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https://tormodhvgj.wordpress.com/2021/01/10/day-872-equality/ Day 872 – Equality Equality What does equality mean to me? In all simplicity it means to be of the same. To be given the same. To be granted the same starting point in life from a system perspective. Equality is to me to become equal to /...

https://tormodhvgj.wordpress.com/2021/01/02/day-871-self-forgiveness-on-self-judgement/ Day 871 – self forgiveness on self judgement I forgive myself as my beingness my innocence that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for being schizophrenic where I think that being schizophrenic me...

https://tormodhvgj.wordpress.com/2021/01/01/day-870-patterns-of-schizophrenic-paranoia/ Day 870 – patterns of schizophrenic paranoia I forgive myself as my beingness my innocence that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in a state of war within my mind of playing games between my personalitie...

https://tormodhvgj.wordpress.com/2020/12/10/day-869-self-forgiveness-on-desires/ Day 869 – Self Forgiveness on desires I forgive myself as my beingness my innocence that I have accepted and allowed myself for wanting to fight to have a relationship to fight for my desires, like I want to fight for m...

https://tormodhvgj.wordpress.com/2020/12/09/day-868-prostrative-facing-down/ Day 868 – Prostrative – facing down With this word prostrative – that I was showen by my Desteni I Process buddy, would mean to me that I would break down and sort of crush myself, to pin myself down inferior to all and eve...

https://tormodhvgj.wordpress.com/2020/10/25/day-867-father-sky/ Day 867 – father sky I forgive myself as my beingness my innocence that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the father figure and to curse the idea of a father like in comparing to mother – where I have come to fear the male – th...

PATIENCE Allocation to word: I think of being a patient of a mental hospital with long waiting that I went through there. I think mostly of that waiting and the exertion of waiting for something to happen Dictionary definition: the capacity to accept or tolerate delay, problems, or suffering without...

Self Esteem Allocation to word: With this word there is this take of being on high ground, standing tall in the finest suit. Being cocky over self. I would judge myself as ego and selfish – a dictator even, because of how I have come to interpret “self esteem”. The word have left a sour taste in my ...

https://tormodhvgj.wordpress.com/2020/09/08/day-866-time-within/ Day 866 – time within It happened in those days, that Folken – the student pub – where selling beers for discount, that I found an old school friend on the stairs there. I was 21 years old and the paradigm shift with increasing volume ...

https://tormodhvgj.wordpress.com/2020/07/11/day-865-voyage-of-void/ Day 865 – voyage of void I forgive myself as my beingness my innocence that I have accepted and allowed myself for thinking that since I find this empty space within me, this void of sorts I therefor need to fill it up with somethin...