Daily Self Forgiveness

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Re: Daily Self Forgiveness

Postby Garbrielle » 03 Apr 2017, 05:13

Day 20

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame my mom for not listening to me when i was a child, when i see, realize, and understand i don’t know at all where my mom was at and how she would function in such a scenario and who she was in her own mind and what she was going through.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be a selfish child where i wanted all the attention from my mom and would become angry when i didn’t get it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to only selectively remember when my mom was yelling at me and not balance out the understanding to realize that my mom was caring, giving, and understanding at other times in my life in many ways.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to put expectations on my mom to be perfect in all ways and so expect this in my reality, when i see, realize, and understand that this is an idea as an ideal and that reality does not work like this, where reality and self must work and create from what is here.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to blame, anger, and spite toward my mom for me being a scared person in the face of others.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to diminish, react in sarcasm, spite, and hatred toward my mom as i have judged her as incompetent in areas of life and thus use her weaknesses against her to make me feel better toward myself and also feel better through getting revenge out on her.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to seek revenge on my mom for my own dishonesty where i was not honest about how i am allowing angry thoughts and blame toward her for something i did, created, and participated in over many months as my own self judgment, hatred, and harm toward others, and thus accepted and allowed it to continue within and as me.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into memories and blame my mom for my weaknesses, instead of seeing realizing and understanding that it is unacceptable to blame my mom as i was the one particpating and acting out on these thoughts and blame through harming others and harming myself as bullying and abuse.


I commit myself to take responsibility for my mind in stopping particpating in these thoughts by breathing, and living my commitment to stop and stand in integrity in my reality and living with all living the word equal beings here.

I commit myself to see my mom as innocent as she walks her process through her mind with me as an example to support her not to harm her as i would want for myself.

I commit myself to stop judging and harming myself and so others through my thoughts of judgmental abuse by standing within myself and dropping the picture, and living a new word that brings out the best in others and in myself.

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Re: Daily Self Forgiveness

Postby Garbrielle » 04 Apr 2017, 06:07

Day 21

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to short cut process and not walk the full extent of self forgiveness and self correction that is here within myself to walk and this world to walk until it's done.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not believe that i am able to walk such a process and go into all sorts of what if scenarios instead of grounding myself in my breath and realizing that it is a breath by breath, day by day process of accumulation within my own self honesty and self correction and this i can trust as i walk it day by day.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow resistance to a degree of addiction where i have to stop the addiction to move through the resistance thus making the process longer then necessary, yet i walk what is here and do my best to correct and change.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for taking longer then necessary as i see this judgment is actually the same point, yet i accept and allow it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge me for making a misstake and thus defeat the point of the self forgiveness by going back into energy and self abuse.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself through self judgment and thus become ashamed of myself within my living as i am allowing this to continue.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to continue judging myself and going into shame, instead of letting the past go, learning from it, and using what i have learned to support me into the future.

I commit myself to let go of shame and embrace me, all of me here.

I commit myself to in this embrace, live the word commitment to change myself for the better to the best of my ability each day.

I commit myself to live the word steadfast and unwavering in my commitment to life in what is best through my own self change through self forgiveness and self honesty until we are here one and equal within and without as i walk this for myself until it is done.

I commit myself to stop shame and live the word grateful for my commitment to myself to change for the best and support others to do the same.

I commit myself to live self appreciation as i embrace me for who i am and what i have changed within myself and thus be able to embrace all in the same way to support with self change for the best of all life.

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Re: Daily Self Forgiveness

Postby Garbrielle » 05 Apr 2017, 07:39

Day 22

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am weak and thus need others to assist me, direct me, and support me in times of trouble and challenge.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abuse support where in i use it in ways where i don't want to face my self honesty and self forgiveness, and thus postpone my own process and also waste other's time when i could and know i could be doing more on my end to support myself to strengthen my resolve and become more physical.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to move into an emotional experience of self sabotage where i will go into the resistance to face a point within me that i see i am able to, and move into the resistance and allow myself to fall in the face of the emotional experience of i don't want to, i don't like that, i am too much of a loser to do that, i will be judged, i will be mocked, ect. ect. Where in i accept and allow myself to fall based on my mind participation in self sabotage in stead of moving in the physical and finding the will to live and expand here.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a form of self sabotage where i seek out the point of desire and fulfilling my desire as a giving into resistance and thus taking the easy way out as the mind way, when in reality, it's not in fact easy as it is creating more consequence for me to move here real time and thus transcend these patterns that are limiting me as a being of life that is in fact one and equal to all that is here.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into a point of belief that i am not strong enough or i am too tired, when in reality, these are the resistances speaking and thus i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live into these resistances.

