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Thanks for the replies.

I'm having some sort of deja vu... I recall a comment waaaaaaaaaaay back in the day similiar to this... and a conflict insued about Jews. Obviously 1 person is not to blame or one 'type' of person is to blame... They are the Anu's chosen race. And he's of this race. Where did you get this? Knowledg...

I don't want to blame Jews, but they are influencing me. When I see my father, my kundalini region would become somehow like solid, which is definitely a Jewish expression. In this expression, I feel everything becomes tough. Because the part that leads me to transcendence have been suppress by it, ...

They are the Anu's chosen race. And he's of this race. But they are evil. Sometimes when I face great transcendence, I'm seeing my Jewish, or probably Jewish descent father's presence, then my transcendence will gone for a moment, and I will see a red reasonance appearing which is very disturbing. I...

Marlen, I don't want to be special, but this programming is specific. I thought it is forgived, but it always come back. It's just so multi- dimensional. Whthin this savior programming, it always make me depressed. Imagine always exist in DEPRESSION. I want to suicide, I can't, I have family to take...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe I'm a savior. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become a savior. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be obsessed of being a savior. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself to ...

I'm tortured by a savior programming in myself.

So, can you dimensionally check if it still exist in me or not. And if so, is there a possibility that you could help me deleting it?

This programming is specific for me.

Within it, I always feel depressed, which is not a good mood.

Is there a fast way to delete this program?

This interview on EQAFE gives a perspectiveon eye twitching: https://eqafe.com/p/eye-twitching-the-body-as-teacher I noticed a point in my process, I would see a red reasonance sometimes. And as it happen, I will get possessed by mind program. So, what does it actually mean to you when you say you ...

I'm currently dealing with a tough programming, which is related to savior. It just keeps on going back, even though I think it's forgived, I'm not sure it's still in me or not at the moment. Every time it went back I would go quite frustrated. How to deal with such programming when it goes back not...