Heaven's Journey to Life

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 61

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The Beginning of Death: DAY 61

The Origins of Males and Females: Part Six

Adam and Eve – Part Ten

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

We’re in this post having a look at how exactly the nature and action of Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification manifested within and between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities, and how – initially, when the Equal ‘Positive-Energy Experience’-interpretation started diminishing/lessening, from within and as their external awareness of themselves: they tried/attempted to move closer, and closer and closer together, condensing more and more and more – but, the closer and closer and closer they moved together, the more and more the equal ‘positive-energy experience’-interpretation in their external awareness of themselves diminished/lessened to eventually not existing, and then their positive-energy experience/neutral energy experience started diminishing in the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularity into and as the negative-energy experience, where both simultaneously, equally moved away from each other, into the depths of existence, which again moved their awareness into and as the positive and neutral…but would also ‘remember’ that positive-energy experience interpretation that manifested with and as their merging/condensing together, which would lead them to again seek/search for an opportunity to merge/condense with another manifested-singularity…

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, in and from the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand how:
The moment the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities, externally became aware of their equal ‘positive-energy experience’-interpretation lessening/diminishing; they attempted/tried to move closer, and closer and closer together, but – what both the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities did not see, realise and understand is that:
With existing as a manifested-singularity themselves, encircled into a singular manifestation of and as Energy, from the negative, to the neutral and the positive; that in and as the manifested-singularity/bubble formation/structure – it becomes/exists as the ownership/domain of and as the energies that accumulated/are existent within and as them; that they will for the remainder of their existence – as energy in and as their manifested-singularity/bubble formation/structure, exist in separation from substance/existence as a whole and so in separation from other manifested-singularities/bubbles within and as existence.
In this bubble/manifested-singularity formation/structure as Energy – where, the extent/ ‘size’ of the manifested-singularities themselves was determined by/through the movement of substance in the beginning. Where, in the beginning – one can ‘visualize’ one large Bubble as representing the equality and oneness of and as substance-itself within existence. Where, as this manifested-existence of substance/here as itself, what started manifesting as it - was a ‘movement’, within, as and from itself within and as the starting-point of: “there must be more than HERE, there must be more than ME, as HERE”. But, instead of the substance/existence of HERE moving within that question/starting-point into and as the depths of itself in exploring, discovering, investigating its existence AS ITSELF HERE: the substance of and as existence manifested an externalized movement of and as itself. Externalized, meaning – it moved itself into and as the direction of forward-motion, motioning itself forward in the searching/seeking of this MORE of itself as HERE.

I forgive myself that I did not accept and allow myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, from the beginning see/realise/understand; that within and as this movement as MOTION forward – that moved itself from and of and as HERE, with the movement of substance-itself in its search/experience of and as the ‘more’ of and as itself; and so within and as that ‘physical movement’ of substance-itself as existence-manifest, manifested friction/conflict to/towards the rest of its own existence within and as itself.
Because, instead of realising/seeing/understanding the eternity of HERE within and as itself, it motioned/moved itself as the entirety of the Large Bubble/Substance/Existence forward – in and as that forward motion – of and as the entirety of and as itself, every single instance of friction/conflict that manifested within and as the entirety of itself – manifested into and as manifested-singularities as smaller bubble formations/structures, that would become the manifested-singularities that would exist equal-to and one-with the Large Bubble – in searching/seeking for the MORE of and as itself, that would be/become the positive-energy experience. So, now, one can visualize the Large Bubble – filling it with tiny little dots, as the instances of friction/conflict that the Large Bubble as Substance/Existence manifested within and towards itself, because it moved into and as the OPPOSITE, the ‘Negative’ of and as its HERE within and as existence/substance.

Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as substance and energy, from the beginning – see, realise and understand why and how – from within and as the motion/movement forward, Substance/Existence manifested the negative friction/conflict to/towards and within itself – because it was motioning in its movement FORWARD, into and as the OPPOSITE of itself as here, and in that – manifesting its own opposition as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience into, unto and towards itself. And so, the innumerable amounts of manifested-singularities that came into existence: came into and as existence from and of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. With the very essence/nature of energy-itself, because it was created within and as the starting-point of and as the search/seeking of and as the MORE – the Substance/Existence Large Bubble, within and as that starting-point of and as searching/seeking for the MORE of itself: equally as one created/manifested its creation as Energy within and as that starting-point, and so within and as Energy’s very existence - would always exist to search/seek the MORE of itself within and as and through the action of motion/movement of friction/conflict as we have walked in and as the existence of and as the manifested-singularities thus far.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, from and in the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand:
That every instance of friction/conflict that the Large Bubble as substance/existence manifested into and towards itself, that that instance – with the extent/velocity of the motion/movement forward, would determine the size of the structure/formation/manifestation of and as the manifested-singularities that would emerge from and of every instance of and as friction/conflict within and as and from the substance/existence as the Large Bubble. Because, within and as that moment of the instance of friction/conflict within and as substance’s movement/motion, substance-itself moved within and as a particular-specific velocity/force that would equally as one manifest the extent of vibration/frequency of and as the energy that would manifest. Thus, each manifested-singularities’ formation/structure as the smaller bubble ‘size’ – was determined/dependent on the friction/conflict instance velocity/extent of substance/existence’s motion/movement forward and would remain within and as that size of structure/formation as manifested-singularity for the remainder of their existence, enclosed into and as a bubble, where the very bubble/singularity-manifestation itself – expose the reach/extent of its influence as energy unto itself only within and as its manifested-singularity existence.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to – in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, from and in the beginning, remember, see, realise and understand, how:
With the starting-point manifestation of each manifested-singularity existing as the velocity/extent of the movement/motion of substance, that would determine its size/manifestation/structure of and as each manifested-singularity within and according to the vibration/frequency that would manifest, equal-to and one-with the movement/motion of substance/existence: That each manifested-singularity became an separate bubble-manifestation, within itself – consisting of and existing as the negative, to the neutral and to the positive-energy experience; as energy-awareness: searching-for and seeking for its MORENESS as the positive-energy experience as the optimum evolutionary experience of and as Energy-itself. In this, because the manifested-singularities was ‘contained’ within and as their energy-existence, in and as their individualized/singular bubbles – searching/seeking for its own survival / moreness: the containment – the surrounding circular formation, consisted of and existed as the friction/conflict relationship of the bubble/manifested-singularity to/towards substance/existence. Thus, with every bubble/manifested-singularity outer-lining consisting of and existing as the friction/conflict relationship to/towards existence/substance; consuming substance from the external existence of substance; and so also from the internal containment/amount of substance.
Therefore, substance-itself separated itself INTO manifested-singularities, and also the EXTERNAL ‘space’ between the manifested-singularities. So that, for example - as the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities tried to move closer and closer to each other, their molecules into infinity – condensed within and as the one point/position/location within existence; started competing for ‘space’; the ‘space’ of and as substance between them/each-other to consume to transform into energy. And, because the ‘space’ lessened/diminished between them, where they did not have the ‘freedom/space’ to move within the depths of existence/substance, but was forcefully ‘stuck and condensed’ within and as that one space/point/position within existence: the more the molecules into infinity attempted/tried to move themselves within and as friction/conflict from and of their external lining/structure; the more and more they consumed the substance within their manifestations, and the substance within the space between them. Consuming to the point where – the substance in the space between them, and the substance within them, lessened/diminished; lessening and diminishing the substance between them and the substance within and as their molecules, to the point where no more substance remained within their molecules and within the space between them. And the moment no more substance remained in the space between them, and no more substance remained within their molecules - they connected in the without of themselves as energy, equally in and as the same moment, they became only energy within themselves. And the moment this happened, where both molecules only existed as energy, with no substance in their molecules and no substance in the space between them to continue consuming - the energies started inverting into itself – consuming itself to survive/exist, until eventually: it consumes itself/each other completely and cease to exist. The moment ‘energy cease to exist’ – the energy as the separation of and as substance/existence, the energy essentially ‘return’ to substance, to its source/origin.

We’ll in the next post continue with the moment of competition between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities for the ‘space’ of substance between them, go into more detail regarding the molecules into infinity manifesting themselves into a point of consuming themselves as energy, and within this – why and how energy ‘return to substance’.

I commit myself to show – how and why, individual human beings pursuing relationships are simply in the pursuit of their own ‘positive-energy experience’ empowerment/fulfilment of Energy within and as their own Minds of and as Energy. That we are in no way pursuing relationships for the unconditional support/assistance of another individual human being as self, of getting to know them in equality and oneness, of harnessing relationships to in fact expand, grow and develop as an individual and together. But the starting-point of relationships within us existing as the Mind, is simply the pursuit of fulfilling/empowering our Minds with Energy – where the connection/relationships as it formed from the Beginning with the singularities, equally as one now exist between Human Beings; that connect/form relationships for that ‘ultimate positive-energy experience’ that one have/manifest within and during Sex – as the ultimate/optimum point of positive-energy experience that the Mind of Energy can manifest for itself.

Within this – I commit myself to show, that – any and all relationships formed, towards anything/anyone within and as Experience of and as Energy as the Mind: is formed within the incentive of getting/having/possessing the ‘positive-energy experience’ fulfilment/empowerment of and as Energy for and as the Mind – and this goes for both the good/positive and bad/negative relationship connections. Because, even in the negative/bad-relationships – the Mind/Human Being exist in a sense of empowerment/fulfilment in validating the nature of and as the negative/bad relationships/connections, and so with the good/positive relationships/connections that give the Human Being/Mind the empowerment/fulfilment of energy as experience within themselves.
In this, I commit myself to show – that as Energy as the Mind, we use both the positive and the negative energy experiences within ourselves in our relationships/connections to/towards others within our world/reality, to empower/fulfil ourselves with Energy as the Mind, within ourselves. And that whether a relationship is positive or negative – within and behind that relationship-connection, exist the self-interest of energy to serve only its own experience/accumulation of energy.

I commit myself to show – how and why, throughout the history of the human race, with us accepting and allowing Energy-Authority to determine, influence and control our relationships/connections based on Energy – has caused the extent of the divide and separation within and between Humanity; that no two human beings can in fact exist in and as absolute equality and oneness, unconditionality, consideration and regard – because whenever placed within a situation – the individual will serve only their own self-interest/survival as Energy. Because if relationships were in fact a REAL, absolute commitment from the start – no excuse, justification, validation would exist to dismiss each other, it would be an absolute decision made from the beginning, taking all things into consideration, assessing compatibility and then make an informed, practical decision to stand and walk together. But, none of this exist within Energy – as Energy only wants its EXPERIENCE, and so the forming/connections of relationships manifest within the statement “Do/Experience now – Ask questions later”. Not seeing/realising/understanding that in approaching relationships from energy, with energy not in any way taking REALITY into consideration: when the energy in the Mind of the relationships diminish/lessen, the more and more the beings attempt/try to come closer, and closer together as Energy = the more and more the energy diminish/lessen until they’re faced with the reality of themselves as the mind in the physical; and then justify/validate/excuse dismissing each other; instead of realising that they were in an illusion of experience as energy from the beginning, and now that they faced the reality of themselves and each other without the positive-energy experience – the relationship ends, because the relationship was about ENERGY, and not who the beings really in fact are within themselves and together.

I commit myself to show, how and why the Relationship/Agreement Course of the Desteni-I-Process, is the process that will assist and support self, to firstly develop an equal and one relationship/agreement with self, to ensure that self do not approach a prospective partner/current partner in energy, creating an illusion of reality; existing in a relationship with self and/or another only for Energy. But that one align self, with self and/or one’s partner, individual or together, to walk self and together with taking into consideration the reality of self and each other. To walk an relationship/agreement not just for Energy, but to in fact align self and/or one’s partner/together – to establish a practical starting-point commitment - how to practically communicate, how to practically live together, how to practically establish a decision/commitment between each other/with self, to walk a process where self and/ one’s partner/together stand together for and as life, taking responsibility for self and another as self in and as actual equality and oneness, to prepare self alone and/or with one’s partner to eventually stand as living examples in taking responsibility for the world as self, for which we’re already preparing at Desteni as the Equal Money System for World-Responsibility, equality and oneness.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 62

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Wave-Theory of Creation: DAY 62