I commit myself to continue to push my limitations with living the word expansion and resolve as i move through resistance and face my fears.

I commit myself to live the word breath, physical, and expression of myself as i live more in the physical as i move out of the mind resistances and thus observe and explore and create who i am within these moments.

I commit myself to consider my process that i need to walk through this point within self care and gentleness, though also working with the words flexibility and flow as i move myself from limitation to expression in my living.

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Re: Daily Self Forgiveness

Postby Garbrielle » 06 Apr 2017, 06:19

Day 23

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not stand within myself in absolute self authority where in i move according to my own self honesty, common sense, and directive decision on who i am according to myself as my living and so stand within the face of the mind onslaught that is here as the matrix and my projections of my own mind as my mind reality onto the physical direct reality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to make anything that i am experiencing within myself externalized onto others and believe myself as my justification to why i am too weak or too overwhelmed to move out of this experience of inferiority and face my self honesty and change that is here to be done.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to exist in fear of loss and fear of uncomfortable situations that i would give up my own self authority within self honesty to be comfortable and be solid in the numbness that exist here as automated living as energy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to move into a form of self anger and project this anger onto others who i deem as weaker then me and so perpetuate the same experiences i see are not beneficial for me as life onto other beings who equally don't benefit as we are one and equal within this reality and so continuing self harm.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to self harm in any form or outflow onto myself and so others.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear failing in the point of taking on my own self directness in my reality and so fear that i will make a mistake and become the worst case scenario that i fear.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire comfort zones so i don't have to feel anything and so exist in a limited version of myself because of this fear.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear seeing the worst of myself for fear i will get lost within it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to doubt my own self trust and self honesty as a being who is able and proven over time that i am able to walk a path of self honesty and self change as i walk my forgiveness, breath, and focusing on the common sense of doing what is best for all and finding solutions for myself and others in this regard and thus stop all fear and remain here in my self trust as what makes sense and what i have lived as who i am.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be dictated by fear energy and so i commit myself to live the word here whenever this fear comes up, which i have redefined to hi earth, breath, so moving into my breath and physical body to ground myself and release the fear realizing it is not real.

I commit myself to stop all forms of blame and take the point back to myself where i find my self responsibility, walk forgiveness, and change myself to do better for all as practical actions that support substantial change and growth for what is best.

I commit myself to stop all outflows of abuse to the best of my ability and not accept and allow myself to go into complacency in my actions and words, and thus i commit myself to stand in self integrity and the understanding of who i am here and thus who others are from the perspective of unconditional support in what is best by giving this to myself through self introspection, self forgiveness, and self correction in my living.

I commit myself to stop self sabotage by limiting myself in fear and move beyond my fears by living the word persistence, specific, discipline, and organized as i move in my living orderly, with focus, and with purpose to become more specified in my direction to move as a pillar of life to live solutions that will support the creation of a world that is best for all within and without.

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Re: Daily Self Forgiveness

Postby Garbrielle » 07 Apr 2017, 06:13

Day 24

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to continually participate in my mind as thoughts of self judgment and thus create the self paranoia in my reality of being judged.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not stand within these moments of fear and paranoia with investing in my self as my self awareness as breath through resistance and challenge.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not as of yet put in an effective solution to stop my mind and move into breath.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe my thoughts of self harm and self abuse through particpating in the thoughts that i am not good enough and i am not strong enough to be absolute.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to wait to stand absolute in myself as my breath in stopping my thoughts once and for all and remaining here as breath.

I commit myself to practice and live the word breath when i see i am going into the mind and habitual thoughts of abuse.

I commit myself to stand in security within my own self authority by seeing the cure that is here as breathing and letting go of my addiction to self harm by letting go of my thinking patterns.

I commit myself to live the word self embrace and self change as i embrace who i am here and change myself through my own self will as what is best through self honesty and common sense.

I commit myself to live the word absolute as i move into my living change from mind participation to the breath of life here.

I commit myself to practice this breath awareness at night for 5 minutes plus through time and continue to push self awareness as life and stop my automated behavior through thinking.

