Creation's Journey to Life

[Leila]

Day 1: Self Forgiveness
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-1-self-forgiveness.html

In this journey the patterns that constitute what we have accepted as Our Reality will be deconstructed through self forgiveness and re-constructed through a commitment of correction to that which is best for all life.

To benefit, read this aloud with the commitment to become that which is best for all Life.

Realize that this forgiveness is at the stage where self forgiveness have been applied for many years on the self part within the multi facetted patterns and thoughts that create the experience of being.
It is important to walk the process from the beginning in writing and through spoken living words to eventually become able to do the self forgiveness on the patterns that functions universally as the directive controls of the human race.

This process will continue for a minimum of 7 years and no part of self forgiveness will stand alone as it forms part of the whole as what we have accepted and must be read in the context of all the billions of patterns that requires self forgiveness and deletion and correction with effective life willed commitments.

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Do this for you as only you are responsible for you.

Understand that I do self forgiveness here for all patterns regardless whether it form part of my immediate life. To expand to be equal to what is here in every way, one can only be so by actually becoming all the parts and placing yourself at the very least in a position that if you ever should encounter such point, you will be able to direct it in ways that are best for all life in response to the directive commitment you place. Self forgiveness thus is the Giving to yourself within the context of a space time reality, the power, authority and responsibility and ability to walk and participate in every relationship that may ever exist as Life in every way with the effect and outcome as that which is best for all life.

If you are not ready yet to join is in this project, read the blogs from the many that are walking this for themselves till you are ready and then join us in the journey to life. – Only you can give you life that is best for all life.

What we have accepted till now is not life, it is an abomination.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that forgiveness as myself for myself is the actualization of my acceptance to understand and grasp that which I judge and that which I claim i am too small or weak to understand or take responsibility for.

I forgive myself that I have not considered that if I make forgiveness the domain of powers beyond me I in fact accept myself as a lesser being that implies that I am not worthy of the image and likeness of the Creator and thus a failed Creation that use the living words of the Creator in vain and in vanity as the Living words are not alive as me as the life intended and given, but ends up as a self interested personality pattern that seek redemption from continuous self inflicted judgments and fears.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become a lesser being and in so doing have blamed my weakness and abdication on the gifted free choice.

I forgive myself that I failed to see that free choice in fact are the test of my character to see what I will choose and whether I will use the excuse of giving others the responsibility to forgive me and in this way remain in my self interest as I am through my own allowances no responsible or able to forgive myself and stop what I participate in to redirect myself to that which would be best for all life.

I for give myself that I have selective ly use free choice to remain aloof from the fact that i have seen within me that i alone allow what i have become through a constant participation in an inner dialogue that always allow me to be right in some way.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that the self that participate in this dialogue are in fact the self that I am and in fact allowing me to be dishonest and self interested and that this dialogue already implies self responsibility and validate self forgiveness as I am the one without which this dialogue cannot exist.


I commit myself to investigate the effect of self forgiveness for at least 21 days to find out if it will diminish my fears and anxieties to such a degree that I will experience relief.

I commit myself to consider that with taking self responsibility through self forgiveness i will in fact expand and become able to direct and be responsible for that which I currently belief is beyond my ability to direct.

I commit myself to note what I judge and to investigate myself as to the reason for the judgment and to identify the pattern that make up that part of me that judges.

I commit myself to investigate the origin of my beliefs to make sure that I have in fact understood the context and relationships that constitute this creation that I am a part of.

I commit myself to honour and become the image and likeness of life as it is what has been given to me.

I commit myself to honour all life in all forms that I also may be honoured in like ways.

I commit myself to find solutions to how all life can co-exist by taking responsibility for my part that I play in this Living World to not judge or fear what is here, but to direct it in ways that all interconnectedness always reflect the nature of life as what is best for all.

I commit myself to take self responsibility and to stand equal as the creator of forgiveness through self forgiveness that I may come to accept my domain whom is myself as I am the Only one Alone within me as a complex Universe of many self functioning part with their own will and purpose that work together that I may experience this reality.

I commit myself to stop my compulsion to accept the lesser view and to accept failure just because every one else is doing so.

I commit myself to investigate the patterns that formed my personality and to delete them through directed self forgiveness written in detail and spoken aloud that I may read and see my clarity and see the outcome of my words as I become them.

I commit myself to measurably walk each word till it is in fact the reflection of a benevolent creator and I in fact am a benevolent creator as well on all the parts I allow and participate in that functions as the system of this world through which I have my being.

[Leila]

Day 2: Happiness and Me
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-2-happiness-and-me.html

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to understand that any change will go hand in hand with resistance as I have to push through the automated occupation of self that is obsessed with time till I have removed this fear driven obsession with time and what I believe is important due to the effective ways I have allowed myself to become a participant in the current system of the individual self obsessed with personal achievement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by the ideas of the system about personal achievement without ever considering what is best for all life and that what is best for all life should be my directive principle as I should show the character of Life as life , but I show the character of the system as NOT life.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be driven by the character of the system which is the character of the mind and not the character of life and that I fear to be without this mind drive as energy that will make me feel good in the measurement of my own judgment, yet which would allow life to be abused and I would feel nothing for all the abuse that happen unless I am reminded when the feeling for life will only last a moment before I return to the indulgence of the feel good of the mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as life I should be able to be in constant awareness of life and thus experience what Life in all forms experience on earth, Yet I do not and I only experience what I have decided is valid for me in my mind regardless of the periodic reminder that all is not well with life on earth.

I forgive myself that I have committed myself to my mind and the creation of personal happiness in my mind according to my rules regardless of the harm that occur to life in all forms at a massive scale.

I forgive myself that I have always found the participation within the mind in self interest to indulge in feeling good extremely easy and mind fulfilling, while any action to bring about a change in the physical world that is best for all will get the least attention possible and if possible no attention as it will not produce a feel good feeling in my mind and it will be tedious and will take years to change the world to be best for all and that these years it will take will be subject to all humans on earth which seem impossible. I find the life I designed as the mind so much easier because in my space only me matters and I can be happy regardless of how reality actually look or function or suffer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a mind that protects me from reality and that I have convinced myself that this mind is me and that this mind is real regardless of what the physical reality is showing me is happening since the time history have been recorded up to present day.

