Heaven's Journey to Life

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DAY 21

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God’s Creation-Software Revealed: DAY 21

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Four

Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’re walking the multi-dimensional manifestation of ourselves as the ‘rewards-based system’, from the beginning of our existence, to the evolution of ourselves as energy/Mind within and the creation of ourselves as this physical-existence and the World-System without.
How, since the beginning – we’ve created/manifested ourselves into a http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... chine.html self-rewarding consumption of energy system, through transforming substance into energy through friction/conflict as negative-energy. And how, with each individual being as self – accepting and allowing such an existence/interaction/communication of conflict/friction as negative-energy – had driven ourselves and existence into the nature of competition for survival of ourselves as Energy. Where, the one’s that can generate/instigate the most conflict/friction in moments of interaction – would win the self-reward of positive-energy accumulation, and the one that lose, will experience little to nothing energy accumulation within themselves, and essentially ‘lose energy’ within the fight for energy in moments of conflict/friction. Equal-to and One-with how we’ve created the World-System of Money and the interaction of individuals within that System, where:
The World System itself – would instigate the most conflict/friction as negative-energy experience to/towards all within this physical existence, to accumulate its self-reward as positive-energy experience in the form/representation of Money – in the competition between the World-System of Money and this physical-existence: the World-System is winning in its accumulation of Money through initiating conflict/friction as transforming physicality into Money.
And within the interactions of individuals within the World-System itself – competing against each other, hoarding together into various groupings with similar/the same ways/means/methods of initiating conflict/friction to/towards parts of/within this physical existence to generate negative-energy for the accumulation of positive-energy within/as themselves. In the groupings, such as the nuclear family systems – the parents prepare the children in becoming energy-consumption machines as self-rewarding systems through specific ways/means/methods of initiating conflict/friction in their world/reality. In this internal preparation, preparing the children, equal-to and one-with how they were prepared – for their external living, to initiate conflict/friction in their relationships within the World-System of Money, to get/extract/have the MOST Money as their externalized money-consumption self-rewarding process; not seeing/realising/understanding the consequence of them, alone – getting/extracting/having the MOST Money within the World-System, on this actual physical existence and the lives/futures of beings/manifestations from/of this physical existence.

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html What rots away within the children – because it’s not being nurtured, developed, enhanced or cultivated: is their beingness/essence/innocence, ‘who they are’. Because what replaces it is transforming them into energy/money-consumption machines within themselves and their living, founding their existence on competition for survival – instead of living their beingness/expression in/as equality and oneness. Thus, essentially – http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... souls.html children become rotting fruit in the Tree of Life/Humanity throughout their lives, as they are not given/gifted the opportunity to an absolute life of absolute living as the parents train the children to compete, within themselves and towards others/this physical existence in the ‘game of survival’ that we have conditioned this existence into and as. Where, instead of children being the future of this existence – contributing to the life on/of earth in equality and oneness: children have become copies of the past, passing on the skills/tactics of competition and survival, with the consequence of this being: some win and most lose. To where we are now within this physical existence – producing rotten children, created a rotting physical existence with a minority reaping the rewards of energy within and money without and the majority losing in this game of survival – rotting away themselves, and this physical existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to create/manifest a physical existence/World-System in my image and likeness – that only exist within the starting-point of its own survival in competing against the very physical-existence for its own survival, through inflicting/inducing/instilling deliberate friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, to transform physicality into Money as the nature of this System as a self-rewarding money-consuming machine – at the expense/cost of this physical-existence and lives/futures of individuals/manifestation within/as/of this physical existence.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the consequence of me as my creation of myself within and without, where I birth into this physical-existence/World-System – not to contribute to the equal and one living/honouring/respecting of this very physical existence and the lives/futures of/as all as me, but to prepare myself to compete for my own survival as an internalized energy-consuming machine as self-rewarding system for positive-energy experience within, and my survival as an externalized money-consuming machine as self-rewarding system for the positive-energy experience of/as Money.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create http://eqafe.com/p/friendship-based-on- ... ney-system groupings / nuclear family systems – not as groupings into which I would’ve been born that assist/support me unconditionally in my development, growth/expansion as an individual, equal-to and one-with the whole to contribute to the living/expression/experience of all equally as one in this existence: but to train into me Within-Myself the skills/tactics and approach to/towards this entire physical-existence as me. To with these skills/tactics generate/create/manifest the MOST friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, to get/extract/have the MOST positive-energy experience within myself as my internal self-surviving preparation of consuming energy from/of others as winning the competition between parts of/as me in http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... m-war.html conflict/friction situations/interactions for me to get the MOST energy within myself. This internal self-surviving preparation of winning the self-reward of/as positive-energy experiences through/within competition of moments of conflict/friction as negative-energy experience, where I take/get/extract the energy generated within such moments of conflict/friction and experience my MORENESS within/as myself: is the preparation for my external self-survival in the World-System of Money. Where I become an individual, that can have no regard, consideration, respect or equal and one relationship with any parts of/as me – as I must use those very parts of/as me to deliberately create/manifest friction/conflict to/towards others/this physical existence to get/extract/take the MOST energy/Money for me, and only me for my survival in the World-System. And for me to get/extract/take the MOST Money as my self-reward as money-consuming machine as winning the game of survival/competition to/towards parts of/as me within existence: the rest lose/get nothing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest groupings within this physical-existence, where – within those groupings, individuals are trained with the necessary http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... eward.html survival skills of competition – competing against everything/everyone else for their own self-reward of positive-energy within, and money without. Where – as with in the beginning, I did not see/realise/understand the consequence I was creating in my relationship with/as all as me, as I separated myself into and as a manifested-singularity from the whole; for me to experience my awareness of/as only me as energy, I transformed substance into energy through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, and became further oblivious to this consequence as I shifted my awareness into/as the layers of me as neutral-energy experience of/as ‘only me’ to positive-energy experience of/as MORE of/as me. The MORE of/as me there is to experience, the more friction/conflict I had to instigate/initiate, the more I was transforming substance into Energy for ‘only me’ / ‘my survival’ / ‘my empowerment / powering’ of/as Energy as me. Instead of creating with/as the substance of here as http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNuzrvKQpEw equality and oneness with/as all – I have been using/abusing/consuming it for my own interest, ownership of my energy, for my own reward of energy, for my own survival. And so, I had manifested me into an individual/singularity of/as self-interest, with this ‘self’ as energy-manifest, interested in only its own survival and competing for that survival against everything/everyone else through friction/conflict as negative-energy generation. Instead of me as an individual, being part of and standing equal-to and one-with all, living/expressing through with and as substance in/as equality and oneness – instead of using/abusing/consuming it for my own, ownership of interest that I accumulate as Energy.

And so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to throughout time – transform substance into energy through consumption within friction/conflict, for me to self-reward myself with Energy/Power – considering/regarding the empowerment of only me, instead of the empowerment of living of all in/as equality and as oneness as me as substance.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money and the interactions of all within and as the World-System of Money, in my image and likeness of who I am within myself and my interactions with/as all of existence as me, where:
The eqafe.com/p/equal-money-future-of-money-volume-1 World-System of Money consume this very physical-existence/physical lives as substance-manifest – transforming it into Money for/of its own interest, as ownership of Money as survival/empowerment/powering of only itself through/as Money – not seeing/realising the consequences of this, in consuming Substance/Physicality into/as Energy/Money: where the more and more I transform substance into energy as physicality into money – the less and less substance/physicality remain. Because instead of me/us existing in equality and oneness with/as substance, creating/expressing/living with/as substance – instead of me/us existing in equality and oneness with/as this physical existence, creating/expressing/living with/as this physical existence: me/we have been consuming/using/abusing substance/physicality transforming it into energy/money for the evolution of the Mind/System. Creating the technology of systems - instead of the http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoIX_Ku3wa8 technology of Life. Instead of us being gods/programmers creating Life as-ourselves as starting-point in/as equality and oneness, we’ve become gods/programmers creating systems of ourselves that consume life/ourselves for its own survival as systems.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become a parent as god/programmer/creator of/within/as this physical-existence – http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... drome.html that create myself into/as the child, as a system that would consume life, substance, physicality within/as this physical existence for its own survival as an energy-consuming machine, based within a self-rewarding nature of interest, ownership, powering of/as only itself with its consequential relationship of http://eqafe.com/p/the-secrets-of-competition competition as friction/conflict to/towards all of existence as itself, in consuming/using/abusing the very lives/futures/physical-existence of all as itself within/as this existence. Equal-to and one-with what I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become as god/programmer/creator of me into/as a system that have throughout time, used/abused/consumed substance/physicality to transform into energy for only me, my ownership, my powering/empowerment of/as only me as energy as a self-rewarding, self-interested being that accumulate/consume energy from/of all as me through competition as friction/conflict to/towards all as me within/as existence.

I see, realise and understand that I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become a god/programmer/creator of me into and as an energy-consuming system, which has consumed substance/physicality for the survival of/as only me through competition, because I did not stand within/as the starting-point of me in/as equality and oneness with/as all as me to create with, in equality and oneness – all as me as substance in equality and oneness.
Thus, I commit myself to – reprogram myself as god, creator, programmer through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, to re-establish my starting-point within/as equality and oneness with/as all as me, so that I become a programmer/creator of Life, evolving the technology of Living – instead of the http://eqafe.com/p/evolution-and-equal-money evolution of systems that use/abuse life for its own survival.
In this, I commit myself to – as http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses I reprogram myself into/as a programmer of Life/Living within me, to reprogram the World-System of Money as me, into a system that will ensure the equal and one life/living of/as all within this physical-existence as me, and with http://eqafe.com/p/how-i-was-able-to-he ... ni-message me standing as a living-example – all the life/living programmers, can http://www.destonians.com/ come together and stand-together in evolving the technology of life/living through/as our living and so our creation of/as ourselves as the World-System into/as what will be best for all.

I see, realise and understand that I have programmed/created my Mind Consciousness System with me as programmer/god, where I created my Mind in the interest/empowerment/powering of/as only me as energy – as the System that ensures only my survival as energy through consuming/using/abusing all as me in the relationship towards all as me within competition as the nature of friction/conflict to generate energy for only me, and reward only me with my own empowerment/powering of/as energy. That I have in this – created/programmed/manifested the World-System in my http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDUHADnLomI image and likeness, that use/abuse/consume physicality/substance in transforming it into/as Money for/as only itself, its own empowerment/powering of/as Money in its relationship of competition as conflict/friction to/towards all within/as this physical existence. Where I within, as with my creation without had become manifestations that ruin, destroy, kill and murder life/living – for our own survival as energy/money.
In this, I commit myself to – stop, change and transform me as starting-point programmer/creator through http://desteni.org/ writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application, into and as a programmer/creator that establish my equality and oneness within/as myself, through taking my program/creation as my Mind Consciousness System as energy-consuming machine/system – into and as system of living/expressing in/as equality and oneness with me, my physical and eventually all as me within/as this physical existence, that go from consuming life/living – to actually living/ gifting life, as I gift life/living to me in http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships establishing my relationship with me and all as me in/as equality and oneness. As I stop/change/transform me from using/abusing/consuming life through/as my Mind Consciousness System, to a living being of/as equality and oneness, I commit myself to stand in changing/transforming this http://equalmoney.org/ World-System of Money into/as a System that gift life to all – stopping its current relationship of consuming/using/abusing as ruining, destroying, killing and murdering the lives/futures of all within/as this physical existence as me.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 22

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Accept and Allow – the Contract with Death: DAY 22

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Five

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, in this dimension of the multi-dimensional existence of ‘who we are/have become’ in our relationship to ourselves, the mind, the physical-body, others, this physical-existence that we have created/manifested since the beginning of ourselves within existence: we’re specifying the dynamics and consequences of ourselves in the nature of ourselves as competition that’s manifested within ourselves, towards others as ourselves and that still continue to this day in competing for Energy within and Money without.
Where, the very nature of this competition had been, in the beginning – consuming substance and transforming it into Energy, consuming our very physical-body/physical-energy and transforming it into Mind-Energy, consuming this very physical-existence and transforming it into Money as how ‘who we are’ as Energy has become http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... chine.html energy-consuming machines/systems – taking from the very life of substance, the mind taking from the very life of the physical, the money-system taking from the very life of/as this physical-existence. Where we’ve become beings that take ‘life’ – instead of beings that gift/give life to ourselves and to all within this existence in equality and oneness.
Where we’ve become beings within existence, that only exist for as long as we can power/empower ourselves from/of the transforming of our beingness substance into/as Energy – limiting the ‘time’ of our existence to the equation of the relationship between our substance and the consuming of that substance into energy. Where in the very nature/manifestation within ourselves as manifested-singularities in the beginning, we’d come into being as an individualized part/expression of/as substance, but immediately proceed with the processes of consuming our own substance/life and transforming it into energy. And as we continue within that process, we’re consuming our own ‘life’. Equal-to and one-with our lives in the human physical body – we’re birthed into this existence in/as a manifested singularity as a human physical body, but immediately proceed with the processes of consuming our own physical/life through transforming the physical-substance/energy into Mind-Energy and so limit/diminish our living in this physical existence to transforming it into a process of a slow, sure but certain death. Equal-to and one-with the relationship between the World-System of Money and this physical-existence at an existential scale, where: the World-System of Money is consuming the very life of/as this physical existence, only because it’s on an existential scale it takes longer than what we do within ourselves and our own human physical bodies, where instead of this existence being manifested within the equal and one support of life and living – the World-System of Money is consuming this physical existence to its slow, sure but certain death. Rotting ourselves away from the inside and out, as we have become the very enzymes within our relationship to substance/physical as our relationships creations of energy that deteriorate and break-down substance/physical-tissue for our own survival as Energy-Consuming machines: http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... souls.html Rotting ourselves away within and without – instead of standing equal-to and one with substance/physicality to produce life/living…

