting self, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to live, walk and become The Decision for and as Life of and as equality and oneness, where every decision made, lived and expressed will always stand and be done within and as the principle of and as what is/will be best for All, and so the process of giving up choice/free choice as stopping Mind/Consciousness/Energy and Living in and as equality and oneness with one’s physical-body and this Physical-Existence, is the process of walking out of Hell/Consequence, internally and externally into and as Heaven on Earth and Living.
I commit myself to, as I walk my process from Choice/Free Choice as the Mind/Consciousness as Energy-Authority into and as The Decision for and as Life of and as equality and oneness in being/becoming the living word through and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: to re-align the World-System of Money that is currently accepting and allowing the prevalence and promulgation of choice/free choice within the context of survival and possession at the cost/expense of the physical-body and this physical-existence, to a World-System of Money as the Equal Money System that stand within and as the decision of and as life, as what is/will be best for all, so that each and all within this physical-existence has an equal and one opportunity to life and living.
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Is Any Choice Ever Free?:DAY 45
The Soul of Fear - Part Ten
Energy as Authority - Part Fourteen
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Fifteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Five
Who I Am as Money – continued
In this post, we’re continuing with having a look at Choice – and how we in fact do not have Choice and do not make Choices within ourselves, within how we have – when in the beginning, making that Deal with the Devil as the decision to reverse Life/Live as consuming substance to transform into Energy/Evil, Offering our Souls: Energy-Authority became the Authority that regulates/controls all our choices within the context of and from the Original Choice of the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of our Souls that manifested us into an existence of consuming substance for energy, within the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow and damned ourselves within our very nature and action to Blame as spite, excuse and justification to protect and defend our survival and possession of Temptation/Empowerment as Energy to be Gods unto ourselves Only.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the Beginning, with making the One Choice of who, how and what I am with the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul: that all my Choices from that moment will stand equal-to and one-with who, how and what I am as the One Choice I manifested and made as me within my who, how and what I am. That all my choices from and of that One Choice will stand within and as the starting-point of defending and protecting my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of and as energy through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that the One Choice has become who, how and what I am, and thus – all choices I make, will reflect and stand within and as the starting-point manifestation of me as the One Choice I had made in the beginning of who, how and what I am.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that – with all my other choices, reflecting and standing within and as the starting-point of and as the One Choice I had made in the beginning as my who, how and what I am: that I am not in fact making Choices – because they all stand equal-to and one-with the ONE CHOICE I had made in the beginning, and thus all Choices is in fact validating the ONE CHOICE I had made in the beginning as protecting and defending my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of Energy for me to be a ‘God’ unto myself only. That all my choices will be done and made within and as the who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority as defending and protecting my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of and as energy through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority.
I forgive myself that I as Energy/Mind-Authority haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that my relationship to ‘Choice’, that ‘I have Free Choice’, that I own ‘Choice’, that I can make ‘Choices’: is me as Energy/Mind-Authority in fact validating my who, how and what I am as Energy/Mind-Authority. Because every moment I have the opportunity to make a ‘Choice’, and every moment I apparently do make a ‘Choice’: I am in fact giving me the power to empower me with my energy-temptation and so protect and defend my existence as Energy-Authority through and as giving me the freedom to continue defending and protecting my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of and as energy through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority. Where, I know – that as long as I have ‘Choice’ – ‘Choice’ is the way, means and method I use to in and as every Choice – establish my Authority as Energy over and of Life/Physicality and this Physical-Existence as me, because every Choice will be made to only serve me as Energy/Mind-Authority in consuming substance/physicality to transform into Energy and empower/saturate only my temptation as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that, throughout existence, with the relationship of me to myself within myself, to others and to existence as a whole: I have never made any ‘New Choices’, ‘Alternative Choices’ to who, how and what I am. But what I would do is internalize myself, others and this physical-existence into myself through reflection, and stand within the Choice of who, how and what I am within the starting-point of and as Energy-Authority as protecting/defending my survival and possession of temptation and empowerment of and as Energy for only me to be a ‘God’ unto myself only; and so all ‘Choices’ I made was only from and of that One Choice I made of who, how and what I am and that I thus did not in fact make any Choices from the Beginning, as all choices were made within and as and by Energy-Authority to protect and defend only its survival and possession as temptation and empowerment of Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that – the ‘empowering’ energy-experience that manifest within my Mind, in my physical-body when making a ‘Choice’: is in fact the empowerment of and as Energy/Mind-Authority in that moment; as within that moment of ‘Choice’, I am validating and manifesting/establishing me as Energy/Mind-Authority within confirming my who, how and what I am as Energy/Mind-Authority as that choice is and always will be made within and as the starting-point of and as the One Choice I had made in the beginning of my existence of and as my who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority, deifying itself through and as the friction/conflict as consuming substance to transform into Energy, to own its possession/empowerment of and as Energy at the cost/expense of defying Life/Substance for it to continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – from the Beginning, I have always in all ways only made Choices within and as the One Choice of and as who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority, and that every moment I make a ‘Choice’ of protecting and defending my survival as possession/empowerment of and as my Temptation of and as Energy: I am deifying me as Energy and defying Life within, as and through the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that the One Choice in the beginning of my who, how and what I am was done in Fear/Fear of Loss – that signed the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul and so damned me into and as an eternal existence of and as that One Choice in and as Fear/Fear of Loss – where from that moment, all my Choices will stand within and as that One Choice of and as who, how and what I am; and so will from that moment – never be Free to make a Choice of who, how and what I am in and as Life, of and as equality and oneness, as I had enslaved me as Energy-Authority in and as Fear/Fear of Loss to and as the One Choice of and as who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority that will only exist and make choices to protect and defend my survival as possession/empowerment of Energy, at the cost/expense/consequence to Life.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – every ‘Choice’ I make is manifested within and as Fear/Fear of Loss, and done through and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect and defend the survival as possession/empowerment of my Temptation as Energy/God-Authority unto me, myself and I only.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the nature of and as ‘Free Choice’ within and as the existence of me as Energy/Mind-Authority in its relationship to Life/Physicality: where I as Energy/Mind-Authority am ‘Free’ within myself to continue existing within and as my enslavement as Energy/Mind to Life/Physicality, in having the internal ‘freedom’ of continuing my accepted and allowed existence of enslavement within and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend my survival as possession/empowerment of Temptation as Energy within and as my nature and action of and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification to continue my finite existence as Energy/Mind for as long as I can sustain my existence from and of Life/Physicality until I’ve consumed it and myself to nothingness.
In the next post, we’ll continue walking the point of ‘Choice’ – and the consequence of Energy-Authority as Choice, in our current accepted and allowed relationship to and manifestation as ‘Choice’, and how this relationship and manifestation of ourselves as ‘Choice’ manifested the consequences we now exist as, as the Mind relationship to the Physical and the World-System of Money relationship to this physical-existence, and how and why no-one and nothing will change, as long as we believe we have Choice, as long as we continue accepting and allowing the existence of Energy/Mind/Money-Authority as ourselves, within and without.
I see, realise and understand that as long as I accept and allow myself to exist as the Mind/Energy-Authority: that all my choices will stand within the context and starting-point of only protecting and defending my survival as possession/empowerment of Temptation as Energy, and that I am enslaving myself – and so all as myself - within the very concept of ‘Free Choice’ as giving the Mind/Energy Authority over and of Life/Physicality of and as equality and oneness, in giving it the Freedom to continue its own Enslavement to Survival.
I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to align me as the Mind/Energy into and as equal and one Physical-Living, as the practical application process of aligning me from the One Choice of and as Energy-Authority, to and as The Decision of and as Life-Authority in and as equality and oneness, so that I will eventually stand where every decision I make, will stand within and as the principle of Life as what is/will be best for all in and as equality and oneness; and so stop me from only existing in Choice-enslavement of Survival to serve only my Interest of energy empowerment/possession, and Live as the Decision for and as and of Life.
I commit myself to show, how – giving up ‘Choice’ as ‘Free Choice’, as the process of stopping Consciousness/Mind/Energy-Authority and becoming an equal and one living being as Living Words in and as and with the human physical body, and eventually this physical-existence in and as standing as The Decision for and as Life: is the process of giving up one’s enslavement as Consciousness/Mind/Energy, is the process of giving up one’s enslavement to Fear/Fear of Loss, is the process of giving up the One Choice that has eternally damned/enslaved self and all as self within and as existence – and is thus, in this – the process of gifting self, and eventually all Freedom within the context of in fact living in absolute equality and oneness with self as all, and in fact manifest Heaven on Earth as ourselves.
I commit myself to show, how – everything is in reverse: that, the experience of freedom within choice, in how choice currently exist within our who, how and what we are as Energy/Consciousness/Mind-Authority is in fact the enslavement of ourselves as Energy/Consciousness/Mind in and as Fear/Fear of Loss as Survival, that is manifesting the consequence to our physical-body and this physical-existence, and that the process to Freedom, to Living, to Life from the enslavement of survival and possession: Is assisting and supporting self, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to live, walk and become The Decision for and as Life of and as equality and oneness, where every decision made, lived and expressed will always stand and be done within and as the principle of and as what is/will be best for All, and so the process of giving up choice/free choice as stopping Mind/Consciousness/Energy and Living in and as equality and oneness with one’s physical-body and this Physical-Existence, is the process of walking out of Hell/Consequence, internally and externally into and as Heaven on Earth and Living.
I commit myself to, as I walk my process from Choice/Free Choice as the Mind/Consciousness as Energy-Authority into and as The Decision for and as Life of and as equality and oneness in being/becoming the living word through and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: to re-align the World-System of Money that is currently accepting and allowing the prevalence and promulgation of choice/free choice within the context of survival and possession at the cost/expense of the physical-body and this physical-existence, to a World-System of Money as the Equal Money System that stand within and as the decision of and as life, as what is/will be best for all, so that each and all within this physical-existence has an equal and one opportunity to life and living.
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Re: Heaven's Journey to Life
by SunetteSpies » 31 May 2012, 16:51
DAY 46
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Consciousness Energy-Authority - Conclusion: DAY 46
The Soul of Fear - Part Eleven
Energy as Authority - Part Fifteen
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Sixteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Six
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re walking the point of ‘Choice’ – and the consequence of Energy-Authority within and as Choice, in our current accepted and allowed relationship to and manifestation as ‘Choice’, and how this relationship and manifestation of ourselves as ‘Choice’ manifested the consequences we now exist as, as the Mind relationship to the Physical and the World-System of Money relationship to this physical-existence.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the current manifestation of ‘Choice’ as me:
The Beginning: The moment I signed the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul in and as Fear/Fear of Loss – that Fear/Fear of Loss would be the awareness of Choice-itself, and always in all ways ensure that I continue my existence as Energy-Authority over and of Life-Authority in controlling my relationship within and as Cause/Acceptance (of separation) and Effect/Allowance (friction/conflict as negative-energy experience consuming substance to transform into energy, to accumulate the neutral and positive energy experience) within and as the nature and action of me as deliberate Blame, as spite, excuse and justification for me as Energy to possess/empower me as Energy and so protect and defend my Survival as Energy. That all Choices will only stand within the context of my Survival as Energy-Authority within and as the starting-point of and as Fear/Fear of Loss.
The Mind Consciousness System: Automated/Autopilot Consciousness as my Soul of and as Fear/Fear of Loss as the awareness of Choice-itself, will always in all ways ensure that I continue my existence as Mind/Energy-Authority over and of the Physical-Body and my relationships/physical-environment/world, as I continue within the relationship of Cause/Acceptance (of separation, conceiving myself as separate from the physical-body and this physical existence and others as me) to Effect/Allowance (the effect of that cause as the constant, continuous friction/conflict my unconscious-mind manifest to/towards the physical body in consuming physicality to transform into energy). Where, in and as this relationship as Consequence and Consequence-outflow of Mind-Authority – the nature and action of me in and as this relationship stand within and as deliberate Blame, as spite, excuse and justification where I would in all situations, moments, interactions and participations with others and this physical-environment/existence, protect and defend my possession/empowerment as Energy for my Survival – through all choices only standing within and as the context of my Survival as Energy-Authority within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss.
The World-System of Money: Automated/Autopilot Money-Consciousness existing as the Soul of Fear/Fear of Loss of and as the World-System as the awareness of and as Choice-itself, will always in all ways ensure that it continue its existence as Money-Authority over and of this physical-existence, as it continue within the relationship of Cause/Acceptance (of separation, conceiving itself as separate from and of this physical-existence and all and everything and everyone within and as and of it) to Effect/Allowance (the effect of that cause as the constant, continuous friction/conflict it manifest as its unconscious-mind through and as famine, poverty, starvation, deforestation, fracking, drilling, desertification, extinction, animal abuse as consuming physicality to transform into Money). Where, in and as this relationship as Consequence and Consequence-outflow of Money-Authority – the nature and action of and as this relationship stand within and as deliberate Blame, as spite, excuse and justification where it would in all situations, moments, interactions and participations with and this physical-existence, protect and defend its possession/empowerment as Money – through all choices only standing within and as the context of its Survival as Money-Authority within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how my entire Mind Consciousness System and this World-System of Money – is and had become an automated/autopilot internal and external System of Consciousness as the Soul of Fear as the awareness of Choice within and as Fear/Fear of Loss – protecting and defending only its internal and external survival as Energy within and Money without – where all my choices within and without of who, how and what I am with Energy and Money – will be done within and as separation, of protection and defence, control and motivation within fear for my Survival as Energy within and Money without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, thus see/realise/understand that I have no responsibility, directive-principle and will within and as the Choices I make internally and externally, as:
Responsibility was abdicated to Consciousness to protect and defend my survival as Mind-Authority within and Money-Authority without, and so all Choices will be made through the nature and action of me as Mind/World-System as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to secure my possession/empowerment of Energy/Money within and as Choices I make for me as Consciousness/Mind within and Money without.
Directive-principle was abdicated to Consciousness to control my relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance to ensure that within that separation I manifest the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to accumulate energy/money for my possession/empowerment, and so all Choices I make stand within and as this starting-point of separation and consuming physicality to transform into energy to secure my possession/empowerment of Energy/Money within and as the Choices I make as Consciousness
Will was abdicated to Consciousness to motivate/instigate my choices/movements within and as Fear/Fear of Loss, the moment my energy-experience within and money-experience without lessen to the negative-energy experience, and so activate my nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification within and as the Relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance that drive me to in moments make Choices that will protect and defend as ensure/secure my possession/empowerment as Survival as Mind/Money-Authority within and without, and so all Choices I make as Consciousness as Energy/Money will be done within and as Fear/Fear of Loss.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have internally and externally manifested me as an ‘Organic Robot’ with the Automated/Autopilot Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money relationship to my Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence with internal and external Consciousness primary programme manifested in and as Fear/Fear of Loss, pre-programmed with Choice to ensure its own Survival as possession/empowerment of Energy within and Money without, with the nature and action circuitry designed within and as Blame as deliberate spite, excuse and justification with its Purpose manifested to secure the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance in controlling the separation and manifestation of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to always in all ways manifest its Choices to obtain/attain its Temptation as Energy within and Money without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – within this: as the Mind of Energy and the World-System of Money within and as Fear/Fear of Loss and Choice for my Survival as Mind within and the World-System without: I have never within my existence in fact Lived, within myself and neither does the World-System of Money give/gift any opportunity of living – as all Choices within and as the natures and action of the Mind and the World-System is done within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification within and as separation as friction/conflict for the empowerment/possession of Energy and Money Temptation to be a God unto myself within myself only, and thus for the World-System to establish its Godhood unto itself only.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that as this Organic Robot existence of me as the Mind of Energy within and the World-System of Money without: I have had no responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice in and as the Consequence and Consequence-outflow I manifest within and as my internalized possession of Survival as Energy and Money as the consequence and consequence outflow my relationship of Cause/Acceptance as separation and Effect/Allowance as friction/conflict as consuming physicality to transform into energy/money for my empowerment/temptation as Energy and Money - manifest in my physical-body and this physical-existence as me. And within this, why and how I have had no ability to in fact direct and change the consequence and consequence outflow I as the Mind and the World-System of Money manifest to my physical-body and this physical-existence, as my physical-body and this physical-existence had been taken over by and through Mind-Authority within and Money-Authority without that has taken Authority over and of my Living to the enslavement/damnation of Survival within and as separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear, and so had taken Authority over and of Choice.