I forgive myself that I have found any point that I know I have to do virtually impossible to fulfil as I would like to remain in the indulgence of my self-created mind space where I have given me the permission of free choice on my terms only.

I forgive myself that I have defined commitment as the acceptance and allowance according to the rules of the mind and not according to that which will be best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give value to myself as mind as the only acceptable value regardless of the obvious physical reality that gives life to the mind. Within the allowed self interested value I refuse to see that the mind is less than the physical and subject to the existence of the physical in all ways.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to use resistance to postpone committing myself to life as myself because I feel I have already challenged the mind , without actually realizing that if I cannot walk the process to life again and again till it is done as example, I have in fact not relinquished the mind, I have only rewired my mind to another acceptable level of superiority where I can have the choice to do what I feel like doing regardless of that which should be done to bring about that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have equated and accepted and allowed personal happiness as the benchmark for all decisions and when I am faced with a lengthy process of self correction that should move me to action immediately as that is the shortest version to self correction, I will linger in the mind as if I have actual choice while the choice I have do not exist but in my own mind. As life as Form there is no choice as to what is best for all life as it is measurable and able to be seen directly immediately if I dare to let go of myself created personalized self interest.


I commit myself to focus on every point that grasp my attention to see how I have created it in my mind where it cannot be challenged to bring an end to my reality and return to life’s reality.

I commit myself to challenge every self interested obsession with exposing to myself in self honesty the how and why I have created such obsession in my mind where I alone am the God of Me that will place Me first regardless of the harm it does to the physical world.

I commit myself to stop all separate personal spaces that are in contradiction to the physical world so that I may return to life here and give to all forms as I would like to receive.

I commit myself to stop participating in all personal achievement that follows the rules of the mind and the separation from life and to only accept achievement that is aligned to provide to all physical life in all ways lives of excellence and abundance.

I commit myself to stop the mind as my directive principle as that cause me to only consider me and mine and to create my directive principle to be what will be best in the space time of the living flesh as the self that I will become and to commit myself to bring this world of living words as flesh to all in every way as that will end the suffering that has been the result of the self that was created by the mind in separated bubbles without any form of consequence or moral values.

I commit myself to stop using feelings as required by the mind in relation to my indulgence in self interest to be the determining factor of who I am and what I do and what I allow in this world. I will align myself to feel what those feel that are on the receiving end of lack because I have deliberately designed rules that allows only me as mind to win and I have refused to accept that there exist in this world a position where a person can do nothing to improve their condition due to the value system of the mind as money instead of a value system that is based on life.

I commit myself to rule my life with rules that support all life in space time and that I will refrain from participating in the mind where space time as matter do not exist at all.

I commit myself to understand that to bring about a world that is best for life I will have great resistance both from my mind and my body as my body is controlled at the moment by my mind as well as from other people as minds and controlled bodies, but I will walk as I understand just like in my process, the time will come where the physical reminder of what is real will be so clear and shocking that the mind will stop and the person will hear and come to their senses of the physical world to begin their process to re-align with that which is best for all life.

I commit myself to walk as breath to make sure the mind do not trick me into beliefs of tediousness as I understand that if breath was tedious, I would not exist.

I commit myself to bring an end to my ideas of free choice that only serve my mind and to make choices that measurably works for all life in physical space time.

I commit myself to redefine commitment as the living, breathing action that is best for all life in physical space time.

I commit myself to learn to understand how the physical really functions and to stop my indulgence in the illusion as the mind that I may stand equal as the physical as that which is the vehicle that has given me life without me asking for it.

I commit myself to restore to earth that which is real value and is equal value within all which is life. I know that any person or parent do value the lives of their family, this should be for all as the family of Life – One family for all as equals as life.

I commit myself to never postpone and to use postponement as an instruction to immediately act to prove to myself the benefits in physical space time to not postpone.

I commit myself to not allow the mind to set the rules of what is important and what is not.

I commit myself to any time and all time required to bring this world back to that which is life, regardless of what it will take and I commit myself not to allow the values the mind as me have become to determine what is real value. Until this is done.

[Leila]

Day 3: Resistance to Change
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-3-resistance-to-change.html

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that resistance to change is indicating the control of the accepted and allowed patterns of my current limited version of me as self interest that occupies the space and time that I realize I must change to become that which is best for all life as me in the part I am as participation in the current accepted whole as the one system that exist as humanity and this world.

I forgive myself that I have placed so much emphasis on the ideas I have based on the mind reality, that I have never bothered to find out how systems of acceptance actually become physical and occupy space time to control what I have allowed myself to be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the automated self as the integral mind patterns that has become the accepted version of me to run the physical as the idea of me regardless of the fact that it would participate as me without consideration of what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that through this I have remain an active part in allowing a system of abuse on earth to continue as I have placed so much emphasis on how I feel that I have regarded any change to be a threat to me just because it is an experience of resistance to be invalid as it compromise me feeling in control and feeling as if I have achieved some value without considering that what I feel is not valid till all life is supported equal in every way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become chained by my preprogramming and that I have refused to consider that when I pull on the chain of my preprogramming, that It will resist as I have to unchain the preprogramming shackle by shackle till I get the whole system before I can replace it with a new way that is best for all life in every way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and fix the chains of my preprogramming by looking for quick fixes that would mean I do not have to go all the way in removing that which is not best for all life as I could replace just the parts I deem necessary without considering that Unless I in fact investigate every part, I can never be certain that i am doing what is best for all, and while I am doing it, to be certain, I should remove all of the chains and in this way I will be certain and thus prevent the re-occurrence of a similar form of shackled existence that may only place shackles on others, yet it would be me as well as I am others in another life.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see that writing myself to freedom actually means Righting myself to freedom in a practical physical way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be dominated by my ignorance of how reality really functions through the acceptance of the mind as the chain that control the chain reaction and just because this chain reaction do not lead to immediate consequence I have refused to see how action and reaction/cause and effect actually create what we have accepted as this reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find it acceptable that others may suffer by the effect I cause while I take time to sort out my priorities without regard that at this moment, while I am occupied, another is in a position that will improve faster if I act immediately and with sustained consistency till that which is best for all life is here in every way.