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be birthed into this physical-existence, within and as a physical-body as manifested-singularity – whole, complete and fulfilled with and as substance/physicality as manifested equality and oneness as an opportunity to create/manifest/produce life as me in/as my emerging equality and oneness. But, because of ‘who I am’ as I had accepted and allowed myself to be/become throughout existence – I have not seen/realised/understood this opportunity of being http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-11.html rebirthed into/as this existence/ this physical existence, where I had an opportunity every time to emerge with/as my equality and oneness with/as substance/physicality – because in that emerging/rebirth, I emerged as a full-embodiment/manifested-singularity with and as substance/physicality. But ‘who I am’ was so solidified throughout time as Energy – as-myself and those that has gone before me, as energy-consuming machines that I over and over and over again - utilized/used/abused this process of emerging/rebirthing into/as existence to a-gain gain for myself Energy as I emerged/rebirthed into/as an existence/physical-existence of/as Energy-consuming machines, through transforming substance into Energy for me to have a limited/diminished time as experience of me as Energy within this existence. Where I would use/abuse/consume my manifested-singularity/human physical body as substance, for me to consume and transform into Energy as guided/directed/taught by those that has gone before me.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – throughout time, create/manifest an existence and leave-behind a creation as existence – life, after life, after life, where beings exist as energy-consuming machines of/from substance; where – because I was existing as this, an energy-consuming machine: I was accepting and allowing it within and as others as me. And so I would be rebirthed/remerging within existence, accepting and allowing myself to be taught/guided/directed to become the best energy-consuming machine within myself, my http://pinterest.com/sunettespies/from- ... greements/ relationships to/towards all parts of me, defended and protected within/as my groupings within existence and my families within this physical existence to ensure that I become successful in my endeavour to survive as Energy through consuming my physical-body, consuming substance/physicality from/of others, consuming money and so consuming from/of this entire physical existence for me to have a limited timed experience of/as me as energy in/as my manifested-singularity/human physical body within existence/this physical existence.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent of my self-responsibility within/as ‘who I am’ and have been throughout existence as ‘who I am’ as energy-consuming machine with the nature of self-reward within my relationship to/towards all as me as competition: that would manifest an entire existence of/as me’s as energy-consuming machines with the nature of self-reward within our relationship to/towards all as ourselves as competition, that would create an existence/physical existence as World-System as energy/money-consuming machine with the nature of self-reward within its relationship to/towards all as competition.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand my responsibility to/towards me as all, in that I as a child – from the beginning of emerging/being birthed into/as this existence, accepted and allowed the creation of me into and as energy-consuming machine within/as the ‘who I am’ as Energy, that accepted and allowed myself to be guided/trained/educated on being/becoming the most effective energy-consuming machine within myself and this physical existence for my own survival as path to success in extracting/taking/consuming the MOST energy from within myself, others as me to reward myself with the MOST energy-experience of/as only me within myself. That the responsibility of ‘who I am’ and how I live this ‘who I am’ within this physical existence is and has always been my own absolute responsibility of/as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that with me http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... art-1.html accepting/allowing my who I am as Energy, I accepted and allowed who I am in/as others as me as Energy, I accepted and allowed this physical-existence/World-System’s ‘who I am’ as Energy/Money and so my responsibility stand within me, others as me and this physical existence as me, within and as the starting-point of/as acceptance and allowance.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to - with Accepting myself as Energy (who I am), and allowing myself as Energy-consuming machine (how I live who I am) – I have existed within the mechanics/relationships of acceptance and allowance, accepting and allowing me as I am, accepting and allowing others as they are, accepting and allow my creation/this physical existence as World-System as it is. And so – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within this acceptance and allowance – I accepted and allowed this existence as me as all as me of consuming life to continue throughout existence, because of my acceptance and allowance of who I am. And thus within this acceptance and allowance: stand my responsibility to/towards all as me within/as existence as I contributed, accepted and allowed me and this existence as me to continue as-is throughout time. Instead of all within existence standing in/as One Point of/as Agreement with themselves as All – as standing within Equality and Oneness with/as all, where each stand in this agreement with themselves as all to in fact manifest our ‘who I am’ as equality and oneness, that would have created/manifested an existence of/as Equality and Oneness.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that, because of my separation from/of myself as existence into/as a manifested-singularity from the whole, I http://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-the-fear- ... ge-part-29 changed the agreement/standing of/as myself with/as all in/as equality and oneness – to the mechanism of accept and allow, where: I had to accept myself as Energy, and Allow myself within that acceptance as Energy-consuming machine. Where, before my separation – acceptance did not have to/did not exist, because I was here, absolute in my completeness/wholeness in/as equality and oneness.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I created the relationship of accept and allow as Acceptance only came into being as-myself as-energy, where: the moment I experienced myself as energy within and as my manifested-singularity from/of the friction/conflict to/towards existence as a whole as the negative-energy experience reverberated/resonated/rippled into/as my manifested singularity – I had to, within my beingness as the manifested-singularity establish a relationship with that energy-experience. Where the nature of that relationship stood within ‘acceptance’ – ‘accepting’ as merging myself as my beingness with/as that energy-experience or ‘inviting’ that energy-experience into/as my beingness/self as manifested-singularity. And in that merging/inviting of myself/my beingness in/as/with energy: manifested my relationship with/as energy-experience as Acceptance. Where, my self-acceptance in/as the manifested-singularity was with the Experience of/as Energy only, and not even with http://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-why-energ ... al-part-30 Energy-itself – and so I defined/based my acceptance of/as myself only on the “Experience” of/as Energy – diminishing myself, my ‘who I am’ from substance to only the ‘experience’ of/as Energy itself.
In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become a being that will only ‘accept myself’ / my ‘who I am’ based on the extent/amount of energy-experience I accumulate/manifest as consume within/as myself.
And so – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ‘Allowance’ to emerge from within my relationship-creation of Acceptance to/towards energy-experience – because: for me to exist in the acceptance of myself as Energy, where my self-acceptance became defined within the extent/amount of energy I experience within/as myself, I had to automatically Allow myself the relationship to/towards all of existence as substance as me within the relationship of consuming life/substance in transforming it into/as Energy for the acceptance of/as myself as Energy-experience to manifest.
And in that – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate/layer my acceptance of myself from/into the negative-energy experience, to the neutral energy experience and the positive-energy experience, where the absolute acceptance of/as myself, within/as my manifested-singularity within the context of http://eqafe.com/p/the-inversion-of-pur ... on-of-life separation: would be defined within/as the accumulation and experience of/as positive-energy experience. That my acceptance would only be complete/whole/fulfilled in/as the experience of/as myself as positive-energy experience, and for that – I have to allow my relationship to/towards existence as myself in generating/creating/manifest the MOST conflict/friction as negative-energy experience as allowing me as an energy-consuming machine in the acceptance of me as Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to transform the standing of me from/of the One and Equal Agreement/Living of me with and as all as me in/as equality and oneness, to the Relationship of Acceptance and Allowance as Competition to/towards all as me within/as existence. Where, the consequence of me existing within the relationship of accepting myself as Energy-experience, and allowing myself as energy-consuming machine: would manifest me into a being that accept and allow others as Energy and energy-consuming machines, that would manifest my creation into and as the acceptance and allowance of/as Energy/Money-consuming machine. Where, within my acceptance as Energy and allowance as energy-consuming machine, consuming life from the beginning of existence – is why I have accepted and allowed a physical-existence of life and death, of energy and consumption, of money and consumption and have not throughout my existence – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_q8jE_Bj8-4&feature=plcp stood up and stopped such an existence of life and death as energy/money consumption. Where I had been, throughout my existence: too preoccupied within my relationship/acceptance with myself as energy, and allowance to consume life/substance for my acceptance of me as positive-energy experience as self-reward of/as absolute acceptance of/as me as energy. And within that allowed my living of/as who I am in the acceptance of me as energy, to constantly/continuously generate/create/manifest friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, which is why I did not stop/stand up in the interaction/relationships of others as me and did not stop/stand up in the interactions within this World-System of Money as me – where all, everything and everyone had become individuals that take life for themselves, accepting and allowing death within this existence in all its various forms/manifestations/expressions/ways/methods.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that because I have not in fact changed me as my acceptance and allowance of/as me: I could not and cannot change/stop/transform anything/anyone else as me. And so I enslaved me to myself to death through, within and as the relationship of accept and allow. And http://eqafe.com/p/the-interconnection- ... -and-light I will keep all enslaved to death, as I enslaved me to death – until I stop/stand-up and change my acceptances and allowances within me, to an agreement with/as me as all in/as equality and oneness as I stand as Life, and not accept/allow anything less than Life/ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNuzrvKQpEw Equality and Oneness as http://equalmoney.org/ what’s best for all, because it will be who I am, what I live as who I am.

http://desteni.org/ I commit myself to – walking my process of:
WRITING: to assist/support me to http://eqafe.com/p/virus-free-mind identify the nature of my acceptances and allowances of/as me as my Mind Consciousness System manifest that has enslaved me into/as an limited existence of/as creating death as I consume my own substance/physical in transforming it into energy and so creating/manifest death as me.
THEN
http://pinterest.com/sunettespies/pract ... rgiveness/ SELF-FORGIVENESS: as the process of releasing my relationships of/as acceptances and allowances of/as me as Energy-manifest as the http://eqafe.com/p/the-infinity-secret- ... d-the-dark Mind Consciousness System, to in that http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXMaELSV8ZQ&feature=plcp releasing of my relationships of what I accepted and allowed me to become as ‘who I am’ in/as all the separated parts of/as me as my Mind Consciousness System and the allowance within that acceptance as how I allowed myself to live-out/act-out and create from those acceptances of/as me as my relationships to/towards the Mind Consciousness System: prepare me within that release of the relationships of/as acceptance and allowance to transform relationships of acceptance and allowance to self-agreement of/as equality and oneness, in http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses transforming myself from a being that accept and allow, to a being that live.
Where, within the very statement of self-forgiveness as “I FORGIVE MYSELF for ACCEPTING and ALLOWING myself…” – I in the statement of:
I FORGIVE MYSELF – make the statement of “I release myself” and in that very same moment of “I forgive/release myself from…” – GIVE/GIFT me the opportunity to within that release, within the self commitment statements and self corrective application to follow from self forgiveness – realign my relationship with myself from acceptance and allowance to agreement, as my process of stopping self-separation, and standing/being/becoming equal-to and one-with me, and then all as me.
FOR ACCEPTING and ALLOWING MYSELF – what follows from these words is the relationship of acceptance and allowance that self has become, and the release of self in that acceptance and in that allowance within the entire self forgiveness statement that is written/spoken.
Thus, the statement reads – “I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself” – as the release of/as self as what self had accepted as who I am and allowed within the living of/as who I am, to prepare self for the process of corrective statements and corrective living, in changing/transforming self’s who I am and self’s living into/as a living agreement with self in/as equality and oneness.
THEN
SELF-COMMITMENT/CORRECTIVE STATEMENTS: as the process of taking my acceptance and allowance relationships that I have released in/during/with self-forgiveness, and re-write/-reprogram myself in changing/transforming the acceptance and allowance relationship, into an agreement of equality and oneness with/as myself and assist/support me from here, to go into practical corrective living, as I have prepared my “who I am” to be changed from acceptance and allowance to agreement through writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application, now comes the process of actually living my changed/transformed ‘who I am’.
THEN
SELF-CORRECTIVE APPLICATION: I see/realise/understand that I cannot change/transform only my ‘who I am’ through writing, self-forgiveness and self-commitment statements alone, without equally as one changing/transforming the living of/as ‘who I am’. And thus, the self-corrective application is where I put into practical living application, my self-commitment/self-corrective statements as my re-alignment of/as ‘who I am’ within myself, to so re-align my living of/as ‘who I am’ in/as my actual physical-living in/as this physical existence.

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... ffect.html So as I change within – I change without, both processes is a process that I have to in fact walk – that only with changing my ‘who I am’ within, and not changing my ‘who I am’ in/as my living – will not change ‘who I am’ in fact, because ‘who I am’ must become equal and one within and without to in fact be equal and one. If I am different in my who I am within and without: I am still accepting and allowing separation and deception, as what the relationship between the Mind and Physical has become, where beings are different in the Mind and in the Physical, due to accepted and allowed separation in the Mind and Physical.
And thus, the http://www.destonians.com/ process to actual self equality and oneness, is where http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships who I am is equal and one within and without – that can only be walked within the processes of writing, self forgiveness, self-commitment statements and self-corrective application – taking one relationship of acceptance and allowance at a time, one point at a time – because this is how we created/manifested our relationships of acceptance and allowance in the first place.

[SunetteSpies]

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Consumerism Starts in the Womb of the Mother: DAY 23

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Six

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’re continuing with how we’ve created/programmed ourselves (instead of living ourselves) into and as http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... art-1.html energy-consuming systems/machines as the Mind, with the awareness of ourselves as energy that developed/evolved into Consciousness from the http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... chine.html Unconscious (Negative-Energy), Subconscious (Neutral Energy) and Conscious-Mind (Positive-Energy). With the entire nature of/as ourselves manifested within Competition for the Interest of Self-Reward through energy consumption within ourselves of/as substance, physicality and the without as ourselves as this physical existence/World System.
In this Post, we’re more specifically going to have a look at the parent-child relationship within the principle of our equal and one responsibility as all children, as all parents as ourselves that we’ve http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... death.html accepted and allowed to be/become and exist as ourselves, and within that – our equal and one responsibility for the nature of this physical-existence/World-System that we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to be birthed into and trained/educated/guided into as the preparation of competing for our survival as energy-consuming systems/machines as Minds. Instead of living and being birthed into an existence of/as equality and oneness where Life is Lived.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest the ‘family system’/ ‘groupings’ that I would be born into with a parent-child relationship within such systems/groupings – where, the nature of the family-system/groupings stand within the ways/means/methods I as a child birthed into this physical-existence/World-System would be accordingly prepared/trained/educated to manifest me into/as an http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... eward.html self-rewarding energy-consuming system as a Mind with the nature of competition and survival. Developing my Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind as my starting-point of/as me as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience (Unconscious-Mind/Physical Behaviour) to accumulate my neutral (Subconscious-Mind Personalities/definitions of/as ‘only me’) and positive energy experiences (Conscious-Mind Pursuit of Happiness) for me to get/extract/have the MORE of/as me as positive-energy experience. In this http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-21.html design/programming of/as me as the Mind – manifesting me as a system for survival for energy within me, preparing myself from childhood to compete for Energy within myself for my self-reward/success as positive-energy experience, to prepare me for adulthood to compete for Money for my survival as my self-reward/success as accumulation of Money. In this process – consuming substance/physicality for my Mind to transform into/as Energy, consuming from/of this physical-existence for me to http://eqafe.com/p/making-peace-with-money accumulate Money from/of the World-System of Money that consume from/of this physical existence in transforming physicality into Money. And so become an equal and one individual within this existence – that consume itself and all to death, instead of me being the future of this existence, that birth as life and gift life to all within/as equality and oneness – I have become a http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... n-and.html reaper of war, that accept and allow wars within myself and this existence as I have enslaved me as all as me into/as the fight/war of survival as consuming/extracting substance/physicality for our own survival of/as Energy within and Money without through friction/conflict as competition.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, in my very physical-development in the womb/physical-body of the mother, I start the process of http://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-time-is-c ... ce-part-32 extracting/taking from/of the physicality of the female physical-body for me to develop/manifest/create MY physical-body. Taking/extracting from the very substance/sustenance/nutrients and fabric of/as the female’s physical-body as I develop/manifest/create MY physical body. Equal-to and One-with my development/manifestation/creation of/as me within/as the manifested-singularity that manifested from friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, as I separated me into/as a manifested-singularity from going into conflict/friction against the whole as me. As MY physical-body develop/manifest/create within/as the womb of the female’s physical-body, the relationship that manifest as http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-17.html MY physical-body from/of the physical-body of/as the female: stand within the equal and one nature of developing/manifesting/creating through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as I extract/take substance/sustenance/nutrients and fabric of/as the female’s physical-body. And so, in this – manifesting my very physical-relationship/unconscious-relationship to/towards the physical-body of/as the female within/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that become the initial starting-point relationship between the physical’s as manifested-singularities of/as the female and child.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest such a relationship between physical-bodies, equal-to and one-with how I emerged/birthed in the beginning from within/of/as existence – where: instead of me realising/seeing/understanding the substance of/as ‘who I am’ within myself as manifested-singularity has birthed from/of the whole as existence in/as equality and oneness: I interpreted/perceived me as an http://eqafe.com/p/divide-and-conquer-t ... e-minority individual/separation from/of the whole and so manifested the relationship of friction/conflict as separation as negative-energy experience to/towards the whole as me as consuming substance for me as manifested-singularity as energy to exist.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – throughout time, with this separation becoming my starting-point of/as me within/as existence as I emerged/birthed into existence – life after life after life: this has become the physicality of/as my birth/emergence into/as this physical existence as me. With the female-body the representation of existence, birthing/emerging a part of/as itself into/as existence, where instead of that part/manifested singularity birthing/emerging in and as http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNuzrvKQpEw equality and oneness, where as I develop/manifest/create me as manifested-singularity/physical-body with/as the whole/female physical-body in/as equality and oneness – where I assist/support me with/as the whole/female physical-body, as the whole/female physical-body assist/support me as a part of/as itself: it has come to where, I am given the opportunity to develop/create/manifest me as a physical-body with and within the womb of the mother in equality and oneness, but I don’t equally as one assist/support the female’s physical-body, and immediately go into friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards the physical of the female for me to develop/create/manifest MY physical-body for/of/as my own survival as a physical-body in/as this physical existence through consuming from/of the female’s physical-body.
I forgive that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that I accepted and allowed such a birth/emergence of/as me within/as the womb of the female physical-body, with the initial physical-relationship/unconscious-relationship manifesting within the starting-point of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as I extract/take and consume substance/sustenance/nutrients and fabric of/as the female’s physical-body: based-on how I have, throughout time – emerged/birthed into/as existence as a whole, as a manifested-singularity in immediate conflict/friction as negative-energy experience to/towards all as me as I consume substance to develop/manifest me within/as my manifested-singularity as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my very initial physical-development within/as this physical-existence manifested through/as the female’s physical-body: stand within the nature of consuming the very life/substance/physicality of/as this physical-existence as manifested physical-body of/as the female: equal-to and one-with ‘who I am’ and have been throughout existence as a manifested-singularity that develop/manifest/create itself from/of consuming substance/life as existence as a whole for me as a manifested-singularity to survive/exist.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how with me developing/creating/manifesting my very physical body as manifested-singularity within/as the starting-point of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience: I was manifesting/creating/developing my Unconscious-Mind as my entire manifested-singularity/physical-body relationship to/towards the whole as me as this physical-existence that would stand within the relationship-nature of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. Equal-to and One-with how – in the beginning, I developed my Unconscious in the emergence of/as me as a manifested-singularity with/as my initial relationship as manifested-singularity existing within/as the nature of the relationship to/towards all/the whole as me as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. And so my birth/emergence into/as existence in the beginning, has become equally as one manifested in the birth/emergence into/as this physical existence: a manifested-singularity/physical-body in complete http://eqafe.com/p/atlanteans-the-evolu ... ion-part-7 separation through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards existence/this physical existence as a whole. And so, from here – my accepted and allowed relationship in this very existence/physical-existence – would be me as a part of existence/this physical existence, that consume from/of existence/this physical-existence for me as the manifested-singularity/physical-body to survive/exist as Energy-Manifest.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how ‘who I am’ as Energy, develop/manifest/create myself with and as my development/creation/manifestation of my physical-body within/as the womb of/as the female’s physical-body. Where, as I develop/manifest/create my physical-body from/of http://eqafe.com/p/the-inequality-of-re ... -existence consuming the very life/substance/physicality of/as the female physical-body – I simultaneously within myself, develop/create/manifest my ‘who I am’ as Energy – through accumulating and manifesting the negative-energy experience within/as my ‘who I am’ from/of the friction/conflict to/towards the physical-body of/as the female – transforming that friction/conflict that manifest between the physicals into and as negative-energy experience that I accumulate within/as my ‘who I am’ within/as my physical-body development/creation/manifestation. And so, what I create/develop/manifest my ‘who I am’ into/as from the beginning as starting-point of/as who I am – is negative-energy that will become my Unconscious-Mind and physical-behaviour as I birth/emerge into/as this physical-existence when birthing/emerging out of the female’s womb.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – in my initial development/manifestation/creation years in/as this physical-existence, my physical/unconscious-relationship to/towards others as me/this physical-existence as me stand within/as the physical-nature of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. As I in my physical ‘who I am’ as Unconscious-Mind as manifested friction/conflict of/as negative-energy experience to/towards others/this physical-existence as me – http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... chine.html communicate through/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, as I had limited/diminished my ways/means/methods of communication since the beginning to only be able to communicate within/as who I have become as my communication to/towards all as me within/as the nature of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. Where – as a child in the initial years within/as this physical-existence, I am in fact developing/manifesting/creating my physical-behaviour as Unconscious-Mind in my relationship to others/this physical-existence to develop/create/manifest my http://eqafe.com/p/bernard-poolman-free-energy awareness as Energy within/as myself as my Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind through/as my initial interaction/relationship of/as communication within/as the nature of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what I do as a child in my initial years within this physical-existence – is through my physical-communication as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience: develop/create/manifest my relationships to/towards others/this physical existence for the most effective/rewarding ways/means/methods of accumulating negative-energy experience, to transform into neutral-energy experience, to manifest into positive-energy experience within/as myself. And this continues into/as my adult-years, where in my very physical-behaviour/interaction/communication as my Unconscious-Mind stand within/as the nature of/as conflict/friction as negative-energy experience to/towards others/this physical-existence as me, as my ways/means/methods of accumulating neutral and positive energy experience within/as myself – from/of the extent of conflict/friction I generate/create/manifest to/towards others and this physical-existence as me, that I developed/created/manifested in my relationship to/towards my family, as my parents trained/prepared/educated into/as me .