I commit myself to show, how and why – we are directly responsible for the Consequence and Consequence-outflow we as the Mind within and the World-System of Money without manifest to our physical-bodies and this physical-existence, as the consequence and consequence-outflow originate from and of our who, how and what we are as the Organic-Robots as the Mind Consciousness System within and the World-System without, that exist within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance that is manifesting the consequence and consequence-outflow to/towards our physical-bodies and this physical-existence.
I commit myself to show, how and why – within and as every moment we’ve made a Choice through and as our nature and action of and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the Mind and as the World-System of Money, we’ve manifested the Cause/Acceptance (of and as separation) and the Effect/Allowance (the effect of that cause as the constant, continuous friction/conflict my unconscious-mind manifest to/towards the physical body in consuming physicality to transform into energy and the unconscious-mind of the World-System through and as famine, poverty, starvation, deforestation, fracking, drilling, desertification, extinction, animal abuse as consuming physicality to transform into Money) – which manifested the Consequence and Consequence-outflow we now experience in the Mind and in this World.
I commit myself to show, how and why – as long as we exist as Mind-Authority and World-System Authority that only exist for its own Survival, protecting and defending its possession and empowerment within and through choices made within the starting-point of Fear of Loss, that manifest our nature and action in and as Blame, as spite, excuse and justification and establishing within that the constant, continuous relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance: we’re going to continue manifesting consequence and consequence-outflow in ourselves and this existence as ourselves with no Solution that can stand within and as what’s best for all as equality and oneness.
I commit myself to show – how, we’ve always tried to fix consequence and consequence-outflow in the relationship between the Mind and the Physical-Body and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence, not seeing/realising/understanding that: With only fixing/mending consequence and consequence-outflow, without changing ourselves as Mind-Authority and World-System Authority within and as the very who, how and what it consist of and exist as – we’re never in fact going to manifest an eternal solution for all within and as equality and oneness, because what is manifesting the consequence and consequence-outflow in the first place is our relationship of and as Cause/Acceptance of separation, and the Effect/Allowance of that relationship as the friction and conflict that consume physicality to transform into energy and money for our possession/empowerment as Survival as Energy and Money.
I commit myself to show, how and why – we’re only going to manifest an eternal solution for all on this earth, and generations to come within ourselves and the without of and as ourselves: if we give up and let go of our possession as Energy and Money, within the context of our relationship to/with it as possessing it to empower only ourselves in the within and without of ourselves as Energy and Money, to give up and let go of wanting, needing and desiring the Temptation of ‘godhood’; to Earth the Energy as Mind/Consciousness in returning it into and as the equality and oneness with and as the Physical-Body, to Live in and as and with the Physical-Body in and as equality and oneness, and so Earth the Money in returning it into and as equality and oneness with and as this Physical-Existence, so all my live in and as this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness.
I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application:
Stop the relationship of Cause/Acceptance as separation, through and as getting to know my Mind and align me into and as a physical-living being of and as Living Words, equal-to and one-with my Physical-Body. And so -
Stop the Effect/Allowance of my separation from myself as the Mind and my Physical-Body that manifested into and as of the energies of negative, neutral and positive – to no more be subject to Energy as Consciousness control, but in fact take responsibility for who, how and what I am within myself and my living, to establish Awareness of every decision I make, and that each decision is in fact made within equality and oneness, and not just for me to possess/empower me as Mind-Authority.
So that in that stopping I stop the consequence and consequence-outflow I as the Mind as Energy-Authority had manifested to my Physical-Body, and so this physical-existence as a whole.
I commit myself to stand as the Solution, as The Decision for and as Life - through taking responsibility, directive principle and will in assisting and supporting me to be/become the Living Solution to the consequence and consequence-outflow I had manifested as Mind-Authority within and World-System Authority without – standing as the living example for all to see/realise/understand; that how and why exactly, we’re only going to manifest an eternal solution in this physical-existence, if we in fact stand as and live that eternal solution as ourselves. And how and why the Equal Money System stand as the eternal solution for all within this physical-existence, as its principle directive, responsibility and will stand within and as ensuring that each and all have an equal and one opportunity to life and living within and as this physical-existence.
This concludes the framework of the Soul of Fear as Consciousness as Energy as Authority – how we’ve abdicated our Living of and as directive-principle, responsibility, will and choice to Energy-Authority Survival within and as Fear/Fear of Loss that is and has controlled ‘Choice’ for its own survival and possession/empowerment of Energy within and Money without – manifesting consequence and consequence-outflow as the current state of our relationship as the Mind to the physical-body and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence, that as long as we exist as Mind and the World-System within the starting-point of Survival – controlling Choice within and as Fear/Fear of Loss: we’re not going to in fact bring an eternal change to self and this physical existence as a whole.
From here, within posts to continue – one will more specifically see/realise/understand the consequence and consequence-outflow of ourselves as the Mind within and the World-System of Money, and the extent to which Fear and Choice had manifested ourselves into and as eternal damnation, perpetuating consequence and consequence-outflow in ourselves and this existence as ourselves, instead of bringing about eternal solutions that is and will be best for all in and as equality and oneness.
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Consciousness Energy-Authority - Conclusion: DAY 46
The Soul of Fear - Part Eleven
Energy as Authority - Part Fifteen
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Sixteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Six
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re walking the point of ‘Choice’ – and the consequence of Energy-Authority within and as Choice, in our current accepted and allowed relationship to and manifestation as ‘Choice’, and how this relationship and manifestation of ourselves as ‘Choice’ manifested the consequences we now exist as, as the Mind relationship to the Physical and the World-System of Money relationship to this physical-existence.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the current manifestation of ‘Choice’ as me:
The Beginning: The moment I signed the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul in and as Fear/Fear of Loss – that Fear/Fear of Loss would be the awareness of Choice-itself, and always in all ways ensure that I continue my existence as Energy-Authority over and of Life-Authority in controlling my relationship within and as Cause/Acceptance (of separation) and Effect/Allowance (friction/conflict as negative-energy experience consuming substance to transform into energy, to accumulate the neutral and positive energy experience) within and as the nature and action of me as deliberate Blame, as spite, excuse and justification for me as Energy to possess/empower me as Energy and so protect and defend my Survival as Energy. That all Choices will only stand within the context of my Survival as Energy-Authority within and as the starting-point of and as Fear/Fear of Loss.
The Mind Consciousness System: Automated/Autopilot Consciousness as my Soul of and as Fear/Fear of Loss as the awareness of Choice-itself, will always in all ways ensure that I continue my existence as Mind/Energy-Authority over and of the Physical-Body and my relationships/physical-environment/world, as I continue within the relationship of Cause/Acceptance (of separation, conceiving myself as separate from the physical-body and this physical existence and others as me) to Effect/Allowance (the effect of that cause as the constant, continuous friction/conflict my unconscious-mind manifest to/towards the physical body in consuming physicality to transform into energy). Where, in and as this relationship as Consequence and Consequence-outflow of Mind-Authority – the nature and action of me in and as this relationship stand within and as deliberate Blame, as spite, excuse and justification where I would in all situations, moments, interactions and participations with others and this physical-environment/existence, protect and defend my possession/empowerment as Energy for my Survival – through all choices only standing within and as the context of my Survival as Energy-Authority within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss.
The World-System of Money: Automated/Autopilot Money-Consciousness existing as the Soul of Fear/Fear of Loss of and as the World-System as the awareness of and as Choice-itself, will always in all ways ensure that it continue its existence as Money-Authority over and of this physical-existence, as it continue within the relationship of Cause/Acceptance (of separation, conceiving itself as separate from and of this physical-existence and all and everything and everyone within and as and of it) to Effect/Allowance (the effect of that cause as the constant, continuous friction/conflict it manifest as its unconscious-mind through and as famine, poverty, starvation, deforestation, fracking, drilling, desertification, extinction, animal abuse as consuming physicality to transform into Money). Where, in and as this relationship as Consequence and Consequence-outflow of Money-Authority – the nature and action of and as this relationship stand within and as deliberate Blame, as spite, excuse and justification where it would in all situations, moments, interactions and participations with and this physical-existence, protect and defend its possession/empowerment as Money – through all choices only standing within and as the context of its Survival as Money-Authority within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how my entire Mind Consciousness System and this World-System of Money – is and had become an automated/autopilot internal and external System of Consciousness as the Soul of Fear as the awareness of Choice within and as Fear/Fear of Loss – protecting and defending only its internal and external survival as Energy within and Money without – where all my choices within and without of who, how and what I am with Energy and Money – will be done within and as separation, of protection and defence, control and motivation within fear for my Survival as Energy within and Money without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, thus see/realise/understand that I have no responsibility, directive-principle and will within and as the Choices I make internally and externally, as:
Responsibility was abdicated to Consciousness to protect and defend my survival as Mind-Authority within and Money-Authority without, and so all Choices will be made through the nature and action of me as Mind/World-System as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to secure my possession/empowerment of Energy/Money within and as Choices I make for me as Consciousness/Mind within and Money without.
Directive-principle was abdicated to Consciousness to control my relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance to ensure that within that separation I manifest the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to accumulate energy/money for my possession/empowerment, and so all Choices I make stand within and as this starting-point of separation and consuming physicality to transform into energy to secure my possession/empowerment of Energy/Money within and as the Choices I make as Consciousness
Will was abdicated to Consciousness to motivate/instigate my choices/movements within and as Fear/Fear of Loss, the moment my energy-experience within and money-experience without lessen to the negative-energy experience, and so activate my nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification within and as the Relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance that drive me to in moments make Choices that will protect and defend as ensure/secure my possession/empowerment as Survival as Mind/Money-Authority within and without, and so all Choices I make as Consciousness as Energy/Money will be done within and as Fear/Fear of Loss.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have internally and externally manifested me as an ‘Organic Robot’ with the Automated/Autopilot Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money relationship to my Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence with internal and external Consciousness primary programme manifested in and as Fear/Fear of Loss, pre-programmed with Choice to ensure its own Survival as possession/empowerment of Energy within and Money without, with the nature and action circuitry designed within and as Blame as deliberate spite, excuse and justification with its Purpose manifested to secure the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance in controlling the separation and manifestation of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to always in all ways manifest its Choices to obtain/attain its Temptation as Energy within and Money without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – within this: as the Mind of Energy and the World-System of Money within and as Fear/Fear of Loss and Choice for my Survival as Mind within and the World-System without: I have never within my existence in fact Lived, within myself and neither does the World-System of Money give/gift any opportunity of living – as all Choices within and as the natures and action of the Mind and the World-System is done within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification within and as separation as friction/conflict for the empowerment/possession of Energy and Money Temptation to be a God unto myself within myself only, and thus for the World-System to establish its Godhood unto itself only.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that as this Organic Robot existence of me as the Mind of Energy within and the World-System of Money without: I have had no responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice in and as the Consequence and Consequence-outflow I manifest within and as my internalized possession of Survival as Energy and Money as the consequence and consequence outflow my relationship of Cause/Acceptance as separation and Effect/Allowance as friction/conflict as consuming physicality to transform into energy/money for my empowerment/temptation as Energy and Money - manifest in my physical-body and this physical-existence as me. And within this, why and how I have had no ability to in fact direct and change the consequence and consequence outflow I as the Mind and the World-System of Money manifest to my physical-body and this physical-existence, as my physical-body and this physical-existence had been taken over by and through Mind-Authority within and Money-Authority without that has taken Authority over and of my Living to the enslavement/damnation of Survival within and as separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear, and so had taken Authority over and of Choice.
I commit myself to show, how and why – we are directly responsible for the Consequence and Consequence-outflow we as the Mind within and the World-System of Money without manifest to our physical-bodies and this physical-existence, as the consequence and consequence-outflow originate from and of our who, how and what we are as the Organic-Robots as the Mind Consciousness System within and the World-System without, that exist within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance that is manifesting the consequence and consequence-outflow to/towards our physical-bodies and this physical-existence.
I commit myself to show, how and why – within and as every moment we’ve made a Choice through and as our nature and action of and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the Mind and as the World-System of Money, we’ve manifested the Cause/Acceptance (of and as separation) and the Effect/Allowance (the effect of that cause as the constant, continuous friction/conflict my unconscious-mind manifest to/towards the physical body in consuming physicality to transform into energy and the unconscious-mind of the World-System through and as famine, poverty, starvation, deforestation, fracking, drilling, desertification, extinction, animal abuse as consuming physicality to transform into Money) – which manifested the Consequence and Consequence-outflow we now experience in the Mind and in this World.
I commit myself to show, how and why – as long as we exist as Mind-Authority and World-System Authority that only exist for its own Survival, protecting and defending its possession and empowerment within and through choices made within the starting-point of Fear of Loss, that manifest our nature and action in and as Blame, as spite, excuse and justification and establishing within that the constant, continuous relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance: we’re going to continue manifesting consequence and consequence-outflow in ourselves and this existence as ourselves with no Solution that can stand within and as what’s best for all as equality and oneness.
I commit myself to show – how, we’ve always tried to fix consequence and consequence-outflow in the relationship between the Mind and the Physical-Body and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence, not seeing/realising/understanding that: With only fixing/mending consequence and consequence-outflow, without changing ourselves as Mind-Authority and World-System Authority within and as the very who, how and what it consist of and exist as – we’re never in fact going to manifest an eternal solution for all within and as equality and oneness, because what is manifesting the consequence and consequence-outflow in the first place is our relationship of and as Cause/Acceptance of separation, and the Effect/Allowance of that relationship as the friction and conflict that consume physicality to transform into energy and money for our possession/empowerment as Survival as Energy and Money.
I commit myself to show, how and why – we’re only going to manifest an eternal solution for all on this earth, and generations to come within ourselves and the without of and as ourselves: if we give up and let go of our possession as Energy and Money, within the context of our relationship to/with it as possessing it to empower only ourselves in the within and without of ourselves as Energy and Money, to give up and let go of wanting, needing and desiring the Temptation of ‘godhood’; to Earth the Energy as Mind/Consciousness in returning it into and as the equality and oneness with and as the Physical-Body, to Live in and as and with the Physical-Body in and as equality and oneness, and so Earth the Money in returning it into and as equality and oneness with and as this Physical-Existence, so all my live in and as this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness.
I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application:
Stop the relationship of Cause/Acceptance as separation, through and as getting to know my Mind and align me into and as a physical-living being of and as Living Words, equal-to and one-with my Physical-Body. And so -
Stop the Effect/Allowance of my separation from myself as the Mind and my Physical-Body that manifested into and as of the energies of negative, neutral and positive – to no more be subject to Energy as Consciousness control, but in fact take responsibility for who, how and what I am within myself and my living, to establish Awareness of every decision I make, and that each decision is in fact made within equality and oneness, and not just for me to possess/empower me as Mind-Authority.
So that in that stopping I stop the consequence and consequence-outflow I as the Mind as Energy-Authority had manifested to my Physical-Body, and so this physical-existence as a whole.
I commit myself to stand as the Solution, as The Decision for and as Life - through taking responsibility, directive principle and will in assisting and supporting me to be/become the Living Solution to the consequence and consequence-outflow I had manifested as Mind-Authority within and World-System Authority without – standing as the living example for all to see/realise/understand; that how and why exactly, we’re only going to manifest an eternal solution in this physical-existence, if we in fact stand as and live that eternal solution as ourselves. And how and why the Equal Money System stand as the eternal solution for all within this physical-existence, as its principle directive, responsibility and will stand within and as ensuring that each and all have an equal and one opportunity to life and living within and as this physical-existence.
This concludes the framework of the Soul of Fear as Consciousness as Energy as Authority – how we’ve abdicated our Living of and as directive-principle, responsibility, will and choice to Energy-Authority Survival within and as Fear/Fear of Loss that is and has controlled ‘Choice’ for its own survival and possession/empowerment of Energy within and Money without – manifesting consequence and consequence-outflow as the current state of our relationship as the Mind to the physical-body and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence, that as long as we exist as Mind and the World-System within the starting-point of Survival – controlling Choice within and as Fear/Fear of Loss: we’re not going to in fact bring an eternal change to self and this physical existence as a whole.
From here, within posts to continue – one will more specifically see/realise/understand the consequence and consequence-outflow of ourselves as the Mind within and the World-System of Money, and the extent to which Fear and Choice had manifested ourselves into and as eternal damnation, perpetuating consequence and consequence-outflow in ourselves and this existence as ourselves, instead of bringing about eternal solutions that is and will be best for all in and as equality and oneness.