I commit myself to accept resistance when I walk the change as the way I remove that which I have accepted and allowed until that time and to realize that the resistance will stop once I have removed the preprogrmmed idea of self. I commit myself to seek out resistance in every way as that is my roadmap to find what I still allow as the limited preprogrammed version of myself. I commit myself to not stop till I have found every resistance that exist as part of me and have freed myself from the ignorance I have given the idea of life to in the age of my self interest. I commit myself to never give up no matter what till there is no more resistance to that which is best for all life in every way forever more.

I commit myself to investigate, and come to know how the mind becomes the physical system that I may be prepared to never allow this to happen to any being that come to this world in any way whatsoever. I commit myself to understand how I have allowed myself to become the programmed version of the idea of life that could walk this earth without an inkling of compassion for those that were less fortunate AND without any compassion to face the discomfort of the resistance I must go through to remove the systems of self interest that I have allowed myself to become. I commit myself to understand and walk the time required to clear the space of me from all that pre occupied me to not be here as life as what is best for all life.

I commit myself to capture the integral mind patterns I have allowed myself to become on paper as they occur that I may have the evidence of what it is I must remove from my flesh for ever more that I may be free from the delusion of the lack of compassion and consideration for life for all parts of life.

I commit myself to find every way possible to create a system that will support life and to direct my active participation to find ways that would educate those not yet awake to the realiuty of the preprogrammed existence until all walk as one to take the task upon them to bring a world that is best for all life.

I commit myself to unchain the systems I have become shackle by shackle within me and within all others like me till this is done. I commit myself to make sure all others will understand how to unshackle their own chains as I walk in support as this is necessary that all understand how we have become that which is not life so that we through understanding prevent this from ever happing again as we will all be able equally to recognize the sign s of the chains that cause this hackling and abuse of life. I commit myself to stand with each that choose to stand till this is done and through such support it will be as if I have walked it myself, yet each part would have walked themselves to life, yet they were not alone as we walk as one yet as self responsible for self.

I commit myself to never indulge in the urge of quick fixes as I know that quick fixes in many occasions lead to a mess that requires a rewalking of the correction. I will walk it the first time complete and thus prevent any unnecessary mistakes just because I allowed the mind to influence the idea of so called quick fixes. I am not here to create myself as a fast food franchise, but as life that will stand the test of time in every way it must.

I commit myself to Righting myself to Life.

I commit myself to not allow me to ignore any point no matter how trivial it may seem that I may never be able to claim ignorance again and get away with it.

I commit myself to prioritize my life to that which is best for me in the way that it is best for all life realizing that I cannot do it all, but what I do I must do well and in the full understanding and certainty that I will produce me as the optimum life form here that will be best for the process to life. I commit myself to consistency in action with the understanding that as I walk to life, that which I become as life will become easier through time and I accept the pressure and resistance that will go along with the reintegration of that which is best for all life as I understand that the resistance are the indicator that makes the reality of the process measurable.

[Leila]

Day 4: I Have to do This
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-4-i-have-to-do-this.html

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be trapped in the idea that if I have to do something that is not aligned to what I want to do, I resist it and justify such point purely because ‘I have to do it’ in spite of all reason of the relevance of such point as to its actual importance and certainty of effect that will be best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the point of ‘I have to do this’ as justification when I feel like doing something regardless of the fact that when I would resist doing what is best for all if it is in the category of ‘I have to do this’ and in this way having the same statement as both a motivation and denial without even seeing that I actually have no credible standing within this point as integrity.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place ‘I have to do this’ within the context of my survival within the world system in justifying the ways that must be followed to obtain money for survival, yet I am not willing to use the same point to bring about a world that is best for all that would remove the power that money have over my directive principles.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only use ‘I have to do this’ in the context of my self interest in spite of me being aware of the many instances that we as a group as humanity are supposed to act as a ‘have to do this’ to bring about an end to the accepted abuse through a system that do not honor life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be placed in a position where I have to honor the system instead of have to honor Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept religious books that impose ‘have to’ commandments in spite of these commandments being proven to not be what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place my salvation in unproven ideas of faith instead of having the faith in the obvious provable actions of giving as I would like to receive of equality that would produce a world that is best for all life here now and all future generations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept a money system that force me to have to go into debt as if life is valueless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a system of nutrition where I have no option to find credible sources of information that is sustainable to universal health care and that force me to have to trust corporations and producers as there is currently no other credible way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed an education system where I have to go for a higher learning where it is a proven fact that no higher existence is achieved and that in fact the humans produced are as flawed as the education system that is accepted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself the denial of having to do what is best for all life and that the fear I have for change has become a physical experience of apathy that I counter with the pursuit of happiness while denying the evidence that consequences are growing daily and will eventually catch up with me.

I commit myself to remove from my design anything related to what I have to do and to replace it with doing that which is what is best for all life within the understanding that to do what is best for all life is not a ‘have to do,’ it is common sense.

I commit myself to remove the ignorance of self interest that cause me to only consider what I have to do when I benefit and to replace it with Me as life in living participation giving always and in all ways that which is best for all life

I commit myself to investigate and come to an understanding where I use justification to feed self interest in denial of what we as humanity have created as a world of injustice. Justification is self deception when injustice exists and I commit myself to a world where only that which is best for all is acceptable as that would end all injustice and justification and set me free from the need to deceive to survive.

I commit myself to investigate and see how I feed self interest with the clear directive to bring this to an end and to realign myself with that which is best for all life


I commit myself to come to an understanding as to how the system has become me, to end the system as it exists as injustice and abuse and to through direct participation bring into being a system that is best for all life which includes me.

I commit myself to investigate religion as to its validity in every way to produce a world that is best for all life and to stop that which as religion is only used to promote self interest and injustice.

I commit myself to banish faith in that which is not best for all life forever from my reality and to be my own salvation as the creation of a world system that is always best for all life.

I commit myself to change money from debt to a symbol of life with equal value for all life.

I commit myself to investigate nutrition and establish a code of conduct in food production that will be trustworthy and be best for all life

I commit myself to investigate what would be the best way to educate a child to be a person that will produce through participation in the world a world that is best for all life .

I commit myself to eradicate from my acceptances forever any higher learning that do not in fact tangibly in space time produce a system of practical life support that is best for all life.

I commit myself to never give in to apathy and to use breathing to will myself to action in every moment I am here to be the evidence for myself that I will never give up till we have a world that is best for all life.

[Leila]

Day 5: In the Beginning was God
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-5-in-beginning-was-god.html

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and embrace the clear certainty that the Beginning was the Word and that the Word was God, implying and stating that I as a Creation and Creator of Words are in fact The God of Words.

