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by Zakaria Husain
28 Aug 2014, 17:25
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
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Day 270 - Not enough money! So with the prospect of moving jobs from something mediocre to something genuinely challenging where I will be facing myself in my different types of different situations, I have this fear come up; ‘what if I can’t make enough money to survive’. Now the conversations I ha...
by Zakaria Husain
25 Aug 2014, 14:37
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Day 269 I have noticed that I fear making appointment for myself, and a general anxiety towards this whole process – I think to myself ‘I have never done this before, what if I get it wrong’. I have always had things laid out for me, always someone else just telling me what I have/need to do, never ...
by Zakaria Husain
23 Aug 2014, 09:40
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
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Day 268 While sitting in a meeting with an ‘important’ client I saw a number of things happening outside of me that I reacted too inside of me. This client is someone whom can be considered to have a high position and is also someone whom I must present too in order to get my message across. Wheneve...
by Zakaria Husain
19 Aug 2014, 17:46
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Believing that I have already lost While sitting with a client I hear myself thinking ‘I have lost them already, they do not understand me, there is a language barrier here and they are not getting what I am saying’. I go into this feeling of pessimism where I say to myself ‘what’s the point of cont...
by Zakaria Husain
16 Aug 2014, 21:13
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Day 266 Not actually caring about others or myself I have always known about myself certain truths, like the fact that I have never really spoken to anyone on any sort of truthful terms. That 200% of what comes out my mouth is pure bullshit. I say this because in each moment of my life since early c...
by Zakaria Husain
12 Aug 2014, 07:06
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Day 264 Resistance to writing and fear of exposing myself to others Since the beginning of this writing process I have not really allowed myself to write unconditionally for myself – always subtly holding onto the position that ‘I am doing it for others’ – to keep up the appearance that I am actuall...
by Zakaria Husain
09 Jul 2014, 22:05
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Day 263 School Life I see children being singled out on a daily basis for not doing the right thing, in a classroom environment especially, I feel that I am also being singled out, being 'picked on' - and everybody has been doing this to everyone else since forever. whether your an adult working in ...
by Zakaria Husain
01 Jul 2014, 20:58
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Day 262 School Life I see children being singled out on a daily basis for not doing the right thing, in a classroom environment especially, I feel that I am also being singled out, being 'picked on' - and everybody has been doing this to everyone else since forever. whether your an adult working in ...
by Zakaria Husain
09 Jun 2014, 18:43
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Day 261 Self forgiveness on resistance to getting up and going to work. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have resistance toward going to work every morning. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise, and understand how it is me directing ...
by Zakaria Husain
24 May 2014, 11:44
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
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Day 260 - SF/SCS on Day 237 - On Taking Security Measures All The Time I will myself to work through my fear - thus when and as I see that I am participating in a fear I stop and I breathe and I direct myself to stand within myself - four count breathing all the way, until I get a grip on me, and ac...

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