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Re: Daily Self Forgiveness

Postby Garbrielle » 08 Apr 2017, 06:40

Day 25

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the current world system for the state of the world's experience as chaos, corruption, and dishonesty.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame any member of this world either politician or any other member of this enviroment on this earth.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to find fault in others behavior or ways of existing.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to not in all moments take these thoughts and experience of wronged, harm, and abuse onto me back to myself realizing, seeing, and understanding everything i am blaming others for i am doing the exact same within me, existing in chaos in moments of challenge and dishonesty, existing in corruption in my thoughts towards others and toward myself in the secrets of my mind of harm and all sorts of abuse, and dishonesties such as where my mind goes in rage and anger toward my world and the people in it and do harm.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility to take care of myself within my mind, stopping all forms of abuse in thought, word, and deed, and correcting my living to stand as a being of life, not accepting and allowing any abuse unto any part of what is here as i realize that i have created it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from what is here as the creation of this world believing that blame and anger is going to make things better or just have it all go away, when i see, realize, and understand that it will not as i do not go away within myself, i am always here, i am always facing the chaos, i am always facing the corruption, and i am always facing my dishonesties within me, it is always here, i can not esape until i decide to change and live in a different way.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is impossible to live in a different way, a way of self responsibility absolutely in every moment of breath, and thus stand within integrity into the root of my very being, where i stand within who i am and say til here no further, i stop the abuse within me and i direct myself in breath into solutions that are best for all no matter what it takes and how long, i walk this as and into creation as i walk it and live it within myself as my own internal responsibility, change, and stand for and as the life that is here and is self.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into self pity and self inferiority where i accept and allow fear to direct me of facing what i have created or facing death or facing the evilness that i have created in my world, when i see, realize, and understand that the only way to create myself here and find solutions to what is not working and causing harm is bringing myself back to grace as a gratefulness to exist within and as myself and my living, i see, realize, and understand i must walk through my manifested consequence that i have created, stand within self forgiveness and self honesty, understand myself as the dishonesty, and change into a being who is correcting this dishonesty into a way of solution, that brings union to all in the best way possible.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to harm, torture, and abuse life as i have done this within myself as my very thoughts and actions i have accepted to live out and thus exist as in my day to day living - abusing myself, my body, and many that i meet.

I commit myself to stand within the humbleness of these realizations of what i have done to myself as life, to this existence as life, and thus from the bottom, build myself back up into a being that lives integrity, self honesty, self responsibility, and solutions that will sustain and be best for all life forever more.

I commit myself to stand absolute within my commitment to live here in breath and find solutions to this world as i find the solutions within myself to stand within integrity and pride for who i am and how i exist in this reality as an equal part that gives care and stops all abuse within and without.

I commit myself to not give up on myself and so all life in who we really are as life substance here and able to emerge to in fact create and in deed bring heaven to earth. I walk this until it is done for all life equal and one.

I commit myself to live on the planet, where i participate as a plus one to create a plan(it) to give direction and living examples of who we are as life and so design what is necessary to bring heaven to earth and create this here until it's done.

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Re: Daily Self Forgiveness

Postby Garbrielle » 09 Apr 2017, 06:46

Day 26

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to associate being with desteni as i am privileged and have more understanding and knowledge and thus this makes me advantaged and special.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take my standing within myself and make it about what group and beings i am associated with and what information i am associated with and place a feeling of importance and thus go into the positive feeling creating an imbalance in myself and thus creating the negative which is comparison, ego, and beliefs of being more then.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself with others and based on the knowledge i have accumulated as something more valuable then others and thus believe that i am more in the know then others and thus create a belief around this that i am some ways more then or better then or special to be in such a point within my life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to follow the ego based on the walk i have done with desteni and thus create a personality out of it as being more then others who don't study it or not in the know and thus create an energetic relationship to them as more or less and thus create a separation for my own self interest of wanting to feel more then or better then.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into judgment based on my secret mind of believing that i am more privileged and in the know and thus not actually applying myself effectively where it is not about what you know but how you apply and live what you know in the best way for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into ego and thus create a personality around my walking with desteni and not see that walking deeper into process and the mind is not about privilege or importance but standing in more of a responsibility to support others as i have myself and stopping all abuse forever more.

I commit myself to release the ego hold of polarity, and live within balance of myself in my strengths and weaknesses and understanding myself within this so i know who i am physically direct and thus letting go of the ideas or beliefs i create about who i am.

I commit myself to live in humbleness when i see this comparison or belief of importance come up and understand that this is a body of information like any other and thus what matters is how it is applied and shared in the best way possible to help myself and others equally as i would for myself as i realize we are one and the same as life yet unique expressions.

I commit myself to release the ego by living the word solution and equality where i stand within the commitment of walking my own self responsibility to support myself to stand with all and assist all to have what i would want for myself, and so we all here live in support and what is best to create such a world, free of self interest and abuse.

