Hi J
I've also had major problems in my life with the cycle of porn addiction, the fallout, quitting, going back to it, repeat. I admire your starting point and motivation to bring yourself here, it's very cool
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- 06 Sep 2013, 00:31
- Forum: Introduce Yourself
- Topic: This is me.
- Replies: 11
- Views: 2459
- 27 Aug 2013, 23:56
- Forum: Sharing Self Forgiveness
- Topic: Ben Wier's Self-Forgiveness
- Replies: 8
- Views: 3296
Re: Ben Wier's Self-Forgiveness
I let the dogs out this morning. It’s 3:50am. I was worried that my male might start barking while he was outside. It’s like him to bark at anything and everything when he’s outside, and his bark is very loud, and it might wake up my father. But he hadn’t been outside to pee all night, and so I let ...
- 26 Aug 2013, 15:36
- Forum: Sharing Self Forgiveness
- Topic: Ben Wier's Self-Forgiveness
- Replies: 8
- Views: 3296
Re: Ben Wier's Self-Forgiveness
thanks guys -- Last week I went to a job interview, and, at ‘the last minute,’ as it seemed, I got really anxious, and looked really bad, and was chewed up and spit out by the manager. -I mean, I wouldn’t have hired myself if I was running a business, and I had me show up as an applicant in such a s...
- 19 Aug 2013, 08:43
- Forum: Sharing Self Forgiveness
- Topic: Ben Wier's Self-Forgiveness
- Replies: 8
- Views: 3296
Re: Ben Wier's Self-Forgiveness
Hi Anna, thanks for the perspective and support I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compromise my application of myself in my day to day living by excusing, justifying, and avoiding / distracting myself from / entertaining away / suppressing the reactions and movements in myself th...
- 13 Aug 2013, 20:34
- Forum: BernardPoolman Interviews
- Topic: Bernard's Passing Away
- Replies: 88
- Views: 63583
Re: Bernard's Passing Away
Thanks for all the supportive blogs about this everyone
- 11 Aug 2013, 01:26
- Forum: Sharing Self Forgiveness
- Topic: Ben Wier's Self-Forgiveness
- Replies: 8
- Views: 3296
Ben Wier's Self-Forgiveness
Hi, I’m Ben. And I was one of the first people to find Desteni, way back in 2007. Over the years I’ve tagged along with Desteni, going in and out of phases where I participated more openly, or went into periods of paranoia and isolation. But over it all, I’ve pretty much always been hanging around D...
- 02 Dec 2012, 06:18
- Forum: Members' Blog Links
- Topic: Ben's Blogs
- Replies: 14
- Views: 4276
Re: Ben's Blogs
Blog Series: I Can't Fucking Talk to Girls!
-parts 21-30
http://robert-bendestonianwier.blogspot ... rt-20.html
-parts 21-30
http://robert-bendestonianwier.blogspot ... rt-20.html
- 29 Oct 2012, 21:11
- Forum: Members' Blog Links
- Topic: Ben's Blogs
- Replies: 14
- Views: 4276
Re: Ben's Blogs
Continuation of my blog series: I Can't Fucking Talk to Girls! -parts 6-20 http://robert-bendestonianwier.blogspot.com/2012/10/i-cant-fucking-talk-to-girls-part-6.html *the link above is for post #6, but the rest of the posts are nicely available on the blogger page, to the right, and I also put lin...
- 29 Sep 2012, 20:53
- Forum: Members' Blog Links
- Topic: Ben's Blogs
- Replies: 14
- Views: 4276
Re: Ben's Blogs
Blogs: I Can’t Fucking Talk to Girls! -parts 1-4 Part 1: http://robert-bendestonianwier.blogspot.com/2012/09/i-cant-fucking-talk-to-girls-part-1.html Part 2: http://robert-bendestonianwier.blogspot.com/2012/09/i-cant-fucking-talk-to-girls-part-2.html Part 3: http://robert-bendestonianwier.blogspot.c...
- 30 Aug 2012, 21:05
- Forum: Members' Blog Links
- Topic: Ben's Blogs
- Replies: 14
- Views: 4276
Re: Ben's Blogs
Vlogs: Cynicism and Politics http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bPPOoF5dSc Journey to Life Vlogs: Blow My Mind Please http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SERBXtwwSYs Blogs: Grandparents Fighting - Savior Syndrome and FEAR http://robert-bendestonianwier.blogspot.com/2012/08/grandparents-fighting.html Wanting...