Have you considered asking yourself what is it that you are really looking for here with your question? There's really no one here that is able to tell you what to do or not to do, it seems as if you're looking for approval to follow a path that you already know can be worked out by stopping fueling your desires, fantasies and addictions. Therefore I invite you to reconsider altogether what is it that you are aiming at with posting this information here on how to not support you, but how to further your addictions, that means also doing what has been suggested to you by Carlton as well.
So it's entirely up to you to see what you decide to do and what you follow in your own mind, this forum is to share support to walk through these points, therefore, where do you stand in relation to that, are you willing to actually invest the time it takes to support yourself or not?
You can ask yourself this before writing it out, see what it is that you are aiming at here with asking for support, what kind of support are you first willing to do and walk for yourself and according to that, then consider the kind of questions you are placing here and realizing that we are not here to give perspectives on what you can do, can only give perspectives on the writing process you are - or haven't yet decided - to do for yourself.