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by Daniel Martinez
10 Oct 2017, 03:27
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 15793

Re: writing myself to freedom

Sunday 10-8-17 So now I'll continue with writing about a memory in relation to fear reactions. I remember when I was a small boy, between the ages of like ....starting at about 8 years of age and still presistent up to this day - when I was at home I'd be comfortable and move with ease around the ho...
by Daniel Martinez
10 Oct 2017, 02:59
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 15793

Re: writing myself to freedom

Fri 10-6-17 So I've given into doing drugs and masturbation most likely to picture images, but I can't allow myself to fight myself as in judge myself. I can only stand here with me and accept that it's too late this time, well, it seems like it. So I will just not judge myself and breathe and stop ...
by Daniel Martinez
10 Oct 2017, 02:52
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 15793

Re: writing myself to freedom

Friday 10-6-17 The excuse my mind througws at me to take drugs and masturbate to picture images is "But if I stop I am going to suffer, and I'm probably going to die!" Okay, but what are my reasons to not masturbate to picture images and do drugs? 1.If I keep doing drugs I'd say I'm eventually going...
by Daniel Martinez
10 Oct 2017, 02:20
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 15793

Re: writing myself to freedom

Fri 10-6-17 Right now the question that arises within me is: I don't know what to do with my life. What do I do with my life? And I just automatically wana go masturbate. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give into the lie/fantasy of masturbation to picture images. I forgive myse...
by Daniel Martinez
07 Oct 2017, 18:29
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 15793

Re: writing myself to freedom

10-6-17 I'm writing sf to feel self-fulfilled and to find myself and complete myself. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience fear. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe I am fear. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear...
by Daniel Martinez
07 Oct 2017, 18:08
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 15793

Re: writing myself to freedom

Friday 10-6-17 I realize that with drugs I lose touch with myself. That's fucked up because that's like making the statement that I don't want to exist any more. Because I am no here with myself. I realize that to self-fulfill myself I need to stop using drugs. I forgive myself for not accepting and...
by Daniel Martinez
07 Oct 2017, 17:59
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 15793

Re: writing myself to freedom

thursday 10-5-17 I forgive myself I've accepted and allowed myself to judge myself - to separate myself from myself by/through judging myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not be willing to change, and in that I believed/thought that I couldn't be willing to realize the solution to my add...
by Daniel Martinez
04 Oct 2017, 00:49
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 15793

Re: writing myself to freedom

10-3-17 Continuing from my last post, I see and realize that by/within allowing myself to participate in emotional reactions to me accepting and allowing myself to accumulate a fucked up consequence - I am accepting and allowing a separation to exist within/as me, because the moment I judged myself ...
by Daniel Martinez
03 Oct 2017, 02:30
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 15793

Re: writing myself to freedom

Monday 10-2-17 Continuing from my last post: I see that in emotionally reacting to my problem (as my addiction) I am actually wasting my time; time that I could be using to look for an effective solution. Reacting emotionally is a waste of time because it is not the solution. When and as I see mysel...
by Daniel Martinez
29 Sep 2017, 23:46
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: writing myself to freedom
Replies: 90
Views: 15793

Re: writing myself to freedom

9-29-17 Continuing from my last post.... these emotional reactions were very overwhhelming, painful, emotionally painful. I would experience a great regret after I was like more out of my possession as masturbation to picture images, but I would still be high on the drug, and I think the effects of ...

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