I commit myself to live the word intergrity where i check myself internally and align to life, what is best, and supporting all as i would want for me as this is the world i would like to correct for all and for myself as this is the best world and no other way makes sense as no abuse is acceptable in anyway, shape or form, and thus i commit myself to stop my own abuse and live the words what is best for all life as i live this within and as myself by stopping comparison and focusing on what is here and bring through solutions that work best and are practical to live.

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Re: Daily Self Forgiveness

Postby Garbrielle » 10 Apr 2017, 07:23

Day 27

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to be noticed.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become jealous when other people are recognized and i am not.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into nasty backchat about others, and within that i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to try and suppress this part of myself which is of nasty and evil behavior and through this hide it away so i don't have to face the emotions and energy that resides within it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create an idea of myself that i am a good person.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create an idea that i am a sweet natured and sincere person.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be liked and accepted by others.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create a polarity extreme of desiring to be liked and going into a reaction of disappointment and anger when i am not liked, and within that become spiteful and nasty.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to in my thoughts abuse others in the way they look or how they walk or talk and so within that condemning myself as i am actually doing this to myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself and so then make it acceptable to abuse others.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react to others in nastiness when i don't get what i want because i have become addicted to my own self interest being met without consideration and solutions for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not care if others suffer within my actions and so deliberately abuse life within my actions where i would go and judge and ridicule another in my mind to make myself feel better about myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create beliefs about myself and others and thus live by these lies.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not stand within the moments when in counts in a way of til here no further and stop the abuse.

I commit myself to stop my inner self abuse by living the word absolute and humility realizing i stand within who i am as a being not the mind as ego.

I commit myself to move into my physical body as my breath and create a way to embrace another as myself either in communication or care through my actions.

I commit myself to release myself from the thought patterns of judgment as they do not represent who i am and what i stand for.

I commit myself to stop the thoughts at the trigger points by living words of support in seeing all equal as one.

I commit myself to stop desires of being noticed and give myself self care and appreciation so i can stand on solid ground as myself.

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Re: Daily Self Forgiveness

Postby Garbrielle » 11 Apr 2017, 06:58

Day 28

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing myself and thus losing my directive principle as life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing myself in the system, in my mind, and thus missing the opportunity that is here to align myself back with life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to within this point go into fear because i am particpating in dishonesties such as distractions when i see, realize, and understand i could be pushing more, doing more, and thus not.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to waste time being distracted for the sake of just wanting to be lazy or not move effectively in my day because i have accepted and allowed the belief that i am tired, when in reality, i know when i am tired and i am not that yet.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to miss moments when i have the opportunity to live my words but don't through falling into addiction as energy habits and going into self interest instead of considering what is best for all even if that means i go without for a moment or have to be patient.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify my behavior with thoughts in the moments of being able to move through my resistances, but don't, and thus deceive myself with energy resonances of just wanting to sit and actually accepting and allowing these veils to direct me and thus lose trust within myself to move myself here.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to miss myself within these moments and allow the points of self compromise to continue as i see, realize, and understand i am able to create a plan to balance my day and keep it functioning and myself functioning to my highest potential.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not direct myself in all moments of my day and thus fear losing myself within my mind as i am allowing in moments my mind to direct me and thus lose self control of myself into and as a part of myself that is not aligned with life and what is best, and thus compromise myself within this stand and path i am walking of allowing my mind to direct in moments with distractions and thoughts of justification.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to energy as rest or relaxing when i see, realize, and understand once it is done and i have come out of the addiction high, i am going to be in a point of self compromise as i know i could have lived in a better way, but didn't.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to continue to exist in this behavior as i want to live in easier ways when i see, realize, and understand what that leads to the very existence of this world as starvation, war, and abuse in all forms and thus it's unacceptable.

I commit myself to before i move from spot to spot during my day create a discipline for that space and stick to it.

I commit myself to live my words and when a distraction comes up, I move back to the living word of discipline to support me to move through the distraction into a point of self direction.

I commit myself to live self direction in moments my mind wants to direct me into something i know and realize is not best for me.

I commit myself to use calendars and tasks lists and effective tools in the physical to live the word organized and become a more effective human being in my world in creating a world that is best for all life in the projects i have now as well as looking to expand when the opportunity opens up and continue creating this as well.

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Re: Daily Self Forgiveness

Postby Garbrielle » 13 Apr 2017, 06:30

Day 29

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the experience of giving up overwhelm me, i see and realize its an energy and it will release as energy runs out, i am here as source as my living in the physical as the life force that is with all equal and one.

i commit myself to move to breath in the moments of feeling overwhelmed, live the word self love and care as i remember who i am and live balanced as i see the strengths along with the weaknesses and keep walking to change myself to the best of my ability.


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