In the next post, we’ll be going into more detail as to how exactly, we developed our physical-communication/Unconscious-Mind as ourselves in relation to family/parents, how as a child we developed the most effective/rewarding ways/means/methods of deliberately manifesting friction/conflict for negative-energy experience, and so positive-energy experience to accumulate within ourselves, and how – within that: our parents accepted and allowed the development of such physical-communication/behaviour as the Unconscious-Mind.

I commit myself to – through writing, http://pinterest.com/sunettespies/pract ... rgiveness/ self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: assist and support me to walk-through my Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind, to get-to the core/origin/source of how I accepted and allowed myself to develop/create/manifest my very physical-living of/as ‘who I am’ as Energy as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards myself, others and this physical-existence; to http://desteni.org/ transform ‘who I am’ into and as a living-being in/as equality and oneness with my physical-body and this physical-existence. So that I stop my accepted and allowed deliberate relationship of consuming substance/physical within myself and this physical-existence only for me as Energy to survive/exist.

In this, I commit myself to - in this correction of/as me in my standing with/as my physical-body and this physical-existence in/as equality and oneness, http://www.destonians.com/ stand as a living-example for others as me, and especially parents as me – to change/transform, first – their http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships relationship with themselves as the physical-body/this physical-existence, to prepare themselves to stand as living-examples for/as their children, to assist/support and guide/direct their children equal-to and one-with how they have assisted/supported themselves, to become individuals that stand equal-to and one-with themselves, the physical-body and this physical-existence. And so, from us and eventually the children – to http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses change/transform the nature of our relationships of ourselves, the physical-body and this physical-existence to equality and oneness living with the physical-body and this physical-existence, and no more accept and allow the abuse/consumption of substance/physicality in the nature of the relationship of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience in developing/creating/manifesting individuals of survival in the nature of self-reward for/as energy – that use/abuse/consume physicality/this physical existence through competition/war, but become living beings.

In this, I commit myself to – implementing/manifesting a http://eqafe.com/p/equal-money-future-of-money-volume-1 World-System of Money, that present the opportunity for parents and children to walk this process of changing/transforming themselves form energy-consuming machines of self-rewarding/interested nature within the starting-point of competition/war/fighting for Energy for Survival that the http://eqafe.com/p/education-is-the-doorway-to-money current World-System is accepting/allowing/promoting to be the ‘way of life’ – consumerism within and without at the cost/expense of our own lives and that of all within/as this physical existence. To a http://equalmoney.org/ World-System of Money, where each as all have an equal and one life of living and can from here – assist/support themselves in developing/manifesting/creating themselves and their children/the children of this world – into self-equality and oneness, equality and oneness with the physical and this physical-existence; to so transform this world of war, to a world of Life.
In this, I commit myself to http://eqafe.com/p/how-the-education-sy ... s-humanity reforming the nature of Education in the current World-System to http://eqafe.com/p/bernard-poolman-educ ... qual-money Education within and Equal Money System – from the http://eqafe.com/p/education-is-mind-control education of competition for survival through consumerism, to an self-education/self-living process – educating parents and children on effective self-relationships with themselves, their physicals and this physical existence, and orienting education and evolution to contributing to the wellbeing of all of humanity and this physical existence, instead of education and evolutions of systems/technology for profit, greed and dominion.

We recommend, to – in conjunction with the Blog – Heaven’s Journey to Life, invest in ‘The Soul of Money’ Interview-Series on EQAFE, as both the writings and the interviews are in alignment with the walking of how we created, accepted and allowed our ‘who we are’ within ourselves, our relationships, this physical existence and the World-System of Money – together with providing the practical solutions of assisting and supporting self, to stand with/together in the process of transforming/changing self, and so eventually this world as it is our own as all’s responsibility in equality and oneness.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 24
Why/how have we created the birthing of ourselves in the womb of a physical body? Why/how how we created the birth of ourselves in Pain? Why does Pain exist? What is Pain?

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A Woman’s Birth-Right is Pain: DAY 24

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Six

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... other.html previous post – we’re in this post/dimension going into more detail as to how exactly, we developed our physical-communication/Unconscious-Mind as ourselves in relation to family/parents, how as a child we developed the most effective/rewarding ways/means/methods of deliberately manifesting friction/conflict for negative-energy experience, and so positive-energy experience to accumulate within ourselves, and how – within that: our parents accepted and allowed the development of such physical-communication/behaviour as the Unconscious-Mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself – to, in the beginning – within my manifested-separation relationship/communication of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards the whole/all as me: from that moment, ‘move myself’ as my manifested-singularity within and as existence, where that very ‘movement’ manifested more friction/conflict within myself and to/towards existence/substance as the whole as me. Because: the very movement is me, me moving myself as manifested-singularity, with ‘me’ as my ‘movement’ standing equal and one as starting-point/foundation/alignment of me with and as negative-energy experience as friction/conflict.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – instead of the movement of/as me, being a directive-principle of/as me as ‘who I am’ with and as all as existence as me in/as equality and oneness, where my movement as directive-principle would be an expression of/as myself with and as all: my movement became a constant/continuous conflict/friction against/in opposition with the whole as me, as me as my manifested-singularity of/as separation was manifested/aligned/founded within and as the starting-point, foundation and alignment of negative-energy experience as friction/conflict and so – everything I am and so: will stand within and as this starting-point that I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that – with my very beingness, my ‘who I am’ as manifested-energy – consisting-of/existing-as energy-experience, my very movement – generating friction/conflict as negative-energy experience became an additional source of/as energy-experience accumulation, and so my movement would become deliberate for me to generate the MOST negative-energy experience to/towards all as me as existence/the whole/substance manifest, for my neutral-energy experience of/as ‘only me’ to accumulate and so for me to get/have the MOST positive-energy experience of/as the MORE of/as me within myself.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to – throughout time, with separating myself within myself within the energy-awareness layers of/as me as negative-energy experience (the unconscious), neutral-energy experience (the subconscious) and positive-energy experience (the conscious), as I have automated and evolved myself into and as a Mind Consciousness System of/as Energy-Manifest as me within and as my manifested-singularity/human physical body. Where my very structural outline/alignment/foundation of/as my manifested-singularity would be/become the unconscious/negative-energy experience as I within my very entirety as the structural manifestation of/as my manifested-singularity would in my entire movement of/as me within and as existence/the whole: generate/create/manifest constant/continuous friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. Equal-to and one-with how I now existence with my Mind Consciousness System in and as the human physical body, with my Unconscious-Mind manifested within and as the very structural manifestation of/as the human physical form itself, where I within my very physical-behaviour/movement: would constantly/continuously generate/create/manifest friction/conflict to/towards the physical-environment and others physical-bodies as me within and as this physical existence. For me to within my very physical-behaviour/movement as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience: generate/create/manifest the most friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, for my internal layers of Subconscious-Mind as neutral energy-experience to accumulate and so my Conscious-Mind as positive-energy experience to manifest for me to experience the MORE of/as me within and as my Mind Consciousness System.

I forgive myself, that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time – manifest myself into and as an automated/evolved energy-consuming system/machine that has become my Mind Consciousness System manifest as me, where: throughout time, I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me within myself and from all/the whole/existence as me to such an extent, where my unconscious/foundation/alignment of/as me as my manifested-singularity/now human physical body has become my unawareness, as my energy-awareness of/as me only remained/shifted within the subconscious (neutral-energy experience of/as ‘only me’) and conscious (positive-energy experience of/as ‘more of me’). To where I am today within and as myself: entirely/completely unaware/in self-separation from/of my human physical body/manifested-singularity within/as my Mind Consciousness System. Unaware of/as my very movement within/as my human physical body that has become my Unconscious-Mind, with my very movement as me existing within and as the starting-point of/as friction/conflict for me to generate/create/manifest negative-energy experience for/of me within myself, to accumulate my neutral energy experience for my Subconscious Mind and positive-energy experience for my Conscious-Mind.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – with my development within and as the female physical-body womb, the moment my movement as manifested-singularity/physical body begin; how that very movement of/as me within and as the mother’s womb is manifested within and as the nature of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as I move against/in opposition to/towards the physical-body of/as the female within the womb. That for my very development/manifestation as a physical-body as manifested-singularity to emerge – I have to go into/as constant/continuous friction/conflict as negative-energy experienced generation/creation/manifestation to/towards the physical-body of the female within the womb.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – from the beginning, make my development/growth/manifestation as manifested-singularity within/as the whole/existence: dependent on the extent/extremity of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience I generate/create/manifest within me to/towards the whole/existence/substance-manifest. Where, the more of substance I consumed and transformed into energy for me through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, within myself and my structural-manifestation as manifested-singularity – the more I expanded/grew/developed within myself and within/as my manifested singularity. Where my very formation of/as ‘who I am’ within myself as Energy-manifest, equally as one manifested within/as my formation of/as my structural-manifestation as manifested-singularity that I have separated/manifested myself into and as.
And so, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time – continued with my evolution of myself as Energy as manifested-singularity through extracting/consuming substance from/of existence/the whole through friction/conflict: have constantly/continuously throughout time made my development/growth/creation/manifestation of the internal formation/design of ‘who I am’ within myself and the external formation/design of who I am within/as the very structure of/as my manifested singularity: dependent on the extraction/consuming of/as substance from/of the whole/existence through the extent/extremity of friction/conflict I generate/create/manifest to/towards the whole/existence for negative-energy experience to accumulate/manifest within me and the structure of/as my manifested singularity for me to evolve the internal formation of me within myself and the structure/external formation of/as my manifested-singularity through/as the accumulation of neutral and positive-energy experience of/as the ‘only me’ and the ‘more of me’ experience/evolution of myself.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my development/growth/manifestation of/as my physical-body within and as the womb of/as the female’s physical-body – is the manifested-representation, equal-to and one-with what I have become/done since the beginning in my relationship as manifested-singularity to/towards the whole/existence as me. Where: the female’s physical-body womb = is equal-to and one-with the womb of/as existence/the whole. Where: my physical-body development/growth/manifestation is dependent on a constant/continuous process of/as friction/conflict to/towards the very womb of/as the physical-body of the female = equal-to and one-with my manifested-singularity development/growth/manifestation that was/always has been dependent on the constant/continuous process of/as friction/conflict to/towards the whole/existence. Where: in my process of physical-body development/growth/manifestation through/as friction/conflict to/towards the womb/physical-body of the female – generate/create/manifest the necessary negative-energy experience, that induce/instil the required motivation/direction of/as movement for me to grow/expand/develop. That my very development/growth of/as my external formation of/as my physical-body and simultaneous internal formation of/as my mind consciousness system within that: is motivated by/through negative-energy experience as friction/conflict = equal-to and one-with my development/growth of/as my external formation of/as my manifested-singularity and simultaneous internal formation of/as who I am as energy-manifest was/still is motivated by/through negative-energy experience as friction/conflict to/towards existence/the whole.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I as the female/female physical-body do not consciously experience the actual pain/infliction of friction/conflict that the child physical-body induce/instil into/as my physical-body/in the womb as it grow/develop/manifest within me through constant/continuous friction/conflict movement within/as my womb/physical-body. That I do not consciously experience this consequence – due to my physical-body standing within/as my unawareness as the Unconscious-Mind in the separation of/as my energy-awareness within myself internally to only existing within the Subconscious Mind and Conscious-Mind. Where I only experience the accumulation of that constant/continuous pain infliction of the child physical-body’s process of development/manifestation through friction/conflict within/as my physical-body in the moment of birth when my awareness shift into/as the external formation of me as my human physical body as Unconscious-Mind, that become my momentary awareness to unite with my Unconscious-Mind manifested within/as my Physical-Body to physically push, with friction/conflict as negative-energy experience – the child physical-body out.

In the next post, we’ll continue with why the female physical-body experience the extent of pain during birth, what the pain in fact is, why we’ve created/manifested the birthing of ourselves as physical-bodies into/as existence with pain, how/why our Unconscious-Mind in/as our physical-bodies manifest as pain with its relationship to/towards the physical in constant/continuous friction/conflict as extracting substance/resources from/of the very physical-body and how the female physical-body experience the pain that the physical actually endure in its relationship with the Unconscious-Mind.
And within this, how we created/manifested the World-System of Money in our image and likeness of movement – how Money/the World-System moves through friction/conflict to/towards this physical-existence, consuming the physical/lives within/as/of this physical-existence to evolve/grow/develop itself, instead of the World-System of Money contributing to the movement, evolution, growth and development of life for all in/as equality and oneness – which we will be implementing with the change of the current World-System/Money to an http://equalmoney.org/ Equal Money System – where Life will move in/as equality and oneness.

