I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the current world system for the state of the world's experience as chaos, corruption, and dishonesty.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame any member of this world either politician or any other member of this enviroment on this earth.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to find fault in others behavior or ways of existing.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to not in all moments take these thoughts and experience of wronged, harm, and abuse onto me back to myself realizing, seeing, and understanding everything i am blaming others for i am doing the exact same within me, existing in chaos in moments of challenge and dishonesty, existing in corruption in my thoughts towards others and toward myself in the secrets of my mind of harm and all sorts of abuse, and dishonesties such as where my mind goes in rage and anger toward my world and the people in it and do harm.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility to take care of myself within my mind, stopping all forms of abuse in thought, word, and deed, and correcting my living to stand as a being of life, not accepting and allowing any abuse unto any part of what is here as i realize that i have created it.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from what is here as the creation of this world believing that blame and anger is going to make things better or just have it all go away, when i see, realize, and understand that it will not as i do not go away within myself, i am always here, i am always facing the chaos, i am always facing the corruption, and i am always facing my dishonesties within me, it is always here, i can not esape until i decide to change and live in a different way.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is impossible to live in a different way, a way of self responsibility absolutely in every moment of breath, and thus stand within integrity into the root of my very being, where i stand within who i am and say til here no further, i stop the abuse within me and i direct myself in breath into solutions that are best for all no matter what it takes and how long, i walk this as and into creation as i walk it and live it within myself as my own internal responsibility, change, and stand for and as the life that is here and is self.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into self pity and self inferiority where i accept and allow fear to direct me of facing what i have created or facing death or facing the evilness that i have created in my world, when i see, realize, and understand that the only way to create myself here and find solutions to what is not working and causing harm is bringing myself back to grace as a gratefulness to exist within and as myself and my living, i see, realize, and understand i must walk through my manifested consequence that i have created, stand within self forgiveness and self honesty, understand myself as the dishonesty, and change into a being who is correcting this dishonesty into a way of solution, that brings union to all in the best way possible.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to harm, torture, and abuse life as i have done this within myself as my very thoughts and actions i have accepted to live out and thus exist as in my day to day living - abusing myself, my body, and many that i meet.
I commit myself to stand within the humbleness of these realizations of what i have done to myself as life, to this existence as life, and thus from the bottom, build myself back up into a being that lives integrity, self honesty, self responsibility, and solutions that will sustain and be best for all life forever more.
I commit myself to stand absolute within my commitment to live here in breath and find solutions to this world as i find the solutions within myself to stand within integrity and pride for who i am and how i exist in this reality as an equal part that gives care and stops all abuse within and without.
I commit myself to not give up on myself and so all life in who we really are as life substance here and able to emerge to in fact create and in deed bring heaven to earth. I walk this until it is done for all life equal and one.
I commit myself to live on the planet, where i participate as a plus one to create a plan(it) to give direction and living examples of who we are as life and so design what is necessary to bring heaven to earth and create this here until it's done.