I forgive myself that I have refused to accept and allow myself to see how I participate in the Creation of myself and this world as the relationships between all that is here as Words that define Life while it clearly shows that I do not define life, but only myself interest and in fact that the image and Likeness of my words reflect to me that I have abdicated my responsibility of giving life as I have received Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not accept the responsibility of Creation as what is best for all life through my words as this world and instead have created words that form relationships and maintain relationships that cause harm to those less fortunate than me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the power to create to be as an abomination that do not honor and respect life and that in my vanity I have use the name/Word of God/creator in vain by not standing as equal to life in image and likeness through creating my Image and likeness as Less than life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to foolishly belief that I can do whatever I want in the name of free choice without any direct consequence as I am somehow a special creation as I received the Power to Create the living word as Flesh, while in fact I am using that which I have received in vain and vanity in both the creation of myself and the creation of the relationships which form the image and likeness of this world as humanity, and creatures and plants.

I forgive myself that I have refused to see how I have bedevilled the words of my creation by creating all words with backwards meanings that do not represent Life, but represent that which works as the opposite of life which is evil.

I forgive myself that I have deliberately create me and my children for generations as the Word made flesh in ways that do not support life and even as I write here, this creation of abuse continues with no certain end in sight and no certain action taken to stop such abuse in spite of the Image and likeness of My creation that exist as this world.

I forgive myself that I have refused to realized that that which has a beginning has an end and that unless I create me as the Living word equal as life in every way measured as best for Life, I must end as I have relinquished my right to life through my consistent example that I refuse to respect life and that I refuse to give as I have received.

I commit myself to dedicate myself to purify my Words as the Creator and purveyor of my words that they may represent life as that which is best for all life and thus represent me as life understanding that through my creation I look at me and when I see Life everywhere as my creation I will have confirmed that I have created me as life.

I commit myself to bring this awareness as the living word to all that are here living Words so that All may realize that they are in fact their own judge through the image and likeness of the living word and that the Word was with God means that you can never be more than the words you accept yourself to be which is the reflection as this world in every way.

I commit myself to study my refection as this world and to see how I have mirrored myself till I understand how to stop what I have allowed and how to create in fact living words that reflect life supported as equals in all ways and in this way I will be able to give what I would be willing to receive in a practical real measurable way. This would then be where Love would be made visible and where I would in fact be Love in living action in all reflections and in this I will end the illusion which had been my delusion that I have named fear.

I commit myself to educate myself and all others till we as one will use the Life we received temporarily to create a living example of what is best for all life that will stand for eternity.

I commit myself to take responsibility for all creations whether directly or indirectly allowed and created by me as I realize that regardless of whom create what, I am here part of this creation of words and am sentenced by my sentences and a convict of my convictions. I will no longer allow myself to be directed by faith as I understand that the practical meaning of faith is that when I walk as the living word as flesh, all relationships that follow will eventually respond in ways that is best for all life and thus this certainty in action to walk till it is done is me as dedication to life as the living flesh as the word faith. I will not wait for the illusions that is not of this world of flesh which I have mistakenly given values to through the mis-creation of faith without proven outcomes here as flesh.

I commit myself to dedicate myself to the only choice I can freely make namely that which is best for all life as the living word as that is the only choice that will not produce some influence of fear and in that choice I am free and thus create the same freedom for all to embrace once they have relinquished the fear they have embodied as flesh and see the simplicity of the living word when all are equal creators of the word with meaning that supports life equal in every way.

I commit myself to reveal how evil backwards is life and when we stop and reverse what we have done in self interest and act in the best interest of all, we will create that which will be the image and likeness of life in every way

I commit myself to purify my words to represent in me and in my reflection as image and likeness of my creation here on earth that which is the living flesh as the flesh itself and all relationships related to this existence. I understand that I must purify each word one by one to make sure that all relationships that will represent me as life will in fact support life in all ways that I will be able to trust my words as the creator of life and in so doing in fact accept the gift of life by creating myself as life and doing such in spite of all beliefs that may spit the contrary as I understand that only in equality as That which was given to me as life will I find that which will be eternal life for me and all others no matter where and what.

I commit myself to be able to meet my end in this cycle at any moment, in any breath and to be ready to look at my creation with the certainty absolute that in every given moment I have given life as I am life that I may enter that which is life. I realize that earth is here to ground me so that I may not mislead me with that which is energy that creates illusions only and that I realize that The vehicle to self is the flesh as the living word confirmed as life

I commit myself to not allow those in illusion to trap me with beautiful words when it is clear, with the illusion we have created , the truth will hurt and only teachers that can cut to the bone of my mis-created flesh will have the understanding proven consistent to assist me in this most difficult task, that task to give up what I have valued in separation from what is best for all life. I commit myself to not fall in the trap of false promises as false promises will cause me to not correct myself as the living word made flesh and will cause me to not correct my creation that is the image and likeness of my words and for that I will in fact create the outcome of me which is not equal to life and in such action abdicate my life and be my own living judge as the evidence of my created words reflected as my reality.

I commit myself to remain steadfast as in this existence where I find myself as temporary I understand that the evidence is clear that I could not be granted eternal life as I have not yet understood the power of the living word and as such I have created my world as words to show me how little I understand and why I cannot have eternal life unless I grant it to me and all else. Therefore I understand that if I do not create myself as Life, I would have proven why I cannot have life and as such would determine my expiry when the time come.