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Re: Heaven's Journey to Life
by SunetteSpies » 31 May 2012, 16:53
DAY 47
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The Prophets of Damnation: DAY 47
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Seventeen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Seven
Who I Am as Money – continued
From this post, we’re continuing with the simultaneous physical inception and mind conception process, in and as the mother’s womb, as the process of how the fruit of life/children of the future became Rotten from and of the Tree of Life/Humanity. Where we previously walked to the point of the moment of Birth, where we in quantum-time energy as the Mind, through and as the birthing process, reach the positive-energy experience the moment we’re born, but then again immediately lessen to the negative-energy experience that manifest the crying/whaling and physical contortion in pain and discomfort as the process of the Mind’s quantum integration into the physical-body during the birthing process as the physical-body move forward with the mind moving inward in the process of consuming physicality to transform into Energy, with the Mind integrating/permeating the depths and manifestations of the physical body substance and structure.
Specifically, we’re now going to be walking how exactly we in and as and with the mind and the physical, manifest from fear experience/negative-energy experience the love experience/positive-energy experience – and the interconnected relationship within this as fear of loss and love of gain – both existing within the starting-point of possession and survival, where fear/negative-energy experience initiate possession and survival and love/positive-energy experience secures possession and survival.
However, before we can start with that process, we first have to understand how the nature of the relationship between fear and love as ‘give and take’ within the polarity of the negative and the positive, already is physically programmed in the womb of the female within and during the child’s physical inception process and mind conception process.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, from my inception and conception process as the physical and the mind within and as the mother’s womb, manifest my relationship as the mind to the physical within the starting-point relationship of Fear/Fear of Loss as Consciousness that will automatically control my choices through and as the nature and action of me as deliberate Blame, within and as spite, excuse and justification within the standing of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as consequence and consequence-outflow. Where:
As Consciousness Fear/Fear of Loss as the negative-energy experience will initiate/instigate my physical-movement forward and my mind integration/permeation inward to consume physicality to transform into energy, and the moment I am birthed out of the mother’s womb, the positive-energy experience lessen and then in quantum time move me into and as the negative-energy experience that manifest as crying and contortion through and as the mind and the physical as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification where I initiate/instigate the process of manipulating my world/reality to get/have energy for my possession/survival. All of which manifest within and as the primary relationship of me as the Mind to the Physical within Cause/Acceptance – acceptance of me as the cause of separation as the mind from the physical, and the Effect/Allowance that manifest as the experiences of and as the negative, to the neutral and to the positive as the constant/continuous interrelationship between the energies ensures/secures the possession of me as Energy and the survival of me as Energy/Mind Authority. With the existence of me as Consciousness Fear/Fear of Loss, within the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance through and as my nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification – damned me to such an existence throughout my life as the mind in the physical, without responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice – only existing as control, defence and protection, motivation as fear with all choice only existing for survival as Mind/Energy-Authority.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the Nature of the relationship between the female’s Mind and Physical-Body and the child’s Mind and Physical-Body that is physically pre-programmed from, within and as the female’s womb, where the Child ‘consume’ from and of the Male/Female’s Mind and Physical-Body in and during its inception and conception process to manifest its Mind Consciousness System and Physical-Body, as follows:
The child’s physical-body inception consumes from and of the female’s physical-body – with the female’s physical-body manifested directly in and with the Male and Female’s Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind. And so – as the child emerge within and as their physical inception process, consuming from and of the Female’s Physical Body and so the Male and Female’s Subconscious and Unconscious Mind that is manifested in and as the Physical Body: they’re at the same time consuming and manifesting the contents and substance of and as the male and female’s Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind, that will eventually become the child’s Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind framework that they will use to manifest their personalities, behaviours and physical-patterns/habits.
Then, at the same time – with the child’s subconscious and unconscious-mind manifesting in the image and likeness of the mother and father (as what happens during Sex between male and female relationships is both of the male and female’s minds merging into each other, so the child essentially thus download/consume and upload/integrate the Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind of both the mother and the father): the child’s own subconscious and unconscious-mind integrate and manifest into and as and with their own physical-body – as the child downloads the subconscious and unconscious of the mother and the father and uploads the subconscious and unconscious into and as their own physical-bodies.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to – see/realise/understand the nature of Sex as the physical-mind process within and as which the Mind Consciousness System ensures/secures its Survival within and as Evolution, where within and during Sex – the Minds of the female and male transfer/download into and as each-other and upload into themselves; where the Minds thus utilize the new downloaded mind-framework to cross-reference its own conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind systems and do necessary upgrades/alterations/changes from and of the newly downloaded mind-framework of the partner that was consumed into and as itself.
(NOTE: This process of the Mind’s Evolution through Sex has been walked in absolute detail within the What is Sex Series available on EQAFE, and will thus not walk the detail here at this stage. Self can take the responsibility of walking through the Interviews and assist and support self through the process of Self-Forgiveness in how we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to transform sex into and as Mind-Evolution within ourselves and towards our children. Where children develop as ‘Evolved Minds’ with the merging from the female and male’s Minds – this line of self-forgiveness we’ll be walking within this Process – how the Mind Evolve in the Child, however the personal self-process in relation to Sex, can be walked for self, with self from the What is Sex interview-series.)
I forgive myself that I as a parent, had not seen, realised and understood the full extent of my Mind’s relationship to the Physical, in the integration, permeation and manifestation of my Mind into, as and with my Physical-Body throughout my life – where for example:
Every thought I’ve had throughout my life, resonated within and through my entire physical-substance, with my physical-body substance predominantly consisting of and existing as water, the thoughts resonate/reverberate throughout the substance/water. With thought patterns and internal conversations, resonating/reverberating the same sequence within and throughout my physical-body/substance – programming the resonance/reverberation of the thoughts/conversations into and as the substance/water of and as my physical-body that would eventually crystallize within and as the physical-flesh, where eventually my very physical-flesh/tissue/fabric will align its structure and formation according to how I programmed it through and as and with my thoughts; and all the information of my thoughts, thus manifest into and as and with my very physical flesh/tissue/fabric, consisting of and existing as the nutrients/chemicals and sustenance that the child will eventually consume in its process of physical inception, and so within and during the physical-inception process – download into and as its own physical-body: everything of my Mind and so my partner’s mind that merged with mine through and as Sex.
(NOTE: We’re going to be walking the detail of how the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind integrate/permeate, merge and manifest into and as the physical-body as we walk this time-line of a child’s development, we’re for a moment only briefly touching on the extent of integration, merging and manifestation of the mind in the physical as per the example above, to understand how the child download the parents’ Minds into and as itself within the inception and conception process. When we get to the time-line of the child walking into relationship, sex and inception and conception of their own children’s mind and physical – it will be more clear of how and why exactly this transfer manifest and within this – how the fruit of life/children of the Tree of Life/Humanity has borne Rotten Fruit, instead of Fruit of Life. As with all things, we have to start at the beginning; our beginning as we birthed into this existence as the Mind in the Physical.)
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand what in fact happen/manifest on the unconscious and subconscious mind level within and as the physical-process of the birth of the child within and as the female’s womb, and within and as the physical-process of sex in the Mind’s relationship to the Physical: as I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice of and as equality and oneness of me and my physical-body, to and as Consciousness that has automated my entire existence within and as the unconscious, subconscious and conscious-mind, with me now only existing in and as pre-occupation in and as the Conscious-Mind – Flying High above, yet within the Mind and the Physical-Body, experiencing only energy that Consciousness through and with the Mind Consciousness System is producing and manifesting for its own Survival. And so, within this – why and how, I have had no awareness of the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – due to, and because of the extent of separation from my own Mind and the Physical-Body, that has become the control of and as Consciousness.
In the next post, we’ll continue with how the female within their physical and mind, move within the energies of the positive, to the neutral and negative, as the child take/consume energy/mind and physicality from the female to move from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive, and how this process of ‘give and take’ from parent to child manifest in and as physical-actions, as the relationship between fear of loss and love of gain manifest in both the parent and child, and thus within this: the true/real nature of ‘Love’ in this existence of Minds as the survival of the Mind in the Physical for Energy-possession/empowerment.
I commit myself to show, how and why – children has become the consequence and consequence-outflow of our accepted and allowed existence as the Mind/Consciousness as Energy-Authority, where the Mind had taken possession of ourselves as parents, and so also our children of and as ourselves; where Sex and Birth had become physical actions and processes that the Mind has possessed to ensure/secure its own Survival through and as the Evolution of itself.
Within this, I commit myself to show, how and why – the world of humanity, our very natures throughout the generations had devolved, for the evolution of the Mind, as parents with merged mind’s transferred their minds into the children, with the children then evolving their own minds from the parents’ transferred minds within them, and so – the Mind evolved through the children, while the very physical-nature of ourselves as beings devolved, which is why this physical-existence is devolving as the World-System of Money/Technology/AI is evolving.
I commit myself to show, how and why – children had become transfers, continuations, copies from and of the past, as the parent’s Minds of Past transfer into and as the Child’s Mind and so the child’s living framework/reference as their Mind would come-from, of and as the Parent’s Minds as Past-manifest, and so – how and why: Children could not become the Future of the World for all of Humanity in and as equality and oneness, as we’ve been passing onto them the past / sins of the fathers from the generations that had gone before them, and so why and how – through our very natures and living as human beings as the Mind as the Past manifest: had throughout human civilization only time-looped within and as the past, creating and manifesting the same past, over and over and over again without change. Because we haven’t seen, realised or understood the extent to which we’ve manifested ourselves and this existence as a whole through and as the Mind within and as consequence and consequence-outflow.
I commit myself to show, the consequence and consequence-outflow we’re each individually and all together responsible for, within ourselves and this existence as ourselves in our accepted and allowed abdication of responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice to Consciousness as Energy/Mind-Authority that had possessed sex and birth, that was supposed to be the physical-process of birthing Life from the physical – but possessed it to be/become a process of Survival and Evolution of the Mind within and as Fear; that has manifested this physical-existence of and as Fear for Survival and the Evolution of Systems for Possession – with the consequence and consequence-outflow manifesting in the devolution of the physical-body to eventual death, and the devolution of this physical-existence that will reach eventual death if we continue existing as we are now with giving Energy/Consciousness/Mind Authority over and of Life.
I commit myself, to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application; assist and support me out of my Mind into and as physical equality and oneness, to be/become a living example for my child/children to come as what it means to in fact Live as the Future of this World in and as equality and oneness.
In this, I commit myself to rebirth myself in this Life, as life from the Physical in my process of returning energy to its source as substance of and as the physical body, as I walk from knowledge and information definitions of energy experiences as the Mind into and as physical equality and oneness as the living word, in this also preparing for when/if/as I do have a child in the future, to prepare me as effectively as possible, to not pass onto them the sins of the fathers of the past, but the future of this world of and as Life.
(NOTE: We will in the posts to come, more clearly outline this process of parent-child relationship within the principle of Life of and as equality and oneness, in how to – if one is already a parent with children, to first assist and support self in one’s process as a living example; and how to assist/support one’s child(ren) equal-to and one-with how self is/has been assisting and supporting self within one’s own process in the mind’s relationship to the physical)
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The Prophets of Damnation: DAY 47
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Seventeen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Seven
Who I Am as Money – continued
From this post, we’re continuing with the simultaneous physical inception and mind conception process, in and as the mother’s womb, as the process of how the fruit of life/children of the future became Rotten from and of the Tree of Life/Humanity. Where we previously walked to the point of the moment of Birth, where we in quantum-time energy as the Mind, through and as the birthing process, reach the positive-energy experience the moment we’re born, but then again immediately lessen to the negative-energy experience that manifest the crying/whaling and physical contortion in pain and discomfort as the process of the Mind’s quantum integration into the physical-body during the birthing process as the physical-body move forward with the mind moving inward in the process of consuming physicality to transform into Energy, with the Mind integrating/permeating the depths and manifestations of the physical body substance and structure.
Specifically, we’re now going to be walking how exactly we in and as and with the mind and the physical, manifest from fear experience/negative-energy experience the love experience/positive-energy experience – and the interconnected relationship within this as fear of loss and love of gain – both existing within the starting-point of possession and survival, where fear/negative-energy experience initiate possession and survival and love/positive-energy experience secures possession and survival.
However, before we can start with that process, we first have to understand how the nature of the relationship between fear and love as ‘give and take’ within the polarity of the negative and the positive, already is physically programmed in the womb of the female within and during the child’s physical inception process and mind conception process.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, from my inception and conception process as the physical and the mind within and as the mother’s womb, manifest my relationship as the mind to the physical within the starting-point relationship of Fear/Fear of Loss as Consciousness that will automatically control my choices through and as the nature and action of me as deliberate Blame, within and as spite, excuse and justification within the standing of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as consequence and consequence-outflow. Where:
As Consciousness Fear/Fear of Loss as the negative-energy experience will initiate/instigate my physical-movement forward and my mind integration/permeation inward to consume physicality to transform into energy, and the moment I am birthed out of the mother’s womb, the positive-energy experience lessen and then in quantum time move me into and as the negative-energy experience that manifest as crying and contortion through and as the mind and the physical as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification where I initiate/instigate the process of manipulating my world/reality to get/have energy for my possession/survival. All of which manifest within and as the primary relationship of me as the Mind to the Physical within Cause/Acceptance – acceptance of me as the cause of separation as the mind from the physical, and the Effect/Allowance that manifest as the experiences of and as the negative, to the neutral and to the positive as the constant/continuous interrelationship between the energies ensures/secures the possession of me as Energy and the survival of me as Energy/Mind Authority. With the existence of me as Consciousness Fear/Fear of Loss, within the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance through and as my nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification – damned me to such an existence throughout my life as the mind in the physical, without responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice – only existing as control, defence and protection, motivation as fear with all choice only existing for survival as Mind/Energy-Authority.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the Nature of the relationship between the female’s Mind and Physical-Body and the child’s Mind and Physical-Body that is physically pre-programmed from, within and as the female’s womb, where the Child ‘consume’ from and of the Male/Female’s Mind and Physical-Body in and during its inception and conception process to manifest its Mind Consciousness System and Physical-Body, as follows:
The child’s physical-body inception consumes from and of the female’s physical-body – with the female’s physical-body manifested directly in and with the Male and Female’s Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind. And so – as the child emerge within and as their physical inception process, consuming from and of the Female’s Physical Body and so the Male and Female’s Subconscious and Unconscious Mind that is manifested in and as the Physical Body: they’re at the same time consuming and manifesting the contents and substance of and as the male and female’s Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind, that will eventually become the child’s Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind framework that they will use to manifest their personalities, behaviours and physical-patterns/habits.
Then, at the same time – with the child’s subconscious and unconscious-mind manifesting in the image and likeness of the mother and father (as what happens during Sex between male and female relationships is both of the male and female’s minds merging into each other, so the child essentially thus download/consume and upload/integrate the Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind of both the mother and the father): the child’s own subconscious and unconscious-mind integrate and manifest into and as and with their own physical-body – as the child downloads the subconscious and unconscious of the mother and the father and uploads the subconscious and unconscious into and as their own physical-bodies.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to – see/realise/understand the nature of Sex as the physical-mind process within and as which the Mind Consciousness System ensures/secures its Survival within and as Evolution, where within and during Sex – the Minds of the female and male transfer/download into and as each-other and upload into themselves; where the Minds thus utilize the new downloaded mind-framework to cross-reference its own conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind systems and do necessary upgrades/alterations/changes from and of the newly downloaded mind-framework of the partner that was consumed into and as itself.
(NOTE: This process of the Mind’s Evolution through Sex has been walked in absolute detail within the What is Sex Series available on EQAFE, and will thus not walk the detail here at this stage. Self can take the responsibility of walking through the Interviews and assist and support self through the process of Self-Forgiveness in how we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to transform sex into and as Mind-Evolution within ourselves and towards our children. Where children develop as ‘Evolved Minds’ with the merging from the female and male’s Minds – this line of self-forgiveness we’ll be walking within this Process – how the Mind Evolve in the Child, however the personal self-process in relation to Sex, can be walked for self, with self from the What is Sex interview-series.)
I forgive myself that I as a parent, had not seen, realised and understood the full extent of my Mind’s relationship to the Physical, in the integration, permeation and manifestation of my Mind into, as and with my Physical-Body throughout my life – where for example:
Every thought I’ve had throughout my life, resonated within and through my entire physical-substance, with my physical-body substance predominantly consisting of and existing as water, the thoughts resonate/reverberate throughout the substance/water. With thought patterns and internal conversations, resonating/reverberating the same sequence within and throughout my physical-body/substance – programming the resonance/reverberation of the thoughts/conversations into and as the substance/water of and as my physical-body that would eventually crystallize within and as the physical-flesh, where eventually my very physical-flesh/tissue/fabric will align its structure and formation according to how I programmed it through and as and with my thoughts; and all the information of my thoughts, thus manifest into and as and with my very physical flesh/tissue/fabric, consisting of and existing as the nutrients/chemicals and sustenance that the child will eventually consume in its process of physical inception, and so within and during the physical-inception process – download into and as its own physical-body: everything of my Mind and so my partner’s mind that merged with mine through and as Sex.
