SF on Cancer

[christine]

I had secret thoughts of having one form of cancer or another for as long as I can remember. Reading how Patrick Swayze's symptoms of indigestion were a precursor for pancreatic cancer that killed him.
T houghts of cervical cancer because that's how my grandmother died.
Thoughts of ovarian cancer when I was pre-menopause and bleeding alot.
Breast cancer when I discovered lumps in and around my breasts, starting 10 yrs. ago.
Bone cancer after reading how cancer can spread, after feeling pain in my sternum.
Brain cancer after hearing how a friend who was a breast cancer survivor ended up dying of brain cancer, as the cancer just moved to another place in her body.
Cancer of the blood, cancer invading the lymphatic system.

So, thru the years there has been a silent backchat around the cancer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a thought , what if I have pancreatic cancer.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that pancreatic cancer exists and can exist within and as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within and as the mind within an energetic experience of fear around the thought - what if I have pancreatic cancer.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the thought - what if I have cervical/ovarian cancer.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that cervical/ovarian cancer exists and can exist within and as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience fear around the thought what if I have ovarian/cervical cancer, as I do not want to die.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within and as the thought what if I have breast cancer which then spreads to my bones and enters my brain.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that breast cancer exists and can spread to the bones, to the brain to the lymphatic system and that I will die.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience fear around the thought of having breast cancer which can spread.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue to have backchat regarding different forms of cancer, yet when the thought comes up distracting myself rather than stopping the thought and breathing.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that participating within and as the fear of contracting cancer is a thought of the mind that can manifest within and as the body left unchecked when I have at my fingertips the solution to apply self-forgiveness and corrective action by assisting and supporting my body in the physical.
I can/have assisted my body in the physical.
I can/have participated within and as support for my body, I listen to my body and pay attention to its communication and take action in the physical, here, which is supportive,
and in that
I commit myself to participate and take action in the physical to support my body , by listening to my body, applying corrective action where needed, applying self-forgivness to these patterns of the mind and being self-honest, self-directed.
I commit myself to standing Here as Life in oneness and equality.

[Aldin]

Firstly, cool for applying self-forgiveness/taking responsibility and directing yourself.

But, I suggest to take into consideration, that cancer and any other illness can indeed manifest into our physical bodies. How I understand it that such illnesses/diseases/dysfunctions, such as cancer are the manifested consequences of 'Who' we are/were in the past — what we have or are accepting and allowing ourselves to live and exist as.

So, it's not about saying that cancer cannot exist within you, or that it can't move from one place to another — that's self-delusion, trying to make the fear go away because of fear — because it can.

So to not delude ourselves through stating things as we'd like them to be and through that create unnecessary consequence for ourselves, but instead remain common-sensical within the practicality of the physical reality.

[christine]

Thank you Aldin

[christine]

And actually I have been in treatment for the past 10 months, assisting myself in the physical with the manifested consequences with what I have accepted and allowed.