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by Zakaria Husain
05 Apr 2014, 18:43
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Day 250 - SF/SCS on Day 237 - On Taking Security Measures All The Time When and as I see myself in a moment of fear where I have to make a 'quick decision' such as 'am I going to let these people take me off the beaten path, or am I going to be sensible and call out for help' - I direct myself to s...
by Zakaria Husain
01 Apr 2014, 21:28
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Views: 59473

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Day 249 - SF/SCS on Day 237 - On Taking Security Measures All The Time Who am I as defence? What do I mean by defence? Memories come up of when I first experienced this kind of fear. I was in secondary school and was almost plucked off my path and led into a park where I proceeded to be threatened ...
by Zakaria Husain
28 Mar 2014, 21:26
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Views: 59473

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Who am I as defense? What do I mean by defense? Memories come up of when I first experienced this kind of fear. I was in secondary school and was almost plucked off my path and led into a park where I proceeded to be threatened and robbed of certain possessions. I was then struck on the back of the ...
by Zakaria Husain
26 Mar 2014, 21:59
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Views: 59473

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Day 247 - SF/SCS on Day 237 - On Taking Security Measures All The Time if I fail. The thought that 'I may win now by fighting tooth and claw - but my family will have to bare the harsh consequences later, when those I stood against come for retribution. What then? Best to just lay low and ride it o...
by Zakaria Husain
22 Mar 2014, 08:55
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
Views: 59473

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Day 246 - SF/SCS on Day 237 - On Taking Security Measures All The Time When and as I see that I have accepted and allowed myself to picture an image of 'bad people' in my head - I stop and I breathe - and I see how I have created this uber-image within myself from all my past memories where I experi...
by Zakaria Husain
18 Mar 2014, 22:03
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Views: 59473

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Day 245 - SF/SCS on Day 237 - On Taking Security Measures All The Time As I grew up I am still hanging onto this belief that I must be a brother that is able to defend his brothers and family from 'bad people' in my reality. And so when I am confronted with these moments when I am stuck with fears, ...
by Zakaria Husain
14 Mar 2014, 20:03
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
Views: 59473

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Day 244 - SF/SCS on Day 237 - On Taking Security Measures All The Time I remember thinking and feeling to myself that 'why is this a good thing? Can you not defend us?' I believe that the look on his face his face had already told me the answer, that he was too fear filled to do anything else about ...
by Zakaria Husain
11 Mar 2014, 19:45
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
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Views: 59473

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Day 242 - SF/SCS on Day 237 - On Taking Security Measures All The Time My relationship to the point being manly and doing brotherly actions. Relate to my fears of when I was growing up and having to deal with moments when I saw my elder brother in fear of another person, and hearing him talk about ...
by Zakaria Husain
06 Mar 2014, 19:56
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
Views: 59473

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Day 242 - SF/SCS on Day 237 - On Taking Security Measures All The Time My relationship to the point being manly and doing brotherly actions. Relate to my fears of when I was growing up and having to deal with moments when I saw my elder brother in fear of another person, and hearing him talk about t...
by Zakaria Husain
24 Feb 2014, 20:58
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Zakaria's Blog
Replies: 782
Views: 59473

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Day 241 - SF/SCS on Day 237 - On Taking Security Measures All The Time Furthermore I commit myself to realise and understand that the apparent victory I gain by asserting that something is done 'my way' is me living out the self dishonest view that I hold that I must prove myself to be superior to p...

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