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Ok Im back. When Im on the road I always have lots shit on my mind. When I want to write them down. I forget. Is it me within myself wanting to forget. Today I just had a repressed memory of my Dad promises. Me and Shelly where talking. She brought this word Want. That promise from my dad to go go c...

Hello Anna, Writing is not my best subject. I go on facebook to learn how to express myself. Im not that expressive to myself. When I write I feel I give the wrong impression of myself. Sometime I skip word,not even know I skip words. Writting , I was never good at. Right now Im speaking out loud wh...

Being lonely sucks. Guess my whole life is being alone. I was never part of anything except for the Army. my mind except the lonelyness. But I miss not being alone. I have a fear of being alone. My life was lonelyess. Until I met my X. She change my life. She people person, I wasn't. I adapted to lo...

Its been a long while. I was searching for myself. Know that everyone on Desteni can write great detail about them selve. For my mind feel like its blocked. I make it hard for myself to know myself. I know I have layers of lies with in myself. Right now I feel all my focus is on us as a human being ...

Freedom, your right Im not free. Freedom to me is being on that mountain and expierence nature for the true silence. Look at Desteny Farm. Its in a middle of no where. Means there is silence except there in a group. Look at there enviroment. Its the enviroment and the poeple thats on the farm. To me...

I know it was tempory but in that moment during that day I felt what its like to have the mind stop and hear nothing. I atleast experienced it on earth with nature and the mountains. When I sat and look around me for all the beauty of the mountains ,tree, animals and insects. I wasn't alone by mysel...

Three days ago I got stuck in middle know where on a mountain. I was trying my best to get unstuck. But instead I bog myself so good I couldn't do anymore. I got of my truck picked up a stick and then sat on a rock. I was 12 miles from my delivery. I couldn't communicate. Cell phones didn't work on ...

I was just on youtube. I realize I have it with in me to stand up for myself. But I have to stand up against someone who not like me. All my life I ve been supressed ,shy and never out spoken. I was bullied in highschool. That was my past. I have a fasination for finding useless info. Like what is t...

Thanks Kim

There is such thing as free energy. This energy has been hiden from us for a very long time. It was suppose to be given to all humanity. Theres a problem. Our government has it and they do not want to share. Reason is they want to have power over us. On my facebook I have certain people that know th...