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by Joseph Stein
08 May 2014, 00:35
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16805

Re: Joseph's writings

Ive been wanting to write about this point lately and I have been holding it off for another time but I already know that "another time" will never come so Im here. The point is about my jobs and how I put so much burden on myself and it starts to weigh down on me till eventually I cant take it anym...
by Joseph Stein
07 May 2014, 23:45
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16805

Re: Joseph's writings

Thank you for the suggestions Marlen. At first I was reactive to your words and Anna's words because I was thinking "they have a misunderstanding of what Im saying" and "Im not actually doing that" (looking for the positive feeling=reward and then when I don't get the positive feeling/reward I have ...
by Joseph Stein
01 May 2014, 08:56
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16805

Re: Joseph's writings

Yeah thats a cool point I didnt notice. I mean I kind of did because I would get a happy reaction when looking at my journal but I breathed through it but when I seen how much I havent wrote for I did judge myself for that as in "oh man look at how bad Iam doing" so thanks for the input. But I have ...
by Joseph Stein
01 May 2014, 08:44
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16805

Re: Joseph's writings

4/10/2014 I realized that my reactions are happening more often because I have to face them. Then I realized that everything that I have to face is on its way. I would rather be prepared then be unprepared when that happens because I will be lost. I think I am lost but I also think I dont know what...
by Joseph Stein
01 May 2014, 08:33
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16805

Re: Joseph's writings

This is where my realization of how dating my journal entries could support me to see exactly how long I stood for and how long I have fallen for.
4/7/2014

Wow I was looking at all of the days I missed my writings. (lol thats all I wrote)
by Joseph Stein
01 May 2014, 08:31
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16805

Re: Joseph's writings

3/27/2014 I think alot in my mind about stuff like the dimensional beings and existence. I realized its stupid to do that or not stupid but not necessary at all because 1 I cant be sure if what I think about the dimensions is actually true or not. So number 2 is that it is up to me to read all of t...
by Joseph Stein
24 Apr 2014, 18:52
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16805

Re: Joseph's writings

Yes, Carrie. Lol exactly what you said about pacing back and forwth. I have literally done that and thank you for the suggestions about taking a look at doing more contructive things when and as boredum comes up and also to breathe through those reactions of boredum. I havent said anything but I hav...
by Joseph Stein
24 Apr 2014, 07:55
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16805

Re: Joseph's writings

3/26/2014 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel and think that when X leaves I can smoke weed because X is gone and it is okay because of that. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think constantly about when X will leave. I forgive myself for accepting and all...
by Joseph Stein
24 Apr 2014, 07:42
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16805

Re: Joseph's writings

3/25/2014 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to dwell on the thought that I dont have any weed. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in the thought that I dont have any weed which makes me want to do it even more and more. I forgive myself for accepting ...
by Joseph Stein
21 Apr 2014, 05:58
Forum: Writing Yourself to Freedom
Topic: Joseph's writings
Replies: 101
Views: 16805

Re: Joseph's writings

03/25/2014 Im going to make a list I can look at to help me when I feel like giving and going back into abusive patterns and behaviors. Yesterday I went to apply for a job. I did the application really shitty because I didnt want to be there at all and I wanted to leave. So my goal was to screw thi...

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