(NOTE: We’re going to be walking the detail of how the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind integrate/permeate, merge and manifest into and as the physical-body as we walk this time-line of a child’s development, we’re for a moment only briefly touching on the extent of integration, merging and manifestation of the mind in the physical as per the example above, to understand how the child download the parents’ Minds into and as itself within the inception and conception process. When we get to the time-line of the child walking into relationship, sex and inception and conception of their own children’s mind and physical – it will be more clear of how and why exactly this transfer manifest and within this – how the fruit of life/children of the Tree of Life/Humanity has borne Rotten Fruit, instead of Fruit of Life. As with all things, we have to start at the beginning; our beginning as we birthed into this existence as the Mind in the Physical.)
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand what in fact happen/manifest on the unconscious and subconscious mind level within and as the physical-process of the birth of the child within and as the female’s womb, and within and as the physical-process of sex in the Mind’s relationship to the Physical: as I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice of and as equality and oneness of me and my physical-body, to and as Consciousness that has automated my entire existence within and as the unconscious, subconscious and conscious-mind, with me now only existing in and as pre-occupation in and as the Conscious-Mind – Flying High above, yet within the Mind and the Physical-Body, experiencing only energy that Consciousness through and with the Mind Consciousness System is producing and manifesting for its own Survival. And so, within this – why and how, I have had no awareness of the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – due to, and because of the extent of separation from my own Mind and the Physical-Body, that has become the control of and as Consciousness.
In the next post, we’ll continue with how the female within their physical and mind, move within the energies of the positive, to the neutral and negative, as the child take/consume energy/mind and physicality from the female to move from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive, and how this process of ‘give and take’ from parent to child manifest in and as physical-actions, as the relationship between fear of loss and love of gain manifest in both the parent and child, and thus within this: the true/real nature of ‘Love’ in this existence of Minds as the survival of the Mind in the Physical for Energy-possession/empowerment.
I commit myself to show, how and why – children has become the consequence and consequence-outflow of our accepted and allowed existence as the Mind/Consciousness as Energy-Authority, where the Mind had taken possession of ourselves as parents, and so also our children of and as ourselves; where Sex and Birth had become physical actions and processes that the Mind has possessed to ensure/secure its own Survival through and as the Evolution of itself.
Within this, I commit myself to show, how and why – the world of humanity, our very natures throughout the generations had devolved, for the evolution of the Mind, as parents with merged mind’s transferred their minds into the children, with the children then evolving their own minds from the parents’ transferred minds within them, and so – the Mind evolved through the children, while the very physical-nature of ourselves as beings devolved, which is why this physical-existence is devolving as the World-System of Money/Technology/AI is evolving.
I commit myself to show, how and why – children had become transfers, continuations, copies from and of the past, as the parent’s Minds of Past transfer into and as the Child’s Mind and so the child’s living framework/reference as their Mind would come-from, of and as the Parent’s Minds as Past-manifest, and so – how and why: Children could not become the Future of the World for all of Humanity in and as equality and oneness, as we’ve been passing onto them the past / sins of the fathers from the generations that had gone before them, and so why and how – through our very natures and living as human beings as the Mind as the Past manifest: had throughout human civilization only time-looped within and as the past, creating and manifesting the same past, over and over and over again without change. Because we haven’t seen, realised or understood the extent to which we’ve manifested ourselves and this existence as a whole through and as the Mind within and as consequence and consequence-outflow.
I commit myself to show, the consequence and consequence-outflow we’re each individually and all together responsible for, within ourselves and this existence as ourselves in our accepted and allowed abdication of responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice to Consciousness as Energy/Mind-Authority that had possessed sex and birth, that was supposed to be the physical-process of birthing Life from the physical – but possessed it to be/become a process of Survival and Evolution of the Mind within and as Fear; that has manifested this physical-existence of and as Fear for Survival and the Evolution of Systems for Possession – with the consequence and consequence-outflow manifesting in the devolution of the physical-body to eventual death, and the devolution of this physical-existence that will reach eventual death if we continue existing as we are now with giving Energy/Consciousness/Mind Authority over and of Life.
I commit myself, to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application; assist and support me out of my Mind into and as physical equality and oneness, to be/become a living example for my child/children to come as what it means to in fact Live as the Future of this World in and as equality and oneness.
In this, I commit myself to rebirth myself in this Life, as life from the Physical in my process of returning energy to its source as substance of and as the physical body, as I walk from knowledge and information definitions of energy experiences as the Mind into and as physical equality and oneness as the living word, in this also preparing for when/if/as I do have a child in the future, to prepare me as effectively as possible, to not pass onto them the sins of the fathers of the past, but the future of this world of and as Life.
(NOTE: We will in the posts to come, more clearly outline this process of parent-child relationship within the principle of Life of and as equality and oneness, in how to – if one is already a parent with children, to first assist and support self in one’s process as a living example; and how to assist/support one’s child(ren) equal-to and one-with how self is/has been assisting and supporting self within one’s own process in the mind’s relationship to the physical)
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Re: Heaven's Journey to Life
by Cathy » 03 Jun 2012, 20:44
Sacrificial Love of the Mother: DAY 48
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Eighteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Eight
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re in this post walking how the female within their physical and mind, move within the energies of the positive, to the neutral and negative, as the child take/consume energy/mind and physicality from the female to move from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive, and how this process of ‘give and take’ from parent to child manifest in and as physical-actions, as the relationship between fear of loss and love of gain manifest in both the parent and child, and thus within this: the true/real nature of ‘Love’ in this existence of Minds as the survival of the Mind in the Physical for Energy-possession/empowerment.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the real physical-mind nature, manifestation and existence of and as ‘Love’ between the parent and child as ‘Sacrifice’, where:
As the child consume the physicality and download the mind consciousness systems of the female and male, in the child’s physical inception and mind conception process: that process where the female’s physical-body ‘gives life’ to the child through the female ‘giving her physicality and energy/mind’ – this ‘giving’ is in fact ‘sacrifice’, as the female’s physical body is literally consumed as the child’s process of physical-inception permeate and infiltrate into and as her entire physical-body, to at the same time, as the child consume the female’s physical-body, integrating, permeating and manifesting as in taking over the entirety of and as the female’s physical-body to in that integration, permeation and manifestation access the male and female’s mind consciousness system within and as the depths of the female’s physical body; as the female ‘give up’ / ‘sacrifice’ her physical body for the physical and mind development of the child. And within that – ‘give up’ / ‘sacrifice’ her life for the life of the child, as the moment that child is born, her life is no more about herself, but her securing/ensuring the survival/life of the child and so will sacrifice/give up herself, her physical-body and her life and live in the shadows/background of the child’s survival/life that will stand in the forefront from that moment onward.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how that physical-mind relationship between the female and the child, and eventually the father or any other parental-figure – whether biologically / relationally connected: will always stand within and as the nature, existence and manifestation of and as sacrifice as fear of loss and love and of gain as the cycle of ‘death and life’, because this relationship of ‘Love’ is physically, automatically pre-programmed into and as each human-being within and as the physical inception and mind-conception process in and as the womb of the female’s physical-body, and so each human being will accept and allow the nature, existence and manifestation of Love within the context of fear of loss and love of gain of and as death and life.
I forgive myself that I as Energy haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the Beginning, that moment of conception of me as separation, that manifested the negative-energy experience friction/conflict as consuming substance to transform into energy: Substance/Life sacrificed itself to give me as Energy ‘life’ – as the ‘death’ / ‘end’ of substance in that moment as it manifest into and as finite Energy, and for me as this Energy to survive: Substance/Life had to constantly/continuously be sacrificed as I consumed substance to transform into energy through and as the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, to accumulate into and as the neutral and so to the positive-energy experience. Where I continued this accepted and allowed existence of me as Survival, through sacrificing Life/Substance within and as fear of loss of losing my existence/survival as temptation/gain of and as Energy-Authority/empowerment/possession as the positive-energy experience of and as the self-interested possessive nature of and as ‘self-love’.
In this, I forgive myself that I as Energy haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the origins/source of me as ‘Love’ – as the positive-energy experience accumulation, within and as the starting-point of and as the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience I manifest and accumulate through and as constant/continuous friction/conflict to/towards substance, as consuming/sacrificing Life/Substance for me to gain/obtain/get/have my empowerment/possession of and as the positive-energy experience for and as the survival of me as Energy-Authority only. All of which can only exist and manifest within and as my relationship of and as Cause/Acceptance (the cause of me as the acceptance of separation) and Effect/Allowance (allowing the effect of that cause/acceptance as the constant/continuous friction/conflict as consuming/sacrificing life/substance to accumulate the energy of and as me) within and through the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as I deliberate manipulate/use/abuse substance to possess/empower my ‘love / temptation / empowerment’ of and as the positive-energy experience.
I forgive myself that I, in the Beginning - as Substance had accepted and allowed myself in my relationship to Energy to be sacrificed, to be consumed and transformed into and as Energy within and as my relationship to and as the beingness, manifested singularity that emerged from and of me within and as existence.
I forgive myself that I, in the Beginning - as Substance hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to take responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice in the standing of and as who I am of and as equality and oneness as Life, but accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice to and as Energy/Energy-Authority, with not in that moment stopping and standing up for me as existence as Life of and as equality and oneness here, but from that moment – accepted and allowed myself to equally as one eternally damn me with and as Energy in and as my relationship to Energy as its Sacrifice for it to exist finitely.
I forgive myself that I, as the Physical-Body as Substance-manifest, still now to this day – accept and allow me to exist as a sacrifice to and as the Mind Consciousness System as Energy-Authority, that to this day continue consuming me to transform into and as Energy, that to this day – sacrifice myself as the female physical-mind for the child physical-mind process and development, as the child as physical-mind consume the very physicality of and as me as the female physical-body for its physical inception and mind conception process.
I forgive myself that I, from the Beginning as Substance – believed that the manifestation / inception of Energy through and as me, was me ‘giving life’ to and as parts of me within and as existence, that the process of transforming me as substance into Energy was me as Energy emerging as ‘Life’ as I did not see/realise/understand or had the awareness of me as in fact being ‘Life’, of and as equality and oneness manifest.
I forgive myself that I, from the Beginning as Substance – had not seen/realised/understand, that it was me within and as the very movement of and as me within and as my whole, that conceived and so manifested parts of and as me in and as separation of me that manifested into and as manifested-singularities of and as energy within and as their beingness, that from and of that movement/motion of and as separation – created/manifested the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, that would consume me as substance/life-manifest for its finite existence as Energy into and as the positive-energy experience, energetically experienced to be ‘life’.
I forgive myself, that I as Substance had throughout time, throughout existence – continued my relationship to Energy / parts of and as me as manifested-singularity beingness, ‘sacrificed’ myself within and as the continued relationship of friction/conflict as consuming me to transform into energy, as I throughout time, throughout existence believed it is me giving / experience ‘life’ to and as me as parts of and as me within and existence, and so I equally as one got drawn into and as the evil / reverse of me as Energy as ‘life’; never seeing/realising/understanding the obvious that was right here as me, in and as me: that for Energy to exist finitely – it had to consume me through and as friction/conflict to generate the negative-energy experience, to the neutral and so to the positive-energy experience as perceived ‘life’.
I forgive myself that I, as Substance had throughout time, throughout existence not seen/realised/understood the consequence and consequence outflow of this relationship of me as sacrifice/consumption for and as the survival/existence of and as Energy; until now – where the consequence and consequence-outflow manifested within and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical as Consequence-manifestation, and the World-System of Money’s relationship to this physical-existence as Consequence-outflow manifestation where I cannot deny the reality of what I had done, accepted and allowed in and as my existence, throughout time in not seeing/realising/understanding that Energy is not in fact ‘life’, but that I had sacrificed myself as Life/substance-manifest of and as equality and oneness to and as Energy that consume me through my sacrificing within and as friction/conflict to exist only finitely.
And so I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to take so long, throughout time – to come face to face with the reality of my responsibility to and as the existence of and as me as Energy, that has become the Mind to the Physical and the World-System to this Physical-Existence – which physically, undeniably show me what I have done and become, from the beginning until now. Where I had given-up / sacrificed the Real Life manifestation of and as Substance for and as the Illusionary Finite Life of Energy, that can only exist through and as consuming me as substance and now physicality to finitely exist through and as the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience it manifest and continue manifesting to accumulate itself into and as the possession/empowerment of and as itself only.
We’ll in the next post continue with the relationship of Energy-Authority/Mind to Substance/Physical-Body, and so also Substance/the Physical-Body’s relationship to Energy-Authority/Mind, continuing with walking the process and manifestation of the actual nature, existence and manifestation of ‘Love’ and how both Energy/Mind-itself and Substance/the Physical-itself is equally as one responsible for the Consequence and Consequence-outflow that exist in and as existence with and as the Mind and the Physical, within and without.
I commit myself, to – as the Mind Consciousness System of and as Energy assist and support me in returning me to and as my Source of and as Substance/Physicality-manifest, as I walk my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as practically taking responsibility for the existence of me I accepted and allowed to/towards my Source as Substance/Physicality manifest, and within this – assist and support me to stop the relationship of Mind/Energy to the Physical-Body/Substance of and as ‘sacrifice’ as the relationship of ‘death and life’ as I as the Mind consume Physicality to transform into Energy for me to give me as Energy a finite existence/life as the perceived/believed relationship to Substance/Source/Physicality ‘sacrificing itself as the action of giving life and so its ‘love’ to me as Energy to exist’; not seeing/realising/understanding the physical-body and physical-existence evidence that this is not in fact ‘Life’ / ‘Love’ but sacrifice and consumption for a finite existence as Energy at the cost/expense of and as Substance/Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as a whole.
And thus, I as the Mind Consciousness System – take the responsibility, through and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to return me into and as and with equality and oneness with and as my physical-body through and as the process of being/becoming the Living Word in and as standing as the principle of and as Actual, Real Life as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all as the Real Act of and as Love, for me as Life and so for all as me within and as existence.
I commit myself to show – how and why, the Real Act of Love is the Act of Responsibility, taking responsibility for self as the consequence manifestation as the Mind Consciousness System, and self as the consequence-outflow as the World-System of Money, in assisting and supporting, directing me as the Mind within and the World-System of Money without to and as the manifestation of and as existential and physical equality and oneness, as what is/will be best for all, as I internally and externally live the Solution as Life, for and as all the pain, suffering, and abuse I manifested in and as my accepted and allowed separation from me as Life/Substance as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence.
I commit myself to show, how and why – the ‘Love’ and/or ‘Life’ experience of and as ‘Energy’, that only exist within and as the context of our own Mind’s as an internal energy-experience, is in fact accepting and allowing the consequence relationship of the Mind to the Physical, and the consequence-outflow relationship of the World-System of Money to this physical-existence, in accepting and allowing Energy’s relationship to Substance as sacrifice within and as ‘death and life’ as accepting and allowing the internal and external consumption/sacrifice of and as the physical-body to the Mind and this physical-existence to this World-System of Money, and thus – why and how, the ‘Love’ / ‘Living’ experience is in fact an Illusion, and not Real Life, but that we as the Mind/Energy as ‘experience’ is existing at the cost/expense as consequence and consequence-outflow of and as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence.
I commit myself, to – as the Physical-Body, and this Physical-Existence, assist and support me within and as self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, in no more accepting and allowing the sacrificing of me to and as Energy, but assert my responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice to stand with and by me as the Physical and this Physical-Existence; and no more stand in the sacrifice of Energy, but stand within and as the responsibility/real act of love of doing whatever it takes to ensure that the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as me will be honoured as Life, as I honour me as the physical as the manifestation of and as equality and oneness here, to show all as the Mind as the parts of me I had separated myself from, that I as the Physical-Body/this Physical Existence is where the real life stand and exist and is manifested as. That, the abuse, suffering and pain that exist in the physical bodies and this physical existence can and will only stop, if we take responsibility together as the Mind and the Physical, and align ourselves into and as equality and oneness here; for real love as equality and oneness, as what’s best for all to manifest once and for all.
