I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to judge the seemingly bad or negative parts of my mind such as me being mean and critical towards myself and others.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become emotional about the way in which my mind brings up content and in what contexts i go into a reaction pattern believing i should be better as an ideal desire to be perfect, when i see, realize, and understand that in reality, in real time, it is going to take a process of understanding myself within the pattern, releasing it through self forgiveness, and walking the change required.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create an ideal version of myself in my mind and go into anger and resentment toward myself for not being this.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to polarize my behavior in the physical as something that has to be a specific way and thus create energy around who i am instead of embracing it as me, getting to know myself within it, letting go of the judgments as polarities, and through the forgiveness walking what it is i learned about myself and want to live in a better way for not only myself, but for everyone.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be hard on myself because i have misunderstood this to be a strength, when i see, realize, and understand it is actually diminishing as it creates an outflow of polarity as being bad and thus seeking out the good which i get through feedback from others rather then living this 'good' as myself and recognizing and thus knowing myself as the 'bad' which i learn and have understood within self investigation and self trust that it's not best for me and thus should be discontinued as this is what makes sense.
I commit myself to embrace all of who i am by accepting it as me at the moment i see i want to judge it, and moving slower within it to learn about myself and understand the pattern without reaction.
I commit myself in this process of embracing support myself through living the words gentle, kind, care, and consideration as i realize i am doing this for the betterment of myself and to change my living which i recognize as an honorable point to walk and thus i respect and show appreciation to myself for standing in such a walk.
I commit myself to recognize and take care of myself through understanding my strengths and weaknesses and recognizing the progress i have made and understanding that i am walking a process which takes time and thus live here within breath and live equal and one to what is here as i walk and change.