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by SeanJones
28 Mar 2012, 22:43
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10550

bad dream.

also want to add in that they were talking about decomposing my body. so also. fear of dieing and no one finding me. or finding out.
by SeanJones
28 Mar 2012, 19:42
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10550

bad dream

just woke up. bad dream. had passed some men in a neighborhood. then herd them yell you scared? I went and parked in a driveway. And got out of the car. for some reason I was naked. and rapped up in my blanket I use on my bed. So the guy tells me its not my property. I guess I got out because I spee...
by SeanJones
24 Mar 2012, 08:41
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10550

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

ok. Painkillers. uhg. Opiate painkillers. I have been on them for at least 2 months now. before I went to the hospital I already had a pretty big tolerence which sucked because trying to get proper pain management in a hospital with an opiate tolerence is shitty. they will come in give you 1 mg of d...
by SeanJones
24 Mar 2012, 08:06
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10550

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

Hi Sean, welcome back! and yes, simply stop, let go of self blame, regret and shame - you can't do anything to change the past, but you are more than capable to change and stopping the past from repeating it self. You have all the support you need, which is your self application. So stand up, corre...
by SeanJones
23 Mar 2012, 12:30
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10550

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

So I have gotten myself quite addicted to opiate pain killers. Tonight I ran out. I smoked a hit of weed. It has been 3 weeks. I felt instant regret after doing it. I could have stopped myself but did not. I want to get away from my house. I could have stopped it. I threw my pipe. {which I thought w...
by SeanJones
26 Aug 2011, 04:40
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10550

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

Thanks for the replys to this. This all just kindof flowed out. I was really depressed yesterday. Today was better. So I saw an old friend at school today, he asked me "dude did you join a cult." I laughed a bit and said, "no its just a group of people." I did not have time to explain cuz he had to ...
by SeanJones
25 Aug 2011, 08:16
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10550

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

Fuck. I am sick of going to work at 5 am. FUCK. I have to wake up at 5 am to go to work. ......... I have been depressed this whole day. Still am. I want to get away from here. I am tired of living in the same house. Tired of living with the same people. Tired of not being able to actually talk to a...
by SeanJones
24 Aug 2011, 22:48
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10550

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

Cool Self Support Sean, taking on the point of self-discipline within a schedule can be very effective so that you can establish time for yourself to write and share here. Yea but it does not look like it is going to be a specific time. I am really busy now, my schedule is work school work school w...
by SeanJones
22 Aug 2011, 04:47
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10550

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

So. I am now 20 years old. I see the things that are supposed to seduce me when I am an adult and when I turn 21. Alcohol, sex, gambling. The holy trinity of Adult entertainment. So yea my birthday. I noticed I don't like having a celebration for my birthday. I was at a japanese resterant and my dad...
by SeanJones
18 Aug 2011, 05:40
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Sean's writing self to freedom
Replies: 124
Views: 10550

Re: Sean's writing self to freedom

For once in my life I am able to do shit. Cool. Yep! that's how it is! once we stop wallowing in our self pity, we can come out of our dark cave and engage in reality - awesome Sean! keep us posted. Exactly, I have not really been writing much but have been doing self forgiveness when I see points....

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