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Eighteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Eight
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re in this post walking how the female within their physical and mind, move within the energies of the positive, to the neutral and negative, as the child take/consume energy/mind and physicality from the female to move from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive, and how this process of ‘give and take’ from parent to child manifest in and as physical-actions, as the relationship between fear of loss and love of gain manifest in both the parent and child, and thus within this: the true/real nature of ‘Love’ in this existence of Minds as the survival of the Mind in the Physical for Energy-possession/empowerment.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the real physical-mind nature, manifestation and existence of and as ‘Love’ between the parent and child as ‘Sacrifice’, where:
As the child consume the physicality and download the mind consciousness systems of the female and male, in the child’s physical inception and mind conception process: that process where the female’s physical-body ‘gives life’ to the child through the female ‘giving her physicality and energy/mind’ – this ‘giving’ is in fact ‘sacrifice’, as the female’s physical body is literally consumed as the child’s process of physical-inception permeate and infiltrate into and as her entire physical-body, to at the same time, as the child consume the female’s physical-body, integrating, permeating and manifesting as in taking over the entirety of and as the female’s physical-body to in that integration, permeation and manifestation access the male and female’s mind consciousness system within and as the depths of the female’s physical body; as the female ‘give up’ / ‘sacrifice’ her physical body for the physical and mind development of the child. And within that – ‘give up’ / ‘sacrifice’ her life for the life of the child, as the moment that child is born, her life is no more about herself, but her securing/ensuring the survival/life of the child and so will sacrifice/give up herself, her physical-body and her life and live in the shadows/background of the child’s survival/life that will stand in the forefront from that moment onward.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how that physical-mind relationship between the female and the child, and eventually the father or any other parental-figure – whether biologically / relationally connected: will always stand within and as the nature, existence and manifestation of and as sacrifice as fear of loss and love and of gain as the cycle of ‘death and life’, because this relationship of ‘Love’ is physically, automatically pre-programmed into and as each human-being within and as the physical inception and mind-conception process in and as the womb of the female’s physical-body, and so each human being will accept and allow the nature, existence and manifestation of Love within the context of fear of loss and love of gain of and as death and life.
I forgive myself that I as Energy haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the Beginning, that moment of conception of me as separation, that manifested the negative-energy experience friction/conflict as consuming substance to transform into energy: Substance/Life sacrificed itself to give me as Energy ‘life’ – as the ‘death’ / ‘end’ of substance in that moment as it manifest into and as finite Energy, and for me as this Energy to survive: Substance/Life had to constantly/continuously be sacrificed as I consumed substance to transform into energy through and as the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, to accumulate into and as the neutral and so to the positive-energy experience. Where I continued this accepted and allowed existence of me as Survival, through sacrificing Life/Substance within and as fear of loss of losing my existence/survival as temptation/gain of and as Energy-Authority/empowerment/possession as the positive-energy experience of and as the self-interested possessive nature of and as ‘self-love’.
In this, I forgive myself that I as Energy haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the origins/source of me as ‘Love’ – as the positive-energy experience accumulation, within and as the starting-point of and as the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience I manifest and accumulate through and as constant/continuous friction/conflict to/towards substance, as consuming/sacrificing Life/Substance for me to gain/obtain/get/have my empowerment/possession of and as the positive-energy experience for and as the survival of me as Energy-Authority only. All of which can only exist and manifest within and as my relationship of and as Cause/Acceptance (the cause of me as the acceptance of separation) and Effect/Allowance (allowing the effect of that cause/acceptance as the constant/continuous friction/conflict as consuming/sacrificing life/substance to accumulate the energy of and as me) within and through the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as I deliberate manipulate/use/abuse substance to possess/empower my ‘love / temptation / empowerment’ of and as the positive-energy experience.
I forgive myself that I, in the Beginning - as Substance had accepted and allowed myself in my relationship to Energy to be sacrificed, to be consumed and transformed into and as Energy within and as my relationship to and as the beingness, manifested singularity that emerged from and of me within and as existence.
I forgive myself that I, in the Beginning - as Substance hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to take responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice in the standing of and as who I am of and as equality and oneness as Life, but accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice to and as Energy/Energy-Authority, with not in that moment stopping and standing up for me as existence as Life of and as equality and oneness here, but from that moment – accepted and allowed myself to equally as one eternally damn me with and as Energy in and as my relationship to Energy as its Sacrifice for it to exist finitely.
I forgive myself that I, as the Physical-Body as Substance-manifest, still now to this day – accept and allow me to exist as a sacrifice to and as the Mind Consciousness System as Energy-Authority, that to this day continue consuming me to transform into and as Energy, that to this day – sacrifice myself as the female physical-mind for the child physical-mind process and development, as the child as physical-mind consume the very physicality of and as me as the female physical-body for its physical inception and mind conception process.
I forgive myself that I, from the Beginning as Substance – believed that the manifestation / inception of Energy through and as me, was me ‘giving life’ to and as parts of me within and as existence, that the process of transforming me as substance into Energy was me as Energy emerging as ‘Life’ as I did not see/realise/understand or had the awareness of me as in fact being ‘Life’, of and as equality and oneness manifest.
I forgive myself that I, from the Beginning as Substance – had not seen/realised/understand, that it was me within and as the very movement of and as me within and as my whole, that conceived and so manifested parts of and as me in and as separation of me that manifested into and as manifested-singularities of and as energy within and as their beingness, that from and of that movement/motion of and as separation – created/manifested the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, that would consume me as substance/life-manifest for its finite existence as Energy into and as the positive-energy experience, energetically experienced to be ‘life’.
I forgive myself, that I as Substance had throughout time, throughout existence – continued my relationship to Energy / parts of and as me as manifested-singularity beingness, ‘sacrificed’ myself within and as the continued relationship of friction/conflict as consuming me to transform into energy, as I throughout time, throughout existence believed it is me giving / experience ‘life’ to and as me as parts of and as me within and existence, and so I equally as one got drawn into and as the evil / reverse of me as Energy as ‘life’; never seeing/realising/understanding the obvious that was right here as me, in and as me: that for Energy to exist finitely – it had to consume me through and as friction/conflict to generate the negative-energy experience, to the neutral and so to the positive-energy experience as perceived ‘life’.
I forgive myself that I, as Substance had throughout time, throughout existence not seen/realised/understood the consequence and consequence outflow of this relationship of me as sacrifice/consumption for and as the survival/existence of and as Energy; until now – where the consequence and consequence-outflow manifested within and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical as Consequence-manifestation, and the World-System of Money’s relationship to this physical-existence as Consequence-outflow manifestation where I cannot deny the reality of what I had done, accepted and allowed in and as my existence, throughout time in not seeing/realising/understanding that Energy is not in fact ‘life’, but that I had sacrificed myself as Life/substance-manifest of and as equality and oneness to and as Energy that consume me through my sacrificing within and as friction/conflict to exist only finitely.
And so I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to take so long, throughout time – to come face to face with the reality of my responsibility to and as the existence of and as me as Energy, that has become the Mind to the Physical and the World-System to this Physical-Existence – which physically, undeniably show me what I have done and become, from the beginning until now. Where I had given-up / sacrificed the Real Life manifestation of and as Substance for and as the Illusionary Finite Life of Energy, that can only exist through and as consuming me as substance and now physicality to finitely exist through and as the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience it manifest and continue manifesting to accumulate itself into and as the possession/empowerment of and as itself only.
We’ll in the next post continue with the relationship of Energy-Authority/Mind to Substance/Physical-Body, and so also Substance/the Physical-Body’s relationship to Energy-Authority/Mind, continuing with walking the process and manifestation of the actual nature, existence and manifestation of ‘Love’ and how both Energy/Mind-itself and Substance/the Physical-itself is equally as one responsible for the Consequence and Consequence-outflow that exist in and as existence with and as the Mind and the Physical, within and without.
I commit myself, to – as the Mind Consciousness System of and as Energy assist and support me in returning me to and as my Source of and as Substance/Physicality-manifest, as I walk my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as practically taking responsibility for the existence of me I accepted and allowed to/towards my Source as Substance/Physicality manifest, and within this – assist and support me to stop the relationship of Mind/Energy to the Physical-Body/Substance of and as ‘sacrifice’ as the relationship of ‘death and life’ as I as the Mind consume Physicality to transform into Energy for me to give me as Energy a finite existence/life as the perceived/believed relationship to Substance/Source/Physicality ‘sacrificing itself as the action of giving life and so its ‘love’ to me as Energy to exist’; not seeing/realising/understanding the physical-body and physical-existence evidence that this is not in fact ‘Life’ / ‘Love’ but sacrifice and consumption for a finite existence as Energy at the cost/expense of and as Substance/Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as a whole.
And thus, I as the Mind Consciousness System – take the responsibility, through and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to return me into and as and with equality and oneness with and as my physical-body through and as the process of being/becoming the Living Word in and as standing as the principle of and as Actual, Real Life as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all as the Real Act of and as Love, for me as Life and so for all as me within and as existence.
I commit myself to show – how and why, the Real Act of Love is the Act of Responsibility, taking responsibility for self as the consequence manifestation as the Mind Consciousness System, and self as the consequence-outflow as the World-System of Money, in assisting and supporting, directing me as the Mind within and the World-System of Money without to and as the manifestation of and as existential and physical equality and oneness, as what is/will be best for all, as I internally and externally live the Solution as Life, for and as all the pain, suffering, and abuse I manifested in and as my accepted and allowed separation from me as Life/Substance as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence.
I commit myself to show, how and why – the ‘Love’ and/or ‘Life’ experience of and as ‘Energy’, that only exist within and as the context of our own Mind’s as an internal energy-experience, is in fact accepting and allowing the consequence relationship of the Mind to the Physical, and the consequence-outflow relationship of the World-System of Money to this physical-existence, in accepting and allowing Energy’s relationship to Substance as sacrifice within and as ‘death and life’ as accepting and allowing the internal and external consumption/sacrifice of and as the physical-body to the Mind and this physical-existence to this World-System of Money, and thus – why and how, the ‘Love’ / ‘Living’ experience is in fact an Illusion, and not Real Life, but that we as the Mind/Energy as ‘experience’ is existing at the cost/expense as consequence and consequence-outflow of and as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence.
I commit myself, to – as the Physical-Body, and this Physical-Existence, assist and support me within and as self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, in no more accepting and allowing the sacrificing of me to and as Energy, but assert my responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice to stand with and by me as the Physical and this Physical-Existence; and no more stand in the sacrifice of Energy, but stand within and as the responsibility/real act of love of doing whatever it takes to ensure that the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as me will be honoured as Life, as I honour me as the physical as the manifestation of and as equality and oneness here, to show all as the Mind as the parts of me I had separated myself from, that I as the Physical-Body/this Physical Existence is where the real life stand and exist and is manifested as. That, the abuse, suffering and pain that exist in the physical bodies and this physical existence can and will only stop, if we take responsibility together as the Mind and the Physical, and align ourselves into and as equality and oneness here; for real love as equality and oneness, as what’s best for all to manifest once and for all.
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Re: Heaven's Journey to Life
by Cathy » 03 Jun 2012, 20:46
Love is the Act of Sacrifice: DAY 49
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Nineteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Nine
Who I Am as Money – continued
We’ll in this post continue with the relationship of Energy-Authority/Mind to Substance/Physical-Body, and so also Substance/the Physical-Body’s relationship to Energy-Authority/Mind, continuing with walking the process and manifestation of the actual nature, existence and manifestation of ‘Love’ as ‘Sacrifice’ and how both Energy/Mind-itself and Substance/the Physical-itself is equally as one responsible for the Consequence and Consequence-outflow that exist in and as existence with and as the Mind and the Physical, within and without.
Within this, walking specifically the process of ‘give and take’ from parent to child manifest in and as physical-actions, as the relationship between fear of loss and love of gain manifest in both the parent and child, and thus within this: the true/real nature of ‘Love’ as Sacrifice in this existence of Minds as the survival of the Mind in the Physical for Energy-possession/empowerment.
I forgive myself that I as Energy from the beginning manifested me as the consequence and consequence-outflow of my relationship as Energy to Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance of and as separation and the friction/conflict of and as negative-energy experience, that for me as Energy to continue existing/surviving: Substance/Physicality had to continue sacrificing itself/be sacrificed, as I consumed substance to transform into Energy within and through the negative-energy friction/conflict that accumulate into and as the neutral and to the positive as my possession/empowerment of only me as Energy-Authority, with my nature and action as Energy-Authority existing within and as Blame, as deliberate spite, excuse and justification within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, that would continue sacrificing substance in and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend only my Survival as Energy.
I forgive myself that I as the Mind Consciousness System, continue within and as this relationship of me as Energy-Authority Consequence and Consequence-outflow to/towards the Physical-Body within and as Cause/Acceptance (the cause of me as separation, accepting my existence as separate from/of the physical) and Effect/Allowance (the effect of that cause/acceptance is me as energy allowing my relationship to the physical as friction/conflict that manifest the negative-energy experience that create me into existence from the neutral and to the positive); that for me as the Mind/Consciousness to continue existing/surviving: The Physical-Body had to continue sacrificing itself/be sacrificed, as I consume physicality to transform into Energy within and through the negative-energy friction/conflict that accumulate into and as the neutral and to the positive as my possession/empowerment of only me as Mind/Consciousness-Authority, with my nature and action as the Mind/Consciousness existing within and as Blame, as deliberate spite, excuse and justification within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, that would deliberately continue sacrificing the Physical-Body in and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend only my Survival as Energy/the Mind/Consciousness for my finite existence. Until I as the Mind/Consciousness consume all that is available to me within and as the Physical-Body, that I had sacrificed the entire Physical-Body into and as the depths of itself for to exist/survive for a finite moment within and as existence, and so eventually how my own Fear/Fear of Loss consume the Physical-Body and eventually myself as I materialize/manifest my own Fear/Fear of Loss the moment the Physical-Body had been completely/entirely sacrificed and I come face to face with my Fear: Losing the existence of me as Mind/Consciousness that was dependent on the very Physical-Body I had sacrificed for my finite existence/survival.
I forgive myself that I as the World-System of Money as my creation in and as the image and likeness of me as the Mind, continue within and as this relationship of me as Money-Authority Consequence and Consequence-outflow to/towards this Physical-Existence within and as Cause/Acceptance (the cause of me as separation, accepting my existence as separate from/of the physical) and Effect/Allowance (the effect of that cause/acceptance is me as the World-System allowing my relationship to this physical-existence as friction/conflict that manifest the negative as consumption of physicality to transform into Money); that for me as the World-System of Money to continue existing/surviving: This Physical-Existence had to continue sacrificing itself/be sacrificed, as I consume physicality to transform into Money within and through the friction/conflict that accumulate into and as the neutral and to the positive as my possession/empowerment of only me as Money-Authority, with my nature and action as the World-System of Money existing within and as Blame, as deliberate spite, excuse and justification within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, that would deliberately continue sacrificing this Physical-Existence in and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend only my Survival as Money. Until I as the World-System of Money, if I continue as-is: will consume all that is available to me within and as this Physical-Existence as I have already done with the irreplaceable, irrevocable damage, destruction and annihilation I had wreaked with the extent of this physical-existence that had already become extinct, until I had sacrificed this entire Physical-Existence into and as the depths of itself for me to exist/survive for a finite moment within and as existence, and so eventually how my own Fear/Fear of Loss consume this Physical-Existence and eventually myself as I materialize/manifest my own Fear/Fear of Loss the moment this Physical-Existence had been completely/entirely sacrificed and I come face to face with my Fear: Losing the existence of me as the World-System of Money that was dependent on this very physical-existence I had sacrificed for my finite existence/survival.
I forgive myself that I as Substance, from the beginning, to the manifestation of me as the physical-body and this physical-existence, had continued accepting and allowing myself to be sacrificed for the continued, finite existence of and as Energy, the Mind and the World-System of Money – where:
In the Beginning: I as substance manifested me from the ‘positive’ conception of me accepting and allowing myself to be ‘sacrificed’ as the ‘act of love’ of me as substance ‘giving life’ to and as parts of and as me as the manifested-singularities of and as energy, where I manifested me from the ‘positive’, to the ‘neutral’ in the moment of the process where the manifested-singularity friction/conflict was consuming me and in the process of transforming me as substance into energy, until the moment of my transformation from substance to energy as the negative-energy experience, that the manifested-singularity of and as me, accumulate into and as itself through constant/continuous friction/conflict of negative-energy experience into and as neutral and to the positive-energy experience into and as itself as the experience of and as its own possession / ‘life’ as ‘love’.