The Origins of Males and Females: Part Seven

Adam and Eve – Part Eleven

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the moment of competition between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities for the ‘space’ of substance between them, go into more detail regarding the molecules into infinity manifesting themselves into a point of consuming themselves as energy, and within this – why and how energy ‘return to substance’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, from and in the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand how:
The molecules into infinity as the ‘reach’ of the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities’ aura/presence manifestation were forced into and as their one location/position within existence, equally as one as how the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities forced themselves into and as their one location/position in and as existence, through moving closer and closer and closer together, diminishing/lessening the ‘space’ between them, as the process of condensing themselves into and as the One Aura/Presence manifestation to experience the External ‘positive-energy experience’-interpretation equally. Where, as the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities were moving closer and closer and closer together, so did their molecules into and as infinity – and, with what happens in the small, so equally as one happens in the big.
Thus, as the molecules into infinity, forced into and as their one location/position in existence bundled/manifested together with the ‘space’ between them lessening and lessening, consuming more and more substance from within the external existence of substance as they continue moving closer and closer and closer together, and eventually merging into each other: they equally as one move inward into the depths of their substance within their own molecules, consuming substance to transform into energy. Within this process, the molecules are forced to constantly/continuously consume substance externally and internally to transform into energy, to the point where – the more they move closer and closer and closer together, into each other, yet still maintaining their individual molecule formation/structure: the more they consume their internal substance and the external substance that is becoming less and less and less, as the space between them diminish/lessen and the substance within them diminish/lessen as the extent/amount of opportunity/substance available to them within and as their molecule-manifestations. Consuming to the point where, they’re so solidified within and as that one point/location/position within existence; that they cannot move any deeper into existence externally, and so cannot move any deeper into the substance of themselves within themselves – so, that – they consume only the substance that is available to them in the depths that they can reach. And so ‘stuck’ within and as that one point/position/location within substance/existence, start consuming the only substance available to them internally and externally – diminishing from the positive, to the neutral and to the negative within themselves, as the substance available to them externally and internally diminish/lessen to nothing, and all they become is energy that consumes itself – and because the molecules were merged – into each other, they will when/as the moment they are energy only, consuming themselves – will consume each other as energy; attempting-to/trying to in those last moments, do everything/anything possible to survive as energy – until eventually: they are no more.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, in and as equality and oneness with and as substance and energy, from and in the beginning:
The relationship between Energy and Substance, the moment the energy of and as the molecules cease to exist – the energy, still existent of and as and from substance, simply existent as a separate portion/segment of and from and as substance; would – in the moment the energy cease to exist; the energy-itself cease to exist, but that ceasing of the energy’s existence manifest a reverse-process in returning itself in fact to substance, where: The molecules ‘diminishing/lessening’ from and of their positive, to the neutral and eventually to their origin as energy as the negative-energy friction/conflict to/towards substance, that the moment they ‘invert the friction/conflict’ into and as themselves as energy: that moment is where substance consume energy; back into and as itself. Thus – it’s essentially that energy with ‘consuming itself’ – is consuming itself back into and as and with substance. And as substance consume energy back into and as itself; each instance that substance moves energy back into and as itself, manifested waves within and throughout the substance of and as existence – minute waves that rippled within and through substance as a whole.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance from and in the beginning, see, realise and understand how – within the continuation of existence as we will walk in these posts to come – the more and more energy returned to substance, as substance consumed/returned/reversed energy into and as itself: the more waves accumulated into and as the substance of existence, to the point where substance/existence would accumulate a positive accumulation of waves/movements/ripples within and as itself. Thus – initially, the movement/motion of Substance was within and as negative/opposition in searching for the MORE of and as itself, and thus – from within and as that first movement/motion forward into its existence – manifested the innumerable amounts of manifested-singularities of energy, that would as they return to substance, accumulate the positive-interpretation experience within and as substance/existence as a whole. As more and more waves/ripples accumulate within and as substance/existence; as more and more energy return to substance/existence – to the point where, eventually there would not be enough manifested-singularities of energy to accumulate the waves/ripples/movements within and as substance/existence as a whole. And then substance/existence as a whole’s positive-energy experience interpretation diminish/lessen and then would again move/motion the entirety of itself forward in opposition to/with itself, that would again ‘rebirth’ more manifested-singularities within and as itself.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as substance and energy, from and in the beginning – see, realise and understand, how and why it’s not that energy ceased to exist or that substance ceased to exist as the energy that it had separated itself into and as: but that energy-itself as a portion/part/segment of and as substance returned into and as substance, to again accumulate substance/existence with and as that which it had given/away from and of itself as the part/segment/portion that manifested as energy from and of the friction/conflict as the negative, that would return within and through waves as the positive and re-accumulate back into and as substance/existence. This re-accumulation of substance from what it initially had given away – substance/existence interpreted as a positive-energy experience as its energy-parts returned to itself in waves. With substance not seeing/realising/understanding; that the energy came into existence as giving away parts of itself, and that the waves it was experiencing was still only itself as its parts returning to itself as energy to substance. But, because substance/existence was separated from and of even itself as HERE – it did not see/realise/understand the relationship of the negative, neutral and positive that it had created within itself, and so eternally enslaved itself into and as the relationship with and as itself, from the negative – moving in opposition to/towards itself creating energy, and to the neutral as the moment substance consume energy back into and as itself and the positive as the moment the consumption/return of energy to substance manifest the waves/movements/ripples back into itself. To when/as the positive within and as substance/existence eventually diminish/lessen, substance/existence will ‘physically move’ itself again to re-loop the process from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, from and in the beginning, remember, see, realise and understand how:
Why and how the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities did not share, initially – the same Fate as their molecules into infinity with moving themselves closer and closer and closer together to the point of consuming themselves and each other as energy, because the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities had the ‘freedom / space’ in the external existence/substance to move into and as / away from each other the moment they reached the negative-energy experience awareness of themselves; a point which the forced-molecules into infinity did not have – as the moment they reached their negative-energy experience with no more friction/conflict to/towards substance/existence remaining, they were forced to invert that friction/conflict unto themselves as energy as their last moments as their Devil-existence, consuming their own and each other’s energy.
And so, as the external positive-energy experience interpretation equality of the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities started diminishing, this initiated within their awareness as energy: Fear of Loss of ‘losing’ that externalized positive-energy experience interpretation that gave them the illusion of experiencing even MORE of and as themselves, and so with Energy’s very nature within and as the search/seeking of and as the MORE of and as itself, continued pushing to become closer to each other to attempt/try to maintain that positive-energy experience MORE of and as themselves. But - the more and more the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities attempted/tried to maintain that external ‘positive-energy experience’-interpretation awareness; the more and more and more it lessened/diminished, as the molecules into infinity started consuming themselves as energy into non-existence as energy, and back into and as the existence of and as substance. And, within that – simultaneously as the molecules into infinity lessened/diminished, as the Adam/Male and Eve/Female aura/presence diminished/lessened, the Adam/Male and Eve/Female positive-energy experience diminished/lessened within and as their manifested-singularities to the neutral and to the negative – as they no more had any ‘space’/substance between them within and as the direction they were moving into and towards each other, and so could not reach the depths of existence and equally the depths of their beingness to consume substance to transform into energy within and as the equal and one velocity/extent and speed/pace to maintain their equilibrium within and as their positive energy experience. And thus, could only consume the amount of substance available to them in the without and within of themselves to manage the negative-energy experience, which immediately instigated/initiated the fear/fear of loss awareness of and as energy itself to maintain/manage its own possession/survival of and as energy. And with the Adam/Male and Eve/Female having the space within existence to move – they immediately moved away from each other, into the depths of existence and substance without and within themselves to accumulate the energies once again from the negative, to the positive and the neutral through consuming substance to transform into energy.

In the next post, we’ll continue more in detail with how the reverse manifested from friction/conflict as energy consuming substance, to the return of energy to substance within and as the motion/movement of and as waves as energy returned to substance as its source/origin. Within this – to come; the process of reincarnation as manifested-singularities re-merged into and as the existence of substance.

I commit myself to show – the relationship within the process of the question of “Which was first: The Chicken or the Egg?” – that the Chicken, Egg and Rooster came into existence simultaneously in and as equality and oneness; through and as The Question “There must be MORE than HERE” of and as ourselves as Existence/Substance, manifesting as a Movement/Motion within and as the existence of ourselves as Substance as the friction/conflict manifestation in the movement/motion in opposition to/towards ourselves as Substance/Existence. And in the moment of that movement – the Chicken, Egg and Rooster came into existence in one simultaneous moment as Substance’s relationship to the manifested-singularities, and the manifested-singularities relationships to themselves and to each other; that set forth the existence of ourselves that would eventually become this Physical-Existence, human beings and our relationship to ourselves, each other and this Physical-Existence as a whole.
In this, I commit myself to show – why and how this Question had/could never been answered within the detail as what will be walked and directly seen within this Blog and posts to continue, as how we manifested ourselves and all that is here in existence in one simultaneous moment, from the Beginning as Substance/Existence; that the question of “The Chicken or the Egg?” could not be answered – because the starting-point of the question / those asking the question is/has been in separation. And thus – I commit myself to show, that – as long as one is existing in separation from the Mind, the Physical-Body and this Physical Existence: one will never see/realise/understand the origins and responsibilities of ourselves in our relationship to existence as a whole: Because we ourselves are the very answers to the questions of the origins of ourselves and existence, and thus: we will only find answers when we can ask the questions in equality and oneness as and with ourselves as existence as a whole.
And, thus – the process to seeing/being as finding/realising the answers to ourselves and existence as ourselves, is walking the process in being, becoming and living equality and oneness in fact – which is what we’re walking with and as Desteni and the Desteni I Process.
I commit myself to show – that one can only ask the question within the context of who self is; and that all questions within existence as been asked within the who of separation, and so approached the questions of ourselves in existence from within separation – searching/seeking the answers to existence in the without of ourselves: when it has been here as us in and as the within of and as ourselves. That, to understand the origins of ourselves as existence: we first have to understand the origins of ourselves as the Mind, the Physical-Body in and as equality and oneness with and as ourselves; and therefore – we have to take the first step of in fact being equal and one with ourselves, the mind and the physical body to see/realise/understand and have the ability/capacity to the ask the questions within and as the who of ourselves in equality and oneness, to see/realise/understand existence as ourselves, HERE.

I commit myself to show – how and why everything is in reverse: that everyone had been asking in separation and looking in separation for the answers to ourselves and existence, the why, what, how, when and where of ourselves – when the answers to the questions exist within us, as us…in the small.
I commit myself to show – how, we’ve missed the small, the seeming insignificant within existence that is in fact the human being as the Mind, with looking at our relationships as human beings as the mind to existence: we’re in fact the ‘small’ in comparison to the big as this existence as a whole; and that it is thus from within and as the small – that the answers to the great exist.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 63

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Why Males Dominate the World: DAY 63

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

The Origins of Males and Females: Part Eight

Adam and Eve – Part Twelve

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’ll continue more in detail with how the reverse manifested from friction/conflict as energy consuming substance, to the return of energy to substance within and as the motion/movement of and as waves as energy returned to substance as its source/origin. Within this – to come; the process of reincarnation as manifested-singularities re-merged into and as the existence of substance.
However, before we continue with the Beginning – we’re going to have a look at how these relationships of Energy between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities still exist today within the relationship between the Man and the Woman as the Mind Consciousness System of Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand the relationship between the Man and the Woman from and of the relationship between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities in the beginning, where the manifestation of MAN and woMAN within its energy, sound and physical symbolism and manifestation exist as:
MAN – M – as manifestation/standing of the relationship of a being between energy and substance. Thus, for example with the Adam/Male-singularity – the manifestation/standing of its relationship between energy and substance was existent within and as the action of the friction/conflict between energy and substance that brought the Adam/Male-singularity into existence. A – as relationship standing/definition with the being as its ‘who I am’ in relationship to energy and substance. Thus, for example – the Adam/Male singularity maintains/holds this relationship between energy and substance through the friction/conflict to so maintain its definition/existence and survival of its who I am as Adam/Male as friction/conflict as consuming substance to transform into Energy. N – as the connection/dependency of the being between energy and substance. Thus, for example with the Adam/Male singularity – to maintain its connection/dependency in manifestation to energy and substance within and through the friction/conflict – has to maintain its existence of friction/conflict, and so will infinitely exist as friction/conflict only – consuming substance to transform into Energy as its relationship-connection/dependency to energy and substance.
Therefore, in the existence of MAN – both existent within the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities – M represents the origin of the Adam/Male as friction/conflict that manifested in the very relationship between energy and substance, that for the Adam/Male to exist – the friction/conflict between energy and substance has to exist. A – represents the existent definition of the Adam/Male as friction/conflict, consuming substance to transform into energy – that for the Adam/Male to continue existing in its Who I Am as friction/conflict consuming substance to transform into energy, this relationship between energy and substance has to continue existing. N – represents the connection and continuation of the existence of the Adam/Male friction/conflict consuming substance to transform into energy, that constantly, continuously moves within and between its existence with energy and substance, to in this connection and relationship – continue existing and surviving as Energy.
Therefore – M is the Adam/Male’s origin as friction/conflict in the relationship between energy and substance, A – its continued existence that is maintained in the relationship between energy and substance and N – as its connection/dependency on Energy and Substance, cycling through energy and substance, constantly and continuously to continue surviving/existing.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to from the beginning to now, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – see, realise and understand how:
The Adam/Male existence of ourselves as manifested-singularities ‘evolved’ into and as the manifestation of ourselves as MAN, as the solidification of our existence and relationship to and as energy and substance in and as and from which we would manifest ourselves into and as the solidification of the Mind/Energy’s relationship to and as the Physical-Body/Substance, where:
STEP 1: We started within and as ourselves as the Origin of the relationship of ourselves as Energy and Substance within our existence in the Beginning as Adam: Ad-am: With ‘AM’ as the ‘isness/beingness’ of and as ourselves in and as the Beginning as Energy, with this amness/isness as ‘beingness’ manifestations of and as ourselves as Energy, manifested within and as the relationship to life/substance through and as the friction/conflict that manifested the negative-energy experience manifestation, where our origin/source amness/isness as ‘beingness’ as energy, originate from and of that friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. With AD – as the “Anno Domini” / "In the year (here) of our Lord" – as the existence/creation of God/Lord as Energy from within and as the amness/beingness manifestation of and as the friction/conflict that manifest as the separation of self from substance/Life, that manifested the negative-energy experience as the origins/Genesis of and as ourselves as Energy.
To STEP 2: From, of and within our origins in our relationship/existence as Energy and Substance, we manifested our nature and action as Male: MALE: MAL-E, MAL as the malice (the nature and action of and as Blame, as spite, excuse and justification) of and as E as energy as the structural manifested action of and as me as the manifested-singularity, from the Beginning - within and as the deliberate manifested action of and as friction and conflict that consume substance/life to transform into and as Energy
To STEP 3: From and of our Origins, Nature and Action as Adam/Male within both singularities – as we continued within and this relationship/existence as Energy to Substance; we solidified our existence into and as the manifestation of MAN as the maintaining of the relationships/connections between energy and substance within and as the Adam/Male existence of ourselves. Where, from and of the Adam/Male origins, nature and action that developed in the beginning between energy and substance – the manifestation of the sound, energy and physical symbolism within and as the word MAN, represents the absolute relationship/connection – imprinted/manifested into existence, into infinity as the relationship/connection between Energy and Substance in its acceptance and allowance with itself and with each other: to continue into infinity existing as this relationship/connection between energy and substance, as friction/conflict to consume substance to transform into Energy – for both energy itself and substance itself in reaching/attaining/possessing its positive-energy experience existence.

Thus – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand why and how:
MAN had been directly-linked to Male/Males, as with the Adam/Male existence within ourselves in the beginning within and as both manifested-singularities – as MAN evolved/manifested as the solidification of the relationship/connection between energy and substance from our origins, nature and action of and as our Adam/Male existence within our manifested-singularities. And, furthermore that the Adam/Male existence within ourselves as our manifested-singularities that had the closest/direct relationship to energy and substance, as the Adam/Male-existence within both manifested-singularities manifested as the ‘strength’ / ‘velocity’ of the action of and as the friction/conflict that consumed substance to transform into Energy. Within this, also why and how MAN and Male had been linked/connected/defined within the context of power/strength – due to and because of this direct/closest relationship to energy and substance in its action of friction/conflict and the power as the extent/amount of energy that is produced within the strength/velocity of the friction/conflict that manifest as consuming energy to transform into substance.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as substance and energy, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand:
Why Males in this world – in the development, manifestation and evolution of the World-System in this Physical-Existence throughout the History of Human Civilization had come to dominate the world system/authority positions in the design, manifestation of the World-System of Money; because of the Adam/Male dominated singularities, whose Adam/Male existence within them dominated, with the closest/direct relationship to energy and substance as the action/strength of the friction/conflict and the power/amount of energy produced through consuming substance to transform into energy; that manifested as the now manifestation of the Male in this world, positioned within and as the direct-relationship between the World-System/Money as externalized manifestation of Energy, to and as the Physical-Existence as Substance within and as the World-System’s relationship to this Physical-Existence in the action of friction/conflict it manifest to/towards this physical-existence in consuming physicality to transform into money; equal to and one with the Male’s dominated existence within themselves in their Mind’s Relationship to the Physical, having the closest/direct relationship to Energy and Substance, within and as the action of friction/conflict in consuming physicality to transform into Energy.

