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by Daniel Martinez
26 Oct 2018, 01:47
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 16028

Re: writing myself to freedom

10/23/18 a point that came up is that i saw this girl ( my neighbor) which i considered/judged as 'hot', because she has a big ass and thick legs and her face is not ugly, and she was wearing these tiny shorts. she came out of her house with some guy, which i noticed was her boyfriend/lover since he...
by Daniel Martinez
26 Oct 2018, 01:14
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 16028

Re: writing myself to freedom

monday 10/22/18 i forgive myself for allowing myself to react in/as regret that i'm allowing myself to go into masturbation to picture images and drugs. i forgive myself for allowing myself to forget that i have to be patient with this point / with myself, because otherwize i'll start reacting to th...
by Daniel Martinez
26 Oct 2018, 00:44
Forum: Self-Forgiveness and Practical Application Questions and Perspectives
Topic: a question about self forgiveness
Replies: 7
Views: 2714

Re: a question about self forgiveness

Yes, in Self Forgiveness you are clarifying and gaining greater understanding into a point. Whenever a point, pattern, energy, emotion, etc comes up -- it's to look at the 'message' behind it, what it is we are missing and need to re-align within ourselves. Then - there is no more need for the mess...
by Daniel Martinez
22 Oct 2018, 17:14
Forum: Self-Forgiveness and Practical Application Questions and Perspectives
Topic: a question about self forgiveness
Replies: 7
Views: 2714

a question about self forgiveness

is self forgiveness about being willing to understand myself instead of judging myself? and in that, thus, that's how self forgiveness is self expansion as one opens up to see the bigger picture instead of stubbornly remaining close minded not allowing oneself to open oneself up enough to understand...
by Daniel Martinez
15 Oct 2018, 00:02
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 16028

Re: writing myself to freedom

saturday 10-13-18 i forgive myself for allowing myself to believe that i can't apply self forgiveness cuz when i do i have somewhat of a dificult time cuz emotional reactions will come up and when i focus on one it'll just switch to another one and this will just keep on happening. i realize it's a ...
by Daniel Martinez
13 Oct 2018, 02:56
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 16028

Re: writing myself to freedom

thursday 10-11-18 at the moment.... see today i've been distracting myself all day up to some moments ago with shit like listening to music, watching videos/interviews/tv/skateboarding. then eventually i got like bored or tired of these distractions and i was just here with my mind. and what's been ...
by Daniel Martinez
11 Oct 2018, 03:29
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 16028

Re: writing myself to freedom

10-9-18 today i've experienced sadness/depression, which i've been experiencing lately. i'm not sure how to define this sadness, but i'll long for something to distract me from it, or soemthing like that. i'll start desiring or longing for the attention of others, but not just any other person. i'll...
by Daniel Martinez
11 Oct 2018, 02:28
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 16028

Re: writing myself to freedom

10-7-18 lately i've been thinking everyday about a girl i believed i was strongly in love with some years ago. initially i started having dreams about her, and every other day i dream of her. sometimes i dream i like a girl yet its not her, and i'll wake up waning to be witht he girl in my dream and...
by Daniel Martinez
11 Oct 2018, 02:10
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 16028

Re: writing myself to freedom

10-3-18 i realize i've probably have been wasting my time and self sabotaging myself all this time by/thru/as allowing myself to have thoughts like "it's too late" "i'm falling still, i'm fuckin doomed" "this is bad.damn it this is really bad!!oh shit this is fuckin bad!! this is very bad"., as it i...
by Daniel Martinez
11 Oct 2018, 02:04
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 16028

Re: writing myself to freedom

10/1/18 one time i walked jenna (i girl i liked) to her school in the morning and on my way back... the ground was muddy and when i would try to walk my feet would slip back as i'd walk, and i actually thought/believed that i looked like a faggit because of the way my feet would slip back as i would...

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