Cool so here, you realized the Design of how you coped and dealt with a Negative Experience such as feeling alone, through talking yourself out of it, utilizing Positive Thinking."Loneliness when physically alone"
I forgivemyself for allowing and accepting myself to use feelings and positive thinking within thoughts to induce negative emotions when alone, when I do this I fulfill polarity and become a battery for the system.
Cool, I suggest investigating the word 'Preference' and within that, what we base our preferences on."Missing somone or something"
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to attach value based in polarity on the people or things around me. The polarity is my preferences, what I attach value to, wether family, or material object's.
Note here, that this statement is taint with self judgement and specifically the words: "And it makes me sick"."Qualities or attributes"
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my own delusions as real, I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to abuse others based on what they have, my entire experience within consciousness is based in self interest and it makes me sick.
Why do you 'have to' stop the mind, what is your opinion and/or believe regarding stopping the mind? what is your starting point in the desire to stop the mind?"Giving ego establishment"
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself a prison where I hide because of negative emotions that I power through positive feelings, I will no longer allow this! Because I see what I do, I know I will stop the mind within this physical body, because I have too, why does something so simple made complicated.
Luc, i suggest going further within exploring and investigating these points.I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel lonely when certain qualities or attributes are no longer available to my ego, my preferences.
Utilizing positive thoughts.. interesting.
Luc, how is your progress with this point? do you require any additional support?Thank you.
ok, attributes with-in the contexts of characters/personalities. People have their own personalities/characters, l have my own perception/belief, of what their personality is, giving it life within my thoughts, what I do with what's presented to me as personality/characters matters I shape with thoughts a belief of why I want/need/desire them in my life.
Maya, I'm going through a consequence That I have allowed and accepted, its... difficult because of a whole bunch of ego shit, which is what but a pile of shit? Then what? I mean look at our earth look at what I have allowed. so I must walk this, alone literally, I have done this, all of it, its me. I am in the descend lite course, I will keep up with that till I am clear, then I will write here, thanks Maya, Anna, everyone walking their process.
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