In the next post, we’ll continue with the MAN manifestation within the woMAN and the history of the existence of the Eve/Female-dominated manifested-singularities with the Adam/Male manifestations within themselves suppressed; in their relationship to themselves as woMAN, their relationship to the MAN/Male and within this – their positions within the World-System of Money within and as this physical-existence.

I commit myself to show – how, the origins of the existence of the Physical-Manifestation of the Male/Man within this world, only stood within the context of the Adam/Male-dominated singularities relationship within and as energy and substance. That the existence and manifestation of the Male is simply because of and due to Adam/Male singularities that evolved into the direct-Manifestation of and as MAN within the Adam/Male dominated singularities existence as the very friction/conflict action of consuming substance to transform into Energy.
In this, I commit myself to show – that the only difference between the Male and Female of today, as it were from the beginning within and as the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities; is that within the Adam/Male singularities, their Adam/Male existence dominated/was more prominent in having a closer relationship to their existence as the Adam/Male nature and action of friction/conflict in consuming substance to transform into Energy. And the Eve/Female singularities had a closer relationship, in being more dominant/prominent within and as the Energy-circulations within and between the negative, neutral and positive energy-awareness’s; which made their Adam/Male existence as the friction/conflict of consuming substance to transform into energy less dominant/prominent.

I commit myself to show – that the Male/Man dominance of today within the World-System of Money, is simply due to and because of the Man/Male’s closer relationship to their existence as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical, as it were in the beginning with the Adam/Male singularities’ closer relationship to their existence as Energy to Substance.
Where – with the World-System of Money as external representation of Energy/the Mind and the physical-existence the external representation of the Physical-Body/Substance: the Male/Man came to manifest their positions into and as the World-System of Money’s development/manifestation/evolution in its relationship to this Physical-Existence within the context of consuming physicality to transform into money through friction/conflict. That because the Adam/Male singularities evolving into the direct MAN/Male manifestation of today, had the closest relationship to that friction/conflict action in consuming substance to transform into energy – would have the most direct relationship to designing/manifesting the World-System’s relationship to this Physical-Existence with its friction/conflict relationship of consuming physicality to transform into Money.

I commit myself to show, thus – that the only reason why/how Males came to dominate the World-System of Money, was because of and due to their energy-existence relationship to substance; and that it’s not males within themselves that are to ‘Blame’ within their positions within the World-System of Money – but that both Males and Females are equally as one responsible for the extent of the separation in our positions within this World-System of Money’s relationship to this Physical-Existence, within the separation between the Male and Female as it exist today, which I commit myself to in detail show and reveal, so that once and for all, this accepted and allowed separation between Males and Females can stop, where both the Male and Female take responsibility for themselves, so that we can stand in equality and oneness with ourselves and our physical-bodies to stand together for ourselves and for all and stop the unnecessary separation within and between ourselves just because we’re male and/or female: So that we can finally get into sorting this world/existence out together, equally as one.

I commit myself to show – that with Desteni and Destonians walking together, the definition/separation of being male and female does not become a prominent point that defines the relationship between individuals, as we are moving beyond this accepted and allowed separation, standing together as human beings, with ourselves and with each other, committing ourselves to Life, to equality and oneness to All – to stand within ourselves and stand together in directing ourselves and this physical existence to Heaven on Earth. Seeing, realising and understanding – that as long as we accept and allow ourselves to hold onto this separation/blame within ourselves within the existence of male/female as it currently exist within the world/vocabulary-definition today; we’ll not be able to absolutely stand within ourselves and together sort out/direct this existence as ourselves.
So, we dare you – to step beyond this separation, stand with yourself for Life, stand with us with Life – to take responsibility for what we’ve as males and females done and become to ourselves, each other and this physical existence as a whole.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 64

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The Evolution of the Female: DAY 64

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

The Origins of Males and Females: Part Nine

Adam and Eve – Part Thirteen

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

In the next post, we’ll continue with the MAN manifestation within the woMAN and the history of the existence of the Eve/Female-dominated manifested-singularities with the Adam/Male manifestations within themselves suppressed; in their relationship to themselves as woMAN, their relationship to the MAN/Male and within this – their positions within the World-System of Money within and as this physical-existence.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to from and in the beginning to now, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – see, realise and understand the evolution of the Eve/Female-singularity to the manifestation of and as the woMAN, as:
MAN that is existent in both the Man and the Woman, and with the Adam/Male existence of the friction/conflict relationship of energy to substance, in consuming substance to transform into energy existent in both the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities and still exist as such within the Man and the Woman with the Mind’s (the mind as system-manifestation evolution of energy) relationship to the Physical Body (as substance) within and as the Adam/Male existence of the Mind in the Unconscious of consuming physicality to transform into energy through friction/conflict.
As walked, the MAN existence as the solidification/manifestation of the Adam/Male existence of the friction/conflict relationship of energy to substance, where M is the Adam/Male’s origin from and as the friction/conflict in the relationship between energy and substance, A – its continued existence that is maintained in the relationship between energy and substance and N – as its connection/dependency on Energy and Substance, cycling through energy and substance, constantly and continuously with friction/conflict to continue surviving/existing.
Now – WOman: W – representing the ‘flipside’ of the M manifestation within and from the MAN existence and O – representing the continuation/continuity of energy. Thus, W – if one place the M beneath it, the M representing the ORIGIN of energy itself within the friction/conflict relationship between energy and substance, and then the W would represent the relationship continuation of energy itself, which manifest as the neutral and the positive – thus W, represent the relationships between the negative-energy experience that manifest from the friction/conflict as M as the origin-representation of friction/conflict between energy and substance and thus W the outflow/continuation of the negative-energy experience to the neutral and positive. O – representing, from the W as the continuation of energy-itself from the negative, to the neutral and positive – the Eve/Female existence in continuing the cycling of the energies from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive. Thus, WOMAN – as the evolutionary solidification of the Eve/Female-singularity – where:
STEP 1: From the Adam/Male existence – the Eve/Female dominated singularities manifested themselves into and as, firstly:
E-V-E: With the first E as the origin of energy from and of the negative-energy experience, and V as the manifestation of and as the neutral-energy experience that connect/interconnect the negative-energy experience to and as the positive-energy experience as the second E, as the two relationship-lines of the V hold the relationship between the negative and the neutral that bring into manifestation the positive-energy experience. Thus E-V-E – the origin and manifestation of the relationship of Energy with itself, from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive.
STEP 2: From and of the origins and manifestation of the EVE existence/Energy-relationships between the negative, neutral and positive of the Eve/Female dominated singularity – came the Female manifestation as:
FEMALE: FE-MAL-E, where from the malice (MAL) of and as energy (E), from within and as the Friction/conflict (F) the (E) as Energy continue accumulating and manifesting, as the FEMALE stand within and as the cycle and recycle of and as Energy, where:
Once the Energy (E) is accumulated from and of the Friction/Conflict (F), the process starts again from and of the (MAL) malice of and as energy (E), manifesting Friction/Conflict accumulating E/Energy and so the cycle/existence of and as energy, from and of the negative, to the neutral and to the positive – continue and cycle and recycle over and over and over again as the process of survival of and as Energy/God from and of the existence of ADAM/MALE and EVE/FEMALE.
STEP 3: To the solidification/manifestation of and as the Eve/Female existence – where the W represents the EVE as the continuation of the relationship between the energies from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive, and the O represents the FEMALE as the constant/continuous cycling/distribution of the energies from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive that is the very definition of the Eve/Female/Woman existence in the more direct relationship with and as the flow and movement of the energies between and within the negative, neutral and positive, and the Adam/Male/Man existence in the more direct relationship with and as the action of friction/conflict in consuming substance to transform into energy. Where, when and as the Eve/Female existence manifested as WOMAN and Adam/Male existence manifested as MAN – this solidified our existence into and as the Man and Woman physical-manifestations, where the Man will exist within and as the nature and action of Adam/Male and the Woman will exist within an das the nature and action of the Eve/Female within and as how we evolved as manifested-singularities from the beginning, with the Adam/Male-singularities evolving as Energy into and as the Mind-existence becoming MAN-dominated in the relationship between the Mind and the Physical as the action/nature of friction/conflict, with the Eve/Female-singularities evolving as Energy into and as the Mind-existence becoming WOMAN-dominated in the relationship between the Mind and the Physical as the action/nature of cycling/distributing the energies, constantly/continuously within and between the negative, neutral and positive.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand how:
Within and as the Man and Woman as we exist today as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical, with the Mind the evolutionary-manifestation of Energy’s relationship to Substance in our existence as Adam/Male dominated singularities and Eve/Female dominated singularities, that:
The Woman now exist in closest relationship to the emotional/feeling bodies of and as the Mind Consciousness System, existent as all the energies the Mind Consciousness System produce within the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious-Mind as the negative, neutral and positive – this because of, from the beginning, the Eve/Female dominated singularities having the closest/direct relationship to the movement, circulation and distribution of energies from the negative, neutral and positive.
The Man now exist in closest relationship to the friction/conflict connections of and as the Mind Consciousness System, existent within and as the Unconscious and Subconscious Mind as the Minds that have the direct connection/relationship to and as the Physical-Body – this because of, from the beginning, the Adam/Male dominated singularities having the closest/direct relationship to the friction/conflict action between energy and substance.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood:
Even though, within both the Woman and Man existence as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – within both the Adam/Male existence of friction/conflict exist, and the Eve/Female existence of the relationship and circulation of the energies within the negative, to the neutral and to the positive: Within the Man – the Man seldom reach that direct relationship/connection to its Eve/Female existence as the emotional/feeling bodies of and as the Mind Consciousness System, as the man’s manifested-awareness is more solidified into and as the action of friction/conflict with the energies more manifested within the negative and the neutral, seldom within and as the positive-energy experience. Thus, the Man’s awareness within the Mind is less within and as the emotional/feeling bodies of the Mind Consciousness System, even though it exist equally within them as with the Woman, as their awareness of themselves as the Mind is more directed to the closest relationship of the Mind to the Physical within the Subconscious and Unconscious. With the Woman – the Woman seldom reach that direct relationship/connection to its Adam/Male existence as the direct friction/conflict relationship of and as the Mind Consciousness System to the Physical-Body, as the woman’s manifested-awareness is more solidified into and as the emotional/feeling energy-body system with the energies more manifested within the neutral and positive, seldom within and as the direct negative-energy experience. Thus, the Woman’s awareness within the Mind is less within and as the Unconscious and Subconscious Mind friction/conflict relationship to the physical-body of the Mind Consciousness System, even though it exist equally within them as with the Man, as their awareness of themselves as the Mind is more directed to the closest relationship of the Mind’s emotional/feeling body system within the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind.

In the next post, we’ll continue with the Man and Woman’s existence within and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body; having a look at from the beginning – why and how Males are perceived within the context of ‘power and strength/masculinity’ and Females are perceived within the context of ‘flow, creation and femininity’ within the context of how their existence as Energy manifested a “presence” within their beingness that emerged through and as the Mind Consciousness System and Physical-Body development, in seeing/realising/understanding what determined the birth of ourselves into this existence as being a “Man/Male” or “Woman/Female”. And within this, thus – the accepted and allowed consequences the perception/interpretation of the Energy-existence as the Mind in the Physical-Body of and as the Male/Man and Female/Woman manifested within this World as it / we exist today.

I commit myself to show – the difference between the Man/Male and Woman/Female is existent, from the beginning, within and as our relationship with and as Energy, and the solidification and manifestation of our awareness and so our beingness/living throughout existence/time. Thus, that the difference between Male/Man and Female/Woman originate from the beginning, where we as manifested-singularities manifested/patterned our awareness either more to the Adam/Male existence of ourselves as the friction/conflict action or the Eve/Female existence of ourselves as the relationships/circulation within and between the negative, neutral and positive energies. That, according to our awareness, patterning and manifestation as energy, from the beginning – manifested, formed the evolution of the structure/formation of our physical-bodies as the male/man and female/woman as it exist today, which will be specifically walked in posts to come within this blog.

In this, I commit myself to show – how and why, the Male/Man is interpreted/perceived/defined within and as the nature of ‘power/strength’ as the resonance/presence that formed within and as the Adam/Male-dominated singularities due to their direct connection/relationship within and as the very force/velocity of and as the friction/conflict action relationship of energy to substance. Thus, this force/velocity of the action of the friction/conflict emulated the presence of and as ‘power and strength’.
In this, I commit myself to show – how and why, the Female/Woman is interpreted/perceived/defined within and as the nature of ‘flow/movement/creation’ as the resonance/presence that formed within and as the Eve/Female-dominated singularities due to their direct connection/relationship within and as the movement, flow and circulation of the relationships within the energies of the negative, neutral and positive. Thus, this circulation/movement/flow of within and between the energies emulated the presence of and as ‘movement/flow/creation/grace’.

