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by Michelle Best
30 Sep 2012, 06:36
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4896

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

Ok Im back. When Im on the road I always have lots shit on my mind. When I want to write them down. I forget. Is it me within myself wanting to forget. Today I just had a repressed memory of my Dad promises. Me and Shelly where talking. She brought this word Want. That promise from my dad to go go c...
by Michelle Best
17 Aug 2012, 02:43
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4896

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

Hello Anna, Writing is not my best subject. I go on facebook to learn how to express myself. Im not that expressive to myself. When I write I feel I give the wrong impression of myself. Sometime I skip word,not even know I skip words. Writting , I was never good at. Right now Im speaking out loud wh...
by Michelle Best
16 Aug 2012, 02:44
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4896

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

Being lonely sucks. Guess my whole life is being alone. I was never part of anything except for the Army. my mind except the lonelyness. But I miss not being alone. I have a fear of being alone. My life was lonelyess. Until I met my X. She change my life. She people person, I wasn't. I adapted to lo...
by Michelle Best
16 Aug 2012, 02:26
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4896

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

Its been a long while. I was searching for myself. Know that everyone on Desteni can write great detail about them selve. For my mind feel like its blocked. I make it hard for myself to know myself. I know I have layers of lies with in myself. Right now I feel all my focus is on us as a human being ...
by Michelle Best
25 Apr 2012, 06:52
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4896

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

Freedom, your right Im not free. Freedom to me is being on that mountain and expierence nature for the true silence. Look at Desteny Farm. Its in a middle of no where. Means there is silence except there in a group. Look at there enviroment. Its the enviroment and the poeple thats on the farm. To me...
by Michelle Best
25 Apr 2012, 06:39
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4896

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

I know it was tempory but in that moment during that day I felt what its like to have the mind stop and hear nothing. I atleast experienced it on earth with nature and the mountains. When I sat and look around me for all the beauty of the mountains ,tree, animals and insects. I wasn't alone by mysel...
by Michelle Best
24 Apr 2012, 10:08
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4896

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

Three days ago I got stuck in middle know where on a mountain. I was trying my best to get unstuck. But instead I bog myself so good I couldn't do anymore. I got of my truck picked up a stick and then sat on a rock. I was 12 miles from my delivery. I couldn't communicate. Cell phones didn't work on ...
by Michelle Best
18 Apr 2012, 07:11
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4896

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

I was just on youtube. I realize I have it with in me to stand up for myself. But I have to stand up against someone who not like me. All my life I ve been supressed ,shy and never out spoken. I was bullied in highschool. That was my past. I have a fasination for finding useless info. Like what is t...
by Michelle Best
18 Apr 2012, 04:54
Forum: Introduce Yourself
Topic: Im Michelle
Replies: 28
Views: 2173

Re: Im Michelle

Thanks Kim
by Michelle Best
18 Apr 2012, 02:43
Forum: Questions and Perspectives on the Mind and Self
Topic: What is the most important thing in the world?
Replies: 68
Views: 9785

Re: What is the most important thing in the world?

There is such thing as free energy. This energy has been hiden from us for a very long time. It was suppose to be given to all humanity. Theres a problem. Our government has it and they do not want to share. Reason is they want to have power over us. On my facebook I have certain people that know th...

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