I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be irritated with noise.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that noise is a physical outflow of points in this physical existing that is a fact of equations creating whatever noise that is occurring, it's all physical and real.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into emotion and cause harm and abuse to my physical body and potentially others through reaction instead of breathing, using common sense, and understanding that the noise is me and thus i embrace it as me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge noises as inferior and less then silence.
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see silence in positive feelings as calm, peaceful, and comfortable and noise as negative as irritating, disruptive, and offensive.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to within this only be considering and caring about my own comfort and interest in the moments of the noise wanting to be in the positive as these words calm, peaceful, and silent and blaming the noise for taking this away from me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame noise and thus the beings making the noise as if it is there fault, instead of seeing, realizing, and understanding it's not an emotional issue it is physical and thus is not to be reacted to but understood and supported into solution if possible and accepted as a part of what is here.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create the idea that i can only live these words calm, peaceful and silent when i am in the presence of a quiet enviroment and then react when it is not this way.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be dependent on quiet environments for my comfort and feeling of calm instead of realizing i can live these words within myself as i am here in whatever space that i am in.
I commit myself to move into the living words of embrace as i accept my environments i live in realizing that i am equal and one to what is here as all are life as the physical and through taking self responsibility i can direct myself in which way i see best.
i commit myself to live the word breath and silence as i move within in myself focusing on the breath and quieting down my thoughts and my emotions by releasing the energy through my body back to the earth grounding my awareness and self within and into my physical breath here as a mechanism and support to slow myself down and be here.
I commit myself to live the words calm and peace as i move into a grateful pace where i slow down within myself and if possible in my enviroment appreciating what is here as my living enviroment giving me life, supporting me in each moment even to the air i breath, and realizing we all here are supporting each other and we all are part of the same family and thus require equal respect and care as life one and equal as self.
I commit myself to live the word patience as i move into the realization and humbleness that we all are life and are potential of the best is here always and thus i pay attention within patiences and remain focused on the essence of who i am as life in the best and equally so in all others i meet, and thus support to reach common ground and create solutions that'll benefit all.