I commit myself to show – how, in time to come within and as the establishment of equality and oneness with self as female/woman and male/man, and so equality and oneness between the female/woman and male/man; how we will within this equality and oneness, utilize the very existence of ourselves as female/woman and male/man in establishing effective relationships/agreements with ourselves and each other. Where, instead of accepting and allowing ourselves to interpret/perceive each other within the context of female/woman and male/man as it has come to be defined within and through knowledge and information of the Mind/Consciousness, that has caused/manifested the unequal positioning/placement of responsibility of human beings within this World-System: We will as human beings, align ourselves/position ourselves within this World/World-System within and as the Equal Money System - based on our practical living visible skills/abilities/capabilities, taking responsibility for ourselves and for all as ourselves. Thus, human beings will not be placed according to money/family/culture/religion/gender – but will be placed within this world / within responsibilities within this world according to ‘who they are’ within and as their practical living skills/abilities/capabilities that can contribute to the equality and oneness of and as all as self. So that we stop looking at ourselves and each other through the eyes of the Mind’s knowledge and information separate definitions: but start looking through the eyes of Life, of equality and oneness in how we individually and together can contribute to heaven on earth within and as who we are and how/what we live.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 65

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Femininity and Masculinity: DAY 65

The Origins of Males and Females: Part Ten

Adam and Eve – Part Fourteen

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the Man and Woman’s existence within and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body; having a look at from the beginning – why and how Males are perceived within the context of ‘power and strength/masculinity’ and Females are perceived within the context of ‘flow, creation and femininity’ within the context of how their existence as Energy manifested a “presence” within their beingness that emerged through and as the Mind Consciousness System and Physical-Body development, in seeing/realising/understanding what determined the birth of ourselves into this existence as being a “Man/Male” or “Woman/Female”. And within this, thus – the accepted and allowed consequences the perception/interpretation of the Energy-existence as the Mind in the Physical-Body of and as the Male/Man and Female/Woman manifested within this World as it / we exist today.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand the sound, energy and physical symbolism and manifestation of and as ourselves within and as the words femininity and masculinity – feminine and masculine, where:
FEMININE: FEM-IN-IN-E – FEM: the manifestation of the Female-existence as energy – from the friction/conflict of the negative-energy experience manifesting the I-N / I-N – the first I-N as the manifestation of the female as energy as the neutral-energy experience Awareness/ ‘I’, and the second I-IN as the manifestation of the female as the positive-energy experience Awareness/‘I’ and the E as the finalization of the Eve/Female/Women existence and experience as the presence/awareness of Energy itself. Thus, within and as the very word FEMININE – exist the presence, awareness, nature and action of the Eve/Female/Woman as Energy-itself.
MASCULINE: MA-SCU-L-IN-E - MA: the manifestation of the Male existence as energy – from the very action of the friction/conflict with and as S - as substance C – consumed and U – reversed into and as L as the movement of substance into and as the direction of and as E as Energy. Thus – within and as the very word MASCULINE – exist the presence, awareness, nature and action of the Adam/male/man as the friction/conflict relationship of Energy to Substance.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning, to now – how we have formed, manifested and shaped – from our beingness manifestation as manifested-singularities from the beginning, through how we patterned our awareness as Energy into and as our beingness and manifested-singularities, with either the Eve/Female existence of ourselves dominating or the Adam/Male existence of ourselves dominating: from this patterned/manifested awareness as energy – in our existence, movement and manifestation of Energy: formed, manifested and shaped the evolution of our communication with ourselves and each other. Where we initially communicated only through movement, presence as energy’s relationship to substance, to communication in physical movement as energy’s relationship to substance, to forming, manifesting and shaping our very physical structure/formation of ourselves, to forming, manifesting and shaping the words we use. That – all communication/manifestation of and from ourselves came into existence from ‘who we are’ from and of the beginning as energy’s relationship to substance, and so – all words/physical formations/structure/manifestation hold within its existence – the origins/genesis of ourselves from the beginning as energy’s relationship to substance from where everything that exist now as ourselves come from.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand that ‘masculinity and femininity’ exist within both the Man and the Woman today as the relationship between our Adam/Male existence within and as the Unconscious-Mind’s relationship to the Physical Body; and the Eve/Female existence within and as the distribution, circulation and continuation of the Energies of the negative, neutral and positive within and as the entire Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical Body. That the only thing regarding masculinity and femininity separating the Man and the Woman of today – is our patterning and manifestation of our awareness and presence of and as our energy-existence as the Mind, with the Man more oriented in their awareness/presence to their Adam/Male existence of the friction/conflict action within the Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind – manifesting them within the experience of Masculinity and the Woman more oriented in their awareness/presence to their Eve/Female existence of the circulation/distribution/continuation of the Energies throughout the entire Mind Consciousness System. – manifesting them within the experience of Femininity.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood how and why: Some Men perceive/experience themselves, or are perceived/experienced by others as more Female/Feminine – simply due to their Mind Consciousness System alignment/manifestation being more oriented into and as the emotional/feeling body-system of the Mind Consciousness System, which manifest their Mind-Physical presence into and as the resonance/manifestation of and as the expression of and as the Female/Feminine. And some Women perceive/experience themselves, or are perceived/experienced by others as more Male/Masculine – simply due to their Mind Consciousness System alignment/manifestation being more oriented into and as the friction/conflict alignments of the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind of the Mind Consciousness System, which manifest their Mind-Physical presence into and as the resonance/manifestation of and as the expression of and as the Male/Masculine. And because of the Mind and Physical simultaneous inception and conception process within and as the female’s womb – this alignment within and as the Mind Consciousness System – will also impact physically in the design, manifestation and experience of the being within the Mind within and as their own human physical bodies that will mould/shape itself according to the Alignment of the being within the Mind in the Physical – which will thus manifest to the extent where the Male/Man will have a physique of femininity, and the Female/Woman will have a physique of masculinity.
(We will in posts to come, as we continue with the mind and physical inception and conception process within and during the birth of the child, how the mind and physical relationship develop/manifest within the context of the existence of the Male and Female within and as the Mind and the Physical Body)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now – in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – see, realise and understand; how:
The existence of masculinity and femininity is simply based on the experience of the manifestation/relationship of the Man/Woman within and as the nature and action of the awareness/presence manifestation of themselves as Energy within and as the Mind Consciousness System design. Within this awareness/presence manifestation – either existent within and towards the nature and action of friction/conflict which within the Man’s mind/physical manifestation/presence – resonating the energy frequency/vibration of ‘power and strength’ due to the Man’s entire Mind Consciousness System in the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind being directly connected to the friction/conflict instances to/towards the Physical-Body. Where the ‘power and strength’ resonant experience simply manifest/come from the velocity/extent of friction/conflict the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind manifest towards the Physical Body to consume physicality to transform into Energy. And within the Woman’s Mind/Physical presence – resonating the energy frequency/vibration of ‘flow/movement/grace’ due to the Woman’s entire Mind Consciousness System in the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind being directly connected to the Energy circulation/distribution and continuation of and as the emotional/feeling energy-bodies of and as the Mind Consciousness System. But, because of – from the beginning, the extent of our accepted and allowed separation from even ourselves as energy, and so between the manifested-singularities of the Adam/Male and Eve/Female – that we have not seen, realised and understood in equality and oneness with the Mind: that the experience of ourselves and each other as Man and Woman – is in fact the experience, interpretation and relationship of and as Energy-itself as the Mind, and that the experiences, interpretations and relationships Men and Women manifest towards themselves and each other is in fact done through and as the Mind as Energy; but because of the extent of separation existent within ourselves – we have come to define ‘who we are’ as Energy itself, the Mind/Consciousness itself and so have become subject to how Energy exists, interacts and expresses itself and from within that existence, interaction and expression – how Energy perceives, interprets and experience itself within and as the manifested-singularities and towards other manifested-singularities of and as Energy, to now within and between the Man and the Woman.

I commit myself to show, how – from the beginning, within our separation from substance/existence as equality and oneness here into and as Energy, we have from within and as our starting-point existence as Energy – from within and as our manifested-singularities in the beginning: manifested words that now stand in the nature and manifestation of Energy; that move through friction/conflict – where words have become the tools with which Energy move and communicate with all words charged within and as the energies of and as the negative, neutral and positive – that move/direct the individual and/or others within and through and as EXPERIENCE as reaction.

As we continue within this Blog – more will be specified in relation to the development of words in knowledge and information energy-experience of the Mind, regarding the manifestation and relationship of Men and Women with themselves and each other as Males and Females, as we continue walking the birth and development process of the Child, from the beginning within their Mind and their Physical Body.

In this, I commit myself to show – how and why Words have become the holders, manifestations and mirrors of ourselves as the Mind, that within and as each Word – one can see, hear and feel the entirety of and as the human being as the Mind’s relationship and existence within and as the Physical-Body. As the Words we have come to speak as the communication of ‘who we are’ have become existent within, as and through the Mind – where the Words we speak/use, internally in ourselves/the Secret Mind internal conversations and externally through vocal/sound communication; have become manifestations that validate/solidify/evolve the Mind. Thus, why and how Life/Living as actual creation with and as the physical-body and with each other in equality and oneness, co-creation and co-existence has not become a Reality – as the very words we speak, internally and externally exist within and as the interest and survival of the Mind and Energy as Experience only; instead of us in fact existing in and as equality and oneness with and as Words, in and as the Living Flesh, where our internal and external reality is in fact equal and one – which would have transformed our entire nature and existence as beings with ourselves and with each other. But, instead – we have become individuals of Energy/Experience as the Mind, existing and communication through, within and as EXPERIENCE – with no actual, real LIVING present within ourselves, with our physical-bodies and with each other in and as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to purify my words from energy/experience of the negative, neutral and positive, and re-align my words into and as physical practical living; where the words no more exist within and as energy – furthering/evolving the Mind and influencing/affecting others within my world deliberately to evoke/initiate/instigate within them and/or me experiences of and as energy as the competition between the Minds within the weapons of words, used/abused in the interest and survival of and as the Mind of Energy only. But that the words I am exist as Living Substance/Living Flesh as the equal and one living of words visibly within and as me and my world, where the Words I speak stand absolute as who I am in and as my physical equality and oneness. To so also stop the separation existent within the very Words I use, where words I speak out loud – differ from the words I speak silently within; simply indicating the extent to which we exist in separation/two worlds of the Mind and the Physical, where we’re one personality of Mind within ourselves and another in the without of Ourselves.

I commit myself to show – how and why human beings will not be able to hear the Desteni-message, unless they assist and support themselves to move beyond their current accepted and allowed limited definitions, knowledge and information and energy experiences within and as the words they use within and as THEIR OWN MIND. That such individuals are not seeing/realising/understanding that they’re not going to grasp, see, realise and understand the principle of Life, of equality and oneness, unless they expand their vocabulary, themselves and their world to incorporate all in and as equality and oneness, to really consider the extent to which words and the definitions, knowledge and information and energy experiences within such words had come to reflect the limitation of the existence of themselves within and as their own Minds.
And so, we dare such individuals to consider: there is more to existence than the Mind, knowledge and information definitions and energy experiences as what words/ourselves have become, and to investigate Desteni to see/realise/understand who we are beyond the Mind, knowledge and information, energy and experience – and see into and as the Living Flesh of and as equality and oneness – a process that can only be undertaken by each one individually, within and as the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application, to see beyond the veil of consciousness/energy and into and as the life of and as the physical as living expression.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 66

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The Garden of Eden: DAY 66

The Origins of Males and Females - Part Eleven

Adam and Eve – Part Fifteen

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

As we have established within the sound, energy and physical symbolism within the story of God, Adam, Eve, the Snake/Devil and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil – is that this ‘story’ is the externalized representation/manifestation of our existence, from the beginning as the manifested-singularities in our relationship as energy to substance, as our God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority’s relationship between its origins as Eve, Adam and the Devil. With the Eating of the Fruit of the Knowledge of Good and Evil the ‘warning’ / ‘control’ God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority holds in maintaining/ensuring the separation between the Eve, Adam and Devil existences/awareness’s. With the God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority fear/fear of loss maintaining the separation within and between its Eve, Adam and Devil existences – because if/as any parts of itself would stand/be equal-to and one-with each other/themselves: The God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority would cease to exist – as the only way its managed to continue existing as surviving – is ensuring the separation between the Eve, Adam and Devil existences.
In this – how the eating of the Fruit of the Knowledge of Good and Evil as we have walked – represented the realisation of the relationships/equality and oneness between the Eve, Adam and Devil existences, with this equality and oneness realisation/knowledge which the God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority ensured does not manifest to secure its survival in the separations between its Eve, Adam and Devil awareness’s/existences.

