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by Michelle Best
12 Apr 2012, 07:35
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4557

What is my roll in a male and female world?

I have a question. What is the point of my existance as a transexual? I live in a Male and Female only world in this existance. I know we are all one equal and the same. I know we have to blend in. Guess what I can't blend in in this existance of a male and female world. What is the fuction for me t...
by Michelle Best
11 Apr 2012, 08:02
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4557

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

Ok this is confusing. Give me a 4 or 5 month to understand these point. So you look for every detail on whats good and bad for all. Is it all pure common since. Or am I making it hard for myself.
by Michelle Best
11 Apr 2012, 07:53
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4557

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

Observing Theres a lot of shit in this warehouse. Mostly exports. I notice the worker take there work so seriousely. They brag about how good they drive there forklift. There boss has a bigger Ego. He can handle 8 pallets at a time. Very impressive. Show off. The condition they work in. Is very shit...
by Michelle Best
11 Apr 2012, 07:43
Forum: Sharing Self Forgiveness
Topic: Michhelle Self forgiveness
Replies: 8
Views: 1156

Re: Michhelle Self forgiveness

More Self forginess I forgive myself to allow myself to particapating in my work where I have to watch people project there negativity to me. I forgive myself to allow myself have the thought of being s slave to this world. I forgive myself to allow myself feel the thoughts of negativitie projecting...
by Michelle Best
11 Apr 2012, 07:32
Forum: Sharing Self Forgiveness
Topic: Michhelle Self forgiveness
Replies: 8
Views: 1156

Re: Michhelle Self forgiveness

I forgive myself and allow myself to let fear over come me. I forgive myself and allow myself for having the thoughts of fear. I forgive myself and allow myself to let anger over come me. I forgive myself to allow myself having thought of people making fun of who I am. I forgive myself to allow myse...
by Michelle Best
11 Apr 2012, 07:17
Forum: Sharing Self Forgiveness
Topic: Michhelle Self forgiveness
Replies: 8
Views: 1156

Re: Michelle Self forgiveness

My own ego supresses me to isolate myself. My ego tells me to eat when I get depressed. My ego makes me depressed when Im in Love,Hate,Fear and Anger. Its all ego talking not me. My ego is very sneaky in my thought. Cause I can hear my my ego talk. My ego is selfish and has no equality. Ego is not m...
by Michelle Best
11 Apr 2012, 06:57
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4557

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

Sitting here waiting till 10 am. I got a dispatch going to South Kearny, NJ. I hate Jersey because its so negative. I they usually take 5 or 6 hours to load my truck up.Everytime I go there the latino worker make fun of me. I know , I see the way they look at me. Plus they feel like there a big mach...
by Michelle Best
10 Apr 2012, 04:13
Forum: Sharing Self Forgiveness
Topic: Michhelle Self forgiveness
Replies: 8
Views: 1156

Michhelle Self forgiveness

I forgive myself to allow myself to be angry at the guy on the CB. I forgive myself for letting that driver with the highpitch voice irritating me and making me angry at the the man who can t unstand why are the way we are. I forgive myself to allow myself for the thoughts of my ego overcomming me b...
by Michelle Best
10 Apr 2012, 02:08
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4557

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

I didn't want to get up I had less then 5hours of sleep. I had to get up and take a shower to wake me up. I pack some clothes went into the truckstop. i got room with a shower. The lady was nice to me. She gave me a bigger shower. I was in the shower I notice myself. My ego thoughts saying Im FAT. M...
by Michelle Best
10 Apr 2012, 00:22
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Michelle writing Freedom
Replies: 58
Views: 4557

Re: Michelle writing Freedom

I want say thanks to you all for your support. I remember when I saw Desteni the first time. I was curious. I wanted to know the unknown. I didn't care if there was Facts are not. I wanted to know more about being human. How, What, Why ,Where are we from in this existance. Pass couple of years Ive b...

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