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by Joseph Stein
20 May 2017, 07:28
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16800

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Day 12 Today I woke up and moved myself to do things that I seen needed to be done such as the dishes and applying for jobs. I have a real resistance to doing things like the physical side of things. Like actually getting up and walking to the kitchen to do the dishes or going to the job to get an ...
by Joseph Stein
18 May 2017, 23:04
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16800

Re: Joseph's writings

Day 11 Hey Marlen, yes I can see how I have been fighting the addiction and placing all my focus on the addiction. This fighting is tiring me out and I can sort of see how I am still putting blame on the addictions. I have wrote about and touched upon the underlying points of addiction but I just n...
by Joseph Stein
18 May 2017, 04:26
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16800

Re: Joseph's writings

Day 10 HEy everyone, today I felt tired and I didnt want to write anything. Shit, I still dont. Yeah Ive just been floating by today. Ive been trying to also quit porn and masturbation ever since I read some really good articles from the desteni website. Im wondering if I should just focus on 1 add...
by Joseph Stein
17 May 2017, 03:13
Forum: Dream Discussions
Topic: Josephs writings(dreams)
Replies: 2
Views: 2160

Re: Josephs writings(dreams)

Day 9 So today I will be doing the Self-Forgiveness and walking through my dream last night. The two main points is that a part of me still desires to smoke weed or to get high and escape facing myself and this life I have created for myself. Secondly, with the subway girl is that I still seek a de...
by Joseph Stein
17 May 2017, 02:47
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16800

Re: Joseph's writings

Yes Maite. Its taken me a very long time to see this. I used to blame weed and think its weed this and weed that and if only I quit weed. But as you said its on a deeper level. What made me realize this is that I wanted to get high from something else and it just clicked like its not weed its ME! an...
by Joseph Stein
15 May 2017, 21:56
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16800

Re: Joseph's writings

My Day 8 post is over in the dreams discussions thread for anyone interested.
by Joseph Stein
15 May 2017, 21:54
Forum: Dream Discussions
Topic: Josephs writings(dreams)
Replies: 2
Views: 2160

Josephs writings(dreams)

Day 8 I am making my post here for my day 8 of the 21 day challenge because it has to do with dreams. Garb mentioned that I should post the dream here and walk through it. I honestly dont know what the dream means but 2 main things stand out. My obsession and constant thinking about this girl I met...
by Joseph Stein
14 May 2017, 22:43
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16800

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Day 7 Well Im 1/3 of the way to completing the 21 day challenge. Its been easier that I expected. Its funny how our minds tend to blow things up. But if you give yourself the chance to clear yourself of all the bullshit (doubts, judgements, pictures, and beliefs) then its really not at all what it ...
by Joseph Stein
13 May 2017, 20:54
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16800

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Day 6 Hey all. Just here breathing. Its cool to see who I am without the boredom and that I can move myself out of the boredom. At first I didnt think I would know how to be or to act LOL! But something I notice is that I hold off on my writing till the end of the day which is fine. What isnt fine ...
by Joseph Stein
12 May 2017, 06:01
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16800

Re: Joseph's writings

Day 5-Weed? Or addicted to being high? Hey everyone. Today the boredom was setting in again as it was an uneventful day again. I was breathing and taking back the reactions to myself to the best of my ability. It was hard but it got me thinking. Why cant I just be? Why do I seek more? Why do I have...

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