I commit myself, to – through http://desteni.org/ writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application in http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses walking through my Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind: assist and support me, to transform the existence of/as me as my Mind Consciousness System – from moving within myself in my mind, to only generate/create/manifest conflict/friction as negative-energy experience, to accumulate positive energy experience for myself as Energy/Ego to survive: to re-align my relationship with myself with/as my Mind from separation to equal and one living with/as my human physical body. Doing this through stopping/transforming my existence as the Mind/Energy to being/becoming living words in the living flesh that do not depend on Energy generated by/through internal friction/conflict to move me/preoccupy me – but move myself as a self-directive principle within/as the principle of/as what’s best for all, that http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships express/live who I am in/as equality and oneness with me, my physical and eventually all as me within/as existence.

http://www.destonians.com/ I commit myself to, stand and walk with Breath as the physical/real movement of/as me with/as my human physical body, to assist/support me to stabilize me within and as the movement of/as reality as breath, here. To assist/support me to align my movement from energy-movement of mind, to physical-movement of/as equality and oneness – that do not consist-of/exist as friction/conflict for/of energy-generation/creation to accumulate positive-energy for me to experience the more of/as me as Energy, but utilize breath as movement with/as the physical, as I walk my process from energy-movement, to physical-movement as physical-living. Doing this, as/while I walk my process with/out of my Mind as manifested-separation of/as me that only exist to generate/create energy as energy-movement for me to experience my positive/energy experience of/as only me, and align myself into/as self equality and oneness, equality and oneness with/as my physical and eventually this physical existence as a whole, where through breath and walking this process – I align the movement of/as me to physical-living/expression as Life.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 25

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The Negative ALWAYS Move the Positive: DAY 25

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Six

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned within the http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-24.html previous post, we’re continuing with why the female physical-body experience pain during birth, what the pain in fact is, why we’ve created/manifested the birthing of ourselves as physical-bodies into/as existence with pain within the womb of the physical-body, how/why our Unconscious-Mind in/as our physical-bodies manifest as pain with its relationship to/towards the physical in constant/continuous friction/conflict as extracting substance/resources from/of the very physical-body. And within this, how we created/manifested the World-System of Money in our image and likeness of movement – how Money/the World-System moves through friction/conflict to/towards this physical-existence, consuming the physical/lives within/as/of this physical-existence to evolve/grow/develop itself. Instead of the World-System of Money contributing to the movement, evolution, growth and development of life for all in/as http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNuzrvKQpEw equality and oneness – which we will be implementing with the change of the current World-System/Money to an http://equalmoney.org/ Equal Money System – where Life will move in/as equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the beginning, the very external structural formation of/as me as manifested singularity formed/manifested from/of the substance of/as existence, and the internal manifestation of/as me within/as that manifested-singularity consisted-of/existed as substance-manifest. That initially, in my structural formation and internal substance as manifested-singularity – I was still a part of/as substance. But the moment I as that manifested-singularity as part from/of substance/the whole conceptualized me as an individualized part in separation from/of the whole, I in that separation as me as individual-manifest from/of the whole/substance: aligned my internal and external formation with/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards substance/the whole. Instead of me within myself and my external formation/manifestation as structure of/as the manifested-singularity – being equal-to and one-with substance/existence as me: I manifested my internal and external formation/structure/design with/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. That friction/conflict as negative-energy experience within/as my external-formation as structural-design/lining of/as my manifested-singularity, then reverberating/rippling within/as my internal substance/beingness of/as me that would accumulate into/as the neutral-energy, and so into positive-energy experience within/as the MORE of/as me within my beingness. And so, as my energy-awareness of/as me as energy-experience shifted/evolved within/as myself within the internal-experience of/as ‘only me’ as neutral energy experience, to positive-energy experience as ‘more of me’: I became unaware of/as me as my external formation as structural-manifestation of/as my manifested singularity that exist within/as constant/continuous friction/conflict to/towards all as me as my communication/starting-point and so movement of/as ‘who I am’ as individualized manifested-separation from/of the whole/substance/existence. That within my very existing, ‘being here’ in existence as manifested-separation from/of the whole/substance: constantly/continuously transform substance into/as energy as negative-energy experience through/as my constant-continuous friction/conflict to/towards it.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time – evolve my internal beingness and external formation/structure through/as and within friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. Where I internally and externally formed/shaped/manifested me through/as/from negative-energy experience accumulation into the culmination of who and http://eqafe.com/p/virus-free-mind what I am today: a Mind Consciousness System (Energy-evolution of internal formation) within and as a Physical-Body (external-formation Evolution through/with Energy), as I have consumed substance from within myself and from existence as me to manifest/form my internal beingness into/as a Mind http://eqafe.com/p/sunette-spies-the-one-i-d-monster Consciousness System as Energy-manifest, and consumed substance through/from the without/external formation as me to manifest/form my external formation/structure/design.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to - throughout time, condition my emergence into/as existence as manifested-singularity to the extent where, the moment I emerge as manifested-singularity, I within and during that emergence/rebirthing-process: immediately/instantaneously within my beingness and structure/formation of/as my manifested-singularity: go internally and externally into/as simultaneous friction/conflict to/towards existence/the whole as me, to immediately/instantaneously start the process of generating/creating negative-energy experience for me as Energy to come into being within/as myself as manifested-singularity. And so, throughout time – have automated the emerging of me as manifested-singularity and beingness of/as substance/the whole: to immediately/instantaneously within/during the emerging/birthing process as my external-formation manifest friction/conflict to/towards the whole/substance to accumulate/manifest the internal experience of/as energy from negative, to neutral to positive. And thus, emerging/rebirthing into existence – became the emerging/rebirthing of/as Energy, through consuming substance/the whole from/of the initial moment of emergence/rebirthing as I within my very formation/manifestation process of/as my manifested-singularity already start accumulating negative-energy experience within/as myself and develop/grow/expand my external formation and internal experience of/as Energy through/as the consuming of/as substance of/as existence as me.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equally as one, now – exist within and as my emergence/rebirthing within/as the womb of the female physical-body, where from the moment of conception, the moment I develop/form/manifest my physical-body and throughout the process of developing/forming/manifesting my physical-body: the entire process is done through consuming physicality/physical-substance, where I through that consumption within the nature of friction/conflict – develop/form/manifest my external formation/structure/design as physical-body equal-to and one-with my internal formation/structure/design as the Mind of/as Energy-manifest. This internal and external formation/structure/design manifesting simultaneously - as I have aligned/paralleled my internal energy-formation with my external structural-formation, so that as my external structural formation as physical-body manifest friction/conflict for its development/growth/expansion within/as the womb of the physical-body, I utilize the negative-energy experience to develop/grow/expand my internal structural formation of/as Energy as the Mind within the energy layers of negativity (the unconscious), neutrality (the subconscious) and positivity (the conscious) that only initially accumulate and manifest as pure energy-experience layers of negative, neutral and positive energy that is contained within the structural framework/manifestation of/as the Mind System. In layering/containing my Mind-System framework/manifestation with negative, neutral and positive energy: I prepare myself for my education/guidance/training by those that has gone before me, where I will imprint/manifest those energy-layers with knowledge, information and imagery as http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships my process of relationship-creations, to programme my energy within/as my layers as the Mind into/as ‘who I will become/what I will live’ as Energy-manifest as the Mind through/as my physical-body.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money in/as my image and likeness, where: constantly/continuously new systems emerge/rebirth within/as the World-System of Money within/as this physical-existence, that form/structure/manifest/erect themselves with/as materials/substance from/of this physical-existence that has consumed from/of this very physical-existence to form/structure/manifest themselves as manifested-singularities in/as the World-System of Money. Where the very structural formation/manifestation/design (buildings/constructions etc.) came into existence through/as the consumption of/as this physical-existence (soil, earth, trees, water, stone) = equal-to and one-with the structural formation/manifestation/design of/as my physical-body coming into existence through/as the consumption of/as physicality/physical-substance of the womb/physical-body of the female. With these structural-manifestations forming/manifesting themselves simultaneously within and as the starting-point of accumulating Money for/as itself to evolve – as it constantly/continuously – from its moment of emergence/birth/manifestation: consume physicality to transform into Money for the survival of its own existence as Money = equal-to and one-with the structural manifestation of/as my physical-body forming/manifesting simultaneously with and as the starting-point of me within myself accumulating Energy for/as my own evolution as the Mind – as I constantly/continuously, from my moment of emergence/birth/manifestation: will consume physicality/substance to transform into Energy for the survival of my own existence as Energy/the Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – my very ‘physical-movement’ from/of the female physical-body womb, is/has been equal-to and one-with my initial manifested-singularity movement within/as existence when I initially emerged/manifested myself into/as a manifested-singularity within/as existence. Where, in my initial solid-standing as manifested-singularity, as manifested-separation that manifested friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards existence/the whole as me as I conceptualized me as an individual separate from/of the whole – where that initial negative-energy experience was enough to accumulate into neutral energy-experience and positive-energy experience, as I was standing/remaining there in that one solid-standing position – the positive-energy experience of/as the MORE of me started lessening, to the neutral energy experience of/as only me and eventually experienced only the ‘lesser’ of/as me as negative-energy experience as the friction/conflict reverberation/ripples from/of the structure/formation of/as my manifested-singularity that manifested and was experienced within/as me. And as my http://eqafe.com/p/self-awareness-steps ... ion-part-1 awareness of/as me as Energy had already been defined within/as the MORE of/as me as positive-energy experience, I in/as my manifested-singularity moved myself to search/look for the experience of/as me within/as myself as the MORE of/as me as positive-energy experience. And as I MOVED through/as the motivation of/as the lesser experience of/as me as negative-energy experience to look/search for the more of/as me as positive-energy experience, the very movement generated/created more friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, accumulated the neutral energy experience into and as the positive-energy experience of/as MORE of/as me. And so, from that moment – the very movement of/as me as manifested-singularity was constant/continuous in/through the motivation of/as me - searching for/looking for the MORE of/as me as Energy within/as myself as positive energy-experience the moment I started experiencing either the neutral-energy experience of/as ‘only me’ and/or the negative-energy experience of/as the lesser of me.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money in my image and likeness, where the World System of Money would, the moment any part/manifested-singularity (business, bank, corporation, industry, markets) experience an balance with Money as neutral energy experience, or a lesser of Money as a negative-energy experience – it would deliberately MOVE itself through/as instilling/inducing MORE http://eqafe.com/p/the-manifested-dimen ... f-conflict friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards this physical-existence as consuming more of this physical-existence/physical lives to transform into/as Money, to accumulate the balance as neutral energy experience into/as positive energy experience. As the Money-System and human-beings within the World-System of Money - will through debt, for example, as negative energy experience – accumulate the debt as negative energy experience, and in the accumulation of debt, through the cost of other individuals’ lives and livelihoods, accumulate the positive-energy experience for itself/ourselves as MORE Money.

In the next post, we’ll continue with the exact consequence of our conditioning of ourselves as movement through/as friction/conflict as negative energy experience, and how that relationship of our awareness with negative, neutral and positive energy is what physically moves-us out of the womb of the physical-body of the female as we have conditioned/manifested/created our initial movement as manifested-singularity in/as existence into and as our movement as physical-body out of the womb of the female’s physical-body.

http://pinterest.com/sunettespies/pract ... rgiveness/ I see/realise/understand that I as my Mind Consciousness System exist and move according to my experience of me as energy-awareness, where my very movement of/as me is motivated only when I experience the neutral-energy awareness of/as ‘only me’ and/or the negative energy experience of/as the lesser of me as Energy. In this, I commit myself to – through http://desteni.org/ writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support me to http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses walk my process with and as my Mind as me, in transforming my motivation/movement from/of/as Energy to actual Living. I see/realise/understand that motivation and movement exist as Energy, as I have defined me as Energy only, and so I have motivated my movement as me to/towards me only rewarding myself and so evolving myself towards a positive-energy experience from a negative-energy experience, thus my motivation and movement of/as me had become self-interest/self-survival based as Energy only. Therefore, I commit myself in assisting/supporting me in/as my process of transforming myself from Energy into/as the Living Word, to align me with/as actual real physical-movement as the human physical-body/breathing, with motivation transforming into expression of/as me as equality and oneness as I live here in equality and oneness with the physical, and I move here in equality and oneness with the physical. In this, transforming me from motivation/movement for energy through consuming substance/physicality, to a being that live here in/as expression of/as equality and oneness moving with/as existence/the physical in/as equality and oneness; and in this living and expression – no more exist as energy, but in fact live WITH and AS what is here; and http://www.destonians.com/ stand as a living example for beings to stop energy motivation and movement at the consequence of self and all of/as self, but align their living to expression and movement of/as equality and oneness, so that we can birth life, instead of destroying life.

I commit myself, to transforming the current World-System of Money from the motivation of negative-energy experience/debt at the consequence of this physical-existence/physical lives for the survival of/as itself as money-accumulation as positive-energy experience through consuming physicality/physical lives – to a World-System of Money that gift life to all equally as one within/as this physical-existence, so that all can in fact Live, and in that Living move/express in/as equality and oneness, to in that living/expression: birth life from the physical.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 26

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Is the Mind MATTER? – Part One: DAY 26

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Eight

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned within the
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-25.html previous post, we’ll continue with the exact consequence of our conditioning of ourselves as movement through/as friction/conflict as negative energy experience, and how that http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-my-life- ... ationships relationship of our energy-awareness with and as negative-, neutral- and positive-energy experience is what physically moves-us out of the womb of the physical-body of the female, and throughout the continuation of our movement/living in/as/with this physical existence; as the very movement of ourselves in our functioning/existing in the physical as the mind stand within and as the starting-point of negative-energy. Within this, throughout our lives: consuming substance/physicality within and without through energy and money for ourselves as the Mind/Energy within and the World-System of Money without to continue existing/surviving for a limited time, until we eventually create/manifest our own death, and the slow but certain destruction/annihilation of/as this physical existence as ourselves.

http://pinterest.com/sunettespies/pract ... rgiveness/ I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time – condition/manifest/evolve and so automate my emergence/rebirth into/as existence/the whole as me as Energy, where: in the moment I emerge/rebirth, I within/ through the external formation/structure of and as my manifested-singularity that form/manifest in/during the process of emerging/rebirthing: consume substance through emerging/rebirthing as a manifested-singularity/individuality in separation from/of the whole that create/manifest friction/conflict as negative-energy experience within that very process of rebirth/emergence. And so – simultaneously as my external formation/structure emerge/manifest in the process of rebirth through friction/conflict as consuming substance and creating negative-energy experience: I rebirth/emerge within/as myself as energy-awareness/-experience – through and as the negative-energy experience of/as my external-formation emergence/rebirth through friction/conflict and consumption of substance, the negative-energy experiences ripple/reverberate into/as my internal beingness as manifested-singularity and accumulate the neutral and eventually the positive-energy experience of/as the ‘more of me’.
Therefore, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – from the very moment of inception of me into/as existence: I already start the process of and as consuming substance, transforming it into and as energy for me to within and as myself as manifested-singularity experience my emergence/rebirth as Energy, as I have conditioned/manifested/evolved my emergence/rebirth into and as existence as energy. And thus – from the moment of inception, already separate me from my external-formation/structure of and as substance, and my internal beingness of/as substance, as my external formation and internal beingness is transformed into/as energy, immediately - as my external formation/structure transform substance into energy through/as friction/conflict as I emerge/rebirth in and as separation, and as the negative-energy experience from that friction/conflict ripple/reverberate into/as my beingness/substance within, my very substance/beingness is transformed/consumed into/as energy to experience the neutral energy experience of/as ‘only me’ and positive energy experience of/as the ‘more of me’. And so substance itself, in my internal beingness and external formation has become the platform/foundation that I use/abuse to transform into/as energy/energy-experience.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – throughout time, condition/evolve/manifest my emergence/rebirth into and as existence as me, to where I am now in and as my manifestation and http://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-the-mind- ... eb-part-33 relationship with my Mind, my Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as me. Where: I from the moment of inception within and as the womb of the female physical-body, already initiate the process of consuming substance as manifested as the very fabric/nutrients/sustenance of and as the physical-body of the female from within the womb. Where I through and as my external-formation as physical-body, initiate friction/conflict to/towards the physical of the female as I http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-the-rela ... -and-money consume from and of the very physicality of the female for my physical-body to develop/grow/manifest: where that friction/conflict as consumption of substance/physicality, as I transform substance/physicality into energy within and as myself through and within my very physical and internal beingness: creating/manifesting the necessary negative-energy experience for me to within and as myself, from that negative-energy experience – accumulate the neutral and positive energy experience as the emergence/rebirth as energy-awareness as me.
And so, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to simultaneously within that process of physical/substance consumption as http://eqafe.com/p/fight-to-the-death-f ... -and-money friction/conflict that generate/create/manifest negative-energy experience: the negative-energy experience ripple/reverberate into and as my internal-beingness within and as my physical-body, and the ripple/reverberation experiences of energy immediately transform my internal substance/beingness into and as energy for my internal energy-experience to develop/manifest as the neutral-energy experience of/as ‘only me’ that will manifest as my subconscious-mind and the positive-energy experience of and as the ‘more of me’ that will manifest as my conscious-mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time – evolve my emergence/rebirth into/as existence into and as an automated energy-consumption system (a.k.a. the Mind), that immediately/instantaneously as I develop/manifest my physicality through and as friction/conflict as the consumption of and as the physicality of the female; that create the negative-energy experience that ripple/reverberate into/as my internal beingness: that as that negative-energy experience from and of my external formation as physical-body ripple/reverberate into/as my internal beingness – the ripple/reverberation experiences of and as energy into and as my internal beingness, immediately consume my internal beingness/substance for it to evolve as energy into and as the neutral energy experience, and finally the positive energy experience. Where my Mind/energy-consumption system as me automatically layer the energy-experiences, and accumulation of energy-experiences within the manifestations of my unconscious-mind (negative-energy experience awareness) within and as my external formation as physical-body, and my internal formation as subconscious-mind (neutral energy experience awareness) and my conscious-mind (positive energy experience awareness): Where my subconscious mind (neutral energy experience) and conscious mind (positive energy experience) will manifest as my internal formation/evolution of and as energy from my unconscious mind (negative energy experience) external formation/manifestation within and as my physical-body. And so - the manifestation of me as energy/Mind: emerge/rebirth into/as and from this physical-existence, through and as the consumption of and as substance/physicality through and as my physical-body and internal beingness: and reaches its peak-evolution as positive-energy experience manifested as the conscious-mind already within the womb of the female’s physical body, as the optimum potential/experience of me as energy that I will ever be and remain as.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning – see, realise and understand that my re-emergence/rebirth into existence/substance-manifest, as a manifested-singularity: rebirthed and re-merged from and of existence, which mean my external and internal manifestation was standing equal-to and one-with substance/existence, because my very internal manifestation as beingness that emerge, with and as my very external formation/manifestation as structure that emerge: emerged equal-to and one-with and from substance/existence. But, instead of me - every time emerging equal-to and one-with substance/existence as Life as manifested http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNuzrvKQpEw equality and oneness: I have throughout time, evolved me into and as an automated energy-consumption system; that immediately in the moment of inception into and as existence/substance as a part-of and from substance/existence: conceive myself as separate from and of substance/existence as a whole. And thus, from that moment of inception into existence as conception of separation: I initiate friction/conflict to/towards substance/existence as me, that through that friction/conflict – instead consume life/substance, and transform it into and as Energy. And thus, within that immediate separation - I in and as my external formation and internal beingness emergence/rebirth/manifestation process: use/abuse that very process and manifestation of me as the gift/opportunity of life/living/expression in and as equality and oneness with and as substance/existence – where, within and during that process of gifting life to me: I transform that gift of life into and as a process of energy-creation. Where - as I am gifted Life in and as the very emergence of me internally in my beingness and externally as my structure/formation: I consume substance/existence/life – as and during the development/manifestation of my external formation, and internal beingness – as I manifest friction/conflict to/towards existence/substance, and in that friction/conflict I instead consume substance and transform it into and as energy as negative-energy experience, and simultaneously within that, as the negative energy experience accumulate and reverberate/ripple into and as my developing/manifesting beingness, my beingness-substance is consumed/transformed into and as energy as the negative energy experience reverberation/rippling transform/consume my beingness substance into and as neutral energy experience and positive energy experience.

Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that I have throughout time, always had the opportunity to re-emerge/rebirth with and as Life/Substance/Existence as manifested equality and oneness, as I emerge/rebirth into existence as my beingness/external formation from and of substance: but instead transformed that process into and as an opportunity for and of energy-creation, instead of life emergence. Where, instead of me birthing with and as life as existence/substance as equality and oneness, where Life’s living stand within and as eternity: I have limited the evolution of me as Energy to only the energy-awareness experience of and as me as positive-energy experience as the optimum evolutionary potential that I will ever reach/be/become within and as and throughout the existence of me as Energy.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, within this – see, realise and understand that: All I have become and still am: is Energy. The energy consisting of and existing as my very substance as gift of life, that I have instead consumed for me to emerge/manifest/evolve as the experience of me as Energy into and as my utmost, absolute potential/evolution as positive-energy experience, and will within that only exist as long as I consume and transform my external and internal substance manifestation/formation/beingness into and as Energy. Until I as Energy eventually cease to exist as I have used/abused the ‘time’ / as manifested ‘substance’ as ‘opportunity’ of and as Life as gifted to me by/as me as existence/substance/Life as manifested as my internal beingness and external formation of and as substance: to use/abuse/consume that substance/opportunity/time, instead for a limited time by/through transforming/using/abusing it into and as energy as individualized-interest for the momentary self-rewarding experience of and as positive-energy experience; instead of me utilizing my substance/opportunity/time of and as equality and oneness and living/expressing with and as life eternally, here.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still, to this day – accept and allow myself to re-emerge/rebirth into and as this physical-existence as substance of and as equality and oneness manifest, as an energy-consuming machine/system. Where – my very physical-body re-emergence/rebirth, and my beingness within and as my physical-body; is equal to and one with substance/physicality as existence as the whole. But because I have throughout time, conditioned/manifested my re-emergence/rebirth into, as and from existence into and as the conception of and as me as separation from and of the whole/existence/substance: I within and as the simultaneous emergence/rebirth of and as my external formation/physical body and internal beingness/substance with and as the physical body (as opportunity/gift for and of Life as emerging/birthing in and as equality and oneness with and as this physical-existence/substance): instead use/abuse that gift/opportunity of and as life, through emerging/birthing as an energy-consuming machine as Mind. That from the moment of inception in the physical – consume the very life/substance/physicality of and as me as physicality from and of the womb/physicality of the female. And in and during that consumption process for me to develop/manifest as a physical-body: what I consume from/of the physicality of the female through and as friction and conflict, I transform that very physicality into and as energy as negative-energy experience, that I invert as ripples/reverberations into and as my beingness within and as my physical-body, where those energy experienced ripples/reverberations transform my beingness-substance into and as energy to sustain its own existence and evolve from negative-energy experience, into neutral energy experience and finally into its utmost optimum evolution as positive-energy experience.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand - where I instead thus, birth as Energy through and within the consumption of Substance/Physicality – reaching my utmost, absolute, optimum evolution already within the womb of and as the female’s physical-body. Where my entire time/opportunity in and as this physical existence, will be limited - as I throughout my time/opportunity in and as this physical existence, consume substance as my physical and beingness as transforming it into and as energy that is me as the Mind-manifest to sustain the experience of and as myself as energy and maintain my peak-evolution as positive-energy experience; that will only exist as the amount of time/opportunity as manifested-substance as physicality that is available to me to consume and transform into Energy as me as the http://eqafe.com/p/virus-free-mind Mind. Until I as Energy/Mind eventually cease to exist, as I have consumed/transformed all the substance/physicality as time/opportunity gifted to me – for my momentary self-rewarding experience of and as Energy.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money in my image and likeness, where – Systems (corporations/businesses/industries/factories) emerge/birth into and as and from this physical existence, not realising/seeing/understanding that the very construction/development/manifestation as emergence of the foundations/buildings come from and of this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness, but instead utilize that process of construction/development/manifestation as emergence of the foundations/buildings - within the http://eqafe.com/p/atlanteans-how-we-be ... on-part-31 starting-point conception of and as separation, as only constructing/developing/manifesting its foundation/buildings to accumulate money, through transforming substance/physicality/this physical existence (nature, animals, water, soil, air) into and as money, for it to accumulate money through and as the consumption of and as physicality for its momentary self-rewarding experience of evolving to its utmost absolute potential as having that experience of owning the MOST Money as positive-energy experience.

In the next post, we’ll continue with Is the Mind MATTER? – Part Two – where we’ll walk you through the process of seeing/realising/understand how we’ve separated ourselves from matter/physicality/substance and how – all that we in fact are: is the Mind as Energy manifest, and that’s it.

I see, realise and understand that I as the Mind is Energy-manifest, and that is all that I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become, where my existence as me as the Mind/Energy is dependent on the consumption physicality/substance/life – that the World-System of Money as my creation in my image and likeness is and has been showing me as my reflection/mirror of me, as the World-System of Money consume the very physicality/substance and lives of others as me within and as this physical existence to continue existing/surviving as Money. I commit myself to – within this realisation/seeing/understanding: assist and support me through http://desteni.org/ writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to return me as Energy/Mind to substance/physicality of and as equality and oneness, as I walk-through my Energy-Manifestation of and as the Mind manifest, one point at a time – and take that energy-manifestation that I had manifested into energy from substance, and return me as that energy-manifestation into and as and to substance/physicality, through assisting and supporting me to be and become a LIVING BEING – equal to and one with physicality, instead of the Energy-consuming Machine that use/abuse physicality. Where, instead of me existing within and as Energy/the Mind, I http://eqafe.com/p/self-awareness-steps ... ion-part-1 transform my living into and as the Physical, where I take my knowledge and information of the Mind as Energy, and transform it into and as practical living application; which is the process of changing me from existing in the Mind of Energy, to living in the Physical.
(To walk the process of returning self as the Mind/Energy as energy-consuming machine, into and as a physical living being of and as equality and oneness: see http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses HERE)

I commit myself to – in this process of returning me as Mind/Energy into and as substance to be/become a Living Being of and as equality and oneness with and as this physical existence as me: I will walk my process within and as the World-System as me, in transforming the World-System of Money from a system that consume life/physicality of all within this physical existence, to a World-System that GIFT/GIVE life to all within and as this physical existence, in the form of and as http://equalmoney.org/ The Equal Money System. Because I see/realise/understand, that as I walk my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as the process of returning me to substance/physicality of and as equality and oneness, I am in the process of gifting/giving me Life/Living. And so http://www.destonians.com/ standing as a living example for each to see/realise/understand that only self, alone can walk this process for self, alone in gifting/giving self life – because self alone is responsible for creating/manifesting self into and as energy/Mind separate from physicality/substance/life, and therefore only self can walk through one’s self as mind as energy to return self to life/substance as physicality-manifest. And therefore, as http://www.desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships I gift life to me within myself, I walk this process in the without as myself as the World-System as the Equal Money System that will stand in and as my image and likeness of gifting all the opportunity/time in and as this physical existence to in fact live life in and as equality and oneness.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 27

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http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... ay-26.html Is the Mind MATTER? – Part Two: DAY 27

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Nine

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

In in this conclusion-post of Is the Mind MATTER? – Part Two – we’re walking the process of seeing/realising/understand how we’ve separated ourselves from matter/physicality/substance. How – all that we in fact are: is the http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... mbies.html Mind as Energy manifest, separate from and of matter/physicality/substance, that has come to use/abuse matter/physicality/substance for ourselves as Energy/Mind/Consciousness to exist/evolve. Within this - the consequences this has created as ourselves, our relationships, this physical existence and our creations.

http://pinterest.com/sunettespies/pract ... rgiveness/ I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – reincarnation is the re-incarceration process that I induce onto/towards the physical – life, after life, after life, as me as the Mind of and as Energy incarcerate/hold prisoner the physical/matter/substance through and as my process of transforming substance/matter/physicality into and as Energy throughout my time/opportunity in and as this physical-existence from and of the moment of inception into and as this physical existence and the conception of me as separation. Where my process of rebirth/re-emergence into and as existence manifest simultaneously through inception and conception – IN and the CON, as:
INception: where I rebirth/re-emerge from and of this physical-existence/matter/substance in and as http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNuzrvKQpEw equality and oneness as my physical-body development/manifestation, with my beingness with and as the physical-body equal-to and one-with substance/physicality/matter:
With IN - as my equality and oneness WITH and AS substance/matter/physicality, and
CEPTION as the reception of my physical-body and beingness of and as equality and oneness into and as this physical-existence/matter/substance.
CONception: where, simultaneously - as I rebirth/re-emerge within and as the inception-process as equality and oneness as the physical-body and beingness, I rebirth/re-emerge within and as the conception-process:
With CON - as me as energy/CONsciousness emerging/rebirthing FROM and OF physicality/matter/substance as I consume the physicality/matter/substance of the female’s physical-body within and during the development/manifestation of my physical-body. Within and during that process of consumption, transform that physicality/matter/substance I consume – into and as Energy. Where that Energy – consisting of/existing as negative-energy experience, (because the consumption process consist of and exist as the friction/conflict I initiate as the conception of me as Energy as manifested-separation from and of existence that I have been and become throughout time, that have conditioned my emergence/rebirth into and as and from existence in the nature/starting-point of conception as conceiving me as separate, and in that separation, immediately within the inception process, start the process of consuming substance to transform into energy for the simultaneously conception/development/manifestation of me as energy). And, thus that Energy I create/develop/manifest through consuming physicality/matter/substance while and as my physical-body develop/manifest – consisting of/existing as negative-energy experience: is then inverted into and as my beingness within and as the physical-body that is developing/manifesting, and as the negative-energy experience ripple/reverberate into and as my beingness, the very energy consume my substance/beingness within and as the physical-body, that transform my beingness into and as the neutral energy experience and accumulate into and as the positive-energy experience. So, as and while my physical-body and beingness develop/manifest as the inception-process of and as physicality/matter/substance, I simultaneously develop and manifest my consciousness as the http://eqafe.com/p/self-awareness-steps ... ion-part-1 awareness layers of me as negative-energy experience, neutral energy experience and positive energy experience as the conception-process of and as Energy. Thus, the inception-process and conception process manifest parallel, and by the time my physical-body is successfully manifested/developed – my consciousness as energy-awareness of the negative-energy experience as my unconscious-mind in an as the physical-body, and the neutral-energy experience and positive-energy experience of and as my beingness is equally as one successfully developed/manifested. And so:
The CON = consciousness and the CEPTION = is the reception of Consciousness as Energy as it receives itself through and as the consumption and transformation of and as substance/physicality/matter in and during the Inception-process of and as the physical-body and beingness.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have accepted and allowed myself to within and during the conception-process of Consciousness as Energy, emerge/rebirth as Energy and develop/manifest as the unconscious, subconscious and conscious that will be and become the embodiment/platform/formation for the evolution of Consciousness as the entire http://eqafe.com/p/virus-free-mind Mind as me as energy-awareness. Where the origin/source of Consciousness/Mind/Energy as me – is from and of the inception-process of and as the physical-body and beingness of and as equality and oneness with and as physicality/matter/substance; and so I rebirth/re-emerge develop/manifest as Consciousness FROM and OF (as consuming) substance/physicality/matter, instead of re-merging/rebirthing WITH and AS substance/physicality/matter (as equality and oneness). And thus, I exist in two separate realities: The reality of Energy that http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-compromi ... -for-money consume the reality of Physicality. Where the reality of Energy becomes my internal formation/structuring/alignment of and as the unconscious (negative-energy experience), the subconscious (neutral energy experience) and the conscious (positive energy experience) in separation from and of my internal and external formation/structuring/alignment as my beingness and physical-body that exist/is manifested – initially, within and as equality and oneness with and as substance/physicality/matter.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest Relationship – as the relationship between me as the Energy-Reality as Consciousness and the Physical-Reality of/as substance/matter/physicality where: because I rebirth/re-emerge with my awareness separated into and as Energy that develop/manifest as Consciousness within the layering’s of the unconscious, the subconscious and the conscious:
The unconscious (mind) is my first layer relationship of me as energy to/towards physicality/matter/substance to/towards the physical body, as the unconscious exist as the friction/conflict as nature of me as conception of separation - that will constantly/continuously throughout my life, consume my very physical-body substance/matter/physicality for me to continue existing/surviving as negative-energy experience as the nature of the conception of me as a separate part that come into existence.
With my subconscious (mind) as the second layer relationship of me as energy to/towards physicality/matter/substance, as the subconscious as neutral-energy experience manifest through and as the negative-energy experience that ripple/reverberate into and as my beingness within and as the physical body. Where those ripples/reverberations of and as energy - the moment it ripple/reverberate into and as my beingness of and as physicality/matter/substance, it consume my very beingness for it to continue existing/surviving that so manifest my awareness as energy as the neutral energy-experience (subconscious mind).
With my conscious (mind) as the third layer relationship of me as energy that exist as the culmination/accumulation of my first and second layered relationship to/towards the physical-body as the unconscious, and to/towards my beingness as the subconscious. Where - the more my first layer relationship as the unconscious consume from and of my physicality/substance/matter as physical-body through and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, the more my second layer relationship accumulate as the more reverberations/ripples manifest within and as my beingness and so consume more beingness, and in that moreness consumption-process – accumulate the neutral-energy experience into and as the http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-positivi ... ness-of-me positive-energy experience as the Conscious-Mind.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as layered relationships to/towards the physical/matter/substance as Consciousness as the unconscious, the subconscious and the conscious mind, that will throughout my opportunity/time with and as substance/physicality/matter as the physical-body and my beingness within, as and of the physical-body: consume my physical body and beingness for me as Consciousness as Energy to exist/survive with the extent of time/opportunity that is available to me as substance/physicality/beingness for me to consume and transform into Energy – because I as Energy as Consciousness can only exist, through and as the consumption of and as physicality/matter/substance.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take my process of Inception – as the emergence/birth of and as me with and as my beingness and physical-body in and as absolute equality and oneness with and as existence/this physical-existence/substance-manifest: and instead limit my relationship to it as the emergence/birth of Consciousness as Energy-manifest – where I accept and allow myself to take equality and oneness as eternity, and manifest it into a three-layered http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... amics.html relationship system of and as the unconscious, subconscious and conscious that will only exist finitely. Where all that I am and in fact are in my who I am and what I am: is a three-layered energy consuming relationship-system (what I am) of and as the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind that manifest the totality of me as Consciousness (who I am) and the optimum evolution point of me as positive-energy experience in and as the conscious-mind (how I am). Where the ‘what I am’ as energy-consuming relationship-system, create the ‘who I am’ as consciousness and manifest the ‘how I am’ as my functioning/existing that will only be through my movement as negative-energy experience for me to search/seek the experience of my optimum evolution as energy-awareness of and as positive-energy experience, and so throughout my finite existence as energy/consciousness: consume matter/physicality/substance in the process of me maintaining my optimum evolution experience of and as positive-energy experience. Instead of my ‘what I am’ standing with and as existence/physicality/matter/substance in and as equality and oneness, as the physical-body and beingness to manifest the ‘who I am’ as equality and oneness with and as existence/physicality/matter/substance in and as equality and oneness to manifest the ‘how I am’ as the living/expressing of me as Life-manifest in and the what and who I am.

