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Day 27 – Words
Hello! I’d like to talk about words today. Because words are just words, and it’s the person behind who really creates the living words. What is the difference between words and living words? A living word is something that you work with everyday, to bring to yourself, in every aspect, to see how you can create that word for yourself to make it more alive. And then we have words, empty of life words, that are words that any person can speak about, like if they owned the words.
Words are not there to be owned, words are there so you can give, and help them grow. A living word is something you stand for everyday, it’s something alive, that can change, and grow up or die. We have people believing that they are the words they speak, but a living word, it’s not something that even exists, there is no prove for it, only the eyes that don’t see can know if a word exists or not, and not even then you should trust a word, words are just words.
What I like about Desteni is, you will find there something honest, it’s not any thing, it’s a place where people walk a real process, only about themselves, and they will then share it with the rest of the world, and this balance is in the people that commit to walk their process and be self-honest, that is what I like about this community of people, you can trust them, you can never really know if you can trust a person or not, but if I had to create an opinion, you can trust in Desteni. But don’t trust anything, don’t trust anybody, don’t trust me, walk your process, follow yourself, see to where that leads.
So, I was helping my brother, and I saw his words, and I thought, it’s interesting how you are saying these words, and these words are nothing, you are not alive in them, you are using the words, you want something from the words, the words make you who you are. A person who use the words like that, it’s a person that you can not trust. He will only love his words, and he will use your words, to see if there is something to add to himself. We, people, can share everything we want, we can share our hearts, but never do it for other person, you never know if that person is going to use your words, or is going to create his own words with the help of yours. And why would you even trust something? Your focus is on your process, each person is a process. Share your words unconditionally, as parts of your self. Only your words exist.
So, my brother, I tried to teach him that words mean nothing when you are not alive in them, that knowledge is of the mind, and the importance is in what you do everyday to be self-honest, there is never a point where you can say: this is me I am done I will stop self-honesty in this sentence; no, self-honesty must be in the totality of you, because if not it’s not real. And only you are going to bring you to yourself, who do you want to be for yourself? Do you want to pretend that you are something else, something more, something greater? You can create any fantasy with your words. But the truth of you exists within you, and the more truth you see about how you really work behind yourself, the more truth you will find, so if you think that oh my god you have positive words, you have the absolute truth, you have the power, the knowledge, you found something to keep, you can judge, if you think that you are hidding your responsability, and your words will never be honest, you can say a lot of different combinations of words, and they will never mean anything, not for me or for anyone, but for yourself. Have you realized what is every word? It’s too much for you, it’s more simple to just say it and avoid the responsability.
I say this because I am doing my best, to discover who I am within the words I speak, and when I see you like if you were something of value, judging everything but yourself, I know that you are not being honest. And I wish you start your process, because it’s a long journey to discover who we are, and the moments you avoid self-responsability they exist within you.
I shared with you who I am within the words I speak, I shared myself. Are you going to realize yourself? To stop seeing the “treasure” and start seeing the honesty? I doubt it, but I hope so. It’s up to you my friend. I am already taking responsability for who I am.
You didn’t thank me, and you never will, I know it, I knew it before I even talked to you about who I am and how I live. Your words mean nothing to me, your words mean nothing to yourself, I hope that someday you starting sharing with yourself, and you create something honest, something that is one, and that works the same in every situation, and I will never have a way to know, and that doesn’t matter, what will matter is that you are you within the words you speak. I have failed to, a lot, but responsability is always there, specially when you are shown.
Until then, you are the one who will suffer the consecuences, you are that that you create. You share what you are, nothing else can be shared, remember that. And be responsable for yourself, even if you don’t want, you are, that is your power. Don’t waste your life. I am going to say goodbye to you beause, I trusted that you were something you are not, and I don’t have reasons to trust anything, you should be free. Anyway, you are welcome, because there is people who really need my words, and it’s not you. And I don’t blame you, but I have to say goodbye. And anyway, you are happy because you perceive yourself as a “trasure”, enjoy it yourself, because I won’t feed that.
I wasted my time, but I didn’t! Because I am self-honest, it’s curious.