In this case I would take it for what it is, it was a nightmare, it was your mind/imagination which means you can instead simply look at what character/role or experience did I have through it that can be supportive for you to develop self-honesty? How does this dream can be directed in a way wherein you can gather an actual point to work on and self-forgive for example. Else, dreams are just dreams - the same as fantasy comes up in our minds, so with the aim of writing here to support oneself, you can give a step further and analyze if there's any symbolism, ideas, beliefs, perceptions, reactions that came up within you as you were introspecting on this so that you can utilize this 'dream' to support you in your current processMy night mares of fever attack being a young boy.
I have now gained some further insight on what happened back then. I was told by Anuaki/the reptile, in imaginations to me like a little sand lizard that lives in the sand... cute enough, that "I was not deserving this": and probably what he meant was water. Since I was so thirsty or experiencing drought within. So that I inn a way could quince my thirst. Perhaps this was all from lack of toughing it have occurred to me.
I was reading the other day Adrian's blog on how he explains that he craves to be caressed because his mother used to do this a lot to him, and so he then has associated craving a relationship to get the same experience. So either way, it is about 'how you define yourself' through the ENERGY and Experience created upon touch, which is then mind-experience upon physical reality. So I would definitely disagree that 'some children need it more than others' you know? because what's justified there is specialness/difference based on personality/characters which are dimensions that have a lot more to consider than just 'ones needing more than others.'I have lately listened to a radio interview on how children are very much in need of touching and being touched when they are young. I was also told that some children are more exposed to this than others. That some children need this more than others, And some children are more exposed to this than others so it strikes me like lightening from above (Norwegian radio) that I was not given enough physical contact and coze when I was young baby. And darn to my mother who feels this deep within that she was not able to give me that plenty full of coze and intimacy when I was a baby.
That is how I see it. I would love to hear any other perspective and views on this. As I see it could be the root of much of my suffering within existsance as I am.
instead of holding on to 'trying to make sense of your past through memories' which means that you would only want to 'fix' yourself as the idea of yourself in the past, and 'make up for it' - instead of realizing the actual directive principle that exists here as you, to live and give to yourself that which you see is supportive for you to live and support yourself with.
Thanks Marlen. Cool support!So either way, it is about 'how you define yourself' through the ENERGY and Experience created upon touch, which is then mind-experience upon physical reality.
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