For reference, we suggest re-reading the posts Did the Snake Deceive Eve and Eat from the Fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil posts for context as we now continue with having a look at the sound, energy and physical symbolism of The Garden of Eden, within the context of the ‘warning’ that exist within the story of the relationship between God, Eve, Adam, the Devil and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, see, realise and understand the sound, energy and physical symbolism/manifestation of the existence of The Garden of Eden, where:
E-D-E-N: With the first E the origins/manifestation/purity of Energy-itself from and of the friction/conflict relationship to/towards substance, where that instance/moment substance transform into energy – manifest the existence of ‘pure energy’, D – the manifested-creation of Energy-itself within and between the relationship between energy and substance, which continue manifesting the negative, to the neutral and to the positive as the second E continuation of Energy-itself and the N the continuation/solidification of the relationship between Energy and Substance. Thus, EDEN in fact represents the existence, manifestation, continuation and solidification of Energy-itself in its purest form/manifestation in and from the beginning where it had not yet gone through the processes of being defined/altered/changed within and during and as the development of words/systems as it now exist as the defined Mind Consciousness System. Thus, EDEN is manifested as the pure origins, manifestation and existence of Energy, from the beginning within and as our manifested-singularities in the separation-relationships between and within the God/Energy-Authority, Eve, Adam and Devil existences of and as ourselves.
(We will in posts to continue – walk the evolution of Energy from its ‘pure existence’ as just energy within and as our manifested-singularities in the beginning, to the now existence and manifestation of Energy into and as the System of and as the Mind)
And GARDEN: The sound, energy and physical symbolism/manifestation within this exist as Guarding/Guardian – thus, within the relationship between God and the Garden of Eden – with God as our Consciousness/Energy-Authority was manifested as the Guardian/Authority of and as Eden as the purity of Energy from and of its origins in and as the relationships between Eve, Adam and the Devil. Where the existence/manifestation of Eden as pure Energy – in fact manifest from and of the Devil-existence of and as ourselves, within and as our manifested-singularities – consuming/reversing substance into and as energy, with God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority as Guardian, guarding pure Energy as Eden within and as the manifested-singularities through ensuring the separation between the Eve, Adam and Devil existences of and as ourselves as the God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority’s origins.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to from the beginning to now, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – see, realise and understand:
How the relationship with God, Eve and Adam in the Garden of Eden – with Eden the pure manifestation of energy-itself, where God thus Gave Eve and Adam access to Energy/ ‘Life’ / ‘Freedom’ of and as their existence within and as their energy-existences as the Eve in the circulation, continuation and distribution of and as the energies, and Adam as the friction/conflict relationship manifesting negative-energy and would continue existing within and as their energy-existences in Eden, over and of which God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority is ‘Guardian’ and thus ‘Guarding’ its purity as Energy-itself to ensure/secure its survival as God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority. Where Adam and Eve can have all this access to pure Energy/Eden as long as they don’t eat from the Fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil – as long as they maintain their separation from themselves, each other and the Devil as their origins as the consuming of substance to transform into Energy that is gifting/giving them this existence of Eden as pure Energy and gifting/giving God/Consciousness/Energy its authority/survival. Where, within the story the existent warning/control/guardianship of God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority over and of Eden as the pure energy, manifested within what would happen if Eve and/or Adam would eat from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, as eating/standing/realising their equality and oneness of the existence of themselves as energy with themselves and towards each other, and with their origins as the Devil; that they’d be manifested into and as Eternal Damnation. With God/Energy-Authority/the existence of energy itself, not seeing/realising/understanding that it’s already in fact the very existence of Eternal Damnation in the consequence of our existence as energy from and of the consuming of substance; as we eternally damned our existence as God/Energy-Authority within and as the deal with the Devil as the offering of our Souls/Substance/Life to exist within our own Eden as Pure Energy over and of which we’d be God/Guardian within and unto ourselves and ourselves alone within ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, how:
Instead of us from the beginning existing in equality and oneness with and as substance, in and as the Garden of Life, as the Guardian(s) of Life – not accepting and allowing ourselves to be anything less than Life as equality and oneness as ourselves, here; we have become Gods unto ourselves, where ‘Life’ has become Energy, experienced within and as only ourselves as manifested-singularities in the beginning, and now as human beings within and as our own Minds. In and as our Minds - existing in our own Gardens of Eden, as Guardians of Energy, Guarding our existence/survival as Energy/Consciousness through maintaining our separation from ourselves as energy/mind and substance/the physical-body and this physical-existence. Existing as the Mind/Energy/Consciousness within our existences as the Eve, Adam and Devil within and as the inherent/imprinted ‘warning’ / ‘control’ that if we were to ever accept and allow ourselves to be anything else but Energy, we will be met with ‘Eternal Damnation’ – with this Fear/Warning/Control of God/Consciousness/Energy existing as the omnipresent/omnipotent fear of and as Energy-itself as the Mind/Consciousness: to ensure that we will never give-up the Mind / stop the Mind, give up Energy/Mind/Consciousness as our existent Garden of Eden/Pure Energy and merge with substance/physicality of and as equality and oneness as Life. All of which as this Fear is existent as Consciousness/Energy-Authority – defending and protecting its own Survival in its Garden of Eden, as the Guardian of Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood:
Our relationship as Humans to the World-System of Money, equal-to and one-with our relationship to the Mind Consciousness System of Energy: With our Mind Consciousness System as the Garden of Eden/Energy within and the World-System of Money the Garden of Money/Energy without. With the World-System of Money as the Guardian of Money; maintaining its relationships of separation within and between its Eve, Adam and Devil existences – within the warning/control that if any parts of the World-System of Money would Eat from the Tree of the Fruit of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, as realising/seeing/understanding the equality and oneness of how the World-System of Money in fact operate and in that equality and oneness change their relationship from Money to equality and oneness/Life: would experience the Eternal Damnation of living with no Money, banished from the Garden of Eden/Money of the World-System of Money. And so, within this omnipotent, omnipresent fear of being banished by God/Money-Authority from and of Money-itself as the World-System of Money Garden of Eden/Money: human beings will defend and protect the existence of Money as it exist within and as the World-System today; never really in fact questioning and standing-up for a Solution for All in and as equality and oneness in seeing/realising/understanding how the World-System itself as the Garden of Eden/Money – has to be transformed into and as the Garden of Life/equality and oneness.
(The details of the existence of the World-System of Money as God, Eve, Adam and the Devil has been walked in the post Transforming Mother-Earth into Money)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – from the beginning to now, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, how:
The Garden of Eden had become our entire existence and manifestation as the Mind Consciousness System within and the World-System of Money without, with Energy/Consciousness and Money within and without the Gods/Guardians of and as Energy and Money; that is holding ourselves within and humanity without in and as absolute control and enslavement to Energy and Money, through maintaining the separation from ourselves within as the Mind and the Physical, and the without as ourselves as humanity and our relationship to the World-System and this Physical-Existence. All existent / existing within and as constant/continuous Fear – defending and protecting and fighting for our very existence as Energy/Mind/Consciousness and Money/World-System as it exist today, protecting and defending within and as the Fear of Loss of losing access to Eden within and without as Energy and Money. Not seeing/realising/understanding that this very Fear that is controlling/enslaving us is the very Fear of Consciousness itself, fearing the loss of its survival as Energy within, that we had come to manifest as Money in and as the World-System without – with Money controlling/enslaving human beings within and as fear to ensure/secure its own survival as Money/Money-Authority over and of all of humanity and this Physical-Existence. Where, as long as we exist in the Eden’s of Energy/Money within and without – with Consciousness and Money as our Gods/Authorities, living in constant/continuous Fear – Energy and Money as it exist as the Mind and the World-System will continue as is.

I commit myself to show - that Heaven is in fact the process into and as the Garden of Life, through and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as the process of standing/being/becoming equal and one with the Mind, and so the Physical-Body from Energy-Experience to Physical-Living as the process of changing God/Energy-Authority as Guardian of Eden as Energy, into and as self becoming the Living manifestation of Life/Life-Authority of and as equality and oneness with and as the Physical-Body, this Physical-Existence to manifest this Physical-Existence as the Garden of Life/Heaven on Earth. A process that each individually must walk in taking responsibility for their own Garden of Eden, as God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority over and of the Mind of Energy – into and as manifesting themselves as the Garden of Life/Living, through being/becoming the Living Word in and as equality and oneness with and as the Physical-Body. And so eventually with each standing as the Guardian of Life – standing equal and one in themselves and with each other, not accepting and allowing anything less than Life of and as equality and oneness in and as manifesting this Physical Existence/our Creation as the Garden of Life/Heaven on Earth.

I commit myself to show – that, the Fear one experience with letting go of/ stopping participation in the Mind as Energy – is the resistance, defence and protection-mechanism of Consciousness-itself manifesting its fear of loss of losing its control/authority/guardianship of Eden/Energy as the Mind Consciousness System. That, the Garden of Eden is not a blissful, heavenly place – it is of course for Energy/Consciousness-itself, but what’s in fact within and behind the existence of the Garden of Eden as the Mind Consciousness System is the consuming of substance/physicality to transform into energy – the abuse/misuse of the Physical, for the Survival of Energy/Consciousness in its Garden of Eden/Energy. Equal to and one with the World-System as Garden of Money, that the Garden of Eden/Money is not a blissful, heavenly place – it is of course for those with Money/for Money itself, but what’s in fact within and behind the existence of the Garden of Eden/Money – is the consuming of physicality and actual lives of humans, the earth and animals to transform into Money.

I commit myself to show – how, each one of us, has been existing in our own story of God, Eve, Adam and the Devil, within the Garden of Eden as Energy, as the Mind/Consciousness and so equally as one manifested our existence as the Garden of Eden/Energy within and the Garden of Eden/Money without. That, we’re already and always still have been existing in the Garden of Eden as the Mind that has become the Garden of Money as the World-System. That the story as depicted is the control/fear imprinted and manifested to keep humans captive in the Garden of Eden/Energy/Money within and without by the Guardian of Consciousness and Money-itself. Where the process is thus the transformation of our existence from the Garden of Eden/Energy as Guardians as Consciousness/Energy-Authority within and Money-Authority without – to the Garden of Life as Guardians as Life of and as equality and oneness, a responsibility we must take individually within ourselves and the without of ourselves to restore our relationship to life, within and without as the physical body and this physical existence. To see/realise/understand that we’re existing, accepting and allowing eternal damnation within existing as the Garden of Eden/Energy within and the Garden of Money without, and the only salvation to our Eternal Damnation as Energy/Mind within and Money/World-System without as what we have become: is the processes of self-forgiveness, writing and self-corrective application as returning energy to substance, the mind to the physical, money to this physical existence – becoming a living being in equality and oneness with and as our physical bodies within, and becoming a living humanity in and as equality and oneness with and as this physical existence without.

I commit myself to show, that – self-forgiveness is the process of forgiving self – self as our existence as energy, the mind, the physical-body and this physical-existence; for what we as energy/mind, the physical-body and this physical-existence has done and become unto Life in the acceptances and allowances of our separation from ourselves. Where in and as this self-forgiveness process – self humbly return all parts of self in and as separation to the equality and oneness with and as Life, to in and as this equality and oneness – manifest Self as the Key to the Kingdom of Heaven/Life/Equality and Oneness.
And thus why and how the Equal Money System is the greatest act of forgiveness humanity can do for themselves, each other and this physical existence, as the process of returning, humbly to equality and oneness with this physical existence and humanity as a whole, in stopping the abuse of what we’ve done and become as the world system and humanity to ourselves, each other and this physical existence as a whole – to in and as this act of forgiveness; gift all the opportunity to life, in and as equality and oneness with and as the Equal Money System, equal-to and one-with how self gifted self the opportunity to life, in and as equality and oneness with and as self-forgiveness.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 67

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The relationship of Attraction: DAY 67

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

The Origins of Males and Females - Part Eleven

Adam and Eve – Part Fifteen

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

In and from this post, we’re going to walk more detail into and as the relationship/competition dynamics within and between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities; that we walked within the posts The Energy of Adam and Eve: DAY 58 and Why the Oneness Experience do Not in fact Exist: DAY 59 and The Singularity that Collapsed Life: DAY 60 in having a look at the nature and action of Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification that the manifested-singularities experienced the moment their external positive-energy experience diminished/lessened the more and more and more they attempted/tried to move closer and closer and closer together within and as their one point/position/location within existence. Pulling this interaction between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities through to the relationships between Partners today within and as the existence of the Mind as Energy – how and why the Experience of relationship, within space and time – move, mostly – from the Positive, to the Neutral and eventually to the Negative. And within this – having a look at the Nature and Action of Sex – the physical-movement of the Physical-Bodies closer, and closer and closer together into and as the positive, then neutral and eventually to the negative, within having a look at the interdimensional-physical processes that manifest within and during sex, within the context/manifestation of the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body.

So, we’re going to walk this post from within the one location/position within existence, with the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities experiencing their Oneness in and as the One Aura/Presence manifestation, and the Equality of and as the externalized positive-energy experience interpretation; that – as they moved closer and closer and closer together, with no more ‘space / substance’ left into the depth of existence and their beingness to move forward and inward to consume substance to transform into energy; where their molecules into infinity within and as their forced position/location within existence started consuming themselves and returning themselves as energy into and as substance, as the Aura/Presence molecules into infinity were no more being replaced by new molecules manifesting into the reaches of infinity with the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities maintaining their friction/conflict relationship to/towards substance in consuming substance at the equal and one rate/speed to manifest their Aura/Presence resonance/reverberation/ripples as molecules into and as infinity. And so, as their friction/conflict relationship diminish/lessened, so did their Aura/Presence reaches into infinity - that eventually lead to the diminishing/lessening of their externalized positive-energy experience oneness and equality. The externalized positive-energy experience that was dependent on the condensed vibration/frequency of as their molecules into infinity of and as their merged Aura/Presence, and dependent on the rate/speed of their movement forward and inward into existence and their beingness to consume substance to transform into energy. Because they moved closer and closer and closer together, with no more movement forward/inward into the depths of existence and their beingness, the speed/movement as friction/conflict as velocity/frequency/extent of energy produced diminished/lessened, manifesting a domino-effect that diminished/lessened the reaches of their Aura/Presence, and so diminished their externalized positive-energy experience, moving their awareness from the externalized positive-energy experience, to their own internal positive-energy experience, to the neutral and eventually to the negative – where, the negative-energy experience fear/fear of loss instigated/initiated the movement away from each other into and as the depths of existence/substance without, and the depths of substance within as their beingness to so again manifest themselves into and as equilibrium within and as their own existence.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood:
How in the relationship between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities – with the Adam/Male singularities primarily being oriented/existent within and as the awareness of and as the negative and neutral energy experience; that the nature of ‘attraction’ within and between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities was primarily initiated by/through the Adam/Male singularities in their awareness of and as the Eve/Female singularities’ Aura/Presence. With the Eve/Female singularity’s Aura/Presence manifested as the Energy-accumulation/manifestation that the Eve/Female singularities consisted of/existed as; as the Eve/Female Singularities manifestation of and as themselves was primarily existent within and as the accumulation of energies, from the negative, to the neutral and positive and thus with their awareness and manifestation primarily existent within and as the neutral and positive, equally as one manifested their Aura/Presence within and as the accumulation and manifestation of and as the neutral and positive-energy experiences. Which the Adam/Male singularities, with not existing in and as the neutral and positive-energy experiences accumulation to the equal extent as what the Eve/Female singularities consisted of/existed as – was thus drawn-to / attracted-to that positive-energy experience resonance of and as the Eve/Female singularities’ Aura/Presence.
Because – both singularities have access to and experience the positive-energy experience accumulation within themselves, the Eve/Female singularities maintain this experience consistently – whereas the Adam/Male only rarely experience its accumulation into and as the positive-energy experience; thus the more and more it moved closer and closer to the Eve/Female singularities Aura/Presence; the more the Adam/Male singularity experienced the constancy of and as the positive-energy experience. Thus, here – the initial nature of attraction in the Beginning of our existence as Adam/Male or Eve/Female singularities – that was initially initiated by/through the Adam/Male singularities that was literally moving to/towards in attraction to/towards the Eve/Female singularity with becoming aware of the constancy of and as the Eve/Female singularities Aura/Presence positive-energy experience.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood:
The nature of attraction between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities in the beginning, was from within and as the Adam/Male singularity attraction to/towards the Eve/Female singularities Aura/Presence positive-energy experience constancy. Thus – essentially, within the existence of the singularities as Energy, in comparison between the Adam/Male singularities and Eve/Female singularities: the Adam/Male singularities were the ‘lesser / inferior’ manifestations of and as Energy, due to and because of their energies only reaching/existent primarily within and as the negative and the neutral, and the Eve/Female singularities the superior as their energies primarily reaching/existent within and as the positive-energy experience. With the nature and action of attraction, initially from within and of the Adam/Male singularities, in looking at the sound, energy and physical symbolism within and as the Attraction: Attr – Attribute/Quality/Power Action - Action/Existence, where a manifestation manifests a relationship/awareness to and as the particular Attribute/Power/Quality of and as another’s Actions/Existence in who/how they are. In the case within the interaction between the Adam/Male singularity and Eve/Female singularity, the Adam/Male singularity manifested a relationship/awareness to and as the particular Attribute/Power/Quality of and as Eve/Female’s Actions/Existence in and as their distribution, circulation and continuity of and as the positive-energy experience. Where, within and as the nature of and as the existence of and as Energy – attraction can only exist in and as separation, where one manifestation attempt/try to be/become/reach ‘equal awareness/experience’ of and as Energy as experienced/become aware of within another; thus – the existence of attraction proves the existence of inequality – were the Adam/Male singularity was unequal to the Eve/Female singularity regarding the positive-energy experience; and so was attracted to/towards the Eve/Female singularity positive-energy experience.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood, how:
With attraction initially manifesting from and of the Adam/Male singularity within its inferior existence regarding the amount/accumulation of Energy in comparison to the Eve/Female singularity superior existence regarding the amount/accumulation of and as Energy – where, the manifestations of inferiority and superiority stood within and as the existence of the AMOUNT of ENERGY within and as their manifested-singularities. Where, even to this day within and as the existence of ourselves as the Mind in our experiences within ourselves regarding superiority and inferiority – the EXPERIENCE of superiority and inferiority is existent within and as the nature of our participation in the Mind with our relationship to and as the accumulation/diminishment of and as the energy experiences within ourselves. The more energy we have/accumulate – we manifest the EXPERIENCE of superiority, the lesser energy we have/manifest – we manifest the EXPERIENCE of inferiority: experiencing only ourselves as neutral/negative, in comparison to superiority: experiencing the positive-energy experience.
Within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood the existence of and as Attraction between human beings as the Mind-Physical relationship manifest the Aura/Presence of and as the human being, where: when/as a human being is manifested in and as the Mind within and as inferiority within particular-specific attributes/qualities/power of and as Energy, would initiate/instigate the relationship of attraction to/towards a human being existent within and as superiority/more/accumulated energy within and as such particular attributes/qualities/power which has become the nature of relationships between human beings as it exist today – where the ‘attraction’ human beings experience within themselves and towards each other, is the attraction to/towards each other’s attributes/qualities/powers of and as energy/mind-manifestations that both are experiencing as inferior within themselves, but superior towards each other. And so within and as that attraction – attempt EQUALIZE THEMSELVES as energy/Mind to/as that superiority they were attracted to/EXPERIENCED as Energy to/towards each other. Where relationships are no way in fact the equality of and as two human beings, but in fact exist within and as the nature and action of self-interest of equalizing self’s own existence as Energy and the Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as substance and energy, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood:
How attraction evolved within and between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities in the beginning, from initially being initiated/instigated by/through the Adam/Male singularity attracted to/towards the Eve/Female singularity superiority of and as the positive-energy experience, however: the moment they merged and manifested the ‘equal’ externalized positive-energy experience, that moment manifested the relationship of attraction within and between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities in their attraction to/towards the superior externalized positive-energy experience they both equally experienced within and during the merging of themselves in that one location/position within existence. Where – in comparison of themselves as energy and the externalized positive-energy experience, the externalized positive-energy experience interpretation of the accumulation/manifestation of their merged Auras/Presence’s in/as that one location/position within existence – was superior to their inferior/lesser experience of the accumulation of their energies/aura/presence within and as their own manifested-singularities alone.

