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by Zakaria Husain
16 Apr 2016, 11:00
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Day 7 - Authority I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a fear of the word authority. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word authority to fear, and so I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear. I ...
by Zakaria Husain
11 Apr 2016, 20:15
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
Views: 54166

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Day 6 - Where's the money?! I will not hear these words directly, but they will come from a subtle angle, I will be compared to other people in my family. I’ll hear my father and/or mother saying ‘but where is the money from the business idea? It’s taking so long’. I became deeply offended at the id...
by Zakaria Husain
07 Apr 2016, 20:16
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
Views: 54166

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Day 5 - Nothings Happening! When I hear these words I get angry because I am saying to myself ‘how dare my mother tell me that there are no fruits to my labor, how dare she point that out to me, does she not know how hard I am working?!’ So I take these words personally; I actually believe them myse...
by Zakaria Husain
02 Apr 2016, 14:26
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
Views: 54166

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Day 4 - What are you doing with all this time son?! I could see that when my mother used to say things like ‘what are you doing with all your time? I would respond by saying something to the effect of ‘I am working, I am working hard, leave me alone, I know what I am doing’. This was all a fabricati...
by Zakaria Husain
27 Mar 2016, 19:29
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
Views: 54166

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Day 3 - My Family. My Cult. My Design SF and SCS I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the belief that I must be a slave to my family. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the belief that I must do everything for my famil...
by Zakaria Husain
25 Mar 2016, 10:17
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
Views: 54166

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Day 3 - My Family, My Cult, My Design I am a slave to my family, this is how I have set it up within me - everything I do, I do for family. The use of fear as a tool to manipulate me was used extensively when growing up, whenever I would not listen to my mother for instance, when not desiring to do ...
by Zakaria Husain
20 Mar 2016, 20:48
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
Views: 54166

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Day 2 - The Good Guy Syndrome SF and SCS I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a fear of hell. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect hell to fear, and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear....
by Zakaria Husain
19 Mar 2016, 11:43
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Zak's Journey to life
Replies: 2
Views: 561

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Day 2 - The Good Guy Syndrome Hell was a topic that was talked about a lot to me from an early age; ‘you’re gonna go to hell if you don’t do this or that’ is what I would hear from my parents and my teachers and most of everyone who was around in my early life. it was something that I initially felt...
by Zakaria Husain
13 Mar 2016, 11:35
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Zak's Journey to life
Replies: 2
Views: 561

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Day 1 - SF and SCS I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a fear of Desteni. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect Desteni to fear, thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear. I forgive myself th...
by Zakaria Husain
06 Mar 2016, 22:06
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Zak's Journey to life
Replies: 2
Views: 561

Zak's Journey to life

Hello, my name is Zakaria. I am living and working in the UK and have a job within the education sector. I first came across Desteni in 2007 and since then I have participated on and off, here and there, never really committing myself fully. Why? Fear. When I look back I can see that there was a lot...

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