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by Ruben
03 Sep 2019, 22:19
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Ruben Journey To Life
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Day 144: Short Path Long Path

Day 144: Short Path Long Path Today is my second day out after about a month and a half inside the mental hospital, I see I am having a playout of bipolar becoming more extreme, this time having to do with using drugs, something I see I can't risk anymore. Basically I have walked a long path of con...
by Ruben
11 Jul 2019, 02:48
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Ruben Journey To Life
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Day 143: Fuck Off - But Not Really Fuck off, if you don't want to change the world. Or maybe you need to not want to change the world in order to change it? Let me explain. We go through phases in our lives, sometimes we do not feel confident enough that we can change the world but first need to pr...
by Ruben
10 Jul 2019, 03:59
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Ruben Journey To Life
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Day 142: Incredible People All Around You There is incredible people all around you: Everyone. From everyone, and I should put that in capital letters but I do not want to shout, Everyone. You can learn from even those that try to manipulate you because ultimately it is you that allow them to manip...
by Ruben
06 Jul 2019, 10:46
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Ruben Journey To Life
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Day 141: 'The Family' and the B side Last month I painted an acrylic on canvas artwork for a friend, the artwork I called it 'The Family' and I said to my friend that I would paint a B side artwork at the back of the canvas - so he only shows it to a few selected people although there are no rules ...
by Ruben
05 Jul 2019, 01:35
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Ruben Journey To Life
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Day 140: Programmed Nature

Day 140: Programmed Nature Sometimes I forget, if ever I am aware, that I am like a computer, programmed by myself to where I am what I am today - either actively or by acceptance and allowance. If I don't like it I can change it. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget a...
by Ruben
01 Jul 2019, 00:50
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Ruben Journey To Life
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Day 139: A Part Of Something Today I was at work wondering about this, I am a part of something. I am a living, breathing human being, a part of 'organised living' I live in a body that has automated things, it is pretty clear I am a part of something, yet, it is fascinating how much I have not see...
by Ruben
01 Jul 2019, 00:49
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Ruben Journey To Life
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Day 138: Breath by Breath at Work Sometimes life can be too much, then what I do is, can I handle the next movement, the next breath? For example at work when it becomes repetitive doing the same things day after day, if I slow down and focus on what I have to do next it becomes easier to do. For e...
by Ruben
28 Jun 2019, 08:25
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Ruben Journey To Life
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Day 137: Value in Self-Support When I get paid, suddenly I become more directive, is that so? For example, at work I do whatever it needs to be done but then when I am at home and decide to do something for myself all kinds of excuses open up and/or I allow myself to procrastinate. If I got paid fo...
by Ruben
28 Jun 2019, 08:24
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Ruben Journey To Life
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Day 136: Complainers Change what you don't like or don't complain. Complaining is pointless because either you can change something, and then you do change it, or you can't and then what is the point in complaining on something you cannot change? But maybe complaining is useful to see where we have...
by Ruben
31 May 2019, 23:51
Forum: 7 Years Journey to Life
Topic: Ruben Journey To Life
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Day 135: Putting Myself First

Day 135: Putting Myself First Today I am satisfied about myself because I have directed things that needed direction in order to put myself first, taking care of getting my driving license, directing also the situation at home where I have had to say to someone that could no longer live at our plac...

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