[Leila]

Day 6: Blank Slate Mind Zombies
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-6-blank-slate-mind-zombies.html

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear cleaning the mind as I feared I will end up as a Zombie without realizing that I only reveal within this fear that I am the slave to fear and that I do not in fact understand how reality works.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by movies about zombies without realizing that a zombie state is in fact a state where the body fails due to damage to it with effects that is also physically visible, while the mind zombie state is a state where fear directs the person through accepting a limited view of reality through projections of irrational outcomes that controls all the decisions of the person and prevents the person from making decisions that is best for all life. The mental zombie state thus is in fact a brainwashed state where fear is the master with the outcome of the physical life form being abused.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not look at the actual reality of how the mind and the body interacts as it is shown daily in my face with my ability to speak. When I speak, I do not use the words I have already programmed into the body through the mind, I speak as the body and thus when I clear the mind, I will experience more of the programmed responses arriving in the mind from the body as back chat to show what I have accepted and allowed myself to become as a programmed body and that these responses will be self interest based and must be cleared as well to reach a state of silence as a blank slate that I can trust as the foundation from which to rebirth myself as life. When I reach this state I will still be able to speak as the words are part of my body and not my mind. The mind is just the doorway and tool with which I program the body to be automated as a multi dimensional vehicle and as long as I am my mind only, I remain in limbo and in a state where I am in complete separation from reality. If I have programmed my body to be harmful to the other life forms on earth, I will be a danger to life in every way as I will be the living word as my fear and self interest. This I must change through deleting what I have allowed through self forgiveness and self honesty as I am the only one that have access to my tool as the mind to see what I have allowed as it appears within my mind as thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see thoughts as great reflections of my individuality while it is in fact only a feedback system to show what I have allowed to be published within my physical body and if I did not do this publishing and automation into the body with care and with clear principles as that which is best for all life as the living word as the flesh, my self as the flesh will be a vehicle that will cause abuse and will live in one of the many forms of fear as either being the fear or creating fear.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept a society as humanity where the individual exist as the walking dead as mental zombies unable to be compassionate in ways that is measurably best for all life in giving each individual a life worthy of life itself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept a world based on profit and the manipulation of the mind sense purely for the profit of the few creating a system where the majority act like zombies and accept enslavement to a system that cause inequality and suffering like zombies unable to stand coherently together to challenge the system in a lawful way that will bring acceptable change and a way of life where life is honoured and respected.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept a society that refuse to consider the evidence of the programmable functionality of the body though the mind and to use such knowledge to actually create a human that is the image and likeness of life instead of allowing a dysfunctional human to emerge from a directionless education that only promote self interest and competition with the purpose to have effective consumer zombies that buy anything that is dished up as if that is what defines life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed fear to be the source of pacifying the human race for the purpose of creating subdued states of being within which the human will be divided and conquered to exist in a zombie state that the human will teach to each forth coming generation as if that is the only acceptable way of being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a state of being as civilization so zombified that it would claim hysterically that anything that promotes what is best for all life is a lie and must be evil as it will remove the one thing that has caused the zombie state which is free choice without consequence in spite of the clear direction that that which is best for all is the practical living of free choice with the consideration of consequence to create a society that is best for all life in all ways.

I commit myself to clear my mind from all thoughts, visions, back chat, reactions, feelings, emotions and so clear my body as well from all types of accepted automations that in any way contribute to my automatic state of zombihood that contribute and cause in any way suffering, abuse, war, poverty, self interest, sexual abuse, inequality and any part that in any way contribute to a civilization that is not that which is best for all life to in this way bring my part breath by breath in creating a civilization that is based on the foundation of Life as the only value that is worthy and as such equal within all.

I commit myself to a system of education within the family, the education system, the media, entertainment and any form that contribute to the programming of a child that will impact their lives through automated responses and beliefs , to purify and direct such systems to be accountable and proven as the foundational instruction that will produce a human that will in every way be what is best for life and through their understanding and self respect and the fact that each human will be without fear and distrust, we will develop a society that will be in fact one of life and thus love and fulfilment. In this way the pursuit of happiness will become irrelevant as all desires will be fulfilled within the context of what is best for all life and all abuse will be stopped in every way necessary.

I commit myself to the self honest investigation of the process that takes place as the mind program the body to automation and to look at the examples already visible daily like for instance the driving of a car to establish for myself a self honest foundation with which to stop the indulgence in illusions as mind and to realize that when a person has automated themselves to drive a car, they no longer use the mind, but that the body then is the driver while the person is able to do multitasking like talk on a cellphone or have a conversation without it diminishing the ability of the body to function as the driver of the car. I will establish within me clear directive principles to assist me with self realization and self awareness correction to place each part in its place that I may never again deceive myself by giving inappropriate values to parts that would cause harm to life directly or indirectly.

I commit myself to study the way the mind publish information into my body as automated systems to make sure I only publish and activate systems that will function in ways I have confirmed is best for all life that I may be able to establish self trust in myself as all parts representing me in this reality confirmed as best for all life always.

I commit myself to find the point in each person I meet during my time on earth that has the potential to develop into the process to life that each may have the opportunity to birth themselves as life, although I do understand that some will refuse and will thus be unable and unwilling to actually allow themselves to consider life as equal. In such cases I understand that regardless they would become the outcome of their choice and thus not be part of Life that will be Here when all that is here is life.

I commit myself to be part of the creation of a society that will be based on the only profit that is valid and that is that all life is equal value and all life profit thus equally from what is given for free by the planet and all forces that sustain the ecosystem and that the part we as humanity will contribute is labor and the will to create from resources that which will benefit all in the best possible way.

I commit myself to demonstrate in every way possible how the programmability of the human have been abused and how that can be stopped that this abuse may end and make room for a world that is based in life.

I commit myself to expose all fear as the irrational nature it is through ways that prevent such occurrence to allow the human to consider to be the answer they are here on earth to explore—namely the answer as life evidenced through how each live and interact and allow each to live.

I commit myself to be the one that all that are in fear may blame and scream at till they have no more obsessed energy left that in that way I may assist them to not end up harming others in self interest and thus reach a point where they may realize the power of self directed self forgiveness within self honesty and thus may find the way home to life.

[Leila]

Day 7: Letting Go of Regret
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wallow in regret as if I would like to punish me for not being able to get what I want and desire on my terms.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to engage in relationships on terms that is based in self interest and that time and time again fail to produce a result that is best for all parts of the relationship and that eventually always end in regret.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see that letting go is in fact the act of regret as it follows that which could have been directed breath by breath in ways that is best for all relationships, but because I submitted to my fears and desires for a controlled outcome within which I get what I want and thus I end up as the winner as per my definition as I created it in my imagination, I end up in regret when my imagination and visualization failed to materialize the way I want it to be and then I have to let go of my desire and accept failure. Thus letting go is so difficult as it implies my acceptance of failure as the mind and ego and my ego do not like to lose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stop the imaginary world in my mind that are not aligned to actual reality regardless of the multiple experiences I have encountered where things did not work out my way and forced me to regret and then to letting go so I can accumulate the will again to try again in getting my way, forcing my way, manipulating my way as I have convinced myself that my way as I visualize and imagine it is my birth right regardless and in spite of the evidence that with each human having this affliction, it means that it is impossible within the current context of agreed illusionary reality to come to a point where all can have what they want and desire.

