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by SeanJones
30 Apr 2012, 18:28
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10551

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

ok I want to write about excuses and justifications within the context of drug use and addiction. So I just had a thought that kindof prompted me to write this as I see that the thought was a pattern that I have created as excuses and justifications to accept and allow myself to fall back into patte...
by SeanJones
30 Apr 2012, 05:58
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10551

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

So. Addiction. I found myself saying that I am addicted to something today and it was like a "does not compute" moment. I was like wait. I just said I am already addicted. so I define myself as being an addict. that. that is just crazy. So because I accept and allow myself to define myself and belie...
by SeanJones
20 Apr 2012, 18:01
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10551

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so. this morning. at like. 1 am. My girlfriend gave me an ultimatum. She said its either the weed or me. and I tryd to get her to let me finish it. but she said no. either throw it away or smoke it. but if you smoke it im gone. im done. So I tryed to convince her that if I had been doing it anyways ...
by SeanJones
14 Apr 2012, 18:40
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10551

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

Hi Sean. I suggest to look at the polarities that are playing out here - and specifically investigate the "hidden" polarities/secret mind points. Because for example, you say that you want to go to school and be successful. So why don't you? - Meaning that we cannot act and live based on intentions...
by SeanJones
14 Apr 2012, 18:14
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10551

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

In terms of taking medicinal drugs, firstly realize that your anxiety is actually self-created -- and that it will remain with you until you decide to re-create yourself; through taking drugs you're merely suppressing the reality of yourself, which at the moment is anxiety. Thus, you might feel mor...
by SeanJones
14 Apr 2012, 11:23
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10551

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

School. Fear of school. fear of failing in school. fear of not being cool or accepted. fear of anxiety in school. fear of sweating in school. very tired right now..... I just want to post on some fears I want to deal with. I recently smoked weed. like 3 or 4 times. in the span of 3 days. I want to t...
by SeanJones
08 Apr 2012, 02:23
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10551

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

Thanks for sharing Sean. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that doing self forgiveness does nothing. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I am not helping anything or anyone. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want r...
by SeanJones
07 Apr 2012, 20:32
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10551

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Ill always remember reading the tao to ching by lao tzu. This one particular quote. I can't remember it specificly. I know the quote basically says. Lead by example not by telling another to follow or commanding others. Lead by example. Im going to get the quote now. “A leader is best when people ba...
by SeanJones
07 Apr 2012, 06:14
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10551

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

Scared. I am scared. I am scared because I fear losing my life. I am scared that I still have cancer. That I will have to go back to the hospital. I fear having to go through more surgery. Having to go through radiation. kemotheripy. I fear that I will die young. I fear that I will die and in that m...
by SeanJones
07 Apr 2012, 04:37
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10551

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

So I am out looking for a job now. Trying to get somthing so I am not just sitting around all the time. I also really want to start saving up money. I am not smoking weed and I don't drink alcohol or do any drugs at all so that is a plus. I will not be spending it all on that. So. I am in a relation...

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