Lex´s writing to freedom ...

[Maite]

Cool Lex - I suggest you also share your self-forgiveness on the point of friends and how friends are used for self-interested purposes - as this is a point that many face in their life.

[Lex23]

Cool Lex - I suggest you also share your self-forgiveness on the point of friends and how friends are used for self-interested purposes - as this is a point that many face in their life.

To write about "friends" i have to explain myself a little bit more:

I am used to be a person which feels comfort with other people around. So in former time, i usually had many people around me most of the time. Many people around often meant fun to me, but after a while problems where rising!
And so i had in the past years some bad experiences with socalled "friends".

In my case its not to blame someone, but it is a selfcorrection i take to thin out the people i know. So therefore i can use my energy more efficent for real intents.

... like work on myself to reprogramm my behaves, to find a job from which i can live and support my projects, ...

[Marlen]

To write about "friends" i have to explain myself a little bit more:

I am used to be a person which feels comfort with other people around. So in former time, i usually had many people around me most of the time. Many people around often meant fun to me, but after a while problems where rising!
And so i had in the past years some bad experiences with socalled "friends".

Cool, you got the basics to use these points to apply Self Forgiveness for which means: self-forgiving the way you have defined yourself while being with other people, what they meant and the reactions that came up when problems arose. You can take one of those 'bad experiences,' write out the memory then the Self-Forgiveness

In my case its not to blame someone, but it is a selfcorrection i take to thin out the people i know. So therefore i can use my energy more efficent for real intents.

Yes, Self-Forgiving is you-taking-responsibility for what you accepted and allowed to exist in your world in relation to friends, meaning How you lived 'friendships' and how they defined You.

Describe also that 'thin out people' process so that you see who you are in that game you know you play toward others.

Using energy is at all times defining you as the mind. To move as the physical means moving here-as-breath, directing yourself as your physical body and mind in every moment = you don't require 'energy' for such intents. Therefore, you can write about how you have defined yourself about energy itself and share to see what comes up as definitions, ideas, beliefs and associations with regards to 'what moves you' in your every day living.

... like work on myself to reprogramm my behaves, to find a job from which i can live and support my projects, ...

Cool, those are practical-living considerations, the 'reprogramming' comes after you've Self-Forgiven the points, otherwise is like trying to write a new code without erasing the old one = it will not compute.

If you have any questions with regards to this, let us know.

[Lex23]

Cool, you got the basics to use these points to apply Self Forgiveness for which means: self-forgiving the way you have defined yourself while being with other people, what they meant and the reactions that came up when problems arose. You can take one of those 'bad experiences,' write out the memory then the Self-Forgiveness

The point in the whole 'friend' thing is that much of my resources (be it money, energy i invested or things that are mine - with the intention to be used with other´s, but not destroyed by them) get burned for nothing.

It's my intention to not think that things that are mine are only for me, so i already live a little bit the way of equality and all is one.

[Lindsay]

Cool Lex -

However, as Marlen suggested, suggest to apply self-forgiveness on the points to support yourself in the 'reprogamming' process:

Cool, those are practical-living considerations, the 'reprogramming' comes after you've Self-Forgiven the points, otherwise is like trying to write a new code without erasing the old one = it will not compute.

It's my intention to not think that things that are mine are only for me, so i already live a little bit the way of equality and all is one.

So here, you can also take this 'intention' and write out how you will practically live this intention in a real, tangible way that is a Living Expression of Equality and Oneness.

[Lex23]

selfforgivness related to friends, going out, consuming:

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define me over friends.
Therefore i was used to have many people around me, with some i had differences and my resources have shrunken.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not approve myself without reserve.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not set goals for myself, instead i took goals from the 'fun society'.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself partly to consume too much useless trash in the 'consume shrine'.

Through this i wasted much resources of mine !!

[Lex23]

selfforgivness related to friends, going out, consuming:

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define me over friends.
Therefore i was used to have many people around me, with some i had differences and my resources have shrunken.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not approve myself without reserve.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not set goals for myself, instead i took goals from the 'fun society'.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself partly to consume too much useless trash in the 'consume shrine'.

Through this i wasted much resources of mine !!

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have lived only for going out at weekends.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself that i had no other goals.
Therefore i now have reflected myself and set my own goals for the future.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to run in the hamster wheel of society for going out and consuming much useless junk.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to watch to much TV, so I was brainwashed to buy more stuff.
In future i will dry out my TV use to only watch real important things like documentations over nature and cultures.

[Lex23]

friends, the real enemies !!

I want to write today about the experience another nice guy had, which is mostly the same i had with socalled friends. This i want to write about, cause many destonians meant if man has bad experiences with friends, it is always the fault of man.
And this is truely not right !!
It is also not right that always others are guilt, this both are extremes that in reality don't exist.
This nice guy i want to write about is homeless and from last year to this he saved money from his ribs to be able to buy two generators, turntables, mixer and loudspeakers. Now socalled friends asked him if he could borrow them the generators, so they can make a party. He was so nice, i think he borrowed them for no money, and now is the third week he can phone them to get his generators back. Everytime there is another lousy excuse why he can't have his property back !!

And this is not the fault of the nice guy, its the fault of the socalled friends inspired by the fuck capitalistic system !!!

[Anna]

Hi Lex. Cool that you're opening the point up as each writing expands on the point and as such one starts getting to the core of such a personality pattern, where one sees that one were participating in activities that had no actual real value but where one were only 'running the hamster wheel of consumerism'.

A point to consider:

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to watch to much TV, so I was brainwashed to buy more stuff.
In future i will dry out my TV use to only watch real important things like documentations over nature and cultures.

All TV and entertainment, including 'serious' programs and documentaries are created in the same frame of consumerism, but according to people's preferences, there are various types of entertainment, also according to how people define themselves. So it is not that documentaries about culture and nature are necessarily 'more important' than watching TV series or reality TV-shows. In fact all of it is reflections of ourselves, through which we can learn about ourselves. So the point is more to change 'who' we are within for example watching TV. So I suggest to have a look at possible judgments, ideas and points of morality that you can see you've held towards specific types of TV or entertainment.

I want to write today about the experience another nice guy had, which is mostly the same i had with socalled friends. This i want to write about, [b]cause many destonians meant if man has bad experiences with friends, it is always the fault of man.

Can you expand on this point on the Destonians? It is not entirely clear to me what you mean.

Thanks for sharing Lex!

[Lex23]

friends, the real enemies !!

I want to write today about the experience another nice guy had, which is mostly the same i had with socalled friends. This i want to write about, cause many destonians meant if man has bad experiences with friends, it is always the fault of man.
And this is truely not right !!
It is also not right that always others are guilt, this both are extremes that in reality don't exist.

@Anna:

I reread my thread here and i couldn't find here the statement of destonians i wrote about, but then i must have read it in some thread of others here in 'Writing myself to freedom'. I am now on the 3rd page, reading from the latest to the earliest posts here.

But thanks for support anyway, know this meant no blame, it only meant it's not true for me that all fault is because of me nor because of other's !!