I forgive myself that I refuse to realize that If I do the greatest easiest act in the real reality of the physical, I can in fact be part of a solution that will make it possible to fulfil my wants and desires as long as I allow others the same in fact and not just in the illusion of free choice which I have founded on the mind where I have as all others, an illusion within which I can imagine anything as if it is really possible when it is not. It is when I try to superimpose the imaginary reality on real reality that I lose my sanity and engage in actions that drives me to regret to remind me that the mind is not reality, but in spite of this constant reminder I keep on using letting go of the previous round of ego, to just do the same mistake again as I try to validate myself as ego, without realizing that the ego I created in the mind is Not a Real being, it is just Imagination feeding off the energy of the physical body and that it ends when the body return to its source.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live as if I will never die, creating within my imaginary illusion the idea that the way it feels in the illusion is the real me when in fact the real me is the point of regret at the moment of death where I must let go for real for the first time as I lose that which I was able to abuse and manipulate in the name of my ego, my body and the ‘I’ I have allowed myself to become and in which image and likeness I created my reality come to a sudden end.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that this world is a world of regret where I have let go of my responsibility through hiding in the illusion of my own making as the energy body as ego in my mind where I wait for death to escape the consequences I know is in every moment coming to me as a dark cloud I have called the devil and darkness just to motivate me to keep on running in circles in my mind to escape this inevitable regret, this what I know I must face as the evidence of this end is proven for all as death, yet I refuse to stop and consider that there is something so immensely wrong and screwed up as this world as my reality and my accepted nature as ego human, that my fear and anxiety grows daily as I keep on falling back to the ego through letting go of the previous failure of the ego, but I do not stop to bring an end to my suffering and fear or stop to bring an end to the suffering of those I have trapped in cycles of absolute desperation through the poverty I have imposed upon them in my search to imaginary excellence and happiness on my terms.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become a light so blinding that as I search for another, I search for the light that it may blind me so effectively that I can be sure to never let go of my desire for happiness regardless of the regret I have moments of from time to time.

I commit myself to use regret to force me to stop using my mind as reality and that I will dedicate myself to return to home which is here as that which is equal in measurable space and time as the physical.

I commit myself to never engage in relationships made and prepared in my mind and imagination and to spend time in real time through communication and sharing to establish real trusts that will stand the test of time that I may never have to let go of another just because I regret not making sure we are really actually on the same understanding about what is best for life.

I commit myself to never let go of any lesson I have learned unless I have brought it back to physical space time reality where I can find that which is worthy as this experience as the body, my body which I have abused so many times in the name of desires and search for happiness.

I commit myself to stop my imaginary world and all the players which are just versions on my desires and to focus on living as the body, to focus to become aware as the body in every way equal and one that I may discover the vast universe that existed parallel with me but I never consider as also part of why I am here in a process to find self honesty and to rebirth myself as life.

I commit myself to explain and be the example of this solution as this reality to be part of what is real of this dimension of existence where I spend a predetermined time and to make this reality a place where all will have what is best for all to bring an end to the escape of the regret that visit us all from time to time as we let go of our failures just to repeat our failures. I will not let go of my failures till I have corrected what I have allowed in the name of my ego that Life may be here and ego no more.

I commit myself to be able to live so completely in every breath that I am able to die in any breath and in that moment I will be certain that no regret ever exist and I have lived as Life should live and I have given life as I have received life and in this I have created a world that is best for all life to which each life form will come to be born onto support and abundance and happiness to explore the multiple universe of the physical we have degenerated and degraded to only picture version of our delusions of imagination. I commit myself to get to know directly every part, every dimension that is here that I may see what life is really about in every way.

I commit myself to embrace the darkness as I know I am from the darkness of the womb and that the only light is that which is based on the physical laws and that any other light conjured up in the imagination generator as the mind, is but a way to deny what is here and a way to not take responsibility for life. This world is the evidence of the abuse of the light and it must stop as it will stop anyway at death. Why wait for the regret at death and the letting go that cannot return. I rebirth myself now and live breath by breath that which is best for all life until that is all that is here in this world as all relationships of our definition of ourselves and each other as the image

[Leila]

Day 8: Absolute Certainty
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-8-absolute-certainty.html

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny that there exist absolute certainty in many ways on earth that should be my guidelines to effective living in ways that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the absolute certainty of death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the fact that I have limited time on earth as an absolute certainty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow myself to deny the absolute certainty that I will leave behind on earth that which I have allowed to exist and that that would be in fact my heritage I will leave for those that will come to earth after my end.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the absolute certainty that within the current world system that if a person do not have a job and money, they cannot eat, they have no home, they have no safe water, they have no flushing toilets, they have no effective education and they will in fact not have equal access to all the resources that nature provide for life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the absolute certainty that if I in the current system focus only on my own abundance that I will be the creator of lack in the lives of many as the system is a closed system with limited allowed resources like money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the money system which will only support those with money and will deny those without means or a job any access to money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed an absolute system of debt as the way to entrench protection for the elite and create slaves that live in ways life should not be living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use absolute certainty like the existence of God and Gods will to be a guideline that is the foundation from which I allow the atrocities of inequality and the abuse of life to exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the absolute certainty that the economic system will lead to the total destruction of all non renewable fuel sources and the extinction of many animals and other life forms and that in spite of this happening in a measurable way already, I refuse to stop what I allow and wash my hands like a Pontius Pilate claiming that there is nothing I can do and that it is the will of the people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ideas to exist of a saviour that will save me without realizing that that would by in total contradiction of the free will I now exercise and that such saviour will have to remove free will and place me a zombie to get me to do its bidding that could lead to a world where peace will reign. If I was peaceful and in fact the source of love and light and life, the world would be heaven already.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow the absolute certainty as the doom of the human race to exist without in any way doing anything practical that will change what is being allowed

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny that absolute certainty that a child born will become equal to the environment and education that the child is born in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny that the economic system as it now exist is in fact the cause of crime and that instead I have blamed the criminal that is spawned by the economic system that I participate in, in spite of the fact that I am the reason why the system exist through my participation and I am the reason why crime exist as I refuse to allow equality for all life to exist as it would impede on my personal happiness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the absolute certainty that I am no more than my thoughts that is in my secret mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the fact that unless humanity stand together as a group with the goal practically lived to produce a world that is best for all life, such result cannot be attained and become the living reality and I forgive myself that I have not considered the absolute necessity of all to work together as oneness, as principled living, instead of personal preference.

