I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become ignorant to the plight of other people around me when i go into a form of emotional stress or anxiety and thus make everything about me and what i am experiencing, instead of seeing, realizing, and understanding that even in such a state i am responsible to get myself back to stability and assist and support myself to stand within myself in self responsibility to change myself to become part of the solution.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to still look at myself from the perspective as a child and that i am still at a stage in my self and my process that i don't know better, that i need more time, that i am just so this or so that, when in reality i am postponing the understanding, commitment, and dedication it will take to not only walk self stability for me by living words that are best and stopping the worst of myself playing out, but also for others around me who i have the potential to assist and support as well.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to still want to be in the child stage and postpone my process of really stepping up within myself and moving myself in a way of self accountability and taking on responsibilities that otherwise i would resist.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into an experience of self indulgence where i will only think about myself and so harm others through emotional movements either tacitly or directly and so create more conflict and upheaval then if i was a stable being taking responsibility and living solutions that will support what is best for all.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire attention, desire people to give me advice, words of wisdom, and compliments to feel good about myself and the path i am on instead of standing within this point for myself through living my misstakes and changing myself within it to stand in self trust and thus make decision based on this trust rather then cower in fear and let the fear dictate who i am and eventually cause compromise.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not stand in others shoes in the best of my ability and within this find ways and means to go deeper and more intimate equally as how i do with myself as i continually walk this process for myself so i know who i am and thus can relate to others and we can learn from each other in a way of support as equals and so support in solutions rather then making it about ego and competition and thus allowing ignorance to supersede what could be created in our /self's highest potential(s).
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become angry at myself for being ignorant and harming others in my life when others really needed support and understanding and care as they were hurting and in pain and sick, and thus i could have been a support rather then a burden.
So i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself in these moments of anger and reaction toward others based on following my thoughts and emotions harm others in a way of abuse in my words and through my emotions and so ruin the opportunity to support with change for the better that could be if i took a breath, realigned to the physical, and find a way to solve the issue/problem within myself and within my enviroment.
I commit myself to when i see i go into an ignore-rant within myself toward my world, i let go of the energy movement immediately, take a breath, and release the thought flow that is fueling the desire to harm.
I commit myself to live the word equal life, patiences, under-standing who another is through asking questions and understand within myself who i would be if i where in there shoes, and also i commit myself to live the world solution where i find ways and create ways to support people to find change within self and their lives through living as an example and sharing examples that has supported me.
I commit myself to let go of self indulgence and push more physical everyday movement, focusing on breath and what i am doing here, the moment to moment actions, focusing on physical living within a practical flow.