I forgive myself, that I as Substance – from the Beginning, had continued accepting and allowing myself to be sacrificed within and as my own experience of Fear, of Fear of Losing the parts of and as me as the manifested singularity I was ‘giving life’ to as Energy through and as sacrificing myself as the ‘act of love’ as accepting and allowing myself to be consumed and transformed into and as Energy through and as the friction/conflict relationship, manifesting negative-energy experience between myself and the manifested-singularities of and as Energy. Where, throughout time, this relationship between myself and Energy had been maintained within and as Fear/Fear of Loss - where both myself and the manifested singularity feared losing our possessions:
As Substance: I accepted and allowed Fear/Fear of Loss of and as the manifested-singularities, and so accepted and allowed the ‘act of love’ within that Fear as sacrificing myself within being consumed to be transformed into and as Energy.
As Energy: I Accepted and allowed Fear/Fear of Loss of and as my possession/empowerment as positive-energy experience, and so accepted and allowed the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as sacrificing substance to be consumed and transformed into and as Energy for my finite existence/survival of and as me.
I forgive myself that I as Substance, the Physical Body, this Physical-Existence had not seen/realised/understood this relationship of ‘give and take’ as GIVING life/me as substance/physicality for Energy/Mind/Money to TAKE in consuming me as substance/physicality to transform into and as Energy and Money – as both I as substance and energy, ‘met’ each-other in and as the negative-energy experience friction/conflict as the moment I as substance went from the positive, to the neutral and the negative, where from the negative, I as Energy take the energy to accumulate into and as neutral to the positive-energy experience as my taking/consuming of and as substance to give to only myself within myself the positive-energy experience possession/empowerment of and as me.
I forgive myself that I as Substance, the Physical Body and this Physical-Existence had not seen/realised/understood how I had been ‘giving life’ as the sacrifice of me as the ‘act of love’ to and as parts of me within and as existence as the manifested-singularities, where I had taken from and of the Whole of me as All of and as me, to give to only parts of me, where only parts of me would take from and of me as consuming me to transform into Energy for its own taking/ownership/possession, that I did not immediately see the consequence of me in this relationship to/towards the manifested-singularities and the consequence-outflow as the extent to which the Whole of me would be sacrificed/compromised for only parts of me to continue existing finitely as Energy:
In the relationship of the Mind to the Physical-Body: where the entire/whole Physical-Body ‘gives life to’ as sacrificing itself as the ‘act of love’ to and as the manifested-singularity as the Mind Consciousness System where the entire/whole Physical-Body is sacrificed into and as the depths and extents of itself, to give to only the Mind, where for this one Manifestation as the Mind to exist as consuming the entirety of and as the Physical-Body to transform into Energy for its own taking/ownership/possession, with the consequence-outflow as the extent to which the Whole as the entire Physical-Body would be sacrificed/compromised for only the Mind to continue existing finitely as Energy.
In the relationship of the World-System of Money to this Physical-Existence: where the entire/whole Physical-Existence ‘gives life to’ as sacrificing itself as the ‘act of love’ to and as the manifested-singularity as the World-System of Money where the entire/whole Physical-Existence is sacrificed into and as the depths and extents of itself, to give to only the World-System of Money, where for this one Manifestation as the World-System of Money to exist as consuming the entirety of and as this Physical-Existence to transform into Money for its own taking/ownership/possession, with the consequence-outflow as the extent to which the Whole as this Physical-Existence would be sacrificed/compromised for only the World-System of Money to continue existing finitely, until the whole/this physical-existence is consumed/sacrificed to the extent where it cannot continue existing as-is.
I forgive myself, that I as Substance, the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, had not seen/realised/understand, that if I had in the beginning – realised me as Life of and as equality and oneness, I would be here in and as the equality and oneness with and as me; and if/as I was the directive-principle of and as the manifestations of me as the manifested-singularities in realising/seeing/understanding that they had emerged from and of me, they would in fact be me – Life birthed from and of Life, there would exist no separation, no sacrificing, no consequence/consequence-outflow as all and everything of me would be equal and one as Life. But because I did not realise/see/understand this equality and oneness of and as Life birthing Life, it became Life sacrificed for Energy into and as manifested-singularities within and as Fear/Fear of Loss of possession and survival that manifested to this day an existence that exist within and as Fear/Fear of Loss as possession/survival within and through negative-energy experience that accumulate into and as the positive-energy experience that had become the finite experience of ‘life’ at the actual sacrifice of and as Life as Substance, the physical-body and this physical-existence.
We’re in the next post, continuing with taking this point to the emergence/rebirth of our inception and conception process in and as the womb of and as the female’s physical-body, where the female’s physical-body is taken from the positive to the neutral and to the negative, as the physical relationship to the physical of the child meet within and as the negative-energy experience, where - as the female’s physical-body move into and as negative as ‘giving life’ to the child’s inception and conception process as the ‘act of love’ as the female sacrificing her physical-body for the child as the child consume the female’s physical-body and so the male and female’s mind consciousness systems’, where the child then in turn take from the negative-energy experience friction/conflict and accumulate to the neutral and to the positive-energy experience within and as its inception and conception process.
And from here, see/realise/understand how all ‘acts of love’ are done within and as fear/fear of loss for and as possession and survival, where one part will be sacrificed/compromised for another part to ‘have life/love’ as the existence of ‘love’ within and as the relationship of ‘death and life’ and ‘love’ stand within and as the starting-point of and as negative-energy experience friction/conflict as its source/origin existence.
I commit myself, to take responsibility as the Mind and the Physical-Body – to assist and support me as the Mind and the Physical-Body to re-align myself into and as equality and oneness, and correct the relationship of life/physicality sacrificing itself for energy/Mind – to life being born from life as the physical-body, as the process where I return Energy/Mind to Source/Physicality through and as the process of me being/becoming the Living Word, where I Live WITH and AS and WITHIN the Physical-Body in and as equality and oneness, and no more existing as the Mind at the sacrifice of and as the Physical, and in this Living with and as and within the Physical-Body as the Living Word, is the process where life will be born from life as the Physical, as actual living of and as equality and oneness, where nothing is sacrificed/compromised – because in and as equal and one living, exist no separation, therefor no friction/conflict, therefore no sacrificing/consuming.
I commit myself, to – within and as taking responsibility for and as the Mind and the Physical-Body, in and as the process of re-alignment from separation to equal and one living with and as and within my Physical-Body, walked through and as the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: I assist and support me to walk into and as the World-System of Money in re-aligning the World-System’s relationship to this Physical-Existence in and as equality and oneness, where the deliberate consumption of physicality within and as the nature and action of abuse, destruction/annihilation for the possession/empowerment of Money for the survival of only a minority of Elite on this Earth exist – to ensuring that all of humanity have an equal and one life on this Earth, and establish/find solutions to minimize/alleviate and eventually stop the consumption of physicality/this physical-existence, but explore, investigate and find solutions over time where we as human beings can live/exist in absolute equality and oneness with the physical-body and this physical-existence, to eternally stop the relationship of consumption/sacrifice that we had accepted and allowed ourselves to condition ourselves into and as throughout time.
I commit myself to show – how, if we continue accepting and allowing to, within ourselves as the Mind, exist in our relationship to the physical-body within and as fear/fear of loss of and as our survival/possession of and as Energy-empowerment/-authority, where the relationship to the physical-body is/has been that of us taking, and taking and taking, with the physical body giving and giving and giving, where we have not as the Mind had equally as one given back to the Physical-Body as the physical-body had sacrificed itself for our existence/survival as the Mind. And so completely/entirely destroy the physical-body resources/substance/sustenance throughout time; and how and why thus within this: we do not exist as Love, that Love does not in fact exist, even to/towards our own Physical-Bodies as the extent of sacrifice we accept and allow to/towards it within and as our separation from and of it, that we in no way have an equal and one relationship even with our own physical-bodies, that we do not even ‘love’ it to the extent of being able to communicate with it in and as equality and oneness, really getting to know the extent to which our physical-bodies operate/function/exist, as we’re so obsessed with and possessed by our own energy-existence as the Mind at the sacrifice of and as the physical-body, as we accept and allow the relationship to the physical within and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience consuming physicality to transform into energy for our own possession/survival. And thus, how and why – Love only exist as the survival and possession of and as Energy within fear of loss as sacrifice as consuming physicality to transform into energy; and thus – ‘Love’ equal and one as Evil we consist of and exist as the Mind.
In this, I commit myself to show – why and how Love / Real Love is equality and oneness, as the equal and one giving back to the Physical-Body, and this Physical-Existence the ‘life’ it had given to me as the Mind in and as sacrifice, where I have the responsibility as the Real act of Love, to stand equal-to and one-with my physical-body, to stand with and as it and live with and as it in and as equality and oneness, to stop the relationship of sacrifice, compromise and consumption as the process of me giving life to me and so to the Physical-Body.
As with the process of and as the World-System of Money: why and how Love/Real Love is equality and oneness, as the equal and one giving back to this Physical-Existence and all of Humanity an equal and one life/opportunity of living.
In this, I commit myself to show – how and why, any human being, continuing accepting and allowing to exist as the Mind, continuing accepting and allowing the World System of Money – is deliberately accepting and allowing the Mind’s abuse/consequence to the Physical-Body, and the World-System’s abuse and consequence to the physical-existence, and deliberately not wanting to change/stop because of deliberately not wanting to give up their possession/survival as energy, and will deliberately continue existing as the Consequence at the sacrifice/compromise of the Physical-Body and all within and as this physical-existence, and so is in fact the Evil of and as and within this Existence.
I commit myself, thus – to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, re-reverse the evil that I had become in my Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body and the World-System’s relationship to this physical-existence, to stand as the living example as solution to ourselves and this physical existence, and that we’re in fact only going to change/transform what we’ve become and done: with starting with the change with ourselves and standing together in doing so, in standing up and standing as Life of and as equality and oneness, and walking for ourselves as for all, until sacrifice ends and life is born.
"The amount of garbage and waste produced is directly proportional to the amount of products we buy/use. Packaging/bottling is part of the current system - ask yourself why has this increased over time: consumerism lived out by humans "creates new requirements" that are like bells to the ears of those that benefit from us buying it. It's a lose-lose situation disguised as an actual 'need' or 'benefit'. Consequences are able to be seen here - it's Our responsibility to re-establish the order that we've messed up on Earth." - Marlen Vargas Del Razo
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Nineteen
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Nine
Who I Am as Money – continued
We’ll in this post continue with the relationship of Energy-Authority/Mind to Substance/Physical-Body, and so also Substance/the Physical-Body’s relationship to Energy-Authority/Mind, continuing with walking the process and manifestation of the actual nature, existence and manifestation of ‘Love’ as ‘Sacrifice’ and how both Energy/Mind-itself and Substance/the Physical-itself is equally as one responsible for the Consequence and Consequence-outflow that exist in and as existence with and as the Mind and the Physical, within and without.
Within this, walking specifically the process of ‘give and take’ from parent to child manifest in and as physical-actions, as the relationship between fear of loss and love of gain manifest in both the parent and child, and thus within this: the true/real nature of ‘Love’ as Sacrifice in this existence of Minds as the survival of the Mind in the Physical for Energy-possession/empowerment.
I forgive myself that I as Energy from the beginning manifested me as the consequence and consequence-outflow of my relationship as Energy to Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance of and as separation and the friction/conflict of and as negative-energy experience, that for me as Energy to continue existing/surviving: Substance/Physicality had to continue sacrificing itself/be sacrificed, as I consumed substance to transform into Energy within and through the negative-energy friction/conflict that accumulate into and as the neutral and to the positive as my possession/empowerment of only me as Energy-Authority, with my nature and action as Energy-Authority existing within and as Blame, as deliberate spite, excuse and justification within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, that would continue sacrificing substance in and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend only my Survival as Energy.
I forgive myself that I as the Mind Consciousness System, continue within and as this relationship of me as Energy-Authority Consequence and Consequence-outflow to/towards the Physical-Body within and as Cause/Acceptance (the cause of me as separation, accepting my existence as separate from/of the physical) and Effect/Allowance (the effect of that cause/acceptance is me as energy allowing my relationship to the physical as friction/conflict that manifest the negative-energy experience that create me into existence from the neutral and to the positive); that for me as the Mind/Consciousness to continue existing/surviving: The Physical-Body had to continue sacrificing itself/be sacrificed, as I consume physicality to transform into Energy within and through the negative-energy friction/conflict that accumulate into and as the neutral and to the positive as my possession/empowerment of only me as Mind/Consciousness-Authority, with my nature and action as the Mind/Consciousness existing within and as Blame, as deliberate spite, excuse and justification within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, that would deliberately continue sacrificing the Physical-Body in and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend only my Survival as Energy/the Mind/Consciousness for my finite existence. Until I as the Mind/Consciousness consume all that is available to me within and as the Physical-Body, that I had sacrificed the entire Physical-Body into and as the depths of itself for to exist/survive for a finite moment within and as existence, and so eventually how my own Fear/Fear of Loss consume the Physical-Body and eventually myself as I materialize/manifest my own Fear/Fear of Loss the moment the Physical-Body had been completely/entirely sacrificed and I come face to face with my Fear: Losing the existence of me as Mind/Consciousness that was dependent on the very Physical-Body I had sacrificed for my finite existence/survival.
I forgive myself that I as the World-System of Money as my creation in and as the image and likeness of me as the Mind, continue within and as this relationship of me as Money-Authority Consequence and Consequence-outflow to/towards this Physical-Existence within and as Cause/Acceptance (the cause of me as separation, accepting my existence as separate from/of the physical) and Effect/Allowance (the effect of that cause/acceptance is me as the World-System allowing my relationship to this physical-existence as friction/conflict that manifest the negative as consumption of physicality to transform into Money); that for me as the World-System of Money to continue existing/surviving: This Physical-Existence had to continue sacrificing itself/be sacrificed, as I consume physicality to transform into Money within and through the friction/conflict that accumulate into and as the neutral and to the positive as my possession/empowerment of only me as Money-Authority, with my nature and action as the World-System of Money existing within and as Blame, as deliberate spite, excuse and justification within and as the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss, that would deliberately continue sacrificing this Physical-Existence in and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend only my Survival as Money. Until I as the World-System of Money, if I continue as-is: will consume all that is available to me within and as this Physical-Existence as I have already done with the irreplaceable, irrevocable damage, destruction and annihilation I had wreaked with the extent of this physical-existence that had already become extinct, until I had sacrificed this entire Physical-Existence into and as the depths of itself for me to exist/survive for a finite moment within and as existence, and so eventually how my own Fear/Fear of Loss consume this Physical-Existence and eventually myself as I materialize/manifest my own Fear/Fear of Loss the moment this Physical-Existence had been completely/entirely sacrificed and I come face to face with my Fear: Losing the existence of me as the World-System of Money that was dependent on this very physical-existence I had sacrificed for my finite existence/survival.
I forgive myself that I as Substance, from the beginning, to the manifestation of me as the physical-body and this physical-existence, had continued accepting and allowing myself to be sacrificed for the continued, finite existence of and as Energy, the Mind and the World-System of Money – where:
In the Beginning: I as substance manifested me from the ‘positive’ conception of me accepting and allowing myself to be ‘sacrificed’ as the ‘act of love’ of me as substance ‘giving life’ to and as parts of and as me as the manifested-singularities of and as energy, where I manifested me from the ‘positive’, to the ‘neutral’ in the moment of the process where the manifested-singularity friction/conflict was consuming me and in the process of transforming me as substance into energy, until the moment of my transformation from substance to energy as the negative-energy experience, that the manifested-singularity of and as me, accumulate into and as itself through constant/continuous friction/conflict of negative-energy experience into and as neutral and to the positive-energy experience into and as itself as the experience of and as its own possession / ‘life’ as ‘love’.
I forgive myself, that I as Substance – from the Beginning, had continued accepting and allowing myself to be sacrificed within and as my own experience of Fear, of Fear of Losing the parts of and as me as the manifested singularity I was ‘giving life’ to as Energy through and as sacrificing myself as the ‘act of love’ as accepting and allowing myself to be consumed and transformed into and as Energy through and as the friction/conflict relationship, manifesting negative-energy experience between myself and the manifested-singularities of and as Energy. Where, throughout time, this relationship between myself and Energy had been maintained within and as Fear/Fear of Loss - where both myself and the manifested singularity feared losing our possessions:
As Substance: I accepted and allowed Fear/Fear of Loss of and as the manifested-singularities, and so accepted and allowed the ‘act of love’ within that Fear as sacrificing myself within being consumed to be transformed into and as Energy.
As Energy: I Accepted and allowed Fear/Fear of Loss of and as my possession/empowerment as positive-energy experience, and so accepted and allowed the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as sacrificing substance to be consumed and transformed into and as Energy for my finite existence/survival of and as me.