I commit myself to find each point that with absolute certainty will result in consequences that we as humanity can in fact direct to outcomes that is best for all life.

I commit myself to be ready in every breath to face death whose time is uncertain with respect and trust that I have live in a way that is best for all life and that I leave behind the world in the image and likeness of life so that each life form that come here after I am gone, may find the support that must be equal for all life in ways that is best for life.

I commit myself to live time as breath in ways that is self honestly the best to make sure a world is born that is best for all life.

I commit myself to find and present a new eco system for life as economic system that in every way would be that which I would wish upon myself and upon my children that all life may be equally supported. I understand that for this to be realized, I must remove all my personal fears and delusions about self interest and align myself with life that I am able to give as I would like to receive. I commit myself to challenge each one that claim they are working towards a solution when I am certain that such solution will not be what is best for all life in every way.

I commit myself to only focus on a system that will produce equal abundance for all based on the fact that the only value is life and that it is equal in all.

I commit myself to find a monetary system that will in fact allow all to live as equals

I commit myself to replace the system of debt through lawful means with a system that will support all life equally.

I commit myself to act within this world where I am able as the image and likeness of a benevolent creator to create and produce a world that is best for all life.

I commit myself to the common sense that no saviour can ever change the world or make it a place worthy of life, only me as human can do that.

I commit myself to leave a world that will be prepared to be the best for every child and life form that will come to experience themselves here.

I commit myself to expose and stop my secret mind that I may be able to trust myself to act always in a measurable way that will result in what is best for all life.

I commit myself to be part of the group that is guided by the principles of what is best for all life as equality and oneness till it is done.

I commit myself to make sure mankind will not doom itself in its search of self interest and to stand in the way of each one that abuse life till they stop.

I commit myself to be part of the creation of a world that in every way will be absolutely certain to be best for all life.

I commit myself to create myself as the absolute certain living word as life.

[Leila]

Day 9: Speaking from the Heart
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail recognizing that earth is the heart of the Universe and is the giver of life where I may experience myself and within how I express myself as experience within the interconnectedness of all others that are here equal as the gift of life, I will define myself either as an equal as life or as an abuser of life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never speak from the heart of earth, but instead created an illusion of what gives life as the heart of the mind where I have invented energy and named it in the image and likeness of my self interest and called it love, from which I moved and have my being as the illusion I have projected and in this act of creation I have separated myself from that which gives life and ended up as the image and likeness in abuse as I imposed upon all other life forms the version of the heart where words are spoken in vain in spite of the evidence of abuse that I participate in as the world system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become so obsessive about my own heart love creation that I have failed to find within me the compassion to honor love and instead I have redefined compassion to suit my version of the heart illusion in spite of the fact that my illusion will only last as long as I feed it energy that I forcibly take from my physical body, the body I was given as real life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to renege on my responsibility to that which gave me life which is the earth and all that is here and that through this I have become an infestation on the face of my creator that acts like a disease that can never be satisfied, because I attempt to force my maker to be in the image and likeness of the illusion of the heart of love as the mind as that which I have created myself as in the energy I have transmuted from my maker through the system of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have failed to see that all life is in fact equally given and that those with the opportunity to make a choice like me are in fact given the greater responsibility and the test to see what we would chose when we are here where all is subject to an conditional giving

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to conquer the earth and its unconditional giving and that I have followed my heart of the desire of self interest to the end of the earth and have subjected all other life forms not willing to walk in my image forcibly to be subject to the desires of my heart of love to such an extent that I am unable to see that I have become trapped in the illusion of my mind created love and that I have abdicated the gift of life so completely that I may never regain it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to glorify my heart to such an extend that I only speak from MY heart and in that have denied life to all that do not speak in the image and likeness of my heart which is based on the debased illusion that the Love I feel is real love. I fail to see that real love is in giving life and that I have it within my power on earth to give life to all else here, but refuse to do so, because then I will have to give up and end the illusion of my heart of love that is only of the mind and that will not exist beyond death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go so far in my illusion of love as feeling that I have created an illusionary body I believe exists after death I called the soul and that I have made this illusionary creation as the soul greater than the life I was given on earth to the extent that I am willing to die and give up the real life I was given for the illusion I have created myself.

I forgive myself that I have failed to see that I exist subject to what is given by earth as my breath and the food I eat and that without what the earth provide to support the life I was given, my illusion of heart love will no longer be, as the real heart beats with food, water and breath, all derivatives of the earth from which my body was formed which is the real living being in fact.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to become lost in the tool as the mind and that I have created myself as an illusion which have redefined all living words into mind words with the exclusive intend to be my own god within my own rules no matter that these rules are in fact subject to clear defined rules of origin where I have no power. The only power I really have is to ensure that what is given is fairly distributed, yet I refuse to see that as my will as the mind of love keeps telling me in my mind that I must be something more and yet with me believing this lie that I am something more as that which the mind as me conjured up, I end up giving away that which is really actually the only thing of value, which is life. Life do not love, Life gives.

I commit myself to re establish my relationship with my maker and to honor my maker so that my days may be lengthened upon the earth.

I commit myself to earth myself that I may be rebirthed to life and live my life as the extension of the earth as the hand of my maker that see that all life is given equally from the storehouse of life which is the earth.

I commit myself to expose all obsessions about the illusions of the heart of love with living physical common sense till all see what has been allowed and return home to earth to walk as one as equal as life here within the context of what life really entails on earth.

I commit myself to eradicate the illusions created by the mind from the face of the earth so that this face of earth could blossom with life radiantly and to place the mind back in its place as servant system to life.

I commit myself to never chose anything else but what is best for all life and in such action in fact by implication give up choice as it is proven to only be a way that allows abuse and I as life will only chose life.

I commit myself to set the earth free from the infestation of the illusions created by the mind that all that may come from the earth in time to come may have equal from what earth has to offer.