To the question: Is the http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... earth.html Mind MATTER? Yes and No.
Yes – because it comes from and of matter, as it transform matter into energy.
No – because it transform matter into energy, it is not equal-to and one-with and as matter, therefore, its relationship with matter is that of a parasite, that feed off-of and consume and transform matter into and as itself as energy to survive/exist. Therefore, we exist in a Physical-Reality as an Energy-Reality, where the Energy-Reality is creating itself from and of the Physical-Reality, and so the Physical-Reality gets consumed/abused for the Energy-Reality to survive/exist.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the Mind as Consciousness as me mines MATTER, separating myself into and as an Energy-Reality from Physical-Reality, where - as/the moment I move out of the mother’s womb I start programming my Energy-Reality as Consciousness from and of Physical-Reality (the specifics of how this is done, how we move out of the mother’s womb with a force of negative-energy experience, initiated by the motivation to search/seek for positive-energy experience will be walked in posts to come).
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that for my Energy-Reality to exist – I consume/mine the Physical-Reality: Internally as myself as the Mind and externally as myself as the World-System of Money, as the http://eqafe.com/p/lifereview-the-path-of-money Money-Reality consume/mine Physical Reality for its reality to continue existing/surviving. With the Energy-Reality as the Mind/Consciousness in direct-relationship to and with the Money-Reality: with the Energy-Reality consuming the Physical and Beingness, and the Money-Reality consuming the Physical and the Lives/Beingness of humans/animals/nature/the earth. And with the Energy-Reality possessed with experiencing its optimum evolution as positive-energy experience – equal to and one with the Money-Reality possessed with experiencing its optimum evolution as positive-energy experience as accumulation of Money.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how and why Technology/Systems evolved within and as the World-System of Money for the evolution-maintenance experience of positive-energy experience as accumulation of Money for the World-System. Equal-to and one-with how and why Personality-Systems/Systems of Consciousness/Mind evolved within and as the Mind/me for the evolution-maintenance experience of positive-energy experience as me.
And within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how energy-evolution always reach a peak and has reached its peak as positive energy experience and accumulation of money . Because I as Energy can only evolve to a point of accumulating positive-energy experience as I as Money can only evolve to a point of accumulating money: all that change/has changed is the ways/methods/means of internal systems and external technology I within and without create/manifest/develop as extensions of myself to maintain my energy-evolution.

Thus – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that evolution is an illusion. I only exist to accumulate positive-energy experience as the Mind, and to accumulate money as the World-System. The CONcept of http://eqafe.com/p/the-heart-of-love evolution exists from and of CONsciousness as simply finding different/various ways of accumulating positive-energy experience, within and accumulating of Money, without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that I have conned myself as consciousness-itself as who I am/have become, as I’ve conned myself into existence through existing as energy from and of life. And claiming evolution for a few/minority in this physical-existence that only experience that apparent evolution if/as they have money; while for them to experience and maintain apparent evolution, as actually just accumulating positive energy experience within and money as positive energy experience without for their http://eqafe.com/p/the-infinity-secret- ... d-the-dark consciousness to survive/exist: at the cost, expense and loss of countless / the majority’s lives/futures/beingness as this physical existence/physical lives is destroyed/annihilated/ruined. And thus, that we have in no way evolved within this existence: we’ve justified evolution in the name of and for consciousness of ourselves within and as the Energy-reality, when the actual reality of evolution is – the motivation for positive-energy experience within, and money accumulation without and throughout time, we’ve developed ways/means/methods of maintaining that positive-energy experience within and money accumulation without, while for that energy-evolution and money-evolution as accumulation of http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feFLVv_84oY energy and money to exist: we consume our physicals, and this physical-existence to its slow, but certain death/end.

Time to wake up and see beyond the CON as consciousness as Energy-Reality of Mind, and get into actual http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brvCJytjLt8 Physical-Reality to see the truth of the con that we have become as Consciousness and consequences we’ve become and manifested unto ourselves and all as ourselves within and as existence.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application as the process I walk in returning me as the Energy-Reality (that I have manifested/created from and of the Physical-Reality) – back to Physical-Reality as the process of assisting and supporting me of returning me to my actual origin/source as Physicality/Matter as substance-manifest. And in that process of returning me to my origin/source as Physicality/Matter as substance-manifest of and as equality and oneness: I will Matter with and as Matter, with Matter as equality and oneness manifest, I will as and with Matter direct myself in and as and with that which Matters as this physical-existence, and live to stand in and as and with the name of Matter as Physicality to assist and support and ensure that Matter is what Matters in and as this physical existence: that Matter/Physicality/Life as equality and oneness is what Matters as the reality of and as ourselves.
And so – I commit myself to as I stand with and as and in the name of Matter as Physicality/Physical-existence, I no more use http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot. ... s-god.html God’s (the Physical as my source/origin) name in vain (as I as consciousness consume the Physical-Reality for my Energy-Reality) for my vanity as Consciousness as positive-energy experience as my own survival/interest of/as me as Energy.
In this, I commit myself to – as I stand in and as the name of and as and with Matter/Physicality in and as equality and oneness, with Life that matters as Matter-itself as this Physical-Existence: to change/transform the World-System of Money that has become my image and likeness of using God’s/the Physical’s name in Vain (consuming this physical-existence and transforming it into Money) for its own Vanity as money-accumulation; and change/transform it into and as an Equal Money System with and as the starting-point of standing in and as equality and oneness with and as this physical-existence as standing with and as and in the name of and as matter/this physical existence as life, that gift/give life to all in this physical existence.

I commit myself to, as I walk my process of writing, self-forgiveness as the process of seeing/realising/understanding the CON as me as CONSCIOUSNESS that have conned myself and so all as myself into and as believing that Energy is ‘life’ (because I see/realise/understand, that as long as I remain as Consciousness, conning me – I will accept and allow others as me to be conned by/through me, and accept and allow them to continuing conning themselves as Consciousness for the Energy-Reality of and as ourselves to exist/survive) to as I walk my process of writing and self-forgiveness – to with me see beyond the Energy-Reality as Consciousness, to see through the CON of consciousness, to stop conning ourselves and each other and so stop the Energy-Reality, stop the consumption/abuse of and as the Physical-Reality and this Physical-Existence. And as we walk the self-corrective application from and of the writing and self-forgiveness as returning ourselves as energy to, as and with the physical and from this return – stand-up and stand-with physicality/substance/matter and re-emerge/re-birth as Life in this One Life (within the process of self-corrective application); because the opportunity/time is still here – we’re still breathing. And thus utilize the time/opportunity we have to rebirth/re-emerge as Life in this One Life and utilize the time/opportunity to stand as Life/living examples in transforming ourselves and eventually this world as ourselves.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 28

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The Forward March to HELL: DAY 28

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Ten

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’ll be going into more detail/specificity regarding the process of movement as we started walking it within DAY 24 and DAY 25, from the perspective of how we conditioned/manifested our movement out of the mother’s womb within and as the starting-point of negative-energy experience, with (mostly) extensive crying as the physical body surge of negative-energy experience and pain and within this: what the consequence of our movement as energy/mind through the consumption of the physical manifested within ourselves and this physical existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time – manifest my movement within and through the motivation / instigation from, of and as negative-energy experience. Where my initial conception of me as separation from and of the whole, instigated friction/conflict as opposition – in that friction/conflict instigation ignited the combustion of substance-consumption that transformed substance into and as negative-energy experience – as the fire would consume the wood through ignition of friction/conflict, equal-to and one-with how I as energy, would consume substance with the ignition of friction and conflict; and so consume the wood/substance-manifest, as I would only exist as Fire/Energy as long as I consume the wood/substance-manifest through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. In this process, for standing solid in one point as a manifested-singularity that initially conceived myself into existence as energy through separation as friction/conflict that reverberated/rippled into and as my beingness and accumulated neutral and positive-energy experience, as the energy-experience ripples/reverberations/fire consumed my very beingness within and as my manifested-singularity for it to accumulate, as eventually as I stand there in the one point as manifested-singularity, as fire burning from wood – reaching my utmost optimum experience as positive-energy experience, as the fire consuming the wood reach its utmost tip of burning as its highest flames. And as the substance within my beingness, and external formation/structure as manifested-singularity within and as that one point/position diminished – my positive-energy experience/highest flame started diminishing to experiencing ‘only me’ as neutral-energy experience, and eventually the lesser of me as energy as negative-energy/experience/the simmering of the fire within the consumed-wood.
And so, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to as Energy - because my awareness of and as me as Energy had already been defined within and as the MORE of/as me as positive-energy experience/highest Flame, I in and as my manifested-singularity moved myself to search/look for the experience of/as me within and as myself as the MORE of/as me as positive-energy experience, which I as Energy did through moving myself within and as existence/substance with an abundance of substance as existence as the whole available to me as Energy to consume as I move myself as a manifested-singularity within and through existence, as the Fire would move itself in and as its environment in its search for the survival of itself as the highest flame, through consuming more physical-materials to transform into Fire. And as I MOVED through and as the motivation of/as the lesser experience of/as me as negative-energy experience to look/search for the more of and as me as positive-energy experience, the very movement generated/created more friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as I move within, through and as substance itself as existence-manifest, and my very movement create the motion in the relationship between my manifested-singularity and substance/existence, as my manifested-singularity formation/structure accumulate negative-energy experience within and as my constant/continuous friction/conflict to/towards it within and as my constant/continuous movement within and as it. And as the negative-energy accumulate as I consume substance in and as my very movement as manifested-singularity within and as existence, so did the neutral energy experience accumulate into and as the positive-energy experience of/as MORE of/as me. Equal-to and One-with how Fire itself would move itself, in that very movement motion the process of consuming the wood/physical materials through and as the friction/conflict it manifest to/towards the wood/physical-materials for it to reach its highest flame and so continue existing/surviving. And so, from that moment – the very movement of and as me as manifested-singularity was constant/continuous in/through the motivation of/as me - searching for/looking for the MORE of and as me as Energy within/as myself as positive energy-experience the moment I started experiencing either the neutral-energy experience of/as ‘only me’ and/or the negative-energy experience of/as the lesser of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time thus – manifest my emergence/rebirth into and as this physical-existence as existence/substance manifest, where – within the mother’s womb I develop/manifest simultaneously through the process of conception as Mind and inception as Physicality; within and during that process rebirthing/re-emerging the Energy-Reality from and of the consumption of and as the Physical-Reality. With the mother’s womb, equal-to and one-with my initial positioning within and as one point within and as existence:
Where: as I developed/manifested my Energy-Reality as energy-awareness of me as negative-energy experience, to neutral and positive within and as my manifested-singularity in and as the one point/location within and as existence. Equal-to and one with where I develop/manifest my Energy-Reality as energy-awareness of me as negative-energy experience, to neutral and positive within and as my physical-body in and as the one point/location within and as this physical existence as the mother’s womb.
Where: as I was within that one point/location within and as existence as manifested-singularity, developing/manifesting my energy-awareness into and as the positive-energy experience, consuming all the substance available to me within my beingness and manifested-singularity structure/formation within and as that one point/location: my positive-energy experience awareness started diminishing/lessening to the experience of ‘only me’ as neutral-energy experience, to the lesser of me as energy as negative-energy experience. Which was the first moment/instance that instigated/motivated the act/action of movement of me as the manifested-singularity through existence: where that movement allowed me to accumulate more friction/conflict as negative-energy experience and so the neutral and positive energy experience. Because, the more I moved, the more substance of existence I consumed and transformed into Energy – from my external formation/structure into and as my beingness. Equal-to and One with – in the mother’s womb, as my conception and inception process manifest into the successful development/manifestation of my physical-body and development/manifestation of my energy-awareness, from the negative, to the neutral to the positive-energy experience as the more of me, that I reached as I consumed from and of my physicality and my beingness within and as my physical-body: my positive-energy experience eventually starts diminishing/depleting as within that one point/location within and as the mother’s womb – I have consumed all the resources/substance available to me within and as my physical-body and beingness to consume to experience my energy-awareness of and as positive-energy experience. And so, my very moment out of/from the mother’s womb/that one location/position/point, is a physical-movement of me as negative-energy experience, that move the very physical-body – as I as the negative-energy experience of/as the lesser of me physically moved me as manifested-singularity out of/from that one position/location – to as negative-energy experience within and as my physical-body, physically move myself into and as this physical-existence, from where I will within and as my constant/continuous physical-movement as negative-energy experience, consume from and of this physical-existence and my beingness, for me to accumulate my neutral energy experience of only me, to my positive-energy experience of and as the more of me as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the beginning, my very first ‘physical movement’ as manifested-singularity was FORward FOR the REward of and as myself as Energy as positive-energy experience. With (FOR)(war)d:
FOR - as the initial motivation/instigation of me as Energy-awareness searching-FOR/looking-FOR the experience of me as the awareness of me as energy as positive-energy experience, and MOTIVEation – the motive for my movement as the search/looking for Energy as me, with my motive (moti) initiated (vation) as starting-point from and of the negative-energy experience as the ‘lesser’ of/as me as energy-awareness, to search for/look for the ‘more’ of me as positive-energy experience of/as me as Energy.
WAR(d) – as I search FOR and look FOR the more of and as me as energy-experience in and as my motivation/instigation by/through the negative-energy experience of and as the lesser experience of me as Energy, my very movement/act of movement FOR(war)d stand within and as the nature of war, as I consume substance through and as my manifested-opposition to/towards existence/substance as me through constant/continuous friction/conflict within and as my very manifested-singularity structure/formation of and as me, transforming substance into and as negative-energy experience, that accumulate the neutral and so the positive-energy experience of and as the more of and as me as energy.
Thus, FOR(war)d – (d) the manifestation of and as me, as starting-point of and as action/physical-movement as manifested-singularity – moving myself within and as existence/substance, instigated/motivated by/through the negative-energy experience of and as the lesser of and as me (FOR) me to accumulate energy within myself through consumption of substance (war) within and as friction/conflict; as experiencing the more of and as me as positive-energy experience. With (RE)(war)(d):
RE – as the receiving/having/getting more Energy for me within myself to experience the positive-energy experience of and as the more of me as Energy, which I do through the act/action/physical-movement of me (FOR)(war)d, and the more I move forward – the more the REceiving/having/getting more Energy for me within myself manifest, as in and as my very movement, I consume substance from and of existence as a whole.
WAR(d) – as I within and as my very nature/self as Energy – manifest war against/to/towards me as existence/substance as a whole, because for me to receive/get/have energy, I have to move forward, and thus in that very movement/doing as Forward, that manifest from and of my very nature of me as Energy, my very nature stand within the starting-point of war as initiating/instigating physical-movement as movement forward for me to accumulate/get/have/receive more energy for me to fulfil my purpose/reason as Energy to experience the more of and as me as energy as positive-energy experience.
I forgive myself that I have thus accepted and allowed myself to, manifested the very nature of me as Energy as Reward, and the very action/movement of me as Forward within and as the starting-point of and as accumulating more energy for me within and as myself, through and as the consumption of and as substance/existence for only me to experience my positive-energy experience of and as the more of me, that I do through waging war (earning energy) through and as constant/continuous friction/conflict to/towards existence/substance as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, the exact nature of how and why, initially within and as my one position/location within and as existence as manifested-singularity did not sustain my process of consuming substance from and of existence without, and my beingness within, where: from and of my external formation/structure as manifested-singularity, that produced the negative-energy experience as I consumed from and of substance/existence without, that rippled/reverberated into and as my beingness within, for the neutral and positive-energy experience to consume my beingness to be able to exist/survive. That my very physical-movement forward for my reward of and as Energy – initiated the process, whereby: in my moving forward – I moved ‘deeper into’ substance/existence without, where the deeper I move into substance/exist without, the more substance is available in the depths of substance-itself/ as existence-manifest for me to consume and transform into and as negative-energy experience. And so, the same manifested in the within of myself as my beingness of/as substance, where: the energy-experience that would reverberate/ripple into and as my beingness, would move deeper into and as my beingness/the depth of my beingness as substance-manifest and so consume more of my substance as beingness-manifest and accumulate itself from the neutral-energy experience, to the positive-energy experience. Equal-to and one-with the movement of Fire within and as this physical-existence, that would from its one-point/one-location with the resources/physical materials available to it within and as that one point/one location – would move itself forward for its reward of and as the highest flame, and in that movement forward – would move deeper into and as this physical existence, and in its process of movement deeper into its environment, would consume the very physical-materials for it to reach its highest flame.