We’ll continue in the next post, having a look at the nature of attraction more specifically in how it now exist within and as the Mind within the Physical-Body within and between two Human Beings, with attraction existent only between two unequal parts/beings/manifestations that is attempting-to/trying-to equalize their mind and energy within themselves – and thus, why and how relationships had become dependent on Energy and EXPERIENCE, instead of actual equal and one living, of and as the growth, development and expansion of two individuals walking/living/expressing together; but that relationships had become an existence of competition between inferiority and superiority, where individuals as the Mind is attempting-to/trying to equalize the energies within and as their OWN MINDS.

I commit myself to show how – relationships had become manifested within and as the dynamics of competition, where – two human beings, existent within superiority/inferiority relationships within themselves, are attracted to each other’s superior qualities/attributes/powers of and as their existence/manifestation as the Mind, with the nature of attraction where the two individuals attempt/try to equalize themselves within themselves to the superiority qualities/powers/attributes they experience within each other. In this competition/relationship dynamics between human beings, we have not in fact really learned, grown/expanded within our relationships with ourselves and with each other – as relationships only became existent within the Experience/Interest/Evolution of energy/Mind, and the game of competition between individuals are played within and between their inferiorities and superiorities to attempt/try to equalize their own Minds/Energy experiences to/toward each other’s superiorities. Instead of relationships manifesting within and as the starting point of and as equality and oneness, where two human beings make an informed, practical DECISION of who they are within themselves and together, and so establishing actual, real equality and oneness with themselves and each other that is not dependent on or determined by EXPERIENCE, but the decision and process of establishing the agreement/relationship is done within how two individuals can best assist and support themselves and each other in all spheres of their lives to learn from each other and in fact grow, expand, develop as individuals. This process of the establishing of equal and one living agreements/relationships is practically walked and facilitated by/through the Agreement/Relationship Course within the Desteni I Process – where one is practically guided, assisted and supported with one’s own relationship with oneself and/or with another, in stopping the inferiority/superiority competition games we play within ourselves and with others, to manifest an equal and one living agreement with self and/or with another, where one’s life does not become dependent on/controlled by Energy-Experiences, but live in self-awareness with self, one’s physical body and/or another in equality and oneness, where who one is in every moment of breath is done within and as DECISION in considering self, the moment and another in equality and oneness, and no more in moments base choices on experiences/reactions of energies that only create/manifest consequence/separation.

I commit myself to show – how and why the nature and existence of Attraction is not something beautiful, miraculous / great, but that the nature of Attraction in fact exist only for and as Energy, in fact only exist within and as separation and inequality – as two parts are attracted to each other’s superiorities within what is existent within themselves as inferior. That the experience of superiority/inferiority is in fact only existent within the nature of the AMOUNT OF ENERGY existent within and as one’s Mind/Mind Consciousness System – and that relationships had thus become compromised within and as the existence of and as the Mind/Consciousness/Energy – where within and as relationships, the Mind/Consciousness/Energy can equalize / stabilize its energy experiences within itself, for itself and thus that relationships is in no way in fact a ‘union’ between the totality of two individual human beings, but the relationship-forming between Minds for the interest of their own energy survival and experience – a process that we will be walking more specifically in posts to continue within this Blog.

I commit myself to show – how, the attraction that the Male and Female/two human beings ‘equally’ experience to/towards each other from within themselves, is existent within and as the inherent-beingness pre-programming of the mind’s relationship to the physical, as we existed from the beginning with the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities that equally experienced the externalized positive-energy experience. Where the more and more the manifested-singularities merged together, they patterned into their awareness within and as their manifested-singularities and beingness, this externalized positive-energy experience interpretation awareness they experience when merging together. And so – throughout time, this awareness manifested within and as the very existence between and within the mind and the physical; and so why and how human beings experience this attraction to/towards each other as the inherent remembrance/knowing that in the merging of themselves in relationship/sex – they will come to experience this externalized superior positive-energy experience interpretation awareness together, which is the one and only thing human beings as the Mind in fact seek/search for as the Mind: this positive-energy experience awareness in the merging/relationship of two Minds in relationship/sex as what relationships/sex has in fact only been about: the interest of the Mind in experiencing ENERGY.

I commit myself to show – how we’ll transform the nature of relationships to agreements of equal and one living, facilitating the growth, development, expansion and learning of two individuals from and with each other, rather than existing in constant/continuous competition for energy within the dynamics of superiority and inferiority. And how we’ll transform the nature of sex – from only existent within reaching a positive-energy experience accumulation/orgasm, to utilizing sex in the development of and as physical-intimacy with one’s physical body in equality and oneness, and with that of another in equality and oneness which can only be walked within and as solid/substantial agreements between individuals. So that relationships and sex no more exist only for ENERGY/EXPERIENCE and the consequences this has come to manifest in the nature/state of what relationships and sex has become in this world. But that relationships/agreements and sex within that – is reconstituted to two individuals really assisting and supporting themselves and each other to become ‘more’ than what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to exist as, as Energy/mind/consciousness that only seeks the fulfilment of and as its own energy experience, and do not in fact consider, regard / honour the human, the physical body and anything/anyone else for that matter, as it only cares about the fulfilment of its own energy experience. And so, within the reconstitution of relationships to Agreements of equality and oneness, human beings will learn to honour/respect themselves, each other and so their physical bodies and in this equality and oneness, really understand what it means to consider, regard and care for others as self in equality and oneness so that we can start seeing/realising/understand what we’ve done and become as energy in separation from ourselves, our bodies each other and this physical existence. That we get out of our possession of energy and into actual physical living, so that we can come together and stand together to finally sort out this creation we’ve neglected/abused and destroyed due to and because of our obsession and possession with and as energy/mind consciousness.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 68

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Mind Aura-Scans Evolution: DAY 68

The Origins of Males and Females - Part Twelve

Adam and Eve – Part Sixteen

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re having a look at the nature of attraction more specifically in how it now exist within and as the Mind within the Physical-Body within and between two Human Beings, with attraction existent only between two unequal parts/beings/manifestations that is attempting-to/trying-to equalize their mind and energy within themselves – and thus, why and how relationships had become dependent on Energy and EXPERIENCE, instead of actual equal and one living, of and as the growth, development and expansion of two individuals walking/living/expressing together; but that relationships had become an existence of competition between inferiority and superiority, where individuals as the Mind is attempting-to/trying to equalize the energies within and as their OWN MINDS.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – see, realise and understand how:
In the beginning, with the interaction between the two manifested-singularities with the Adam/Male singularity patterned/manifested within and as the awareness of and as the friction/conflict action ‘power and strength’ – related to the power/amount of energy produced within the strength of the velocity of the friction/conflict action. Where, the ‘power and strength’ was in relation to the amount and velocity/speed of and as the friction/conflict action of and as the Adam/Male-singularity’s manifested-awareness/existence that was more oriented into its Adam/Male existence. And the Eve/Female singularity with its manifested-awareness/existence being more oriented into its Eve/Female existence as the circulation, distribution and continuity/movement of and as the energies of the negative, neutral and positive would manifest the experience of and as fullness, flow, movement, grace – the very experience of the “essence” of energy-itself, and thus the Adam/Male singularity would manifest as the very experience of the “creation/design” of energy-itself. Thus, when looking at the “experience”-dimension of the attraction between the Eve/Female and Adam/Male singularities – the Adam/Male singularity was thus attracted to the accumulative essence of and as the Energies of and as the negative, to the neutral and the positive, and the Eve/Female singularity attracted to the intensity/power/strength resonant-experience of and as the Adam/Male singularities. Neither seeing/realising/understanding; that both can in fact manage to access/become the essence of energy and the creation/design of energy as an experience; with the Adam/Male singularity simply moving ‘beyond’ its patterned/manifested awareness into and as its Adam/Male existence and accumulating its energies from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive, and the Eve/Female singularity moving its awareness into and as the action of the friction/conflict relationship to substance existent within its Adam/Male existence. But, because that separation was existent within both – within the Adam/Male singularity that patterned its awareness, beingness and manifested-singularity to only exist within and as its Adam/Male existence as friction/conflict; essentially manifested itself into an acceptance of “this is who I am” and the allowance of “this is who I will always be”. The same with the Eve/Female singularity that patterned its awareness, beingness and manifested-singularity to only exist within and as its Eve/Female existence as the circulation, distribution and movement of and as energies; manifesting itself into an acceptance of “this is who I am” and the allowance of “this is who I will always be” – and so within this manifested-decision made within the singularities themselves: this is what they became. In this, the nature of attraction within the context of experience, thus manifested where the two singularities became aware of parts of themselves within each other that they had not seen, realised or understood was existent within and as themselves already – because of the separation from themselves, and within that separation the acceptance and allowance of who they are and will be.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as substance and energy, the physical and the mind, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood:
The interaction between human beings within the nature of the “experience”-dimension of and as Attraction, where: In the Mind’s relationship to the human physical body – within and as the immediate surrounding area of the human being – is manifested the aura/presence of and as the mind’s existence within and as the physical body. That an aura/presence of energy/frequency/vibration of Mind only exists within the Physical Body immediate environment, because of our beingness separation from the physical into and as the Mind, where: if we were to stand in absolute equality and oneness with and as the physical body, this physical existence, our existence would be here in equality and oneness; instead of our presence only manifesting within a minute surrounding in our immediate environment.
Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to see, realise and understand that with this aura/presence manifestation, what must be understood is what our/my existence has become, is the Mind. And thus, everything I experience is what the Mind in fact experience. This can be seen within the interaction between two human beings within the context of attraction in the “experience”-dimension of attraction, where two human beings will within themselves have an “experience” towards each other which is currently defined as being “attraction / sexual attraction” as the energy-experiences within the Mind rise, and equally as one affect/influence the physical body sensations of heart-beat and breathing which has come to be defined within the context of “relationships / love”. When, what this internal, initial Mind-experience within both / either one of the individuals in fact is, is the attraction to/towards what it is within themselves that they’re experiencing within another; or what it is that they haven’t seen, realised in fact already exist within themselves.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how this initial mind-experience within self towards another, manifest when/as the human beings move physically closer-together, and their Minds start experiencing each other’s resonances/auras within the surrounding areas of and as their physical bodies. Where their Minds become aware of the experience of each other’s Auras/Presence. Now, within the Mind Consciousness System manifestation in and as the aura/presence existence: within the very resonance/ripples/reverberations of the Mind within the Physical: contain all the information and energies of what the Mind Consciousness System consist of/as exist. Thus, one can essentially say that the Aura/Presence manifestation, from the Mind’s perspective is a manifested external database of itself, that the Minds in the Physical use to “read” each other. Thus, when/as two human beings manifest themselves in close proximity with each other the two Minds in the Physical will read each other’s existence through “experience” – “experience” which is the movement / resonance / ripples / reverberations of each other’s Aura/Presence that contain the entire database information/manifestation of and as the Mind Consciousness System. In this, for example: Being A’s Mind’s Aura/Presence will merge with Being B’s Mind’s Aura/Presence manifestation and in this merging, with each other’s Aura/Presence/External Mind-Database – the ripples / movements / reverberations will manifest from the Aura/Presence into and as each other’s Minds. Where – the very ripples / movements / reverberations each exist within a unique design so that as they move / ripple / reverberate into and as each other’s Minds, Being A’s Mind, for example will scan and calibrate Being B’s Mind within itself and in that scanning / calibration – cross-reference whether being B’s Mind could be used / merged with, to expand / evolve its own systems, constructs, programmes and designs. When/as Being A’s Mind assess that being B’s Mind hold superior systems, programmes that Being A’s Mind can use to evolve/expand/specify its survival with – Being A’s Mind will utilize the resonances / ripples / reverberations it “experienced” / ‘that moved” into and as itself – contain it within itself and vibrate it at a frequency that will produce a vibration of the entire Mind Consciousness System that the human being in the physical then experience with physical-sensations, heart-beat, short breathing as a mind/physical “excitement” that manifests due to the extent of the Mind’s integration and manifestation into and as the human physical body, that the mind has come to possess/own and manipulate for its own evolution and survival as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to in equality and oneness with and as substance and energy, the physical and the mind, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood how and why:
The Mind of and as Energy evolved, from the beginning of our existence as manifested-singularities in our relationship as energy to substance – where the relationship-forming between two Human Beings as Minds, manifested for the interest of survival as evolution of the Mind Consciousness System. Where the very “experiences” of “attraction” human beings as Minds experience within themselves towards each other – is thus not in fact an “experience” towards the human being as “who they are” – but their existence as the Mind, where the two Minds are in “experience” within themselves for the evolution of their own existence, and thus in this – control the Human Being in and as their Conscious-Mind relationship to the Physical-Body, that “experience” the sensations of “attraction” as a prospective relationship/sexual interaction, when all the while it is in fact the Mind directing the Human into and as a particular-specific relationship/sex for the benefit of its own survival.

