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by Polina
17 Feb 2013, 23:17
Forum: Self-Forgiveness and Practical Application Questions and Perspectives
Topic: Daily Practivism: Facing Projected-Blame
Replies: 9
Views: 3806

Re: Daily Practivism: Facing Projected-Blame

After reading this article, I realize that it isn't anger that is my problem MY WHOLE LIFE, it's blame. Blame compounds so much inside me, it's ridiculous! After doing the same behavior of blame for 8 years, it has become a habit, especially in realation to specific people, and it has in fact destro...
by Polina
29 Apr 2012, 05:20
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Polina's Writings
Replies: 5
Views: 936

Re: Polina's Writings

Lately, I've been feeling horrible, because it seems there's no way out. I want to be honest. in my family, my father is prone to drinking and losing self-control. he thinks it's fine to do so and tells us (his wife and kids) that we are bad for telling him to stop. he says nonesense and does things...
by Polina
24 Feb 2012, 21:32
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Polina's Writings
Replies: 5
Views: 936

Re: Polina's Writings

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2quf2GklhI In response to this video from System Demons Daily. I first want to thank the system demons and the desteni people who worked on the site for making the system videos so accessable.Thanks guys :D So, this video was very clear, I understood it completely and...
by Polina
24 Feb 2012, 20:46
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Polina's Writings
Replies: 5
Views: 936

Re: Polina's Writings

I do have a blog actually :D
http://heavenprocess.blogspot.com/

I'll repost the stuff I post here there as well. Thank you for the suggestion. :D
by Polina
11 Feb 2012, 22:44
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Polina's Writings
Replies: 5
Views: 936

Polina's Writings

http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/playing-god/ The documentary After watching a documentary called "Playing God", I have a very unsettling feelings inside me, but when I look at the "future" where minds and people are controlled competely through machines, I realize that it is nothing different from wh...
by Polina
08 Jan 2012, 17:20
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Mapping myself out
Replies: 10
Views: 1162

Re: Mapping myself out

Hi everyone, I wanted to discuss a dream I had last night, while I still remember it. It was strange, but it had a sense of deja vu. I remember on the last forum, dreams were defined or suggested to be the reflections of self, or something. I didn't really get into it too much back then. My dream wa...
by Polina
07 Dec 2011, 18:33
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Mapping myself out
Replies: 10
Views: 1162

Re: Mapping myself out

http://heavenprocess.blogspot.com/

My newly created bloogggg... :D It's so hard to write right now! I feel like my thoughts are like mushh. It's hard to concentrate..But I am doing my best to force myself to write...
by Polina
27 Nov 2011, 21:08
Forum: Questions and Perspectives about Everyday Life Moments
Topic: Black Holes
Replies: 2
Views: 527

Re: Black Holes

Thanks Bella, and yes, I "what is here" is most important right now.
by Polina
26 Nov 2011, 20:13
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Mapping myself out
Replies: 10
Views: 1162

Re: Mapping myself out

In relation to my last post, I also experienced the actuall "letting go" of fear in the physical during my tree-climbing yesterday. The tree climbing itself was very supportive in dealing with fear. In reality, there was nothing to fear because I was completely safe, but I still feared. There were a...
by Polina
26 Nov 2011, 19:53
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Mapping myself out
Replies: 10
Views: 1162

Re: Mapping myself out

A couple of days ago, my whole family and I had a relaxing day. One thing before I tell u the rest :D The relationship with my sister and my self is strained. It is a compounded, emotionally fucked up relationship. Most of the time, it is my fault, and it was I who started to create this relationshi...

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