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Day 42 – Poverty is Real, Part 2 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have lived my life in ignorance not taking in account other people and their situation, just so that I can live my life to be successful without caring, and being unconditional. I forgive myself that I have...

Day 41 – Poverty is Real My whole life I have been living in middle to upper class areas, from pre-school up to high school and college, I have worked in an upper class area known as Rivonia, Sandton, probably the richest part of South-Africa. I have never really seen poverty, maybe a small town or...

Day 38 – Ego and Rejection
Day 39 – Ego and Rejection, Part 2
Day 40 – Ego and Rejection, Part 3

Day 37 – Responsibility with stables, Part 3 When and as I see myself getting lost in thought, I stop and I breathe, I realise that by being in my thoughts while physically working I am not here with in the moment busy with my task at hand, thus can’t do it to the best of my abilities. When and as ...

Day 33 – Limitations through Tiredness, Part 2 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a limitation for myself through the thought of tiredness, that I believe myself when I am telling myself that I am tired, for not wanting to do anything but just rest, meaning watching ...

Day 32 – Limitations Through Tiredness I have realised yesterday after a very long day out with work, that I am limiting myself in such a clever but, stupid way. I limit myself through recording my hours that I am not home, doing what I want to do. Let’s say I go out 8 of the clock in the morning, ...

Day 31 – Into the Deep, Part 3 When and as I see myself shifting blame around in any way, I stop and I breathe. I realise that I am the one responsible for how I am driving and not the car with its weird gears, I realise by blaming the car will not make me a better driver, or solve my problem, but ...

Day 30 – Into the Deep, Part 2 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not feel the car, and enabling me to drive it with confidence, but blaming the 6 gears and clutch for my baddriving that I am practicing, where as I would generate a feeling of nervousness and then start maki...