Yes I fear not being financially stabled. Thanks. Where do I begin.
I can relate to this statement in a big way, as I always found something to fear such as losing my job, or getting ick without insurance, or the economy collapsing and having no savings etc... What I realized after studying the Desteni material is that we use so many excuses as to what is stopping us from working towards stabilizing ourselves financially in our worlds. It is to really look at the resources available to you, such as family, friends, government or whatever, and to not NOT use those resources because of pride or fear etc... I'm not talking about just asking for money, but asking for assistance or support in whatever way they may be able to help. Personally, I decided I needed a degree, partially to educate myself about world systems, but also to help me get a higher paying job (some may argue this, but it is a decision I made and stuck by). I was required to ask my parents if I could live with them, and then through friends and family I was able to find odd jobs to support me throughout my studies. But even looking into what government services are available to you, and walking slowly through the process of researching the government web sites or visiting local offices, to support yourself while you make bigger plans for yourself in terms of a more stable job/work.
I have gone online to learn how to make a proper resume/cv, how to write a proper cover letter, and I even look into things like how to dress and present myself in different fields of work. You can just google: how to make a resume, how to write a cover letter, how to dress in a professional environment, etc... these are all resources that we have to slowly learn to optimize in order to grow and function within this system.
Whatever you choose to do, you can walk your process of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corretive applicaiton along the way, working through the resistances that would normally hold you back. What I have definitely learned throughout this process, when walking it in my life/world, is that I have always had more resources than I thought/believed, and that my own limitations (stubborness, pride, fear, hope etc...) held me back from really exlporing them. In one of Sunette's videos, the being says, "even if you have to walk next door and ask if you can mow their lawn, do it." Do something, do anything, as my dad says: just don't do nothing.
So, the fear of being financially stable is a fear for many, even the very rich can conjure up ways to fear about losing their wealth. In a way, it is a very real fear, as we have to work/pay to survive and exist. Within this process, we can walk through this fear, and not accept/allow it to influence/limit/direct us, so that we can do the most we possibly can with what we have.
So take a good, self-honest look at your world, and 'bite the bullet' so to speak, to pick yourself up and get moving. This process will assist and support you to do just this in every possible way, so long as you remember, it's about you. You are the one that's going to take the self-responsibility to move you. You have received really cool support thus far within how to go about getting started putting the reins on your fears, and slowly you will start releasing yourself and moving you.