We’ll continue in the next post, with how this movement into the depths of substance within and without, to consume substance for energy: equally as one manifested our movement out of the mother’s womb, forward, head-first. With the cries the sound of negative-energy experience through, with and as the physical as sounding its starting point of war against the physical/this physical existence, by consuming physicality/substance for Energy to continue existing/surviving as the Mind within the Physical-Body. Until eventually where the depths of substance had been transformed into energy relationships of unified fields, that eventually manifest to the final diminishment/depletion of Energy; as we as energy consumed all of/as substance itself for a finite existence as energy’ instead of standing with and as substance in and as equality and oneness and living eternally here with and as substance as Life.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support me to put out the fire of me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness that has consumed my physical-body and beingness, and equally as one putting out the Fire as me within this physical-existence as me as the World-System of Money that has equally as one consumed from and of this physical existence, as the very physical-materials/manifestations and lives of beings/manifestations within this physical existence for it to continue surviving/existing.

I see, realise and understand, that – for me as Energy/Fire to exist, I consume my very beingness/physicality for me as Fire/Energy to only exist for a finite-moment in and as the eternity of and as this physical existence as a whole. And so, through writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – I commit myself to, assisting and supporting me, to release the fear of not existing as Fire/Energy, that can only exist when I know that I will cease to exist as Energy/Fire eventually, because my existence is dependent on the consumption of substance/physicality of which I only have so much opportunity/time to use/abuse for me as Energy/Fire to exist for a finite moment.. And in releasing this Fear through releasing myself from and of Energy as the Mind/Consciousness and returning me to Substance/Physicality as the process I walk in standing/being/becoming the Living Word as transforming myself from Energy-experience to Physical-Living, to stand equal-to and one-with substance/physicality/existence: I will come to see/realise/understand that I have not ever in fact existed/lived – I have survived through consumption. That I have never in fact existed/lived as I have missed Life, here as existence in and as equality and oneness as me, and so in that – my fear of not existing was only manifested, because I wasn’t EXISTence in fact as eternity, here.

In this, I commit myself to walking as a living-example – to have others walk with me, in and as equality and oneness, as we all walk together in putting out our fires/energy as Mind within and as ourselves, stopping the process of beingness/physical consumption and actually being/becoming living-beings, instead of consuming energy-systems; to in our standing-together – walk into and as the World-System of Money, to together put out the Fire in and as the without as ourselves that we’ve created/manifested together, and manifest the System as the Equal Money System –that do not consume life, but gift Life.

I commit myself, to thus – as I put out the Fire/stop as returning me as Energy/Consciousness/Mind to and as the Physical in being/becoming a living being of and as equality and oneness: thus stop the movement of me as forward for the reward of and as positive-energy experience as the more of me, as my self-interested participation in this existence as me, as I consume substance/physicality within my movement forward for only me to exist/survive as reward. That I have to see/realise/understand that I must first STOP, which I do with and as breath, and my process of and as writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application and stand equal-to and one-with the movement as expression of and as my physical-body, to see/realise/understand what movement as expression in and as equality and oneness really in fact mean.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 29

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Is the Sun God?: DAY 29

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Eleven

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As mentioned within the previous-post, we’re continuing with how our movement into the depths of substance within as our beingness and without as existence/substance-manifest, to consume substance for energy: equally as one manifested our movement as Consciousness into the depths of our beingness within and as our physical-body, into the depths of the physical-body of the female, until eventually - out of the mother’s womb, forward, head-first. To within our movement out of the mother’s womb, where we’ve consumed the substance available to us in our beingness and the physical-body of the female – move out into and as this physical-existence, to consume from and of the depths of our beingness and physical-body and this physical-existence; to continue consuming for our survival as Energy for a finite moment. Until eventually where the depths of substance of our beingness and physical-body had been transformed into energy relationships of unified fields, that eventually manifest to the final diminishment/depletion of Energy; as we as energy consumed all of/as substance itself for a finite existence as energy; instead of standing with and as substance in and as equality and oneness and living eternally here with and as substance as Life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – me as Energy in relation to my relationship with and as my beingness of and as substance, and my external formation/structure of and substance = is equal-to and one-with my relationship of me as Energy/Consciousness/Mind with and as my beingness of and as substance within and as my physical-body, and my physical-body itself as substance-manifest = is equal-to and one-with the existence Fire in relation to the physical-environment of and as substance-manifest, and the nature of and as the physical-environment as substance-manifest = is equal-to and one-with the manifestation of Money in relation to the physical-environment of and as substance-manifest, and the nature of and as the physical-environment as substance-manifest, where:
In the beginning as Energy: I in my movement forward for my reward – moved into and as the depths of and as existence/substance-manifest, and in that movement forward for my reward – consumed the depths of substance within and as existence, through and as my external formation/structure existing in and as the nature of and as friction/conflict as the nature I as the manifested-singularity had accepted and allowed myself to be/become as the conception of separation. In that nature of separation as me as manifested-singularity with my relationship as friction/conflict to/towards existence/substance as me, that moved forward for my reward, deeper into the depths of substance/existence as me – transforming substance/existence into and as negative-energy experience, that accumulate in and as my beingness through the ripples/reverberations where the neutral-energy experience and positive-energy experience, equally as one moved deeper into and as the depths of my beingness and consume my beingness of and as substance to transform into energy for my energy-awareness as energy to evolve into and as the positive-energy experience as reward for and of the ‘more as me’ that I get/have in and as my movement forward.
Now as Consciousness/Mind: As I within and as the one position/location within and as the female’s womb, with the successful manifestation of my inception and conception process as my physical-body and consciousness manifestation – have consumed the substance available to me within and as my beingness, and my physical-body and the physical-body of and as the female: have reached the energy-awareness of and as positive-energy experience that will start to diminish/lessen into and as the neutral-energy experience of and as only me, to the negative-energy experience awareness of and as the lesser of me (equally as one as what manifested as me within and as my manifested-singularity in and as the one position/location within and as existence/substance-manifest); where that lesser negative-energy experience awareness will be the starting-point that instigate the physical-movement of me forward for me reward as searching for/looking for my positive-energy experience. And so I will physically move out of the female’s womb/physical body, out of and from that one location/position - and as I physically move me out of the female’s womb/physical body; that very process of physical-movement, that is driven/motivated/instigated by/through and as the negative-energy experience of and as the lesser of me as energy-awareness; drives consciousness/the mind/energy deeper into and as my beingness and physical-body. Because what drives/moves that very physical-movement forward – is my mind/energy as me as negative-energy experience awareness – searching-for and looking-for its reward as positive-energy experience. And as I physically move my physical-body through and as the negative-energy experience (equally as one as I moved my manifested-singularity forward within and as the starting-point of negative-energy experience, to search for and look for my energy-awareness as positive-energy experience): simultaneously, me as energy move deeper into my beingness and physical-body. As I physically-move forward, as instigated by/through the negative-energy experience awareness of and as me: I equally as one as energy move deeper into and as my beingness/physical-body that accumulate the energy of negative-energy experience, as my energy consume the depths of my beingness and physical body, and so my neutral energy experience and positive-energy experience accumulate and accordingly manifest. Where my very coming out of the female’s womb/physical body is manifested as the positive-energy experience as the rebirth/re-emergence of and as me as positive-energy experience once again.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand- how, the extent of that physical-movement forward out of and from the womb/physical-body of the female, the velocity of the process of the negative-energy experience awareness of me in and as my physical-body, instigating the physical-movement forward for my reward as positive-energy experience; extracts/consumes substance within and as my beingness and physical-body manifestation/nutrients/material to such an extent within and as quantum-time: that once I am out of the mother’s womb/physical body – reaching/attaining/getting/having that reward of and as positive-energy experience during and within that process as I physically move out-of the female’s womb/physical body, consuming substance from the depths of my beingness/physical body as my Mind/Consciousness system platform/manifestation of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious integrate/insert itself deeper into and as my beingness and physical-human body; into and as the very flesh, bone and tissue as it moves deeper the more it consumes.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how - once I am out of the female’s womb/physical-body, my positive-energy experience again start diminishing/lessening to the neutral energy experience, and to the negative-energy experience of and as the lesser of and as me; and immediately again as negative-energy experience as the lesser of and as me in and as the physical-body - once completely/successfully out of the womb/physical-body of the female; will initiate/instigate the process of movement of and as me as negative-energy experience awareness to search-for/look-for my reward as positive-energy experience that come in and as the manifestation of and as the sound of cries and physical-body contortion.
With the sound of the cries: my negative-energy experienced communication through and as the physical, as whaling and crying as me as negative-energy experience searching-for and looking-for me to be given/get/have/obtain more energy through and as the friction/conflict I manifest as the crying through and as my physical-body for me to accumulate my negative-energy experience into and as the positive-energy experience. And the contortion of the physical-body: as the physical-pain the physical-body experience/have experienced with the quantum-integration of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind during the physical birthing-process/movement forward, as the mind/consciousness integrated/merged/moved deeper into and as the substance/physicality of me, extracting and transforming the very substance from and of the physical fabric/flesh/bone/tissue, to transform into energy; which the physical-body experience as ‘pain’: as the very physical-manifestations experience the process of being ripped/torn/manipulated/transformed to make way for the consciousness platform/system of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind that integrate/merge within the flesh/bone and tissue to integrate/insert itself and have access to the physical sustenance/nutrients/substance of and as the physical within the bones/tissue/flesh/fabric of the physical, to so transform the sustenance/nutrients/substance into energy for the Mind/Consciousness to accumulate energy from that friction/conflict – for its reward as positive-energy experience.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how the physical-manifested process of Fire, equally as one is manifested as my physical-manifested process of and as Energy/Consciousness, where: the negative-energy experience of and as the Fire that simmer in the already-burnt wood/physical-materials in and as its one location/position; will from and within that negative-energy experience; physically move itself into and as and towards/within the depths of this physical-reality/environment forward. Physically move itself into and as all directions within and towards its physical-environment in its process of searching-for and looking-for its positive-energy experience reward as the highest flame, as its survival/continued existence as fire (equally as one as my Mind/Consciousness move-itself from within and as the negative-energy experience, into and as all directions within and as the depths of and as my beingness and physical-body to consume substance/physicality for my survival/continued existence as Energy). That within that movement deeper into and as the depths of its physical-environment: will consume from within and as the very physical-materials available to it; will integrate and move deeper into and as the physical-materials-itself, as it consume the very fabric/flesh/substance of and as the physical-materials until there’s nothing left; and so continue moving deeper outwards and inwards. Outwards: as it move within and throughout its environment to find/get/have more physical-materials to consume (equally as one as my Mind/Consciousness move within and throughout the entire internal environment of and as the physical-body as the bones/flesh/tissue/fabric of the physical-body), and inwards – as when and as its find/gets/have the physical-materials to consume, it integrates/manifests itself into and as the very fabric/manifestation/substance of those physical-materials (equally as one as, when and as the Mind/Consciousness integrates/manifests into and as the bones/tissue/flesh – will extract/consume all the substance/sustenance/nutrients within and as the bones/tissue/flesh for it to consume and transform into and as energy); until nothing remains but physical-materials left for rotting/transformed into ash; that eventually returns to this physical existence. Equally as one that manifest as ourselves as human-beings as consciousness/the mind in relationship to our beingness/human physical-body – where we consume from and of this physical-existence, and within ourselves as our beingness and physical-body; moving within and throughout our physical-environments and within and as our beingness/substance as consciousness/energy/the Mind integrate more and more and more into our beingness and physical body, consuming our very fabric/substance/sustenance/nutrients/flesh – until eventually, there’s nothing left. And we return to ash/rot away as the physical-representation of and as what we have done and become: rotten creations/children as consciousness/energy, that evolve as Energy/Consciousness/Mind within and as the process that slowly but surely rot away the physical-body and our beingness for ourselves as consciousness/energy to exist/survive for a finite moment in existence.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, the statement “if you know the beginning – you know the end” in the fullest extent of me as ‘who I am’ / ‘have become’ as Energy/Consciousness: where:
I begin: as consciousness/energy and the physical-body in the conception and inception process that consume the physical-reality for my energy-reality to exist/survive. From this beginning – starting the process of rotting away the physical-reality for my rotten energy-reality to continue existing/surviving; my Energy-Reality as Mind imbued with rottenness as the evil nature I become within and as my Mind/Secret Mind as my processes of thinking/internal conversations reflect the evil rotten nature I has energy am/have become equally as one as the rotten action of me in my process of rotting away my physical-body/physical-reality within and without for me as my rotten nature as Energy-Reality to continue existing/surviving. Because for me as Energy-Reality to survive/exist, I rot away the Physical-Reality, and therefore my nature as Energy-Reality/Mind will become equally as one as rotten as the rotten/evil ways/means/methods I use to get/have/obtain energy for me to continue existing/surviving as Energy.
And so I end: – rotting my physical-human body, and eventually leaving behind a physically-rotten physical-body as I as Energy-Reality/Mind ceased to exist in and during my process of rotting away all the physical-body substance available to me; and in this - leaving behind a rotten reality/life/existence that I have created/manifested/contributed to as the rotten nature of and as myself as Energy/Mind/Consciousness.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, because in my action as Energy that Rot away the Physical, the very nature of myself is equal-to and one-with what I do/live – and thus, in my action/doing of rotting away the physical, I am within my nature/who I am thus a Rotten individual – that only exist for the interest of myself as energy, and the accumulation of energy as self-reward of and as positive-energy experience; destroying everything and everyone in my path/journey of finding/searching for my positive-energy experience as self-reward, with absolute disregard for all life – from my own physical-body, my beingness, to other human-beings, to this physical-existence; where I have become a being that destroys and annihilates life; for me as energy to survive/exist.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest a World-System of Money – that has an absolute disregard for all life, in and as equality and oneness – that consume from and of this physical-existence and the lives/manifestations of and from this physical existence (nature, water, the earth, soul, atmosphere, air, human-beings, animals, insects); where the World-System of Money’s Systems and Tools integrate and excavate environments/surroundings and all and everything/everyone within and as it to extract/consume/get into the very nutrients/substance/flesh/fabric of and as this physical-existence to transform into and as Money for its own continued survival/existence as Money. Moving deeper and farther into and as this physical-existence, as the fire as the energy of and as me move deeper and farther into and as the physical-environment and physical human body; ruining/destroying/annihilating the very physicality of this physical-existence/physical human body – with absolute total disregard for the Life, the expression of beings/manifestations as my beingness, as the physical-body as this physical-existence and the lives of beings/parts/manifestations of and as this physical-existence.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that, with me transforming my very beingness/life into and as Energy for me as energy to exist for a finite moment, that I am in fact manifesting me as disregarding the very Life of and as me, and so the Life of and as all as existence as me as substance manifest, and thus have now become a being that dishonour, disregard, disrespect Life in and as this physical existence, and is why and how I have accepted and allowed a World-System of Money as my image and likeness creation: that dishonour, disregard and disrespect Life of all within and as this physical existence. And why and how I have not stood up within and as this existence as me for and as Life for all in and as equality and oneness: because I have not yet stood up within and as myself for and as the Life of me as substance of and as equality and oneness, as Life.