In the next post we’ll continue with more detail regarding the evolution of ourselves as manifested-singularities into and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical Body regarding the “experience” of attraction – how and why we never questioned this ‘automatic’ experience that suddenly/unexpectedly manifest within us, without our directive principled decision, but literally blindly and ignorantly fell into it / as with “falling in love” from “attraction” – where “love” has come to be interpreted in the Conscious-Mind according to “experience”, when it is in fact within the context of the existence of the entire Mind Consciousness System as ourselves: the survival of and as the Mind itself. And had in fact never anything to do with who we are with ourselves and each other as actual beings, but everything to do with the Mind ensuring its survival and evolution as Energy – all of which contributed throughout time, to the consequences of the nature of relationships with ourselves, each other and humanity as a whole.

I commit myself to show – how and why, the “experience” of attraction within and as the existence of ourselves as the Mind; is not in fact an “attraction” to/towards another human being within the entirety of ‘who they are’, but what one in fact “experience” as attraction is the manipulation of one’s Mind within and onto the Physical-Body, when/as the Mind has assessed that the other human beings’ Mind can be utilized to evolve its own existence for survival and will so activate the entirety of itself with and as Energy/Vibration to manipulate the Human into submission of energy experience to initiate the process of relationship to sex, so that within and during Sex – the Mind can merge with the Mind of the other human being and so successfully manifest the process of the evolution and thus survival of itself.
(This merging of the Minds within and during Sex is walked in detail within the “What is Sex?” Interview-Series available on EQAFE)

In this, I commit myself to show – how and why most relationships within existence do not/cannot stand, as the very reason/purpose for relationships/sex from within and as the Mind, was only for the survival as evolution of the Mind. And thus that the Mind in fact determines the nature and time of relationships for as long as the Mind itself can benefit from the relationship and sex for its continued existence/evolution/survival process. And thus, with relationships being defined/existent within and as “Energy-Experience” – why/how relationships had not in fact been anything substantial within existence – because they’ve always only been focused on the energy-experiences/possessions human beings can get/have within themselves, from each other. Where, relationships had become possessions of experience within and as our existence as the Mind, instead of an actual agreement/commitment where individuals in fact grow, develop, expand and learn from each other into and as aligning themselves and each other to be/become/really contribute to the lives of others/this existence as a whole.

I commit myself to show, the consequences that has manifested within the existence of relationships for the purposes/evolution of the Mind – for ourselves, each other and humanity as a whole, where we search/seek for relationships based on energy-experiences within ourselves, where within this experience-definition of relationships within and as energy as the Mind: we as human beings had devolved, because we have not in fact throughout time, within our relationships – aligned ourselves in such a way so as to really grow, develop, expand and learn within and as who we are and how we live, but have only aligned ourselves within relationships for the possession of an energy experience. And in that possession – entirely, completely neglected the relationship with ourselves, who we are, our physical bodies and so within and towards this physical existence as a whole, as we have accepted and allowed ourselves to align our living according to energy possessions/experience; and not in fact caring, considering/regarding our relationship with anything/anyone else, let alone ourselves. And thus why/how most of humanity do not in fact care/consider/regard for the global consequences that is existent on this Earth, as all that is cared for, considered/regarded is our own possessions of energy experiences in our own Minds.

I commit myself, to with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, establish first an equal and one relationship/agreement with me in equality and oneness with and as my physical-body, so that I can develop trust with and as me when/as and within making a practical, informed decision within approaching a prospective partner. To so within this, ensure that I am not accepting and allowing myself to Be influenced, Be controlled, Be directed within and as the Mind through experience/energy; as I see, realise and understand that when/as I accept/allow myself to be influenced, controlled and directed by/through the Mind of energy-experience that I am not taking into consideration the actual practical reality, the reality of the human being, because in and as experience – I become possessed within energy. And all I will see is energy and in this energy possession I cannot in fact make a practical reality informed decision within myself and with another human being as me to really see who I am, who they are and who we will/may/can be together in a committed relationship/agreement.
And if/as I am in a relationship – I commit myself to assist and support me, within and as writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application to ensure that within and as my interaction with my partner, I do not accept and allow myself to play the superiority/inferiority games within myself towards them within the nature of relationship-dynamics where the Mind simply seeks/search for energy, but that I always remain stable with breath within speaking and interacting as my process of assisting and supporting me to stop living through energy-experience as the Mind, but in fact live here with and as me in and as my physical body, stopping energy-games, and really get into learning what it means to live.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 69

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The History of Superiority and Inferiority: DAY 69

The Origins of Males and Females - continued

Adam and Eve – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re in and from this post going into more detail regarding the evolution of ourselves as manifested-singularities into and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical Body regarding the “experience” of attraction – how and why we never questioned this ‘automatic’ experience that suddenly/unexpectedly manifest within us, without our directive principled decision, but literally blindly and ignorantly fell into it / as with “falling in love” from “attraction” – where “love” has come to be interpreted in the Conscious-Mind according to “experience”, when it is in fact within the context of the existence of the entire Mind Consciousness System as ourselves: the survival of and as the Mind itself. And had in fact never anything to do with who we are with ourselves and each other as actual beings, but everything to do with the Mind ensuring its survival and evolution as Energy – all of which contributed throughout time, to the consequences of the nature of relationships with ourselves, each other and humanity as a whole.
But, before we can continue with this – what must be understood is the origins of the existence of and as superiority and inferiority as the existence and manifestation of ourselves as the cause that manifested the effect of and as “attraction”.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to within and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, remembered, seen, realised and understood how:
In the beginning, within and as the manifested-singularities themselves, the relationships of superiority and inferiority existed within and as each one of the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities, where the Adam/Male singularities was ‘superior’ within and as their Adam/Male existence of the action of friction/conflict and ‘inferior’ within and as its Eve/Female existence of having the ability to accumulate its energies constantly/consistently into and as the positive-energy experience. And the Eve/Female singularities was ‘superior’ within and as their constancy of positive-energy experience accumulation/manifestation and ‘inferior’ within and as their Adam/Male existence within themselves. With superiority only existing within the context of to/towards what the manifested-singularities invested their awareness into/as – as the Adam/Male singularities’ awareness-investment manifested into and as its friction/conflict action and the Eve/Female singularities’ awareness/investment into and as its energy-accumulation. And inferiority only existing within the context of to/towards what the manifested-singularities had less awareness into/as - as the Adam/Male singularities’ had less awareness-investment manifested into and as its energy-accumulation into and as the positive-energy experience and the Eve/Female singularities’ had less awareness/investment into and as its friction/conflict action of consuming substance to transform into energy. Where both manifested-singularities manifested/patterned themselves/their awareness within and as their beingness/manifestations within and as the acceptance of and as “this is who I am” and the allowance of “this is who I will always be” – and so within this manifested-decision made within the singularities themselves: this is what they became. And so, with the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities existing within and as their acceptance and allowance in their internal/beingness/manifestation relationships between their inferiorities and superiorities: each individually became the cause of the effect that manifested from within and as this acceptance and allowance as: Attraction.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical from the beginning to now, how:
Within and as that very acceptance and allowance of “who I am and will be and so have become” of and as the manifested-singularities – that this moment became the infinite solidification/manifestation of ourselves as beings in and as our relationship as energy/mind to substance/physicality, where: From within and as this moment, the more and more and more the manifested-singularities remained within and as their existence, acceptance and allowance and thus manifestation and experience of and as Energy within and throughout existence – the more and more and more this acceptance and allowance patterned, manifested into and as their beingness and manifestations as it still exist today within, for example the existence of relationships and attraction. Where: a human being come into this physical-existence within and as their inception and conception process as the mind and the physical, and within and during their formative/development years as a child – will pattern and manifest into and as their Mind/Energy-existence their own acceptance and allowance of “who I am and will be” and so “become” the design/manifestation they patterned into and as their Minds within, for example their relationships within themselves of inferiority and superiority. And, so – each human being had come to exist within this internal relationship of inferiorities/superiorities within and as the acceptance, allowance and manifestation of “who I am and will be and so have become”. In this existence of the acceptance, allowance and manifestation of “who I am and will be and so have become” existent within each human being – the cause as ourselves in our separation from/of our own superiorities/inferiorities within ourselves, manifested the effect of and as Attraction. Attraction that exist in all forms of relationships; whether physical/friendship/familial etc. – with the very nature of attraction the recognition of a part/existent manifestation within and as self, that one is experiencing/recognizing within and as another. Where, attraction can thus only exist – when/as self is separated from/of one’s own superiorities/inferiorities within oneself, and the superiorities/inferiorities can only exist within and as accepting and allowing self to continue existing within and as the primary relationship with and as self as the Mind within and as the ‘living statement’ of and as: acceptance of and as “this is who I am” and the allowance of “this is who I will always be” – and so within this manifested-decision made within the ourselves: this is what we became.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, the sound, energy and physical symbolism and manifestation of and as the existence of and as superiority and inferiority as:
SUP-E-RIORITY – with S, the manifestation of sound/substance U, reversed and manifested into and as the P as continuation/manifestation of Energy into and as the manifested-singularity/human being as energy/mind, with the very manifestation of P existent as the individual human standing with the head/brain/mind as Primary existence. Thus – SUP indicate the manifested-singularity/human beings’ primary relationship to energy where that primary relationship with E, as Energy, manifest the RIORITY, as priority of and as the manifested-singularity/human beings’ existence. Therefore, Superiority in its very origins/existence – simply indicate to what of Energy/the Mind – from the manifested-singularities to now, self had a primary relationship to/towards that self prioritized within and as the existence of ‘who I am and will be’ and so have become. As with, for example the Adam/Male singularities – their primary relationship to and as energy was existent within and as the action of and as the friction/conflict, and so in and from this primary-relationship – manifested their very awareness/priority/importance into and as this manifested-existence of and as themselves as the action of and as friction/conflict, which manifested their “who I am and will be”, and so became it completely. And with the Eve/Female singularities - their primary relationship to and as energy was existent within and as the accumulation and constancy of and as the positive-energy experience, and so in and from this primary-relationship – manifested their very awareness/priority/importance into and as this manifested-existence of and as themselves as the accumulation and constancy of and as the positive-energy experience, which manifested their “who I am and will be”, and so became it completely.
Then, within the context of human beings and the Mind, where – whatever self within the relationship with the mind/energy have a primary relationship to, that’s become a priority/importance in who self is and will be and so have become – this will manifest self’s ‘superiority’. Thus, ‘superiority’ is simply to/towards what of self within self, self has a primary relationship to/ most ‘awareness’ within that is existent/become part of the acceptance of ‘who I am’ and allowance of ‘who I will be’ that has become the definition of and as self within and as the Mind.
IN-F-E-RIORITY: With I as the primary existence of the manifested-singularity as Energy, N the continued relationship between Energy and Substance within and as the origins of the relationship between energy and substance, as energy consume substance to transform into energy, that manifest the “I” as the primary existence of Energy itself. And F the awareness separation within and as the manifested-singularity/Mind, with the first line of the F representing the manifested singularity’s/mind’s awareness within and as it highest dimension and the second line of the F representing the manifested singularity’s/mind’s awareness within and as its lowest dimension. Thus, within this existence of INF – is the Energy’s (E) priority (RIORITY) manifested within and as its dimensions of existence/awareness only, that within INFERIORITY, there exist no primary relationship to any particular part/manifestation of and as Energy itself, as it is with Superiority. And thus, the difference in the existence between superiority and inferiority is simply Awareness and a Primary Relationship forming. Where, one will for example exist within and as the context of and as Inferiority within and as that of Self/Mind that self had not developed a primary relationship to/towards and manifested it as part of self’s who I am and will be and have become as self’s ‘Superiority’. Thus, INFERIORITY is essentially the framework of the existence of energy/the mind that consist of/exist as ‘untapped / unused’ energies within and as the dimensions/manifestations of our awareness as energy/the Mind – energies/manifestations of the Mind that we had not yet used/utilized in forming/manifesting a primary relationship to/towards / invested an awareness into/as and manifested into and as our Superiority existence in making it part of our Who I am and Will Be.

This existence of superiority and inferiority we’re walking here is not within the context of the emotional/feeling “experience” of superiority/inferiority – but the Superiority and Inferiority within and as our very existence as manifested-singularities from the beginning and to now as the Mind Consciousness System regarding the superiority and inferiority of what of our relationship to the Mind we have used/manifested our awareness into and as of and as the who I am and will be and so have become (our Superiorities), and what of our relationship to the Mind we have not used/manifested (our Inferiorities). As this existence in our Minds of what exist as superior and inferior within ourselves – is what manifest the relationship and experience of attraction to/towards other human beings; which we will walk in posts to come.
The emotional/feeling relationship to superiority and inferiority evolved from and of this primary existence of ourselves in our Minds in what of ourselves became superior and what of ourselves exist as inferior. Where, the emotional/feeling experience of superiority/inferiority is the indication/reference the Mind use of what within itself is existent within its superior awareness/manifestation and what within itself as the inferior had not yet been utilized to manifest into and as a superior awareness/manifestation. Thus, when for example one ‘feel’ superior – whatever the superior experience is towards within oneself, indicate that that had become part of self’s Ego/existence in the Mind and Physical, and when one for example ‘feel’ inferior that inferiority will be to/towards someone/something as a mirror to/of self that self had not yet manifested within one’s Mind as part of who self is and will be, that self hadn’t yet completely ‘become’ / ‘lived’ within and as the existence of self as the Mind.

