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So I was wondering if being 70 lbs extra from 180 lbs (I'm lean at 165 lbs) is something of concern.. Obviously I don't like being this weight for reasons of looking good for attracting females, but if it's ok to be overweight. I take psychiatric medication that makes it a challenge to keep weight o...

So I've been told this is a paranoia point. But also whether people do pick up on thoughts, like thought broadcasting. I have experienced in my day, where I hear something being said from my mom, or someone else, and I think they're referencing things directly about me, and I become stressed and wan...

So this will be the main source of my writtings here on this topic. So I notice that I have this heavy anxiety around other people or my family, where i'm just constantly nervous about what i'm saying, or being awkward. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place anxiety when around ...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself, to punish myself b y placing myself in situations mentally, where I would fail or fall deep, in that I then judge myself as incompetent to be able to function in regular relationships, and then within this becoming paranoid about everyday relations...

I'm in a similar position, when it comes to "fixing some mistakes", or applying change to painful mistakes...

we can only forgive ourselves in the end, while we're in our own sort of recovery from mistakes.

whats up tyler. I can see what you mean by finding it boring to support yourself, as well as the point of not getting necessary support from family or those you feel you need that. i find that when i feel it would "be boring" to go down the path of opening up yourself into self honesty and applicati...

So I would like to lay out a point, on self trust, and also applying self care in terms of laying out boundaries in how I experience myself, like self confidence/self love, and creating more of a perspective of how I treat myself, when it comes to my thoughts, my behaviors, how I treat myself in gen...

So this is a point that I would like to share, when it comes to balancing out completing tasks, and how to apply a schedule or time that is consistent, and equally doable without seeming too much of a resistance, whether being because "its boring", or "too hard". So I play guitar, music, I have chor...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ponder on thoughts, worries, and relizations, without directing them here in the point of capable applicaation to change what is in my mind/who I am in these moments. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to therefor create more room...

So here starting another point. picking up on ques, verses projecting my inner resonant existential experience at the time. So I've noticed that people could pick up on something about my experience, or what it is that is consciously or what it is that is showing at a more general sense whether its ...