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by hiramnoehernandez
28 Feb 2012, 22:25
Forum: DIP Pro Sponsorship Program
Topic: hiram noe hernandez' process
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2/28/2012 I had a realization; and I see a cycle I have been participating in; that energy will build up in my physical body and mind; and then I will start craving some kind of release; and I will experience this slowly but surely releasing the energy, I will experience this as “falling”; and event...
by hiramnoehernandez
25 Feb 2012, 04:26
Forum: DIP Pro Sponsorship Program
Topic: hiram noe hernandez' process
Replies: 43
Views: 5400

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2/24/2012 What is it that I am projecting on Jenna? What is it that I feel to be lacking and require Jenna to give to me? How come the thought of wanting to be in an agreement was activated when I saw Jenna? What does Jenna represent to me? I ask myself this but the answer doesn’t just come up. I ha...
by hiramnoehernandez
24 Feb 2012, 19:47
Forum: DIP Pro Sponsorship Program
Topic: hiram noe hernandez' process
Replies: 43
Views: 5400

Re: hiram noe hernandez' process

maya, my email is [email protected].com i also have the email of [email protected].com i however at the moment have been paying cero attention to my emails. as for my consideration of an agreement with Jenna; it is not certain that it will work out; because i don't know if shes up to ...
by hiramnoehernandez
23 Feb 2012, 21:13
Forum: DIP Pro Sponsorship Program
Topic: hiram noe hernandez' process
Replies: 43
Views: 5400

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2/23/2012 So if I am to open up more this point of fearing having sex with another being and/or having the perception/belief that I am not worthy of experiencing sexual expression with another being, I see that I fear my ‘insecurities’; that of myself which I am not satisfied with; that of myself wh...
by hiramnoehernandez
23 Feb 2012, 04:05
Forum: DIP Pro Sponsorship Program
Topic: hiram noe hernandez' process
Replies: 43
Views: 5400

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2/22/2012 Today earlier in the morning when everyone left the house where I am staying in, I decided to masturbate to whatever I was able to find on the TV. Then some time later I got on the internet and I decided to masturbate to videos on youtube. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ...
by hiramnoehernandez
22 Feb 2012, 02:52
Forum: DIP Pro Sponsorship Program
Topic: hiram noe hernandez' process
Replies: 43
Views: 5400

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since around the time i last wrote here until 2 days ago i was doing drugs and masturbating to images. the day after i stopped, i decided to revisit my past. i whent and visited my firend Daniel, and i also visited Jenna. i had an urge to kiss her. and we . bit and explained to her what im doing wit...
by hiramnoehernandez
16 Feb 2012, 20:47
Forum: DIP Pro Sponsorship Program
Topic: hiram noe hernandez' process
Replies: 43
Views: 5400

Re: hiram noe hernandez' process

In ecence do we not have a sex? Or is that just a programed aspect?
by hiramnoehernandez
08 Feb 2012, 19:18
Forum: DIP Pro Sponsorship Program
Topic: hiram noe hernandez' process
Replies: 43
Views: 5400

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2/7/2012 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not go deeper into and investigate the point of being addicted to consuming products with salt and/or sugar. Why do I experience the need to eat something with salt? It’s more that I experience the need of tasting something with a ...
by hiramnoehernandez
07 Feb 2012, 06:15
Forum: DIP Pro Sponsorship Program
Topic: hiram noe hernandez' process
Replies: 43
Views: 5400

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2/6/2012 When I stop eating tasty food… im focusing on not consuming sugar nor salt, and when I stop consuming them, I start loosing my mind, and I get fucking anxious, because it’s like a sooth for my mind to taste something with a strong flavor. Also, I recall an interview by Bernard Poolman where...
by hiramnoehernandez
06 Feb 2012, 02:21
Forum: DIP Pro Sponsorship Program
Topic: hiram noe hernandez' process
Replies: 43
Views: 5400

Re: hiram noe hernandez' process

2/3/2012 A good point to look at would be that I only have one choice. choice doesn’t exist. To dare to live by the principle always. 2/5/2012 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire eating sugar, such as panckakes with syrup. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my...

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