We’ll continue more in the next post with having a look at the relationships within and between superiority, inferiority as the Mind and Reactions/Experiences within ourselves – with some practical/tangible examples regarding how this Superior-Inferior existence within ourselves, manifested the nature of attraction and/or resistance within ourselves towards others and so manifested the dimensions/experiences of ‘love and hate’ / ‘like and dislike’ etc. in how we feel / experience ourselves to/towards others, which all originated from/of this original manifestation, acceptance and allowance of and as the superior and inferior relationships/manifestations within ourselves as the Mind.

I commit myself to show – the origins of the existence and experience of attraction and resistance that’s evolved into the vocabulary/definition of love and hate / like and dislike that we experience within our Physical-Mind’s, which originated within and as and from the relationships within ourselves within and between our own Superiorities and Inferiorities within and as our Minds. That, within and behind the existence and experience of love and hate and like and dislike is simply the dynamics of attraction and resistance, originating from within and as one’s own Mind in relation to the manifestation of the relationships of superiorities and inferiorities within ourselves. And thus that love and hate and like and dislike – where the difference between ‘loving someone’ and ‘liking someone’ is simply the velocity/frequency/vibration of the Mind’s attraction experience when/as the Mind sees that it will benefit from a relationship with another Mind/Human Being. And the difference between ‘hating someone’ and ‘disliking someone’ is simply the velocity/frequency/vibration of the Mind’s resistance experience when/as the Mind sees that it cannot/will not benefit from a relationship with another Mind/Human Being and will so initiate/manifest the experience of resistance.

In this, I commit myself to show how the polarities of love and hate / like and dislike – are Mind-Induced energetic-experiences, existent within and behind them their origins of the Mind’s relationship/existence within and as attraction and resistance, where our very experiences of love and hate / like and dislike, is and never has been an actual physical, practical equal and one decision made by self to experience; but is/always has been controlled, manipulated and influenced by/through the Mind for its own purposes/intentions of evolution as survival. And thus, within this what each human being will face within themselves within this existence – that the love and hate / like and dislike we’ve experienced within ourselves towards others is/has never been self-honest / real; because it’s always been dependent on only the Mind’s evolution as survival. And in this, thus – that no definition/experience of ‘love’, for example is/has been ‘valid’ – as the very origins of the existence of the words/definitions of love is/as been energy as the Mind, that has been utilizing the words, experiences and so controlled behaviour of ‘love’ as ‘attraction’ to evolve itself to survive as Energy and Experience.

I commit myself to show – the reality of the existence of ‘love’ as ‘evol’ / ‘evil’, as mentioned – everything’s in reverse, where the reality of the existence of ‘love’ as ‘attraction’ as the evol/evil it in fact is, is physically proven within and as the manifestation of the ‘law of attraction’ / ‘the secret’, where human beings will participate in the current existence and manifestation of the World-System of Money, hoarding money and resources to only themselves, their own survival and evolution of material possessions / professions within this World, where for them to GET, they TAKE. And within and as how this World System of Money is set-up – for some to have, others will not have, where the Elite/minority in this world is/has been hoarding money and resources to only themselves, taking from billions of human beings starving and struggling in poverty, famine, starvation and war. Where the law of attraction, those participating in it – is equally as one responsible for those starving/struggling in this World-System of Money’s relationship to this Physical Existence; as for them to have, from other’s will be taken. And so it exists within the nature of ‘love’ as ‘attraction’ within ourselves in our Mind’s relationship to the Physical Body, where – for the Mind to have/get its evolution/survival in upgrading itself within/through relationships/sex initiated within/through the experience of attraction, it takes/hoards energy/resources from and of the very Physical Body.
And so, instead of human beings in fact living love as equality and oneness in bringing about a solution for what’s best for all in this physical existence, love in this way in fact being physical, practical and real – human beings in this world system, within for example the law of attraction – only consider/regard their own survival/evolution with money and material possessions. As with relationships/sex – where love is simply just the survival/evolution of the Mind within the interest of having/possessing the / a ‘experience’ – instead of relationships becoming platforms/commitments where individuals really in fact assist and support themselves and each other to learn, grow, expand and develop to be/become individuals with a purpose aligned within this entire world in equality and oneness to be able to contribute to this world and the lives of all of humanity for a better/equal and one life for all.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 70

The Advent of Religion: DAY 70

The Origins of Males and Females - continued

Adam and Eve – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing walking the relationships within and between superiority, inferiority as the Mind and Reactions/Experiences within ourselves – with some practical/tangible examples regarding how this Superior-Inferior existence within ourselves, manifested the nature of attraction and/or resistance within ourselves towards others and so manifested the dimensions/experiences of ‘love and hate’ / ‘like and dislike’ etc. in how we feel / experience ourselves to/towards others, which all originated from/of this original manifestation, acceptance and allowance of and as the superior and inferior relationships/manifestations within ourselves as the Mind.
But, before we continue – we’ll first have a look at the nature and manifestation of ourselves as Religion / the Religion of Self/Mind/Energy, from the beginning to now regarding how and why relationships of attraction had been accepted and allowed to exist throughout existence, never questioned, investigated/introspected – despite the evidence that attraction/relationships had not in any way contributed to the life of an individual or all within this existence in equality and oneness, but only contributed to the perpetuation of consequence.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realise and understood how:
From the beginning, as manifested-singularities – had accepted and allowed myself to automatically be directed by/through energy-experience, where within and as the Adam/Male-singularity’s movement to/towards the Eve/Female singularity within and as the relationship/existence of ‘attraction’ of and as the Eve/Female singularities’ superior existence/manifestation into and as the positive-energy experience accumulation, that was the Adam/Male singularities’ inferior existence: The Adam/Male singularity did in no way question/introspect this attraction to/towards the Eve/Female singularity, but immediately automatically followed the pull/attraction experience to/towards the Eve/Female singularity. And with the Eve/Female singularity – accepted and allowed this relationship-forming/manifestation/merging with and as the Adam/Male singularity in and from the beginning, within and as the equal and one attraction to/towards the Adam/Male’s intensity existent within and as its Aura/Presence manifestation of and as the Adam/Male’s dominant awareness into and as the friction/conflict action ‘power and strength’. Where the Eve/Female automatically accepted and allowed the movement closer and closer and closer that manifested them into and as the Oneness of the Aura/Presence manifestation and the Equality of and as the external positive-energy experience interpretation, which neither questioned/introspected but automatically accepted and allowed due to/because of the EXPERIENCE of energy existence within and as it.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how – from the beginning, I have accepted and allowed myself to be automatically be directed by/through EXPERIENCE of and as Energy within me. Within this – proving that my existence is and has become the EXPERIENCE of me as Energy, even separate from and of Energy-itself, because: if I was ever in fact equal and one with and as Energy-itself from the beginning to now as the Mind, I would’ve seen, realised and understood the consequences of and as the existence of me as Energy/Mind in my relationship to Substance/Physicality. But, because I had been from the beginning – even separate from Energy-itself, with my awareness only existent within and as the EXPERIENCE of energy-itself: I had not ever directly seen, realised and understood – from the beginning, the consequences my relationship as Energy had manifested to me as Substance. And so – my existence became that of automated experience following, while the consequences of the actual relationship of energy/mind to substance/physicality continued manifesting within me and my existence from that moment as the emergence/manifestation of and as the manifested-singularities of and as me.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to remember, see, realise and understand how from the Beginning – my manifestation/creation of me manifested from acceptance and allowance, cause and effect as CONSEQUENCE, where I had never in fact directly created me in and as awareness of and as equality and oneness with who I am in relationship to me and all of existence. But because I had been existent as Energy-Experience, separated from Energy itself and Substance itself – existence manifested through and as CONSEQUENCE as the separation of me from my directive-principled living/AWARENESS of me in equality and oneness with and as Life/Substance/Existence. And so – I, as all had become CONSEQUENCE-manifest, which is why we do not in fact see, realise and understand how we had manifested ourselves in our relationship to ourselves as the Mind and the Physical within ourselves, and had not ever questioned, investigated, introspected this relationship/manifestation within and of ourselves, from the beginning to now: as one will never question/investigate/introspect what is/always has been one’s ‘automated existence/possession’ within and as the relationships of acceptance and allowance, because within that relationship of acceptance and allowance, is the abdication of direct responsibility, of direct equality and oneness. As seen within and as the beginning within and as the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities that manifested themselves within and as the acceptance of “who I am” and allowance of “this is who I will be” – which is what they thus manifested themselves into/as and became as the existence of themselves. That this relationship of ourselves in and as acceptance and allowance, within the acceptance and allowance of our inferiorities and superiorities from the beginning to now: restricted and so enslaved us/ourselves into and as our very natures as energy and mind – to simply accept and allow ourselves/mind, from the beginning to now – without question/introspection/investigation as it manifested the self-religious belief/possession of ‘who I am and always will be and so have become’; where from that moment of the development of our self-religion we have lived in faith and trust within and as our energy-experiences, not seeing/realising/understanding the direct consequences our self-religion manifested within ourselves and existence as a whole from the beginning to now.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – remember, see, realise and understand the energy, sound and physical symbolism within and as the word Religion, as:
RELI-G-I-O-N: A relic/image and likeness (RELI) of and as G (God/Energy-Authority) that has become the I as Individual/Ego/Mind in and as the Infinity (O) of and as the historical/original continued relationship between and within Energy and Substance (N). Thus, from the beginning as manifested-singularities in our relationship of and as energy to substance, to now as the relationship of and as the Mind to the Physical-Body – had become the Living/Existent Religion of and as ourselves, as the IGod that we had come to exist-as as Consciousness/Energy-Authority – existing within and as the Word/Manifestation of God/Energy-Authority as the Acceptance and Allowance of who we are and will be and so have become – never thus questioning, investigating, introspecting our own existence/origins and the very consequences we manifested from the beginning to now – as we’ve become the Living Possession as Religion as God/Energy-Authority in blind faith of and as the Energy-Experiences of and as ourselves.
Equal-to and One-with what Religions have become within and as this Physical-Existence – individuals following / living for and in a Religion in blind faith according to an internal experience of attraction, never questioning, investigating and introspecting self and the consequences self’s internal and external living manifest within self and this existence as a whole. As the very manifestation of Religion is existent within and as the Word/Manifestation of God/Authority as the Acceptance and Allowance of ‘this is who you are and will be and so will become’, becoming the Living Possession as Religion in blind faith of and as the Energy-Experiences within and as themselves – blind to the Physical-Reality and possessed in Experience/Mind/Energy faith.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood:
The relationship between our self-religious existence as Energy and Energy-experience, from the beginning as manifested-singularities to now as human beings in and as the Mind, where: the existence and experience of “attraction” is and has been, a manifested part and evidence of and as our self-religious existence as Energy/Energy-Experience. Where we still to this day, within and as “blind faith” follow energy-experience automatically, without question, investigation and introspection within and as the acceptance and allowance relationship to the Religion of Self/Mind/Energy within and as ‘who I am and will be and so have become’ as the Bible we live by and as of ourselves. And in this – why and how Human Nature had not throughout existence in fact ever changed – as each one individually, from the beginning as manifested-singularities to now as Human Beings – have been existing within and as the Religion of Self as Energy/Consciousness – existing in blind-faith of energy experience; never questioning, investigating and introspecting ourselves. Which is why and how we’ve never in fact found/established a solid/eternal solution within existence in our relationships towards ourselves, each other and this physical existence as a whole: As we have never in fact faced the Problem that is/always has been our existence in and as our acceptance and allowance of who we are and will be and have become as the Mind/Consciousness/Energy. And as long as this do not change: no-one and thus nothing in this existence will ever change as will be shown as we continue walking our self-forgiveness process within this Blog: how we have manifested ourselves and this existence within and as this primary relationship/existence of ourselves as acceptance and allowance that has become us as the religious manifestation of blind faith in ourselves as energy/energy experience as God, and in this Blindness – never seeing/realising/understanding the direct consequences we have manifested/created, and in this Faith – never seeing/realising/understanding ourselves as the direct cause of and as the effect as consequence that manifested within this existence as a whole.

I commit myself to show – how and why, each one individually, each human being in this world – is existing within and as the Religion of Self/Mind/Energy, as each one of us individually had not yet in fact walked our process of questioning, introspecting and investigating the totality of and as ‘who we are and have become’ within and as the existence of and as our acceptance and allowance as the Mind. And so are each individually directly responsible for the consequences that continue manifesting within and as this physical-existence, because the more we as individuals continue accepting and allowing energy-experiences, without question, introspection and investigation – we’re existing in and as Blind Faith of and as the Mind/Energy in and as our own God-Consciousness existence, blinded to the consequences we manifest in our own bodies every moment we exist in the Mind, as we’re possessed in Faith of the energy experiences that the Mind manifest FOR us within ourselves. And that as long as we exist as this – Blinded in Faith within Possession of Self-Religion: the consequences we’re directly responsible for in ourselves and this existence will not and cannot change.

I commit myself to show – how, the External Religions represent the internal existence of and as ourselves, and blaming Religions for the perils/consequences of this physical-existence will make no difference, because Religions externally only exist because we’ve within ourselves become the very living manifested Religion – as we blindly follow the lead of energy-experience in faith/trust without question, investigation and introspection. Possessed within and as our own Godhood/Mind/Energy-Authority within and as the acceptance and allowance of and as who we are and will be and thus have become without change. That, the external manifestations of and as religions – represent and mirror the exact internal manifestations of and as ourselves as Religion and that Religions in itself is not to blame/responsible for who we are / will be and become: it is ourselves within the Decisions we make within and as ourselves in every moment of breath that we live. And at the moment – we’ve accepted and allowed EXPERIENCE to dictate our decisions/living within and as our Self/Mind/Energy-Religion that’s come to manifest the consequences for/as individual human beings and humanity as a whole.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me in and as my process of questioning, introspection and investigation into and as myself as the Mind, to finally for myself see/realise/understand the extent of my possession into and as my Godhood/Consciousness existence of and as energy-experience. To within and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support me out of my possession/energy-experience self-religious controlled acceptance and allowance and into and as an individual that in every moment can trust me that I am in fact making the decision of who I am in and as self-awareness.
And so I commit myself to align this decision of who I am to and as my process of assisting and supporting me to walk out of my Religion as Consciousness and Energy-Experience of blind faith, and into and as equal and one living here in every moment of breath, in and as Self-Awareness – instead of my own accepted and allowed brain/mind religious-washing of and as Energy and Energy experience controlling who I am that’s only manifested consequence, and so finally direct me, my life and my living for me as all as me in and as equality and oneness here as the ‘who I am’ of and as self-awareness of and as Life.