I forgive myself that I as Substance, the Physical Body, this Physical-Existence had not seen/realised/understood this relationship of ‘give and take’ as GIVING life/me as substance/physicality for Energy/Mind/Money to TAKE in consuming me as substance/physicality to transform into and as Energy and Money – as both I as substance and energy, ‘met’ each-other in and as the negative-energy experience friction/conflict as the moment I as substance went from the positive, to the neutral and the negative, where from the negative, I as Energy take the energy to accumulate into and as neutral to the positive-energy experience as my taking/consuming of and as substance to give to only myself within myself the positive-energy experience possession/empowerment of and as me.
I forgive myself that I as Substance, the Physical Body and this Physical-Existence had not seen/realised/understood how I had been ‘giving life’ as the sacrifice of me as the ‘act of love’ to and as parts of me within and as existence as the manifested-singularities, where I had taken from and of the Whole of me as All of and as me, to give to only parts of me, where only parts of me would take from and of me as consuming me to transform into Energy for its own taking/ownership/possession, that I did not immediately see the consequence of me in this relationship to/towards the manifested-singularities and the consequence-outflow as the extent to which the Whole of me would be sacrificed/compromised for only parts of me to continue existing finitely as Energy:
In the relationship of the Mind to the Physical-Body: where the entire/whole Physical-Body ‘gives life to’ as sacrificing itself as the ‘act of love’ to and as the manifested-singularity as the Mind Consciousness System where the entire/whole Physical-Body is sacrificed into and as the depths and extents of itself, to give to only the Mind, where for this one Manifestation as the Mind to exist as consuming the entirety of and as the Physical-Body to transform into Energy for its own taking/ownership/possession, with the consequence-outflow as the extent to which the Whole as the entire Physical-Body would be sacrificed/compromised for only the Mind to continue existing finitely as Energy.
In the relationship of the World-System of Money to this Physical-Existence: where the entire/whole Physical-Existence ‘gives life to’ as sacrificing itself as the ‘act of love’ to and as the manifested-singularity as the World-System of Money where the entire/whole Physical-Existence is sacrificed into and as the depths and extents of itself, to give to only the World-System of Money, where for this one Manifestation as the World-System of Money to exist as consuming the entirety of and as this Physical-Existence to transform into Money for its own taking/ownership/possession, with the consequence-outflow as the extent to which the Whole as this Physical-Existence would be sacrificed/compromised for only the World-System of Money to continue existing finitely, until the whole/this physical-existence is consumed/sacrificed to the extent where it cannot continue existing as-is.
I forgive myself, that I as Substance, the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, had not seen/realised/understand, that if I had in the beginning – realised me as Life of and as equality and oneness, I would be here in and as the equality and oneness with and as me; and if/as I was the directive-principle of and as the manifestations of me as the manifested-singularities in realising/seeing/understanding that they had emerged from and of me, they would in fact be me – Life birthed from and of Life, there would exist no separation, no sacrificing, no consequence/consequence-outflow as all and everything of me would be equal and one as Life. But because I did not realise/see/understand this equality and oneness of and as Life birthing Life, it became Life sacrificed for Energy into and as manifested-singularities within and as Fear/Fear of Loss of possession and survival that manifested to this day an existence that exist within and as Fear/Fear of Loss as possession/survival within and through negative-energy experience that accumulate into and as the positive-energy experience that had become the finite experience of ‘life’ at the actual sacrifice of and as Life as Substance, the physical-body and this physical-existence.
We’re in the next post, continuing with taking this point to the emergence/rebirth of our inception and conception process in and as the womb of and as the female’s physical-body, where the female’s physical-body is taken from the positive to the neutral and to the negative, as the physical relationship to the physical of the child meet within and as the negative-energy experience, where - as the female’s physical-body move into and as negative as ‘giving life’ to the child’s inception and conception process as the ‘act of love’ as the female sacrificing her physical-body for the child as the child consume the female’s physical-body and so the male and female’s mind consciousness systems’, where the child then in turn take from the negative-energy experience friction/conflict and accumulate to the neutral and to the positive-energy experience within and as its inception and conception process.
And from here, see/realise/understand how all ‘acts of love’ are done within and as fear/fear of loss for and as possession and survival, where one part will be sacrificed/compromised for another part to ‘have life/love’ as the existence of ‘love’ within and as the relationship of ‘death and life’ and ‘love’ stand within and as the starting-point of and as negative-energy experience friction/conflict as its source/origin existence.
I commit myself, to take responsibility as the Mind and the Physical-Body – to assist and support me as the Mind and the Physical-Body to re-align myself into and as equality and oneness, and correct the relationship of life/physicality sacrificing itself for energy/Mind – to life being born from life as the physical-body, as the process where I return Energy/Mind to Source/Physicality through and as the process of me being/becoming the Living Word, where I Live WITH and AS and WITHIN the Physical-Body in and as equality and oneness, and no more existing as the Mind at the sacrifice of and as the Physical, and in this Living with and as and within the Physical-Body as the Living Word, is the process where life will be born from life as the Physical, as actual living of and as equality and oneness, where nothing is sacrificed/compromised – because in and as equal and one living, exist no separation, therefor no friction/conflict, therefore no sacrificing/consuming.
I commit myself, to – within and as taking responsibility for and as the Mind and the Physical-Body, in and as the process of re-alignment from separation to equal and one living with and as and within my Physical-Body, walked through and as the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: I assist and support me to walk into and as the World-System of Money in re-aligning the World-System’s relationship to this Physical-Existence in and as equality and oneness, where the deliberate consumption of physicality within and as the nature and action of abuse, destruction/annihilation for the possession/empowerment of Money for the survival of only a minority of Elite on this Earth exist – to ensuring that all of humanity have an equal and one life on this Earth, and establish/find solutions to minimize/alleviate and eventually stop the consumption of physicality/this physical-existence, but explore, investigate and find solutions over time where we as human beings can live/exist in absolute equality and oneness with the physical-body and this physical-existence, to eternally stop the relationship of consumption/sacrifice that we had accepted and allowed ourselves to condition ourselves into and as throughout time.
I commit myself to show – how, if we continue accepting and allowing to, within ourselves as the Mind, exist in our relationship to the physical-body within and as fear/fear of loss of and as our survival/possession of and as Energy-empowerment/-authority, where the relationship to the physical-body is/has been that of us taking, and taking and taking, with the physical body giving and giving and giving, where we have not as the Mind had equally as one given back to the Physical-Body as the physical-body had sacrificed itself for our existence/survival as the Mind. And so completely/entirely destroy the physical-body resources/substance/sustenance throughout time; and how and why thus within this: we do not exist as Love, that Love does not in fact exist, even to/towards our own Physical-Bodies as the extent of sacrifice we accept and allow to/towards it within and as our separation from and of it, that we in no way have an equal and one relationship even with our own physical-bodies, that we do not even ‘love’ it to the extent of being able to communicate with it in and as equality and oneness, really getting to know the extent to which our physical-bodies operate/function/exist, as we’re so obsessed with and possessed by our own energy-existence as the Mind at the sacrifice of and as the physical-body, as we accept and allow the relationship to the physical within and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience consuming physicality to transform into energy for our own possession/survival. And thus, how and why – Love only exist as the survival and possession of and as Energy within fear of loss as sacrifice as consuming physicality to transform into energy; and thus – ‘Love’ equal and one as Evil we consist of and exist as the Mind.
In this, I commit myself to show – why and how Love / Real Love is equality and oneness, as the equal and one giving back to the Physical-Body, and this Physical-Existence the ‘life’ it had given to me as the Mind in and as sacrifice, where I have the responsibility as the Real act of Love, to stand equal-to and one-with my physical-body, to stand with and as it and live with and as it in and as equality and oneness, to stop the relationship of sacrifice, compromise and consumption as the process of me giving life to me and so to the Physical-Body.
As with the process of and as the World-System of Money: why and how Love/Real Love is equality and oneness, as the equal and one giving back to this Physical-Existence and all of Humanity an equal and one life/opportunity of living.
In this, I commit myself to show – how and why, any human being, continuing accepting and allowing to exist as the Mind, continuing accepting and allowing the World System of Money – is deliberately accepting and allowing the Mind’s abuse/consequence to the Physical-Body, and the World-System’s abuse and consequence to the physical-existence, and deliberately not wanting to change/stop because of deliberately not wanting to give up their possession/survival as energy, and will deliberately continue existing as the Consequence at the sacrifice/compromise of the Physical-Body and all within and as this physical-existence, and so is in fact the Evil of and as and within this Existence.
I commit myself, thus – to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, re-reverse the evil that I had become in my Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body and the World-System’s relationship to this physical-existence, to stand as the living example as solution to ourselves and this physical existence, and that we’re in fact only going to change/transform what we’ve become and done: with starting with the change with ourselves and standing together in doing so, in standing up and standing as Life of and as equality and oneness, and walking for ourselves as for all, until sacrifice ends and life is born.
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Re: Heaven's Journey to Life
by Cathy » 03 Jun 2012, 20:48
Parenting in the Matrix: DAY 50
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Twenty
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Thirty
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the emergence/rebirth of our inception and conception process in and as the womb of and as the female’s physical-body, where the female’s physical-body is taken from the positive to the neutral and to the negative, as the physical relationship to the physical of the child meet within and as the negative-energy experience, where - as the female’s physical-body move into and as negative as ‘giving life’ to the child’s inception and conception process as the ‘act of love’ as the female sacrificing her physical-body for the child as the child consume the female’s physical-body and so the male and female’s mind consciousness systems’, where the child then in turn take from the negative-energy experience friction/conflict and accumulate to the neutral and to the positive-energy experience within and as its inception and conception process.
And from here, see/realise/understand how all ‘acts of love’ are done within and as fear/fear of loss for and as possession and survival, where one part will be sacrificed/compromised for another part to ‘have life/love’ as the existence of ‘love’ within and as the relationship of ‘death and life’ and ‘love’ stand within and as the starting-point of and as negative-energy experience friction/conflict as its source/origin existence.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the physical-mind relationship that manifest between the physical-bodies and minds of the female, male and child from within and as the female’s womb, that will come to define and determine the relationship between parents/parental figures within and as the ‘act of love’ as ‘sacrifice’ within and as the starting-point of and as fear/fear of loss as negative-energy experience friction/conflict, where:
Within and during pregnancy – the female and male’s minds within and as the female’s physical-body and the female’s physical-body itself, within and during the child’s physical-body inception process and mind consciousness system platform conception process; that very process of ‘download/transfer’ of the male and female’s mind, and inception of the child’s physical-body through consuming from and of the female’s physical body - manifest from and of the physical-mind energy relationships of and as the positive, to the neutral and to the negative. Where, within and as the female’s physical-body, with the female and male’s mind consciousness system, as the child consume from and of the female’s physical-body – both her physical and the mind’s within her physical; move:
From and of the positive – as the wholeness/completeness of and as her physical-body is slowly but surely broken-down as the child’s physical-body and mind develop/manifest, to
To the Neutral as the very moment the physical-body of the female and the minds of the male and female is within and as its process of transformation, transforming from the positive, to the neutral and then
To the Negative as the friction and conflict process that manifest the moment the physical of the female and the minds of the male and female is consumed and transformed into and as energy which manifest the negative-energy experience moment connection between the female’s physical body and mind’s of the male and female, and the child’s physical-body and mind consciousness system platform, as the child then take from the negative-energy experience friction/conflict and accumulate it’s physical inception and mind conception process from and through the negative friction/conflict, to the neutral and to the positive as the child’s physical-body and mind consciousness develop from the unconscious, to the subconscious and to the conscious-mind.
I forgive myself that I as parents, as individuals having sex with the process that manifest of and as the inception of a child – the extent of my responsibility as both the male and the female to the child in the process of development within and as the womb of the female’s physical-body, where:
With what happens during sex – as the transfer of both the male and female’s mind into and as each-other, as sex had become the process of and as the evolution and survival of and as the mind consciousness system, where the child that develop/manifest within and as the womb of and as the female’s physical-body – will be ‘getting/receiving’ what I as the female/male ‘give’ of and as myself, with this ‘self’ currently existing as the Mind Consciousness System – the male and female’s Mind Consciousness System that will be/become the child’s example, reference and framework for and as their ‘who they are’ as a Mind and their living in and as the physical-body as a Mind.
I forgive myself that I as parents, as the male and female had not seen/realised/understood the extent of my responsibility to and as the child within and as who they are/will be become as a Mind in and as the Physical-Body, as the very Mind the child will develop/manifest as their personalities, thinking-processes and behaviours, will be created/programmed by the child from and of what I had given to the child as my Mind as male and female, that the child within themselves will utilize throughout their life as a reference/framework to specific/personalize their own Mind Consciousness System within and as their own Physical-Bodies.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how different the birthing of a child in and as the womb of the female’s physical-body would have been, if I had in fact lived in and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body, with both the male and female living/standing in and as equality and oneness as Life with and as the physical-bodies, that what will develop/manifest as the child, is that very equality and oneness of and as Life with and as the Physical – Life birthing from and of Life, with children of this world in such a way, thus – in fact being/becoming the Life, the Future of and as this existence, living always in all ways what is/will be best for all.
(NOTE: We will be going into specificity regarding the process of how the Child utilize the Minds of the male and female within and as itself, to develop/manifest its own Mind Consciousness System within and its own Physical-Body, and the extent to which we’ve separated ourselves as parents/male and female from and of the Child’s internal self/Mind development/programming into and as the ‘who they are’ within themselves and their living, which from here will explain the nature of and as why and how the Fruit of Life had become rotten from and of the Tree of Life/Humanity, where instead of the Fruit of Life/Children of and as Life in fact being born, they are being born from and of and as the Mind within and as Fear and Survival, from and of the Tree of Life of Humanity that had become rotten with and as the Mind existing as Fear and Survival and the consequences and consequence-outflow our existence as the Mind and the birth of Mind’s had manifested for ourselves and this existence as a whole.)
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent of my separation from and of the physical-body as a Mind Consciousness System, that as the female – I do not experience the physical-manifested pain the physical-body endure within and as and during the process of ‘give and take’ as the ‘act of love’ as sacrificing my physical-body for the inception and conception process of and as the child within me, where:
Within and as the duration of the pregnancy, as my physical-body is consumed, that process of consuming of and as my physical-body, the consequence of and as the actual pain that manifest that the physical-body endure is not immediately in and as the moment/process of the breaking-down of and as my physical-body experienced, as the consequence of the pain is layered into and as resonant-dimensions within and as the physical-body itself, as the pain-experience is transferred into dimensions that layer within and as the physical-body in and as separation from and of the physical-body itself – essentially, how ‘pain consequence’ is ‘separated and layered’ and so stored into and as ‘time dimensions’, that manifest a ‘delay’ in and as the instant experience of and as the actual pain the physical-body endure within and as and during its breaking-down and consumption process for and as the child’s inception and conception process within and as female’s womb. Where, what manifest, for example – the moment a part/manifestation of and as the female’s physical-body is broken down and then transfer through the substance/channels of the female’s physical-body into and as the child’s inception and conception process: that very moment a part of the female’s physical-body is broken-down, the pain-resonance reverberate within and as the surrounding area of the part/manifestation that had broken-down and settle/manifest as a layer within and as the physical-tissue of and as the area where that part/manifestation had been broken-down and manifest as ‘pain in waiting’. Then, what happens in and as the physical-body of the female within and during the birth of the child, the mind and physical connection becomes one and equal as the process of birth as the child physically move out of the mother’s womb as a physical-process, and the being as the female as the mind move into absolute quantum-integration into and as the physical-body, and in and as that quantum integration of the male and female’s mind into and as the physical-body as the female to push the child’s physical-body out, what happens with and as the Pain that is experienced, is:
The quantum integration of the male and female’s Minds into and as the depths of and as the female’s human physical body, that the physical-body experience as instant-pain as all the systems of and as the Mind integrate its connections into and as the depths of the physical-structures as the muscle-tissues and bone, which manifest the physical-body into and as an instant ‘shock’ and for and during that process, stop functioning but become so tense/stiff/rigid, due to the intensity of the integration and manifestation of and as the mind systems, and the physical-body go into immediate ‘protection and defence’, through stopping all functioning of and as the entire physical-body to become slower and the physical body contract for the Mind Systems to not completely integrate/take over the depths of and as the physical-body.