I commit myself to in every way possible remind those that are lost in the mind as energy and self created hearts of love, that they can give this up in one breath and begin their journey to return to earth, but that this journey will be tough as each will be measured in every way to see if you will ever again abuse life that was given freely and enslave it to an illusion to such an extent that life disappeared, so extensively that only a tiny spark remain. To rekindle this spark will take a complete rebirth and re-education as the body have been subjected to tortuous enslavement from the illusion from the beginning of time. Thus I commit myself to bring to an end and to set that which is life free that we may be here together as life as one as equal.

I commit myself to spread the awareness as to the relationships that are really life and really real as breath, as body, as heart beat, so that those lost in the mind may wake up and take responsibility and forgive themselves for what they have allowed themselves to become as the image and likeness of the illusions of energy and love –a state that is in fact heartless as the earth as heart and the heart of the body is not recognized for what it gives and make possible on earth.
I commit myself to restore to life that which is given as life at the birth of each being through the promotion and establishment of a system on earth that fairly distributed that which is given to support life so that life may discover itself again as we have lost all true values and become but illusions chasing changing winds only to end as a name on a cross with the body six feet underground, leaving a legacy of abuse in our wake.

[Leila]

Day 10: Relationship Dynamics
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-10-relationship-dynamics.html

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the way of the world is the result of the nature of the accepted relationships that exist between person and person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the dynamic of the world is the nature of the laws and the accepted systems like the economic and educational systems and the way that relationships are managed as to the equal distribution of that which have been given to life to be redistributed through the dominion/ability of the human to take responsibility for the equality which have been bastardized in the name of fear and self interest and greed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take a stand in how I live to bring to my own awareness that if I take instead of give, there will be lack as the dynamic of a relationship of taking is based on winning and competition while the dynamic of giving is based on the common sense of support and equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that there is in fact enough life resources on earth, but that it is controlled through relationship laws that do not grant equal access for all unless the means of money is available. We even throw away the food that is in access as it may bring down prices and make its value less.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate morality from politics and economics and law based on the idea that somehow the market forces have a life of its own that do not follow moral values although the only participant in relationship to market forces are the human and the greed of the human that use control to protect profit and will allow many to perish in the name of the human laws of politics, economics and religion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to be the dynamo in the image and likeness of life that functions and determines all relationships that they may be based on what is best for all life, instead I whine and scream and blame, but would do nothing constructive that will in fact bring about change, because deep down I wish to be one of those with all the control and all the money, because I belief I will be different when I get in power, yet every one virtually that was at one time still in the wishing stage of getting rich had great ideals and even made pacts with God that when they get the chance and the money, they will change the world, but as soon as they get to power, the real nature that was in the secret mind come forward and the intentions changed justified by the premise that human nature can apparently not change, yet the elite are the very example that they have not changed in spite of the promises they made to god and those still in the making seeking power in the name of their so-called benevolent intent—know that unless you walk as we walk day by day in self forgiveness, you will fall and just add another brick to the wall of elitism that keep the majority out and keep the minority in. This wall is money, and it is the real motivator of all relationships that will remain abusive in every way unless money is equally available for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my relationship with money is defining my reality and that the word real is in fact in the word relationship, yet instead of me being a harbour for life, I am a parasite in the name of money and I forgive myself that I have not been able to find the inner strength and steadfastness to bring sanity to the relationships on earth through which I have defined life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore the fact that only relationships as the parts played by the participants as people determine the total nature of life on earth at this stage.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that life on earth is a dynamic that I as individual can do nothing about and thus I have given up on the possibility of change and yet I will refuse to be part of a solution just because it must be a group and insist on my individuality as foundational to my existence in spite of being aware that that place me in total disempowerment and complete inability to change the world to what is best for all. I have even created a new religion to pacify me even further into not being part of a group of change through claiming that only through self change of the individual can world change be achieved, yet this self change I propose disregard the true nature of reality which is based on a group managed by relationships and so I have screwed me and my world into cycles of abusive and destructive outcomes ever since the first master of individuality graved the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to engrave the nature of individuality as ego and self interest so effectively into my body that only at death I am erased forever more when that which is life as the body are released from the parasite of individuality so that the body can return home.

I commit myself to ensure that the nature of all relationships on earth be transformed to reflect the nature of life as the one and only group that actually exist and to make sure that the realization is clear that separation and individuality based on the illusion that it is more than life, is only an illusion that is temporary while life is eternal and can never die, yet life will change form. And this form currently is the physical and the illusion is the energy taken from the physical to be abused as power play just like oil is taken from the earth to abuse. The human individual is no different to the corporate individual when it come to the relationship with abuse as energy, and just like oil, life is a non renewable source, because once denied it can never be given again,

I commit myself to bring into being the nature of life as the nature of law in all spheres of life that life will be supported equally as one and all relationships will be the dynamo of life and true dominion of earth.

I commit myself to give my life to bring life to earth as I understand, I cannot receive what I am not willing to give. My giving must be reflected in every relationship where I must give life, regardless of how it will be perceived by the ego. After all, the truth hurts and only those that hurts the ego, will give the person possessed by ego a chance to shake of the parasite of self interest.

I commit myself to restore common sense to earth that the relationship with food can become one of life where the human can understand that food is in fact also an expression of a life form on earth that reach its happiness through its giving of itself that we may live.

I commit myself to establish as morality on earth the only dynamic that will stand the test of time and thus be the way to eternity, which is the morality of life as equal in each one.

I commit myself to bring an end to the insanity of greed, self interest as market forces through the common sense presentation of that which is life through the co-operation of all living beings in all ways till all that have abused dominion have been brought to face themselves in self forgiveness and to not give up till this is done in every way.

I commit myself to bring to book all those that made pacts with god to face what they have allowed in their secret mind so that they can keep their word and in fact take part in the change of the world to what is best for all life.

I commit myself to the process of correction of the relationship dynamics that make the world functions through an equal money system as that will give each being a chance to fulfil their desires that was based on money and in this way we will heal our addiction to illusions made visible so that we may chose life forever more.

I commit myself to life as the only relationship possible because it is the only relationship that is real. Only life can give life and one should honor the dust as it is your very flesh.

I commit myself to be in the face of the lost until they lose it and through such outburst may have a moment within which they may realize what is real and begin the process back to self as life individualized as equals in the group as life.

I commit myself to blow the minds of those who have engraved death into them as ego and self interest and individuality so that they may yet wake up to what is really here as life as the physical.