I see/realise/understand, that – I have not yet stood up for me as Life within myself, because of my acceptance and allowance of manifesting my ‘who I am’ as Energy/Mind/Consciousness that instead consumes/use/abuse Life as my beingness/physical human body within and as me. And so have accepted and allowed myself to become a being that accept and allow the consumption, use and abuse of and as Life/Substance/Physicality within and as my very Physical Human Body and Beingness, and so have accepted and allowed the World-System of Money and the nature of all as Humanity as me that exist within and as the nature and action and living of and as consumption and abuse of and as this physical-existence and the very lives of and as all as me within and as this physical-existence.
In this, I commit myself to stand within and as me as Life, in and as equality and oneness as manifested as my beingness and my human physical body, where I stand as the starting-point of me as Life of and as equality and oneness, me with and as my physical-body in and as equality and oneness, and so with and as this physical-existence of and as equality and oneness. That that is the first step: The Decision as commitment-statement of Who I Am as Life, as equality and oneness; who I am as equal and one with and as my physical-body and this physical-existence. Now I within that starting-point Decision of and as Life as equality and oneness, as starting-point of me within myself, I walk my process through, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – in and as the starting-point decision of who I am as equality and oneness/Life; and physically manifest me as that starting-point/Decision into and as the Living of me as that Decision which I do through: reabsorbing my Mind Consciousness System energy back into and as my substance/physicality, through transforming my Mind as Energy - manifested as words of and as knowledge and information of and as energy into and as LIVING WORDS.
Thus, I commit myself to - taking me as Words of Energy/Knowledge and information (that has become the Energy-Reality creation of me as the Mind/Consciousness through consuming/abusing my beingness/physical-body); and absorbing those Words/Energy into and as the Physical/Flesh where I become the Living of and as those Words/Energy as the Living Word, as the process of returning Energy as me to substance/physicality/beingness. And so create/manifest my Physical-Reality in and as equality and oneness with and as who I am and what I live as living words. And thus align the words into and as Equality and Oneness as practically Living Life, with and as Life as my physical-body in and as this physical-existence. And so I become a being that absorb myself as Energy into and as Substance/Physicality, as the return of me as Energy to my origin/source as Substance/Physicality.

I see/realise/understand that only I can walk this for me within myself, as I within and as myself have become the Energy-system as the Mind Consciousness System of words of knowledge and information/definition within and as the manifestation of energy that has created my Energy-Reality as Mind, through the consumption of and as my beingness, physical-body and so this Physical-Existence, as the fire that consumes its environment with absolute disregard for life/all life.
And so, I commit myself - As I manifest me as the Living Word, as reabsorbing me as Energy into and as my Physical as being/becoming the Living Word through and as my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: I stop the consumption of Life, and start the process of Transformation of me as Energy to and as Life/Living of and as equality and oneness, with and as my physical-body and so this physical-existence. That will stop consuming my physical-body and this physical-environment/earth, and start transforming me as energy to LIVING WITH AND AS in and as equality and oneness: my physical-body and this physical-existence as me.
Where I thus transform myself from a fleeting fire that finitely exist within and as this physical-existence – to become the eternal SUN as the Fire of Life that express as me; that gift life to all in and as equality and oneness. As I stand as the burning Sun of Life within and as me – transform my mind as Fire that consumed my physical-body and beingness, to me becoming the Sun in and as my physical-existence as my physical-body that gift/give life to all parts of and as me in and as my physical-body as me: standing as the life of me as sun, and so the life of and as all as the physical-existence as my physical-body.
And, so – I commit myself to, changing/transforming the World-System of Money in and as the Sun of and as this Physical-existence, that gift life to all in and as equality and oneness, and no more stand as a fleeting fire/flame that consume the life of and as this physical-existence/physical-lives.

And so each will be/become a Sun within and as their physical-existence as their human physical body, that gift life to and as their entire physical-bodies in standing equal-to and one-with their entire physical-bodies as physical-existence. And as each stand as their own sun within and as their physical-existence in and as their physical-bodies as Living in and as actual equality and oneness: so the without as ourselves will be equal and one with and as the Sun and this physical existence, and we exist in the expression/living of and as Life, Here – where all life is considered, honoured, regarded and respected as we see/realise/understand that all parts is in fact ourselves.

[SunetteSpies]

DAY 30

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The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part One: DAY 30

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... -part.html How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Twelve

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.co ... money.html Who I Am as Money – continued

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that I, since the beginning as the emergence of and as substance, into and as a manifested-singularity had an opportunity to emerge in and as equality and oneness with and as substance, and create/manifest a reality with and as substance as equality and oneness as Life. And with that, throughout time would have – re-merged/-rebirthed from, of and as substance into and as a manifested-existence of and as substance of and as equality and oneness: Life birthing into and as Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to instead, throughout time with the emergence/rebirth of me as manifested-singularity, conceived myself as separate from and of substance/existence-manifest, and with this conception of separation – manifested the friction/conflict that would transform my relationship with and to substance/existence-manifest from equality and oneness to opposition/separation. In this - with and as my inception process as manifested-singularity and beingness of and as substance as I rebirth/re-emerge from and of substance/existence-manifest, came my simultaneous conception process - where I re-emerge/rebirth as Energy consuming Substance in my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence-manifest. And throughout time, manipulated substance as me, as my beingness, manifested singularity and existence-manifest, through consuming substance for energy, that I manifested into and as my relationship-creations of and as energy – internally and externally, where: as I was creating/manifesting my energy relationship-creations within my manifested-singularity/beingness manifesting the Energy-Reality of me from and of Substance, manifesting into networks and unified fields; it equally as one manifested in the without as me as existence-manifest as networks and unified fields of and as relationship-creations of and as Energy that I would leave-behind as my creation of and as me as the without as me, life after life after life. And so, since the beginning – started consuming substance in my within and without to manifest my Energy-Reality within and without. And thus manifested me and existence as me, into and as the emergence/rebirth of and as energy within and as an Energy-Reality, where in the within and without – my internal Energy-Reality and external Energy-Reality exist/survive through and as the consumption of and as substance.
(This process of how we reincarnated throughout time, and manifested the internal and external energy-reality from and of substance, in how we transformed existence into and as an Energy-Reality, in the within and without of ourselves; has been walked in detail HERE.)

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest, throughout time – from the beginning, within and as the relationship of me as Energy/Energy-Reality to and as Substance as my manifested-singularity/beingness: created/manifested my INTERNAL-REALITY relationship as Energy to Substance equally as one as what my EXTERNAL REALITY has become/now exist as, as the relationship between Heaven and Earth/this Physical-Existence. With the relationship of the Heaven-Existence (Energy-Reality) to the Physical-Existence (Substance-manifest), equal-to and one-with the relationship of me as Energy (Energy-Reality) to Substance (my beingness/manifested-singularity of and as Substance-manifest) in the beginning.
In this, I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand - that what I have created/manifested as me from and of the smaller as me, in the beginning as my inception and conception process into and as existence; as my manifested-singularity/beingness of and as substance (inception process), consumed by/through me as Energy (conception process) to manifest my Energy-Reality as me as negative, neutral and positive energy-awareness: so - manifested equally as one as the greater as me from and of the smaller of and as me - as my existence as the without as me that has become the Heaven-Existence (conception-manifestation) and the Physical-Existence (inception-manifestation): With the relationship between the Physical-Existence as substance-manifest, and the Heaven-Existence as Energy-manifest, where the Heaven-Existence consume from and of the very Physical-Existence for it to continue existing/surviving as an manifested-existence of and as Energy. Equal-to and one-with my Mind Consciousness System in its relationship to and with the Physical body – as my Mind/Consciousness of and as Energy consume from and of the Physical to continue existing/surviving as an Energy-Reality. Equal-to and one-with the World-System of Money in its relationship to and with this entire physical existence, that consume from and of this physical-existence to transform into Money/Energy for its continued survival/existence.
All of which originated from and of me as manifested-singularity in my initial accepted and allowed relationship as Energy to/towards substance as existence-manifest.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the beginning, in the smaller/internal with and as the relationship as me as Energy to and with my manifested-singularity and beingness of and as substance, I consumed substance from and of my beingness/manifested-singularity and existence-manifest to create me into and as Energy within and as the energy-awareness of and as me as negative, neutral and positive. Where, from this beginning of and as me, I manifested the relationships of Energy-to-Substance as me as Heaven to this Physical-Existence, the Mind to the Physical as the World-System of Money to Earth:
Heaven to this Physical-Existence: as the greater/external of and as me from and of my relationship as Energy within and as my manifested-singularity and beingness of and as substance-manifest, with and as the relationship of the Heaven-Existence consuming from and of this Physical-Existence, as the Beingnesses and Physical-Bodies of and as Human-Beings as substance-manifest – to create/manifest the Heaven-Existence of and as Energy into and as its energy-awareness of and as negativity (demon dimension / lost souls / ghosts etc.), neutrality (guides, guards, gatekeepers etc.) and positivity (gods, goddesses, ascended masters, angels, masters, creators etc.).
The Mind to the Physical: as the evolution of me as my relationship as Energy within and as my manifested-singularity/beingness in the beginning, with my Mind Consciousness System relationship to/towards my Human Physical Body as the conscious (positive-energy awareness), subconscious (neutral energy awareness) and unconscious (negative-energy awareness) – that consume from and of my beingness/physical-body of and as substance to continue existing/surviving.
The World-System of Money to Earth: as the external creation of me as the Mind/Energy to the Physical/Substance, where the World-System of Money, consume from and of this Physical-Existence/Earth – consuming from and of the lives/beingnesses and physicals/physical-materials as substance-manifest (humans, animals, insects, nature, earth, water): manifesting this physical-existence/earth into and as manifested energy-awarenesses of and as negativity (poverty, famine, starvation, war, violence, animal-abuse, air and water pollution, deforestation, desertification), neutrality (lower and middle class society) and positive (rich, elite).

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – the answer to me, as ‘who I am’ has always been right here in and as creation as me – as the relationship between Heaven and this Physical-Existence, my Mind and the Physical-Body and the World-System of Money and Earth, that I created and evolved into and as within and as the starting-point of and as who I am as Energy in and as relationship to me as my beingness/manifested-singularity and existence as substance-manifest.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what has become compromised within and as the conception and creation of me as Energy to/towards substance – from the beginning, in and as my beingness and manifested-singularity and existence as substance-manifest; from the beginning: is and always has been substance-itself. Where I have consumed and thus used, abused and manipulated substance for my interest/survival as reward of and as Energy as positive-energy experience, that in that very use, abuse and manipulation as the action as ‘how I am’, that manifested from the ‘who I am’ as Energy-consuming system/machine from and of the ‘what I am’ as Energy; that equally as one manifested the ‘how, who and what’ of and as me in and as:
My External-Reality of and as me as Heaven to this Physical-Existence: where my very external reality had become an existence of consumption, use, abuse and manipulation, as the Heaven-Existence itself, equal-to and one-with my ‘who I am’ as Energy-consuming system/machine, equal-to and one-with my ‘how I am’ as using, abusing and manipulating the very physical-existence for it to manifest the ‘what I am’ as the Heaven-Existence as Energy.
My Internal-Reality Evolution of and as me as the Mind Consciousness System to the Physical-Body: where the very nature of the Mind Consciousness System to the Physical-Body exist equal-to and one-with the nature/manifestation/action of and as ‘who I am’, ‘what I am’ and ‘how I am’ as the Mind Consciousness System as ‘what I am’ as Energy, as the ‘who I am’ as Energy-consuming system/machine that manifest the ‘how I am’ as the Mind Consciousness System use/abuse/manipulate the very Physical-Body to its will to transform physicality into and as Energy for its own survival/existence.
My External-Reality Creation of and as the Mind to the Physical, with the World-System of Money in and as this physical-existence, where the ‘who I am’ as Money-consuming system, manifest the ‘how I am’ as manipulating, using and abusing this physical-existence to transform/consume physicality into and as money, for the ‘what I am’ as Energy/Money to continue existing/surviving.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to – with substance as me, in my within and without – create/manifest an internal and external reality/existence of and as Energy, within and as the nature, manifestation and action of and as the ‘who, what and how’ I am: as an self and existence that consume that which had gifted me eternal life, of and as equality and oneness and manifested my relationship as Energy to/with it in and as separation within and as the nature/manifestation/action of and as consumption, abuse and manipulation.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to have not seen realised or understood – with me compromising substance/existence as me in and as this accepted and allowed relationship/creation of me as Energy; I equally as one compromised myself: as I will always be here in and as existence, as I am eternally from and of here as substance/existence manifest; and I will thus eternally return/rebirth/re-emerge into and as me as here as substance/existence manifest. That has now become an existence of and as consumption, abuse and manipulation, as the manifested-consequence of the relationship between Heaven and this physical-existence, the Mind Consciousness System to the Physical-Body and the World-System to Earth – that I will eternally return/rebirth/remerge into and as me, as what I had created/manifested me to be/become as Energy within and Energy without in and as my relationship to substance/existence in my within and without. And that this Existence as me will continue as is: until I as Energy stop me, and return to me into and as substance as equality and oneness manifest, and stand up within and as myself as substance-manifest; to walk my external reality as existence and creation as the World into and as equal and one equality and oneness as my who, what and how I am as Life.

So, the question – Which came first? The Chicken or the Egg – will be answered within the next post to come: so – stay tuned, as we continue with how we as the smaller, manifested throughout time – the greater, the small and the great manifesting simultaneously equal and one, as the within and without of and as ourselves; that has and always will be our responsibility as ourselves.

I see, realise and understand – that I have from and of the initial smaller of and as me, created/manifested the greater of and as me through and as the accumulation/continuation of and as time, throughout time: as I moved as a manifested-singularity into and out of existence as a breath, with the in-breath my emergence/rebirth into and as existence, and my out-breath my exit/death from and of existence – and during the in-breath: as I created me as internally as Energy as relationship-creations within myself as the smaller = simultaneously created me externally as Energy as relationship-creations that layered within and throughout the greater as existence as me; creating me into an internal and external energy-reality; that so throughout time, with an existential in breath and out breath have manifested/evolved my internal and external realities and creations of and as Heaven, the Mind and the World-System of Money with its relationship to and towards substance/physicality-manifest, equal-to and one-with the ‘what, who and how’ of and as me as Energy to Substance in the beginning.
And so all of us together, with our existential in-breaths and out-breaths throughout time as the individual ‘smaller’ – have manifested the united greater as this existence as a whole, as all the ‘smaller’ as all of us individuals together, throughout time – have walked our existential in-breaths as births and out-breaths as deaths, and within and during the in-breaths throughout time; have created/manifested our internal and external reality/existence and creation as Heaven, the Mind and the World-System of Money as it exist today.
I see, realise and understand that – it has always been me, as the smaller that has created the greater throughout time, throughout breaths: through breaths in the smaller, as I created my internal energy-reality as positivity, neutrality and negativity – which I still do today, as my relationship of the Mind, to the Physical – that create/manifest/programme my Mind breath, by breath as I continue participating in my body and this physical-existence as the Mind, and breaths in the greater as my birth and death; and that it is thus me as the small, in and as the small as breath: that is the answer, that is the key to the eternal change/transformation of and as this existence as me.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, walk the process of taking responsibility for and as the small that is me, that has been the starting-point of and as all as me as existence-manifest: where everything of this existence had originated from, had been created from as me as the ‘small’: And because everything started from and of me in and as my who, what and how I am relationship as Energy to Substance, I now assist/support me, in starting with and as the small of and as me, manifest: to return me as Energy to substance, to stand in and as equality and oneness as Life with the physical-body, this physical existence to change/transform the starting-point of and as me from separation, to equality and oneness to from me as the small – change/transform the greater as me.
In this, I commit myself to - in the small action that I had physically used throughout this life as Breath, Breath that I had used/abused/manipulated to create/manifest/program my Mind with breath-by-breath throughout my life, in my relationship as the Mind to the Physical: I walk breath by breath in and as equality and oneness, with and as my human physical body, and breath-by-breath – commit me to transform/change my walking/living with and as breath, from using/abusing the physical to consume for my Mind as energy to evolve, to the walking/living with and as breath as me returning me as Energy to Substance through and as the process of and as writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application.
I commit myself to, walk this In-Breath as One Life, breath-by-breath – as the in-breath as this One Life in transforming me from Energy-consuming system/machine as the Mind/Consciousness to a Living-Being in and as equality and oneness with and as substance/the physical, and live this equality and oneness as a Living-Example. So that I prepare the way before me, as all as me; that when and as I breathe-out as die/leave, what I stand as and have left behind is the eternal stand/statement/living example of and as me, of walking the process of and as returning energy to substance/physicality. So that when and as I return/rebirth/re-emerge, I will start rebirthing/re-emerging into and as an existence in the process of manifesting itself into and as equality and oneness of and as substance/life.
I commit myself to, transforming/changing the World-System of Money to an Equal Money System – as a System that will represent me as manifested equality and oneness, where Money will be the breath that gift life to all in and as equality and oneness, and allow each as all the opportunity to in fact live in and as this physical-existence as me.

Thus, I become the living-breath – transforming the action of breath from the Mind/Consciousness that take, consume, abuse and manipulate life as substance/physicality, to me standing as the living-breath, that breath-by-breath, with and as writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – gift me life, in and as every breath, as I stop, change and transform me as energy into and as substance/physicality as life-manifest of and as equality and oneness here.