And then, with all the ‘pain delay dimensions’ that layered within and as the depths of and as the physical-body as the accumulation of the layers of dimensions of and as the resonance/reverberation of and as the pain-experience that was layered/stored into and as the physical-body, quantumly manifest into and as the entire physical-body. And so, the entire female’s physical-body manifest into and as an absolute pain manifestation, with the mind’s integrating/manifesting into and as the depths of the physical, and the pain-delay dimensions manifest into and as the tissue of and as the female’s physical-body simultaneously, which all accumulate into and as the extent of pain the female’s physical-body endure within and during the process of and as the birth of the child as the manifestation of and as the entire process of sacrifice the female’s physical-body endured within and during the entire inception and conception process of the child within and as the womb of the female’s physical body.
(NOTE: One can listen to the following Interviews: 1. Time-Creation in the Mind and the Physical, 2. Time is Consequence and 3. The Future of Consequence that walk the detail of how ‘pain consequence’ was designed/programmed into the mind’s relationship to the physical-body, in why and how we don’t experience the immediate/instant consequence as pain the Mind manifest into, as and towards the Physical-Body)
I commit myself to, take responsibility for me as the Mind Consciousness System relationship to and as my Physical-Body, to be/become a living example for generations to come, in standing and living the solution to the current internal and external consequence the Mind is manifesting to the Physical-Body and the World-System of Money is manifesting to the Physical-Existence, within and as the current accepted and allowed relationship of ‘give and take’ as the ‘act of love’ as sacrifice, to show that – this ‘Love’ is not the ‘Love’ that unconditionally Gift/Give Life, but in fact manifest the relationship of ‘death and life’ as sacrifice, where one parts gives/dies for the other to take/live that’s manifested as the relationship between physicality and energy. And thus, within this: that Energy/Mind is not Life, as there is no real Life existent within this process as the ‘death’ of the physical and the finite ‘life’ of and as the Mind/Energy through the physical sacrificing itself, and so – what we’re in fact existing as within this existence is Death-itself for and as Survival, as we’re always in a constant/continuous process of ‘physically dying’ – internally and externally as the physical-body and this physical-existence for the Mind to finitely exist/survive and for the World-System of Money to survive. That – if survival exist, through the ‘death and life’ process of the physical and the Mind/World-System: Life/Living cannot exist.
I commit myself to, through, within and as, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to prepare me, as the male and female for my potential child or children of generations to come: to stand and be a living example of living in and as equality and oneness with and as the physical-body, to be/become an actual living being as Life, that when/as a child emerge/develop within and as the womb of and as the female, my responsibility to and as the child is absolute in really in fact giving/gifting me as Life, for Life to be born within and as the child, and as the child grow/develop – I remain standing as the living example, to assist and support the child as me, through and through – within and as the entirety of who they are within themselves and their living in and as the physical body, for them to reach their utmost absolute potential and expression as living of and as Life.
I see, realise and understand that for Life to be born from Life, from and of both the parent’s living in and as equality and oneness is and will be a process, as both the parents must take the responsibility and realise the responsibility to/towards the child within and as their entire development of and as who they are, and thus I see/realise/understand that this responsibility starts with me, and so I commit myself to start my process of walking physical equality and oneness for me and for all as me to come.
And within this, I see/realise/understand that for a child to be birthed into this world to in fact have the ability and opportunity to Live themselves within and as equality and oneness in and as this world, this World-System of Money as what they will be born into requires changing to really take care of human beings in and as equality and oneness. And, so – I commit myself to start preparing for future generations to come in manifesting and implementing the Equal Money System, as a System that will ensure each human being is regarded and considered within and as equality and oneness, and so will in fact have the ability to Live on this Earth without fear/survival/pain/suffering as what we as humanity is currently accepting and allowing with the consequence and consequence outflow of and as the current World-System’s existence.
I commit myself, to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support me to live responsibility with and as my physical-body and so this physical-existence as a whole, seeing, realising and understanding the extent of my responsibility to and with the physical-body and this physical-existence, as I get to know my Mind – from the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious, align me with my living into and as physical equality and oneness, as I rebirth myself from the rotten fruit I had become from and of the Tree of Life/Humanity, to the Fruit of Life from and of the Tree of Life as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, to from me – stop the manifestation of and as sins of the fathers, stop the living of me as the past/consequence as consequence-outflow, and be/become the living example of what we as human beings and humanity was supposed to exist as from the start: Fruit that is Born from Life as the Physical Tree of Life of and as Life as equality and oneness. And so become the living example of and as generations to come, where we stop the sins of the fathers, the past as consequence and consequence outflow of the Mind’s relationship to the Physical and this World-System of Money’s relationship to this physical existence, as we take responsibility for ourselves and those that has gone before us, to prepare the way for the generations to come to be eventually born into and as Heaven on Earth. It all starts with me.
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Twenty
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Thirty
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the emergence/rebirth of our inception and conception process in and as the womb of and as the female’s physical-body, where the female’s physical-body is taken from the positive to the neutral and to the negative, as the physical relationship to the physical of the child meet within and as the negative-energy experience, where - as the female’s physical-body move into and as negative as ‘giving life’ to the child’s inception and conception process as the ‘act of love’ as the female sacrificing her physical-body for the child as the child consume the female’s physical-body and so the male and female’s mind consciousness systems’, where the child then in turn take from the negative-energy experience friction/conflict and accumulate to the neutral and to the positive-energy experience within and as its inception and conception process.
And from here, see/realise/understand how all ‘acts of love’ are done within and as fear/fear of loss for and as possession and survival, where one part will be sacrificed/compromised for another part to ‘have life/love’ as the existence of ‘love’ within and as the relationship of ‘death and life’ and ‘love’ stand within and as the starting-point of and as negative-energy experience friction/conflict as its source/origin existence.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the physical-mind relationship that manifest between the physical-bodies and minds of the female, male and child from within and as the female’s womb, that will come to define and determine the relationship between parents/parental figures within and as the ‘act of love’ as ‘sacrifice’ within and as the starting-point of and as fear/fear of loss as negative-energy experience friction/conflict, where:
Within and during pregnancy – the female and male’s minds within and as the female’s physical-body and the female’s physical-body itself, within and during the child’s physical-body inception process and mind consciousness system platform conception process; that very process of ‘download/transfer’ of the male and female’s mind, and inception of the child’s physical-body through consuming from and of the female’s physical body - manifest from and of the physical-mind energy relationships of and as the positive, to the neutral and to the negative. Where, within and as the female’s physical-body, with the female and male’s mind consciousness system, as the child consume from and of the female’s physical-body – both her physical and the mind’s within her physical; move:
From and of the positive – as the wholeness/completeness of and as her physical-body is slowly but surely broken-down as the child’s physical-body and mind develop/manifest, to
To the Neutral as the very moment the physical-body of the female and the minds of the male and female is within and as its process of transformation, transforming from the positive, to the neutral and then
To the Negative as the friction and conflict process that manifest the moment the physical of the female and the minds of the male and female is consumed and transformed into and as energy which manifest the negative-energy experience moment connection between the female’s physical body and mind’s of the male and female, and the child’s physical-body and mind consciousness system platform, as the child then take from the negative-energy experience friction/conflict and accumulate it’s physical inception and mind conception process from and through the negative friction/conflict, to the neutral and to the positive as the child’s physical-body and mind consciousness develop from the unconscious, to the subconscious and to the conscious-mind.
I forgive myself that I as parents, as individuals having sex with the process that manifest of and as the inception of a child – the extent of my responsibility as both the male and the female to the child in the process of development within and as the womb of the female’s physical-body, where:
With what happens during sex – as the transfer of both the male and female’s mind into and as each-other, as sex had become the process of and as the evolution and survival of and as the mind consciousness system, where the child that develop/manifest within and as the womb of and as the female’s physical-body – will be ‘getting/receiving’ what I as the female/male ‘give’ of and as myself, with this ‘self’ currently existing as the Mind Consciousness System – the male and female’s Mind Consciousness System that will be/become the child’s example, reference and framework for and as their ‘who they are’ as a Mind and their living in and as the physical-body as a Mind.
I forgive myself that I as parents, as the male and female had not seen/realised/understood the extent of my responsibility to and as the child within and as who they are/will be become as a Mind in and as the Physical-Body, as the very Mind the child will develop/manifest as their personalities, thinking-processes and behaviours, will be created/programmed by the child from and of what I had given to the child as my Mind as male and female, that the child within themselves will utilize throughout their life as a reference/framework to specific/personalize their own Mind Consciousness System within and as their own Physical-Bodies.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how different the birthing of a child in and as the womb of the female’s physical-body would have been, if I had in fact lived in and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body, with both the male and female living/standing in and as equality and oneness as Life with and as the physical-bodies, that what will develop/manifest as the child, is that very equality and oneness of and as Life with and as the Physical – Life birthing from and of Life, with children of this world in such a way, thus – in fact being/becoming the Life, the Future of and as this existence, living always in all ways what is/will be best for all.
(NOTE: We will be going into specificity regarding the process of how the Child utilize the Minds of the male and female within and as itself, to develop/manifest its own Mind Consciousness System within and its own Physical-Body, and the extent to which we’ve separated ourselves as parents/male and female from and of the Child’s internal self/Mind development/programming into and as the ‘who they are’ within themselves and their living, which from here will explain the nature of and as why and how the Fruit of Life had become rotten from and of the Tree of Life/Humanity, where instead of the Fruit of Life/Children of and as Life in fact being born, they are being born from and of and as the Mind within and as Fear and Survival, from and of the Tree of Life of Humanity that had become rotten with and as the Mind existing as Fear and Survival and the consequences and consequence-outflow our existence as the Mind and the birth of Mind’s had manifested for ourselves and this existence as a whole.)
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent of my separation from and of the physical-body as a Mind Consciousness System, that as the female – I do not experience the physical-manifested pain the physical-body endure within and as and during the process of ‘give and take’ as the ‘act of love’ as sacrificing my physical-body for the inception and conception process of and as the child within me, where:
Within and as the duration of the pregnancy, as my physical-body is consumed, that process of consuming of and as my physical-body, the consequence of and as the actual pain that manifest that the physical-body endure is not immediately in and as the moment/process of the breaking-down of and as my physical-body experienced, as the consequence of the pain is layered into and as resonant-dimensions within and as the physical-body itself, as the pain-experience is transferred into dimensions that layer within and as the physical-body in and as separation from and of the physical-body itself – essentially, how ‘pain consequence’ is ‘separated and layered’ and so stored into and as ‘time dimensions’, that manifest a ‘delay’ in and as the instant experience of and as the actual pain the physical-body endure within and as and during its breaking-down and consumption process for and as the child’s inception and conception process within and as female’s womb. Where, what manifest, for example – the moment a part/manifestation of and as the female’s physical-body is broken down and then transfer through the substance/channels of the female’s physical-body into and as the child’s inception and conception process: that very moment a part of the female’s physical-body is broken-down, the pain-resonance reverberate within and as the surrounding area of the part/manifestation that had broken-down and settle/manifest as a layer within and as the physical-tissue of and as the area where that part/manifestation had been broken-down and manifest as ‘pain in waiting’. Then, what happens in and as the physical-body of the female within and during the birth of the child, the mind and physical connection becomes one and equal as the process of birth as the child physically move out of the mother’s womb as a physical-process, and the being as the female as the mind move into absolute quantum-integration into and as the physical-body, and in and as that quantum integration of the male and female’s mind into and as the physical-body as the female to push the child’s physical-body out, what happens with and as the Pain that is experienced, is:
The quantum integration of the male and female’s Minds into and as the depths of and as the female’s human physical body, that the physical-body experience as instant-pain as all the systems of and as the Mind integrate its connections into and as the depths of the physical-structures as the muscle-tissues and bone, which manifest the physical-body into and as an instant ‘shock’ and for and during that process, stop functioning but become so tense/stiff/rigid, due to the intensity of the integration and manifestation of and as the mind systems, and the physical-body go into immediate ‘protection and defence’, through stopping all functioning of and as the entire physical-body to become slower and the physical body contract for the Mind Systems to not completely integrate/take over the depths of and as the physical-body.
And then, with all the ‘pain delay dimensions’ that layered within and as the depths of and as the physical-body as the accumulation of the layers of dimensions of and as the resonance/reverberation of and as the pain-experience that was layered/stored into and as the physical-body, quantumly manifest into and as the entire physical-body. And so, the entire female’s physical-body manifest into and as an absolute pain manifestation, with the mind’s integrating/manifesting into and as the depths of the physical, and the pain-delay dimensions manifest into and as the tissue of and as the female’s physical-body simultaneously, which all accumulate into and as the extent of pain the female’s physical-body endure within and during the process of and as the birth of the child as the manifestation of and as the entire process of sacrifice the female’s physical-body endured within and during the entire inception and conception process of the child within and as the womb of the female’s physical body.
(NOTE: One can listen to the following Interviews: 1. Time-Creation in the Mind and the Physical, 2. Time is Consequence and 3. The Future of Consequence that walk the detail of how ‘pain consequence’ was designed/programmed into the mind’s relationship to the physical-body, in why and how we don’t experience the immediate/instant consequence as pain the Mind manifest into, as and towards the Physical-Body)
I commit myself to, take responsibility for me as the Mind Consciousness System relationship to and as my Physical-Body, to be/become a living example for generations to come, in standing and living the solution to the current internal and external consequence the Mind is manifesting to the Physical-Body and the World-System of Money is manifesting to the Physical-Existence, within and as the current accepted and allowed relationship of ‘give and take’ as the ‘act of love’ as sacrifice, to show that – this ‘Love’ is not the ‘Love’ that unconditionally Gift/Give Life, but in fact manifest the relationship of ‘death and life’ as sacrifice, where one parts gives/dies for the other to take/live that’s manifested as the relationship between physicality and energy. And thus, within this: that Energy/Mind is not Life, as there is no real Life existent within this process as the ‘death’ of the physical and the finite ‘life’ of and as the Mind/Energy through the physical sacrificing itself, and so – what we’re in fact existing as within this existence is Death-itself for and as Survival, as we’re always in a constant/continuous process of ‘physically dying’ – internally and externally as the physical-body and this physical-existence for the Mind to finitely exist/survive and for the World-System of Money to survive. That – if survival exist, through the ‘death and life’ process of the physical and the Mind/World-System: Life/Living cannot exist.
I commit myself to, through, within and as, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to prepare me, as the male and female for my potential child or children of generations to come: to stand and be a living example of living in and as equality and oneness with and as the physical-body, to be/become an actual living being as Life, that when/as a child emerge/develop within and as the womb of and as the female, my responsibility to and as the child is absolute in really in fact giving/gifting me as Life, for Life to be born within and as the child, and as the child grow/develop – I remain standing as the living example, to assist and support the child as me, through and through – within and as the entirety of who they are within themselves and their living in and as the physical body, for them to reach their utmost absolute potential and expression as living of and as Life.
I see, realise and understand that for Life to be born from Life, from and of both the parent’s living in and as equality and oneness is and will be a process, as both the parents must take the responsibility and realise the responsibility to/towards the child within and as their entire development of and as who they are, and thus I see/realise/understand that this responsibility starts with me, and so I commit myself to start my process of walking physical equality and oneness for me and for all as me to come.
And within this, I see/realise/understand that for a child to be birthed into this world to in fact have the ability and opportunity to Live themselves within and as equality and oneness in and as this world, this World-System of Money as what they will be born into requires changing to really take care of human beings in and as equality and oneness. And, so – I commit myself to start preparing for future generations to come in manifesting and implementing the Equal Money System, as a System that will ensure each human being is regarded and considered within and as equality and oneness, and so will in fact have the ability to Live on this Earth without fear/survival/pain/suffering as what we as humanity is currently accepting and allowing with the consequence and consequence outflow of and as the current World-System’s existence.
I commit myself, to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support me to live responsibility with and as my physical-body and so this physical-existence as a whole, seeing, realising and understanding the extent of my responsibility to and with the physical-body and this physical-existence, as I get to know my Mind – from the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious, align me with my living into and as physical equality and oneness, as I rebirth myself from the rotten fruit I had become from and of the Tree of Life/Humanity, to the Fruit of Life from and of the Tree of Life as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, to from me – stop the manifestation of and as sins of the fathers, stop the living of me as the past/consequence as consequence-outflow, and be/become the living example of what we as human beings and humanity was supposed to exist as from the start: Fruit that is Born from Life as the Physical Tree of Life of and as Life as equality and oneness. And so become the living example of and as generations to come, where we stop the sins of the fathers, the past as consequence and consequence outflow of the Mind’s relationship to the Physical and this World-System of Money’s relationship to this physical existence, as we take responsibility for ourselves and those that has gone before us, to prepare the way for the generations to come to be eventually born into and as Heaven on Earth. It all starts with me.
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